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“I let him die / Taking your advice”
#Hey fam is this anything#Edit: someone compared this to the Red string of fate and I’m dead. they’ve killed me.#spies are forever#saf#we'll collectively pretend the blood pouring from one hand to the other does not look weird at all#Okay but cHRIST i fully colored and recolored curt so many times#and I still don’t think I’m happy with him lol#I think it’s because I really can’t shade clothes no matter how hard I pretended to#also I always forget my freebie art program hates big canvases and pixelates the colors really weird when I blur so#sorry if u see any of that bs#owen carvour#agent curt mega#Curt mega#blood#???????#fanart#tcb#tin can bros#I think next time I draw him I’m gonna attempt to make him look a little less like Joey#if I even can#digital art#art#digital drawing
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guys. i miss volleyball. but idk if i could play again.
#my dad ruined it for me in middle school#and#i just#idk if i could step foot on the court again and know that he’s watching#i’m definitely not crying#but#it brought me something in my life#and i want that back#but idk how i can get it back#if i even can#emi talks <3
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I’m gonna jerk off and go back to sleep
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Woke up to a migraine AND an allergy attack, and have two can’t-miss meetings AND a conference I have to attend over zoom and I would truly rather die. Apparently they might cold call on us to answer questions during the conference????? Is that not fucking illegal????? It should be fucking illegal.
#ignore me#I’m once again#using this blog like a blog#personal#I guess#I just wanna go to sleeeeeeep#if I even can#also they still haven’t given me back my fucking car it’s been delayed like four times#I’m just feeling pouty and whiny today#also my boss is already extremely ill and will be out for at least another week#so if I called out it would leave one person to do the whole department’s work#which isn’t fair to her
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this is the worst thing that has ever come to pass fuck thsi stupid fucking show i hate it here
#ari opinion hour#not bonff#tw#coe#coe day 4#hi. im going to need about a billion fucking minutes to get this out of my system#if i even can#god fuck this
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Haven't been to the drag bar with my friends in 2 weeks, and the day to go out is tomorrow. I really don't wanna go because I'm too depressed. Being around people, even ones I love, just feels like it'll make me snap.
I feel like my mental deterioration is leading to my relationships fallin apart. Should I suck it up and go?
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these teaser pics gonna be hard to do
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I've been seeing a lot of knight posts recently. pretty great
#i really do agree we need a kneeling knight emoji i'd use the FUCK out of that#can i tag this 'chivalry' or perhaps 'arthuriana'#shann talks shit#chivalry#arthuriana#maybe even#paladin#edit: thanks to the people reblogging this i now know of knightposting#knightposting#second edit: listen I didn’t hv an oc in mind when I compiled this but I just remembered that I do hv a knight oc#morghen coded#compilation post
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As gen-AI becomes more normalized (Chappell Roan encouraging it, grifters on the rise, young artists using it), I wanna express how I will never turn to it because it fundamentally bores me to my core. There is no reason for me to want to use gen-AI because I will never want to give up my autonomy in creating art. I never want to become reliant on an inhuman object for expression, least of all if that object is created and controlled by tech companies. I draw not because I want a drawing but because I love the process of drawing. So even in a future where everyone’s accepted it, I’m never gonna sway on this.
#personal#im still fighting it but im also a realist so I’ve accepted that this will be our future#rant#gen ai is fucking boring#I hope this doesn’t make me sound like a ‘going against the crowd. not like the rest of society’ type (it would be depressing if it did)#but yeah even in a world where it’s considered totally fine to use ai to make art I’ll still be using my bare hands#because I like it and nobody can take that from me#if you’re a young artist interested in or already using ai. just know that the thing you rely on to make art can be taken away at any point#all of it. and there’s nothing you can do about it if they decide to. it doesn’t belong to you
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Girl dad Silco is a source of endless entertainment for me
Extra doodles:
Someone save Sevika, she is in hell
#my art#sketchy sketch#arcane#sevika#jinx#arcane powder#silco#silco and jinx#Silco will never actually be able to discipline in jinx#the best he can do is raise his voice#and even that has no effect#sorry silco you are a doomed girl dad#now I've doodled all my silco and jinx ideas I got a while back no wait#still one#well I'll finish it at some point#sevika needs help guys she is all alone with these two
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#comic#hatsune miku#miku#fortnite#hatsune miku fortnite#i used to play a lot of fortnite and then one day i stopped#idk if even she can get me to play again tbh i just do not care anymore#im in my big fromsoft phase anyway. i drew this while watching my partner play sekiro#and we play elden ring with a co op mod#its fun. play video games with your loved ones
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pls rb if you think cuddling doesn't have to be s3xual
im tryna prove a point to my bf's mother help me out
#like im asexual its def not gonna be like that for me#but she still thinks it is soo#but like. cuddling can totally be platonic there doesnt gotta be such a fuss abt it 😭#i get her pov but c'mon#asexual#aromantic#<- for reach#edit: ...its censored because i want to btw#like. ik im in the horniest social media but i wanna censor it so i do#ik i wont get shadowbanned like in tiktok lmao#im not even in tiktok......😭#so yup i censored it for my own comfort 💯 hope this answered your questions pls shut up now lmaooo
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bro this is latin. someone actually thought latinos speak latin in latin america
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everyone crying over caitlyn dictator this caitlyn fascist arc that … everyone failed to recognize the power of a butch lesbian against generational cycles of violence. caitlyn most girlfailure dictator ever. saw her ex for 3 seconds and immediately folded. girl me too tf
#vi didn’t even have the chance to say i can change you cait was like baby you’re right#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#caitvi#arcane
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HAPPY DUNMESHI THUR- *gunshoits*
#Idk anything abt feathers as u can tell#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#falin touden#marcille donato#laois touden#senshi#farcille#should i even tag the others? lmao#My art
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