#if im not the one making niche kink content then WHO WILL?

[sinningtamer]

that joel blueberry art is cuuuute cute cute

hehe i’m glad people liked it! he’s a good character for it. needs to be bullied more imo.

half-assed follow-up doodle for u

[florenceisfalling]

to my followers unaware of what the fuck im talking about re: toonimal, txttletale, and tyler

tw for csa and transmisogyny

edit: check comments after reading

toonimal aka ezra orena is a tumblr user who also ran a website for "big three" paraphiles (pedo/necro/zoo), including those who are pro-contact and including minors. this obviously led to a bunch of pedophiles sexually engaging with minors and exchanging abuse material.

ezra was already known for being pro-contact in some spaces and had been called out for it. ezra was thus banned on aethy, which is an 18+ proship website, i assume due to the following rules:

there was mild pushback to the fact that aethy also banned ezra's callout, not just ezra; however, this was due to the fact that spreading a callout about ezra's website would also spread links to a pro-csa space:

despite the aethy ban, ezra wasn't called out in the mainstream (to my knowledge) until more recently, when a super huge google doc rolled in with evidence of the abusive behaviors on his website

also despite this, when this doc dropped, some people targeted and doxxed a completely unrelated moderator of aethy for something they had no involvement in.

the google doc. is bad. i understand the good intentions, but it includes irrelevant fantasy as evidence and, more importantly, does not censor victim names. it also does exactly what aethy mods were seeking to avoid by providing a platform for this site, rather than sending it to the proper authorities and letting it get handled properly. statement from an aethy mod:

however, the doc includes lots of evidence for toonimal and his site's users being abusers. its Bad. really really really bad.

because many people did not know toonimal was advocating for abuse prior to the doc being shared, toonimal had some popular posts on tumblr.

one of these posts is a post about "killing the cop in your head" re: accusing people of being degenerate or dangerous over fetishes and kinks that are taboo. while the post might seem weird with the context that ezra is a pedophile, this post was incredibly popular among people who didn't realize. it was just a solid discourse post at the time:

in fact, i checked, and i reblogged this post back in the summer, before i knew that toonimal was advocating for pedophilic contact. this post was not part of some "niche pedophile community." this post currently has 19,000+ notes. it does not mention contact with children. it mentions kink and shipping. drastically different from the content on ezra's site!

and even if you did elect to check ezra's about page before posting, ezra isn't an "open" pedophile. there's a reason his site was secret.

neither of these things mention paraphilias. you have to click on a separate link in the about page to see the tags/warnings that mention lolicon (which is fiction anyway) or illegal paraphilias. even after clicking on those, ezra still upheld on tumblr at the time that he was anti-contact.

the above screenshot is from 3 months ago. now, ezra posts things in the pro-contact vein, but again: he was denying this three months ago. his post was popular even back six months ago. in fact, ezra denied he was pro-contact a week ago, but when evidence popped up he just resorted to insults.

now that we've established that ezra being a pedo was not common knowledge and his post was literally just a popular kink discourse post...

tumblr user txttletale aka healed, who is a trans woman, reblogged it with the following comment months ago:

and later makes a post expressing her opinion on games like stardew valley having somewhat problematic elements to them. in response...

random tumblr cis gay man gets mad and says that healed aka txttletale "markets incest shipping and loliporn as an inherent part of queer sexuality" because she reblogged the toonimal post with 19k notes MONTHS before ezra was called out

reread the toonimal post. there is no mention of loliporn.

even if there was, thats a drawing. its fiction. just like the farming simulator is fiction. who cares

roadhogsbigbelly then doubles down and says that, well, healed might not have mentioned loli, but ezra would support loli. the problem is, again, ezra was not even entirely open about this. why on earth would healed be endorsing that solely by reblogging ezra's post?

then, people start to accuse healed of being in a secret pedophile community with ezra and other popular trans women on tumblr, like predstrogen and maia crimew

a bunch of them notably being from a group of bloggers who love to harass people over stupid shit, be exclusionists, and make conspiracy theories about "closet pedos" and generally just talk shit about anyone they deem below them - especially tgirl bloggers

most of this harassment operates on the idea that healed was mutuals with ezra or aware of ezra's behavior, meanwhile she reblogged ezra's post 3 reblogs down a chain and literally didn't directly interact with ezra at all. neither of them followed each other

people also brought up healed's past controversies, most of which have been apologized for or were simply not fucking relevant

even if healed did follow ezra, the insistence that loli aka drawings is what is sooo sketchy about ezra rather than the fact that he had a site full of ADULTS INTERACTING SEXUALLY WITH REAL MINORS is absolutely fucking batshit

also healed has posted stuff against loli and proship fic/art before. healed literally doesn't approve of that stuff fucking anyway which is imo hypocritical to the kink thing but still proves the accusations against her are false

roadhog guy continues doubling down on how ageplay/cnc/incest shipping/etc is Bad; yet argues that pup play is fine. he thinks ageplay is pedophilia but zoophilia isnt a problem to this guy i guess

despite the fact that the guy who made the pedo website is a trans dude and the victims in the doc were overwhelmingly transfem, random trans women who had no idea ezra was a creep are becoming the main targets of a ridiculous harassment campaign. its such blatant fucking transmisogyny it makes me want to crack my skull open

the neotrances/tyler friend group continues to be weird about it, including getting furious that healed defended herself from pedophilia allegations rather than vetting literally every blog she interacts with or trying to needlessly battle against adults engaging in consensual kink

i hate all of this. so deeply

ultimately my opinions are

ezra has done so many completely fucking awful things and deserves every inch of the backlash he received. he deserves no support for all of this. avoiding him seems to be the best course of action at the moment. part of that involves letting the legal shit go down rather than trying to out-twitter him and his friends over sex crimes. his site probably already had feds on it tbh.

having paraphilic feelings isnt a crime, but involving real children is. genuinely fuck all of the adults on ezra's site

aethy and its moderators experienced targeted harassment over shit they were uninvolved with. this included doxxing and harassing their families. this is especially cruel since they seem to be one of the few sources of common sense in the situation

the targeting of healed, avery, maia, and others: completely just transmisogyny. this shit is insane and nobody should be held to the batshit standards they were held to. please pay attention to this shit and dont let it happen again. don't let stupid discourse un-person a trans woman for something she literally didn't do.

raging about loli/ageplay/whatever the fuck is completely stupid, especially in this situation. when faced with an actual group of pedophiles who are targeting actual, living and breathing children, why do people scream about the fictional expressions of abuse rather than the real-world examples of it?

again. so much of this is just transmisogyny.

fuck tyler and his little clique . all to hell

the people who spread the doc tended to treat csa as a joke. the doc put victims on blast. the doc mishandled evidence.

apologies for any inaccuracies im somewhat late to the ordeal

[valyrfia]

no actually ur so right. as someone who have been in primarily mlm fandom spaces as an afab person the rampant feminization that goes on with charles especially is crazy. ive been pretty public on my dislike of this characterization if charles because of like exactly what you said (which is excluding my own experience being feminized and treated poorly because of my more masculine gender expression). it makes me pretty uncomfortable to see this in specifically fandom spaces and incredibly uncomfortable so see outside if those places.

just to add, im not against feminization (i actually enjoy it a lot when its like niche kink stuff) but the way it is in formula 1 rpf is unlike anything else ive seen in other fandoms.

I agree, it is CRAZY to see how this has somehow become the default characterisation. I agree with your not being against feminisation as an entire concept and when done well it's fun but rather just....why does it seem to be the default? It's bizarre. On a note that I'm sure is entirely unrelated, someone pointed out to me the other day that (although a small valiant group of us are trying to change it) F/M genderbend is far more common than F/F genderbend in F1 RPF....I'm just going to leave that stat there and you can make your own conclusions but considering I got this anon when I posted only F/F Lestappen stuff for a couple of days like two months ago....

Yeah, it's a little disheartening and is part of the reason why I think I'm so anti the feminisation of Charles as a default characterisation. Fanfiction can be whatever you want it to be, but it has always been a queer space but I've seen it time and time again that when a queer ship becomes popular, people are more desperate to consume it within a hetnorm structure. I haven't just seen it with F1 RPF, there's been a big rise of this over the past half a decade or so which I think is due to the consumption of mlm content becoming widely accepted amongst gen z, but in a way that almost straightwashes queer relationships. I remember when RWRB came out and I watched it when I was home for a bit in the summer with a group of girls I knew from high school as part of an effort to be social, and it was so bizarre. Not only did I witness first hand them obsessively rewinding to watch the kiss and the sex scenes, while exclaiming "that's so hot", but they were obsessed with trying to guess which of them would top and which of them would bottom, and for me most damningly, I made a throwaway comment about Uma Thurman in a suit being very hot (tame compared to what they were saying) and I was met with silence and weird sideways looks or a retort of "Alex in a suit is so hot!". It was a little bit of a humbling experience, to see them root for LGBT acceptance for the hot characters on the screen but be blatantly uncomfortable by actual queer expression in their presence.

I'll be honest I've experienced similar things when I talk about F1, and I think that that's because F1 as a fandom space has really exploded in growth in the past couple of years and thus the newer mlm ships within it, especially the popular ones like Carlando and Lestappen, have been subject to this straightwashing more strongly than other older fandom spaces.

As you said I have zero issue with it when it's a conscious choice on the behalf of the creator, but when it becomes the 'norm' within fanon and people complain when roles are reversed, well, it really rubs me the wrong way. I'm interested to hear your continued thoughts if you have them!

[lucysarah-c]

hi! i have a question. Why are you so fixated on the stereotype of the "good girl"? like being innocent, not understanding innuendos, being a virgin in most cases. Im just curious, im not judging.

anyways thanks for answering!

Hi love! How are you?

First, it may seem that way because those are common requests and prevalent themes in Holy Ground. Many of my spin-offs and main fic delve into those topics, but I also have one shots like "Ackerman's Blood," "Levi and the First Encounter," "Backfire," "Tea-Time," and "An Old-Fashioned Girl" that explore different themes.

Second, I'm working on three requests about a sweet innocent girl; Tumblr has a niche audience, and readers often ask for similar themes after enjoying one work. I write what is requested 😅

Third, I genuinely enjoy crafting diverse female characters, even if they aren't the main focus. Characters like Linda and Nifa from Holy Ground, as well as Emma from "Levi and the First Encounter," hold a special place for me. And they are far from the "sweet innocent girl" 🤣

Fourth, my favorite guilty pleasures include "top Levi, omegaverse, and corruption kink." These themes have become associated with my work, attracting followers who like them. I find joy in portraying a tough-looking character like Levi dating a girly girl. The simple headcanon of him emptying his Jean's pockets and them being full of "lip gloss, pastel pink scrunchies, etc" because he carries those for her make me want to giggle.

I have fellow writers here with different takes on Levi and various MCs, showcasing the diversity of interpretations for each scenario. There are blogs that only write "sub Levi" or "yandere characters" and there's nothing wrong on that. I feel like usually people follow you for a reason and also because they may be your favourite topics to write and therefore that's your main content in Tumblr.

Hope that helps!

[kushami-hime]

Hiiiii Hime-samaaaa!! Not an ask but I've been meaning to pop in and drop you some props! I'm a newer-ish lurker and follower for like a year or so and your content and overall vibe that you share has been so helpful for me during one of my roughest years but these audios have been such a comfort dunno if it's just like your quality character portrayals/immersion (b/aku is also my fave but I love them all especially the way you portray and personify them!) that takes me to another place or bc horni brain cancels out all the other negative shit or what but they get me by when shit is hard so want you to know that what you do is probably more significant to some than you realize!

Also, because it seems like you can be hard on yourself and I know most of us can, it can be easy to recognize when we fail and let that weigh on us but not so much when we succeed or do well and I've been meaning to say that since new years of last year you had set out some goals for yourself and it sounds like you really did achieve and accomplish more than probably give yourself credit for! At least as far as I can tell since following your blog! Found a job and started working again, started doing things you enjoy like going to cons and cosplaying again, getting married, creating and sharing so much content, and I'm sure way more but like I look at the list of all the audios you completed this past year on just this small side of a niche hobby/kink and I'm sure you've done even more in your actual life and just wanted to say that I'm incredibly proud and happy and continuing to root for you and hope that you've seen these wins and if no one else has pointed it out I definitely wanted to encourage you and I'm grateful that you are here and that you seem to be thriving! I'm sure there will always be bumps along the way as we all figure this life shit out but I believe in you and you're an incredibly talented person and hope that this year continues to be even greater and everything that you could want and more! <3

(wow sorry that was so long but really wanted this message to reach you from the bottom of my heart! You're amazing and thank you so much!!!)

OK so I've been sitting on this one for some time cause reading it filled me with the urge to get back on here and return to making wavs, and it's just so goddamn sweat I'm just...HNNGG Im still in awe at this ask, nonny idk who you are or if you remembered that you send this but this ask has helped me on my worst days when I really just wanted to delete everything and disappear into the ether...

and you're RIGHT I told myself at the end of 2022 that Id go and "make 2023 my bitch" AND I DID and it sucks I dont recognize that!! :O its incredible how much things have changed and I have had my ups and downs since the new year but...all in all, with how things are...it can always ALWAYs be worse lol

so thank you for this nonny, for being proud of me, which I think everyone deserves to hear every once in a while, that they're doing great and will continue to do great! ;O;!! I LOVE YOU!!!

[alittlepudge-neverhurtnobody]

U know what sucks? The fact I have searched high and low for content in a very specific fandom in this specific niche and came up with bupkiss and I'm faced with the fact if I want it I'll have to be the one to write it. I just wanted to complain to someone because i don't personally have anyone to complain about it to. I'm gonna do it. But Im gonna be pouty and mad about it.

It's gonna be so cute 🥰 it's for a fandom that no doubt will not appreciate it either it'll just be for me uwu but like he canonically has this massive sweet tooth and eats mostly junk anyway and loathes having to participate in his sport practice and going to the gym so like it feels very obvious to meeeee I'm excited and inspired.

hey that is AWESOME, anon!!! that’s exactly how I got started!! you gotta create the content you wanna see in the world!!

and you know what, I’m sure that you AREN’T the only one who wants to see it!! especially if there are parts of canon that support your headcanons. there are probably at least a few other people out there bummed that this doesn’t exist and they are gonna be SO THRILLED when they see that someone just went for it and wrote that fic. you’re gonna make someone’s day!!! plus, who knows? you might inspire someone else to write their own, too. sometimes the first kink fic in a fandom has a domino effect, you know?

good luck!!! sending you all the best drafting vibes 💕 and if you want to share the link when you’re done, I’m more than happy to promo it here!!

[sparxwrites]

hi @ "would i recognize you" to old yog fans hi hi i once left a stupidly long comment on payment and payback you replied to. im still around. also still making niche kink content! for 3L/LL too now. and still parvill. ur still one of my big inspos in general, but also i try to follow in your "shameless hornyposting about mcyt adjacent fandoms" footsteps o7 <3

sparx has received [ 22 ] asks from ex-yogs fans welcoming her back to hell

ah, i remember those comments!! they were very sweet ;-; always nice to find someone else who appreciates niche bullshit kink fic for the hell of it. absolutely wild that i count as inspo to anyone but, if i had to inspire anything, "shameless mcyt hornyposting" is as good a legacy as any i guess :p

delightful that there's someone already doing that for 3l/ll, though - i'll have to try and hunt down some of your stuff! and i think you'll be very pleased by some of the awful terrible no-good plans i have for some uhhh. adjacent grian and scar content to aforementioned parvill stuff, shall we say lmao. cheers to shared fandoms once more, anon.

(to all my new followers- good time to gently remind / inform you that, whilst i tag and warn appropriately for all my fic, this is an intermittently nsfw blog and occasionally i enjoy getting a little weird about stuff. if that's an issue, i'd advise gracefully bowing out now and/or blacklisting "nsfw //" or the appropriate nsfw fandom tags i use. if not, welcome to the party, my friends!)

[prettyboykatsuki]

ARI I FEEL YOU SO HARD ABOUT THE LACK OF CONTENT, I’m a sub but I’m very vanilla and love softness and intimacy above all (praise and body worship are probably my only two serious kinks if I’m being honest) and yet I feel like there’s so little content for me because everything I read just makes the characters the same kind of mean dom with a daddy kink that degrades the hell out of Y/N and it makes me so sad. It’s stupid but I just feel so boring compared to everyone else and I wish there was more content that took into account the characters’ personalities and emotional needs realistically instead of going with the same kinks and dialogue over and over again

im answering this so late my bad!! i wanted to get my thoughts straight before i did but yes! 

it’s kind of just one of those things you gotta accept after you find yourself disagreeing with popular fanon characterizations. again - everyone is free to write characters however they want. but literally anyone who isn’t into like mean doms, degradation, and other things in that same field can tell you that finding content that is suited to your needs is very, very hard. like you gotta dig through it. 

when i started writing on tumblr in 2018 (for criminal minds lol) i did it because i wanted to write sub!spencer and there wasn’t any content for me. ive always had a somewhat off-script characterization of characters and finding work that suits it has always been hard. to be honest - i don’t enjoy writing dom!chara smut for that reason. i prefer writing soft and intimate content but there really isn’t as much of an audience so i tend to dodge it all together. it’s a growing pain. 

i enjoy writing femdom so much because there’s a lot of community in it. women who enjoy domming are in such a specific niche and i enjoy being able to cater to that.