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wavesoutbeingtossed · 4 months
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Also do you know how hard it is to find a fucking Gatorade-like drink in Lyon like I know you guys are big drinkers how the fuck are you dealing
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secretexperiment · 2 months
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vulturebeetlesnake · 4 months
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Seven Several Sentence Sunday
Tagged by @puppys-teeth & @takeyourcyanide <3 Here's a scrap of hurt/comfort that's been languishing in my drafts since early April
Recognition lighting in his eyes, Stein digs in his labcoat pocket for a minute, bringing out a little glass vial, and Spirit doesn't have it in him to recoil from whatever injection he's about to receive - but then Stein unscrews the lid and blows, creating a flock of little rainbow bubbles. Cool, dry hands find his, and press the vial into them. "Try. Even out your breathing and watch them." Fucking bubbles. Fists clenched with the effort, Spirit does his best to reign himself in enough to blow steady through the little wand, watching fragile iridescent orbs float gently down. Stein's smile is soft. "I make them for Crona. I still haven't figured out how to make the shine all-purple." Spirit snorts despite himself. "You're like a rocket scientist who can't tie his shoes." He doesn't so much as blink. "You'd tie them for me." "Of course."
Tagging @bcbdrums if you'd like! ^^
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mikeru-funzies · 4 months
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took a melatonin n woke up at 5 am fully rested. wtf
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i-love-tubbs-the-cat · 2 months
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i beat the mini crossword puzzle yesterday
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puppy-bird · 3 months
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Guys I think I felt my tdick growing a bit last night 👀 was making it hard to fall asleep 😭 1. Bc it was uncomfortable, and 2. Bc I was too horny
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averagemrfox · 4 months
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God it’s a fucking wonder what getting the right amount of vitamins will do to you after you’ve been deficient for who knows how long
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the-acid-pear · 4 months
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Mental illness is insane I'm just having dinner w my father eating this a little too spicy pasta enjoying the Yeowch on my throat and the silence and suddenly I'm like yeah I'd kill myself.
#luly talks#i mean it came from out of nowhere grieving but it's so bizarre#like i just got hit by this very heavy rock in my skull this overwhelming and genuine urge for a second that yeah that'd be ok#that's the correct path to take and there's no physical changes i just kept on chewing on my all too spicy bc he used the wrong condiments#pasta. like sure i was a little zoned out maybe if you paid close attention you'd have seen my eye getting lazy or something but like. thats#it. and i always in zoning out#like this wasn't even an intrusive thought those come out of nowhere and just are echoing chambers of fear and shame#this was a calm resolution like yeah. that's the way to go alright.#y'know kind of unrelated but i always wish i had someone to talk about some mental health things i cant w my therapist#more on the speculative diagnosis thing. if you dont know what i mean shame on you for not keeping up with the Luly lore /silly#it's really hard being neurodivergent and im not talking about autism rn that i can manage but gestures vaguely its hard when it's#a group project. it's hard when everything is so fuzzy#because sometimes i tell myself i only think of this bc im all day alone and thinking but like#what. am i supposed to be getting non stop stimuli 24/7 least i realize i hsve something in my skull going on?#i blame my mother for that one she always made me ashamed of being sick or whatever acting like it was my fault#like me noticing symptoms was equivalent to me making them real#as if that wasn't just absurd like. the symptoms are here you twat. I'm not placebo effecting myself w shit#even the ppl who do like. the symptoms are real.#aaahhh siiiiigh yet another common L#brain stuff
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microfeelings · 11 months
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I was going to try to be funny but my brain isnt working properly right now so nevermind that. Why the hell does my migraine not slow down unless I'm on my phone??? Bitch shouldnt it be the other way around? I put it down: pain unberable, I pick my phone up: oh it still hurts but I can deal with it. I need to sleep, I havent slept all night, not sleeping is not going to help but it fucking hurts 😭 already took the only thing available for my migraines three times and it hasnt gone away (hepatalgina you failed me...)
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plutooonium · 1 year
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over the past few days i’ve started actively trying to get more fit instead of just going to my school’s fitness center for the sake of saying i exercise (and i mean really aiming to improve myself, i’ve broken quite a few of my previous records already) and i feel like i’m already getting demonstrably more visibly fit after only a couple days. so kiddos don’t skip out on exercise because it works wonders if you actually apply yourself and really work for it
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tsaescii · 1 year
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perhaps if i tell myself my physical ailments aren't real enough times they'll go away
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blkwag · 2 years
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evil eye bracelet just broke....
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pentanguine · 1 year
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I’ve been feeling extremely tired and run down lately no matter how much sleep I get, and I run out of energy in the middle of the day like someone’s pulled a plug on a bathtub.
“How unfortunate,” I said to myself, “this is just like I used to feel before I started taking multivitamins for the iron supplement. Too bad I’m already—”
Guess who hasn’t been taking their multivitamins
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miniatureowlbear · 4 months
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okay like, imagine, you’re on a borrowing run and you pass by the human’s t-gel pump. normally they remember to fully put it away, but this time they forgot to, so the cap’s off and it’s just sitting on the counter, a bead of gel close to dripping off the tip. it’s just asking for you to reach up, grab some, and smear it on your upper arms, the way you’ve seen the human do to themselves countless times
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deadfo8 · 8 months
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a good time to reiterate that doctors who give transfem patients birth control as HRT get a thrashing for having not opened a book in the last decade and consequently putting their patients at undue risk
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toastsnaffler · 9 months
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I have to be up for work in 3 hours and I'm gonna be real I think ive hit the point where I might not be getting any sleep at all. for fucks sake.
#ive survived all nighters before ill scrape through the day itll just be Rough. at least i dont have much in my schedule#im not gonna take the dose this morning bc i think thats a really bad idea to do on zero hours sleep#and i can't risk two consecutive all nighters. like I have done that before but not while working full time 💀 its not worth it#drafting an email to my doctor to let her know im skipping day 2 + ask advice re. whether its worth resuming again on day 3#bc she did list 'trouble sleeping' as a common symptom that often passes but i need to know a) how long it usually takes to pass and-#b) if this is unusually bad + would she rec supplementing with a sleep aid or just switching tack entirely and trialling a non stimulant#by this stage of the night i dont think its actually acting anymore bc i took it at 7am and its now 3am. it shouldnt last that long#i think its more just triggered my preexisting insomnia. my ability to sleep is very very sensitive sometimes + hates routine changes#just so fucking frustrating bc ive spent the past 2 months nailing my sleep routine + ive had a couple weeks of being able to-#go to bed like 9:30-10 and it only takes an hour to get to sleep and i get usually a good 7 hours sometimes 8 only waking once halfway#and i dont feel like utter shit like yeah im tired but from work not so much lack of sleep.... and now thats all fucked lmao#whatever. maybe i should just take the next dose anyway#ill see. gonna try to sleep for another 2 hours but once it hits 5 im not doing this anymore ive been trying for six hours already man#i cant even remember when i last pulled a full all nighter. it might be longer than 6 months ago... i was doing so well :-(#im so mad i was so hopeful it would have SOME good effect like ik its not a miracle worker + these things take time but so many people-#seem to have an immediate positive response even if its probably a placebo. and i got fuck all except This.#i was searching on the reddit for sleep issues and other ppl only seem to report bad ones on higher doses or years in..#like damn. do i even have adhd then. ik thats a stupid thing to think bc obvs everyones body metabolises meds differently etc but still#it is ALMOST HALF 3 and i am FUCKING TIRED#UGH. alright bedtime round 189447383#.diaries#.vent
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