#if anything happens to them I kill everyone and then myself
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Look shit is going to get bad. It's always going to get bad. But with that it means it'll get better too. What's good and bad is different for everyone. Many things that are bad for you know might stay that way. But many of them will also progress and change and actually get better. Beyond that thought, if you stay and you fight, you will get better. Maybe it is your family that'll always be crazy, maybe the political world will be beyond bleak for the foreseeable future, but if you stay you'll be able to see the things that will improve and will be good. I know so many of us have so much on our plates right now and the results of yesterday and dreadful. But please stay. I promise it'll be worth it.
Sure everything you hope for might not happen but you'll never get to know the things that WILL if you stay. I know the point of this post is mostly to address the dread many of us feel after the election. And I fully get it trust me I do. But as someone who has made that choice before and I am so grateful it didn't work for me to be able to still be here I want to share a few things.
"it gets better" is both right and wrong in my opinion. Yes sometimes the things that have you down so bad that you walk that path can absolutely get better. Sometimes they don't though and while that sucks it's okay. Because as I said before, YOU get better. (Not to run into "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" stuff because I get it, why do we have to be strong) You grow, you learn, you change. And with that growth and change your state of mind often changes too. Admittedly my life isn't too different from when I reached that point, but it's also so much better in so many ways. I'll use my family for an example. My family is so chaotic it's overwhelming and that hasn't changed, what has changed though is my ability to cope with it. I am still the one everyone runs to to fix problems. I still try to fix those problems more than I probably should, but I have started to learn to say no and to put up boundaries with them. So while yes it hasn't changed for the most part the growth I've had within myself has allowed me some space from all the chaos and it's truly helped me.
Then there's things like medication and therapy that's has helped immensely along the way. And I fully understand that not everyone has the same access to things I have been lucky enough to have along the way as the journey is different for everyone. And especially given the outcome of yesterday those things may become even harder to obtain for others. But I will say I also thought a lot of those things were out of my reach and I started asking the right questions and made it a little father (again this won't be true for everyone but hopefully will be able to at least a few)
I reached a standstill with progressing in my career because I didn't know what to do next. One day I got super lucky and met a new person who gave me so much guidance (more than I think they know) and it reignited my passion for my goals (again I know I am super lucky to find myself in that situation). My point with that is we have to be able to reach each other because you never know who you can help (with something that may be simple to you) and who can help you. You don't get to experience that if you're gone.
I'm not trying to get into my whole story or journey but I'm trying to share enough that it makes sense and is understood when I say I know what it feels like to be that low and I know what it feels like to overcome it. So please trust me on that.
I know things are scary right now. So much is uncertain and on the line. But you won't fix it by overly stressing about it and you won't fix anything is you don't stay. Times are going to get challenging and it's going to get hard and rough, but we will always be able to do something about it, especially together. So I can't help you if I leave and you can't help me if you go.
So take some time to process you frustration, your grief, and your fears. Then when you're ready take a deep breath and be prepared. Be prepared to take action. Figure out what is most important to you that you fear will change with the coming times. It could be your number 1 thing it could be a top 3-10 depending on what you have the energy for. And. Then start to learn. What can you do to help, what can you do to make a change, how can you make a difference. Then make a plan. When we all taken action things will start to be okay again.
But we can't inform each other if we're not here. We can't help if we're not here. Like OP said times have been bad before throughout history and humans have survived and we'll survive this. If you need a reminder and it won't mess you up too much look into the things people have preserved through (try not to focus too much on those tragically lost to those times because that won't help in this situation)
I know this is long and has gone all over the place but I needed to get this out because it's just part of everything swirling in my mind lately. So, sorry is it's a little hard to understand my points, if you'd like to reach out to discuss any of it with me if gladly try to be more clear on some of it I just was trying to not fully take over OP's post with my response (which I know I more than likely have by now, SORRY OP) this post just resonated with me and everything started flowing. So please just stay even if it means me typing all of this out was worth it and because you are worth it and we will work together to make it better
I hope none of you disappear in the coming days. Seriously don't do anything that can't be undone.
#truly am sorry op#and for how long and rambly it is#i just needed a place to say it and your post just happed to be the place to do so
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hi i didnt know if i should say anything. but i know everyone, including myself, is terrified.
all i can say right now is dont give up. dont give in. and dont let them win.
the best thing we can do right now is focus on the positive and stay together. dont kill urself. even if the worst thing possible happens, dont let them take you.
go to protests. dont let people disrespect you and your identity. support others. use resources. please fight back
#i love u all#even if i dont know u and u dont know me#its weird to not make silly posts but im scared for all of us#queer community#kamala harris#lgbtqia#transgender#redacted audio#yuurivoice
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Sooo...tmnt 2012.
I didn't mean to draw fanart.
My sister came up with some human designs and I loved them so much I had to draw some.
I got that line from an "Animaniacs" comic, incase you had any doubts about me being a nerd.
And the sad now 🥲
I have been in this fandom for barely a week and if anything happened to my boys I would kill everyone in the room and them myself.
#this is the literal last franchise I thought I would become attatched to in my 20s#but here we are#tmnt human designs#but only for#tmnt 2012#becuase the rise boys look totally different#fanart#tmnt fanart#tmnt 2012 fanart#tmnt leonardo#tmnt raphael#tmnt donatello#tmnt michelangelo#2012 leo#2012 raph#2012 donnie#2012 mikey#I have four new children now#I love them all so much#if it wasn't obvious 'protective bro raph' is my favorite thing ever#my art#digital art#I fully believe the hyperfixation is affecting my health#but I don't care#this show makes me feel things
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I'm sorry the comic may never get finished. I didn't want it to end this way. I had so much i wanted to do with my life. I was so happy creating.
I had a great job. I was independent. I had a future.
All gone in one night. I hope the Republicans get what they fucking deserve.
I hope the policies they voted for destroy them just like they are destroying people like me. Project 2025 will hurt everyone. Not just trannys like me.
If I can't get to Canada by January I'm done. Fuck..I don't even want to go to Canada. I don't want to leave my life behind. It feels easier just to end it here. I hate this.
I'm sick to my stomach. I'm sure my friends are sick of me complaining. I'm not sure if i should delete my blog or just leave it here as a ghost town.
I can't stop hyperventilating. I can't focus. I can't do anything. I just keep looking at that full bottle of Oxy. I just want to sleep and never wake up. Real life is a nightmare.
I feel like this is all some cosmic punishment. Like God saw I was finally happy and it pissed him off.
I spent 17 years being abused by my father and living in poverty. And yet i still went to college when I finally escaped. I vowed to never be like him. I vowed to be a better person than the hell I grew up with. When he killed my mom and then himself my only regret was that I couldn't kill him with my bare hands first. I will always hold that guilt that i could never save her. All these years later, i will always wish i could have saved her. That phone call will always haunt me.
And I still managed to crawl out of poverty despite all of that. I never became my father. I made something of myself. I finally transitioned. I lost everyone when i did that. Everyone. And i still believed i deserved happiness. I found friends who accepted me even when family wouldn't.
Sorry for dumping so much trauma. But does it matter anymore? Does it matter when I won't see the consequences of my ramblings?
I wish the world was a kinder place. I wish i could have had the childhood so many others got to experience. I wish what happened to me when i was little never happened. I wish being trans didn't mean I should die.
But the world doesn't run on wishes. And some wounds are forever. Some people just don't get happy endings. Some people always lose.
I don't regret transitioning. I regret believing i could be accepted. I regret having hope at all.
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I'm back and I'm not dead (yet)
I discovered Murderbot Diaries this summer and I finished book five and six about a mouth ago (I was devastated).
So I tried to draw the main crew for fun !
I really like the way I drew Mensah and Ratthi. The other are okay, I struggled to draw Murderbot because I usually see them with the armor (yes I'm very lazy for imagine them), but sometimes I make an effort and it turns out to be inspired by Markus from DBH- (hate myself for that)
Anyway, hope you like it ! If I can I will try to draw more stuff about the book because it s so freaking good and I love it so much
#my art#my artwork#murderbot diaries#murderbot diaries book#murderbot diaries fanart#murderbot#book fanart#this book is so good#read it#you won't regret it#the main character is an anxious depressed autistic ace killing machine who only wants to watch TV shows in peace#i relate#if anything happens to them I kill everyone and then myself#I think I nailed it for the design of Ratthi and Mensah#my dyslexic ass just realised that it's Mensah and not Mensha#now I will disappear again cause I have work to do for art school#I m very busy so sorry if I don't have time to post
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#cr downfall#exu downfall#critical role#cr spoilers#c3e99#mygifs#noshir dalal#abubakar salim#the emissary#S.I.L.A.H.A#corellon#the arch heart#silaha#this was too cute#i have only known the emissary for 4 hours but if anything happened to them i would kill everyone in this room and then myself#critteredit#criticalroleedit
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Today's episode 7 in a nutshell
#I only had them for 7 episodes#but if anything happened to them I would kill everyone in the room and then myself#your honour I love them sm#inoue shouma#karakida hanto#kamen rider gavv#kamen rider
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yo guess what my newest hyperfixation is ITS THEM THE SILLIES
[ID: A drawing of Troy and Abed from Community. They sit next to each other in a blanket fort, Troy laying on the ground looking up to Abed who sits and looks down at Troy. Abed has a head lamp on his forehead, and there are fairy lights in the background. /End ID]
#your honor i love them#ive had troy and abed for like five days and if anything happened to them id kill everyone in the room and then myself#my art#trobed#community#nbc community#abed nadir#troy barnes
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New Chaggie Headcannon: Vaggie used to pull at her hair when she was stressed, so Charlie got her the bow as a present so she would pull on the bow instead!
#theyre in love your honor#gay#lesbian#bisexual#lgbtq+#hazbin hotel#bleppybeans#bleppy's headcannons#lol#AHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#if anything happens to her i will kill everyone in this room and then myself#blep#why are they so cute#I love it#I AM OBSESSED#It it 11:55 p.m. rn lol#im bored#im tired#heacannons#hazbin hotel headcanon#chaggie#rainbowmoth#fallenrainbow#just came up with that last ship name lol#too many tagsssss
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whenever dan and phil say words i remember misha collins coming out as straight and think, maybe if we’re really good, that could be dnp too 🙏
#/j#joke ok i’ve only had out dan and phil for 5 years but if anything ever happened to them i would kill everyone in this room and then myself#but like sometimes if they wanna not say things like maybe my mental health would be better#<- guy who’s been a phannie for 9 years and mentally ill for over 25 years#dnp#dan and phil#phan#dan howell#daniel howell#amazingphil#phil lester#danisnotonfire#danandphilgames#yeet my deenp#yeet my deet#i think it’s fun to blame all of my problems on dnp as if i didn’t start have my existential crisis at age 4 and#wasnt saying i wished i was never born at age 8 and#wasn’t writing poetry about death and the cruelty of the world and the passage of time by age 10 and#wasn’t having panic attacks by age 12 and#didn’t start watching them at age 16#i bet it was dan’s fault somehow#bc mr amazing has never done anything wrong ever 😤 -a dannie#tmogar#hbdnell#bog
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Danny Phantom- Swapped Obsessions AU
Slash Evil Danny?
You know how normally if people include ghost obsessions they make Danny's obsession protection? And they also make Vlad's obsession love/family? And the whole reason Vlad is evil is because he can't fulfill his obsession.
Well, I'm currently writing a fic where I take their obsessions and swap them. Subsequently, I am also swapping their roles as hero and villain.
Mostly by expanding on Danny's anger issues and general teenagery-ness.
— Vlad —
After gaining ghost powers in an accident where he saved his best friend’s life, Vlad used his newfound abilities to become the infamous ghost hero- Plasmius.
With a combination of technology and years of study and practice he easily became one of the most powerful ghosts out there. And, he knows just about everything there is to know when it comes to ghosts to boot.
However, all his current ghost theory comes crashing down when he meets a vulgar-mouthed poltergeist that can evade his ghost sense, escape the ghost zone in a matter of hours, and shows an abhorrent lack of knowledge about other ghosts.
Oh, and his core is only a few weeks old, not that it made him any less powerful than full-fledged ghosts, apparently.
— Danny —
The only thing Danny’s parents have given him is his reputation as the crazy ghost hunter’s kids.
He has spent most of his life chasing their fleeting affections and the attention and it all comes to a head when he dies right under their noses and they don’t even fucking notice.
How he has some nifty ghost abilities and can do anything he wants with no one to stop him.
Except that annoying “hero” ghost, Plasmius.
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This fic is going to be: Danny-centric, ~30k words long, 3rd person, past-tense and posted on A03
~bonus~ My Beta reader writes and edits stuff as, like, their job so you know it’s gonna be good soup.
EDIT: The first chapter is up! It's called "Misfit In Trouble" by LittleSaltyMan on A03
#fanart#fanfic#danny fenton#danny phantom#evil alter#alternate universe#Swapped Obsessions Au#Evil Danny Phantom#Hero Vlad Plasmius#Vlad Plasmius#Vlad Masters#badger cereal#which basically means dad!Vlad#ITS NOT A SHIP#DONT GO SHIPPING THEM#no romantic relationships#Angry Danny Fenton#The Fenton's A+ Parenting#haha *grabs cannon by the scruff* UwU *puts it into a blender*#Vlad *holds up a feral Phantom like Simba* If anything happens to him I am going to kill everyone in this room and then myself#Feral Danny Phantom
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Those are my precious favorite characters!!!
#gen v#genvedit#emma x sam#emma meyer#sam riordan#if anything happen to them I would kill everyone and myself!#gifset
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-At the local market-
Raiden: Look at how cute these pens are! :))
Kung Lao: Raiden, that's gay.
Raiden: . . . .
Raiden: Lao, we've been dating for 3 years-
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Kung Lao: Imagine being like, gay or something like that.
Raiden: Lao, we've been sleeping together for like 8 months.
Kung Lao: Okay but that's not like, GAY-gay, you know?
Raiden: Lao, you're literally a bottom.
Kung Lao: . . .
Kung Lao: . . . . .
Kung Lao: "LaO, yOu'RE liTeRalLy a BoTtoM-“
#RIP vine#they share one brain cell between the two of them#and raiden has it most of the time#I've only had these two for a day and a half but if anything happened to them I would kill everyone in this room and then myself#kung lao#raiden#railao#raiden x kung lao#mortal kombat 1
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Hopeful Steward study in drawpile, because they are my child and I love them
#i cant even joke about if anything happens to them ill kill everyone in the room and then myself#cause we see their DEATH SCREEN IN THE TRAILER#my poor kid 😭😭😭😭#wonder who kills him#alef#the guard who was chasing him in that one scene in the trailer#a krill?#either way i will bawl#Hopeful Steward#Dusk Ember#sky cotl#Sky Two Embers#S2E
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I feel like Link’s family would be obsessed with Linebeck
#wanted to draw Linebeck chilling in the Great sea and all the islands and stuff#legendofzelda#legend of zelda#phantom hourglass#legend of zelda phantom hourglass#linebeck#you know when little old ladies are weirdly obsessed with some guy because they’re just respectful towards them?#yeah that’s links grandma towards Linebeck#also grandma my beloved she’s just a sweetheart#Aryll: I have a dad now! :D#Linebeck: I’ve had Aryll for about a day and a half but if anything happens to her I’ll kill everyone in this room and then myself#wind waker#legend of zelda wind waker
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tw eyestrain
danny when the box ghost shows up for the fiftieth time that week
#and i call it: laughing through the pain#thomas strikes again with the only thing he's confiden't drawing: hands#of all the bloody things#anyway#danny phantom#tw eyestrain#ive only had the krita brushes for a day and a half but if anything happened to them i'd kill everyone in the room and then myself#danny fenton#thomas' art
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