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Three Ships I Like
Help, uhhh my ships are so boring! No creativity! I will say my favorite ship is probably Haru and Legoshi from beastars… what can i say, theyre my little comfort babies. On the beastars trend, nobody can convince me that Yahya and Gosha arent exes!! Other ships i like are Sea Fairy cookie and Moonlight cookie from cookie run… ummmmmm and Tallstar x Jake is forever canon!!!!
First Ship Ever
I cant remember my actual first ship, just assume every childhood media i consumed i just rooted for the canon couples lol, but the ship i loved most as a kid was Leafpool x Crowfeather. What can i say, i love myself a hateful man! I 100% was so convinced they were starclan crossed lovers destined to thrive together forever in the stars hsjdkfkgk.
Last Song I Heard
Actually currently listening… Confessions of a Rotten Girl by SAWTOWNE. YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO IT PLS THE TUNING IS SO GOOD AND THE GENUIS LYRICS, HATSUNE MIKU MY GOD-
Fave Childhood Book
Genuinely idk how to answer this because as a kid i legit just read the warrior cats books a billion times each… i would just finish reading the series, reread it, then reread it again, then reread it again, and again- I was devoted.
Currently Reading
They Both Die at the End by Adam Silvera! I have been… currently reading it since 2021… someone pls force me to read a real book instead of webtoons pls, its a curse!!! Id love me a little reading accountability buddy…
Currently Watching
Technically i am currently rewatching Infinity Train, which is one of my favorite cartoons ever. In terms of new shows, i am also watching The Apothecary Diaries season 2 as new episodes come out. Its very good <3
Currently Craving
Uhh… a nap…
I got no moots to tag, all my moots are moots with each other and have been tagged lol! If someone sees this and finds it fun, go for it!!! Let me be your imaginary tag to feel included <3
9 10 Fandom Folks to Get to Know Better
Thanks so much for the tag @schofielded !!
3 Ships I Like
Okay so I’m currently writing for Anderperry so they have to be at the top of the list, Reddie is my beloved which I fear will follow me throughout my life so they’re next, and hmm idk what to put for my third one since I like to read for a lot of ships and have barely written for others. I think I’ll go with a surprise pick and say Boreo! Tragic gays for the win
First Ship Ever
Omg I actually cannot say it was too embarrassing. The first one I’m willing to say is Larry which is also embarrassing and I regret it but I fear the fanfic was so good sorry.
Last Song I Heard
Drums of Death by FKA Twigs. I am addicted, something about the beat is just so good.
Favorite Childhood Book
This is kind of hard for me because I mainly had author phases as a kid rather than just one book that I adored. Looking back, though, I would probably say The Tale of Despereaux by Kate DiCamillo was my favorite. Her descriptions were so good that it made me want to eat paper like the mice.
Currently Reading
Four Minutes by Nataliya Deleva! It’s a queer Bulgarian novel I’m reading for my around the world goal and I’m really enjoying it so far!
Currently Watching
Just finished watching Swing Girls (2004) so I’m counting it since I’m between TV shows right now. Anyway the movie was so cute and feel-good, I definitely recommend!!
Currently Consuming
I had fried chicken for dinner if that’s what this is referring to. Anyway it was good!
Currently Craving
A strawberry limeade with added coconut and cream from Sonic 💔 I don’t have my car rn so I am stranded sadly
No pressure tags: @neil-perrys-suicidal-tendencies @vinesandvellichor @good--merits-accumulated @lc-27 @axe-76 @dreadedwhim @poetrusic1959 @yawping-poets-society @scriptscraps @neilperryismine + open to anyone who wants to join!!
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Grocery Shopping
pairing: Frankie Morales x f! reader
summary: Your plan was to shop for groceries, Frankie had other ideas.
tags/warnings: explicit 18+, dirty talk, public sex, teasing, nickames (baby, princesita), Frankie has a filthy mouth, unprotected PinV, creampie (wrap it up, folks!), established relationship, soft! dom Frankie, a mirror, soft! Frankie, porn with a tiny sprinkle of plot, no physical description of reader apart from a pony tail, no use of y/n
notes: This only exists thanks to the post of @marshmallow--3 and their dream I found this morning. I hope this does your original idea justice :) <3 no beta reading, we die with the sinking ship
word count: 2k
After your ex left you you swore off love and men.
He made you feel unwanted, kicked your self worth with his feet and generally was an awful human being, but it didn’t stop you from crying.
Days turned into weeks where you were mourning something that only was perfect in your imagination because if you’d be real to yourself you knew you’re better off without him.
After the grief switched to rage you found yourself slowly enjoying going out again. Mingling with your friends in your standard bar like every Friday was when you spotted him. Tall, broad and a smile so contagious it created little butterflies in your stomach instantly.
You didn’t dare to go over to him and his equally attractive friends, so you observed for a while instead.
Some stolen glances and a Friday later, same time, same place, he finally came over and took a seat next to you at the bar. Asked what your drink of choice was, held eye contact the whole time, seemed genuinely interested in what you had to say and the warm feeling in your chest grew with every minute.
You quickly learned that his name was Frankie and you adored his name, repeating it in your head, tasting it on your own tongue and liked the taste more than you should after this short encounter with a man you just met. But something was different about Frankie and it made you both nervous and intrigued.
As weeks went on you enjoyed every single date with Frankie. He always showed up, kept his promises and never made you question your worth in any way. He worshiped the ground you walked on, wasn’t afraid to show public displays of affections, not when you were alone and also not when you were out with his or your friends.
Frankie effortlessly healed all the wounds your ex left and made you feel like floating.
It was too good to be true you told yourself, there had to be a catch.
But as weeks turned into months, him crashing at your place every chance he got, filling in the empty place in your heart and bed perfectly, it made you happier than you ever were before.
He made your heart skip a beat with his sweet nothings he never was afraid to whisper into your ear and he also never failed to make your panties wet just by his attentive nature. Frankie thrived in your pleasure, never grew tired of letting you know how much he adored every single inch of you, even the parts you were so insecure about like your soft belly and back rolls. But Frankie loved it all the same, covering every inch of your soft skin with kisses and tiny love bites which made you giggle every time.
He made you feel absolutely desired, something you so vainly missed in your prior relationship. This man made you feel like you could conquer the world as long as you were together.
Today, when the two of you are at the supermarket to grab some groceries for dinner you can’t help but tease him a bit. You’re wearing a strapless tank top without a bra because it is a particularly hot and humid summer day in Florida. All your clothes sticking to your skin, same as his but it isn’t gross. Actually the slight smell of his sweat turns you on incredibly much and in this heat he even has ditched his damn baseball cap for once, revealing his messy curls and a few of his unruly strands sticking to his temples and you withstand the urge to kiss and lick his sweat covered skin.
In the store you are at now, the AC is turned up all the way to max making your nipples almost painfully hard and mostly visible under the thin cotton fabric of your top.
You stand in the cereal aisle as you reach for the highest shelf, tip toeing while your tongue sticks out in exertion.
Just in this moment Frankie comes around the corner and freezes in his step as he sees you reaching up and your breasts on full display.
You don't notice him until there’s a low sound from next to you, almost a growl coming deep from his throat as he steps behind you and mumbles
“You need some help over there, baby?” as he presses his way bigger and hard frame against yours, making you feel his reaction to your little act against your backside.
You have to bite your lips to not moan out loud at the feeling.
He effortlessly reaches the cereal package and throws it into the basket you're holding before his calloused fingertips caress along your bare arms which are covered in goosebumps, definitely not only because of the icy AC air.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing? You want me to fuck you right here in the store or what was that lil’ act for?” he whispers against the shell of your ear and you shake your head, but you feel the heat pooling in your lower body immediately.
His goddamn filthy mouth.
“ ‘m sorry…” you purr and his hands find your hips, grabbing them tightly, pressing you even more against his hardened need and you mewl in response.
“Damn tease”, he whispers hoarsely before he turns you around and takes your hand,the basket you were holding dropping to the ground and walks with fast steps through the aisles towards the restroom.
Once you’ve reached the restroom you try not to think about the hygiene too much but you don’t have much time to wrap your head around it because Frankie’s lips crash into yours with such force your back slams against the door of the restroom.
He’s not breaking the kiss while he locks the door and hoists you up like you weigh nothing as you wrap your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck.
The kiss is so intense it leaves you breathless real quickly and you don’t remember him ever invading your mouth like this.
His kisses wander over your neck, to your collarbone, hot and open mouthed before he pulls down your top and latches onto your breast.
His tongue skillfully plays with the hardened bud before his teeth graze it gently which makes you whine desperately and the grip on the locks in the ape of his neck tightening.
He gives your other nipple the same attention, his tongue swirling around it as he braces himself up with one hand against the door.
His other hand wanders between your bodies as it snakes into your thin linen shorts and he grins against your neck triumphantly as he feels you're already soaking.
“Damn naughty girl, you like that don’t you ?” he purrs as he sucks at your neck and his hands explore your folds.
Drawing small, teasing circles before his two digits enter you and curl inside your walls coaxing a really needy moan out of you which he swallows as he kisses you again.
You’re mirroring his eagerness as you open his jeans shorts and pull them down just as much as needed to wrap your hand around his girthy length which makes him hiss instantly and it’s one of your absolute favorite sounds.
You pump him a few times, your hand already covered in precum as your thumb runs over his rosy tip before he bucks his hips more into your hand.
“Just as eager, hm?” you tease him as he gives you a throaty laugh in return before he removes his hand from your center and uses it to help him ease into you instead, pushing your airy shorts just to the side.
Your eyes find his as he does, making your cheeks burn hot but you don’t look away, neither does he, and it makes the moment so much more intense as he slowly pushes all the way in, burying himself up to the hilt and giving you a moment to adjust to him.
The familiar sting of him filling you up completely is the only pain you’re happy to endure before both hands palm your ass, squeezing it and he begins thrusting into you, gentle at first but he’s too pent up to hold back as the thrusts quickly get harder.
The obscene noise of him pumping into you fills the air and without warning he lets you down the ground and guides you in front of the milky mirror of the old restroom, bending you over the sink while he yanks your head back on your pony tail, his other hand guiding himself into you again and you moan loudly at the new angle he fucks you in.
“Look at you”, he commands, nudging his head towards the mirror.
“Look how fucking beautiful you look when I fuck you. Taking me so good, baby” he praises, his grip on your ponytail tightening and forcing you to look into the mirror and you whine helplessly.
His face is one grimace as he hisses again, this time paired with Spanish curses as he picks up the pace and it’s the fucking hottest thing you’ve ever witnessed as you hold onto the sink for dear life while watching him in the mirror.
“What would people think if they saw you like this, dirty girl? Your perfect tits on display for everyone to see?”
You wish you could answer but your mind is way too dazed to even be able to form any coherent words as the knot in your lower belly tightens.
“Frankie, please…” you whimper and it’s sounding way more pathetic than anticipated but you’re too high on pleasure to care.
“Please what, princesita ? Oh, you’re close aren’t you?” he purrs against your neck as he leans forward, his soft stomach pressed against your back as his hands palm your breasts, playing with your hardened nipples and it’s all you need to find your climax.
For a moment it feels like floating as your orgasm reaches you like a freight train and you cry out his name, definitely too loud for a public restroom like this.
“Fuck, baby, shhh” he shushes you, his voice thick with desire.
“Don’t want someone to catch us, do you?” He reminds you and you shake your head as his final last, brutal thrusts rock your world all over again and he finds his own release with a low moan into your ear.
“Fuuuuck….” he exhales breathlessly before kissing the spot behind your ear gently while he paints your inner walls with hot ropes of his cum, making you almost lose it again.
Really contradictory to his previous hard thrusts, you’ll definitely feel for a while, he covers your neck in soft feathery light kisses as you feel him soften inside of you.
After a moment he straightens back up, helping you to rearrange your own clothing to make you halfway presentable again while he grins mischievously, closing the zipper of his shorts. You take one last glance into the mirror, smirking yourself and shaking your head.
“That was definitely a premiere…” you retort and he smirks as he steps towards you again, his hands now on either side of your face.
“You okay?” he asks as he always does when he gets a little rougher with you.
“I’m perfectly fine, thank you” you answer and nuzzle his nose with your own.
“You think they already put away our groceries from the basket?” he chuckles, his forehead resting against yours before he kisses it gently and pulls away.
He steps towards the door, unlocking it and holds it open for you.
“I don’t know”, you answer as you step into the store again.
“But what I do know is that I’m fucking hungry now” you laugh and he chimes in with his warm laugh that makes his eyes crinkle, the one you love so much.
It’s moments like this you’re certain that Frankie is the best thing ever happening to you.
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Is there anything more about that blue fox from the Die Young amv that became the furry awakening for so many?
I should still have lots of JayJay art to post, but you can check her tag for what I already have if you're interested! If you're looking for more of a basic info overview, keep reading.
JayJay was originally named JiJi and she was a source of controversy for Viv because Viv didn't actually create JayJay. JayJay was a sparkle dog adopt that DollCreep purchased then redesigned. (I can't recall the original artist off the top of my head, unfortunately, and, if I'm remembering right, JiJi was purchased from someone who purchased her from the original artist before she even reached DollCreep.)
DollCreep, a friend of Viv's at the time, then sold JiJi to Viv who went on to use her in the infamous Die Young video. But there were disputes between the two about characters given or sold to Viv and where ownership laid. I'm not gonna get too into it, but in my personal opinion, this was just a case of not communicating the terms of sale well between friends. In the end, Viv renamed JiJi to JayJay and altered her design very slightly.
In terms of her purpose in Viv's Zoophbobia, she was supposed to show up in Book Two of the webcomic. Zoophobia didn't make it that far, though, so what we do know of her is mostly gleaned from Viv's art and posts about her.
She was part of a group of werewolf and canine characters Viv dubbed Party Dawgz in some posts and was close to the Queen of Werewolves. She's known for being a party animal, obviously, but cares about her packmates and friends deeply and just wants to have fun.
DollCreep also portrayed her as a party animal, but leaned into a more comedic and sexualized depiction of her. Viv tried to tone that part of her personality down a lot which was something she stated directly once.
I believe some more specific details of JayJay's story (such as her being a farm girl who got stuck as a werewolf) were changed along the way. But, in general, being a party animal is what has stuck with her the longest as her primary trait.
Fitting for a sparkle dog adopt.
Queen Bee from Helluva Boss is a big blaring neon throw back to JayJay and is probably near-identical in personality if you strip away the world-building specific aspects of both. Viv even referenced JayJay's original colors during Cotton Candy and obtained Kesha as her voice actress. So, in the end, this is where JayJay ended up in spirit.
Disclaimer: I was not around to witness the controversy of her ownership of JayJay in real time, but I have researched it for myself to reach my own conclusions about the situation. For me, it comes across as a messy falling out between friends, and I have sympathy for both sides.
As an archivist, I never want to shy away from the more controversial things that happened in Viv's history. But I also don't want a lot of discourse on this post about it, so I may block if I feel people are veering into overly aggressive and nonconstructive anti territory. Just try to be civil with any discussion if you want to avoid being blocked.
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colin + penelope their first time (part one)
#for the girlies who love the spice#bridgertonedit#bridgerton#polin#polinedit#colin bridgerton#mine#colin|penelope#k plus#luke newton#nicola coughlan#if this actually shows in the tags i will DIE#update - i could only get the first 8 of 30 gifs to show up so this is becoming a part 1#penelope bridgerton#penelope featherington#1k
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Ok that's actually so fucking sweet? Tysm for the tag Dark ^^
1- last song: Drop pop Candy - Vivid BAD SQUAD and Internet Overdose
2- Last Book: well if manga counts I'd be Mob Psycho 100 volume 1 (love that manga and just got my hands on the first vol)
3- Last movie: the shining!! I actually wanna make lots of posts on it since I loved it, I definitely recommend it for anyone looking for a old horror movie experience and some psychological discomfort, like, not gonna extend much, but as a victim and someone who lived with someone similar to Jack, THIS MOVIE GOT ME ON THE EDGE OF MY SIT
4- last tv show: The midnight gospel!! I actually rewatched the last ep for inspiration for a podcast I'm writing myself, plus, it's a moment in my life I need to brace myself for imminent grief, of loss of people but also of changes in life, things that will never come back to be like they were before, and that episode just..helps me a lot, I definitely recommend the show and I'd LOOVE to discuss it with people
5- last thing searched: "does Adult Swim still exist as a Cartoon Network segment?" Yeah it's bc of an iceberg I was making
6- Favorite color: purple and crimson. Like purple is a color so tied to important aspects in my life but also a color that kinda always brought me comfort and defined me, so deep, so understanding, connected to creativity and spirituality...and well crimson is so elegant and unique, a shade of red no other shade can compare to
7- Sweet/Savory/Spicy: SWEEEEEEET like I have this gigantic sweet tooth, while I was studying I munched on chocolate chips to keep going, every weekend when I visit my dad, he lives in a japanese street, and in there there's this famous cafe and ALWAYS when I have enough money I run to the cafe and I get a new york roll pistachio flavored and a boba from a nearby store and eat it happily, sweets give me life.
Also spicy food can die in hell, it's just pain no joy.
8- relationship status: dating for almost a year now!! I'm very happy and do imagine a future with the person I'm with, we're actually going to an LGBT exposition, it'll be fun ^^
9- looking forward to: creating more things and talking more to my moots. I mean I know so many amazing people and I'd love to know more about them, show them I care and support their projects, and..include them in my own things, also I'd love to create more in terms of writing, streaming and cosplay
10- Current Obsession: oh boy..bleach, Rick and Morty, Epic the musical and Cult of the Lamb
I actually managed to watch all 7 seasons of Rick and Morty in 3 days (only skipping some terrible eps like the horse one and the dragon one bc wtf) and I can't wait to talk more abt the show!! I'm playing cult of the lamb like I'll die if I don't and I'm actually making a goat cosplay from scratch!!
Epic kinda ignited my love for history and mythology as a whole and I can't stop listening to it, my favorite saga? Circe's saga.
And as for bleach..it never fully vanishes
Now I'mma tag blogs of people I'm not moot with but I'd love to meet, talk to, know more of (if it's not a problem) and then my actual moots
Not moots:
@isa-ghost @kdpartworks @strawberry-spectre
@stoopidpigeonxx @postcrashcurly
Moots <3:
@out-of-the-curve @evilheart12 @luz374 @syndicatedsystem
'Ten people I'd like to get to know better!' game tagged by @vanilla-phantoms
last song - I/ Me/ Myself by Will Wood but. Kasane Teto cover
last book - Howl's moving castle by Diana Wynne Jones
last movie - My best friend had us watch one of the one piece movies, I'd not know which one though
last tv show - I just rewatched Bee and Puppycat again
last thing I searched - Google translate lol 🧍♂️
favorite color - Purple
sweet/savory/spicy - Sweet but not too sweet, just the right amount
relationship status - single
looking forward to - Spring! Please!
current obsession - Wolf359 has been taking up the majority of my brain but also Para Pente since I started rewatching it
Tagging: @dinatela, @historyofmemes, @houstondoyoucopy, @transkepler, @st-peculiar
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So does anybody else ever think about how Loop felt the need to demonstrate that the party's deaths wouldn't have any effect on the loops. I know I do but that's besides the point. Anyway I don't think Loop actually needs to bathe, they just like to feel included.
#'but lucabyte didnt you already do a comic with this exact same message? that loop has potentially killed their party intentionally before?'#yes i did absolutely do that thank you for noticing. that is what the cannibalism comic is about. no that was not a metaphor. lol#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sifloop#isat siffrin#isat loop#in stars and time fanart#isat fanart#lucabyteart#ill ramble elsewhere some other time. maybe in a text post. but. long and short of it: even if you assume the answer to 'how do they know'#is that in sasasap isa got frozen once. theres still the fact that the loops are from sif being too distressed. how far gone does a siffrin#have to be before they can witness a party member die and notice it has no effect. how does loop feel to have planned to kill the party#during act 3. why did they NEED to show sif that. are they trying to preemtively stop them from getting the idea in their head#that maybe that might work? when they're out of all other options? when they just get so frustrated and at wits end?#loop helps in subtle ways through the whole game. and in less subtle ways like begging sif not to use the dagger. and while yes the#overarching reason you need to learn that the loops are tied to sif is because you need to figure out wish craft.... loop doesn't know the#actual mechanics of the loops themselves. just what didn't work. the power of friendship. getting the final hit in. being perfect. etc...#and besides all that.. how did loop feel during that hangout. being so deceitful. especially since before the other shoe drops#sif is enjoying themselves. but they know what's coming the whole time.#as for: why bathing? its the obvious imagery for blood on their hands/washing/never being clean. and is a bit of an inversion of the other#piece i just drew with the other casual closeness and nudity being kind. this one is cruel instead.#anyway tag ramble over ill do a masterpost of all my fanwork with some directors commentary sometime i promise. since i know im often vague
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Does anyone else hc that Nightmare can like, absorb his tentacles back into his body sometimes? Like the way Stitch does with his extra arms?
#UTDR#UTMV#Nightmare Sans#I just realised earlier I've been just kinda assuming this as fact and I don't know where it came from#cause I don't think it's canon and I can't think of seeing it anywhere else#So maybe it's just me idk#Anyway it's something I wanted to be more prevalent when I was doing the truce au comic (which if I ever work on again I'll probably restar#cause I didn't really know what I was doing and there's stuff I wanna amend)#But the idea was that at the start of their attempted truce the tentacles made Dream uncomfortable#(Not only because Nightmare often used them against him in battle but also it's something different about his brother from his#childhood memories and it was jarring to see his one constant be changed)#He didn't say anything about it but obviously Nightmare could feel it#So whenever Dream was around I would make a point of drawing him with the tentacles sucked in#It was his little unspoken effort to make the truce work. because he wanted it very badly but would rather die than admit it#(or try to figure out why)#But over the course of the truce Dream would notice and start encouraging him to have them out and be himself#Showing Nightmare a little acceptence because despite the differences that's still his brother#You ever write six times more in the tags than the actual post lol#These are the DVD extras of the post you have to go looking for these#Director's commentary of my silly little thoughts :3#Anyway thoughts?
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I see NOBODY talking about out local dwarf.
Look at him. He looks so terrified about the sole thought of his new friends meeting the one creature that ate all his friends before. He doesn't want to loose this guys. They're far too young. He himself was around their ages [relatively, Chil's out of this but he doesnt get it] when it all happened.
Oooh he panicking. He terrified now. His friends are going to die eaten alive. He just knows it. He can't see that happen. He doesn't... he can't. He's going to get killed. They're all going to get killed. Just like last time. PTSD hitting hard here.
OH THE SCREAMS. THE FUCKING SCREAMS. *cheffkiss*
He sounds so blinded by fear. SO TERRIFIED.
Listen to it in English and japaneese, i heard all the others, not as good. The English VA left his lungs in the studio I just know it. Same for japaneese.
This is the face of a man that knows he's met his fate.
#how tf is no one talking about senshi yet#im dissapointed on senshi nation#i gotta do everything around here huh?#.. i actually just wanted to share how good the screams were lol. i loved this episode#I love how they portrayed Senshi's fear. the absolutely nailed it. nevermind the rest of the episode. that scream was it.#senshi nation if youre out there please show your boy some love. he might die.#dungeon meshi#senshi#senshi of izganda#senshi dungeon meshi#senshi dunmeshi#senshi delicious in dungeon#senshi dm#why are there so many senshi tags tf#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#laios#laios touden#dungeon meshi spoilers#kinda??#my shit
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Tags from @average-transdalorian c:
Oh! And yeh another spoiler tag because this will be further discussion of the same spoilers. lol
This post was written the night I watched the final episode and it's been almost a year since then. In the time I've had to digest, I don't think Dianna dying is the "intended interpretation". I think if it were what Tomino intended, then he would have just shown it. We would have seen Loran come into her room the next morning with Dianna not waking up.
But we didn't get that, we got strong implying and leading on without ever actually showing the thing. So I believe we have to assume that this point of ambiguity in the work comes from the author intention for ambiguous interpretation from the audience. Dianna may have died or lied depending on how you view it.
And I think she died!
I think it's the right conclusion to her story. I think her story talked a lot about monarchy. How she was the archetypical 'fair just queen' that monarchy is propped up on, but monarchy is nonetheless a corrupt system even if or perhaps especially if you can actually find a fair and just monarch. And it took its toll on her and she couldn't just go to a normal civilian life after that.
There's also a lot of joy and beauty in her ending. It's not all tragic. Like I said in my first post, she knew that she was dying already, and she afraid of dying alone somewhere stagnant. She got what she wanted! She won! She got to die as a woman and not as a queen! She got to die loved instead of alone! She got to die in a vibrant living world that would go on without her, rather than a regressing world that would repeat the mistakes of history in her absence.
Many people try to bargain with death when they know they are dying. Most people are not so lucky as to be able to succeed in their bargaining.
Turn A really does have one of the happier and more optimistic endings for Gundam. I would like more people to see that.
A Gundam Called Turn A Gundam. Ending spoiling.
So Dianna dies at the end, right?
There are a number of moments throughout the series. At one point when Dianna and Kihel together are running in a battle, and Dianna gets breathless first, and she says how the cryosleep isn't perfect, she looks young but her quality of fitness is of someone much older, due to how many centuries her body has been artificially preserved.
And there's another scene where she talks about her sins. How she was supposed to be the ruler of the moonrace, and it was her selfishness and shortsightedness that lead to war and loss of life. And specifically, she says, the selfishness that she could feel herself wearing away from the cryosleep. She could feel that one day she would just not wake up. She could feel how she was trapped on the moon and trapped in this era of history of waiting for humanity to recover from the previous catastrophe. How she rushed ahead the plans to return to earth because she wanted to feel alive and ultimately she wanted also for her nearing death to be in a place of contentment and happiness, not of waiting and stagnation. This was her sin.
So then, in the final episode, in the epilogue. We see Dianna. Having swapped placed with Kihel for the final time. Living with the last person alive who she loves and who loves her. Kihel carrying her sins for her. Kihel bearing the weight of monarchy and Dianna having the peaceful last days of her life that was all she wanted.
We see her dressed in heavy layers and carrying a walking stick in a snowy mountain. Seems appropriate attire for the environment. But she doesn't appear to travel far from her home. And Loran doesn't appear to need any of that gear. It seems more like she just has trouble walking. Just has trouble with her circulation and staying warm.
Loran feeds her soup. (An easy to digest meal!) And lays her to sleep. The camera lingers on that shot of her, resting motionless, in the dark. We begin to hear what sounds like the chanting of the moonrace who were left behind on earth?
So like, she dies, right? That's her death, right? Posting this because like, this isn't too far fetched is it? I'm not jumping to spurious conclusions am I? She dies, doesn't she. For her sins. Forgiven for her sins.
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i dont think im gna finish this but vol.13 elendira means everything 2 me 🤭
#elendira#elendira the crimsonnail#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun spoilers#my art#u can tell i struggled so hard w her outfit (did not use a good ref LMAOO)#also idk i hate backgrounds like the thought of actually rendering one out made me want 2 die#so i hope this shows enough of what i was going for HEHHAAHAH#ughhhUGHHHHHGFHHG love her i love her#actuakky idk how much i like this .. hrmm.. this and one of my wws i might axe them both t b and h#but i omly have like 0.2 trigun drawings in my tag so maybe i should just suck it up and keep them😭#fr now.. BUT YEAAA WHEN SHE TOOK OFF HER COAT MY JAW DROPPEDDD#BE MINEEEE (begginh on my hands and knees s)
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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny
#library of ruina#yan library of ruina#getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on#my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes#it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes#considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well#well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think#let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game#library of ruina spoilers#lor spoilers#i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi#does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text#upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such#text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable#more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for#the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d#and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down#inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can#one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac#ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it#still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about#the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner#could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is#below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin#to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc#the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they#drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei#a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands#talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a#more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..
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I love Lucy Maclean, she’s such a sweetheart
#fallout#lucy maclean#I’m just so glad they made a naive protagonist but made her actually likable and competent#like you can tell from my blog that I typically enjoy and relate to male characters more but#I WOULD DIE FOR LUCY#I dunno if I’ll draw more of the fallout show but I’m really considering cause I love all three of the main characters#it took some getting used to Maximus cause I was like BRO JUST STOP ACTING SUS AND MAYBE PEOPLE WILL LISTEN TO YOH MOREEE#But he definitely grew on me#he is also a precious bean that needs to be protected#and possibly taught social cues cause damn did he screw himself over a lot bc of that 😂 😭#OH MAN AND NORM#I LOVE HIM#I know he’s not really a main character but I’m DYING for more of him#I totally thought I was gonna hate norm and Lucy since both are kinda tropey characters but they’re so damn well written#oh yeah and the ghoul is neat 🙂#( just saying this cause I know my sister will read these tags and attack me if I don’t say something positive about the ghoul LOL)#doodle#my art
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sorry for xiaolin posting on main but ummmmm here is my interpretation of like. a Shadow-like character that would be in my version of a xiaolin showdown sequel LOL. but like ignoring every weird ass thing that was happening with Shadow. so uhh here's Shade, he's basically like... the personification of Chase Young's hatred for his past self. Shade is kind, caring, considerate, but also quiet + reserved due to how Chase treats them. it was a total accident how he came to be. they really should not exist but they do! oopsie! btw they resent Omi bc of Chase wanting him as his apprentice and yadda yadda Shade wishes they could be a family whatever. anyways yeha i <3 them he's baby
#ryan's art tag#xiaolin showdown#xiaolin chronicles#kinda#xiaolin showdown oc#SORTA#btw they're friends with jack spicer bc i said so and jack needs actual friends. die#i wont tag the actual character hes based off of hopefully he wont show up in her tag#if they do then Oops sorry fans of that character LOL. i dont like her very much bc she could be so much better#but yeah. my little guyyyy
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i need you guys to look at what @roarshackle sent me in the mail you guys because look
Look
(i’m crying)
#not pictured: a whole entire Shirt which is cute as hell as fuck and also kel career specific earrings 😌#PLEASE. ROARSH#i am gaaleed to the max and everyone is about to know#happy fucking birthday to me specifically omg!?#you all should totally buy stuff from roarsh because these are amazing actually. help#also. gaalee bracelet. i’m wearing it until i die you will see this in my wedding photos#dear roarsh. watch out. i’m coming to yuor house (eventually) (with a pakige) (heck)#cactus pen and crab are going to live on my desk at workschool and i will show them off excessively#also not pictured: Bag of Cool Ranch Dorito (which i can’t get here so like. extra crying. eating chip and crying happy tuesday#i’m tagging the lads this deserves character tag status#gaalee#rock lee#gaara#nart#fictalk
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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MASSIVE SPOILER for one of the endings.
it's been a while since i tried looking, but i did hear that something like this happens last year and over time started to think, "was it a fluke?" bc no one posted footage or caps of it then, and i aimed for a completionist run in my first playthrough. turns out it's real! and definitely shines a new light on a character that, for most other types of playthroughs, will not give this much emotion! EDIT: transcript now included, and some stillshots under the cut
[0:28] Marie: Henry, this is the man who kept you from doing the right thing tonight. Kill him. [0:15] Forrest: Henry, you don’t have to do this. If you’ve not killed anyone yet, there’s still time to make the right decision. [0:05] Out of shot: (Gunshots) Henderson Police! Freeze! Marie: No! Henry, get out of there!
#killer frequency#henry barrow#these hands………#so yes MORE spoilers and further commentary ahead here in the tags:#yes this is a fairly tragic ending if you already know how to get it. but again TERRIFIC VOICE ACTING BEFOREHAND AND AFTER.#feel free to reply in post if you want to ask about that part.#i didn't include that in the vid bc it's so visceral and raw but i love their performances. that shit hit hard dang.#but i want to ask anyone if their perspective on henry changes after seeing this? mine does tbh. i didn't expect a possible show of remorse#like at most hesitation! but bc of the context of forrest's dialogue- does it lean into remorse? a large definite shift in his mind!#even if he Has killed already then he's still taking forrest's words to heart and reconsidering everything which DAMN-#-my videogamey headcanon of forrest's character stats showing his Persuasion and Charm MAXED OUT is pulling tf through here!!#also can anyone reply re: would forrest's dialogue change but he still survives if henry kills maurice or murphy? or would forrest die?#and if the devs Actually gave henry other official kills in the game but didn't disclose them in the narrative- then is this the test?#like if henry kills AT ALL in game even though the player isn't privy to knowing which victims are his then is this ending unattainable?#also placing this scene/character moment behind THIS ENDING SPECIFICALLY heck that's cold. dang fellas.#going to eventually pull out a hc i've been holding back for a long time in a later post and i'll mention this scene again then-#-but this part in particular as well as another “easter egg” has really put more fuel to it
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