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pansyfemme · 2 months ago

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good morning world i love being in an incredibly mutual but completely ‘too gay to function’ relationship these days

#teehee #idk i woke up thinking about how one of my friends said they’ve literally never seen him behave the way he does around me. not just excited #like giddy. and i was lying in the living room just grinning last night and my housemates kept going ‘is it the boyyyyyy?’ and im like..#maybe….#idk. its good.#one of my friends (the one who originally got us to talk to eachother) keeps calling him ‘my boyfriend’ everytime they refer to him and vic #versa for me. and i think she does it entirely because of the stupid smile we both get. we get teased a lot because how unchill both of us #are about being in love. i swear to god sometimes. we’re hanging out and i realize i have quite literally rendered him speechless by doing #very little. it’s. im having a moment #it’s about 5 months now. and i have yet to calm down #echo

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elise-the-potato · 2 months ago

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A girl in class called me cute today I'M GONNA IMPLODE. WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW JOYOUS AND WHIMSICAL I FELT. GETTING COMPLIMENTS FROM GIRLS HIT DIFFERENT

#can we all agree that getting complimented by a girl is a transcending experience #compliments from girls >>>>>>>#i swear i was physically shaking when that happened #OH MY GOD I CANT DESCIRBE HOW HAPPY I STILL AM #she called me cute... HELLO?????#LIKE WTF WHY ME??? DOES THIS MEAN SOMETHING???#holy shit dude a GIRL called ME cute #im gonna go insane I GOT CALLED CUTE BY A GIRL #im never gonna forget this EVER #breathes heavily while foam appears in my mouth as i stare straight at you #SHE CALLED ME CUTE KEJGJWJGHDIWJFUEJG #what did i do to deserve this divine gift from the heavens above #SOMEONE CALLED ME CUTE AND SHES A GIRL LIKE WHAT????#did i mention i got called cute by a GIRL???#please sedate me im going insane

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shapelytimber · 1 year ago

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The new zelda is great but alas I’m kinda art blocked rn so all I can do is silly doodles, hope you’ll enjoy anyway <3

Nintendo you cowards let me befriend the Yigas I swear they would like me if I had chocolate to offer nintendo please

PS : please don’t spoil me :) I did not finish the main quest nor the yigas quest nor the crop circle tears memory thing- (and I never looked at any trailers)

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thefloatingwriter · 5 months ago

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sunrise on the reaping is where headcanons go to die.

#thg #the hunger games #thg sotr #sunrise on the reaping #i think it’s actually a little concerning that this is the first thing i thought when the book was announced…#i have an entire list of victors… i have wrote a scary amount of lore abt them… i am terrifyingly attached to them #but like even the canon victors!! if beetee doesn’t win the 40th i’m jumping off the roof.#if wiress’ last name is confirmed and it’s not lisiecki suzanne and i are going to have words.#(i hc her as polish and for some reason this hc is very personal to me. she also has to win the 48th. i don’t make the rules.)#if brutus doesn’t win the 43rd! if lyme doesn't win the 46th!! if any more victors are mentioned by name i will jump out of the window!!!#suzanne don’t you test me #so yeah anyway!!!!#normal abt them.#(i am not in fact normal abt them)#(fun fact i have a pinterest board with sections for each victor. yes it does have 1500 pins. no it is not my biggest board)#so yeah i am so sorry for the rant in the tags but its my post and i do what i want <3 #sotr #second quarter quell #oh yeah also the first quarter quell victor!! if their mentioned by name.. or district… or anything i swear to actual god #suzanne im outside your window. yeah i just want to talk.#for legal reasons this is a joke #it’s not important that if any of these things don’t align with my personal fanon i will probably just ignore them. that’s not important.#dayne talks

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lesbitching · 26 days ago

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it’s nowhere near the worst interpretation and i do understand how it could be assumed or even be compelling if you’re very interested in the lords in black but one of my biggest pet peeves is the interpretation that the lords in black are manipulating grace and deliberately driving her to where she ends up the entire play. such a big part of what makes grace work is her role as the driving force in the play, an active agent who’s actions directly lead to all the calamity and tragedy that occurs later through sheer religious guilt, desperation and neuroticism. taking even some of that autonomy away from her makes her significantly less compelling.

#she is so funny and tragic and i love her so much but i also hate her #she’s all ive been able to think about for the last week #grace chasity #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #starkid #in a similar vein i really dislike the concept that grace would have done what she does at the end at any point in the play bc she’s Evil #undeniably she is unstable and violent at times but like if you read the lyrics #‘if i break the rules i will finally know my worth’ and ‘darkness will spare my soul’ make it clear this is coming as a result of trauma #she feels trapped by her religion and is so desperate to break out of it but she also thinks that makes her evil and dirty #she hates herself and part of her hates god and she has to externalise that hate to shield herself. To redeem herself #after losing her virginity. It all makes me so sad. oh grace :(#also interesting is that some of it does come from a built up resentment from social isolation and bullying as a “nerdy prude”#and while Yeah a lot of that isolation is her own fault there is no way to express how insane having no friends in high school makes u #she wants to be normal and have friends and sex and swear and let go for once in her life. But she won’t let herself have it

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n7punk · 11 months ago

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what's the worst thing you watched and kept up with (at least for a while) because you were gay and begging for scraps? mine was probably pretty little liars

#what was her name? emily? whatever it was i was a simp for the lesbian character on PLL #and put up with three seasons of fucking Nonsense for it #words and things #i say 'probably' because there are worse shows i watched for various girls that i had crushes on over the years #but thats a different kind of simping. i didnt watch them for girl kissing i watched them for a girl who i knew was probably straight #gay #lesbian #bisexual #<- yall got it the worst half of these things were subtly biphobic too #oh god does anyone remember that show where the MC was a succubi but didn't know about monsters #so she thought she was just a freak and was always on the run until the monster world finds one of her kills and hunts Her down #and she ends up. idk working at a monster bar and helping her Monster Cop boytoy hunt runaway monsters? or something?#listen what i remember from that is how badly i wanted her and her simp (female roommate maybe?) to fuck instead #and i swear they queerbaited me a little. but i might have just been delusional tbh

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gooperts-gunk · 9 months ago

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im so crazy over the tragedy of everything q!bbh does being under a demon pretense even though he's a fallen angel.

do u think he just accepts the demon label because it's easier. do u think he believes it too, and catches himself in his thoughts with "oh, right. im not exactly that". and maybe he believes that he did this to himself? do u think what he did was to protect himself or someone? no matter the fall, he still has so much kindness to give and his brain just isn't wired the way a natural-born demon would be, he can't hold back instincts when time demands it, maybe that's why he fell in the first place.

and when he's finally bad, not good, it's treated like the end of the world, without empathy on why he would act out. do you think this keeps happening? the same scenario, multiple times, every timeline? he has to be used to it. so he has to take it in stride. he's good until he lashes out under extreme pressure, and suddenly he's called demon. and once again he's what heaven made him out to be. what he made himself to be, his brain would ruthlessly provide...

i don't think he wants to be that, though he hides secrets behind secrets of which neither identity is a home... but i don't think he wants to have to change, either. and i don't think that's wrong of him.

...you collapse atlantis ONE TIME and all of a sudden YOU'RE the bad guy and SURE it was FUN but REALLY now,--

#lots of expansion on this in tags beware #this is a draft from 2:40AM the day before i just felt something within me and i needed to write about fallen angel q!bbh angst NOW #this post is brought to you by q!bbh in purgatory and post-purgatory i will never forgive you purgatory 1 #no one can bear to have a healthy conversation about q!bbh's behaviors let alone TO q!bbh. BUT IF Q!BAGHERA WASN'T STUCK ON THE ISLAND...#i miss u bbh + baghera interactions let me see u soon pls #he isn't impossible to communicate with ur just not jiving with his autism right u can get through to him i swear BUT TOO LATE he DIED #now he doesn't remember!!! (unless that part of the library is recovered) u lost ur shot!!! (ur issues with him will rise again)#now every time bagi goes “'cause he's a demon” with bbh i go OH MAN SHE DOESN'T KNOW IT'S MORE... it hurts how flippant it is sometimes #because WE KNOW OH MAN WE KNOW IT'S MORE and this concept of him being fallen adds SO MUCH CONNOTATION to EVERYTHING he does #it isn't just DEMON THINGS it's GOD MADE ME THIS THINGS and i just can't wait to know WHY what did you DO!!!#your instincts are to be nice though cautiously detached when your life restarts so WHAT DID YOU DO IF YOU ARE NOT INHERENTLY BAD???#goopert talks qsmp #qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo

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crimescrimson · 8 months ago

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Ada Wong & Leon S. Kennedy: The History [ Resident Evil 4 (2023) ]

#crimson's gifs: resident evil #Resident Evil #RE #Resident Evil 4 #RE4 #Resident Evil 4 Remake #RE4R #RE4MAKE #Ada Wong #Leon S Kennedy #Leon S. Kennedy #Leon Kennedy #Leon Scott Kennedy #Aeon #AdaLeon #LeonAda #Leon x Ada #Ada Wong x Leon S. Kennedy #Pairing: Keeping Score #im ngl to you please look at all the other Aeon footage ive previously edited in its full on youtube #from the 1998 og to fucking re2 remake and tell me you don't see how out of character their interactions in 4r are #Because I swear to god ive been working with their entire history of footage for this series for the past couple DAYS and its just mental #I ranted about Leon last set but its also Ada whos undergone a crazy fucking out of character streak too #Calling Leon a dog and shit is NOT how shes treated him at ALL in any other instance #Like in the og again shes outwardly caring and concerned for him in SW and the base game. She does NOT talk about him like that #Even in their later interactions like re6 shes still outwardly worried for him #The only piece of media that comes even close to that type of characterisation would probs be Damnation and even then #The whole movie segments with them is just dark flirting while on the job and theyre both in kinda bad moods so in there it makes sense mor #In RE4 its a reuniting after 6 years on BOTH sides. I loved Ada's new seperate ways and the bond she had with Luis but they massacred #How she and Leon treated each other and it makes me mad

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butwhatifidothis · 6 months ago

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Still baffled that Hopes so blatantly wrote Claude as the typical Evil Vaguely Middle Eastern Man set on destroying the Good White Nation for his Evil Vaguely Middle Eastern Nation that is often seen in fantasy settings - complete with him being seen as worse than a white woman who does many of the same evil deeds he does in-verse, even by his friends (should it be the bad ending route of SB) - and so many in the fandom were so eager to gobble that shit up. INSIST that "Clearly A Racist Stereotype" is LEAGUES better than "Subversion Of A Racist Stereotype" even. Like I don't think I'll ever get over how supremely fucked that is

#clyde discourse #anti clyde #like if you ever want a reminder that CIaude plays second fiddle to the other two lords in the fandom's mind here it is this is it #Hopes couldn't be more blatant in how much it wanted CIaude to be EdeIgard's fall guy in two out of three routes #with how they play switcheroo with their character traits #CIaude becomes the imperialistic violent invader who's willing to sacrifice innocents lives for his own gain #and who doesn't give a shit to recognize information that contradicts his beliefs #and EdeIgard becomes the one who always strives for the most peaceful means to resolve conflicts #(just ignore how she's the one who started the conflict like how what everyone in Hopes does - she has her reasons don'cha know!)#like i swear to god hearing all of these people try to sell the dumbass one-note Boss Bozo that is Hopes!CIaude #as ''more interesting'' than his 3H iteration will make my brain leak out of my nose #''what if our first POC lord was a violent evil invader who tricks everyone into thinking he's a good guy''#is not the fucking win you think it is.#like y'all this is PEAK racism. this shit isn't interesting it's brazenly disrespectful #''b-but he's not a bad guy in Hopes!'' THE SHIT HE PULLED WITH SRENG MAKES HIM OBJECTIVELY EVIL LIKE OH MY GOD SHUT UP #there's shit all ''gray and nuanced'' about him needlessly worsening foreign relations WHEN HIS WHOLE SHIT #IS ABOUT BE T T E R I N G FOREIGN RELATIONS. it is clear that in Hopes he either is too braindead to realize the contradiction #or it's just not what he gives a shit about in actuality and he's just saying it is to come across better #with recent reblogs thought i'd post this draft because WOW do people just. not give a shit #''uhm calling something racist is racist ackchually 🤓'' get your dumbass outta here

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p4nishers · 1 year ago

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now wait a minute why was this mf's BEST response to why he was saving an angel he didn't talk to in over 80 YEARS "i didn't wanna see you embarrassed"??? pookie pie what kind of response IS THAT?? ESPECIALLY while ur feet is being burned to shit bc u r a DEMON in a CHURCH?? my specialist babygirl princess that's even worse than "i was worried about you" bc who in their right fucking mind thinks that's NOT completely broadcasting their absolute infatuation for the other like?? simp ass mf

#the 1941 flashback gets more and more insane the more u think about it like bitch what???? genuinely what r u saying???#she's so embarrassing NOBODY says shit like that unless they spend their freetime giggling and kicking their feet about their 'enemy' which #she absolutely 100% does but no need to be obvious af about pooks!!! jesus #queer ppl get on my nerves sometimes i swear to god we're annoying as fuck #good omens #good omens s2 #azicrow #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable spouses #good omens 1941

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sosadraws · 1 month ago

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send help, I can't stop making signalis ocs

#and most of them are mynahs. to nobody's surprise #I swear to god if they all my characters belonged to the same timeline and planet they could fill sierpinsky-23 #so far we got #trigger's cadre (and other relevant replikas from the same facility: two storches. one adler. two aras. one eule and one gestalt)#sasha and her gelstalt parents #winzig #a team of five mynahs making a tunnel trough enemy territory (and the schnapper that is leading them)#a guy mynah and his adler coworker/bf who just wanted to discover new lands but instead found ✨the horrors✨#← a suspicious kolibri and ominously threatening falke from the same story #a depressed mynah that works alone in a now defunct power plant (ft her kolibri supervisor whom she has attachment issues with)#two mynahs that repurposed an abandoned research center in the artic as an inn #original unit that does crime scene/biohazard cleanup #original unit that explore and do rescues in cave systems and stuff #original male unit that is pretty much a translator/interpreter with anxiety #a sentient corrupt storch and her emotional support cowardly eule #crazy scientist/doctor ara and her mynah wife that she experiments on #and the latest adition:#a group of “rogue” replikas (and implied gestalts too. but mostly replikas) hiding somewhere in leng #← including two kolibri siblings. an adler married to one of them. a star obsessed with customs and rules. a “tough” mynah and her “prisone #(← it's actually her mynah friend that she has a crush on. luckily for her she also corresponds her feelings but they REALLY need to talk)#holy shit that's a lot of tags. sorry y'all #the yappening

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nomattertheoceans · 10 months ago

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I've been reading the Percy Jackson books for the first time over the past two weeks! Just finished "The Battle of the Labyrinth" last night (which btw is my favorite of the series so far!!)

I have now gained a new obsession but it might not be what you think