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HELLO I'm in love with the way you write for Cooper š©ššfix idea: I was thinking he's DEFINITELY somebody who doesn't care who he looks anymore, but is still aware that he's got that CHARM yano, but maybe the reader is just "wow your eyes are so pretty" and he fuckin BLUSHES (Mr cooper Howard aka Mr ghoul cowpoke absolutely keels over cus somebody said he was puuuurrtty) š„š„š„š« just all "shut your pie hole girlie" and shes ššš ok handsome
Can Ghouls Blush?
Cooper Howard x GN!Reader, word count: 1k aaaaah thank you ;-; also i love this, i love the idea of flustering that horrible boy omg š¤ request info ā¢ prompt list ā¢ send me a request ā¢ kofi ā¢ masterlist minors DNI!! š cw: some threats (imean it's cooper), guns, mostly fluff though!
āI know time means very little to someone who has been around for two hundred years, but how much longer are you gonna be?ā
Cooperās voice echoed out from the main room of the abandoned building you had slept in. From the bathroom, you could hear the frustration, despite his attempts to soften it up. He had no time for fun, no time for relaxing. It was survival and sweating, or nothing at all. But you could tell he had tried to soften it up a little, just for you. His irritation was still so obvious however, even as he offered you a playful roll as he approached the door, catching your eye in the reflection of the cracked mirror.
āJust a sec, then we can head out.ā
The old hairbrush you had found by the sink was a well-received miracle. A little bit of normality, a chance to tidy yourself up somewhat.
āI just think itās a waste of time is all. Preening for the Wasteland. I mean, who are you trying to impress out there? You already got the best catch.ā
He flicked the brim of his hat with his gloved fingers, grinning wide, yellowed teeth bared at you as he ran his tongue along his bottom lip.
āThatās exactly the problem. I have to make sure I look good to keep up with you, handsome.ā
Your hand stroked along his cheek, a brief moment of eye contact as you walked past him towards the door of the bathroom and back out to the front of your temporary shelter.
āHandsome, huh?ā
His voice seemed so much lighter now, more so than you had ever really heard before. And as you turned, you noticed the slight smile on his weathered lips, cheeks pulling up at the corners, eyes glinting as he stared straight back at you.
āUhā¦ yeah. Youāre a very handsome guy, Coop.ā
You almost had your fingers on the door knob, ready to leave for the start of your day, when you realised that you couldnāt feel Cooperās presence behind you. Turning to see what was holding him up, you caught something in his eyes. A look of confusion, almost. Surprise. Disbelief. And a little bit of what you could swear was embarrassment. All this time together. Sleeping in each otherās arms, protecting each other from danger. Had you really never expressed to him your attraction? You had just assumed he knew. You spent long enough staring lustfully at him, it was surely a given. So you worried there was something else to it.
āWhatās wrong, Cooper?ā
āNothing, I justā¦ I was used to being called handsome, long time agoā¦ not so much these days.ā
As you stepped back towards him, closing the short distance, you could make out his expression much better, realising how astute your previous observation had been.
āOh my godā¦ Coop, are you blushing?ā
He raised one finger, narrowing his brows as he tried to hide the endearing glee, offering you a forced stern look as he spoke.
āDonāt start playinā stupid with me, you know I am not.ā
Biting your lip, a mischievous smile forming, you gripped the lapels of his duster, teasing him as you stroked your thumb along one of his ridged, warm cheeks.
āWhy, I didnāt even know big tough cowboys could blush, especially not the more ghoulish ones.ā Can they blush? I'll need a closer look."
His fingers were tight around your wrist, gripping you fast and firm. He was trying so hard to maintain his tough exterior, but you could tell there was something softer in there that longed to come out, or at the very least, was desperate for someone to notice it. It was so obvious, even as he lowered his voice and growled at you.
āYou turn around right now and start walkinā out that door.ā
Cooper took a step forwards, an attempt to regain his control of the situation, to push you towards doing his will, but you brought your hand up and laid your palm against his chest.
āWait, just a secondā¦ā
It was nice to see him in this light. His confidence was always the dominant feature in his peronality, and it rarely wavered, if at all. But to know there were aspects of himself that he wasn't as sure of, and to know you could render him a little flustered just by complimenting them, made you smile. A grin that was returned by Cooper as you gazed into his warm, brown eyes.
"What is it you're lookin' for now, huh? You find it?"
"Yeah... turns out they can blush."
You turned quickly from him, practically skipping back towards the door of your temporary shelter, ready for another day of survival, this time tinted with a little more joy than usual. Your smile only grew wider as you heard Cooper, catching up with you, still trying to cover his embarrassment with the strained, empty aggressive threat that he chased you with.
"Now I will shoot you, you know that? You're pushing your luck today and we ain't even done anythin' yet."
But when he was certain you werenāt going to turn back around, he let himself smile a little. A soft glow in his eyes as he allowed himself to remember who he was, really. The kind of man that resided deep down inside, buried by years of solitude in the deep, dark ground, of struggling to adjust to the world. And struggling to adjust to himself. Even just a tiny reminder that, despite his charms and the charisma that tended to pull people in, that there was a bit of his old self left. That despite everything, despite who he had become, both physically and emotionally, someone might look at him with something other than fear first. With kindess, or lust. Or even love. That was enough to help him cling to the memories and look to the future with just the tiniest bit of hope, something he hadnāt felt in such a long time.
āYou cominā, handsome?ā
He smiled, biting his lip to curtail the spread of the easy grin.
āYou bet.ā
#fallout#fallout amazon#x reader#finnie writes#cooper howard#the ghoul#fallout fic#cooper howard x reader#the ghoul x reader#cooper howard fanfiction#cooper howard one shot#cooper howard smut#cooper howard imagine#fallout tv#fallout tv series#walton goggins#cooper howard x fem!reader
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š š« š©¹ ? Love ur writing btw :)
Use Your Sharp Claws to Hold Me Gently - Murdoc/Reader
Warnings: Hurt/comfort, gender-neutral reader, no use of Y/N, pet names, lonely!reader (he fixes that don't worry).
Wordcount: 2354
Summary: You were alone, he knew it the moment he entered your apartment and saw only you in every inch, but you were also interesting, and that was something he couldn't let go of.
Notes: Thank you so much QwQ I was SO tempted to make the reader take care of Murdoc as I was song hunting to set the mood, so if I get this combo again know that I won't be able to resist hehe I ended up going with this song, full disclosure, and it fueled me so much that I blacked out and when I came to this was written so I hope you enjoy, cause I really like this one a lot ššš
He was in town again, his only warning the single text from his unlisted number, the other end going dead as soon as the message was received, no number to save to your phone and reply back to. Youād been doing this for a long while now, your arrangement to keep him close carefully discussed behind closed doors the night before he had to hop on a plane and become scarce again. You understood completely why that was, it didnāt scare you like heād expected, but then again, heād expected a lot of things to scare you, things that would scare anyone else for very rational reasons.
Not you though, not once youād stared down the barrel into those brown eyes and fallen hard.
You were never supposed to be on his list, your presence a prime example of Wrong Place Wrong Time as youād stumbled upon his hit just moments before heād pulled the trigger. His target had pleaded with you for help when heād seen you, money offered in sums you couldnāt dare to imagine owning, tossed around like it was nothing as he put a price on his own life. You never accepted, knowing that if you did then youād be putting that same price on your own as well, wanting to risk your slim chance of survival as you just stood there, blocking off the alley so no one else would find themselves in the same situation.
Heād shot the man in that same instant, the gun pointed at you next without a hint of mercy.
Youād just stared him down, knew it was inevitable the moment you interrupted his carefully planned work, everything about him gave off the essence of preparations and structure and purpose, you were a fly in the wheel of all that to him, nothing more.
āJust get it over with,ā you told him as you shut your eyes, trying to hide the fact that you were trembling and it wasnāt from the downpour currently soaking you to your now very tired bones.
He never did, wet footsteps approaching until you felt cold steel against your forehead. āWhy arenāt you afraid?ā he asked you, eyes seeing right through you, down to your soul as he tried to find the answer. You opened your eyes then, his voice so much softer than the gun held in his leather gloved hand, rain dripping from his ginger-dyed bangs, the colour almost fully grown out from what had to have been a past disguise, and running down his face in streams. He was beautiful, you thought even as the thunder roared high above, the sounds of the city telling you that you still had a chance to run, salvation was only steps away, but you didnāt move, you couldnāt.
āI am,ā you confessed, but it almost felt like a lie.
āYou should be,ā he replied lowly, and it held the same weight as your confession.
You took the back ways to your apartment, unable to miss how he dedicated every way to get inside without being noticed to memory, a silent promise that if you survived and told someone what you saw then heād know exactly how to find you. You told him which window was yours, the fire escape leading right up to it, that fact the only reason youād bought it in the first place; those metal stairs meant freedom for you in case of emergency, something youād never had before as you moved to the big city and lived through too many unfortunate events to count.
He was taking that away from you as he jumped up, hoisted himself onto the stairs with such ease that you knew youād never be able to outrun him even if you started now, no amount of window latches able to keep him out. You used the front door and met him upstairs, the security cameras sparsely spread throughout the building only catching you heading home, drenched but not giving away a thing. He hadnāt waited outside as expected, the window unbroken but still wide open as he dripped water all over your hardwood floors, shoes tracking mud over the thrift store rug in the living room.
He was seeing what you had to lose, but it wasnāt much he was soon to realize, your walls and surfaces bare of photos outside of the rare empty frame youād bought but forgotten to fill, the default photo showing strangers looking happy behind the dusty glass. He lifted one of them up, knew they werenāt yours, and you heard him laugh at your loneliness, the sound so hollow like he didnāt even know what a laugh really was and was simply acting the emotion out.Ā
Maybe he was lonely too.
You offered him tea or coffee, not knowing what to do to fill the time until the gun would surely reappear again but he refused, his attention now on you like he hadnāt even noticed you come in. He walked over to your tiny kitchen, searching through your cupboards until he found a glass; he went to the fridge and pulled out the pitcher of filtered water, poured himself some without asking, left everything out for you to clean up later if youād even get the chance. āExpecting anyone?ā he asked casually, eyes looking for any sliver of a trace that you shared your life with anyone, the answer in his head before you could even open your mouth. āNo, you arenātā¦ donāt you know itās dangerous to live on your own in a place like this?ā
It held no real concern. You offered him no real worry as you just shrugged.
The lights remained off as he let you get on with your night, his eyes always on you as you grabbed a towel to pat yourself and your clothes dry, the takeout youād gone out to get reheated as you sat at the table and ate. He was never out of sight but he never approached you either, the only other thing he grabbed being one of the kitchen knives from the hand-me-down block youād stolen from home when you moved out. You wondered if he might throw it at you like a circus performer, maybe itād hit its target, maybe itād fly right past and embed itself in the wall behind you, a trick to be applauded for either way, but it never left his hands, the blade occasionally catching the light as he spun it in his fingers.
You thought he might be coming to slit your throat when he walked behind you as you tried to cut through the too tough meat, his arms around you and making you still as the knife was pressed down and sliced through with ease. His movements were so delicate like that of a dancer, he was well trained in what he did, and when he was done he lifted the knife up to his mouth to lick away the sauce before going back to the kitchen. It was tossed down loudly into the sink now that heād dirtied it but you didnāt jump at the sound, your eyes on him as he then strolled over to the couch and sat down, recently dried mud flecking off his shoes and onto your coffee table as he got comfortable.
He let you finish eating in peace, your last meal no doubt, before taking the gun out again and motioning for you to go to the bedroom, your body freezing cold but surprisingly calm as you did as you were told. There was no rush at all as you both walked in, the door wide open and letting you know that you werenāt trapped, and you waited for his next command when the gun was set down in plain sight on top of your dresser. It was perfectly spaced between the two of you, only two steps away with the grip facing you, an open invitation to grab it and defend yourself.
Images of trying flashed through your head. You didnāt act on them, his eyes shining the longer you just stood there; there was no point, you didnāt have much of a life anyways, the empty photo frames reminded you of that every day.
āArenāt you an interesting one,ā he thought aloud, your hand twitching only once towards the dresser before you fell still again. āMy job is done tonight, and I might have a bit of time free in my schedule if youād like to hire me, little rabbit,ā he then told you, his eyes meeting yours even as half of his face was shrouded in shadows, the light from your bedroom window making the only parts visible practically glow between his dark hair and even darker outfit.
āWhat do you do?ā Your voice didnāt tremble, he was impressed.
āI make problems disappear, for a price.ā
āCan you make more than problems disappear?ā
This interested him even more, and he took a few steps closer to you, your head tilting back so you could look up to him. āWhat did you have in mind?ā
You couldnāt say it, he already knew the answer already, and he considered what you wanted before taking off his coat and folding it up, the slightly damp leather creaking as it was placed on your dresser next to his weapon. He opened his arms to you, the gun still just in reach as he waited, and you could only stare at him as you walked forward; he wrapped his arms around you as you let your head fall against his shoulder, and the hug held nothing but the transaction as he attempted to make your loneliness disappear. He was warm as the rain continued to fall outside, his controlled breathing rustling your hair ever so slightly as the trembling began, your shaking hands reaching up to cling to his black sweater.
When youād awoken the next morning youād found your apartment empty again, although there was a text from an unfamiliar number on your phone telling you, āBeware; for I am fearless, and therefore powerful,ā the line pulled directly from your copy of Frankenstien, the book open to the page and waiting for you to notice it on your dresser where the gun had been.
Heād returned to you a few months later, another new number with a quote alerting you to his arrival before youād heard him tapping on the window, this time waiting for you to let him in. This situation repeated many times over the year, each time with a text, each time the two of you just retreating to your bedroom where he held you and stole your loneliness for hours at a time, never once telling you about where heād been or what heād done. Your frames were still empty all the while, and with every visit heād hold you closer, share his warmth with you as he threaded bare fingers through your hair, let you lay there in silence or cry into his chest if you needed to.
He slowly filled all your empty spaces, even if just for a little while, and you wondered how large your bill must be getting with each press of split lips to the top of your head and bloodied knuckles tracing the curve of your flushed cheeks. You never asked for something of his to remember him by until the night you finally spoke, your body completely in his lap as he held you, your fingertips brushing over fresh bruises spreading over his bare chest.
āI might not be able to afford you at this rate,ā you murmured, and when he breathed out a laugh it didnāt feel like he was acting anymore.
āI do the jobs that interest me for free, you know,ā he whispered into your ear, hand coming up to run over your jaw until you couldnāt help but look up at him. āThat was just the first time, though.ā
āWhat about now?ā Something inside of you told you to be afraid as you looked into brown eyes so dark they almost looked black, the red and purple painting his eyebrow to his cheek warning you of the danger, but you werenāt afraid, you never had been.
He didnāt answer you, his mouth finding yours as colours shone through cheap curtains and shrouded you both in a halo of store neons and street lights.
That was months ago, his latest text reading, āThere are darknesses in life and there are lights; you are one of the lights, the light of all lights.ā Bram Stoker, tonight, Dracula. You screenshotted it as you did with all his quotes, it saved to your phone with all the others before deleting the now useless chat and unlocking the latch over your window. He arrived less than an hour later, the smell of cheap takeout making him smirk as he looked at the feast laid out for him. āHello again, little rabbit,ā he said into your neck as he wrapped his arms around you, his gloves already removed so he could feel you against his hot skin.
āHello, Murdoc,ā you greeted him back, his canines grazing over your skin and warning you of the danger as they always did before he noticed the frame youād placed by your TV, front and center in the gap between the device and the edge of the stand they rested on. He let go of you and walked over to it, lifting it up and laughing genuinely at the sight of himself in your bed, a secretly stolen photo youād taken when heād fallen asleep in your arms.
āYou really are interesting,ā he mused as he put it back, still shrouded in darkness as he turned on his heel to face you, the sight so familiar as he filled up every last empty space inside of you.
Maybe he really had been able to make your loneliness disappear that first night, but heād have to figure that one out himself as you pressed yourself against his chest and kissed him.
He smiled against your upturned lips like he already knew.
#Ray's Readers#Ray's Requests#david dastmalchian#murdoc macgyver#murdoc x reader#not me promising to do more comfort than hurt next time I got the prompt and then getting Murdoc of all people for it lol let's gooooo#I was stumped for so long on the title for this one I almost went with lyrics again#surprised this one didn't end up longer cause that opening grabbed me by the throat and I realized I REALLY wanted to write more for him#I will call him beautiful in every single fic I write I'm legally required to and I can't help it either way
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LOVE, THE SERIES : CHAPTER TWO
the stars smile at us
ā°āāø ā @ overworked!idol! mark lee x gn!overworked!idol! reader
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ā trigger warnings: angsty? sad? I tried to make it sad idk if it worked, happy ending though :)
ā a/n: I thought jaemin would be part two but guess not, also thank you for 50 followers š«
last piece
you always thought you were lonely, empty even- the only time you felt alive was when you were surrounded by your fans, or your closest of friends, which was technically almost half of the industry. being around people energised you. it was a good thing really, until you were left alone because everyone else was busy running in their own lives.
being alone was something you dreaded. as someone who has been in this profession for more than three years, you liked to believe you've seen it all. smiles, tears, screams, pain, health, hate, love- every thing there ever was. in fact, you experienced it all first hand. all the memories, you've only ever wanted to hide came flooding back to you every time you were given a headspace.
which is why you kept yourself busy. almost- definitely overworked yourself over the years. exhaustion was bound to come chase up to you at some point, so you promised yourself to work hard until then and along the journey, you've met him.
it was like seeing a mirror, but also finding yourself in an alternate universe. you were alike but not so in a lot of aspects. a smile traced your face as soon as you heard the door ruffle open. as you stared at the stars, he slipped next to you, into the comfy abode you created for just the two of you, for moments like this.
"has it been five months?"
he whispered his eyes turning to the stars. you hummed playing with the hem of the comforter that covered you both from the cold. it really has been that long since you saw each other, in true comfort. every time you made eye contact at shows, just a nod and a smile was exchanged- because both of you were busy running.
running to sing, dance, perform, write- what not. you've been so caught up with everything that filled your schedules that you had no time to see each other. calls were exchanged but a question still lingered in your head.......were you even dating anymore?
it seemed like his head was filled too. with the same, and many other questions. none of you broke the silence though, it's been too long since you've had some peace to yourself. leaning back onto the wall, you rested your head on his shoulder's, your fingers finding his warmth.
all this felt surreal. both of you had to run back to your work tomorrow but right now, you just wished time paused, even just for a minute to let you breathe. mark sighed into your hair, leaving a kiss on the top of your head. when he pulled away, you looked up into his eyes, before kissing his cheek.Ā
"namjoon would've hit me, if I didn't see you", you joked hoping to ease the heavy atmosphere. mark chuckled appreciating your attempt to make it less awkward. silence again. you have too much to say, to much to talk about but it was a crime to break the delicate atmosphere.
you knew you had to ask him. where do you really stand? your heart hurt- you loved him with everything you have, and if that wasn't enough to keep you together, maybe the idea of love wasn't for you.Ā
he cleared his throat, and you knew it was coming. wrapping yourself tighter around his arms you waited. it's better to end it than suffer right? a long sigh left his lips. but instead of an hour long paragraph on how it is not working anymore- three simple words left his lips.
the three words, that bought you to tears.
"I love you"
you looked up at him, your eyes glossy, "you do?". it was question- or maybe a reassurance you wanted for yourself because why? after how little time you two could give each other? after how many days you couldn't contact him?Ā
mark nodded, as if that was the only thing he was sure of in his messy little life. he loved his profession, but he loved you too, more than he imagined- his heart making a promise to find a balance, between what he loved the most. you let the tears slip, a soft smile gracing your face.
he carefully wiped your tears, and took you onto his lap. you gave him the widest smile you had given anyone in the past few months, all the drained energy coming back to you as you cupped his cheeks. without wasting a minute, he pulled you into a long kiss- a kiss that was full of love, adoration and reassurance.
he was going to be with you- you wouldn't have to be alone anymore.
while he was staring at the stars, through your moonlit eyes, he realised they were smiling at you.
fullsunised.
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Alright gang I'm thinking about starting up the story again I have a question before I can start writing though.
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Bibi (and co.) Pt.1
Bobby: [We were coming home from school, 4ish so a couple of hours before any adult is due, making the racket we usually do, totally oblivious to the fact JC have probably not long left after the absolute scenes they were causing all over this house; all teenage boys are always hungry so it isnāt going to take you any length of time to go to the kitchen for scran and see this vague note; let us assume you text Janis like ?? and Casey too but he left his phone and she isnāt looking/replying right now so then you take a photo of said note and message it to Jimmy]
Bobby: That mean Case has š someone or what?
Jimmy: Means Iāll have to find out
Bobby: Neither of āem is here, Jan wouldnāt be but he usually gets up to have a go for waking him and no š after I just dropped the butter
Jimmy: Iāll give her a ring, sort out the or what
Bobby: Fair dos, donāt get cramp in your hand having a chat like thatĀ
Bobby: āļø donāt come into her job, sāpose
Jimmy: werenāt giving herself cramp with the note, canāt be that bad
Bobby: Had time to write one, dunno where she plans on putting him, mind
Bobby: only get in more trouble if she drops him at Ianās
Jimmy: she knows what sheās doing
Bobby: Much as can be done with him, yeah š
Jimmy: You get your homework done and leave it with me
Bobby: Where do you suppose his missus is in all thisĀ
Bobby: She wouldnāt be thrilled at the idea of them 2 going off togetherĀ
Jimmy: Oi, you heard
Jimmy: [one of his teachers, I shanāt commit us] canāt have set you questions like that
Bobby: Could be for film club, we reckon sheās a right šāØļø
Jimmy: Iām at work here, trying to get hold of herās enough of a sackable offence without carrying on with you anā all
Bobby: Theyāre not gunna sack you, youāre top at your job
Bobby: canāt expect their employees not to have lives, especially not with 2 brothers, 1 being a right dickhead š
Jimmy: tah very much, but trust us when I say theyāre at the top ācause theyāre massive dickheads
Jimmy: Iāll chat to you in a bit, alright
Bobby: Alright, Iāll let you know if either comes back and bothers to let me know, or I find any clues
Jimmy: š
Bobby: [Time to message Libi like guess what, girl]
Bobby: Reckon Caseās missus is full Glenn Close šš©øš«
Libi: *šŖ
Libi: Anne Archer uses the revolver
Bobby: ToucheĀ
Bobby: and may as well be her name, aināt spending time working on a right good deaf one for her when I think sheās already š to Case and that means us š¤
Libi: Anne, Glenn, Beth or Alex, itās all the same, yeah
Bobby: [send the picture of this note because what else could it be, honestly, Janis didnāt need to spell it out]
Bobby: You wanna come over and search his room with us?
Libi: ā¢ļøā ļøā£ļø wantās a š¤ strong butĀ
Bobby: I will provide gloves and a clothes peg for your delicate š
Bobby: dunna, the note was giving major 2nd clue will give it more context vibes, donāt you think?
Libi: Youāre right on both counts
Bobby: Jan aināt replying to me but sheād have to you
Libi: š¤ sheās driving and nothing more sinister
Bobby: š¤ Would she draw the line at helping bury a body or what
Libi: For Case? Is there a line?
Bobby: Jim said she knows what sheās doingā¦ like thatās necessarily a š thing
Libi: He would say that
Libi: we know what he means by š though
Bobby: Means piss off and do your homework today
Bobby: as if I didnāt just walk in the door to a murder mystery case
Libi: Cos you walked in on such a ??!!
Libi: heāll be losing it under that š
Bobby: I just wish he gave us enough credit to know he canāt hide nothing from me
Bobby: and he donāt need to now, I get why he did when I was a proper kid
Libi: Youāre still one to him š¶š» both of us are
Bobby: you should definitely graduate to toddler this birthday, at least š¤ later bedtime, like
Libi: Aw, tah š„³šš
Bobby: I know youāre as sick of it as I am
Bobby: if heās gonna be full ??!! behind a š you have to come stay here, I canāt deal with that alone
Libi: Iām right sick of Case dragging her into his mess
Libi: they could be banged up for my birthday
Bobby: She canāt make the garda lock her up too
Bobby: do you think itās that bad, what he did, no more warnings left or whatever
Libi: He was with the girlfriend longer than the others, means more chances for him to have a goā¦ I keep thinking about that
Bobby: If I was him Iād just steer well clear, no one winds him up more than the girls he knocks about with
Libi: But youāre not
Libi: if he had your sense he wouldnāt need Jan to be his voice of reason all the time
Bobby: Heās more of a kid than either of us, full-time babysitting, that
Bobby: Right again though, Libs, I just dunna what to do with myself now
Libi: Iām coming, promise
Libi: bus is late, but Iāll be there as soon as I can be
Bobby: š
Bobby: Iāll go and bin all the grottiest shit in his room, save your blushes and š
Libi: š
Libi: My own fault for not going back with you anyway, I had a feeling I shouldnāt have ignored
Bobby: Yeah? Youāre usually not wrong, even when itās less logic and more š®
Bobby: I thought she was a crank, yeah but maybe I was just hoping he was happy with it for once
Libi: Itās okay, I wanted to be wrong too, donāt beat yourself up and I wonāt
Bobby: Too soon š¬
Bobby: I canāt even act surprised, thatās the bit making us feel proper thick, if heās done it, ācourse he has
Libi: Youāre not thick for having hope he was maybe sorting himself out
Libi: heās more than old enough to be getting there, thatās the *š¬
Bobby: Lads like that donāt, ever
Bobby: they turn into middle-aged dickheads like Ian
Libi: Sins of the father, youāre not wrong
Libi: not everybody can break the cycle
Bobby: If Jim hadnāt got me out, who knows
Libi: Iād get you out, weād still have to meet somehow š®
Bobby: You couldāve when we met, remember when you tried to runaway with us
Libi: Yeah, and I remember your impression of Ian
Bobby: š”š”š¤¬š¤¬š” only be redder with drink and age, probs
Libi: Iād shout louder than him, had loads of practice, havenāt I?
Bobby: Keep trying, I might hear you one of these daysĀ
Libi: You do, youāre a great listener, itās just me who wasnāt
Bobby: I needed someone to talk to, fairness
Bobby: and youāve always been good at that, fuck all competition you may have
Libi: Iād fight it off, too soon for another bad choice of those words or not
Bobby: Nah, ācos a fight between us is only ever for film or for fun
Bobby: you know Iād never hurt anyone how he will everyone, especially not you
Libi: It wouldnāt be us fighting, just me and whoever youāve brought in as my talking understudy, for some reason
Bobby: Youāre always gonna be the brightest āļø I know
Bobby: you only need a stunt double if things get too ā ļø
Libi: I say one thing about how gross his room probably isā¦
Bobby: you rn š¤
Libi: A second ago I was āļø rn
Bobby: š youāre a lot of things
Bobby: wrong is not one of them though
Bobby: [pictures of things in Caseyās room that are gross but not like ew I actually donāt wanna see that gross lol, sorry boy, privacy whomst]
Libi: š has never been more accurate
Bobby: Reckon Jim would be š or š if we ordered [some takeout you all fuck with, as shown by a pic of some old containers weāre binning rn] for when he gets back?
Bobby: somehow canāt picture those 2 rocking up in time for tea and I donāt want him distracting himself bothering his arse with it
Libi: He might not be bothered about eating none but it shows you are about him soĀ
Bobby: We can finish his portion when he deffo ends up leaving it
Libi: Shh, Iām starving
Bobby: Iāve already had [the ridiculous amount of after-school snacks you have consumed] š
Libi: š·!!
Bobby: Iām a growing lad!
Bobby: and thereās fuck all to do ātil your bus sorts itself
Libi: I get it, you wanna tower over me cos you didnāt when we met
Bobby: š±!!
Bobby: If youāre checking I can hack it like Jim can, dead easy
Bobby: sure Iāll get my own model missus one day
Libi: Iļæ½ļæ½ļæ½d have said actress was more likely, and youāll be alright, they donāt have to be tall necessarily š
Bobby: [the lady on whatever instructional sign language videos theyād have you watching for Irish sign language vibes] is most likely š¢
Libi: Boy, you stop it
Libi: sheās WAY too old for you but Iād be the one having a heart attack ššššš
Bobby: I aināt thrilled about my option (no s) so chuck a š my way and weāll make it mutual, Libs
Libi: Itās a date, and what a date, like š„°
Bobby: Canāt say we donāt know how to partyĀ
Libi: Say the word and weāll run away again
Libi: I know what Iām doing now Iām not a toddler
Bobby: We better wait out Caseās exile, wouldnāt wanna bump into him on our way out, awkwardĀ
Libi: I only wanted it on record, Iām in, whenever and wherever
Bobby: š„³šš I remember and I promise
Libi: I have another feeling, I donāt wanna but itās right there
Bobby: You can tell us, weāll work out if we wanna ignore it together
Libi: You might need to eat my [whatever the takeout is] too
Bobby: I wonāt show-off that that wouldnāt even be a recordā¦
Bobby: weāre probably on the same page, same script
Libi: If I could demand rewrites, I would
Libi: and a change of scene, for sure, this bus isnāt helping with the knot in my stomach
Bobby: Itās weird, I know itās weird
Bobby: but he aināt once touched her
Libi: She hasnāt once missed this many calls from me
Bobby: She might be on the phone with Jim
Bobby: we canāt panic yet, we can make a plan though, me and you
Libi: For if they come back or if they donāt?
Bobby: If she donāt give you some sort of response before tonight, weāll start there
Libi: [a time like yep youāve got a deal] š¤
Bobby: š¤š©ø
Bobby: She can handle herself, just like you
Libi: It was her who taught me
Bobby: I know, I got some benefit too, stopped š as much
Libi: I still remember how to stop you myself if you fancy š for old timeās sake, or you know, cos everythingās so weird sometimes
Bobby: Very weird
Bobby: but that kid who cried all the time still feels ages away, far away as the girl who used to shout at us
Libi: Iāll do it, as long as you warn Jim first, speed this bus is going heāll get in before me
Bobby: Whereās Sandra and Keanu when you need āem š
Bobby: heād get the memo you were āround before me, pisstake
Libi: We canāt have that
Bobby: Have to warn me some way else
Libi: Dead easy
Libi: Iāve got loads of tricks up my sleeve, no need for you to wear a š on yours
Bobby: No one jumpscares me less, like
Libi: What happens when Iām as easy on the š obviously
Bobby: Something like that, Libs
Libi: Save me [something thatās her absolute fave snack and hence all she can face eating rn despite being starving] and Iāll know itās real
Bobby: [picture evidence like of course I shall]
Bobby: Caseās phone is here btw, so, canāt have been planning to stay away for long
Libi: [a lil vid of her signing something feelsy, I vibe from when they were bubs cos they probs had not like a full language of their own but like things instead of ILY and big stuff like that]
Libi: Itās a start, we can try and guess his pin until Janās deadline
Bobby: [give that same energy back and sign another thing from your bub speak because love that for yāall tbh]
Bobby: š§ š§ better than š©š§
Libi: Use her birthday for the first guess
Bobby: š©
Bobby: nothing, I better check how many attempts we getā¦
Libi: Do you know your mumās?
Bobby: Going for the big š«š«
Libi: You said it, we might not get many gos at this
Bobby: Is it bad I donāt know?
Bobby: Didnāt exactly leave š¼ for us
Libi: *sad
Libi: but it makes sense you wouldnāt
Bobby: I got no memory of any š„³s and itās never been a priority or a sound idea to ask about āem
Libi: ācourse not, ditch that guess, I donāt know what I was thinking
Bobby: It might be the one but I canāt ask Jim so itāll have to be ā
Libi: [Suggest the date of another JC moment youāre aware of and hence it wonāt be cos itās too obvious]
Bobby: ā
Bobby: not that either but youāve got a much better memory than me
Libi: Is that bad? š½
Bobby: Your heads like a š„ you pick up on all the important things
Libi: You give the best compliments, nobodyās ever said anything nicer to me than that just now
Libi: your heartās like a ā¦Ā
Libi: I canāt finish the analogy with something as good, youāve proper flustered me š
Bobby: Itāll have to do as making up for me not knowing shit to crack this code to ease the knot in your stomach
Libi: Might make it worse instead, maybe youāre saving me š¦øš»āāļøš¤“š»šØš»āāļøš¼š»šØš»āššš©š»āšš§š»šØš»āāļøš§š»āāļøš¤ šØš»āš¬
Bobby: Nothing can be as bad as the scenes that are looping in your head, right
Bobby: real life just donāt get that bad, not now
Libi: š¤š Bobs
Libi: All I wantās you to be right again
Bobby: not got your inherited š® but its been known to occur enough I donāt feel too bad for you having to trust in us
Libi: Youāve got your own š® and I do trust it
Bobby: Meant to make my other senses proper š¦ø will have to ask Ali if that includes my third eye šŖ¬
Libi: Iāll get back to you š
Bobby: Be a pisstake as Iāve just made you leave there to send you back with that kind of bollocks Q
Bobby: He reckons Iāve got too many but I know thereās more in his own š§
Libi: Itād be charming of you š¤“š» Iāve only got [however many] stops left
Libi: and yeah, exactly, like we said, I canāt leave either of you to it as if I believe the š
Bobby: I aināt touched your snacks, got some self-control
Bobby: tried Ianās birthday ācos I know that one, werenāt it though š
Libi: Are we š out of tries?Ā
Bobby: Think we have to wait for the tries to reset ā²
Bobby: you can have your snacks and we can work out how weāll find them if Jan doesnāt get back to you
Libi: Itās a plan
Bobby: is [an old lady who is always on the bus because you get CHARACTERS when you regularly use public transport] on today?
Libi: Itās [Whatever day it is] sheās on her way to [wherever youāve made up that she goes cos yāall are making a story out of it as if they are characters lol]
Bobby: Ahh, youāre right š” it was [a day it is not] today š„“
Bobby: got me fucked up
Libi: Reason not to do your homework how Jim wanted, youād be reading up for all the wrong subjectsĀ
Bobby: Fat chance that was happening but not like heāll get his red pen out to mark and check itās done if I tell him otherwiseĀ
Bobby: Priorities, like
Libi: I didnāt bring a red pen either, youāre alright
Libi: barely have anything, my priority was running for the bus
Bobby: Good thing she had you trained for that anā all šš»āāļø
Libi: Iām meant to be bringing the rescue mission to you, not the other way āround, be awkward š
Bobby: you better have your inhaler, more vital than a red pen, girl
Libi: [photographic evidence via her posing with it like a big nerd]
Bobby: š¤©
Libi: š®āšØ
Bobby: I know, I know, take your breath away, me
Libi: Number 1 trigger, you
Bobby: bit less complimentary comparing us to dust mites but you know, fair if thatās the line I come up with after all this timeĀ
Libi: I canāt help it if laughterās not the best medicine for this, or nobody making me like you do
Libi: how complementary is comparing you to a š¤”?
Bobby: Itās not mime, youāre still a š¼š»
Libi: I donāt have the legroom nevermind any for a full wingspan
Libi: trapped š¦ more like
Bobby: No dickhead better come at you with a šand some poison
Bobby: even for [bus number] thatād be well out the usual
Libi: As much as it would add to todayās murder mystery vibe, youāve got enough sleuthing on šµš»
Bobby: Thereās limits to how many of us can go missing at once, yeah
Libi: MIAās only the move if youāre in too
Bobby: What would you do, if you were Jim
Libi: I donāt know, but I know I wouldnāt be in his position
Bobby: It aināt him, his fault
Libi: Itās Caseās fault, the but comes in cos I wouldnāt be around it, him, if I was Jim, thatās what Iām trying to say
Bobby: Yeah, it isnāt like thatās a choice though
Libi: Heās not a kid any more though, there are choices
Bobby: itās not like you can just turf someone to the side the minute they hit 18, Jim wouldnāt, not when Ian couldnāt wait ātil I was in double-digits
Libi: But he didnāt just hit 18 and making excuses for him ātil heās 28 or 38 isnāt helping him or Jim, is it?
Libi: I believe in second chances, third and forth even, heās had so many whoās counting?
Bobby: I donāt know, Iām not the big brother, I never had to make any decisions about things like that so I canāt sit here and judge his
Libi: I donāt wanna sit here and come for his life, you asked me though
Bobby: I know you aināt
Libi: I just think thereās a point where you reach the end of your tether, if youāre ever gonna, and this has got me at mine
Bobby: and I donāt wanna sit here and come for hers but whoās really given him all those chances
Libi: Itās not right
Libi: maybe theyāre both bigger and better people than me, for having the patience I donāt with him, all I see is the toll itās takingā¦ whereās the upside supposed to be?
Bobby: I should hope so, they are the adults, after-all and weāre just š¶š»š¶š»
Bobby: I donāt know, I wish I had some clue
Libi: Weāll decide what we wanna do together, thereās no deadline on specifically that part
Bobby: Fuck it, maybe this is the final straw, I dunna
Bobby: it just doesnāt feel like something thatād ever really happen, yāknow
Libi: Yeah, if anybody would keep making more and more straws appear ātil it feels like some sort of magic trick, theyāre the ones for it
Bobby: Quite the double act
Libi: I always used to reckon so
Bobby: Why wouldnāt you, it was š°š
Libi: What happened?
Bobby: Either we grew up or
Bobby: it was just a story
Libi: Swear you arenāt about to outgrow me, that weāre not gonna be a story
Bobby: as long as you swear not to walk out on me
Libi: never
Bobby: Then weāre gonna be just fine, like weāve always been
Libi: š°š
Bobby: š¤šš
Libi: This took a dramatic turn, I seriously didnāt mean to make you swear an oath to me before Iāve even walked through the door
Bobby: Standard you behaviour, dunna what youāre chatting, girl
Bobby: and what else do š¤“š» even do, yeah
Libi: Oi!
Bobby: š¤” too, but I wonāt play that its a full-time job keeping you š though
Libi: You couldnāt hack a full-time job anyway
Bobby: Oh, shall I get you the paper for the classifieds for your bday
Bobby: š stuff
Libi: No need, Iāll be putting my name down for [a cool cinema they like or something in that vein] first chance I get, tah
Bobby: Free šæ for me then
Bobby: youāll love that
Libi: Bring your own š„ then [random but I have pics in his folder of that because itās a weird thing Brooklyn Beckham and his missus used to do and it gave bibi to me lol cos why huns ??]
Bobby: Wouldnāt leave for the movies without it, regardless of drug allegations
Libi: I could make a top final straw joke there, having one of them on you too, but itās meant to be your job š„¤
Bobby: You dead keen to make me a wage slave today
Libi: Youāre dead keen on bringing up my birthday
Bobby: Itās soon
Bobby: and a better thing to focus on thatā¦ this
Libi: Alright, what are you getting me and what are we doing?Ā
Bobby: Come on, canāt ruin surprises or youāll have nowt to look forward to
Libi: But š„ŗ if I ruin these youāll think of more, wonāt you? š„ŗ
Bobby: Am I going to let you have a rubbish birthday?
Libi: You better not š¤
Bobby: š Youād think there was ever a possibility the answer to that question was anything but fuck no
Libi: Youād think there was ever a possibility Iām not only playing
Bobby: not my fault your š„ŗ are dead convincingĀ
Libi: āļøš¬šš„
Bobby: Iām relying on you to bring in a new silent era, no pressure superstar
Libi: Throw šæ - your š„ if I let you down, bringing it in an eyepatch is gonna limit me and my second chance š¤
Bobby: Nah, even with one eye youād still beat every actress out there today
Libi: I donāt know about that
Bobby: Come on, [drag some really shit actresses of your day, theyāre always out there, doing the least or doing too much of the wrong thing lmao] š¶š¶
Libi: Okay, okayā¦!Ā
Bobby: Youāre properly talented, and Iād think that even if we werenāt best friends
Libi: š
Libi: youāll give me jaw ache in a minute
Bobby: Sāalright, permanent rest when youāre around me, very welcome
Bobby: maybe Iāll be a critic, your face, your eyes and your body language have to do all the work to convince me, canāt just memorize the lines
Libi: Iām glad you added language after my body
Bobby: Oi!
Bobby: you know itās VERY important, sign language 101, youāve had enough lessons by now
Libi: Oi is exactly right, it wouldāve been so rude
Bobby: And I would never, tah very much
Libi: [signing her own tah very much as a lil vid, really being expressive about it for those sign language 101 vibes]
Bobby: š what are you likeā¦
Libi: Admit it, I could take over from [the sign language instruction lady]
Bobby: Iām just thinking of your jaw, no more compliments for you
Libi: Donāt get a job as a dentistā¦ imagine all the kids š when they see you
Bobby: SPECIFICALLY me or what
Bobby: ācos we agreed its a little too soon for a playfight š„
Libi: Neither of us need that level of rejection in our 9-5
Libi: I say with a straight face as we debate me becoming an actressā¦Ā
Bobby: If anyone can break that industry, I believe itās you
Libi: Well now Iāve gotta
Libi: none of that is how I like to prove you wrong
Bobby: and if you canāt get in front of the š„ there are a million jobs behind it that youād be just as top at
Bobby: Not worried about what youāre gunna do with your life for a reason, them pair
Libi: Youāre a weight off my mind too, you know
Bobby: Yeah?
Bobby: what I like to hear
Libi: I wish we could just stay in this bubble of the future thatās my birthday and our career goals and none of the rest
Bobby: Me too
Bobby: the rest, whatās happening and whatās gunna when they are backā¦ too uncertain
Libi: Do you think theyāll be back tomorrow?
Bobby: If the police showed here, I didnāt see the flashing lights or feel the door being booted down looking for him
Bobby: makes it feel like an overreaction so, why should they stay away š¤
Libi: Heād stay to have her to himself
Bobby: Sheās married so thatās not a good enough reason
Libi: Whatās a good enough reason for her to go as far as really leaving in the first place?
Bobby: What he did had to be scary enough to make them panic
Libi: Then where are the garda?
Bobby: People donāt call them, you know that
Bobby: We never have, I donāt even know if they were told about Debbieā¦ mustāve been but
Libi: I canāt make it add up, she seemed the type who would ring and report him, didnāt she? š¤
Bobby: Dramatic, obviously
Bobby: I dunna, could be parents, or maybe they were both high or she did something to him too
Bobby: or the garda are just dragging their arses and will show up before Jan replies
Libi: Fuck, I donāt wanna talk to them if they show up before Jimās home
Bobby: You donāt have to, pretend to be as mute as me, theyāre not going to fuck around intimidating two disabled kids
Libi: What if I have to talk to them later, if something badās happened, or if she doesnāt come back?
Bobby: Sheāll come back, donāt think like that
Libi: Getting in a car with him, both of them panicked, you know what Iām thinking, that I canāt not
Bobby: Shh, Iām putting my shoes on, get off the bus whatever stop youāre at
Libi: Iām almost there, donāt be silly, like
Bobby: it doesnāt matter, Iāll walk you
Libi: [do the ILY kid sign again obvs or one thatās even feelsier because thatās so cute of him]
Bobby: You know Iāll always look out for you
Libi: Iād do it for you too, anything
Bobby: [sign āI knowā and her name sign]
Libi: [a pic of this gal off this bus wherever she may be]
Bobby: 5 minutes šš»
Libi: [just her doing a lil countdown vid putting a finger down from 5 to 1 as if thatāll mean heāll be there then]
Bobby: Already felt like my cardio was crap without that pressure š®āšØ
Libi: [signing sorry instead of typing it purely so she can show sheās the least soz itās possible to be lol, unnecessary close ups of her eyes and face and body language too, really making our point here]
Bobby: š Iāll slow down to a power walk if you donāt behave yourself
Libi: Iāll see myself off home if you reckon you can tell me how Iām supposed to behave, boy
Bobby: š¤ us
Libi: No, talk to me without telling me off
Bobby: Have we ever gone a day?
Libi: [Bring your memory back out cos if you have it for JC moments you defs have it for yours] š„š§
Bobby: Hm, no, I donāt wanna remember that day š„ŗ
Libi: UM, no fair to š¶š!
Bobby: You started it
Libi: Which donāt mean you get to finish me off š
Bobby: I couldāve done šø evidence like you
Libi: Too late now, Iāve been warned, wonāt even CARE if you do š
Bobby: [take the blatant bait, you are very puppy dog boy]
Libi: Nope, nothing š
Libi: š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦
Bobby: š Iāll just hurry up then, yeah
Libi: Yep, Iām VERY unbothered
Libi: even though your eyes are like [idk crystals but you would cos of that cali influence and therefore could name one thatās legit for his eyes which arenāt just dark brown af like his brothers] and it [likewise of a property of said crystal such as protects/calms etc something feelsy af] me
Bobby: What am I meant to follow that up with? š³
Bobby: Iāve never seen no one with actually green eyes but youĀ
Libi: Thatās not a bad follow up, but I still wouldnāt be š¤ if your feet followed on to [wherever she is] faster šš»āāļø
Bobby: [show up boy, however long this takes you from when this message is sent, hopefully not too long]
Libi: [Getting is his grill like okay hug me cos not gonna be the one to put her arms around him first, sheās a diva lol, just like throwing herself in his direction with her arms out]
Bobby: [we will give you a big bear hug to prove we have shot up and are much taller than you now, thank you]
Libi: [hugging him back for a MINUTE cos she needs it and so does he, then doing little taps on him like how they do in wrestling when theyāve had enough and wanna tap out, freeing herself and signing āI canāt breatheā like itās pure bants cos heās so tall and strong and sheās being crushed, giving it the grin and lols to sell that but thereās a cinematic tear rolling down each cheek at the same time from her sad eyes because she also means it seriously with how tight and heavy her chest feels from how worried she is about this jc situation]
Bobby: [tap her back like a pat on the shoulders because itāll be okay, weāre not as worried as you because not thinking the worst here, itās always been alright before so why wouldnāt it be now? āCome onā like letās go back to the house and sort this]
Libi: [at least how chill he is about this would be comforting because youāve got no choice gal, itāll be what itāll be and weāre bringing the drama, soz, wipe your eyes and give him a Jimothy style thumbs up]
Bobby: [pushing your thumbs down like donāt do that because thatās not the vibe]
Libi: [a look like okay okay, my bad, before sheās just dragging him along in the direction theyāve gotta go]
Bobby: [soz Jimothy doesnāt talk to us properly right now and we canāt find it even ironically amusing, get in this house and back to the note and phone, the former you can pass to her like she needs to read it in person as if thereās something he couldāve missed]
Libi: [do read it and eat your snack that he saved for you, when the vagueness of this note is not calming cos you know that 1. Itās deliberate to downplay how drama this situ could be cos you know Janis and 2. You can tell she rushed it cos she did which really looks like needing to leave was urgent af not cos JC are in love but cos Casey did something BAD, blatantly messaging and calling Janis again even though she has not replied to any of the others cos what else can you do]
Bobby: [just watching her not get through on this call like yeah, I know and didnāt think you would āhas to be his missus, right?ā because this note appeared after youād gone to school aka not last night so itās not as likely to be a issue at the club because he wouldāve showed up early hours and youād have been here]
Libi: [nod because youād have obviously come to the same conclusion and itās really not a reach even with the v limited interactions yāall wouldāve had with this gal, looking at Caseyās phone cos I assume itās here in front of yāall rn as if she can unlock it with her mind via sheer force of will]
Bobby: [āshe hasnāt text himā meaning the girlfriend because that wouldāve popped up even if you couldnāt unlock to read a full message]
Libi: [when youāre just like maybe she canāt come to the phone rn cos sheās dead but you donāt wanna say it so you donāt āHeās not been dumped before, itās usually the other way roundā making a face remembering all the gals whoād leave the gaff when heās done with them, how many there have been and the state of them āmight be his prideās hurt, nothing and nobody elseā]
Bobby: [shrugging and making a similar face back because we think thatās stupid but also wouldnāt put it past him āno one will miss seeing her about anywayā]
Libi: [a look like HARD AGREE cos you canāt disagree, we all know what she was like āa close call like he has with you is the best we can hope forā cos Casey has never hurt Bobby but heās wanted to on many occasions and I donāt blame you for wanting to think thatās what couldāve happened here and heās just beating himself up for the almost how he do]
Bobby: [just going quiet ācos you know that hope is a long shot because even if you canāt remember any of it, youāve found out by-proxy how Ian was with your mother ādo you know her socials?ā after this pause, signing without eye contact but a valid point like we might be able to piece together a better idea from this girl if sheās said anything recently]
Libi: [when you know damn well what that silence and lack of eye contact means cos of course you do, putting her hand over his and giving it a little reassuring squeeze after the question āIāll be able to locate her from his or their mutualsā cos I doubt sheās deleted every pic of him sheās ever tagged yet, priorities hun if thatās what youāre doing tbh, but adding a fingers crossed for if she has that any shared friends can give you the answer]
Bobby: [she mightāve posted about uni, idk Iāll let my boo decide, at least youād know what their blatant row was about which is more than youāre getting from JC for a while, squeezing her hand back before dropping it like off you go then, sleuth it out girl]
Libi: [do because she so feels to me like the kind of bitch to be bragging about uni and you can either show him or tell him what sheās been saying if sheās running her mouth and he wouldnāt be able to understand, she probably has also deleted all trace of him if sheās the drama but you canāt force every friend you have to do that ASAP hun so]
Bobby: [doing a little slow clap like there we go, weāve worked it out, go us āhe aināt going to uniā bit rude youāre implying Casey couldnāt get in but itās true, itās not in his plans that any of you can envision āeveryone knows what you do at uniā again, the cliche of dumping whoever you were with at home to either fuck around or get a uni boyf, which is valid]
Libi: [a v judgey eye roll at this gf for being a cliche as if youāre so much better gal, love it, and at Casey too for behaving exactly like everyone would expect at this news]
Bobby: [āshe seems fineā because that would be a relief that sheās got the time and pettiness to be posting about her amazing life news and deleting photos of Casey as she goes, which you wouldnāt do on your deathbed, we can assume, helping yourself to a handful/one of/whatever of her snack because we already feel better and we werenāt as scared as her to begin with]
Libi: [slapping his hand away like excuse you cos obvs also feel better that the gf is clearly not even half dead nevermind fully, RIP, but itās clearly also playing on her mind and thus her face that if itās not that serious why did they leave/why are they not back/answering]Ā
Bobby: [of course we can see this, even if weāre attempting to take more of your snack just ācos we must āheās embarrassed, just like you saidā with a shrug like wouldnāt you be if this girl dumped you]
Libi: [lowkey playfighting him because obvs, JJ were always doing it and so you two have gotta āI would beā with the shadiest face like yeah she was not it and itās bad enough he decided to choose her as his gf in the first place of all peeps]
Bobby: [just brawl because itās comfortingly normal and familiar opposed to saying you canāt because of what Casey may or may not have done, just calling her a lesbian for bants sake as well, which Iām sure is an amusing sign, like Libi would seriously consider this random gal, even if she werenāt a massive cringe]
Libi: [get into it kids, itāll make you feel better, as will her calling him a dickhead because we can all guess what that sign would be and thatās comforting and normal and familiar in itself for this fam]
Bobby: [nod and smile like yeah, thatās more like it āheās probably talking her ear offā like thatāll be why she canāt reply to you, nothing to worry about here, at all]
Libi: [miming drinking like yeah youāre so right heāll be drunk af chatting away and sheāll be driving him home soon if not right now immediately, thatās why, itās fine]
Bobby: [miming a golf swing, following it with your hand on your brow to getting it in the hole and celebrating like exactly, this isnāt actually anything new or weird, it was just a weird note that made us freak out for no reason]
Libi: [getting him more to eat and making yāall drinks and shit like this is now just a normal after school moment cos thatās what yāall have decided it is, picking a movie, cos sheās a diva who wonāt let him pick, with a run time thatāll see you through until Jimmy gets back perfectly etc etc]
Bobby: [get on this sofa and get comfortable, weāre chilling lads, nothing to see here, no drama]
Libi: [It wonāt be nice when Jimothy gets back and wonāt talk or eat with yāall but youād still be like itās alright theyāll be back soon and then heāll calm down too, thinking youāre just playing a waiting game, which you are gonna be but itās for Janisā reply not JC walking through the door]
Bobby: [you wanna do that now?]
Libi: [Come at me bro]
Bobby: [do you wanna send me like at least the last one so I have something to go from, obvs thereās multiple missed calls and probably a few texts but just so I got the flavour lol]
Libi: You didnāt train me in hostage negotiation, and if thatās what this is, I donāt know what Iām supposed to do
Janis: Sorry, sorry, I havenāt had much breathing room to check my phone today
Janis: but Iām fine and I think the situation with Case is going to be too, as much as can be predicted, so š
Libi: So youāre on your way home then?
Janis: Not quite yet, itās definitely a 24-hour stepback needed still but I donāt see any reason that I wonāt be back tomorrow after school
Janis: Are you at ours?
Libi: But sheās fine, I checked after Bobs found your note and summoned me
Janis: You did let Jimmy read it, right? It was mostly for him
Libi: Did you hear me? I said the coast is clear
Janis: Youāve not spoken to her, not that you should
Janis: you know social media can be total bullshit, or at least partial, itās still best for the situation if Case stays away
Libi: I know sheād struggle to use it if heād broken her arm
Libi: or worse
Janis: I didnāt say heād done anything that bad, I didnāt specify because I canāt but heās not in a state youād want to see him in, any of you
Libi: I donāt want to see him at all, I wanna see you
Janis: And you will, tomorrow, like you would anyway if Bobby hadnāt called you over
Janis: have you told mum youāre staying over?
Libi: Yeah, cos I do this thing where I bother letting people know where I am
Janis: Um alright, I did
Janis: youāve studied the note, allegedlyĀ
Libi: You didnāt pick up when I rang, since whenās that something weāre trialling?
Janis: Itās been super fucking hectic, it wasnāt intentional or part of a plan, obviously
Libi: Alright, you didnāt intentionally scare the shit out of me, thatās fine then
Janis: Libs, Iām sorry
Janis: what do you want me to do? āCos I canāt answer earlier now
Libi: Caseāll come home if you tell him to, you could do that
Janis: He needs looking after right now, youāre gonna be piss tired for school already if you went to bed now, never mind by the time we got in
Janis: it makes no odds, weād talk even less if I had to bring him back when he doesnāt want to be there, you know that
Libi: It makes no odds to you, Jim wouldnāt say that, Iām not saying it
Janis: Seriously? Thatās not fair
Libi: Itās not fair that Case kicks off at his girlfriend and you not only give him a free pass but you offer him a lift to wherever he fancies going
Janis: You donāt know what happened, or what went on between them, you reckon youāve pieced it together from her socials but thatād only be one side and itās still not even gonna be her full story, if at all true
Janis: Heās upset
Libi: Itās the same story all the time, whatever happens or whatever goes on between him and whoever he has a go at, you take his side
Janis: Why would you take the side of a random girl you donāt know over someone youāve known nearly your entire life?
Janis: That makes no sense
Libi: You said it, Iāve known him almost my entire life
Janis: Thatās a fucked up thing to say
Libi: Itās true, what else do you want me to say?
Janis: Are you not even slightly concerned how he is
Libi: I donāt know
Janis: It doesnāt matter, Iām here and heās safe, pass that on to the other two, if they decide theyāre bothered
Libi: You need to talk to Jim, heās really bothered you havenāt done that
Janis: I put all I could in the note, you can tell him weāve talked, then Iāll talk to him when Iām back
Libi: If youāre making me your messenger, you have to tell me things
Janis: Well I have, plentyĀ
Libi: Iāve known you my entire life
Janis: You donāt need to hear everything, itās either not mine to tell or not yours to be told
Janis: you arenāt stupid, you know that this is delicateĀ
Libi: Iām not stupid, I know why itās you he runs to every timeĀ
Libi: and how it makes a shit idea worse
Janis: And it isnāt surprising, none of you have seemed even vaguely concerned how he is, heās not stupid either, who else is he going to go to when things like this happen
Libi: Itās not like Iāve said I want him to go to Ianās, or I would ever say that, but Iām sick of things like this happening
Libi: why is that bad?
Janis: We all are
Janis: that doesnāt mean ignoring it will fix anything though, from any of us
Libi: Donāt ignore me again, okay?
Libi: I thoughtā¦ everythingā¦ every shitty thing there is to š
Janis: I wasnāt but Iām sorry that your head was there
Janis: I will make sure I reply quicker, even if itās just a š so you know Iām not being held hostage
Libi: Or in the morgue, unless someone who works there has a very fucked up sense of humour
Janis: You donāt need to worry about me, nothing bad happens to me, ever
Janis: well blessed
Libi: You just donāt want me to end up in your place on the slab, I get it, but Iām blessed with an inhaler, so donāt worry either
Janis: 14 is too young, even by our familyās shit luck, kid
Libi: My birthdayās soon š„³
Janis: I know, āscuse me for betting on you not dying before you got to it even
Libi: š
Janis: Subtle hint not needed, youāll get your š on time, girl
Libi: What is it?
Libi: and howās that for subtle?Ā
Janis: as a sledgehammerĀ
Libi: š¤ Bobs wonāt tell me either
Janis: He better not, you only get the one a year, donāt fuck it up
Libi: Promise youāll be back tomorrow
Janis: Promise, I have to talk to him in person, already told you
Libi: I do care, slightly, if Case is okay or notā¦ š¤
Janis: Heāll be okay but itās no secret he hasnāt been, for a while
Janis: itāll all get sorted, promise that too, whilst Iām at it
Libi: Itās no secret sheās aā¦ well, you know, without me needing to fully victim blame the girl in writing
Janis: Yeah, we donāt need to worry about her no more
Janis: She was a mistake, fair to say
Libi: And a catalyst, for something he was always gonna do
Janis: You canāt just ignore things forever and act like that means theyāre dealt with
Libi: Right
Janis: Iāll see you tomorrow then
Libi: Try and get some sleep yourself, you must be loads tired-er than me
Janis: Pretty knackered but adrenaline works wonders
Janis: I will do though
Libi: Goodnight, Iām the most glad youāre okay
Janis: Of course I am, go have some sweet dreams yeah
Libi: Iāll do my best
Janis: You can tell either of them any of this, by the way, none of itās need to know
Libi: Bobsāll probably read it
Janis: š like
Libi: Iād wake him up to, but thatāll take longer than it will you to fall asleep
Janis: about right
Janis: š„æ usually works but save that for when itās worth deploying
Libi: I donāt need telling what works, tah, I know everything that does
Janis: š
Libi: Maybe Iāll chuck a shoe at you though, next time you pull a move like this
Janis: because I do, all the time, just for fun, like
Libi: Itās a first, Iām not assuming itās the last time too, like weāve both said, Iām not stupid
Janis: I wouldn't promise otherwise but
Janis: it isnāt how I plan to deal with things, on the whole
Libi: Youād get called the worst role model again, if nothing else
Janis: Youāre smart enough not to need one
Libi: Have you forgotten what 14 is like? I still need you
Janis: Not to tell you what to do, youāre much smarter than I was at that age
Libi: I donāt know about that, I didnāt feel smart today
Janis: Yeah but you didnāt do anything dumb about it, however bad it felt
Janis: you stayed put and it paid off
Libi: I wouldāve gone anywhere he wanted me to, further than you, for longer, and cared less about it
Janis: You didnāt want him to feel as shit as you did
Libi: But it wouldnāt have been smart, the search party would be massive, and all FUMING
Janis: Alright, princess, I get it š
Libi: Another reason I need you around, you get it, so many other people think itās weird how much Iād do for that boy
Janis: Youāve known each other forever, itās family by choice, not blood, it makes it more important
Libi: Yeah
Janis: I understand
Libi: Itās something I could build sweet dreams from anyway
Janis: You know you can tell me anything, whenever you need to
Libi: Ooh, I love how cryptic that was
Libi: the NERVE to say Iām not subtle and then say that
Janis: Ha, you know what Iām saying perfectly well
Janis: some thing you might not want to share with Bobby, or canāt
Libi: We had the same puberty talk at school, they arenāt allowed to split us by gender any more
Janis: Cheek, they didnāt do that when I had it a few years prior, you cow
Libi: š
Janis: šš
Libi: *š„±š“
Janis: Piss off then, I aināt taking the blame for you falling asleep in lessons
Libi: You could write me a note, youāre not at all crap at it, like
Janis: Only if itās to Lucas otherwise I canāt be bothered
Libi: No girl is falling asleep in an English lesson
Janis: Hmm, riveting, aināt he
Libi: He wishes, but instead, itās too dangerous
Libi: Iām not ending up duct taped into the back of his [a shit car idk but you would cos of Ali and Billie] cos Case was upset by his breakup, tah very much
Janis: Thatās really helpful, tah
Janis: no need to be quite so cinematic about it
Libi: I canāt help it if his idea of an after school club is making a snuff film in his garage
Janis: Iām well aware, the preview was enough
Libi: Shh, youāll ruin my dreams now all this talk of sir
Janis: Go to bed, he wouldnāt mess with you, heās not quite that dumb, however creepy
Libi: See you tomorrow
Libi: oh and I love you
Janis: Love ya Libs
Libi: Necessary last words if either of us get kidnapped and murdered
Janis: š¤š¤
Libi: [The way she would have to be dragged out of this house by Casey for this dog walk is just reminding me of her throwing herself at him drunkenly and being dramatically pushed off cos itās all so physical, Iām FINE]
Bobby: [When neither of you has any clue whatās going on just that itās clearly bad and thereās nothing you can do about that and also thereās a random dog, for no reason at all, like hello]
Bobby: Are you okay
Libi: [when you donāt reply for ages because youāre too busy having a full go at Casey because like we said in the OG coats or not JC are literally covered in lovebites and Libi is not stupid, but sheās not signing any of this convo which is rude and so unlike her because she just automatically would to the point itās clear she has to make the effort to not]
Libi: No
Libi: you?
Bobby: Did he hurt you, when we were getting out the door
Bobby: I didnāt see, I was looking at them and then
Libi: I donāt think so
Libi: or not enough for me to care right now
Bobby: Thatās something
Bobby: 1 thing
Libi: Iām sorry
Bobby: Why would you be, youāre the only one who doesnāt need to be
Libi: that you had to ask me if Iām hurt cos I wouldnāt just go and it meant he had to touch me, that I left you out of having a go at him when itās you who has the right to not me, that I didnāt push Jan harder last night to find out what the fuck was happening
Libi: so many reasons
Bobby: I donāt wanna talk to him no more than he does me
Libi: Iām never talking to her again, she said I wasnāt stupid and then made such a fool of me, of all of us
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The Feds are Here
lmaooo i did not edit this <3
āOz. Oz. Ozzy wake up!ā
Crimson huffed in slight frustration as she glared at said manās back. Of course only Shiloh would come in and make himself comfortable not only in her house but her bed too. It was not so much that she hated it, but it did peeve her how soft that boy made her. After spending years building up walls, Shiloh just forced himself into her life, her heart, and tore down her walls like they were made of wet cardboard. Though, she could not lie to herself even if she wanted to. He did have some charms. Not too many. Someone had to keep his ego in check and that just so happened to be her favorite job.
With a hum, she rounded the bed and grasped the duvet before yanking it off. āShiloh Bright, wake up the feds are here!ā She exclaimed, causing the man to bolt up and look around. Before he could leave the room, Crimson grabbed his arm. Trying to hide her snickers and laughs long enough to explain, she started talking. āWait, wait! Itās a joke so calm down. But now that youāre awake, get dressed because I want breakfast.ā With that, Crimson turned to head for the door. Right before she walked out, she whirled back around to look at the disgruntled Shiloh.Ā
āOh and make the bed while youāre at it.ā Flashing him a smile, she left the room.
#shilohbright#summersorginalwriting#cm#if you want this prompt with others lmk cause i like it#if i see someone else write it before me though...š«š«š«#summersocs
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Send Me A URL and Iāll Respond With My Opinions | AnonymousĀ | Mun
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Roleplaying/Writing
My favorite muse(s) of theirs and why: Max. He feels like the coolest muse I've ever come up with even though he's still wildly underdeveloped in the areas I think make him cool
My favorite interaction/thread of theirs: Aw man. You just want me to pick favorites don't you? That's why you sent this. Uhhh. I'll go wiiiiith... The crack posts of Aeron as a result of interacting with B.ucky. Pretty sure thatās mostly been Riley and K.laus. Oh oh! Also the ones with Thorn / Karma. Those usually end up being Asher.
My thoughts on their unique characterization/interpretation of their muse(s): And now for my insecurities. Lol. Always think I should be more developed, more organized, and consistent.
My thoughts on their writing style as a whole: Balanced hopefully. Keeping that emotional realism but also free to keep it fun.
Situation(s)/Plot(s) Iād love to see their muse(s) in: Imma scream about the U.mbrella A.cademy verse for Eira forever. Also I want Soulmate AUs, fake dating plots, found family (including slow burn with the other "parent") plots. Also getting back into the mutant verse. And just in general making more verses. And!! More plots that arcs for my muses in relation to each other. Would love to explore something further for them. Also! Survival plots like zombie apocalypse or escaping a game/reality/time/death loop.
Someone else I love seeing them interact with: Myself of course lmao For real, B.ucky. God I love that Content. I couldnāt possibly get enough.
Anything else I want to say about their roleplaying: Should do it more. With more people. And consistently. Not have drafts sitting for months and probably annoy my partners.
If We Know Each Other
What I Think Are Their Best Qualities: Ew. Pls. Why are you making me do this? Ugh okay. Iād sayyy... Iām?? Goddamn this is hard. Uh. Oh! Thoughtful! I do a lot of thinking. All the time. It actually kinda sucks for me! But in terms of being a good writing partner, I try to pay attention. Ask questions others might not. Send posts that remind me of their muse. Adapt to a similar style. Just. Be thinking of you and your muse.
What I Think Are Their Strengths: Plotting intra-muse things. For myself and other multiple muse writers. So Iāve been told. It is my favorite thing to do.
A Memorable OOC Interaction Of Ours: The time I realized that my muses didnāt have to be from a real place. I could just make up a place and not worry about accuracy. Really love myself for that one
Why Others Should RP With Them: Bc I said pls? lol Because they want to of course. They see something they like and wanna be a part of, doing something together.
How Others Should Approach Them: I think itās generally accepted that memes are the way to go. But given how many times I wanna start on a clean slate, itād be good to have a solid idea for first meeting and the general direction the interaction / relationship will go. So Iād love to plot that initially. That gives me something to fall back on. Especially because weāve settled on a muse of mine you wanna interact with. Itād also be awesome if you approached first. Even if thatās just sending a meme.
Other Roleplayers Iād Recommend To Them: The ones I havenāt written with! Or havenāt in a while! Or didnāt really get the ball rolling! Shout out to @diicktective @heartxshaped-bruises @detectiveconnor @immortalled @flxtchcrĀ specifically bc I think they're excellent. The content is *chef's kiss* and I hope to get to writing with / continue writing with them soon :D
Anything else I want to say about them: I can take a while but I hope Iām worth it.
If We Have/Plan To Interact Together
A plot Iād like to write with them: Beyond what I wrote before, specifically I'd like to write a plot that brings all my muses together. Ultimate crossover style. Which will likely take place in the mutant verse. I've already got some distant plans. Just need to actually develop them and put them into motion.
A muse I want to introduce to them:Ā MJ, my newest idea/focus
A ship/broship Iād like to propose to them: Of my own muses, Iāve been toying with the idea of Eira and Darius. Of othersā muses, Iāve been thinking about Lorelei and Swift ( @diicktective ) or maybe the muses on the munās other blog @arachnofille. I have no thoughts. Just reading the vibes.
A thread with them Iām excited about: A thread with myself Iām excited about... Well that recent one with Eira and Max, Iāve been meaning to get back to. Also potentially thinking about writing Eira and L.oki bc I miss a particular ship but I think the mun is inactive ;n;
Anything else I want to say: There's so much I'd like to do but the balance between my own thing and replies when balancing writing at all and not, is just so hard.
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Anais lore when š«
HI SYKE!
OOOOOOOOOO i could like, kiss u rn i think. as a friend but. kiss u nonetheless. pardon my jumbled thoughts ive been trying to write his lore for 3 days straight so im just. putting down wht comes to mind.
edit: THIS IS LONGER THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE WAAAAAA
tags: @caniscreamintoanabyss, @ozzagi (bc i say so)
CW: child abandonment/neglect (just in case)
Anais was born in Liyue (One Parent was from Natlan and the Other from Liyue). But he didn't really have a home? His parents just kind of wandered around with him in tow.
They didn't really care much for him either.
So surprise surprise! He was abandoned when he was five during one of Liyue's harshest winters. They didn't leave him with much, just some herbs.
(In my selfship AU he is rescued from freezing to death by the Adeptus Lynn (@chickynn) and dropped off at Bubu pharmacy.)
Baizhu nearly straight up fainted. he was way younger and sicker here, so he didn't really know if he would b able to properly care for a child.
Tbh he considered giving anais to someone else but Gui scolded him for it. So while he originally kept anais out of obligation, that quickly faded.
He would help out around the pharmacy or even help take care of Baizhu when he really needed it. Also came out around like 12. (he didn't want to alter his body, just wanted everyone to stop calling him a girl!!!)
Around this time also, Baizhu and Anais found Qiqi while herb picking - from then on he was a big brother <3 (Baizhu did not see himself taking care of two children but they both grew on him n he's v proud of them)
Anais started getting jealous around age 14-15 becaus Baizhu and Qiqi had such pretty visions! He would hold them in his hands sometimes and dreamed about having a vision of his own.
Not much later, while he was herb picking with Qiqi a mitachurl attacked them - he was granted an anemo vision while protecting his little sister :D
The way they both raced home to show Baizhu, who beamed at him with pride and told him to take care of it.
(Elsewhere, the Adeptus Lynn is also smiling proudly! The boy she saved all those years ago was growing up so fast!)
Around his later teen years (17-18) anais wanted to start adventuring but baizhu forbade it. and he would've rebelled too, if baizhu didn't faint so easily.
once he hit abt 19/20 baizhu realized he couldn't keep him there forever! he gifted him a shiny, new, expensive looking catalyst for his birthday (though anais is skilled with all weapons, he prefers catalysts).
anais started adventuring not soon after that. he'd never been out of liyue harbor except to go herb picking, and even after that he couldn't really take in much scenery, since baizhu wanted him home before dark.
It took him a while to explore the entirety of liyue until he was satisfied. after that he moved on to mondstadt, the neighboring country.
(he reunited with Lynn here, who was returning from Inazuma)
Anais didn't really have a job while he stayed in mond. he didn't know if he was planning to stay or not, so he went around doing odd jobs for money.
ONE FATEFUL DAY he decides to hang at the esteemed Angel's Share. He seems to catch the attention of the red-haired bartender when he orders a nonalcoholic drink *wink wink*
He does get attached to Diluc and eventually goes back often to see him. which results in diluc working more shifts bc he also wants to see anais.
He also befriends kaeya during this time, since his teasing was relentless when it came to the two of them.
(diluc is actually blackmailed into confessing his feelings. "give me a free drink or i tell him how you feel" - lynn)
anais decided to stay in mond when he and diluc got together, joining mond's adventurers guild
(went back to liyue to tell baizhu he planned on staying. and that he also caught the eye of one of teyvats richest and most eligible bachelors. baizhu fainted.)
!! anais goes to liyue w/the traveler to act as a guide of sorts. befriends childe while he's there. beats his ass after he nearly drowns the harbor.
OTHER AUS TO CONSIDER!!
Harbinger!Anais AU
In this au he became a harbinger instead of going to mond.
one of the youngest harbingers alongside childe.
is best friends with childe and rivals with dottore + scara.
(dottore actually denied him harbinger status for a hot minute. would give him weird liquids and tell him to drink. anais does not trust him)
absolutely adores the tsaritsa. between him and childe it almost seems like a competition as to who can better gain her favor.
he uses a pyro delusion + sword, as well as his anemo vision + catalyst.
if he does get with diluc in this au its a double edged sword (?). they both only got with the other for information, but actually fell in love along the way. oops?
In Which He's With Itto + Sara, Not Diluc
he still ventures to mond in this au, but doesn't get with diluc.
he visits inazuma when lynn returns. as company :D
walks into itto, looks up, and quite literally faints. (emotions too strong maybe? exhausting trip? who would look at that hunk of a man and NOT faint???)
anyways thats how he met itto :D started hanging around him and his gang more, since itto was hellbent on making sure he didn't faint in public again.
met sara during one of her and itto's rematches. he actually stepped in to fight in itto's place because he was being careless. sara commended the way he fought which made him grow red in the face.
he showed up to every rematch after that.
#OH MY GOD THIS IS A LOT IM SO SORRY#i got carried away#this def would not have been optimal in dms.#pdb writes#pdb s/i: anais!!;#selfship tag#pdb gushes: diluc ragnvindr!#pdb gushes: baizhu!!!!#pdb gushes: itto!#pdb gushes: qiqi!#pdb gushes: sara kujou!!
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tsukumo for character ask!
Oooo Tsukumo, now that was a turn around for a character
First impression
I feel like I didn't get much of a first impression for her, like it was cool to find out about another special grade, but we truly get to meet her through Suguru's perspective which leaves a negative overall impression of someone who's fucking around while others suffer and who's rather callous and uncaring about effects her words might cause. As she kept appearing here and there I kept thinking she was cool but not much else and she only recently really grabbed my attention.
Impression now
Oh I'm very curious about her now. We still don't know a whole lot (I'm noticing a theme here lmao) but what we have is SO interesting. Her reveal as a former spv really just šššš like HELLO PLEASE GIVE US MORE INFO. I def see her as more deep person now than I saw her before and I really like how she's set as the scientific mind contrasting Kenjaku's, I just wish we got more of her ideas. We had so many explanations of what Kenjaku's planning and what their whole deal is, I really want Tsukumo to pull out a power point and explain what she's meaning to do. In Gojo's backstory arc her goal seemed to be to teach non-sorcerers to use cursed energy and now it's to divorce humans of cursed energy, a plan that she had given up on after Toji's death. Why did she return to it, what happened in between, how does she plan to achieve this? All questions I hope we get answer to. She has been just sorta a background player for so long it will be v interesting to watch her develop and actually share what she's about (Gege dont fuck this up for us š«)
Favorite moment
Her not giving Tengen the time of day when it comes to other SPV's, you can really feel her anger and detest for Tengen as well as the closeness she may feel with the other SPV's even though she may have never met them. I really, I really hope we get to see her rag on Tengen more, It's so fun.
Idea for a story
I've just published Star Turner which is part Tsukomo Character study part lol curse Riko AU lol and I think that will be it for me and Tsukumo until we have more info. However, aside from the SPV reveal, one of the main reasons I've been feeling fond of Tsukumo lately is her role in Gang au prequel. Just like Toji, she's a character i started really liking once I got to writing her and she's genuinely my top three relationships with Satoru in that au, along with Toji and Yaga. The thing is, Toji is a massive presence in gang au prequel, a direct cause for many of Satoru's personality tics, and a looming shadow over the narrative even after he leaves it mid fic. Yaga is Satoru's semi-familial relation and weaves in and out of the narrative in the custom Yaga way but remains very important sore spot for Satoru as the person who preserved his humanity. Tsukumo on the other hand is a major supporting character in ONE chapter and a minor supporting one in bits of two more and that's IT. But she and Satoru get on like house on fire and she really swoops in to fill in a position Toji wasn't willing to and Yaga wasn't there to fulfill. I haven't gotten to THAT conversation between her and Satoru yet but boy I'm looking forward to it.
Unpopular opinion
I don't think I'm aware of enough Tsukumo opinions to have an unpopular one hjvbhjv
Favorite relationship
The hostility she feels towards Tengen is SO FUCKING GOOD like she's so annoyed and done with his bullshit you love to see it. Other than that I don't think she has many relationships hjvhvh we barely saw her interact with Todo and he's her STUDENT.
Favorite headcanon
When she says she's an ex SPV I don't think that means she stopped BEING a SPV. Like I think she's still compatible with Tengen and could be merged with him, I just think that her potential as a sorcerer was deemed bigger than her potential as a vessel and so it was a 'waste' to merge her. If true backfired horribly since she just ended up doing her own shit and honestly GOOD FOR HER.
ask game
#anon#answered#ask game#jjk#i need separate lists for characters i like because of the manga and characters i like cuz they are fun in gang au
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