#if only I was your transcendent
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read me softly, gently, bitterness never kisses your consciousness from my lips
#I’m torn by admiration#denial#I’ll burn on this pyre of pure love#my evanescence#delicate love#I’ll never be enough in your eyes#dark academia#poems#if only I was your transcendent
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making a comic with your friends is like having a baby together
#i’m pregnant and it’s yours (chapter 2 batch 2 sketches)#i know i say ‘never make a comic with your friends’ but this doesn’t apply to my friends . i will make comics with them because we have a#warriors bond that transcends time and space#i should say ‘only make comics with your friends if you have known eachother for 5+ years’ . that quote is supposed to be lomger and have so#some sort of joke . but since i can’t think of one it just kindof looks like solid advice
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hey i'm the anon who asked the questions about lyney and it's totally fine! you can just do question 21 then i really don't mind lol<3
[Character Analysis Ask Meme]
What's Lyney's breaking point in a relationship?
It's hard to imagine, really. With how much Lyney may seem in love, the idea there's a point a relationship would be too much for him is hard to believe. But when you really think about it, his breaking point is simple. As strong as his feelings may be for you, his devotion to his family and its cause outweighs everything else. Should your relationship with him ever reach a time where it encroaches upon that which is the most precious to him, then there's nothing more he can do than let you go.
#genshin impact#lyney#lyney x reader#i think the key thing to take in here is that lyney cannot function without his family#he is extremely reliant upon them to the extent that he will become unstable without them#just look at the archon quest when wriothesley captured his siblings#any and all logic completely went out the window#lyney is an anxious insecure mess and the only thing that holds him together is playing the role he has to as big brother#if your relationship with him ever reaches the point that you transcend into being counted as his family....#he will have no breaking point#the breaking point will be his mind or body. whichever breaks first#my writing#sorry for the wait on this i have no excuses orz
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GUYS. Even the pjo PINTEREST whispers hate on Jason. PINTEREST. I have lost hope in humanity. So yk what I did? I made my first whisper dedicated to him instead <3
#ain't no one or no platform stopping me from defending jason#I have invaded places to spread jason love#Pinterest included#My love for jason transcends all pjo platform#Lol sucks to be you jason haters imma invade your fyp w my whispers about how great he is#I can't believe that coquette app has jason haters wtf#Pjo fandom when I get you pjo fandom#“am I the only one who hates jason with passion” no you aren't and you know that so stop wasting pinterest w shit posts like that#pjo#pjo fandom#percy jackson#jason grace#pjo series#pjo hoo#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson fandom#percy jackon and the olympians
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remembering the time i watched the rtvs crew play ai dungeon live and they went with a star trek story and it generated a plot where Q teleported the entire crew of the enterprise into an infinite McDonald's and forced them to make "cheeseburrips", "hamburns" and "big mcchicken McSloppy jerkey" on an endless conveyer belt as part of a great competition where the winner would die and also geese howard was there and it made me laugh so hard it caused the one and only time one of my chronic vestibular/vertigo migraines has triggered while i was awake, destroying my balance and leaving me bedridden and unable to walk for 15 days. still makes me lose my shit every time i rewatch that clip.
#wayneradiotv#rtvs#the sensation of your head suddenly spinning as your vision goes by frame by frame vertically while youre crying#and heaving from laughing so hard is. something i dont think i will ever experience again#this + watching the final gnome stream in hospital pumped up on an iv of antibiotics with a temperature of 39 positive i was actually aslee#transcendant experiences i can only get from the combination of the genuis of rtvs and my own failing body
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I've had this playlist for Ian Beale from @marypsue 's Reincarnation Blues for ages now and after sharing my Judgment Day playlist I thought "what the hell, might as well share this one too." So here it is :3
Also bonus, here's the art I did which was heavily inspired by @eggsistential-breakdown 's incredible art ^-^ (go look at it now, this one in particular only made me a little (very) insane)
I've also provided some explanations for the songs included under the cut for those who are interested ^-^
First things first, there's a lot of Tim Minchin songs here, an Aussie musical comedian writer who features as much as he does here cause in my heart I just know Ian would like his sense of humour/general philosophy xD
I did try to fit songs that at least kinda fit Ian's vibe tho, especially Not Perfect (This is my brain, And I live in it [...] It's tucked away behind my eyes, Where all my fucked up thoughts can hide, 'Cause god forbid I hurt somebody), and Apart Together (I can handle the entropy, If you promise to stay with me, I give you my heart knowing things fall apart, Praying you will decay with me). Lullaby is also totally fits what I imagine he'd be feeling when he first becomes a Dad, it's perfect.
Moving on, Exterminate Regenerate is a Doctor Who fan song which 100% fits Alcor's perception of Ian/the reminants of Bill within Ian and you can't convince me otherwise!
Firestarter is a song I WILL one day make an AMV for if it kills me, I can so clearly see how each lyric connects with specific moments in RB (I'm the self inflicted, mind detonator yeah, I'm the one infected, twisted animator).
Love Like You is the kind of song I can picture as being a duet between Ian and Mira (especially post him learning about the whole Mizar thing) (When I see the way you act, Wondering when I'm coming back, I could do about anything - I always thought I might be bad, Now I'm sure that it's true, 'Cause I think you're so good, And I'm nothing like you).
The instrumentals from Across the Spider-verse (Across the Spider-verse Intro and Spot Holes 2) are 1 part there cause I went through a period where I was just listening to the soundtrack on loop and adding ones I likes to my main playlists, 1 part to fulfill the Animation part of the Funny Animation Man title, and 1 part general vibes, Spot Holes 2 especially so. It just reminds me of the scene in Area 51 after the name spell has completed and all hell breaks loose :3
I won't go through all the songs cause there's a fair few and I'm always on the look out for more to add anyway so I'll leave it there, but if there are any songs that y'all wanna know why I added them hit me up ^-^ (the answer is almost definitely just ✨️Vibes✨️ but I can certainly try to explain myself haha).
#tau#transcendence au#fan playlist#reincarnation blues#Ian Beale#been loving the recent trend of RB love within the fandom#and have really wanted to contribute#so I have other things on the way I wanna share#but in the mean time have whatever this is haha#btw#thank you couch-rat for motivating me to share my JD playlist#and by extension this one :3#(also your playlist has been just about the only thing I've been listening to since you shared it so thank you haha)
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Iruma-kun, the Six Fingers and Humanity
I have been mulling over this idea for days as I devoured the Iruma-kun anime then manga and am still struggling to articulate it. The best I can boil down to is the whole goal of the Six Fingers and the return to origins is, unbeknownst to them, a desire to become more human.
I can understand, in a way, their frustration. Demons used to be merciless killers, where the strong surpassed the weak and magic, aggression and power won the day. Now we see they have idol concerts and theme parks and silly games to help demons safely purge their “wickedness” which is, in reality just another part of their nature. The majority of modern day demons deny a large part of themselves. The whole idea of a wicked cycle is endlessly fascinating to me, like this species has compartmentalized themselves so much that their pent up darker impulses periodically spring out and require them to be handled gently or hidden away. I can see how this practice is insulting and incredibly restrictive of what a demon is.
Now, right from the start, Iruma has stood out in the demon world for a few reasons. First and most obviously, he lacks any practical or cultural knowledge of demonic society. We see Iruma ignorantly stride past social norms and boundaries he didn’t even know existed. If it weren’t for his upbeat, people pleasing attitude he’d be written off as a delinquent but instead he helps foster an environment of change in a bunch of slackers and misguided students. And change is a radical concept in a society that hasn’t replaced the demon king in centuries since the old one disappeared. The effect of Iruma’s very presence, his enthusiasm and attitude and cooperative abilities can be seen so strongly on the Misfit class that its no wonder he’s become such a stand out student.
So I had heard of Irumean when I first started the series and had high expectations of him being a full on bastard. And he simply wasn’t. He was arrogant, reckless, rude at the worst but even those around him commented that his innate, unnatural kindness was still there. I argue because Irumean was never a true wicked cycle. It was Ali-san’s attempt to induce a demonic ritual onto him. But humans aren’t like demons, Iruma is a good, kind, patient boy due to his trauma and strength of character. At any point he could lash out in the most horrific fashion and leave everyone stunned because he is not bound such such strict rules of personality and conduct. His humanity is as much a strength as it is a weakness.
So according to recent chapters, Iruma has traces of Delkira’s energy. My first thought was that it was emanating from Ali-san, which is a distinct possibility but why was the ring attracted to Iruma in the first place? My next theory is that Delkira had some connection to humans as well. Either he’s a hafling or a demonized human or spent a significant amount of time in the human world. Either way, this human perspective is what made him so powerful, such an irreplaceable leader that his throne has remained empty for so long. One could even argue that the energy that the Six Fingers identify as ‘Delkira’ is actually just ‘human’ since the King’s energy is familiar while a human’s is not.
My whole round about point I’m doing a very poor job of explaining essentially boils down to, demons want to return to their origins to have more control over their baser instincts. Instincts and free will that humans, such as Iruma, possess naturally. But while Iruma has the capability for great evil, unrestrained by a set cycle, he also has such an overflowing well of love in him. Delkira, what little we’ve seen of him comes across as brash, fickle and cruel. You may note those are human traits as well. But Iruma also leads with kindness, dedication and teamwork. He will make a marvelous King because the humanity he brings to the table will help all of demonkind.
I do believe as the manga progresses we will see Iruma’s humanity become a game changer in the battle against the Six Fingers. How he sees the world (both human and demon), how he interacts and inspires others, how he fights. Reaching a point where not only does Iruma stand up for himself but he is forced to cause harm (and by consequence addressing his people pleasing trauma) and behave in a manner not seen by demons outside of their wicked cycle. When he does, years down the road, become King, I believe he will address the concerns of factions like the Six Fingers. Demons are not meant to be fully contained but cannot be allowed to run rampant. With his feet in both worlds, I believe he will be able to balance both opposing views and ‘heal’ the underworld as the prophecy states. Not just from the instability of the Six Fingers but from this bizarre evolutionary cycle demons have fallen into over the centuries.
#mairimashita! iruma kun#welcome to demon school iruma kun#iruma kun spoilers#not sure how to tag this??#the wicked cycle is fascinating to me#so youre saying i can compile all my bitchy evil energy into a few day cycle??#its absolutely insane if you think about it#and Yes wtds is a lovely lighthearted series that I adore but sometimes I think 'gosh this is tame for hell'#and i argue that its not supposed to be like this!#how they got stuck in this cycle is up for debate if it pre or post dates Delkira#the point remains that Iruma can and absolutely should go feral at some point#bc he is a human and his personality and actions are managed only by himself#I want all his people pleasing meek adorableness to backfire on him and we see a hint of the rage beneath#I want him to maim even kill in a rage bc the indignities done to him have been simmering for years and now someone is threatening his new h#*home#The six fingers want him bc of delkira yeah but also his ability to transcend the limits of being a modern demon#something something humans are the true demons the latter having managed themselves so tightly they no longer resemble demons of old#that Iruma even as good and pure as he is is still more alike Delkira than any modern demon#Ive kind of lost the bubble on this but things Ive been thinking about#Im all caught up and I feel Extreme Stress over the Diverticulum#i cant wait!
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hey you know that aventurine animation of him holding a gun to himself to goad ratio into shooting him because toxic yaoi but what if in the future boothill's on his knees jamming the barrel of his 9 millimeter into his forehead begging kakavasha to shoot him because oswaldo schneider died too quickly for him to get proper revenge but now that his prey is dead the powers of The Hunt are leaving him and his body's gonna shut down anyways but that was the original plan when he designed the body because he was supposed to die in this giant final showdown with schneider and now he's been robbed of both a satisfying vengeance and death and aventurine eventually pulls the trigger but nothing happens because his good luck kicks in and the gun is now jammed so they just keep staring at each other in total agony as the gun keeps click click click clicking with every squeeze of aventurine's finger as he tries to bring peace to the both of them but it isn't working and now both have to keep living past their expiration dates again and another hour goes by without them being able to move on with their loved ones and the horror of being forced to live longer and longer without them with no purpose or Path settles around them.
#hsr#honkai star rail#boothill#aventurine#can you tell i'm super excited that they're teaming up#could be seen as a ship but i like the idea that it's so fucked up that it transcends typical ship dynamics#because aventio is “you're so fucked up but if i lost you i wouldn't know what to do because who else is going to understand me”#but whatever the fuck boothill and aven have going on is more like#we're going to die. one day. we can't seem to die. we need this man dead. we've died a million times over. millions are dead#and we're the ones representing their hatred. we're the most optimistic people our friends know. they don't know how many times we've died.#i want you dead. i want us both dead. i want your enemy dead. we played the colonizers' game for so long we can't remember our birth names#and that doesn't bother us anymore. end me with your bare hands because the weapons our oppressors crafted could never be as efficient. i a#outwardly branded and so are you. i am inwardly branded and so are you. we speak the tongues they cut out our original ones to make room fo#and now the idea of going back is the most haunting part. i hate you. i want you dead but i need you here. no one else can kill the one i#need dead but only i can land the last blow. do you understand me. do you understand me.
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Very funny when I'm reading a book written from a (hetero) woman's point of view and when a male character appears at the beginning I can immediately tell that they're going to get together at the end. And I'm always right. Like wish you heteros invented something creative. Have you heard of friendship perhaps?
#This is partially a joke#I obviously don't care what you write about if the particular storyline is interesting and makes sense#But goddamn in this specific case I am very annoyed#The main character and narrator at the same time was experimenting with women but she only actually had relationships with men#This is a bit insane but the point is that portraying relationships with women only as sexual/casual flings#While treating relationships with men as 'serious'#Will always gross me out#Even if I enjoyed the book#Because I did. I liked the themes I tackled#For context it's 'Transcendent Kingdom' by Yaa Gyasi#literature log#Like no ms author I do not need your performative rambles about how your character wants to fuck a random female cashier because yes.
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Men are absolutely losing it because women are seeing through their bullshit and I'm here to watch their collective narcissistic meltdown
#I understand anti feminists because feminism is a CIA funded plant that dug its own grave in regards to the trans stuff#I understand anti fems until they start saying we need to feel compassion for incels lol#I can tell these anti feminist women have never got stuck with a narcissist / borderline personality man before#The only way you can deal with a Cluster B is shut them down like the animal they are.#No sympathy no compassion... Their entire pathology is about exploiting your compassion to get you to enable their evil.#They are demonically possessed individuals#Even if you don't believe in that stuff... If you've dealt with one before and processed it... you know there's no fixing them#You can't love incels out of hating women#They have a deep-seated womb envy that transcends feminism or anything to do with the modern times#Coddling them literally makes it worse#See if the population understood enneagram things would be much easier lol#4s (incels) need to get they ass whooped by some harsh eugenic 1-ness#You cannot love them out of being hateful#And 2s (gender conforming women) need to grow some self awareness and understand that they keep themselves trapped in the “feminine role”#It's not muh social conditioning muh patriarchy keeping women sympathizing with gross men#It is our own 2-ish hubris#I need to write a book about gender dynamics inspired by enneagram 2 cuz this understanding is so so lacking in our culture#When you try to “fix” a broken man you are trying to impose your will on him and establish power over him.#It's absolutely not about you being a poor little innocent victim of patriarchy even though that's what you become when it backfires on you#Speaking as a 2-ish woman who has learned the hard way you can't fix broken hateful men
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I keep trying to like gay pop songs (listened to new chappel roan—didn't know who she was a week ago) but every time I'm just like. Ok.
#this isnt a dig im sad#im 'listens to maybe 6 albums on repeat depending on season in a year' type of autist#thats a slight exaggeration but i genuinely wish i was better at pop music#i liked the lyrics but the sounds did nothing transcendent to my body yk#I'm way too picky#if you want me to listen to your song more than once it has to physically transform me#txt#i only sort of know who crj is. sorry.
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i absolutely do not fault anyone for enjoying the new glass animals album don't get me wrong but you can tell something upset the balance in me. there wasn't a glass animals song in my #1 let alone in my #2 listens this year
#the longer it's been since the album came out the more disappointed i feel...#even the songs i liked have lacked staying power for me. they're not even really like... interesting production wise#instrumentals are a -very- important aspect to me as to what makes a song fun to listen to#a lot of the songs were repetitive like.. in the composition and instrumentals and lyricism. just very held back#i like creatures in heaven a lot but it also suffers from this#there is basically NO major differences between each time the chorus kicks in w/in the song#the only difference in the final time the chorus hits is another vocal part added in and the vocals as a whole getting louder#it's a very dynamically stagnant song. the chorus' drop is significantly weaker than their other songs#Their earlier songs had so MANY layers to them that are barely audible but add so much texture to the song#so much texture that i straight up cannot hear it unless I get stoned out of my mind and its a fucking transcending experience!!#Pools for example. pools is such a beautiful song. it has a steady progression to it like the instrumentals on their own want to tell a-#- story#and for a song from dreamland i can say the same about your love deja vu having a lot of texture . and countermelodies. variety. interest#this is turning into an essay but yeah. i have a lot of thoughts i might make into a separate post or something
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will i be shot if i say girl i've always been is a dazai song. if you kinda squint a bit.
#me whenever an artist i like releases new music: okay how can i relate this to whatever specific character/ship i'm brainrotting over#f.ems.kk fans do NOT interact btw. this ain't about you#girl is a word that transcends beyond gender. in this case#it Can be transfem dazai but only if your transfem dazai is actually dazai and not some random woman who acts nothing like dazai does#hello grace here#unrelated but this song should be longer also. ONLY TWO MINUTES?? olivia pls i need more#obsessed as well why is she less than 3 minutes i need a full 5 on both of these At Least
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the sun, the moon, the wind, the stars, will forever be around, reminding you of the love you shared […] upon a memory someone wiped away a tear, held me close and loved me.
commission from @jenner_arts on twitter
the way i have been staring at this so intensely since midnight… i love it so much. taking place before cruxis finally caught up to them i like to think they was so so so happy together and truly, when kratos was at his actual happiest. look at the bomb ass lighting jenny did ( ignore that exspheres aren’t on kratos or anna shushhh ): also they never formally exchanged rings but they did exchange lockets when lloyd turnt one and there’s a photo of the three of them inside 🥺🙏🏼
#☆⋮█ ▌𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒:⠀⠀ ☆⠀⠀ rinni use only!#☆⋮█ ▌𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 › 𝐊𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐎𝐒 𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐍:⠀⠀ ☆⠀⠀ a self ordained divinity of whispered mythos and star crowned sovereignty.#☆⋮█ ▌𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 › 𝐀𝐍𝐍𝐀 𝐈𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆:⠀⠀ ☆⠀⠀ my beloved whom was a flicker of starlight that i will cherish for eternity.#☆⋮█ ▌𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄 › 𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐘𝐃 𝐈𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆:⠀⠀ ☆⠀⠀ my son whom promised eternity with a radiance to transcend aselia to redworn unity.#☆⋮█ ▌𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐃 › 𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐈𝐎𝐍-𝐈𝐑𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆:⠀⠀ ☆⠀⠀ i carry your hearts beliefs and wishes with me.
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Robin Coste Lewis, “Plantation” from Voyage of the Sable Venus and Other Poems (2015)
#robin coste lewis#lit#mine#in context this is a deeply harrowing and impactful line i think#i'm still considering all the nuances of the full poem because there's so much to dissect. beautiful language#and a really haunting sense of intimacy. haunting because of the heaviness of the racism in discussion here#addressing this detached 'you' who is perhaps representative of every exploitative and oppressive body that has worked to sexualise and#objectify and degrade your own body. consumption as an affecting force and not an empowering one#there's no transcendence here (as i've been reading and seeing lately w cannibalism media) only this sad sense of being caged#sacrifice and love in the worst of ways. ways that are not reciprocated only taken advantage of#i'm getting out all my initial thoughts but this poem and i imagine the whole book as i proceed will take a while to fully sift through#i haven't covered nearly all of the bases
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princess tutu has got me feeling unwell in the brain right now
#one episode away from finishing it. I’m going insane a little bit!!! fanart incoming FUCK schoolwork#duck and fakir dhdkfhvnakvbf heurghhhhhh#TRANSCEND YOUR ROLES!!! INSTEAD OF DYING FOR SOMEONE ELSES STORY LIVE FOR EACH OTHER!!!!!! AAAARGH#what if…we both got sick of our mutual crush falling out of windows…and we were both bisexual…..#I WASNT EXPECTINF THIS SHOW TO BE SO ACTUALLY GOOD WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!#I think magical girl is the Only genre acrually idk why it took me SO long to get into but I’m never watching another shounen again
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