#if i don't lose the hyperfixation...
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the urge to start a 100k words levi x marleyan-but-not-really!reader fic based on my oc because holy shit
#technically i could methinks#but not with whatever shit i have going on rn#mmmmaybe#some time#if i don't lose the hyperfixation...#ੈ — asahi talks#aot x reader#levi x reader
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Kirby fandom have we seen this amazing Dedede skin yet
Because oh my god...
Credit: Blu_Awagga
#im. actually losing my mind a little bit#FANART. STAT.#kirby#king dedede#super smash bros ultimate#ssbu#his drip guys. his drip#hes so cute oh my lord and gravy#the kirby hyperfixation is staying strong with this#yes i Will be drawing this design I might actually explode if I don't#ed texts
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The problem with being really really into a game/book is that at some point, you FINISH the game/book and there is no more new content.
What am I supposed to do with my life THEN
#lets list out my favorites#legend of zelda#specifically#breath of the wild#looping in#tears of the kingdom#six of crows#an ember in the ashes#yes this is just an excuse to go through my favorite media#insomniac spiderman#gotham knights#I DON'T CARE I LOVED IT#this is how you lose the time war#anything written by ava reid#percy jackson#book tumblr#game tumblr#bookblr#books#video games#gamers of tumblr#hyperfixation#so many#fanfiction is kinda nice
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How it feels to be in the wordgirl community for almost 3 years (I remember every artist who used to be in the community and those who are still here)

#wordgirl#Don't get me wrong I know there are people who've been here way longer#But I've seen really cool artists lose their wg hyperfixation#WHY IS MINE STILL LINGERING 😭😭😭#eva talkz
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Alright y'all I found a pirated version of sonic the hedgehog 3 that isn't a recording of the cinema so I'll watch it this weekend! If I like it... new hyperfixation warning lol.
#not threatening any of my ninjago only followers lol#i will NEVER lose interest in ninjago#or at least... i dont plan on doing so (last time i said this for the mario fandom i ended up losing interest a few months later...#but i am getting back in the fandom now)#sonic isnt replacing ninjago/mario as my hyperfixation it's just gonna be a hyperfixation alongside them#you get what i mean?#anyways you can block the tag for it if you don't like it 😅#sonic the hedgehog#guplia rants#shitpost
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Soooo in 2022 I was doing all these colour palette drawings with my OCs and I didn't draw them as much last year and I miss them so much so I decided to pick up the colour palette drawings again this year cause they're simple but really fun :D
Anyway here's my boy he means more to me than you could ever know.
NEARLY FORGOT I used the palette Unholy Flame (very fitting for this guy >:3) from @color-palettes! Gonna be using a lot more of them in the future, they're really good ✨
#i've literally been hyperfixating over him and his story for three and a half years#i won't be dropping lore cause there's just so much that i don't know where to start#it's also one of the few ideas i've stuck with consistently instead of losing interest after like a month#novel is currently 200 000 words and maybe like two thirds finished#probably gonna have to split it#anyway#my art#oc art#original character art#colour palette art#gaylight post
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#gonna be honest I like my men bitchy and they don't get much bitchier than this#I wanna fuck him so hard he loses his ability to think and goes quiet for the first time ever#also if I forget to upload tomorrow it's because the silly lawyer game franchise got a new game and unfortunately for me I'm hyperfixating#ghiaccio#golden wind#jojo's bizarre adventure
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Subjecting the world to my crazed ramblings :]
Recently started thinking about how the mechanics of the mothers merciful might work. Because we know Dark Sonia was the grandmother at one point in time and some shit happened to her, and (the main thing I've been thinking about) we know what happened to mother trauma when he was stabbed. The fact that he withered like that makes me think that the mothers are somehow frozen in the process of dying or something. But there's also the possibility of that being specific to mother trauma because when Xen introduced him during moonward they said his voice was strange and semi human compared to the other mothers. Idk, there are so many things floating around in my head at this information that I can't get into words
#magpie chirps#shout out to the people in the nqd relisten server who witnessed me losing my mind first hand#specifically s'bean because they've also finished moonward#if we don't get more info about the mothers in unend I am going to commit so many crimes#midst podcast#midst spoilers#midst moonward#midst moonward spoilers#mother trauma#mothers merciful#magpie hyperfixates
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Bwuuuuuhhhhhh I keep getting counter characters in games I play and tbh I'm simply accepting it I'm going all in it's time for
A counterattack focused DND homebrew class because I actually really love counter play styles anyways so we lean in baby
I'm on the very rough no big descriptions first draft rn and would honestly greatly appreciate critique or people liking it bc I don't understand 5e balancing at ALLLL bro
Current plan for counterattacking stance is that you get to enter it 2× your proficiency bonus per long rest. No time limit since the entire class is built around the counterattack stance, but will end if you use an attack action ((the full action, bonus actions don't count)) or cast a spell that needs anything more than verbal components. Ruins your groove. If a character doesn't have their Bulwark shield they can counterattack with any shields or weapons, even improvised, but they won't get any subclass bonuses.
#dungeons and dragons#dnd#homebrew#dnd homebrew#adventures of valerun#dnd classes#help girl im hyperfixating#send help#no really bro i don't understand how 5e game balance works#if anyone would like to give constructive criticism I'll take anything#im losing it
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How come none of you told me how much the Hazbin Hotel soundtrack slaps?
#i'm not watching it yet i don't want to get hyperfixated and lose my rise hyperfixation before i finish doth#but man#i know like the main character is a lesbian and the daughter of satan who is a twink here#and might have two dads? i think lucifer is gay but that might just be the fandom fandoming#and there's some slutty guy there was a BUNCH of controversy over a few months ago on twitter#that's kind of it
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I was gonna go to sleep but then I got distracted scrolling thru my #blorboposting tag all the way down to diff fandoms and it really puts into perspective for me how extremely unwell I am. goddamn
#like. there r so many fucking posts of me losing my mind. and I literally don't rmr posting half of that shit#I saw one of my old tags saying that hyperfixating feels like getting electrocuted or some shit like that#and looking back on it from an outsider perspective it really contextualizes to me how much of an unnormal thing to say that is#normal people actually fr don't feel like they're being tortured every time they think about characters they like.#can you guys fucking imagen that?#lucasings
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Random ramble about Marble Hornets cause my brain FINALLY put shit into words about my feelings about it all as a whole.
(I guess...?)
I actually hate what happened to Alex.
I hate what he was reduced to because he tried too hard to stop the Operator. To stop the sickness.
I hate what happened to all of them.
Yes, the watch felt like home. I missed the media a lot.
But I hate what they went through.
I always have.
The fact that they were all FRIENDS
(If my shit memory is actually serving me right.)
And this fucking ENTITY tore them apart.
Broke their minds and bodies bit by bit until they LITERALLY KILLED EACH OTHER.
Even when someone tried to help someone else they couldn't because that fucking thing made them distrustful of everything.
There was no winning.
There was no way out.
There was only moving on.
And not even that, because it's never gone.
Tim might've survived. Jessica might've survived.
But I can guarantee you.
They never truly "lived" again.
Every waking and sleeping moment would've been HELL for them.
Even if they felt better.
#random fandom thoughts#the clowns are rambling instead of dancing#my love for men losing their sanity because of a twig man#marble hornets#marble hornets rambles#mh ramble#mh vent?#marble hornets vent?#i don't know why I'm talking about this. or where this came from.#cw spoilers#marble hornets spoilers#ish?#(also. yes. i like it a lot. isn't it obvious? it's like metal family all over again but i still love metal family to the same extent!)#(i love hyperfixations. :'D i totally don't ramble too much. noooo- what're you talking about?)#(this is a normal amount of Marble Hornets posting. i swear.)
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DO IT FOR HER!!!!!!!!!!!
(and by it. stay in character you dumbass.)
#my art#my meme#its a shitpost batman#pirate campaign#DnD OC#Enososin Folook#dnd owlin#Eno is a much softer and FAR more optimistic character than Addrus; I cannot simply go ham and be God's Warrior like I would with him#so I'm stapling this into my mental thinkspace so I don't lose sight of that fact /jov SHE BELIEVES IN THE GOOD OF THE WORLD!!!!!!#fun fact; five of those images are from works in progress#the pirate campaign has captured the labyrinthine garden that is my hyperfixation's attention and memory capacity#and I SHALL create /jov#rea rambles in the tags#rea's trash
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I am writing ONE more Terror fic and then I am playing Disco Elysium! (nedconte here I come!)
#i don't want to lose my hyperfixation but it has to be done#night not like it#but 95% chances I will#disco elysium#the terror amc
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I've reached a point in my hyperfixation where I want to like,, become my favorite character. I do not know how to describe that in a better way or in a way that sounds less crazy, that is essentially where my brain is at.
I know I can't become said character. It's a fictional highschool dude from an anime with superpowers. I am a disabled college student with an incompatible gender identity living in the real world. But I can't stop thinking about it, and it's gotten to the point where it's a constant itch in my brain to be more like him.
Thankfully it's not a bad character to have as a role model. So far all this means is that I dyed my hair, study more often and with more interest, clean more, and exercise more. All of those things are good for me. But. If I learned anything from my Harry Potter hyperfixation in elementary/middle school the thing that comes next is quoting, clothing changes, and diet changes. All of which is significantly harder to hide/not draw attention to.
#autism#adhd#also#istg if someone tells me to just stop I will actually lose it#even if I completely ignored this it would stay in the back of my brain until the hyperfix ends on it's own#and I don't even notice when I do some of this stuff#I dyed my hair green without thinking much about why I'd been wanting to go green for months#and completely ignoring the fact that I don't even *like* green#I'm stuck between being preemptively embarrassed and just letting myself give in#I really should just give in tbh#it'd make me happy and I need to stop worrying about what other people think when I'm enjoying myself#anyway#ramble over#sorry to anyone who has to read this lmao
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Bee,,,,,,,, I am ill. NyQuil. Dies
Anyway, your mailman never slacks off !!!
That.
That’s not mail. That’s.
Okay.

Oh wowie!! (Never let me say that ever again.) Gressil and Raven from Ms. Freaky’s Instagram page!!! (I am anti Instagram, it is mean to me)
Raven not being a boykisser is going to ruin my whole career… I am dying… even more than I already was………………………………
When I tell you I RAN OVER TO THE SELFIE WEBSITE I DONT REALLY USE

MORE CANON SEXUALITIES!!!!!
Also dearest mutual with no name.... you neglect the potential of a QPR.
I don't have the brain power to ID rn so if screen reader is being used or picture isn't loading: Ms. Freaky released two new artworks with the characters either holding a flag or with a flag on their cheek for their canon sexualities! GRESSIL is bisexual, Gladiolus/Raven is straight, Poppy is pansexual, Oak is bisexual, and Nightshade/Bella is a lesbian!
#Homesick webtoon#fambles#asks#quintessential-candles#Tell my why it autocorrected nightshade to nightstand#Live-blogging about being sick is entertaining enjoy yourself <3#(<- girl who does that too but just makes a normal post and then explains how she is Dying with too much Detail in tags)#Good news is I'm probably not dying anymore we probably know what was wrong <3#Missed period for like twelve weeks but she came back so I probably just had/have another cysts which explains why I was in pain days ago#I don't get cramps but my organs like to try and kill me. You win some you lose some#I just realized something both of the white haired/silverish haired characters are straight#I doubt that was intentional but that's silly to me. This happens a LOT in media (like Space Boy yes that's another Webtoon I've#Hyperfixated on in the past don't come at me)#Mailman sage#Mailman saga#How did I forget to tag the mailman editing tags#It's. Saga not safe.#SAGE NOT DAFE#SAFE. SAFE I MEANT SAFE.#I'm not fixing those tags
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