#if it doesnt I wish I could make it myself

[psycho-scribbler]

[might contain slight spoilers for my (unreleased) books, doesnt really have a conclusion just drama]

The Deity before me drew back, its lidless, veiny eye twisting over and over, as if it'd help the Deity understand my wishes.

EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM? YOU WISH TO END LIVES OF MANY, TO ENSURE THE DEATH OF THIS ONE MAN?

I pressed my hand further into my abdomen, trying to pull the skin together, but the wound was continuing to deteriorate rapidly. I didn't have much time left, not much time to fulfill this one motherfucking wish - a wish that might just end the suffering of all.

'Yes', I growled, almost choking on the single word as it crawled out of my torn throat and fell out of my mouth with strands of void, saliva and blood.

'He made me sick. He's the reason all of those people, all of those innocent, happy people... were going to die in the first place.'

I could sense the Deity laughing at me. It didn't physically laugh, but the droning noise echoing around us enhanced ever so much.

ALL OF THEM? ALL OF YOUR COMPANIONS, ALL OF THE FRIENDS YOU'VE SAVED OVER AND OVER, ALL FOR THIS... THIS WEAKLING?

'YES!' I repeated, screaming the words now. 'YES! I'M WILLING TO DO ANYTHING TO ENSURE HE ENDS UP FUCKING DEAD!'

The Deity stopped laughing.

It knew. It knew that he was the reason I was now sick, deteriorating beyond my godhood, beyond my eternal powers, beyond my own ability to save myself.

But both of us knew that there was no saving me, or him, nor the people he'd kidnapped and captured and was now trying to sacrifice - in my name.

'Let me kill him', I heaved. 'Void, for the love of this universe you're so desperately trying to conquer, LET ME KILL HIM.'

The Void leaned right back towards the cliff I stood upon, turning my entire field of vision a blinding, radiant white, with the exception of narrow veins that almost seemed to be sneaking into what I was seeing - into my eyes - and the Deity's one narrow pupil.

I WILL, it finally answered. BUT FOR A COST.

I drew a deep breath in, hoping it wouldn't make the tendrils of void dig deeper into my lungs.

'...Yes?'

CLAIM HIM.

"Are you willing to kill every person in that building; every innocent man, woman, and child who were just in the wrong place at the wrong time, just to guarantee his death?" "Yes."

[brightbyte52]

an animatic of Marceline (Adventure Time) singing Dead Mom from Beetlejuice has to exist, right?

[dreamwinged]

anyway HIIIII!!! i'm sorry for going inactive out of nowhere! i missed u guys, and i hope every1 has been doing well :> to be honest, i've realized this site makes me really anxious so i likely won't be coming back or being active like i used to be. i'll still keep my blog up, and might pop back in every now and then to say hi, but i probably won't post consistently or anything like that :<< however, i srsly love and value all the connections and friends ive made via this blog so much, all of u are so lovely, and ill miss u lots �� i am (embarrassingly) active on twitter, so if anyone has it, dm me and id love to be your mutual there! :D fair warning i talk a lot about my selfship, but i find that for whatever reason im just more comfortable there :} ((OH AND DISCORD. IF ANYONE WANTS TO EXCHANGE DISCS MSG ME!))

sooo yeah!! ueueue i dont know how to end this... wishing peace and love and f/o kisses for all my moots

[tatck]

w why do people hate sonic lost world so much. it's alright. i liked running on walls. i even liked the levels. it was cute

[izzypaw]

silly

[ganondoodle]

i dont know what the plan is now, i have never had a plan for anything, but i dont want to delete the previous posts bc it feels like im trying to sweep things under the rug or act like they didnt happen

[skunkes]

the bad: i have been raised without much warmth from my parents in childhood, but also pressured to conform to familial authority, doubt myself always, and value familial connections above all else (<- failed at this, and feel guilt about it.)

but also in experiencing this i have been so isolated from the entire rest of the world and others, that it will be nearly impossible to create my own "family" -> find safety and comfort in anybody else once my family is Gone. despite dis i find it really difficult to break away from the familiar, disobey and disappoint, because, well, why are my wishes more important than anybody else's. why would I cause upset and distress in anybody, and exert so much effort into my doubt filled half decisions, for my meaningless little Wishes. being away would also mean less time with these people who I'll never see again once they're gone. being raised this way is definitely paying off for those who did so.

the good: yaaaay adjacent inspiration for writing talon lore

[puppyeared]

people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime

[goobygnarp]

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[icewindandboringhorror]

boy in silly sitting positions compilation

[freakinnefor]

google search how does one un-fp their fp

[mushed-kid]

i need to stop speaking forever.

[jrueships]

Bought one of my lil nephew giannis shoes for his birthday bcs he loves giannis and these are some of the ugliest fucking things I have ever laid my eyes on in my life. anyways it's his bday today so i gave them to him. but they are so ugly. he loves them

[roetrolls]

I wish I could redo sprites with my new techniques without actually having to, like. y'know. do it.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[pixelizedprince]

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