#if he dies thats it all my hope or latching onto a distant shitty father is gone forever
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death tw 😫😫 venting coz if i hit post its like letting it out into da universe n burning it
#so my dad is dying im pretty sure but i grew up without him#if he dies thats it all my hope or latching onto a distant shitty father is gone forever#i dont even wanna reconcile so its odd to be sad#but when he dies its gonna be like . its gone#it was the past for real#im no longer an abandoned child just a child#with a dead dad that cant actually like be angry at a person in another country being shitty#i am the person who cant be angry#well. i cried#i tried telling my mum she just vented over me ab her own issues#anyway#i feel odd#i want to cry and have someone hold me n listen to me rly lol#anyway i had a rly good day today LMFAO. life is odd#life will never stop for anyone !#diary
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