#if i do that then it won't be as scary i guess?????

[hersiisi]

hey angel! wondering if you are up to write jungkook as the caretaker for someone in a age regressive episode, maybe she wants him to help her brush her hair or put her in pj's to cuddle her in. muchhh love!🩶

tall and gentle (jk)

in which... you start regressing before bed and your caregiver, jungkook cares for you ♡ daddy used (no kink), bathtime, short fic, pet names, no caps intended ~ 정국 x femreader.

genre is fluff :3

𐙚 my note ~ this is not p-dophilia, nor anything close to it! age regression is a mental coping mechanism and jungkook is merely taking care of the reader. thank you for the request, beautiful!

song rec - sweet boi by chevy

you sit on the floor by the tub, not mentally processing what you needed to be doing at that moment.

you whine softly and fiddle with the hem of your shirt, looking up at the ceiling with frustration.

jungkook passed the hall by the bathroom and glanced at you, "yn, what's the matter." he saw you doing this and took a moment to analyze, realizing you were in your regression state.

he walked towards you and placed his hand on top of your head, "mmh!" you hummed loudly with attitude as you pushed away his hand.

he chuckled softly, "baby, do you need a bath? how about your hair, has it been brushed? and your teeth?"

he asked these questions and you didn't answer any of them, only avoiding his gaze and looking down in your lap.

"okay, darling. if you don't answer, I guess I'll just leave you to tend to yourself..." jungkook's voice was a little teasing but he wouldn't ever actually leave you alone while you regress.

you whine, "n-no."

"no?" jungkook kneeled down beside you and brushed your hair from your face, "then tell me what you need help with, angel."

"I need- need..." you struggled with words, and this was normal for you when you were regressing.

jungkook gave your forehead a kiss, "slowly, peak slowly for me."

you do as he says, "I need a bath, and my hair too- my teeth...please."

he chuckled at your innocence and lifted you up to sit on the edge of the tub. he ran the water warm and walked over to the counter to grab the things you needed.

he grabbed a toothbrush with a pea-sized amount of toothpaste on the bristles, "open your mouth, sweetheart."

jungkook began to brush your teeth, holding your chin so you would stay in place. he knows how restless you are, especially while regressing.

"mmh-" you whine slightly, trying to push away.

"alright, alright...just a little longer sweetheart." jungkook kept you still for as long as you let him before he stopped brushing.

you rush over to the sink and spit out the excess of the toothpaste, "icky-" your words make jungkook chuckle.

"bath time, sweet pea." jungkook helped you take off your shirt and the rest of your clothing, keeping a respectful gaze as he helped you into the tub.

you sigh softly at the warmth, "mh, thank you."

"you're welcome, yn. how about we wash your hair, hm?" jungkook was gentle with you and always made sure to alert you when he would do something.

he gently held the back of your head as you laid back to get your hair wet, just enough for it to lather soap well.

jungkook sat you up and wiped the dripping water from your forehead and eyes, "such a pretty girl, huh?"

you giggle softly and see him grab the pink bottle of shampoo; strawberries and cream, the scent was. jungkook adored this smell on you.

"okay, just a quick wash I promise." he was gentle as he scrubbed your hair, making sure to get every inch of your head before rinsing.

"mh- daddy!" you feel the urge to shout and jungkook stops before he rinses your hair under the water.

"what's the matter, honey?" he asks.

you grasp onto his arm and pout, "scary-" the quiet little mutter leaves your swollen lips and jungkook kisses the top of your head.

"don't be, I've got you. I swear I won't let anything happen. can you trust daddy to help you?" he asks. you take a minute to respond, but you soon nod and jungkook continues.

he holds the back of your neck to keep you from fully submerging into the water as he rinses the shampoo from your hair.

"that's a good girl. you did amazing, sweetheart." jungkook sees a small smile spreading across your face and he couldn't help but admire it. "my pretty girl."

after your bath he helped you dry off before helping you into your clothes. he gives you the usual, one of his shirts makes you the happiest girl alive.

after, jungkook chased you all the way to your bed, hearing your giggles. "I'm gonna get ya!" he went to pick you up and throw you over his shoulder, squeezing your waist because you're ticklish.

you kick your feet, "ahh! no no!"

"yes, sweet pea. you know how much I love your laughs?" jungkook gently put you into bed and looked around for a moment, seeing your pacifier on the nightstand where he left it last. "here baby girl, get some sleep."

you take the pacifier in your mouth and snuggle against the pillows, feeling jungkook's soft pats on your hip as you fall asleep.

jungkook felt warm seeing you so comfortable, especially regressing in front of him so freely. he felt as if you trusted him and he wouldn't betray that.

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© hersiisi, 2024

[cherrylight]

i've come to a realisation on if i want to post more on this blog and be public about my f/os and selfships, i must get used to posting on this blog again.

so therefore, this blog is becoming my silly little diary i guess idk.

[plumfumble]

watch pokemon horizons its nice and sweet

[smile-files]

i think the main issue in arguing with zionists is that, well, they believe in zionism! if israel did deserve to exist, then the genocide and injustice in palestine could be argued for (not like it should be, but it certainly could) -- and zionists believe israel deserves to exist.

i, unfortunately, have a large amount of experience interacting (personally) with zionism and zionists. most of those i've talked to feel for the palestinians, and the violence they are facing, but they fail to realize (or they staunchly deny) the very, very active part israel and the IDF have had in that -- and how it's representative of what the nation has always done.

at the same time, they focus more on israeli hostages than palestinian ones -- and i know, of course, that these zionist jews i've interacted with are either israeli or have loved ones in israel, and so have a very personal stake in the safety of israeli hostages (which may very well be friends or family members), but i find it strange how much emphasis they put on hamas' cruelty in taking hostages while the IDF is doing the same thing (in essence; the exact details of who's doing it worse are important to note, but not relevant right now, because folks should realize that their side is being at least as cruel as the enemy's).

recently i was drawn into an argument with an israeli zionist (who, unfortunately, is very close to the action and tragedy by being israeli), and she was incredibly offended by my anti-zionism and my opposition to israel's abject cruelty to palestinian citizens, as it seemed (to her) like i was bypassing the cruelty hamas has enacted on israeli citizens -- which is very telling. i've noticed that we as jews have the tendency, whatever the situation may be, of focusing more on our pain than the pain of others, even if we are the ones hurting them. that person has every reason to be scared and hurt, and i'd be lying if i said her response wasn't at least somewhat sympathetic, but her pain in this horrible, violent conflict does not invalidate the pain on the other side. jews, throughout this recent crisis, have consistently not talked in depth about the constant losses in palestine -- am i suddenly being callous by focusing on those losses, and not our own? (YOUR PAIN AND THEIRS AREN'T MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE, YOU DOLT! sorry...)

because it all comes down to believing in israel! my mom has always told me about how beautiful it is there, about her time living on a kibbutz... and sure, it might be nice. i can't argue with that. but why is it that our nationalism for israel is so strong, so virulent? i have not seen patriots as loyal for any other country. and when you criticize israel, israelis feel like you're criticizing their entire existence -- and many non-israeli jews do, as well. because zionism has been built so deep into the modern religion! it's made to be a necessary piece! belief in it is the default!

and, from the inside looking in, i can't be surprised that many jews take anti-zionism as being antisemitic -- because, to them, israel and zionism stand as the pinnacle of safety and support for the jewish people. it is impossible to argue with them about anything above that base layer, as the base layer itself serves as a foundation: so long as a jew thinks that israel is right, deserved, and necessary, no proof will sway them into hating israel. it's just impossible, and that's very frustrating.

for me in particular, i find it very frustrating, as this single idea has turned so many people i know to support a genocidal entity. they believe in and support israel, so they stand with it now -- even if they condemn its current actions, they neglect how those actions are just an extension of its inherent existence -- whether they think israel's doing the right thing or wrong thing right now, they don't really care at the end of the day, because israel, to them, is necessary in keeping the jewish people alive. they stand with it, thinking that jews can only stand at all if they do.

but a genocidal crutch is no crutch at all: it only breaks us more. zionist jews make me so mad, and the worst part is that i could never express that to them in a way they'll understand.

[seaofreverie]

I want to visit a place i've been thinking about visiting for several months now but that's scary

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

it's like. everything happens so much. it's all happening right now but at the same time nothing is happening whatsoever. it's a liminal space of an existence. it's slowly crushing me under the weight but when I look up there's nothing actually bearing down on me. there shouldn't be any weight. something is wrong but nothing has happened. I'm simultaneously overwhelmed and utterly bored. nothing is happening and maybe that's the everything that's happening. maybe the everything is the nothing. we aren't there yet but it's all so imminent. either everything is going to crash down or nothing is. I'm just waiting to figure out which.

[i-appear-misssing]

I just had the horrible thought that I need to fall in love because having devastating crushes on beautiful, competent, authoritative women that I desperately want to please is exhausting and I need it to stop

[honeysuckle-venom]

Worrying is useless. I'll see a hepatologist as soon as we can get me an appointment; there's nothing I can do in the meantime and nothing urgent anyway. But. I'm still worried. My case is pretty extreme; it's unusual to have so many tumors, to have them in both lobes, and for them to be so large. I just watched a short video about hepatic adenomas (link here if you're curious lol) and it didn't tell me anything I didn't already know but. What I know is. Not great. Almost certainly the next step for me for trying to treat this is going to be weight loss. I'm significantly "overweight" and my last hepatologist wanted me on weight loss drugs, but I refused and wanted to see if going off the birth control would be enough. I'm still not willing to go on weight loss drugs, those scare the crap out of me, there's not nearly enough research about their long term effects. But I might have to look seriously at working with an anti-deit dietician and my therapist and my doctor to try to lose weight through diet and exercise without also losing my mind. And that terrifies me. I've had seriously disordered eating my whole life and currently deal with very fun eating issues that are like 50% eating disorder 50% food and health based OCD, and attempting intentional weight loss is likely to be very destabilizing if not outright deeply dangerous for me. But it might be the only thing standing between me and a liver transplant and uh...I do NOT want a liver transplant. Idk. This whole thing might be me catastrophizing; maybe it'll be fine, maybe there will be some other treatment like ablation or something similar I can do, maybe I'll try to lose weight and my therapist will help me through it and it won't be that destabilizing after all, maybe I'll be told there's absolutely no need for any kind of surgery let alone a transplant. I'm not a doctor, I don't know, maybe there are a million things I haven't considered or found in my own research. But from what I do know things seem...not great and very stressful right now.

[keeps-ache]

mm i Neeed to go the beach

[chiropteracupola]

he is traveling on...

[running-in-the-dark]

...... fuuuuuuck

I juuuuust want to be dead.

that is all

going to bed now. taking my thesis and my laptop and a pen and paper with me. and hoping I'll have at least a couple useful thoughts before I pass out (I won't)

[goldpilot22]

got my last final project turned in last night... now all I can do is hope that I pass everything. and also packing up

[unproduciblesmackdown]

imagine that time will was like "oh do people here care about billions. maybe i'll see if i can find some pics" years ago if he qrt'd that Now lol

[artekai]

Honestly "I could give you the world but you'd poison the seas" is Frosscore enough that it could apply to most people who have ever cared about him. But also, it should clearly be about Lis. Combine that with Aloy's "Elisabet is the only reason you even have a planet to return to" for greater impact. Boom

[orchiidea]

having no friends and little to no social life sucks, but i only have myself to blame :/

[genderqueerdykes]

i guess it's scary to me when white leftists say that the punk scene is the scene where you wanna go if you're trans or a person of color or a drug addict or someone else who's been kicked down in life. cuz like, if you've lived in this scene, is it really where you wanna send people?

i got involved in my local punk scene and the problem is that people aren't actually focused on looking out for each other. punk is heavily white. punk is heavily abled. punk is heavily cis. i know everyone says "real" punk is this and that, but the problem is: i live in a punk house venue. i live in a house where punks throw punk rock shows weekly and invite other punks into our home to throw music and art shows. the DIY scene is a mess. it's full of abusers. it's full of enablers. it's full of queerphobes and tranny chasers. it's full of people who collect vulnerable traumatized people. it's full of people who will hand beers to recovering alcoholics and pass lines to recovering addicts.

this scene is full of people who scribble "this machine kills fascists" on every object they own and turn around and cower and say "I'm scared, can you come pick me up, there's some scary guys outside." because some black dudes listening to some rap posted up outside of the punk show. this scene is full of virtue signaling assholes who put antisemitic symbols on their "battle vests". this scene is full of half-assed "communists" who just want to brag about the big scary words they learned like "praxis" and "proletariat" and "bourgeoisie".

this scene is full of fake socialists who won't lift a finger to help each other, but will drag each other into hell instead.

the problem with punk as we know it is that it's whitewashed to hell and back, and the spaces created by these individuals are not centered around safety, but violence. yeah, you kill fascists, but do you provide meals for the hungry, shelter for the homeless, and harm reduction for the addicted? do you pass out extra blankets and clothes? do you help people get to the hospital? do you pat someone on the back when they turn down that beer? do you remember to not offer a baggie to the person who just got out of recovery?

no? then you aren't a safe person to be around, and you ain't punk. you are the reason this scene is unsafe.