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Thinking about frenemies to lovers with Suna where you guys argue alot and the only way you can shut him up and catch him off guard is when you kiss him on his cheek (why? it’s because you could never win against Suna verbally so you attack him with affection instead and it works!) the first time you did this was after an argument between the two of you and he did not move for an hour and a half 😩
To everyone’s surprise this actually went on for awhile, where you would always “surprise” him with a kiss on the cheek,forehead and nose after every banter (but never on the lips) and it got to a point where SUNA actually expects it EVERYTIME and he would even start more fights with you on purpose just so he can get more kisses (he wants you to kiss him on the lips already! what’s taking you so long?!!!)
Imagine how shocked you were when Suna entered your classroom looking angry and sad at the same time whilst stomping towards you, all because you haven’t argued with him in a week which meant no kisses for him! will he be the one to kiss you this time?
Will I write this? idk, what do u guys think? if someone alr made something like this I’m so sorry :,D I had this thought at 4 am today.
Also I had hc Suna as a touch starved/affection deprived hoe that short circuits everytime someone shows him love and affection
#suna rintaro x reader#suna x reader#suna drabble#haikyuu x reader#suna fluff#someone pressure me#enemies to lovers with suna#haikyuu#haikyuu fluff#suna rintarou x reader#suna rintarou#if someone alr had this idea im so sorry
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a fallen star



pairing: zhongli x reader
genre: angstober, events
summary: to spend an eternity with him, was something you could only hope fate was kind enough to grant you in your next life.
word count: 1.7k
a/n: i love archon zhongli smsm, im sorry to all the guizhong lovers for making her evil, but it's for plot purposes alr :( lwk ended up rewriting this like 3 times cus i didn't feel like it was good enough LMAO
when guizhong was there, morax barely spared a glance towards you. her beauty and skill easily outshone yours, rendering you a mere shadow in her presence. it made your heart ache with sadness. she was the sun, you were the moon, silently beautiful.
they were comfortable, guizhong laughing daintily at a joke morax made, hand placed on morax’s arm. she held his attention, like she always did.
“...what do you think, [name]?” the sudden question startled you from your thoughts as you blinked and smiled apologetically.
“sorry, i was lost in my thoughts.” your own voice sounded dull, not tinkling and pleasant on the ears like guizhong’s.
morax’s amber eyes swept over yours, picking up the dejection in your posture, how you seemed uncomfortable, every muscle tense, as though you were ready to flee at any moment.
“i was just considering some new activities we could introduce for the upcoming lantern rite.” guizhong piped up, cheerfulness lacing her tone.
morax nodded in agreement, “guizhong’s ideas were innovative, as expected from the goddess of dust.” he praised.
of course, guizhong would be praised for her brilliant ideas. she was the perfect goddess, flawless in every way. unlike you, whose body was adorned with imperfections, from battles with the enemies of war and your own inner demons.
standing next to her felt like standing next to the sun, bright and warm, while you were the moon, unnoticed, but trying your best. thinking back, you realised that it was a long time since morax glanced at you the same way he looked at guizhong.
to him, you were the reliable goddess of strategy, someone he could always trust to have his back. in his eyes, you were his world, the one who hung up the stars and kept the world turning.
like stone, his faith in you was immovable, he trusted your words and plans for the archon war, to train and teach xiao. but guizhong, she held a different type of beauty, her presence commanded attention, her creations and innovations new and intriguing. he found himself spending more time and attention on guizhong, pushing you aside.
like stone, he was dense. if he had known earlier, had accepted his own feelings and understood why, when he was lost in the sea of people at a festival, his eyes searched for you, how your touch sent sparks of electricity across his skin, then this, all this, could’ve been avoided.
poor cloud retainer. she pitied herself. how did she, the clever, unparalleled adepti, become chained down by two idiots for friends? it was clearer than day that the two of you harboured feelings for each other, but how did neither of you realise.
it was time for her to be the perfect wingwoman and start her matchmaking career earlier than anticipated, before she lost the chance.
the tea had been poisoned. from the faint curve of guizhong’s lips, her eyes, alert and watching as you downed the cup she had given you, it was so obvious a five-year old could guess.
but you were preoccupied, the slip of paper your messenger pigeon delivered sat on your desk, strewn about with papers on war strategies and your mind racing through all the reasons why he wrote that message.
‘come meet me at the pavilion balcony. xiao will come find you.’
xiao escorted you along the path, the two of you discussing his training, for morax had entrusted you, the goddess of strategy, to be his teacher.
the terrain to the pavilion was difficult, you found yourself panting for breath. halfway up the mountain, the path began to twist and turn under your feet, sweat beading on your forehead. you tripped, feet stumbling over the stones of the path, each step weighing down on your feet.
xiao reached out, brows furrowed in concern.
“is everything ok, shīfu?” xiao’s quiet voice cuts through the ringing in your ears.
you lean against the stone face, shaking your head.
“i must be too tired.” you assure him, though your voice was tight with pain. “you little rascal and morax, always keeping me on my toes, overloading my desk with work.” you jested, playfully poking xiao in the side. “let me rest for a bit and we can keep going.”
pausing, you take in several shaking breaths. xiao’s golden eyes remained fixed on you, concern reflecting in his amber eyes.
with an effort, you pushed yourself off the stone face, marching onwards. xiao crouched in front of you, offering to carry you on his back. you stubbornly disagreed.
“whoever heard of a disciple carrying their master?” you teased, though pain was etched in the lines of your forehead.
xiao hesitated, his eyes flickered between your pale face and the inclining path ahead, but he respected you. thus, he fell into step beside you, ever watchful.
shadows crawled into your vision, blurring the edges and twisting the view of the path. a sudden wave of lightheadedness forced you to your knees, the world spinning sideways. xiao’s quick reaction caught you, leaning you against his shoulder.
“shīfu,” his tone filled with a rare edge of worry and fear. “you’re in no condition to continue.”
you shook your head. “i can do it, it’s going to be fine.” you didn’t know if this was to reassure yourself or xiao, but the sentence repeated itself like a mantra in your head.
the sun slowly set, painting the surrounding mountains with stunning shades of orange and gold, before the deep velvet of night overtook it, stars twinkling in the sky, the moon a watchful guardian.
with xiao supporting your weight, you stumbled up the last few paces up to the pavilion, not noticing the tall figure already present.
your heartbeat raced in your chest at an uncomfortable pace. the hollow thuds rang in your ears, mixing into a clashing melody with the piercing ringing. it made you feel nauseous, bile rising in your throat. you clawed at your chest, hoping it would slow down.
with a heave and a wretch, you threw up, the scarlet liquid splattering on the pristine stone tiles underfoot.
startled by the noise, morax spun around, amber eyes falling upon your trembling figure. xiao’s golden gaze, usually so calm and steady, now radiated desperation a silent plea for help.
for a heartbeat, morax stood frozen with shock. then, without a second thought, his posture of elegance thrown to the wind, morax races towards you.
he dropped to his knees, sinking to the floor, gently cradling you in his arms, gloved fingers gently tapping against your cheek, desperate to keep you awake. his voice trembled as he chanted your name, praying to the stars you would stay with him.
“[name],” he murmured urgently. “wake up, look at me.”
through the fog of pain and exhaustion, you felt the warmth of his embrace radiating, a familiar voice cutting through the pain. his scent–earth, osmanthus and tea…no, the scent of home–wrapped around you like a hug. you squinted up at him, your body feeling impossibly heavy, darkness threatening to bring you under.
“morax,” you breathed, chest heaving as you fought for breath. “i came…to see you, as you asked.”
morax looked at you in confusion. “wasn’t it you who asked to see me?” he questioned.
confusion surfaced on your face, until you realised who the mastermind behind this meeting could’ve been. you chuckled, clear and bright, gave way to violent coughing, which left you gasping for air.
“it must’ve been cloud retainer then.” you wheezed, breath struggling. “sly crane,” you teased, voice devoid of malice or hate. “this is her way of meddling.” you manage a wry smile.
you don’t give morax a chance to reply before you’re speaking again, holding a finger to his lips as words gushed from yours like a fountain.
“you know, i’ve liked you for a long time,” you confessed, your words carrying the weight of years of longing. “so long. i’d always hoped that you would look at me the same way, but you never did. seeing you with guizhong all the time breaks my heart.”
your chest tightened painfully, each breath a battle, but you fought on. “you mean everything to me, but i dont mean anything to you. i see the way you look at her, i hope she brings you joy.”
you open your mouth to speak again, but cold droplets that land on your face interrupt you from speaking. with an effort, you tilt your head up, watching the tears cascade down morax’s face.
with a trembling hand, you reach up to wipe his tears. morax’s hand envelops yours, his warm hand contrasting against your cold, clammy skin.
morax’s breath hitched, as his amber eyes searched yours. you open your mouth to say something more, but morax interrupts you.
“no,” he breathed. “i do love you too, i think,,” he pleaded, “ if you give me some time, let me work this out slowly.”
“i want to,” you breathed out. “but i dont know if i have time left. i’m cold.” you snuggled deeper into morax’s embrace, uncertainty weighted in your heart. you could feel your life slipping away, the edges of darkness creeping closer.
“im tired.” you mumble, your voice barely a whisper. “i’ll just…sleep a little while…”
“shīfu,” xiao’s trembling voice broke through the silent night, “please, don’t leave me yet.”
you peel your eyes open, turning your head in xiao’s direction, motioning him to come closer. obediently, xiao approaches, tears streaming down his face like a waterfall.
“shǎháizi,” you breathed, voice light with teasing. “listen well to morax, he will be your new master from now on.” you instructed, hand reaching out to pet his head. “smile for me?” you mustered a weak smile that xiao reflected, his own sorrow mingled with hope.
a final bought of violent coughing tore through your body, each one sending pain sparking through your body. blood spilling from your lips. the metallic taste filled your mouth, mixing with the bitter taste of fear as darkness overtook you.
your eyes fluttered shut as the life left your body. in the distance, a star fell out of the sky, its tail trailing like a sorrowful goodbye.
“[name]?” morax whispered, voice raw with regret. “open your eyes, look at me.” his plea fell on deaf eyes. “you never heard my response, you can’t leave me yet.”
“i think…no, i know, that i do love you.”
fate was cruel, you had found your forever, but at the wrong time. someday, perhaps fate would grant us a second chance.
footnotes:
1. shīfu (师傅) — meaning master or teacher, this word is often used in chinese to express respect to someone who is skilled in a particular area or field.
2. shǎháizi (傻孩子) — "shǎ" meaning foolish (傻) and "háizi" meaning child (孩子), this word can be used as a term of endearment, meaning foolish child
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alr so I know you said platonic bowers gang, so I have a idea, basically them w a reader who isn’t in their school — like they met reader at the arcade or smth and the gang drags them around to hang out; their all touchy w reader cause that’s pratically their baby now !!
though the gang doesn’t want reader to know of what their actually like (which are bullies) .. to protect them of course, but maybe reader ends up finding out through accidentally stumbling upon where the gang (henry) was trying to carve his name into bens stomach ? the gang sees and then runs after reader to try and explain … I’ll leave the ending up to you honestly.
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Let me explain…
THIS IS SO SMART I LOVE IT???
Yandere!platonic!Bowers gang x reader
Ft: Henry bowers, Patrick Hocksetter, Victor Criss, Belch Huggins, Ben (I forgot his last name), and our amazing, handsome, beautiful reader.
Tw: yandere stuff, possessive behavior, patrick, violence, remember this is yandere BOWERS GANG so bewareeeee!!
Y/N ran into the arcade excited to play, they were trying to beat there high score. They were so focused on getting there they weren’t aware of there surroundings and accidentally bumped into someone. Y/N muttered out a sorry but the person grabbed there wrist, “What the hell is wrong with you?” He said turning Y/N around to face him.
Y/N is meet face to face with Henry bowers, Y/N has heard about him but never really cared to look into it. He had an angered look on his face and Y/N quickly thought of a way to diffuse the situation. “Uh, im so sorry! I really didn’t mean to..” they said looking at the ground in shame.
Henry raised an eyebrow and let go of there wrist. “Oh. Its- Its fine.” He said, after he said that his eyes widened what did he just say? He wasn’t actually letting the kid off the hook? Really? That wasn’t like him at all! Something in him just felt bad for lashing out at the kid… he didn’t know why he felt this.
Y/N perked up and then smiled “Alright then! Well buh bye.” They said before scurrying off to find there favorite arcade game.
Belch put his hand on Henrys shoulder, “What the hell was that?” He asked his friend that was now staring in shock. “I dont even fucking know.” He said before getting himself together with a huff. “What a weird kid.” He said before turning back to his friends.
“We gonna do anything about em’? Ive never seen that twerp around here.” Patrick said crossing his arms. Victor then chimed in, “Yeah I mean im pretty sure we would know them if they were around here.” Henry groaned. “Can you all shut up? Why do we care about them?” Belch then looked at the kid that was far away from them playing an arcade game. “I dont know, they seem interesting.” Belch said. There was like something drawing him towards them, it was strange feeling of wanting to protect.
Y/N was to focused on there game to notice the four teenagers staring into the back of there head, poor child not knowing what was to come.
There fate was already sealed with the bowers gang.
Y/N had officially beat there high score, they smirked and exclaimed under there breath. “Yes!” They whispered to themselfs. They were feeling pretty hungry so they were going to ask there parents if they could go eat or something.
Y/N started walking to the exit but they tripped over something, they fell onto the floor but caught themselves with there hands. They gasped and turned to see what happened, they couldn’t have just tripped on air! They say a tall boy with black hair and a mischievous grin on his face.
“Heyyyy~ I ain’t seen you around here before, you new here?” He asked staring down at the kid, there were three other boys with him including the one boy they bumped into.
Y/N awkwardly rubbing the back of there neck embarrassed, “Im not new ive been here before…” they said before a boy with blonde platinum hair spoke up. “Oh, never seen you around school ether what school you go to?” He asked with genuine curiosity.
Y/N stood up brushing themselves off and fixing there ruffled clothes. “I uh go to [school name].” Then he spoke again. “Oh.” He said looking at the kid feeling some weird attachment to them.
“Well I must get going now, uh later?” They said before trying to walk away but the boy they bumped into earlier grabbed there wrist tightly. “Do you think you can just turn your back on us? Show some respect and look at us.” He said with a glare and the kid looked surprised at his hostility.
“Oh- im sorry?” They said unsure of what was going on, Patrick noticed they obviously had no idea who they were so they might as well have fun with it.
A bigger boy walked up to Y/N, “Dont worry about Henry, hes just being a bit of a dick right now.” He said nudging Henrys shoulder to tell him to knock it off not wanting Henry to scare the them away. “Im Belch, nice to meet you.” He said holding his hand out feigning innocence as if he wasn’t one of the local bullies.
Y/N chuckled nervously and took his hand shaking it before quickly re-tracing there hand. “Uh huh.” They said before the skinnier boy with platinum hair stepped forward. “Im Victor, and behind me is Patrick sorry if he didn’t make the best first impression.” He said glancing at his tall friend annoyed.
Y/N hummed nodding there head. “Its fine, totally not going to see him in my dreams tonight.” They said sarcastically making Patricks smirk grow.
“So uhm nice to meet you guys and ta tah now!” They said making an attempt to leave again before one of them would stop them, again.
Victor quickly blurted out a “Wait!” And stepped in front of them. “Hey, we just meet. It would be a shame if you left so soon.” He said as a grin pulled at his lips. “Okay is this what were doing?” They said before Patrick took there wrist and started dragging them with the group. “Were going to have a great time kid.” He said while poor Y/N just followed after them so confused of what they were getting themselves into.
These boys were strange, but Y/N couldn’t lie they had some fun hanging out with these reckless teenagers eventually getting comfortable with them but still having this gut feeling something was wrong so they pushed down away and continued hanging with the odd boys.
How naive you are Y/N.
Y/N was walking home from school, just skipping along listening to the birds chirp and feeling a sense of peace and freedom they haven’t felt in a while soon it was all interrupted by a screams that sounded to be a boy Y/N looked around to find out where the sound was coming from and immediately started running towards it trying to play hero.
They saw the four boys they were starting to call there friends surrounding a boy a tormenting him Y/N was to stunned to speak, they felt betrayed and stupid. They should have listened to there gut feeling, what was wrong with these boys!?
Victor out of the corner of his eye saw a familiar kid with H/C hair staring at the scene in shock and he immediately stopped what he was doing to look at them.
Patrick looked at Victors face and raised an eyebrow, he was annoyed that he stopped so he turned around to see what all the fuss was about and muttered “Shit.”
Belch looked at his friends and then saw Y/N, he let go of the kid he was holding down and hit Henrys shoulder.
Henry was pissed and turned around angrily to see the familiar face of Y/N, he froze and clenched his jaw.
Patrick started to approach them with a chuckle, “Dont be so surprised, everyone tried to tell you.” He said in an almost mocking tone taunting the kid for there stupidity of trusting them.
Y/N turned on there heel and started to run out of anger and sadness, they felt tears prick in there eyes at Patricks taunt. Why were they surprised?
Henry dropped his knife and took off after Y/N before any of the boys could think, he felt sweat start to drip down his forehead. Soon the other boys followed behind leaving the kid Ben to run for it.
Henry was able to catch up to Y/N quickly, he harshly turned them around and pushed them to the ground so they couldn’t start running again. This gave him a moment to catch his breathe, Victor then stepped forward speaking up. “Look, just let- let us explain.” He said putting his hands up in surrender.
“Explain? Explain what!? That you guys are horrible people? That you guys have lied to me? What is there to explain!” Y/N snapped not even making an effort to get up.
Victor winced and Patrick yawned, “I mean, I dont know what you were expecting kid. You were just to naive.” He said with a slight laugh, Belch punched his shoulder.
“Look Y/N we were just teasing! We weren’t actually going to hurt him.” Blech said trying to defuse the situation.
“Thats not teasing, Belch! Thats bullying!” They said getting up and glaring harshly at the boys.
“Its fun! Cmon Y/N, live a little.” Patrick said smirking, Henry then spoke up. “Y/N why do you even care about him? We didn’t even do anything to you!” Henry said getting up into there face. “You lied!” They said back, backing away from him.
“Yeah well, its not our fault your so naive and gullible.” He said harshly, ouch. Y/N raised there eyebrows. “What is wrong with you!” They raised there voice, Henry gripped there chin firmly. “What? What was that Y/N?” He said daring them to say it again.
Patrick watched this go on with satisfaction, they did need to be put in there place.
Belch didn’t stop Henry because he felt this was far, they needed to learn anyway.
Victor watched feeling justified, he felt hurt by there words so this was deserved in his eyes.
“Ever raise your voice at me, ever and there will be consequences, understood?” Henry said speaking to Y/N as if they were a kid who was in trouble.
Y/N, not wanting to upset Henry any further obeyed. “Understood Henry.” They said before Henry pushed them away. “Now, are you going to stop being a brat?” He asked crossing his arms, Y/N felt frustrated at this but who were they to defy him? “Yeah.” They said gulping down the anger they felt.
“Good.” Henry smiled satisfied with there answer.
“Your never getting away Y/N.”
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I hope you liked it! :33 i feel rly nervous about this onedibhuibhdj

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“Wait What?”
Oblivious!Jinx x f!reader (Little bit of Timebomb at the end)
WARNINGS: This is my first fanfic. Other than that none, probably not proofread.
SUMMARY: Jinx doesn’t realize when someone is showing her affection or an interest in her
NOTE: Alr said this was my first fanfic so sorry if it is bad. Drabble + Headcannons
IMPORTANT NOTE: you can understand sign language
WORD COUNT: 685



• Jinx usually has no idea when someone is flirting with her😭😭
•Even AFTER yall start dating she still doesn’t know when you are trying to show affection
•Someone could kiss her and she still Brot know the are flirting with her
•Like you would just be out and you wanted to get something from a shop nearby then you leave Jinx alone and when you come back there is someone getting touchy with her.
“Heyyy so do you know where Jericho’s is??” A random girl asks while leaning towards Jinx getting closer to her face.
“Yea, it’s down the street to the left” Jinx replies, unbothered. She is playing with a chomper trying to fix it up while waiting for you.
•You go up and walk towards Jinx placing a your hands on her shoulders then kiss her cheek.
“Hey babe, who is this?” You are obviously placing a fake smile on your face while that girl goes pale.
“You have a girlfriend?” The girl says with her mouth wide open.
“Yea so?” Jinx responds only looking at you and the chomper.
•With that response the girl leaves upset. While you are smiling at how the conversation went.
“Weird girl.” Jinx remarks looking at you.
•When the girl leaves that’s were your smile disappears and you start questioning her about the girl flirting her. Jinx just looks at you like this 🤔 “What do you mean??”
•Now you are explaining her how she was getting close and touchy with her AND that she had a receipt for Jericho’s in her bag, when she asks where Jericho’s is when she obviously knew.
• She is just looking at you like 😲 and says she didn’t know.
• You’re just Kissing up to her while laughing softly, I mean how can someone who is super smart, can build bombs and guns not know when someone is flirting with her.
“Let’s just go home.” You take her hand and walk back to your apartment while she looks at you with lovesick eyes.
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•Omg I bet that getting her to date you is even harder than protecting her from random people who want to date her.
•I’m imagining that you work at a restaurant and Jinx comes there often with or without Isha. (ISHA IS ALIVE GUYS TRUST🙏🙏)
•But anyways she is always ask for you because “your the only competent one” she quotes, but it’s really because she finds you cute.
•You think that she is very pretty and you want to go on a date with her but you can’t seem to be able to ask her
•Why? BECAUSE SHE IS SENDING MIXED SIGNALS😭
•Like she can say your all pretty and your the only person that can make her smile (asides from Isha) but then she talks to you about women she meets at a brothel??
• Like do you like me or not?
• You decide stop trying to lean the conversation to a date but when Jinx goes up to use the bathroom Isha signs you over saying “She likes you very much and always talks about you so you should ask her on a date”
•Which surprises you very much because you thought she didn’t like you but when she comes back from the bathroom you slip in her check to ask her on a date the those elementary school kids.
“Do you want to go a date with me?”
()Yes. ()No
•And obviously says yes the gives you a very nice tip.
Random note: this got so off track😭😭 SORRY OF MY RANDOM YAPPING
•Now since those dates and interactions after it leads you to this.
•You are bending over your kitchen counter trying to kiss her and she just looks and you and says “What are you doing?”
“…WHAT DO THINK IM DOING?!?!?”
• Or when you stand in the middle of the hallway on your house when you just came back from work with your arms open motioning for a hug. She just looks at you confused until you said that you wanted a hug and she immediately changes her face then hugs you tightly.
BONUS / TIME BOMB HEADCANON
•If Jinx and Ekko were dating Ekko would try and go for a kiss while leaning on and Jinx laughs at him saying “What is that face you are making” While laughing on the ground.
OKK THAT IS IT PLEASE SEND REQUESTS BC I NEED IDEAS BUF BYEEE
I want food
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OK so Im gonna request something because this idea has been stuck in my mind for WEEKS. So basicly can you pls do a good luck babe inspired fanfic with jinx? So my idea is that reader is from zaun and dating a piltie guy because her mom makes her do it in order to get money (theyre from zaun) but this guy treats her horribly. And at the same time, she has this romantic thing going on with jinx who has been her friend for years but she doesnt give in to her feelings because of this piltie guy, so jinx is like to song? This is oddly specific I KNOW but I have a lot of free time to think alr, change anything if you want and sorry if thus is too longgg
It fine, and I love the idea!
Good luck babe!
Jinx x Fem Reader
Summary: Reader loves Jinx but she has to date a rich piltie guy who's abusive.
Warnings: forced relationship, gold digger, swearing, angst, violence, abuse.
"Get me another beer bitch!" He yells, well that's what you think he said at least. He's drunk and slurring his words, you wished you had never agreed to this relationship. But it was your only choice, your mom wanted you to, and you didn't want to deal with her mad. He wasn't the one that had your heart, it was jinx.
Jinx was the one who held your heart, but you had to pretend that she did. And you held Jinx's heart. She loves you, but everytime she asked to run away with you, or to be anything more it was always no. Suddenly you feel a sharp pain in your cheek, and your face was now turned the other way. He slapped you, that asshole slapped you. But you couldn't do anything about it "I told you to get me another beer you bitch!" He screamed at you, his voice echoing across the room.
"Oh! I'm so sorry my love." Every bit of those words were lies, the truth was you had meant them to someone else.
You had went over to your mom's house, to beg her to let you be with someone else. She told you no, again. "For the last time! No! You will marry him, and have his kids! We need the money!" "But mom" you sobbed "today he hit me!" You cried hoping she realizes how bad the situation is. "So? You probably deserved it, you useless girl." You finally realized, there was no hope, no matter what you did he would come after you. Over and over again, till he got everything he wanted from you. And what he wanted was you, and you couldn't do a thing. So you left to Jinx's place.
"Jinx!" You cried. "Yeah? What happened toots?" She asked as soon as she saw you crying. The next thing you know is that you two were cuddling and you were crying in her arms. "She's forcing me to marry him! And today he hit me!" "I can take care of him toots." You immediately panic. "No! Please don't! When she finds out she'll blame it all on me." Jinx tights her hold on you. "How about we run away?" She asked, hoping for once you'll agree to the idea. "Jinx are you crazy?" You didn't, and you never did. "Crazy about you, sure, but you're in hell here and I wanna be with you, but he's holding you back. Just run away with me toots. I'll take care of you."
"Jinx! Do you have any idea what they would do to find me, and they would rope you into it too. I care about you too much to do that to you." You immediately snap back, not wanting something to ever happen to her. "Did you even love me?" Jinx asked, feeling conflicted about yours and hers relationship.
"What kind of question is that?" "So you don't love me, know what how about we stop seeing each other, ever." Jinx says, as she looks at you in the eyes. Feeling hurt she kicks you out and sends you home, although she knew the abuse you went through there.
You're getting married to the one person you hate the most, today is supposed to be a happy day. But all you can think about is her, you miss everything about her, but it's too late now. She left you, she was gone. And you had sent her away. And you regretted it more than anything, but it's way too late. It's the day of your wedding, and the day of her birthday.
You sat here, in the bathroom. Crying hoping that what you were thinking wasn't true, but it was. He had gotten you pregnant, The man you hated more than anything had gotten you pregnant. And so you waited and waited for weeks, hoping that you get pissed off and hit you, in the right place too. And one day he did. That day you went crying to your mother's house, "Mom!" you shouted, crying. "What honey?"She said in such a sweet voice, that most would never believed that she had forced you to marry a man that you hated most. "He hit me! Right in the stomach! And I was pregnant!" you somehow shout, while sobbing. To cut that short, you ended up divorcing him, with for once your mother behind your side. But it never changed a thing, you still lost one you loved most. And you knew you could never have her again, because she was gone, and if only you had taken up on her offers to run away. But you never did, and now you pay that consequence, and you shall for the rest of your life.
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I have returned with more angsty headcanon ideas heheheh
Okay so,
Yanqing goes missing and when he’s found he is SO unbelievably messed up. (missing limbs, broken bones ect ect however u wanna do it)
How would the HCQ react to this?
IM SORRY FOR NOT RESPONDING FOR A LONG TIME CUS I WAS IN WRITER BLOCK!! 😭😭😭😭😭 Alr time to feed yall
Yanqing's probably missing for 3 days or so and he's found by some cloud knights.
Now jing yuan is the first one to react as yanqing was taken to the alchemy commission for treatment, He has a hand fracture and his neck looks like he had been strangled by someone, and some burn marks around his body, so unbelievably fucked up injuries taken by a child, Jing yuan stressed, and it shows, He's scared but he doesn't want to admit it, he doesn't want his kid to die, yanqing will be okay' he kept repeating in his head again and again
Dan feng knows the second and he's very very veryyy angry and his mind filled with rage about who did this to yanqing, He swears if he finds the culprits, Well someone ain't coming out alive. dan feng did use some of his cloudhymn magic to help yanqing recover, it only numbed the pain slowly.
yingxing is mad, trying to find the bastards who did this to yanqing, his son, he swears when he finds them, he will torture them in the worst way possible, He may be old, but he's strong and will kill anyone.
baiheng is by jing yuan's side at all times, knowing that he's stressed and will breakdown any moment, While jingliu?, Hehe, She's committing murder tonight with Yingxing, Those two will definitely find the people who did this, showing no mercy... It turned out that it were the disciples of sanctus medicus who did this awful things, welp, someone aint alive tomorrow.
I hope you like this!! <3 - VIVI
#hsr yanqing#yanqing#honkai star rail#hsr#jing yuan#hsr jing yuan#high cloud quintet#hsr jingliu#jingliu#imbibitor lunae#hsr dan feng#dan feng#baiheng#liubai#jingrenheng#yingxing#hsr yingxing#hsr baiheng#Jingrenfeng#im sorry#AHHH ANGST#angst#idk what else to tag#HEHEHEHEHHEHHEHEH
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FINALLY THE ANALYSIS POST I SWEAR I DIDN'T FORGET AGAIN!!!!!
ohhh i have so many thoughs my brain is fully working (not really but !!! love these boys)
Alr will divide this between Central Room pt.2 and pt.3 so. yeah.
Central room pt.2
first off:
I've checked the past updates, i dont know exactly if they say it explicitly or i just missed where they do so, but i want to talk about how Wild and Four have different ideas about this:
Four is worried about Twilight, the man just came out of a lethal situation, and still keeps pushing himself up without letting his body rest more than necessary. Yes he might have regained most of his strength, but what if there was something still wrong?
Wild on the other hand is happy that his brother is back, that he is still able to come out of a dangerous situation and walk. Maybe Twilight had told him some stories of his adventure, telling him how he recovered from near-death situations. This is just another one of these that will become another story, and will not be the last. Wild trust him to keep going, to keep fighting, this divine beast will not fall so easily and he knows it
I also wanted to talk a little about this one, Four is still unhappy about Twi using dark magic, he hasn't directly adressed him about this, but maybe he's planning of doing so in the future. Also the small mention of the colors and how Wild is the only one who knows his ability, love his expression truly one of the toon links
BEFORE I FORGET! "I know how divided one can get—I've seen it" there's a high chance that he's talking about Vaati, a minish that ended up transforming into a dangerous monster, nothing left of who he was before and being seen as two completely different entities
Again, Wild trusts that Twilight will keep going, will grow old and somehow get to his era, and also has a big respect of his strength. He doesn't like seeing the others threating the rancher like a cracked glass, he is still fully able to contain the water and not fall in a million pieces
Wind in the past was the one who fell victim of the chain worrying about him, including Wild. He learned from their sailor, he recognizes when someone is being overprotective beacuse he himself has done it. Wind is fully capable of dealing with a fight, so is Twilight
I'm sorry i even translated this to spanish to see if i could understand it better but im still so confused. Time what. I love when he talks in a cryptic way but man i am doing an analysis you are not helping with my case. Love that Wild and Four look as confused as i am right now, glad to see that they didn't get it either
Four had already suggested the option of splitting into groups in the past, maybe Time decided to decline at the moment because he believed that it was best to stay all together. Warriors is a captain, he had commanded hundreds of soldiers into the battlefield, even if he had zero dungeon experience he knows how to dealt with groups, and he's going to the technical side here (also love these pannels so much glad to see how the fandom decided to make this its new fav meme format jksdfjsdk)
Warriors believes that it's better to put first the opportunity to search for the shadow in groups to cover more terrain than defense, also that he doubts that a group would be able to maneuver with the limited space, this being proved with the Skulltula from past updates. But Time believes otherwise, putting first the safety of the group and that while they're together they will protect each other more easily
He shares the worry that Time has for Twilight, he wants to make sure that his friend is safe too, but he also searches for the tactical and what is best for their mission
Now that we know the groups from the latest update, these pannels do even more sense
Time knows how strong Sky is, he's their best swordman, and on top of that he carries the only thing aside from Twilight that really terrifies the shadow: the Master Storm. While Twi is with him, he will be safe
Dink is still weakened, they have the opportunity to attack it while it doesn't have its full strength. Twilight recognizes that he had a really good recovering, for a normal hylian it would have been really hard to gain their full strength in the same time that Twi did, but he's not normal hylian, together with Hyrule's magic. In less words, he got to be luckier than Dink
if i had a nickel every time that Hyrule was as fast and did the exact thing as someone else i would have two nickels, which isn't much but its curious that it has happened already twice. hmm.
just wanted to point at these designs, beautiful i love items redesigns
the sillies i love them, im sorry leg and rulie but no more magic boomerang privileges for you two, also love how Four slaps his knee, hell yeah he definitely is a knee slapper while laughing
HIS BUDDY!!! still losing it over how Hyrule calls Wild his buddy, theyre buddies your honor
also love how they seem to ressort on Wild when it comes to climbing, he's like a gecko for them. Although he's not a gecko and can't go exactly for your magic boomerang, sorry rulie
Alr finally finished with this one now with the second part
Central room pt.3
Its really short and i really hope that i haven't hit the img limit yet lol
we start with: Legend and Hyrule still looking mad at them losing their magic boomerangs, no deep thoughs abt it i haven't seen anyone point this pannel out and i find it really funny kdfjsk
Wars seemed ready to go next to Twilight, really expecting Time to put them together. I remember someone pointing out how Warriors was starting to get hit with the stress and emotions from when Twilight was about to die (i think it was @/crazylittlejester who talked about this) so cmon captain accept that you care for your brother as much as everyone else
I love Sky's reaction, hell yeah man best reaction ever 👍
jokes aside Warriors was obviously going to be next to Twilight, that's why he looks a little surprised with this decision from Time, and maybe that's also why he's directly looking at the rancher
I love how Legend seems nervous, yes Time recognizes his experience and abilities but also reminds him that he needs to take this seriously. Also he's being hit with The Stare™, love it
We don't know what else these both talked, but before jumping into any conclusion i'll go with the technical explanation
Having two leaders in one same group will give some problems, mostly with letting one group in desadvantage. See it like this: Legend and Hyrule have really good experience and are capable of dealing with the dungeon by themselves, Sky and Twilight too, leaving Wind, Four, Wild, Time and Warriors. They can't go with Wind, Four and Wild being one of the teams, Wind and Four are experienced, they would teach Wild how to do things, but none of them has qualities to guide them, maybe a little Four, but lets remember how chaotic are his games in teamwork. With Time going with them they can organize themselves so much better, and even if Wars doesn't know anything about dungeons, he knows how to do things using teamwork. Also i want to remind you all that Wild does know a little about dungeons, sure not the traditional ones but all the shrine puzzles has to count for something right? So he at least has the basics, i see so much Wild slander and i cant let you all forget that my boy is also puzzle smart!... in his own way
Also i love the detail that in reality all the teams are designed to be with their game's/first game's release dates order, Jojo thats amazing attention to detail
Wind i love you so much yes he's older sibling energy but also youngest sibling energy at the same time and thats wonderful
Not much to comment here, all the things that i wanted to say i already said them sooo
Only thing: Wild and Wars still haven't talked about when he didn't listen to him while fighting Dink
also WWW trio yessss
love the toon links theyre an underated duo
Wind and Time are also a duo that i love seeing, he's really soft on the kid good thing that he doesn't play favorites /j
no fav pannels today cuz i am this close >< to hit img limit lol but yeah art as always very tasty the dungeon design is still something that im really impressed
as always credits towards @linkeduniverse, i really wanted to talk about this update!
first started like a whole essay and ended up more just commenting skjfdkj but yeah i enjoyed this very much
#linked universe#linkeduniverse#lu chain#lu analysis#lu update#lu update spoilers#its almost fucking 1 am but i dont regret anything sjsfdkj#wanted to finally write this i really have fun doing these analysis so you all have to tolerate me yapping#i talk
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This a 8it controverisal (sorry mooties LOL) 8ut i lowkey fw the idea of les8oys, and ion mean like e8y mascs who identify as les8ians 8ut like, les8ian men, cause like for awhile i was pretty uptight a8out thsi shit, especially since AS A LES8IAN it felt like a mockery, 8ut now like all the shit thats 8een happening lately makes me think, why the fuck do i care so much a8out someone ELSE presents when im the only one who can give them the PRIVILIGE of 8eing a mockery anyway??? Plus like,i love la8els nshit 8ut also just 8reaking away from what those la8els "require" of you is actually very affirming, cause like im alr a les8oy 8ut in the en8y way, and i was thinking, if im a whole ass transmasc, ocassional 8oy, what the fuck is the 8ig differnece, like when it comes to transmen identifiying as les8ians, i get it, like despite 8einga dude there can still 8e a strong connection to girlhood and 8eing a les8ian, and ive neva 8een a cis dude 8efo 8ut id totally think that there are dudes out there who also feel connected to those terms. And even if its wrong or offensive, its like, THEIR life and how they identify. Plus non of these terms need to 8e set in stone anyway, like the concept of gender is already so fucked why would i let THAT la8el hold me 8ack from identifing as another? Reading all this reminds me of a past verion of myself who wouldve flipped her lid for just seeing someone even suggest this, 8ut that verion of me was an inscure sad idiot who had 0 personality and i hate her with every cell in my 8ody, and even thinking 8ack on that and how ive changed and FORMED MY OWN OPINIONS, it makes me feel hella good
Anyway tldr: les8oys are valid, fuck societal norms, and my past self was a huge 8itch
#lesboy#enby#nonbinary#lesbian#rant#i have another one of these a8out asexualtity 8ut that one is way more “normal” lol
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hello babe!!!
howre you? i wish you a lot happiness!!!!
anyways, i wanted to say that i understand how yn has her heart sickness, because everytime i think about sn&sy, my own heart hurts a lot, even more so after the last chapter. ch 9 was so heavy and angsty that i cried and i don’t cry that much because my emotions have been numb. what’d you do? how can a normal person write that? i take multiple breaks reading these chapters and sometimes even my absolute addiction and temptation is unable to make me read them all at once.
it’s just so appreciable how you write so beautifully. i love reading your fics not just because of how well they’re written, but also because it makes me feel an intense pain, and i love that pain, i want that pain. that’s not me saying that i don’t want yn to be happy; because idc about gojo as much as i want yn’s happiness. she’s done some ‘not-so-good-things’, but she’s also been through such agonising times and she just deserves happiness at this point of life and for someone to choose her, to love her despite her flaws. and as much as i want gojoyn to be an endgame. it’s fine if they aren’t, because they’re both mature people and deserve happiness. i hate how gojo has treated yn in the past, but i’m also kinda impressed by how far he’s come. i understand him going for akemi, as much as i hate how he chose yn’s bff, but that’s understandable, (i’ve s family member who had a similar accident and after that brain damage, he’s not been the same person, and coming from that, i think satoru went for the person who took care of him the most.) i’m suicidal on behalf of my sweetheart yn. i just want her to be happy, and cared for in love. and i want someone to pick her. and on this heartbreaking journey towards a happy ending for them, i’m in for all the heart-wrenching angst and rarely heartwarming moments!
it pisses me off how akemi went for her bff’s ex husband and istg i hardly care about how she fell in love(?) with him, because babe your bff had a life and death situation because of that man, how can you approach him??? it doesn’t matter that she’s moved on, you still do not go for your bffs ex, that’s a girl code. she may be a good person (questionably so, but hey, im not a pious hermit either to be judging her.) but she’s a real bad friend. her guilt is questionable when she she asks for a family from satoru right after she feels bad about betraying yn. like at least give time for that guilt to fester. i’m sorry i’m ranting. these are my personal feelings. and i love for writing akemi. she’s a well written character, much more than many other characters that i’ve come across.
sera. my baby. my queen. i do not stand by what she did in sn, but goddamnit, i’ve always loved her and her dedication and her aspirations. she wasn’t always bad, and i’m sure had the fic from her pov, we would have liked her more. because shes hardworking, and headstrong and FUNNY. and i love how she stood by yn, and her character development has been so beautiful. she deserves sukuna so much. they’re both my babies. i love that she could get this in her life.
there will be a lot of errors in this ask, and please forgive me for them. i’m extremely tired. exhausted even.
till next time, babygirl!
💌🫶🏻
thank you sooo much, i’m kinda glad you can feel the pain through my writing bc i guess that means it’s effective ? :’D i write way too much angst to the point where i just can’t tell how angsty something is bc i’m alr so numb lol T-T
but aaaaaa ur description of sy!yn hits hard while i’m writing sy10. idek if a person can realistically have this much anguish in her life but i do share ur sentiment of wanting her to just be happy, even if it means she won’t end up with gojo in the end 🥹 it’s the idea of acceptance and letting go that just hurts so damn good. tysm, it’s such a good perspective to read!
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im new here and im live reacting so hi especially considering chad– chad?? what an unfortunate name
“you okay, girlypop?” one of the girls says. when ur writing skills are so good i alr know this gotta be KK
and then, with horrifyingly little warning, blondie bends over and pukes. YIKES paige (horrifyingly little has me laughing)
paige scratched the back of her neck awkwardly. “hey, i, um.” it looked like she was trying to convince herself to say something—almost like she was building courage to say it. i LOVE nervous paige shes soo
“well, paige has had a massive crush on you for about eight of them.” omg i would kill kk LMFAO
paige glances over her shoulder. “she’s lying.” right
azzi watches the commotion, and thinks such a scene wouldn’t have been made if kk was really lying. “uh-huh.” the way you write inner monologue never fails to make me laugh
kk makes an unamused face at her. “no, it’s because paige is too busy having wet fantasies about you instead of playing the damn game.“ KK WHEEEREE is your filter
azzi wants to ask more—like, is it confirmed that paige has wet fantasies about her? not that she like cares or anything
“how i been constipated lately,” kk says a little too quickly. azzi valiantly keeps her expression neutral. “azzi was giving me advice.” jesus
azzi nods somberly. paige looks borderline mortified, which is not a look azzi ever thought she’d see on someone like her. this whole interaction is gold. i can literally see azzi nodding straight faced “thanks,” azzi says. she reaches for the clothes, letting her right hand just brush paige’s own before pulling back, watching for a reaction. OOUGGHH i loved that…. shes just checking
sure enough, he’s just responded to her last text: sorry baby, got caught up lmfaooo. you tryna fuck tn? and then, sry for pushing u in the pool fr waiting for you in da room AZZI STAND UP
which means she’ll either have to fight with him for their room for the rest of the trip, or sleep by the goddamn pool. (have we considered sleeping with paige)
so now here she is, stranded in the middle of paige bueckers’ room with a soaking wet dress and a broken zipper. well you could be stranded in chads room lets count our blessings
“we can try getting it off without unzipping it,” paige suggests. WEEEEEE can try getting it off
because paige implying that they will both pull this dress off of her leaves her warm. yeah azzi caught that
maybe letting her pull the straps down her shoulders, or even lift the skirt over her hips… alright WRAP IT UP
in an attempt to salvage the situation, azzi blurts, “scissors.” JESUS
paige chokes. azzi closes her eyes in a silent acceptance of defeat. this actually made me lol the image of paige standing flustered and dumbfounded behind an azzi who has just emotionally checked out of life
“wha—?” paige starts, wet fantasies thing confirmed?
paige makes a face at the dark tone of azzi’s voice, but luckily doesn’t question it. “oo-kay,” she drawls shes like nvm this bitch weird asl
soaked. she means soaked. shes being polite 🙄
“so,” paige says as she works. “what’s your boyfriend’s name?” azzi winces. “uh, chad.” paige pauses her snipping. “for real?” lol thats what i was saying bro
paige picks up on the way the sentence lilts guiltily. “bruh.” LMFAO short sweet and to the point
“in your…” paige must think better of asking more questions, because she just sighs before pulling her hands away from azzi’s dress. “whatever, girl. i’m done.” ok sass let her get up 😩
there’s a long, dramatic sigh on the other end of the line. “is this about the pool? because if it’s about the pool it’s gotta wait ‘till tomorrow. i’m too tired for that shit.” bro WHAAAAATTTTT
paige’s eyebrows disappear into her hairline, before furrowing in disbelief, her mouth dropping open a little. MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY
“a lot, chad. and do you have any idea how many orgasms i’ve had in that amount of time?” oh so we’re just like having this discussion in front of paige
she glances up at paige. paige has now found a seat on the bed and is watching with wide eyes, looking like she needs a bag of popcorn. looking undeniably fine, somehow, even after throwing up on azzi and then proceeding to have the most awkwardly obvious crush on her. looking undeniably edible, to be completely frank. i have nothing to add to this i just like it
and then— oh, and then. oh shit here we go
“fine,” azzi says, holding the speaker right up to her mouth so chad won’t miss a single word of what she’s about to say. “don’t give me the room. i got somebody else to stay with.” ohhh shit heeeere we go
“paige?” he says, clearly confused. im pretty sure paige is equally as confused
“yeah,” she continues. “and if you don’t give me that room back…” she avoids paige’s gaze for this part, or else she wouldn’t have the balls to do it, “then i’m gonna stay here. and i’m gonna get fucked by paige bueckers.” okay so once again we’re HAVING THIS CONVERSATION in front of paige
“yeah, actually,” he says. “i’m using the room tonight. and let’s see if you’ve fucked paige bueckers by morning.” paige 🕴️like can you imagine having a DETRIMENTAL crush on someone for eight years and you run into 1(one) time just for her to tell her boyfriend YOURE going to fuck her
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU.
thank u so much for the live react this gave me so much serotonin i lit love u. also ur so funny im gonna follow u home.
heavy on that last part like poor fucking paige 😭
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heyyy hey hey hey hey!!! sorry hai. anyway ^_^ i have some questions abt ur mirakane siren au!!! whyd u choose to make akane a half vampire? also i like the idea of mira making herself look human as she kinda alr does that in canon (her pretending to be neurotypical which could or could not be a metaphor). do u have any more ideas for this au? srry for the random ask i just love this ship and im glad other ppl r making art for it
sure! it'll get longwinded so i'll tuck it under the cut
so i had the idea floating a while ago about a specifically just vampire, more urban fantasy au that shifted into this broader monster period setting one instead. i feel like that original idea might have actually come off a similar post by someone else or maybe a zecret santa prompt but it was so long ago i dont remember so if anyone does lmk... but most of the extent of my thoughts on that were converting sois into a vampire hunter secret society and that it was funny to have them tracking aoi thinking surely this suspicious edgy dude was a vampire. and it turning out they are right he's kidnapping people but he's actually entirely human and doing it to keep his vampire sister alive - i literally dont remember how much of that was my own idea sorry 😿
for me half the appeal of pondering any dramatically different entire setting changed AU like these is seeing what completely different circumstances can be made to still keep the core of the characters intact. and then some of the other half is how it would change them
i think vampire akane works very well as a comparison to her circumstances in 999. undead creature existing in a burdened state between life and death, burns up in the sun, forced to harm others to sustain her own existence... vampire depictions vary wildly but it's fairly common to depict them with some level of psychic or mind control powers too
the vampire idea changed form into a broader monster au when i got to talking about it with a friend and expanding on the ideas a lot the idea with her being a "half vampire" is further mirroring her schrodingers cat state with her having undergone a partial incomplete transformation somehow. so while she's very psychically powerful she's physically frail and sickly trying to sustain being stuck in the middle and can't access her full potential. and probably she can only resolve this and complete the transformation by going on a long revenge quest to complete a succession ritual drinking the blood of Evil Rich Vampire Lord Hongou who originally turned her. (and she should need junpei to achieve that for some reason but uh didn't manage to figure out a reason Some Guy could be essential to that) no matter what though she doesn't have the option to reverse the process and go back to being human. she can only go on by embracing becoming what she feared.
#the caption on the art is the extent of my reasoning on the mira really. and the femme fatale thing#she doesn't have to eat people to live though. she could just eat fish and stuff she chooses to hunt people because it is more interesting#to her#i suppose her motivations in canon would correspond to having a great interest in understanding humans. like an evil ariel.#monster au#zero escape
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hiii i cant waitt, im the anon that wrote you that long ass pargrapgh sorry lol im a lit student, im so excited and its so crazy that you alr had some of the ideas in mind for the story its like we share brain wavess. Anyway im soo excited for this new chapterr im inlove with this trope
you are amazingg
Omg don’t apologise, I love reading long paragraphs, especially from lit students 😭 I never got the chance to take any lit courses bc I’m in a STEM program, so to read the perspective of someone who’s actually experienced in lit is something I value so much (although idk how you guys can read all those run on sentences I have going on 🫣)
Yes haha I was reading ur ideas and they were so similar to some things I had planned lool. You may have to wait for chapter 4, but I’ll try my best to make the wait worth it
Thank you so much 🥺💜
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hi so idk what happened but i rambled on for way too long with an ask and then it got deleted 🙃
i think the universe was telling me to stfu
anyway basically what i said bwfore (in the erased ask ihy tumblr) was that yay! you stan tws!
and i saw your jebewon and tws reqs open so I asked for..
tws -> fluff with any of the 06's (an idea is: (dont have to write this specifically) maybe coming home after a long day? could be them or reader)
zb1 -> basically hanbin comfort?? any comfort at all but like maybe idol s/o who faints on stage
i will never have enough shb fics im not even joking. Hes so greenflag, i love that guy with all of my heart (hes 7 years older than me) and i seriously hope everyone gets a person like him as their s/o (for all the insane kpop stans out there (the extremists) i said someone LIKE him which means i do not want sung hanbin and i actually would be happy if he has a gf (he probs does bc look at that guy) because a) hes way too old for me and b) lets be real here.
Okay!! Enough rambling!! anyway my question was whos your tws bias (my guess is shinyu) ik your zb1 and bnd biases are gw and myungjae (seriously gw is bias wrecking so hard)
btw im also a shinyu bias and idk if youve guessed alr but also a hanbin bias (heh) and a sungho one (i absolutely love that kid)
uhh and i forgot to say..i forgot which anon i was :/
Im pretty sure i was 🌱 but i dont remember!!! i was the svt ask anon whixh caused a somewhat miscommunication or idk(?)
anyway just call me 🌱
zanna thank you for writing fics. seriously, i read them all the time. i recently got into zb1 (theyve taken over my life) and all i had to do was open your mlist. But again pls prioritise yourself always, stay healthy and happy pls dont burn out ily (not in a weird way, in the way i love an author's works or an artist's paintings) pls ignore the req if you dont feel like it!!!
OMG!!!! UR BACK KSJDFKSD omg i've missed you 🥹🥹🥹 i'm sorry i forgot to put ur anon tag on the nav cause i kept switching themes and having the taken anons there or not and it was hard keeping track of them all but IM SO GLAD UR BACK!!! the universe may be telling u to stfu but i say PLS DONT PLS COME INTO MY INBOX MORE <33333 ugh tumblr is literally SUCH A CYBER BULLY LIKE GET OUTTT 👹👹👹👹
omg these ideas are so CUTEEE im writing them down in my drafts immediately and hopefully ill finish them very soon <333
no so real hanbin is the DEFINITION of perfection. like hes the 5th gen cha eunwoo i saw ppl saying he looks like cha eunwoo and he got so shy and was like nononono BUT LIKE THEYRE SO REAL HES PERFECT SAY IT LOUDERRR and hes humble too which is so cute :(
lmao i giggled at ur guess im thinking maybe a lot of ppl think im shinyu biased cause ive written the most for him but ive actually been kyungmin biased since day 1!!!!!! i was there pre debut like from the minute the ohmymy video dropped and i fell in love w kyungmin immediately and learned all their faces in 5 mins 🥹🥹 i love my tws so much <333
awwww stop :(((( thank you so much for enjoying them and requesting more </3 so real zb1 are a problem i said i wouldn't stan and i tried hard not to but i failed miserably and now they're on my mind 24/7 👹 AND ILYTTT I HOPE UR DOING OKAY AND LIFE HAS BEEN KIND TO U <3333 and i'm so glad to see u in my inbox again 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
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HEYYY SIGMA ALPHA IYAAA GMMM HRUUUU ‼️🔥🤗 DAILLYYY CHECK INNN TIMEEE YK ITT RISE AND GRINDDD 🐺🐺
IM SERIOUSLY LACKING IN MY ASKS RECENTLY SO IM SORRY ABOUT THAT POOPIE PLS DONT BITE ME 😖😰
IM SO GLAD WORK IS GOOD BUT TRY AND GET MORE REST ‼️🔥 U CAN DO IT I BELIEVE IN U ALPHA 🤞🐺
IM GONNA RETURN THE CHARGER TODAY (and hopefully buy some things 😈😈) BUT GIRLLL I DO NOTTT WANT TO PAY THAT FEE URNENRNR KINDA WISH I WENT BACK AND RETURNED IT BUT IT WAS RLLY LATE AND WOULD HAVE BEEN DANGEROUS AND A GIRL NEEDS TO GET HER PRIORITIES STRAIGHT YKYK⁉️
OKKK THOUGHTS ON LAST CHAPTER 😈🐺🔥
nadnndbMDNDNEISNSNDNE DNENENEKE FUCK DUXK FIXKKKK I KNEWWWW IT WAS GONNA BE MEGUMI THANK YOU QUEEN FOR NOT GIVING IN TO SUKUNA BECAUSE GODDDDD 😭😭🔥🔥 BUT OMFGG??? “‘YOU SURE YOU DONT WANT TO STAY?’” OH MY GODD I AM SATTT UGHH THE PET NAMES, PERSONALITY SWITCH, EVERYTHING OMFGGG I WOULD HAVE CLUNGGGG ONTO THAT FUCKING MAN OMG YHE CHOKEHOLD THAG THIS CHAPYER HAD ON MEEE UGHHHEHHEHEHESK
IM SUCHHHH A SLUT FOR CLINGY MEN PLEASEEE LIKE OMFG JUST FUCK ME ALR HWBEBEBSKENNEND TWEAKING RN CUS THATS LITERALLY SO 🤗😍🔥😚🤤 I NEED SOMEONE LIKE THAT SOO BAD KEND GNAWING AT MY ENCLOSURE AND DROOLING RN OMG THE WAY I WOULD FORGET ALL OF HIS RED FLAGS LIKE I GUESS YN IS STRONGER THAN ME AFTER ALLLLLL WNNENEN AND THE FACT MEGUMI WAS WAITING FOR THAT TEXT OMGG ITS A NEED NOT A WANT 😍😍 ME AND WHO??? LIKEE WHENS IT MY TURN
the ai anon… I AM OUTTTT TO GET U HOW DARE U HO.. 👿👿 but iya.. ur writing is so fire you got your first allegation.. THATS HOW U KNOWW U MADE IT WHEN PEOPLE START ACCUSING U OF SHIT ‼️ guessing ai anon said that out of jealousy bc they can’t cook like you can iya but still.. ai anon i am OUT to get u 😡😡 the new chapter was SO FULLING KMFG IM FILLEDDD (in more than one way)
THANK YOU FOR BLESSING US ONCE AGAINNN IGNORE AI ANON THEY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEYRE TALKING ABOUTT UR SO FYA 🔥🔥
toge running in on yn… omfg the way I RECOILED. Like I would just start digging my grave ON THE SPOT bc you KNOW I would never be caught sleeping with the ops (unless toge was the op but he would never be one ����😍🤗 [please let me hit im so desperate] “‘…but you owe me.’ There was a glint in his eyes, hinting at the mischief he always seemed to conjure.” OH OKAY 😍😍 WHAT WOULD THE FAVOR BE⁉️⁉️ 🤤🤤🔥
Maki going straight to yuta after the fight… OKAY GIRL GET UR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT 😭😭 how is this man still a side hoe/fwb I’m FUMING for him LMAO someone get them tg already ‼️
Sjap toge ily please marry me 🙏🙏 i can provide a good sense of humor, cunt, and lipgloss please give me a chance 🤤🤤🤗🤗🥰
CANT WAIT FOR NEXT CHAPTERRR DONT FEEL PRESSURED TO RUSH GIRL THE EDGING KEEPS US UP 🤗😍‼️
Sigh.. guess who’s ovulating.. on their own.. on a weekend.. ALONE… cramping… 💔 (hint: it’s me) UGHH I HATEREE BLEEDING MY PUSSY OUTT ESPPP WHEN I GET JT ON MY SHEETS. I WOKE UP TO A MURDER SCENE. ON MY WHITE SHEETS. WHITE. SHEETS. I’ll never recover from this 💔 BUTTTT I means I’ll be period free for the next month!! And that includes HALLOWEEN WEEKENDDDDD SENNENDNEN 🔥‼️ im doing matching costumes w my friends but we don’t know what yet 😭
I HAVE MY AMBASSADOR MEETING TMRWWW GANG WISH MY LUCK ‼️🤗
LYCHEE⁉️⁉️ OMG I LOVE LYCHEE.. THE OLIVE THEORY.. WERE SOULMATES 😍😍
MY HOT TAKE… I HATE DR.PEPPER.. IVE TRIED SOOO HARD TO LIKE IT BUT IT JUST TASTES LIKE CHERRY COUGH MEDICINE 😭🔥
OKOK QOTDDDDD… WHATS A LIFE HACK YOU SWEARRR BY ⁉️⁉️🤞
HOPE U HAVE AN AMAZING DAY/ HAD AN AMAZING DAY ‼️‼️ ILYSMM BYE SIGMA 😈😈
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HI ALPHA!!!🐺🐺
NO UR SO OKAY!! i’m getting to ur ask now i promise ill be on top of them more as well😓😓 THANK YEWWW im feeling much better now so im happy <33
GIRL JUST KEEP IT ATP😭 do NAWT pay the fee🫵🫵 $40 is actually ridiculous and yes prioritise ur safety first over anything🙏🙂↕️
LMFAO IM GLAD YOU LIKED IT😈😈 sjap megumi is CLINGY. he was waiting for that exact text since they’ve met like and when he got it trust he was jumping up and down😏😏😏 sjap clingy megumi truther FOREVER 💯 also the ai anon I KNOW😭 eh i didn’t really bother w them i know they don’t mean any ill intent but it was just a weird ask to send like atleast don’t put urself on anon and face it but we ball🔥🔥🔥 thank you poo poo 🫂🫂 also i started calling my cat poo poo bc of you and i laugh everytime 😭😭😭
I KNEW YOUD LOVE THE TOGE BIT😭😭😭 fan service for you but omg the favour is going to be [REDACTED] so yeah🙂↕️ i NEED to write a sjap toge spinoff after i finish this one i just cannot i know it’ll eat so hard🗣️ YUTAMAKI TRUTHER FOREVER (i still love nobamaki too tho)
NAUR NOT THE WHITE SHEETS😭 omg when i hate when you can physically feel it come out of ur pussy like omg it’s like SUCH A GROSS FEELING EAUGH. BUT YESS HALLOWEEKENDDDD i’m supposed to go my co workers party but idk if i want to LOL i still have no friends in this city besides my co workers but idk i’m content rn i know uni is starting next year but that’s not until 6 more months😭 but we’ll see
YAYY I HOPE IT WENT WELL ALPHA‼️‼️ I KNOW U DID GREAT <3 OMG THE OLIVE THEORY😍😍😍 yes we r soulmates… ive never tried dr pepper mainly bc we don’t have it here so i wouldn’t know😭😭😭
AOTD‼️ IDK MANY BUT the post used one i do is putting a wooden spoon over boiling water so it doesn’t overflow (idk if that counts but yeah) HBY🫵
THANK YEW ALPHA!! I HOPE U HAVE A SUPER SIGMA DAY!! <33
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yall ain’t ready for my gossiping ass so
I had a friend group right? We were super close since 5th grade. Then in 6th grade they got close to another girl and and so in the summer before 7th grade THAT girl asks to be my gf. I (NICELY) said no cuz i wasn’t ready for a relationship and waiting til highschool. she said she got over it alr. 7th grade we were all back not separated by classes again. So we’re all close again but i felt like i was very much being replaced by her. My entire friendgroup kinda based around her and they all ignored me and kinda felt like i wasn’t rlly part of the friendgroup, more like the backup ykwim??? it was also a friend group of 5 so they would all pair with eachother and i didn’t really have anyone right anyways so i deffo clung onto one of the girls in the friendgroup mainly. The first one I met. This girl was kinda the more popular but black cat-ish of the friendgroup. So anyways i knew that these ppl were toxic and manipulative and stuff and stayed in the friendgroup cuz lowkey that stuff is fun to feel right? So im just like oki doki and so this summer recently i sent the girl i was replaced with a message saying like i didn’t wanna be in the friendgroup anymore because of her specifically cuz im a petty a-hole like that. She screenshotted it and sent it to the girl i had been super attached to (she was the confrontational one) and she cussed me out and stuff over it and we argued back and forth for a bit. My main point basically being “yall legit talked shit abt me all the time and i KNEW. also yall sent me lists of things i need to change abt myself and also have physically hit me before for going on rants abt my hyperfixations too long.” kinda that and a couple other things and i pointed out this all happened AFTER that one girl joined the friendgroup and literally almost every time its happened, its been her who caused it. Also did i mention she makes fun of my mental illnesses and speech impediment and talks bad about so many people. They also don’t allow me to be friends with other people. like if i was talking to someone remotely popular they say “why were you talking to them???” and being super judgy and rude. Anyway so yeah we went back and forth for a while before they kicked me out of the gc the argument was in. right after that my other friend who had no idea abt the drama texts me asking for me to do a commission for them and i was like yea sure btw bla bla bla and so then i was kinda getting some regret and told that friend abt how i felt like it was all just a big mood swing of mine and she sent THAT to the other friend who fought with me. The other friend messaged me form a diff account asking i go back to the friendgroup and just make an apology. I said no and that it was WAY healthier for me to stay out of the friendgroup this time way nicer. So some weeks basses by right? skip to today’s time. I look at my messages and see a huge paragraph from this girl talking abt how she was so sorry for being a hypocrite and stuff and everything. I read through it like “yeah her therapist is right abt the bipolar stuff…” but so yeah ig she wants her therapist friend back and yeah no. anyways i sent her back a message like “just letting u know i read this and glad we can leave on alr terms goodnight” exactly my words and she sends me goodnight so yeah kinda curious if i was the a-hole like yes i was petty and stuff but was i like overall im curious to know what yall think?
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Snowflakes and drugs dont mix (that) well
By: J
(im not even kidding while writing this i got such bad eye pain, i stg lopt is just tormenting me anytime i do anything related to jirou without him in it)
(also this is prob extremely ooc bc im basically describing/romantasiing my own life :,) yes my life sucks dont remind me)
(again, im very muchly not a writer, i was bored and decied to make the probably first jirocrown fic of life 🙂 im genuinely sorry to anyone who reads this shit)
(anon on twt, gfys, and no this isnt supposed to be taken that damn seriously, ik theres an asston of mistakes, but its almost 3 am and i need to sleep!! alr alr u can read it now chill)
-5° (c 23°f) -5° it was cold out, extremely cold. Jirou was walking on a backroad, he didnt know what it was called, even though he had been down it hundreds of times. Around 1 (am) Crown said hed pay him for a drug run, which was rather normal, go on a drug run, hang out with crown, sleep, go home. The only issue was that it took around 30 minutes or so to get there, also normally okay, in the summer. Where he lived, got extremely cold in the winter months, in a “im going to call off of work today because ill get frostbite if i try to go outside” way. This wouldnt be an issue if there was public transport, but of course, the world apparently hated jirou. Jirou was half way there, hands almost shaking because of the temperature, he dealt with the cold ironically well, the reason it didnt bother him as much as normal people was unimportant to him. (reason is because he used to sit on the porch to not hear his parents fight, though it never really worked that well) Maybe it was a fragile ego, maybe he was just broke, but hed never wear gloves, even with the possibility of frostbite taking his hands. He knocked on Crowns door, though he had a key, he felt like he could barely move any joints in his hand to grab them. After a 3 rough minutes, Crown answered the door letting him in. “Ah th thanks, ‘preciate ya getting the shit” Crown handed him about ¥14000 “This is too much crown” “nah its freezing out plus ive been meaning to pay ya back anyways” “I, if you say so” he was hesitant to take it, but ultimately decided that, crown, a literal serial killer, wouldnt decide to screw him over, at least not like that.
As normal, they both walked over to the (admittedly dirty) couch, crown, in a pose that was slightly… provocative, jirou sitting normally (as normal as a gay man can). Crown sat a powder on to the table, “uh you gotta card or somethin dude?” jirou handed him a razor blade, “uh vaguely concerned as to why you carry that but thanks either way, uh youre not gonna like use that now though right?” “nnah, dumbass i know what youre doing im staring right at you, why would i hand you something that i was gonna use” “i mean look, you made paintings out of your own blood, for no real reason either! youre not as predictable as you think” “whatever ya say just hurry up” “damn why you say impatient huh?” crown brought his face down to the table after making the powder into a mostly straight line. “Cause i want my share already and you take too long” Crown tossed him the razor blade, jirou aligned the powder into a straighter line than crowns, and snorted it as well. “Yeayea whatever man, the hell should we do any ways, too cold to go out, any ideas?” “sure i have several but the last time we did any of my ideas someone had to be killed cause they were a witness” “ah right, well uh, wanna play uno?” “gonna be real with ya c, the joints in my fingers feel like the are fucking screwed shut at the moment so I’m gonna have to pass” “your joints where what” “*sighs* (bc how do u write a sigh phonetically) fingers too cold, fingers barely move because cold” “oh, what nah lemme feel bro” “fine fine whatever” crown moved his hands onto Jirous, and, of course, they were extremely cold. “Damn dude what the hell, how long where you outside for?” “uh i mean i was smoking when you texted so at least like i dunno 15 minutes more than normal?” “man the hell, cmere” crown had gotten closer and brought Jirou into a hug, granted it didn’t do much, the heating and cooling had been busted for months, crown was surviving on 15 blankets, but it felt nice. Jirou was aware that hugging someone, at least in the position they were in, wouldn’t do much, but he let crown anyways, for a drug addicted serial killer, he always felt at home with Crown, wanted. “Ugh alright alright c i get it okay? i love you too chill” “if i were to chill at the moment id freeze to death jirou” “yea yea i get it kay? I’m gonna go lay down” “right behind ya” Crown followed Jirou into the one bedroom that was there, it was noticeably colder than other rooms such as the living room, but it was much more “lively” or “lived in” plus the mattress on the ground that they insisted on calling a bed with 15 blankets kinda made up for it too. Jirou fell onto the mattress, groaning out a tiny bit before going quite again. Crown sat himself down on the opposite side, pulling two of the blankets off where they were stacked before getting under the one that was already on the bed. Jirou did the same after taking his socks off, he recalled how when this first started, how crown and him would fight about if he should take his jacket off before laying down. back then he’d say it was because he was cold, maybe it was slightly true, or the fact he didn’t want him to see his cuts and scars. After a particularly awful trip Jirou experienced after taking way too much of god knows what and almost having to go to the er, crown was, for lack of a better term in his eyes, well aware, of Jirous life, he broke down to him. After that he was careful with what he said before Jirou called him out for walking on eggshells around him, annoyed that crown was essentially “babying him”, granted unknown if it was on purpose or not. Jirou after laying down, staring at the ceiling, got closer to crown, almost suffocating him with his (fucking gigantic) oversized jacket. Crown moved what he assumed was the hood of the jacket so he could breath and brought Jirou into a tight hug. Jirou accepted, pushing into it instead of pulling away like usual. Crown could feel how cold his skin was, and how warm he felt inwardly.
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