#if that doesnt sum up charles i dont know what will

[balaclavacharles]

not to start a breakdown but do you ever think about how people just adopt charles into their families.....Phileppe Bianchi saying he lost a son and charles lost a father but they both also gained each other , Pierre's family especially his dad saying charles IS family and they cried for him after his win, anthoine's mom hugging charles after spa 19 after he dedicated his win to AH, the father son thing he has going on with Mattia and how his whole team/ferrari treats him as if he is their baby, another father son thing that he has going on with Andrea

It haunts me.

[whydoubleu]

“F1?Its just a hobby to me”-Kimi Raikkonen, g.o.a.t in F1, fullstop-

Just finished watching dts season 2,and yeah not that suprise since I've seen spoilers from twitter,tumblr and instagram :p Well,a lot of opinion whether its pro and con,but here's my thought about the season 2 of dts: - I think its better if the race pictured in choronological order,so dont get the confusion for new fans or even making wrong assumption -lando,kimi,daniil and antonio not being potrayed is not a good move to attrack new fans,bcs lando is the social media king,kimi is the ferrari world champion,daniil has the same situation like pierre did and he get the podium in germany gp,and antonio is the only italian driver ever since 2011 which quite ironic as ferrari is the big italian team in f1 for a long time but didnt get italian driver. -dan and carlos rivalries is lame -I need more seb scenes -im so happy seb and charles talking about their favorite music instead of those teammate drama -seb 'winning' in canada is doesnt potrayed,I think liberty media is too scared to show how controversial it is -no charlie whiting's tribute as he is the important role in f1 is so pity -happy for pierre and carlos brazil moments - there are some scenes that I feel sorry for teams or drivers for what media did to them,like asking silly question just like the 'famous question' to toto wolff,or private talks happen in haas team between gunther and his drivers (romain,kevin) -I still feel goosebumps for some scenes which is good To sum up, watching drive to survive is like having a love-hate relationship,which you feel happy because seeing not only actions on the track but you feel sorry that the series exposed stuff that shouldn't be or even creating irrelevant stories to the real facts. I really wanted netflix to do the motogp series for the sake of getting new fans but after seeing dts 2 and what they did to f1 teams and drivers,i'll be the frontliner to resist it for the sake of motogp teams and drivers bcs I love them,although I know motogp deserve exposures because of their last lap race moments, and  drama?try to watch 2015 season or valencia 2006 or 2007 or yamaha having wall to separate vale and jorge,but no. I prefer motogp social media teams getting more creative just like f1 social media teams. Anyway,I still appreciate what netflix do bcs I can still be happy see dan and seb all over again while waiting the season start after those canceled races  (especially for motogp).

Note: PLS WATCH UNDAUNTED DOCUMENTARY,its andrea dovizioso's documentary capturing his 2019 season,made by redbull #itslikedts #but #in one episode #itsogood

[unproduciblesmackdown]

I finished it. real real sad over John b macklemore not gonna lie. dude wasn't perfect like he was rough around the edges and kind of a dick but like. he was a troubled queer dude and I have a lot of sympathy for that like his love life... made me so sad and he fucking had mercury poisoning like fuck... and then his land just getting bought up by k3 lumber like I know Rita had some depth to her but fuck Rita for that in particular. also do you think Tyler found the gold? (1/ ?)

right like….i dont remember which episode it was but that they were kind of putting together the picture of john being this guy who’s life was centered around how aggressively he cared. like how pissed he gets that other ppl DONT care abt things, and his insistence that everyone sucks and needs to be better, like as self righteous and misguided as it could be, its still part of that intent where he wants to help people in the ways he thinks is necessary. like i think personally i couldnt have been patient enough to interact with him, and i mean it seems like thats kind of a theme lol…like it isnt like theres not a bunch of parts of him that are A Good Person & generous & caring and all, but on this interpersonal individual level and how he channeled things, it’s definitely not the best sometimes

like for one thing he seems like the kind of person who is overly self assured and has a really narrow perspective. like his immediate assumption about a person or situation is what he thinks of as immediately true. he’s got all these judgments he’s doling out, big and small. i couldnt have the patience for that for very long. and he still has a narrow perspective on some things obviously, like he wants a broad range of information but not necessarily other peoples experiences of analyses of things. and yknow still some white dude from alabama and his bigotry even if his “big picture” thoughts on things weren’t as awful as it was obvious was common in that town

like yknow it feels like olan sums up so many things abt john lol. like he recognized how much of a genius and how talented he was, and he never fully wrote him off although there was always shit that kept him from thinking abt being able to like, seriously be in a relationship with him. i feel like i really got what he was saying about how john wouldnt listen to him abt brokeback mtn being good or that he should see it lol coz im like. i get excited abt shit i really like & if someone waves that off or insults it i wouldnt forgive them, like theres so much of this over the top assurance in his own initial opinions and disregard for others’ that he wasnt gonna believe olan even though olan had seen it and john hadnt. and then that he finally did read the short story and liked it, like dude yeah some more of that. he’s got his own thoughts about everything but its like he feels too superior with them. and like he’s still right even if he makes friends mad, like it cant just be him or whatever.

like it wasnt just that he was weird or that he had weird interests or anything that struck me as why he was always so lonely lmao like not that im saying it was his fault or it was only One Thing, but those smaller issues of him could kinda be impossible to get past, but at the same time a lot of ppl seemed like they werent willing to cut him off entirely or write him off cuz of all the other shit about him, he really was like, so unusual in all these ways and clearly it wasnt like there was a shortage of conversation to be had with him

anyways yeah it seems really counterproductive that he was born where he was and couldnt get out. like, not fitting in at all at school, being like what sounds like someone would call bi but i doubt he’d’ve grown up w that kinda language available even if it wasnt shittown alabama—but it does sound like he preferred men and that it was such a bad place for that, like relationships couldnt even be a factor for anyone around there hardly b/c being openly together was hardly an option, one night trysts was all that was really relevant. but it was obvious he was always wanting to be with someone and he just didnt have a way to do that, and couldnt manage to really find anyone. it really is such a heavy subject to think of queer people just being in the wrong place and time to understand themselves and what they want and even if/when they do, not have access to it

uhh yeah one thing that made me the maddest abt tbe last ep was finding out k3 took the land. like how fuckin symbolic. and those shitty rich white supremacists who feel like they literally run the town, fuck them. i WAS never sure abt rita and charles coz like. the relatives who nobody’s seen hide nor hair of, suddenly turning up overnight and wanting to take over everything? thats textbook suspicious. and like sure they probably wouldnt know tyler but its weird they never seemed interested in like, even hearing him out that he mightve been close to john and ought to be involved. like it COULD all just be a misunderstanding between two distrustful parties but still

i mean its nice to know mary grace was getting better care it sounds like, but thats not exactly proof that all their intentions were good. i mean, the k3 thing was like, did you care abt what john wouldve wanted at all? coz he seems to have cared abt that land a lot. and definitely not cared for k3. and they werent ever much sympathetic abt the question of if john wanted tyler to have money. oh, and i hated her calling john’s suicide selfish, but i know unfortunately a lot of ppl do that and i hate whoever does it lol. but like one thing i couldnt get over was her wanting his freakin nipple rings. im like? for Sentimental Value???? you want his body’s nipple rings?????!!!!!!! which later when it was revealed that was probably this queerass sexual thing was just this whole other layer of ghjfhsvvgh

lorddd

the other suspicious thing on that end was johns list of contacts. that not everybody had been contacted. like, wtf happened there. maybe not some paid off conspiracy, but? still a pretty fuckin straightforward task that was ridiculously bungled

Aanyway lord the mercury poisoning angle at the end i was like !!!! fuck is this the new thread now!! cuz it had kind of been mentioned before yknow, the firegilding or whatever, and now he’s doing that all the time suddenly w/o protection or ventilation and im like holy shit. this guy is maybe one of the only people in the world who’s doing this and just poisoning himself via this ancient art, for this fuckin genius he has for clock repair. which is so specialized, like, this dude is probably one of the best in the world. but he’s doing his own thing and that doesnt involve not inhaling mercury. and the fact that he made his own cyanide which was also something used for the clocks, i’m like, these Parallels. this irony. how is this real

i honestly dont know about the gold!!! like, i really feel like he had some, for starters, but the fact people werent even sure if he was a millionaire or he was broke is wild. i was suspicious abt those gates in the crawlspaces, idk what they were for even if not treasure hunts. the maze just feels like so obvious, and the theory abt the doghouse too….and saying there mightve been gold in the freezer that was taken….man. i am not sure what to think. or if he left like honest treasure hunt clues or if it was just buried scattered around w no trail to follow. man. hearing that come up, like maybe this guy has a secret hidden treasure with clues? im like this is so unreal. but i could believe he really did