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WAIT has anyone drawn each of the in-game postcards? maybe even to sell them as actual physical postcards???
would absolutely love to see how DE's talented fan artists render each of these, given how much the game illustrations leave up for interpretation
[Postcard Martinaise '98] A faded picture postcard from the end of the last century shows Martinaise as was before the Revolution. It's the height of summer, Rue de Saint-Ghislaine is teeming with parasol-wielding bourgeoisie and Wild Pines flags buttress the walkway. Nothing is written on the back.
[Postcard Grand Couron '37] This postcard depicts an ill-advised residential area overlooking the Jamrock Quarter. 13-story buildings line the hillside like sarcophagi, an ominous fog already rising from behind. These are the last boom years -- in '39 the project fails catastrophically, leaving behind an opiate and hepatitis B infested slum.
[Postcard Le Jardin '21] This laminated post card offers a glimpse across the river. A little more than a decade after the war, the eastern bank is already fully renovated. The hillsides are lush with gardens and residences, someone's parked a small beige airship by the fountain. This postcard will sell for a pretty penny.
[Postcard La Delta '51] The sunlight has made this postcard almost completely sepia-toned. Midtown traffic passes, overhead the ghosts of skyscrapers disappear into a beige mid-day mist -- vapour rising from the delta on which the district was built. The postcard is pre-paid.
[Postcard Boogie Street '46] This crumpled up postcard depicts an open air market in Boogie Street ~5 years ago. A vendor smiles as dead roosters line his stalls -- hung by their feet from canopy. Red blood flows onto the muddy street, blurry shadows of people pass.
[Postcard Couron '33] This one has 'HELL' written on its back. It could not be further from the truth. It's the boom years, and Couron, the nicest district in Revachol West, is enjoying a sun drenched day. Tall and handsome buildings rise from the riverside: steel, iron and yellow limestone, with cloud shadows sliding on the facades.
[Postcard Coal City '08] This postcard depicts a forest of smokestacks releasing fat plumes of smoke into blue, cloudless sky. The tinge of age – the colour of old teeth – gives it a sickly look. Written on the back is a single sentence, repeated twice: I got out. I got out. No addressee.
(game item screenshots & descriptions courtesy of the Disco Elysium wiki)
#if any artists out there do this or have done it plz tag me#some even have messages on the back like!!#the message for coal city is haunting i can feel the desperation behind the phrase i got out i got out#this would make the coolest merch ahhhh#this is my way of saying i will pay good money for a nice set of these#disco elysium#de#de fanart#disco elysium fanart#disco elysium postcards#oh oh tag an artist you wanna see do this!#always love to discover new artists
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2023 version updated/fixed for 2024! Turned the accidental second Extremophile into a Free Space slot for you guys to choose whatever you want! Gonna just copy/paste the faq from last year-
Short FAQ
What is SpecEvo?
*sneezes in wikipedia-ese link*
Does this art challenge have to be completed during September 2024 and in chronological order?
No and no; Can be done any month, of any year (hence the “plus” after 2023 title), in any order you wish. You can even just do one of the prompts that catches your eye and call it at that; Despite me creating this prompt list, it’s your choice whether to add those rules in for yourself or not. I know all too well how both fun yet stressful art prompt lists can be. TLDR- you can make it a full-on daily challenge but that's your own call.
Can I circulate this Prompt list beyond tumblr?
Please do! I made this specifically to get more peeps thinking of SpecEvo Flora concepts and I know tumblr is only one bubble of many others out there with SpecEvo artists lurking about. Credits are optional, since the prompt list image comes with my tumblr url anyhow.
Can I @ or tag you the OP if I participate in this promptlist?
While I don’t expect this prompt list to reach far I’d rather play it safe and say no, please don’t to avoid a potential albeit unlikely barrage of @ notifs. Besides I may end up lurking said tag if it starts being used, the tag #FloraSpectmbr will suffice (I have intentionally shorthanded/misspelled Spectember to make it distinct enough that it should *hopefully* avoid flooding the followed tags of those who are doing the unrelated Spectember prompt lists that already exist out there, plz follow that intentional mispelling if you’re doing this Botanical Edition)
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So like, I have a lot of complicated feelings about the whole discourse around comments and how people comment so much less than they used to but one thing I think people my age have forgotten and younger people have no idea about is that in the era of LJ and the height of ff.net there were A LOT more negative comments than there are today, at least as far as I can see.
For one thing, in the mid 2000s really fucking mean negative comments were so common there was a term for them "flames" and people would regularly mention them in the authors notes of their fics. "No flames or I will delete this story" "flames will be used to roast marshmallows and which Inuyasha and I will eat while laughing at you" "this story contains SLASH! that means boykissing!!! DON'T LIKE DON'T READ! NO FLAMES!!!!!!" etc. You get the picture. It was a different time don't judge. This happened more on ff.net than it did on LJ but it definitely also still happened on LJ.
If you've ever looked into the whole Ms. Scribe thing and puzzled over why anyone believed her, this is why. She was making shit up for fame and attention but lots of authors experienced similar harassment that was actually real. I know people like to be like ~in my day people knew how to use the back button~ but let's be real. Some people weren't using the back button they were going into the comment section to be homophobic and explain all about how you'd burn in hell one day.
I'm not saying nobody gets mean comments anymore but the fact that we don't have a special word for it now and people aren't constantly talking about it in their author notes strongly suggests it's less of an issue.
Even aside from that in 2024 we have commenting etiquette that just, didn't exist in 2004. Its commonly understood now that offering unasked for critique is bad but like, that didn't come out of nowhere. "Are people allowed to send critique to the author of any fic they read?" was an absolutely HUGE fandom fight that got hashed out again and again for years before finally settling on, "mmm let's not." In 2004 this was not a settled debate and imo leaving unasked for critique was much more common, and in fact people who were coming from closed forums and things like yahoo groups felt it was *good* etiquette to always leave critique because that's how it was done in their much smaller communities, which were often more focused on improving specific skills.
If it is true that people leave fewer comments now* we might be experiencing the reality that you can't have your cake and eat it too. The more rules we have about what kind of comments you can and can't make the more people at the fringes are going to decide its safer to just not comment because what if they do the wrong thing and make someone mad? Several years ago my dash was just awash with artists begging people to reblog their art and also awash with artists complaining about the tags people left on the art they were reblogging, it was extremely clear to me that this was a choose one situation. EITHER your art gets reblogged a lot and sometimes people say dumb shit or you shield yourself from bad tags and get a lot fewer reblogs.
There are a number of posts going around right now about how don't you know authors can SEE the comments you leave on bookmarks!! And I've often thought that the end result of this campaign is going to be even less engagement than people are already getting. It's not going to result in nicer comments in the bookmarks its only going to result in less bookmarks.
TBH I actually think getting less negativity in your inbox might be worth fewer comments? Like, I'm not sure fandom made the wrong choice here but I do think continuing to police the kinds of comments people leave is going to continue this cycle so if you really really want your readers to engage with your fic you are going to have to accept that some of those comments will be shit like "UPDATE PLZ" or whatever. I don't think there's a way to get less of the bad comments without getting fewer comments period.
*In addition to everything I've written above there is a part of me that thinks the biggest problem is just that AO3 has a hit counter and LJ didn't and so when people were primarily using LJ they just didn't know how many people read their work without ever interacting. Combine that with the fact that everyone is functionally writing for much smaller fandoms because there aren't mega fandoms like there used to be and you get authors who feel like they're getting less engagement without actually meaningfully getting less engagement, because their OFMD fic isn't getting the number of comments that their 2010s era SGA fic got. Even when they understand OFMD is tiny compared to SGA they don't have the hit counter for their SGA fic to see just how many lurkers there were. the ratio might actually not have been as far off as you think!
#fandom culture#TL;DR hey fandom olds remember flames??? maybe there's a reason we have less of them now#maybe getting less flames and less unasked for critique means getting less comments#haha we all know my feelings on the whole 'authors can see your bookmarks' thing#i also think all the posts demanding people read WIPs are at best futile and misguided#and at worst going to drive even more people away#you can't shame people into liking your writing more#sorry guys
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Should not be typing or anything with a overstrained hand but boredom is maddening so I needed to at least write a thing. So behold; Daily Month Art prompt list for those who may want to make Speculative Evolution art with plants specifically.
Short FAQ
What is SpecEvo?
*sneezes in wikipedia-ese link*
Does this art challenge have to be completed during September 2023 and in chronological order?
No and no; Can be done any month, of any year (hence the "plus" after 2023 title), in any order you wish. You can even just do one of the prompts that catches your eye and call it at that; Despite me creating this prompt list, it's your choice whether to add those rules in for yourself or not. I know all too well how both fun yet stressful art prompt lists can be.
Can I circulate this Prompt list beyond tumblr?
Please do! I made this specifically to get more peeps thinking of SpecEvo Flora concepts and I know tumblr is only one bubble of many others out there with SpecEvo artists lurking about. Credits are optional, since the prompt list image comes with my tumblr url anyhow.
Can I @ or tag you the OP if I participate in this promptlist?
While I don't expect this prompt list to reach far I'd rather play it safe and say no, please don't to avoid a potential albeit unlikely barrage of @ notifs. Besides I may end up lurking said tag if it starts being used, the tag #FloraSpectmbr will suffice (I have intentionally shorthanded/misspelled Spectember to make it distinct enough that it should *hopefully* avoid flooding the followed tags of those who are doing the unrelated Spectember prompt lists that already exist out there, plz follow that intentional mispelling if you're doing this Botanical Edition)
#FloraSpectmbr#spectember#SpecEvo#Spec Evo#art prompts#prompt list#plants#botany#art#Speculative Evolution#flora
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Rules:
Plz read before interacting
💚🐍💚🐍💚🐍💚🐍💚🐍💚🐍💚🐍💚🐍💚
I am well above being a minor. I am also not your babysitter. If you are not of age nor comfortable looking at content that is intended for 18+ audiences. You need to either leave,block me,or find another blog. Course this is a mortal kombat fanblog and self ship blog. YOU SHOULD KNOW BETTER.
Psa: I am not a babysitter. If you don't feel comfy looking at certain content. Plz do not look. I try to tag ass much as i can that my nsfw writing is for mature audiences and try to inform others that if you are not comfortable with said content, are not allowed to view said content,etc. Plz do not consume said content. You can't blame bloggers and content creators for responsibly tagging and you still consume it and then complain to them about said content when you looked when they gave you warning. But if you still insist on consuming the content. This is in your responsibility. Im not discouraging anyone fron reading smut. (We've all done it,don't lie) but you should know about safety and the consequences of going into nsfw spaces or spaces that have that available. Dont complain the rain is wet because you were stupid to go out into that storm knowing full well you'd get wet without your umbrella. Same goes with nsfw writers,content creators,and artists. Tho tumblr is hella oof when it comes to this stuff anyways. But i want y'all to know this upfront. I tag my posts accordingly to the best of my ability. And give a fair amount of warning. The rest is up to you.
I am a huuuuuuge mortal kombat fangirl. Been a fan of the games since i was but a baby gamer,been a fan of the 95 movie too. So expect me to oogle at this. I have very little people to properly talk to. Also im hella awkward but friendly.
I have my own au and mixed bag of nuts timeline. Because the main timeline is so messed up and all over the place. It feels like a rip off of the mcu. No offense. I'm oldschool with mk,so this is a way of me keeping it simple. If thats not your cup of tea thats fine too. But that's what i go by.
Plz no slander,rude comments,or creepy shit in my askbox. I will leave it open till further notice. Anons will be turned off tho. As i dont trust like that. If there is any whiff of disrespect,hate,etc. I will turn off the askbox.
I am a shang tsung simp and mostly post about him. But a few of my other faves will have honorable mentions. But this is a shang type thang goin on here.
💚heart and soul🐍 : self ship tag with shang tsung
Everything else will be tagged as normal and accordingly. I have other self ship tags as well.
I mostly write for myself,i don't really take requests. I used to in the past but it got so overwhelming. So i mostly just do stuff for me. I apologize if that sounds a tad selfish of me in this small fandom we have here. But i really feel more comfortable just doing content stuff for myself. But i will share and reblog as much as i am able to.
I have adhd,anxiety,and i get overwhelmed easy. So plz be gentle with me. This is important for you to know.
Added on. I actually do have a irl significant other. (I'm adding this just because ive had weirdos in the past be creepy to me,i forgot to mention this. My apologies. My significant other follows me on this blog too. Plus he likes some of my content as well and wants to support me too)
If you wanna see my content you will have to follow me. Tumblr has either wrongfully banished me to the void or the app is absolutely garbage. Either way. You will have to follow. I will try to get back with you asap.
That's all for now. Just the basics and important things. If you wanna know anything else just ask. Enjoy your stay 💚
#Rules#Mortal kombat#shang tsung#shang tsung mortal kombat#Read first plz#self ship#self shipping#self ship blog#mk self ship blog
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[Image ID: A screenshot of an anon asking saying “I just wanna say that your tags whenever you rb art and fics are so cute 🥺 you reblogged something of mine the other day and the tags were just so nice and innocent??? It’s like watching a little kid at an aquarium 😝so as an artist I thank you, hope you don’t take it as cringy” End ID]
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Cringey?? nonononono I may be a young kid watching the pretty fish swim aimlessly in the aquarium but I will
recklessly enjoy other people’s content don’t test me
I try to keep it in the tags cause I don’t wanna take away from the op’s original work, plus it makes it easier for other people to rb it from me, but I will amp up the love and appreciation when the situation calls for it. You could straight up come into my inbox or messages and just ask me to give you a reblog and I will do it, I do not care I love you, content creators.
Cringe Culture is dead it’s time to gush plus if I do this often enough people might do it more for me so it’s a win win hehe
Legit, I got a super sweet comment on one of my fics quoting something I wrote and it made me so happy so I was like “huh, guess I’ll do that more often then” and now I’m doing that, that’s how impressionable I am asdfghjk
Also hello?? specifically *my* tags helped you out?? I am a nobody, CLEARLY not enough people are doing this smh, allow me to teach the masses for a sec here
How To Make A Content Creator Happy: the world’s simplest guide to spreading serotonin through a keyboard
Step fucking one) You reblog it. I mean, that’s a given. You’ve all seen those “reblogs help creators out and likes do nothing” posts so I won’t rant too much. Likes are good, but reblogs are like handing someone a stack of a hundred dollars and all it takes is one click!
(PRO TIP: Hold down the button and swipe for mobile, and hold the left alt button and click once for computer [though it will only rb to your main blog. if you want it for a side-blog then you’re stuck with two clicks but HEY two clicks to help out a creator you like is nothing!])
You share it! Just share stuff. Share the ao3 like, please do it. Don’t repost, don’t just mention it, give the links especially when you’re just in conversation or talking about it around plz I swear it does wonders
Ok moving on to the super simple stuff for commenting and putting stuff in the tags because I guarantee that the op will read them
write A N Y T H I N G and I literally mean anything just fucking:
!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sdjflksdjfkjh
?!?!?!?!!?
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhghghhhhhhhhh
:OOOOOOOOO
prettyyy
<33333333333333333
just fucking go ham, go nuts, it doesn’t need to be coherent it just needs to EXIST the very existence of someone enjoying someone’s content gives so much serotonin so stop being silent cowards and give us a smiley face from time to time
uh what else what else....hmm [golden rule is treat others the way you want to be treated, so if you’re a creator yourself, just give whatever you would want seen in the comments of your stuff! I mean that’s how I came up with all this...]
Point out the details! I mentioned earlier about quoting stuff from fics (that stuff is just 👌👌👌 so delicious) but I’m pretty sure (I’m not an artist myself don’t quote me) that the exact same effect is present when you talk about details in art or something. So talk about that pretty snowflake in the background! Or that piece of dialogue that made you laugh. Just a simple nod to the details is a big difference between saying “I like this” versus “I like this thing that you took the time to make the effort you put into the details did not go unnoticed”
just ALL the feedback please and thank you
this might vary from person to person, though personally I love when people are like “The way you write imagery is so good please do more!!” so just give a little nod to someone like “The way you draw this character is amazing please do more” or something like that
I wouldn’t go as far as to give criticism (although personally I’m the type of person that loves the occasionally critique for future reference, cause it means that you care as much as I do about the quality of my work)
But along the same lines as the details thing, a nice nod to a creator about what they’re doing right is sooooo good! makes the butterflies flutter
~~~~~~Did that post give you emotions?~~~~~~
G O O D
~~FUCKING TELL US~~
THE ACT OF SOMEONE WRITING A SET OF LETTERS, OR SOMEONE SKETCHING A BLOB MADE ANOTHER DISTANT HUMAN BEING DEVELOP CHEMICALS IN THEIR BRAIN?? SURE WOULD LOVE TO KNOW THAT BECAUSE WOW THAT’S AMAZING!?!??
just go “I’m so happy” or “I’m so sad” just “TT__TT” just fucking “:OO” or just “I hate this” [HUMOURISTICALLY] and “I can’t believe you’ve done” just give it yes tell us the emotion that you have felt we love it
I don’t think enough people understand how amazing that is???? You were once in a normal, neutral state, and then a piece of content that I created just made you smile or laugh or cry like WHAT that’s amazing omg
Ok so that’s pretty much the simple stuff right, that’s your elementary classwork right there
Just give something, literally anything and just go “I love this so much!!!!!” bam done, you just murdered the op with your love, great job
So yeah, that’s that. Pretty simple stuff, no?
...but you wanna graduate to master class?
You wanna fucking go ape shit
you wanna just
g o t o town?
I said this was gonna be a simple guide so don’t worry, I’m not gonna tell you that you have to write a full length essay on every post that you come across
[BUT IF YOU WANT TO DON’T LET ME STOP YOU THAT WOULD ACTUALLY BE AMAZING?? HELL WRITING OUT A PARAGRAPH OF A COMMENT IS ALREADY JUST *CHEFS KISS* MASTERCLASS OF MURDERING THE OP WITH LOVE JUST ANALYZING THE SHIT OUT OF THE COLORS AND SHADING AND FRAMING OR JUST POINTING OUT THE THEMES AND SUBTEXT AND CHARACTERIZATION --part of the reason I love betaing stuff so much because I can analyze shit and shower it with premature love while also helping fics to be even better than they were originally ugh so cleansing for my literature heart-- SO YEAH GIVE CREATORS A PARAGRAPH, DARE I DREAM OF PARAGRAPHS, BECAUSE WOW YES PLEASE YES]
...ahem anyway
the way to graduate from good to great as a receiver of content is
to do all this
any of this
any of this simple stupid amazing shit
and just
put it in an ask or message
that’s literally it
Let me tell you why that’s so amazing, it pumps up the already amazing dopamine dosage of these actions alone, and multiplies it by a hundred, let me tell you why
Let’s say you read a drabble. You loved it, you reblogged it, you gave it hearts and emojis and ranted for a few tags about how it made you drop your muffin on the ground. Fantastic work, you just made the op pass out.
Then you go about your day and that’s the end of that.
BUT
if you do all that
and then put it in an ASK
dare you even a direct message?? (probably not most of us on here are cowards I get that)
but an ASK, anon or otherwise?
The message you just sent to the op was “I interacted with the post you made, and I loved it so much that I went the extra mile of going to your blog to make extra extra sure you understand how much I liked your thing”
There’s a wordless wall with every post! You like and reblog the thing and move on with your day.
But the fact that YOU sent a HEART a SINGLE sentence about how you liked a thing? the fact that you BREACHED that wall and just fucking keyboard smashed in the inbox? the fact that you did that is the most amazing thing in the world
you just ambush the op with good vibes. we were expecting the bare minimum in the comments and tags, but the fact you when out of your way to make it a message or ask???? superb, outstanding, the sheer SHOCK of it will shift tectonic plates
you’re my fucking hero if you do this. you’re a godsend. I would kill for you,👏people👏would👏kill👏for👏you.
AT LEAST THEY WOULD KILL FOR YOU IF THIS ACTION DIDN’T ALREADY MURDER THEM
BE A MURDERER, NAY, A SERIAL KILLER. MURDER CONTENT CREATORS WITH LOVE
BE RECKLESSLY KIND AND LOVING YOU PIECE OF SHIT, ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO BE CRINGY TO STARVING AND DYING WRITERS AND ARTISTS WE WILL TAKE IT ALL GOD DAMMIT
YOU ARE A CHILD STARING UP AT AN AQUARIUM IN WONDER.
MAKE YOUR HAPPINESS STIR THE TIDES, LET YOUR PRESCENCE BE KNOWN PAST THE REFLECTION OF THE GLASS.
THE FISH ARE LOOKING FOR YOUR SMILE.
#I had to write this post in ANTI-ADHD format so that people would actually pay attention to it so apologies to the neurotypicals#IMPORTANT#👏give👏content👏to👏content👏creators👏#cause unlike for you guys the content we want doesnt need to be the highest quality#we just want a sentence about how it made you feel is that too much to ask?#just one keyboard spam plz#idk what else to tag this as#its 1 am and i have thoughts#art#not botw#writing#i just realized the analogy of fish and creators is a bit weird#i dont mean to imply that our entire existence relies on your feedback#i mean it kind of does#BUT#we're not animals and we don't OWE you content#so uh#all the more reason to give people a heart every now and then right?#this is getting a bit ranty#i'll leave before i embarrass myself further#long post
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Cimmerian, Male, S/o | Mashirao Ojiro + Fumikage Tokoyami + Ejiro Kirishima | HC’s
Request: Mind if I request fantasy au headcanons for ojirou, Fumikage, and kirishima (separate) with a male s/o who’s a Cimmerian barbarian who often warships Crom plz (Cimmerian is a race in Conan the barbarian and Crom is a religion in there also)
Word Count: 914 words
Page Count: 2.5 pages
A/n: hope you enjoy it!
Tags: none :)
Mashirao Ojirou
- Mashirao the best assassin there is.
- And he had a new job from an anonymous sender, saying they would give him his pay, once the job was done.
- He looked down further into the note and saw a name.
- [ Full Name ]. A Cimmerian.
- FUCK.
- He was panicking as he headed to your last known location.
- A CIMMERIAN? Lord help him.
- They're viscous warriors- with the most recent generation known for being born during war...
- LITERALLY! WHO LETS PREGNANT WOMEN ON A BATTLEFIELD?
- They don't even pray to their major god due to the fact that its seen as a bother?
- His confidence takes a deep nosedive into a trench.
- He worries so much it throws him off his game.
- A dangerous thing for an assassin.
- A well known one at that.
- He was ambushed from both sides, and he wasn't thinking straight, so he was put down on his ass real quick.
- "Mashirao... you've been taking up so many long jobs. Good jobs. MY jobs."
- "I think it's time you take a vacation. Maybe even retire."
- He walked up to the tied up blonde, his eyes widened, arms tied while also being held down by two men w/ their knees in his back.
- "It's almost pitiful you rely on an ambush to target your enemy."
- Oh FUCK.
- He looked up to see a tall man.
- A really tall man.
- A gorgeous, built, and delicious tall man.
- With [ H/c ] hair, [ S/c ] skin, and a build similar to a god.
- He would get on his knees to-
- Pray. Yeah.
- P R A Y.
- Your markings and clothing gave off exactly who you were and what you stood for.
- "A Cimmerian! Shit!"
- They started to scatter quickly- fear filled eyes darting all over for a point of escape, making you chuckle.
- "I don't think it is going to be that easy."
- D E C I M A T E D .
- "Th...thank you?"
- "Hm."
- He didn't know what do to, he didn't stand a chance against you and you're a fucking B E A S T.
- "How. Uh, how can I repay you?"
- "Repay me?" Your voice was tense.
- Shit.
- Did he just ruin his chance? Did you take offense? He didn't feel like having death come for his ass today.
- "Hm."
- ???
- "A meal. That would suffice."
- "O-okay!"
Fumikage Tokoyami
- Fumikage is a Dark Mage.
- And his family has been around yours for a while- deeming them reliable, for their work and such.
- You'd both officially meet when you were with your mother, who was preparing you and your father for a hunt as well.
- He came to curse your arrow tips for practice, but your parents said to cast a spell to make it harder to aim- so you can aim better normally.
- "Good luck."
- "I don't need luck. I have my skill."
- Bro you were SO COOL.
- Little Fumikage just stood there with wide eyes.
- "Wow."
- He blows up your ego.
- Finds it confusing that even though you follow Crom, you don't pray at all to him.
- "I don't need to pray, he gave me all I needed to survive when I was born, so I don't see a reason to bother him."
- "Damn."
- You definitely helped him grow his powers, with all the hexes and curses and whatnot, he definitely helped you along the way with gaining strength as well.
- You're the more reserved one while he can go on and on and on.
- You're a good listener though.
- "I love you."
- "Good."
- "Really, [ Y/n ]?"
Eijiro Kirishima
- Our favorite Red Dragon/Martial Artist!
- You two met when Katsuki got a bit tipsy, looking for someone strong enough to join him and the others on their adventure.
- And he ended up getting into a bar fight, and threw a man into the counter, who toppled over onto you.
- Your temper got the best of you and you knocked the fuck out of the dragon tamer, picking him up and taking him outside his friends following and yelling.
- "Please don't kill him, Mr. Cimmerian!"
- "We'll take him off your hands!"
- "Hey, man, I'll take him."
- You couldn't stop staring at his red hair.
- It reminded you of rubies, roses, the blood of your enemies, the poppies that grew on the side of your home when growing up.
- "Hn. Fine. Don't start trouble again."
- Your headache was killing you.
- When you turned around you heard them all yelling.
- "Shit! You're bleeding, man!"
- "Hn."
- You tried walking forward, but they all rushed to you, trying to get you to stop while looking at your head.
- "Stay still. We're trying to help!"
- "I don't need any."
- "Please? Just sit down."
- You obliged and sat on the ground as they wrapped your head, hands held your form as you wished to get to your cabin for the night, dizziness coming into your vision.
- "There we go. Now, I think we should keep an eye on you."
- "Yeah! Come on, lets take you to your housing!"
- "We'll help out, come on."
- You can't seem to manage to shake them?
- But the redheads hands... they were very warm.
- Very soothing.
- You only chuckled at the others and their stupidity,
- Maybe one night.
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Okay clown u answer all of them too 🤡 (or if u want just 11,20 & 33 😌)
I’mma go ham (i guess)
1. What’s your sexual orientation?
Grey-asexual
2. What are you obsessed with right now?
Video games, (right now it’s Valorant and Yakuza Kiwami 2)
3. Ever done any drugs?
I guess? Not sure if alcohol counts, and I accidently ate a pot brownie, cuz no one told me
4. What piercings do you want?
Maybe like a third and first piercing for my ears, but I think I might just get magnetic ones :3c
5. How many people have you kissed?
I had to reach into the past for this one woof, 7?
7. Who are you jealous of?
Me? Who gave me the right to be this epic (I’m joking, not really jealous of anyone)
8. What’s your favorite show to binge?
Not really a binge watcher, but I’ve been wanting to rewatch Bleach/naruto
9. Do you watch porn?
Eh, sometimes, but it’s kinda boring
10. Do you have a secret sideblog?
Nah, it’s just this and my art blog @akkurai
12. What’s one of your fantasies?
Making something cool and that I’m proud of
13. Do you have/would you get your nipples pierced?
Nah and nah
14. How would you spend a million dollars?
Giving it to someone else, I don’t need 1 mil, it’s too much and I could survive on much less
15. Are you in a relationship?
Nah I’m single ;)
16. Do you follow porn blogs?
Nah, and I don’t allow porn bots to follow me, so my blog stays fresh, clean, and sfw c:
17. Are you angry with anyone right now?
Not at anyone person, I mean I’m always angry but it’s calm rage because there’s not much I can do about the issue, so I don’t let it consume me
18. What tattoos do you want?
I have 2 already and want at least 1 more, maybe 2 if I’m feeling spicy
19. If you could change your name, would you? What would you change it to?
Whatchu mean, my name is flawless as is, Akkurai Zandervos
20. What is something you’re obsessed with?
Swords and art
21. Describe your best friend.
I have 2, one is a lovely person who is mega outgoing and fills the silences I can’t but despite that she still likes hanging out with me and my other best friend has been my friend since middle school and even if me and him don’t chat for a while when we do meet back up it’s like no time passed at all
22. Tag someone you think is hot.
I don’t really find people hot, but I could tag some people who are beautiful or that I think look amazing (but I won’t because then I’d be hitting on them, and that makes me nervous cuz like y’know aaaaaaaaaaaa, hey don’t read this part plz)
23. Who are five of your favorite bands/musical artists?
-Glass Animals
-Tame Impala
-CRX
-Eve
-Pale Waves
24. What are three places you want to travel?
-Japan
-Italy
-Germany
25. Describe your perfect Friday night.
Perfect? Alright grab your popcorn. I wake up at 10am, I eat some breakfast, I play video games with friends for a few hours, then I pick up my special someone and we go on a cute date and hang out for the rest of the night until we pass out from exhaustion and that’s as far as my brain goes
26. What’s your favorite season?
Autumn!
27. What’s your pet peeve?
Hmm, people who are rude for no reason and thinks it’s funny
28. Who is the funniest person you know?
My lil bro, he wildin’
29. What’s the most overrated movie?
Like people overhype it? Uhh I dunno, not really a movie person
30. Tag someone you want to talk to but have been too shy to message.
But then I’d have to talk to them LMAO, honestly any mutual I have not chatted with
31. Do you like paper books or ebooks better?
Paperrrrrrrr, I like turn pages
33. If money was no object, what would your wardrobe be like?
All custom one of a kind stuff, but not like made of fancy ingredients, I just mean something like tie dye, ya can’t replicate it even if the same person made it again, for example I have a jacket that I bleached and dyed so it’s carbon grey and orange my two fav colors, I will never see someone with the same jacket as me~
34. What’s your coffee order?
At the store? Caramel Frappe. At home? Medium roast coffee with 3 teaspoons of sugar
35. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Perhaps
36. Do you still have feelings for any of your exes?
Nah, like I wish them well, but I don’t have any romantic feelings for them
37. Have any tattoos?
2
38. Do you drink?
Not really, alcohol taste bad, but IF i have to, Jack Daniels or Scotch
39. Are you a virgin?
;)
40. Do you have a crush on any of your mutuals?
This list is out for my life huh
41. How many followers do you have?
250 ish, we a small little family
42. Describe the hottest person you know.
The person reading this <3
43. What’s your guilty pleasure?
I like sleeping on the floor, and I also eat frosting out of the container
44. Do you read erotica?
Ya might laugh, but sometimes I do try to read it for the plot (spoiler alert, they mostly bad)
45. What’s the worst date you’ve ever been on?
Fun date at arcade, playing pool/billards, date got a text and it was there turn so I told them that just so they knew, they told me to shut up and be quiet as they finished their text. Entire date ruined for me
46. How many people do you follow?
348
47. If you could marry any celebrity, who would you pick?
Uhm, I dunno, it’s hard to say cuz I don’t really know what they are like
48. Describe your ideal partner.
I’m pretty simple, someone who is kind and likes me for me, and is comfy being themselves with me
49. Who do you text the most?
I don’t text anyone really, my phone do be kinda silent tho
50. What’s your favorite kind of weather?
Overcast with slight wind, about 65 F or 19 C
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Beatle tag (cause why not ✌💗)
I’m new to this fandom online, so what best way to present myself but doing this (plz don't kill me guys I come in peace).
But I do have to give an special to @sgt-revolver cause thanks to their post I decided to do it.
How long have you been a fan ?: About two years if I’m not wrong, but god it has been two intense ones. Long story short, this band never was part of my life (grew up in a different culture) until the day I was reading some fanfiction in AO3 and stumbled across one about them. I then found out they were the guys behind “Let it be” and “Here comes the sun” so I decided do dig even deeper..... (Now I’m here simping and crying to their music at 2am) 🙃
Favorite Beatle: Used to be Paul (man got a charm) but when I better discovered George as a hole human being, and not only a Beatle, I went 💥. Tho, sometimes I do get frustrated with him and stay on John’s side cause he was lowkey relatable and a big bi-disaster mood. (I suddenly feel bad for Rings.... srry bro )
Favorite era for music: At the beginning I didn't like the mop top era and practically only listened from Help! to then end, but now I appreciate each period as a part of the band’s musical history and can’t help to fangirl to most songs. (Tho I’ll always have a soft spot for 1966)
Favorite era for lewks: Each Beatles had its own I think. Ringo as a teddy boy (he looks like the bad boy of your dreams), George in 65` (longer hair but not to long and just overlay hotness) and Paul/John in 66`. (The perfect balance between early and late looks)
Favorite song: Guess it depends on my mood, but it’s surely a tight between “Strawberry fields forever”, “Happiness is a warm gun”, “Lovely Rita” “While my guitar gently weeps”, “Don't bother me” and “Across the universe”. (This is such an unfair question xd)
Favorite album: Honestly I just can’t decide.. Its prob either “The Beatles (aka white album)”, “With the Beatles” or “Revolver”
Unpopular/Controversial Beatles opinion: “Revolution 9″ is not an unlistenable song and has an actual artistic value. I mean, I don’t think is a song meant to be listened during a car ride, but I do think it encapsulates pretty well the chaotic and changing vibe of the late 60s. This song makes you feel unwell because it’s meant to. Despite that, I do believe it should not have been included on the album, but rather as a John/Yoko project. (Ik Geo had a input though)
A song everyone loves but you dislike: Never was the biggest fan of “Come together” or “With a little help from my friends”. They are not necessarily bad, but rather average for me
A song everyone dislikes but you love: “Run for your life”... I know the lyrics are quite nasty but its so catchy and I love George’s guitar in it. I also really like “Dizzy Miss Lizzy”, but I don’t know if it really is that unpopular among people
Your fantasy involving The Beatles: The PG one or the ??..
JK, but I would have love to meet them during their cavern/casbah days. Like about 1961, just to chat with them about rock n roll and even jam some songs. (Even if I’m not sure that I would love to do that as a girl or a guy). And I sincerely wish I could just have some deep conversations with George and John while we share a joint . I just wish I could have known them better...
Tell us about the moment you knew you were a fan: When returning home after a long school day I decided to look after some live material (At the time I only knew like 4 songs). I put YouTube on my tv, and found “She loves you” . I was not the same girl after watching that video. If I could explain how I suddenly felt so much joy and excitement looking at them that I even started singing and dancing. The rest is history 😉
Did you ever have a genuine ‘The Beatles suck !’ phase before becoming a fan?: Because their music was not around me 24/7 growing up, I never got fed up with their music. For me almost everything was new and interesting, so I never had a hater phase
Favorite Beatle’s book: Have not read any for the moment, but I’m dying to buy Cynthia’s and May’s books. (Also the autobiography “I me mine” by George)
Thoughts on the old generation of fans: Even if the few experiences I’ve had with them have not been good, I know most of them are chill people. I also love some podcasts made by first or second gen fans. The only thing that I dislike, is the average boomer who will claim they know more than you cause they were alive at the time, even if the only song they know its “Hey Jude” . (Or those who treat John as a saint, and blame the hole break-up on Paul... smh)
If Hollywood were to make a high budget Beatles biopic, what is one thing you desperately hope they include?: I wish they wont do it (We already got enough movies), but if they do something, it would be better if it was a series and not a film. If it had to happen, they better not forget how young the guys really were and how they were actual people. I know they were ground-breaking in so many ways, but they were also human beings with many defaults and even a bit naïve in some aspects. If you only give me a wife-beater (nasty) John, delicate flower Paul, silent George and dumb Ringo, the cartoon series has done a better job than you.
Do you read/write fanfic: One word.... Yes... *Hides her unfinished drafts*
Are you the only one in your family/friend group to enjoy them?: Sadly yes. I have to force my dad to play some Beatle music while driving cause most of the music he plays is raegetton, and even if I’m proud of my Latino roots.. I’ll do salsa or merengue anytime but not some Bad Bunny ok.
Are you a shipper?: Yup
Favorite movie starring/made by them?: Help!.. I mean I also love AHDN, but it’s just so funny to see them run around being high af as they play music despite Ringo being in mortal danger. (Also the visuals we get each song just give me such a MTV vibe. Its genuinely beautiful)
Do you believe in McLennon?: *smirks at the camera*
General opinions on McLennon?: Oh boy. The Lennon/McCartney relationship is one that seems out of my grandma telenovelas. From Paris to the breakup, their story is one of up and downs, but they never really stopped loving each other. Not even death could stop their link as Paul still dreams of him and thinks about John when composing songs. I understand that not everyone may be convinced that something really happened, but I think we all should be open to the possibility.
If you got to change ONE thing about their history, what would be and why?: Brian’s death. The beginning of the end was the moment he passed away. With Brian the band would still have broke up (All things must pass, even the good ones), but it would have been less messed up. No Paul trying to take the lead a bit too much, Apple Corps probably being better handled and no Allen Klein messing up everything. (And probably no Yoko in the studio but that may be a bit of a stretch)
What song has the best vocals?: As a group, “Because” it’s probably the one. Such a simple, yet perfectly well put vocals. The peak of their talent for harmonizing in my opinion. In another side “Oh Darling!” is prob Paul best and John’s voice in “This Boy” always get me
What song do you feel had no effort put into it?: Prob an unpopular opinion but “Eight Days a Week” is such a basic song. It’s not innovative, it just uses the formula, and I feel like around this time the guys were kind of tired and just fabricated the song to be a single. It simply not feels genuine, and for me it shows the biggest problem from the “Beatles for Sale” era.
What is a well talked moment in Beatles history you genuinely believe to be false?: The way Yoko met John. The most known story is that they met each other at a Yoko art gallery, but many sources (such a Cynthia or Brian personal assistant) tell us a complete different truth. I do believe she knew the band, stalked John and force herself into his life, despite of the romantic tale she keeps repeating.
What is something you KNOW to be true, but often gets erased in their history: John. So many things about John. Many see him as only a funny character and ignore so many cues that he was a man struggling with his own self esteem to the point of having eating disorders. Not forgetting his fluid sexuality, the fact that many think that as house husband all his problems went away or that he was a wife beater. John was more than the “Imagine” martyr or monster so many people (even some fans) make out of him.
Least favorite look from a Beatle(s): Ringo in the Help! movie. Horrible mushroom hair 😂
Favorite look from a Beatle(s): George Harrison in the “Hey Bulldog”/”Lady Madonna” videoclip. (I also want that cherry SG Standard so bad omg)
I really don’t know how many others have done it but here are my tags
@rocknroll-imagines @moreofthatdrowse @cultofbeatle @joan-deserved-the-silver-hammer
Thanks a lot guys !! ❤✌🥦🐘🎵😎
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Forgotten
A/N: Hey there everyone! Look! I wrote something! IN ONE DAY! I was hella inspired by @sidespart‘s art here of amnesiac Roman and uhhhhhhh take this for it! LOL
People who wanted to be tagged: @a-not-okay, @imtoobiforyou, @apologieslogan, @cloverlyanxious, @icecoldparadise, @backatthebein
People I always tag: @artistictaurean, @availe, @anxious-patton, @mandeebobandee (plz message me if you want to be permanently added to my taglist)
TW: blood mention, injury/memory loss, food mention, yelling, crying, cursing
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The four of them were inseparable.
Everyone in their high school knew they were basically family.
Roman was the theater kid. Popular wasn't even the best way to describe him. Infamous was probably better. Roman was always the lead in every play. His vibrant personality and kind heart attracted everyone around him and Roman did his best to always be happy for them.
His brother, Virgil, was the well known artist of the school. He had been commissioned by their town to do art for restaurants and local businesses as well as the school itself. Being a bit of a quiet kid, Virgil depended on Roman to get him out of his shell a bit, which Roman did quite happily.
Virgil's boyfriend, Patton, was the farm boy. Raised outside of the bustling city, Patton grew up with chickens and cows as his best friends. There wasn't a farm animal alive on his grandparent's farm that Patton hadn't helped raise from birth. Patton loved all animals and shared his adoration of cats with Virgil quite closely as Patton's grandparents had commissioned Virgil to draw a portrait of Patton's barn cat, Isabella, who had recently passed away at the old age of 17. They realized they both attended Cravens Academy and now it's history.
Patton's cousin, Logan, also attends the school but he's far from the farm as that side the family runs the business aspect of the farm. Crunching the numbers and making sure the animals are provided for by scheduling food deliveries and produce sales. Logan is also the star of the debate team and is currently vice president of the student council, but everyone knows he runs the board and will eventually have the president title within the school year.
Logan has a secret the other three do not know, however. He's been pining for Roman since he met him.
In 7th grade, Patton introduced Logan to Virgil who in turn introduced Roman. Logan had been taken back by Roman's poise and elegance, and yet also frustrated by his spontaneity and unrelenting inability to say no to anyone. Logan watched as person after person abused Roman's kindness. As an upperclassman, Roman always offered to take on the bulk of the work in the theater class, but then suffer in his own schoolwork.
As the four of them sat around their shared lunch room table, Logan decided today would be the day he would put his foot down. Roman's classes were ending earlier today and he always spent every early ending day in the theater: cleaning, building sets, making outfits. Then he would suffer at home with his homework, being up until 2 or 3 in the morning to get it done. He knew this because Roman always complained about being tired the next day.
"Roman?" Logan said, interjecting his voice into Roman and Patton's conversation.
Virgil turned to give Logan an odd stare. Logan figured Virgil could read the atmosphere just from the way Logan said the theater boy's name.
"Yeah what's up Specs?" Roman questioned, taking a bite of his lunch sandwich. Even his response seemed a bit on edge at what Logan had to say.
"I think... I think you should go to study hall today instead of the theater. After lunch, I mean." Logan said carefully. As the words fell out of his mouth, Roman's eyebrows narrowed. "I just think it's high time you take care of yourself for once-”
"And just ignore all the work that needs to be done for our performance coming up?" Roman retorted. "Our showing of Into The Woods is in two weeks and we have no costumes at all. I'm the president of the club and I'm also playing the Prince. It's my responsibility to get this stuff done, Logan. We've talked about this."
Logan sighed. "I know, but--"
"No buts Logan! God, I'm so tired of you constantly pushing yourself into my life like this. Why can't I do what I want to do?!" Roman said standing up, basically shouting.
The cafeteria around them fell silent. All eyes on Roman.
"You're always mothering me! Telling me "be sure to do your school work" and "you can't always focus on theater stuff". I can do whatever I want, Logan! Just... please leave me alone." Roman said, exasperatedly, breathing heavily. "Theater is my life. The reason I work so hard is because it is my dream to perform on Broadway someday. I've told you this. Why do you insist on getting in my way?!"
Logan stood up, pressing his eyes closed to prevent tears from falling. He didn't want to see Roman's red cheeks from anger or Patton's tears or Virgil's annoyance at both of them for causing a scene and making Patton upset.
"You're right, I'm sorry." Logan murmured before immediately picking up his lunch tray and leaving the table.
The lunch bell rang out and all the students began talking again all around Logan as he turned in his tray.
The Core Four are arguing??
Since when do they argue? I've never seen Roman so mad before.
Yeah that's what Logan gets for trying to baby his friends. He has no idea what Roman tries so hard to do.
Nuh uh, Roman has no idea how hard being on the Student Council! Roman needs to listen to Logan for once!
The voices kept filtering in but it didn't matter. Logan arrived at the student council room and locked himself inside. He didn't have any classes for the rest of the day either so he figured he could get some work done as well as his homework before heading straight home.
Logan threw his bag on the nearby solo chair and collapsed onto the couch. He was joking himself if he thought he was going to get any work done now. All he wanted to do was show Roman how much he cared. But of course, Mr. Robot couldn't show feelings for another person. He has no idea how they work... right?
A knock at the door jolted him up; Logan realized he had dozed off on the couch. He glanced up at the wall to see about an hour had passed. Classes were almost over. The person knocked at the door again. Logan rushed over and looked into the peephole to see Patton standing there. He had his hoodie pulled over his head and head down facing forward. Logan sighed as he opened the door.
"Patton, I-" Logan started to say before Patton threw himself into Logan's chest, hugging him tightly. "H-hey, what-" Logan staggered to hold himself up as Patton was nearly a foot taller than him.
"It's okay, Logan. It really is. Roman just doesn't understand how much you care about him. He also doesn't realize how much he's pushing himself..." Patton said through gasping tears. "But I know how much you care for him. Try again and say it from your heart. I know he will understand." He hugged Logan tighter. "I know you love him." Patton admitted before finally taking a step back.
"I see. I'm that obvious about it." Logan responded, walking back to the couch. He put his face in his hands. "Absolutely fantastic."
Patton came over and sat down next to Logan, rubbing his back. "It's okay. It's okay." Patton whispered under his breath. Logan wasn't sure if Patton was saying it for him or just about the situation in general.
Both of them were jolted again by loud banging at the door, followed by someone trying to open the door.
"Logan!! Logan, come on you idiot, open the fucking door!!"
"Remy? What?" Logan ran up to the door, throwing it open to see Roman's theater sidekick standing there, exasperated and his eyes wide. "Remy what's wrong?" Logan asked firmly.
Remy was missing his trademark sunglasses and was in half of a costume. He was breathing incredibly hard.
"You need to come to the theater room immediately. Where's Patton? Oh okay you're here too, god just come to the theater room please god let's just go." Remy said, grabbing Logan's arm and pulling him quickly as he spoke.
The three of them ran across the school only to see a crowd of people around the entrance to the auditorium as well as ambulance lights flashing through an exterior door nearby.
"Get out of the fucking way!" Remy shouted and as if controlled, all of the students moved, allowing Remy to pull Logan and Patton through the crowd.
Logan made his way through only to see Roman laying flat on the stage of the auditorium. Virgil was at his side, running his hands through Roman's hair. The boy wasn't moving. On the other side of Roman was a paramedic who seemed to be tending to Roman.
Patton made a mad dash to the stage, leaving Logan standing in the central aisle way leading to the stage.
Remy walked up behind Logan, placing a hand on his shoulder.
"A light went out as we were rehearsing. He said he could take care of it himself and refused when we all said no. And then... he fell. He landed on his neck and head and didn't move. One of the freshman called 911 and the teachers came flooding in. Virgil happened to be nearby when everything went down. He's pretty calm despite it all." Remy explained.
Logan's eyes canvassed the area. The small group of theater students sat to the right of the stage. Some were crying; some looked very angry. Logan watched Remy rejoin his theater group.
Part of Logan wanted to move. He could see Roman laying limply in Virgil's arms. The paramedic was still talking to Virgil. Patton was now at Virgil's side. He wanted to be there. Was Roman okay? He had to be, right? There was no way anything serious was wrong. Logically, all four of them wouldn't just be sitting there if something serious happened, right?
Suddenly, Logan felt himself walking closer. As he approached he saw a bandage covering Roman's left temple. It was lightly red where blood threatened to seep through. Logan felt himself shake a bit as the paramedic's voice became audible.
"He should wake up any moment now. No reason to take him to the hospital, but like I said, it seems he hit his head hard so he might be a bit forgetful at first." The paramedic repeated. She pulled her white gloves off and disposed of them in a proper clear bag before putting it back in her bigger bag. "I'll let the teachers know he's okay. I can see he's in good hands with you." She spoke to Virgil softly, patting his shoulder.
The paramedic stood up and as she did so, Roman groaned, his left arm jerking to his bandage.
"Oh god.... I..." Roman looked up and immediately pushed his way out of Virgil's arms, spooking Virgil, Patton, and the paramedic. "Where am I? Who are you people?"
That response jolted Logan forward and up onto the stage as Virgil held his hands out to Roman, as if to show he meant no harm.
"Roman, it's me. Your little brother. It's Virgil." Virgil explained. His voice was soft as if he was speaking to a child.
"Virgil? I-I don't know you. I... who am I? Roman? Who is-" Roman was cut off by the doctor.
"Honey, do you know what day it is?" She asked simply, pulling a small penlight out of her pocket and flashing it into Roman's eyes.
"Um... not really." Roman answered, blinking. He held himself up by his arms, but Logan could see him trembling. "What's going on?"
"You took a pretty bad fall here at your school, young man." She said, pointing to the light scaffolding above them. "You're lucky you're not injured even worse. My name is Amelia. Do you know your name?"
Roman looked down and gritted his teeth. "I don't... I don't remember, I... ugh my head hurts. What happened? I can't..." Roman pulled at his hair and Amelia turned to Virgil.
"Is there someplace nearby you can take him that's quiet? He will need his rest to fully recover. I'd also recommend an appointment with his primary physician as soon as possible." Amelia explained.
Virgil nodded. "I'll tell our parents. And yeah, we can go to the nearby meeting room. It should be empty and it has a couch." Virgil walked slowly up to Roman, holding out his hand. "Hey... come with me? Please?"
Roman looked up at him, and all Logan could see was pain and confusion across his face. Logan's heart sunk. How long would Roman be this way?
After a few seconds, Roman took Virgil's hand and the purple clad boy led his brother through the backstage exit of the auditorium. Patton grabbed Logan to make sure he followed. The four of them entered the room and Patton locked the door behind them. Virgil led Roman to the couch, telling him to lay down, covering him with a nearby blanket and getting several pillows under his head for extra support.
"Roman is your name." Virgil started as he pulled up a chair. "You're my older brother by about 15 minutes. That person over there," Virgil pointed to Patton who waved, "is my boyfriend, Patton. And that," Virgil pointed to Logan, "is one of our best friends in the world. His name is Logan."
Roman scrunched his face in confusion and frustration. All of them could tell he was trying very hard to remember. After asking some vague questions, it was obvious Roman didn't remember anything at all. Virgil suggested Roman just try to relax. Roman agreed reluctantly and settled down into the pile of blankets.
Virgil stood from his seat and walked over to where Logan and Patton stood.
"I'm gonna go get his stuff and my stuff, then take him home." Virgil explained. "I also gotta call our mom. She's gonna be so mad at the school for not calling her or sending him to the hospital but we don't need that medical bill." Virgil sighed. He turned to Logan. "Can you stay with him for me? I'll be back in like 15 minutes. I want help, but someone needs to stay with him."
Logan peeked over Virgil's shoulder at Roman before he nodded. "Yes, of course."
Virgil released a long breath. "Thanks dude. We will be back." He grabbed Patton's hand and pulled him out of the room, the door slamming behind them.
Logan pushed his hair out of his face and sat down in a chair, about five feet away from Roman.
For a few moments, the only sound in the room was the ticking of the wall clock and a corner desk fan.
"So... um... Logan, right?" Roman asked as he sat up to face him.
"Yes, but you're supposed to be resting." Logan explained. "Virgil will kill me if anything happens to you."
Roman coughed a laugh. "I see. Well, he seems very kind so I'm happy about that. Anyway, I wanted to ask something..." he bit his lip before continuing. "... what's our relationship? You seem to be the most uncomfortable here but Virgil said we're best friends, right?"
Logan felt his shoulders stiffen. "Yeah, we are. Or at least I hope we are."
"Hope?" Roman responded and Logan heard his voice crack. "I hope I didn't do anything to hurt you, Logan. If so, that wasn't my intention."
Logan shrugged. "It's too much to explain to you at the moment. But we both said some things to each other at lunch today and left on not so great terms, so that's what I mean when I said I hope we were best friends."
Roman laid back onto the pillows. His eyes became half-lidded, like he was fighting off sleep. "I'm sorry, Logan. I'm sure I didn't mean it." He said barely above a whisper.
Logan stood and walked closer, leaning down to Roman's level. "You should rest. We can talk more about it later. Once you have your memory back." Logan reassured, tucking Roman in tightly. "Get some sleep before Virgil comes back. I love you."
Logan immediately realized what he had said and slapped his hand over his mouth. Roman did not move as Logan realized he had fallen asleep. His eyes were closed, his mouth partly open with his chest slowly rising and falling. Roman didn't hear him... right?
Before Logan could process the probability, the door unlocked and in came Virgil and Patton. Patton was carrying Logan's backpack and his briefcase. Virgil was on the phone.
"Yes mom. Yes... I know mom." Virgil kept repeating. "It seems Roman is resting now. I just got back to the room. I'm gonna let him sleep a bit longer before we head home. Okay. Yeah, okay, I will. Love you too." Virgil sighed as he ended the call, tucking the phone back in his pocket. "Everything alright Logan?" He asked.
Logan nodded as he took his things from Patton. "Yes, quite fine. I'm actually going to be taking my leave now. I'll see you both tomorrow. Give Roman my best."
Before Virgil or Patton could protest, Logan was out the door, making his way to the student parking area.
For the next several days of school, Roman was absent and so was Virgil. Patton told Logan that Virgil was staying home with Roman until he regained his memories since their mom couldn't take off from work and their mama was overseas for business.
One week after, Logan was sitting in the student council room, working on paperwork. He had proudly managed to get quite a bit completed. As Logan stapled a stack of papers together, a knock at the door rang out.
"Come in." Logan said as he bent over to file the packet away.
As he leaned back up, he was greeted by Roman standing in front of his desk. The boy was standing very casually with his hands in the pockets of his letterman jacket. He was grinning down at Logan.
"Roman!" Logan said, standing up. "You're back. Glad to see you're okay." He felt his face grow hot at remembering the last time he had seen Roman.
I love you.
"Yeah hey Specs. I just wanted to apologize for everything. The yelling at you in the cafeteria and all that jazz." Roman bit his cheek and scratched his head. "And also for any issues you had with my accident. I don't remember much about it, but I'm sure it was hard on you."
Logan sighed, crossing his arms. "Thank you, Roman. I am also sorry for the way I treated you that day. I need to realize you can make your own decisions and that I should support those decisions by assisting you how I can instead of just idly watching it happen."
"It's all good." Roman assured. "Also, um, I uh..." Logan's head snapped up and met with Roman's eyes. "Did you um... did you mean it?"
Logan took a sharp intake of breath. Well... shit.
"Mean what, exactly?" Logan responded.
Roman's eyes narrowed. "Feigning ignorance isn't going to help your situation, Specs. We both know what I'm talking about."
As Virgil would say, "I'm boned."
"Ah... that." Logan sat down. "What would happened if I say that I did mean it?"
Roman leaned over the desk, his eyes squinting with his lips curling into a smile. "I'd have to say I'm surprised you admitted it. As well to the fact that I remember it happening at all but..." Roman stood back up. "I would have to say it back."
Logan blinked. "Wait what? You... me... I... wait a minute-"
"The great Logan Foster is speechless? What such triumph it is for me!" Roman said happily, basically spinning around the desk to stand next to Logan. "But yes, my dear Logan, I will admit I also feel the same for you as you do I. Have for quite a long time as a matter of fact. Honestly, I've been trying to find a way to tell you, but all of my hints and flirting had failed."
Logan must've looked confused because Roman sighed loudly and unbelievably.
"You couldn't tell from the fact I bought you a dozen roses on Valentine's Day earlier this year? Or how on your birthday last year I took you to see your favorite band in concert just the two of us mind you! Also, may I say I'm surprised you wanted to see Breaking Benjamin, they don't really seem like your type of music but man they're pretty awesome, not gonna lie. And then what about the ring I gave you after the concert? Sure, it was just our birthstones but we have matching ones!" Roman stopped as Logan grabbed his shirt sleeve. The vice president didn't look up at him. "Logan?" Logan mumbled something incoherently and Roman frowned. "Come again?"
"I love you..." Logan said again, his face flushed a light pink. "Sorry I never noticed, I just thought you were being nice to me and I didn't want to read into the situation too much you know? I already do that so often. I'm sure it gets tiresome."
"No, none of that, my dearheart." Roman used his finger to get Logan to look up at him. "Your ability to understand the things around you is fascinating. You know, I realized I was in love with you almost two years ago. Virgil and Patton brought me along when they went with you for your academic team tournament thing. Seeing you up there on stage, standing your ground and firmly explaining your side of things was just... so damn attractive."
"It's called debate team but, thank you Roman." Logan said softly.
They stared into each other's eyes and Logan felt his heart begin to race. Roman was very close to him. Logan could feel his breath on his face and their noses were almost touching.
"May I?" Roman asked softly.
"You may." Logan answered.
The gap between them was closed as the two kissed deeply. Logan felt a weight falling off of his chest as Roman held him closely, running his fingers through Logan's hair. A tingle sensation flowed through Logan's feet and hands as the kiss came to an end. It was then he realized he had been smiling the whole time.
Roman reached up to push Logan's bangs out of his eyes. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that."
Logan could only laugh which caused Roman to begin snickering as well.
"Hot damn, it finally happened."
The boys turned to the doorway to see Virgil standing there with his arms crossed and Patton standing behind him grinning happily.
"This means double dates! I'm so excited! We can go to the amusement park and the movies and so much more!" Patton said excitedly.
"Pat, love, we already do that." Virgil responded and Patton frowned.
"Nooooo it's different now!! It'll be like a whole new experience!" Patton assured.
He turned to see Roman and Logan sitting on the couch, talking softly in their own little world, both smiling and holding hands.
"I'm so happy for them." Patton cooed. He reached over to hold Virgil's hand.
"Yeah, me too, Pat. Me too." Virgil agreed, squeezing Patton's hand back.
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#sanders sides#roman sanders#logan sanders#logince#patton sanders#virgil sanders#moxiety#human au#ts fanfic#ts fanfiction#tw blood mention#tw yelling#tw cursing#tw food mention#tw injury#tw amnesia#remy sanders#sleep sanders#he gets a mention ok he found logan and patton that's important lol#vigilantvirgil writes#vigilantvirgilwrites#amanda writes#mystuff#i hope this is even remotely good
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hey ! my name’s link , i go by he/they pronouns , am 21+ & live in the cst timezone ! my only personality trait is being a bts , sment & girl groups enthusiast . i’m an aries sun with a pisces moon , which means i can be aggro , am always loud & obnoxious , but am a secretly sensitive softy , so plz be nice to me !!! this is my child , mikey , who’s stuck in 2006 & never grew out of his emo phase ( take that , mom ! ) . he’s also an aries , because my jjks always end up like that . hopefully , you’ll love him as much as i already do ! under the cut , you’ll find some misc . info & wanted connections . here are links to his dossier page & his pinterest board , which will hopefully give you some deeper insight . i’m excited to be here & write with you all ! like this if you’d like to plot & i’ll fly to your ims , but also feel free to add me on d*scord ( it’s easier for me as well ) : no brain only loving bts#6669 !
— jeon jungkook. he/they. demiboy. | was that michael “mikey” kwon i just saw in the hideaway lobby ? i hear the twenty-two year old spends most of their time working as a record store clerk / studying communications , but i’ve always just seen them dyeing their hair different colors with kool-aid . they live in 3c and i often see them in the halls. they always give me a vibe of getting into arguments online , an entirely black wardrobe and drinking six cups of coffee to make it through the day .
misc . info :
his parents are both very hip artists who met & fell in love while attending art school. they’re both very modern kind of parents, which meant that mikey grew up around a lot of self-expression (& being told to try it for himself), paint everywhere & pot.
growing up, he was allowed to paint his walls & even ceiling however he pleased & it instilled a love of creativity in him. his parents still have paintings he did as a child hanging up on their walls & fridge. even now, he still draws casually, though it was always a hobby for him & not his actual passion.
his parents are extremely caring & understanding. as a teenager, they allowed him to go out & party & always made sure to get him home safely. mikey genuinely can not remember a single time they ever yelled at him even when he fucked up massively. so he tries his best to make sure they’re happy & taken care of. but they’re adamant in supporting whatever mikey wants to do.
they were both the alternative types, which meant that rock music filled their home. mikey was familiar with classic rock from a young age & the sounds of fleetwood mac & other similar bands fills him with a warmth that can only be attained from childhood nostalgia.
his first taste of love came at the age of seven. his parents always brought home new albums to listen to & his dad purchased three cheers for sweet revenge by my chemical romance. while the screaming & raging instruments could have been too much for anyone else his age, mikey embraced it fully.
it ignited an adoration for the genre as a whole & soon enough, his parents were bringing home various emo music albums to sate the always dramatic & over-reacting mikey. for christmas, he received mcr’s discography (at the time, just two albums) on vinyl, which he still has hanged proudly on his wall as an adult.
he owns every variation of every mcr album now. vinyl, cd, cassettes. he even collects the japanese versions because he likes the way they’re designed.
he dropped the name mike / michael because of mikey way & he refuses to answer to anything else.
even though it’s largely part of “cringe culture” now (which mikey refuses to participate in), he loves hot topic & goes there whenever he can. his closet is full of band tees & he has a drawer filled with those spiky belts, bracelets & pants with the suspenders from his teenage years.
he’s been dyeing his hair regularly since he was twelve. he’s had every color under the sun. this is what his hair currently looks like but he dyes the highlights with kool-aid, so the color is always changing.
he has a nostril piercing & would probably get more done if someone so much as implied that he should.
he has a mcr stan twitter account & he gets into fights with everyone he decides has a wrong opinion. he’s been suspended multiple times for being too aggressive online, but he always comes back. he also has a tumblr account but he just uses it to reblog pictures of gerard way (his bias KJHFDKJ).
he works at a record store & goes to school for communications. he hopes to either be a radio dj or podcast host. he wants to get paid to talk about how much he loves music either way. but he loves his current job because he gets to talk about music all day and recommend albums to people. also it’s helpful in perfecting his own vinyl collection.
yes, he cried the day mcr broke up & yes he bought tickets to all their reunion shows. he took the day off when the tickets went on sale & his boss was understanding, knowing how much he loves the band.
he’s extremely impulsive. if you tell him to do anything, he more than likely will. he has a lot of stupid scribbled tattoos on him for this reason, especially on his hands.
while he doesn’t mind appearing masculine & even embraces it, he doesn’t fully align with being a man. he started identifying as nonbinary in his teens, but has never felt 100% a man his whole life. he’s fine with both he or they pronouns for the most part, though he does have his preferences day to day. he introduces himself as nonbinary so it’s not a secret & everyone who interacts with him is aware.
he’s kind of a party animal. he’s that loud person who drinks too much & ends up blacked out on the floor.
he gets in trouble a lot, because he plays music very loudly at both his workplace & his apartment. but he’s of the opinion that if music is too loud for you then you’re just too old.
he’s aggressive & very arrogant. he will fight you about anything & everything. he just likes to argue & he thinks he’s right about everything.
in typical aries fashion, he loves to flirt & be flirted with. he just adores attention & seeks out affection where he can find it. he gets crushes really easily & pursues aggressively (he’s extremely charming & good at making people feel good about themselves), but he gets bored when he actually obtains the person he desires. he’s never really seriously dated, but has had over a billion crushes in his lifetime.
thought dramatic & annoying most of the time, he’s also very loyal & has a good heart. if you’re in his circle of people he likes, then he’ll do anything for you point blank. he always tells his friends that he’d die for him & he means it.
while he tries to appear confident, he has secret insecurities stemming from being the middle child. he has issues with feeling like he’s not good enough or thinks he’s unnoticed by everyone, so he acts up by being dramatic.
he drinks A LOT of coffee, so he’s pretty much always bouncing off the walls.
he’s extremely pansexual & loud about it. if you’ve known him for longer than five minutes then you’ll find out how he wishes he could smash gerard way specifically in the helena mv to smithereens.
he very casually knows how to play guitar. he’s that person who plays wonderwall at every party.
while he’s not a fan of pop music, he knows most girl group dances & can do them well.
wanted connections :
exes (any gender. it will more than likely be something casual, like a few months or less, but we can discuss the timeline! also it can be messy or friendly. extra points if there’s lingering feelings!)
hookups / fwbs (any gender. singular experiences or regular type things)
childhood plots for those who’ve lived in seattle (childhood friends, first kisses / crushes, all that good stuff)
flirtationships that don’t go anywhere
one-sided crushes (don’t mind who has the feelings!)
mutual pining but they’re both idiots & have no idea
party buddies (can be drinking &/or smoking). emo music buddies. netflix buddies. any of these can be combined.
enemies???? (if we can decide on a suitable plot. or enemies with benefits :smirk:)
someone who knows of mikey from his stan twitter but doesn’t realize it’s him & talks shit openly about the asshole who runs the account in front of him.
on the opposite side of the spectrum, someone who he flirts with in the dms & they plan to meet up after realizing they live in the same apartment building.
tinder date (it can go well or not)
frequent customers (customers he flirts with or can’t stand because they just loiter or gets into fights with because they have bad taste in music
someone who takes advantage of mikey being willing to do anything he’s dared to do. make him do all the stupid shit he shouldn’t be doing, whether it’s getting tattoos / piercings or anything dangerous or just idiotic.
you’re sick of this asshole blasting music late at night & go to yell at him for it but oops he’s actually attractive (or you actually can’t stand him, whichever GKDHFGJFKD).
i have a huge tag full of plots i’d love to do on my rp spam blog. not all of them will be fitting for mikey but just ask me & we can try to change some elements or something!
literally anything you can think of i’m probably down for it!
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15 Questions, 15 Mutuals
Thanks for tagging me @sad-witchy-writeblr! <3 I hope you get over your break-up soon :( sending you a bunch of internet hugs! <3 I also got tagged (earlier) for this by @brotherdusk, thank you, too! <3
(To all those other tag games/notifications I still have to do/look at: One day I will get to them, I always love it when you tag me so plz don’t stop (esp when it’s your own stuff!!!)... but it’s possible that I’ll only get to them in March :’D Right now they’re mostly stressing me out x_X)
Rules : Answer the questions, tag fifteen mutuals!
1. Are you named after anyone?
Nope!
2. When was the last time you cried?
I don’t remember :’D Probably sometime during this or last week? ...
3. Do you have/want kids?
I don’t have any and honestly don’t know if I want to or not?
4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Meee?!? Naahhh...
5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?
Probably the eyes
6. What’s your eye color?
Brownish
7. Scary movie or happy endings?
Hmmmmmm I don’t really like scary movies. Or rather, it depends on the movie. Also happy endings... if they fit, yes. But that also depends on my mood and the story :’D Generally I definitely prefer happy endings if they fit the tone of their story :)
8. Any special talents?
I can whistle really well xD
9. Where were you born?
somewhat biggish city in Germany
10. What are your hobbies?
All kinds of art (drawing, painting, messing around with sculpting (3d and clay but clay is more difficult to get to so ...); writing (SURPRISE!!!); playing my flutes (”usual” flute and piccolo) by myself and in orchestra(s); singing; listening to music with lyrics and without; hiking; bird-watching (ok any-kind-of-animal-watching); wildlife photography.
11. Do you have any pets?
I reaaally want pets but I don’t have any atm. It just wouldn’t be fair but I have so little time during university ._.
12. What sports do you play/have played?
Tennis, badminton, athletics when I was really young
13. How tall are you?
1.72m or somewhere around 5.6″ or sth
14. Favorite subject in school?
History, English, Art... theoretically music but I really hate music theory with a burning passion (which is why I decided against studying it). Art theory is ok but I don’t like all that abstract art stuff which my teacher loved, sadly xD If I’d had better teachers in some of the other subjects I might have enjoyed them a LOT more, too. And in biology I love the zoology and evolution aspects but hate the micro stuff XD
15. Dream job?
Something with storytelling :D I want to write a ton of books and get them published, and I want to become a creature and character concept artist and work on film productions, or video games. Especially creatures. Like, if I could do worldbuilding and make up creatures and design them and their world AND earn money that would be the most perfect thing ever. And tell stories that mean something to people? My “problem” (aka worst first world problem ever) is that I want to do too many things but can’t do them all at once and that I have so much to learn before they even become options? And there are sooo many amazing artists out there and I’m constantly comparing myselves to them and it doesn’t help (which I know) but ... AAHHHHHHH. *grabby hands*
Anyways.
I’m tagging @ragethewriter @wordsbyagremlin @writingwordsanddrawingpictures @paper-shield-and-wooden-sword @kittensartsbooks @pheita @dreamy-elizabeth @atbwrites @romenna @writin-maaagic @cirianne
... and anyone else who wants to/hasn’t already bc I’m too lazy :’D If you’ve already done it or don’t want to, feel free to pass <3
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get to know the blogger!
i got tagged by @sinarasmith @apathbacktoyou @agentmmayy and @whistlingwindtree !
Name: serena, re, smok, serono
star sign: sun aries, moon taurus, ascendant taurus (whatever that means lmao)
height: 5′2", (or 157 cm)
put your iTunes or spotify on shuffle. what are the first 4 songs that popped up?
Goodbye Is the New Hello - Ben Schuller
Kids Again - Artist Vs Poet
Malibu Nights - LANY
Tim McGraw - Taylor Swift
have you ever had a poem or song written about you?
no, and for anyone else that sees this, hmu and I'll fix this for you if you haven't lol
when was the last time you played the guitar?
unfortunately not :(
who is your celebrity crush?
i'm in love with all of the ladies on ladylike but also i do so love the ladies of shield + nick blood. but definitely chyler leigh.
what’s a sound you hate and a sound you love?
i love the sound of the sea washing up against the shore, but i absolutely HATE the the sound of frat boys.
do you believe in ghosts?
if there weren't ghosts a lot of us wouldn't have personal demons so they definitely exist
how about aliens?
aliens begins with al and i believe in al so
yes it'd be hard to believe that we aren't the only human forms out there!
do you drive?
I do!! Not too confidently though lol
what was the last book you read?
fhdsjkhafjksdlfh for my asian american literature class, the warrior woman by maxine hong!
what’s the worst injury you’ve had?
went down a hill on a bratz two wheeled scooter and wiped out a chunk of my angle and scraped everything known to man
do you have any obsessions right now?
watching every ladylike video under the sun but also the new lany album malibu nights!
do you try to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
for a little bit, tbh. people done done me wrong!
in a relationship?
someone come date me plz?
tagging: @aww-coffeeno @libbyweasley @cabronallorona @besidemethewholedamntime @peacequack and anyone else! i’m so sorry if you’ve already been tagged!
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Get to know me ♥️
I was tagged several moons ago by two lovely people @kpopmainlizzy and @kimg-doyoung Lizzy & Maria thank you both so much <3 <3
rules: answer to 30 questions and then tag 20 blogs you’d like to get to know better
nickname: a lot of people call me Soph lately
gender: female
zodiac: scorpio
height: somewhere around 1,72 cm
age: 23
time: 1:40 am
favourite bands/solo artists: I’m gonna go with k-pop/korean artists otherwise this list is gonna get too long: NCT, Pentagon, Big Bang, Monsta X, EXO, One, Zion T, offonoff, south club, epik high
song stuck in my head: OFFONOFF - Cigarette (Feat. Tablo, MISO) (although I don’t smoke and I hate the smell of it (which is the main reason i don’t smoke))
last movie I saw: tangled (yes I’m 23, you read it right)
last thing I googled: Ben Howard – Nica Libres At Dusk Lyrics (Ben Howard is back!!! <3333)
other blogs: my main for just reblogging stuff I like @sophonyhumanrage
do I get asks: just a few from time to time (send me more plz, just random stuff, whatever)
why i chose my username: well because I love the 7th sense (most iconic debut song/forever bop) and I believe more and more people should open their eyes and see the amazing talent that nct members have, thus: Open your eyes for NCT, people!!
following: just looked cause always follow more and more blogs, currently I’m at 678
average amount of sleep: 7
lucky number: let’s say 5, but I don’t really have one
what i am wearing: shorts and a t-shirt, what I call “home clothes” cause I never wear them outside
dream job: writer/director
dream trip: Japan
favourite food: the traditional greek pita with gyros
play any instruments: nope, unfortunately
favourite song: I can’t possibly pick just one so here you go just 3 of my favorite ever: creep-radiohead, small things-ben howard, sappy-nirvana
play(ed) any sports: nope
hair colour: right now I guess it’s light brown with some copper in it
eye colour: brown/hazel (depends on the light)
most iconic song: Smells like teen spirit (but yeah I’m biased)
languages you speak/are learning: Greek & English
random fact: I love the night sky, I always try to identify constellations
describe yourself as aesthetics: purple color, the sound and the smell of rain, sweaters with baggy long sleeves, worn-out all-stars, thin chain chokers, fluffy soft white cat (that’s describing my cat actually)
Many of my mutuals are the same as yours girls so I’ll tag @doyoungscherrybomb @yutainpink @fyeahfandomtrash hoping they haven’t done this already and also anyone who wants to do it! <3 I hope you all have a nice day/night! If you’re reading this, know that you are precious and you’re doing your best under the circumstances you are in, you may not think so, but I’m sure of it! Keep fighting!<3
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Dark’s 2018 New Year Resolutions
I rarely do resolutions, but this year was a little different for me. I’m just gonna put this under a read more bc it’s been a very rough 2017. I’ve learned a lot about myself, and I want to try my best to be a better person next year. So, this’ll probably be pretty long, personal, and therapeutic.
(if I tagged u in this, u can just scroll to the bottom if u want lmao I prob just put a lil message down there)
I’m gonna stop dragging people down with me when I feel sorry for myself. I may still vent, but I’m not gonna feel sorry for myself anymore.
I’m gonna stop feeling negative about my creative work (whether it’s art or writing) without warrant. And news flash, Dark, a lack of popularity or a negative review is not a warrant.
In addition to this, if I do feel negative because of constructive criticism, I’ll do my best to fix whatever the issue was and not dwell on it. If I fix it, it’s fixed, it’s done, and the work is better for it in the end. The work was never “terrible” to begin with, no matter what I tell myself. It’s simply improved afterwards, and I can feel positive about it then.
I’m gonna stop treating fandom popularity as my endgame. If I ever actually get popular, that’s great, and I’ll be happy to share my work with a larger audience. But that will no longer be my primary goal in sharing my work.
Also, I’m gonna stop comparing myself to/being jealous of those who ARE popular in this fandom.
MOST IMPORTANTLY, I’M GONNA STOP COMPARING MY WORK TO THAT GOD-FORSAKEN MEGA-POPULAR SILVAZE HIGH SCHOOL FIC. MOVE ON, DARK, IT'S BEEN FIVE YEARS.
I will take what my friends tell me about my work as the truth. If they say they liked it or thought it was good, it’s because they liked it and thought it was good, period.
Consequently, I’m gonna stop trying to find ~hidden motives~ in what my friends tell me, especially regarding what they say about my art. Again, if they say they liked it, it’s because they liked it, dummy.
I’m gonna stop picking apart every little detail of what others say, because it only makes me feel like shit and question things.
Prime example of this in 2017: I remember Ghostie tagging me in that one “new artist memes” post (old memes: ‘my art is terrible’ vs. new: ‘my art is terrible but that’s ok bc im learning/having fun/etc). Even tho she CLEARLY said smth like “I’m not saying ur art is bad this just reminds me of u”, I couldn’t stop thinking “she thinks my art is terrible and this is the way she’s telling me”/“everyone else prob feels the same way and just doesn’t wanna hurt my feelings”, and that sent me into another negative episode. That’s fucking stupid, Dark. Don’t do that.
((ghostie if ur reading this plz don’t feel bad abt that lmfao ily and I was being a dumb))
Moreover, I’m gonna stop dwelling on stuff like that. Whether it’s something someone says, a negative review, constructive criticism, anything. I’m gonna move on.
If I get a compliment on my work, I will not deny it.
I’m not gonna drag myself after every negative thought that pops in my head. It’s okay to feel negative sometimes. But, from now on, I’ll remember the positives too.
I’m gonna stop viewing myself as inferior to everyone who creates “good” art, whether they’re a stranger or my friend.
I’m gonna stop viewing writing as an inferior talent to art.
Thus, I’m gonna start striving to be better at art because I want to and it makes me happy to draw, instead of getting better to “better myself as a creative person”/“be a better/more likable friend”. That’s toxic, Dark.
I’m gonna stop believing that I can’t be talented at both writing and art.
I’m gonna remember that becoming a good artist is a process, just like becoming a good writer was.
I’m gonna stop telling myself that my art is unbearably bad. It goes against everything anyone has ever said about my art. My art is good. My art is good in its own way, just the way it is, and I can only improve from here. Just like your friends have told you, Dark.
I’m gonna remember the old me more. Like, 12/13/14 year old me. Because that person serves as proof that just because someone doesn’t review/favorite a fic, doesn’t mean it didn’t leave a lasting impression on them, or they felt it was a waste of time to read. I never had a fanfic/deviantart/anything account for a while, so I never reviewed/favorited my most favorite fics of all time that I still think about to this day. The world’s a big place, and my work has likely inspired more people than I think.
I’m gonna stop beating myself up over any of this shit, and live my life the way I did before 2017 happened.
And, finally…
If I start breaking any of these resolutions next year, I won’t just run crying to someone about it. I’ll reblog this post, and try my best to fix my mentality.
Thank you all to everyone who helped me through some really, really rough times this year. Especially @maliwarm, @lordoftheghostking28, @aurora-boring-alis, @chariat, and @weezernaut. I’m sorry for the way I’ve acted this year. You guys always picked me back up and made me feel better. You let me vent to you whenever I was feeling shitty, no matter what it was about, and you did your best to help me out. I was an absolute shithead at times this year, but you still listened and made me feel so much better in the end. Thank you for just… caring. You all have made me stronger for next year, each in your own way. Love you guys.
#dark screaming#lmao im sorry i just wanted to lay out everything i need to work on for next year#im not gonna waste 2018 languishing in depression like i did this year#no more of that bullshit#i promise
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The peeps who are tagged at the bottom may or may not Wanna read this giant shenanigan about me. So feel free to ignore it. But it took me too damn long for just Tati to see it 😅 Tho it would still be totally worth it if it was just her to see it 💖💖💖
Some of these are gonna be shortened versions of the real prompts. The link to the OG ask post is up there in the doobley doo.
Red: favorite shirt - I have this spaghetti strap peplum top that’s a super pretty pink hibiscus flower design. It’s my fave cuz I feel cute in it.
Orange: Change your eye color? - Answered here.
Yellow: Under-appreciated artist - Answered here.
Green: favorite flower - Camellias! (Fun fact I have a note in my phone with their name so I remember)
Blue: preferred weather - fall! Crisp air, blue sky, smell of fallen leaves
Purple: a poem to describe your closest friend - I’m doing one about Tati cuz she sent this ask. Song of the Open Road by Walt Whitman cuz she likes to travel (I didn’t read the whole thing only the first part, but that part fit. If anything else doesn’t, lol sorry)
Magenta: fingernails long or short - short cuz I’m a nail biter
Turquoise: fave sea animal - Answered here.
Fuscia: fave land animal - Answered here.
Cyan: Religious? Spiritual? - Raised Roman Catholic, but I’m not a fan of The Church. So now I’m more spiritual than religious.
Sea green: fitted sheet? - answered here.
Violet: lgbt+ community? - I’m the letter B baybee!
Amber: Lock Screen? - Le Tour Eiffel!!
Aqua: Thrift? - Anything but clothes sure. Plus size clothes in thrift stores are... difficult...
Pink: natural hair color? - I’m a Brownie!
Beige: any pets? - Not personally. But my roommates have two cats and a dog. So I do live with pets.
Black: Go veggie or vegan? - Most def! When I don’t have roommates it will be way easier (we all cook for each other and none are veggie or vegan) we already eat a good amount of veggie meals and tofu tho.
Coral: animal you wish not extinct - saber tooth tiger!
Grey: how many languages? More? - Two (Eng. + Span.) Yes!!!! I’d love to learn French, Italian, Danish 😏
Maroon: clothing brands? - only when looking for ethical/sustainable plus-size friendly clothes specifically. Otherwise brand doesn’t matter to me
Rose: favorite scent on a person - anything citrus or smoky
Charcoal: camping? - Been there done that a couple times. Not my fave thing. Unless it’s Glamping
Claret: instrument? - Nah. Piano ish. Used to take piano lessons. Would like to take it or violin up. But instruments aren’t really for me I think.
Copper: Jewelry gold or silver - Silver!!!
Cream: tattoos piercings? - My ears are pierced. I’d like more ear piercings. Eventually I’d like a tattoo or a million. But... I’m indecisive. Might do some temporary ones first at some point
Salmon: how many sunglasses? - One! Prescription ones are VERY expensive
Ebony: play a game on TV? - maybe Jeopardy if I knew I would get questions I knew 😅 Otherwise keep me off TV plz
Indigo: lived on a farm? - nope! Never have
Emerald: live in another country? Where? - YES YES YES Get Me Out!!!! England & Switzerland are my top two
Lavender: relationship status - taken for 4 years thus far
Erin: best school subj. - English Lit!!!
Mauve: unpopular opinions - idk? TGWDLM being the best Starkid Musical seems like a pretty spicy opinion of mine? Or that I enjoy Cats the musical (the OG one not the gross new one)
Fulvous: another name to suit you? - I mean I love being called Melon, like Tati started. But idk what “normal” names suit me 😅
Coconut: a subject you enjoy learning - Psych!!! Love love love psychology
Frost: a -core you enjoy - CottageCore most def
Porcelain: a tv show you used to love - lmao so many. Spn., Charmed, Bones, Criminal Minds, NCIS
Fawn: interesting family stories - ehhhh not really. My fam is kinda boring.
Gold: mismatched socks? - NOPE
Honey: thoughts on magic? - Magic is just science we don’t understand yet (is this a spicy opinion?)
Rust: art you enjoy doing- Embroidery!
Ginger: Sideblogs? - Nope!
Cherry: youtubers you enjoy - omg so many. Smosh, SimplyNailogical, Moriah Elizabeth, Claire Saffitz, The Babish Culinary Universe, Ray Narvaez Jr. (id link them all but I’m on a time crunch)
Wine: do you have a type? - Hungry sad boys with hearts of gold who tell jokes sometimes (like Hvitty)
Mahogany: sun moon and rising - lmao no freaking clue. I’m a Capricorn. That’s all I’ve got for ya
Blood: bed size - Queen if it’s just me, King if with a partner
Hot pink: strong feeling abt pink? - hated it when I was a teen. Now I’ve gotten over myself
Plum: a food you’ve never tried - African Bull Tongue
Lilac: dogs, cats, or fish - right now Cats. But my preference changes all the time
Amethyst: collection? - ummm nail polish maybe? I have a shit ton of Holo Taco polish. But none of my collections are really active rn
Mulberry: ear buds or head phones - ear buds
Azure: jean jackets? - don’t own any, but I’d like a black one
Teal: have a job? - Two... actually...
Denim: kill the spider or take outside - I’m sorry💀
Sapphire: sing well? - Yes! Choir throughout school now I sing along to everything I can
Mint: fave flavor of gum - mint lol
Pecan: Shuffle playlist - Almost by Bowling for Soup
Penny: ice cream or cake - answered here.
Ash: do your own makeup? - Yes!!
Jade: written fan fiction? - we love an opportunity for self- promo! Here’s my masterlist
Grape: how many blogs do u follow? - 240
Umber: brush ur teeth b4 you eat? - um no? Morning and night?
Chestnut: type of phone? - iPhone 6 😅 (yes I need a new one, but this one... functions...)
Prussian blue: first choice at vending machine - Snickers or Reeses
Aquamarine: beach or pool - beach
Brass: least favorite food condiment - yellow mustard (grey poupon all the way bb. Dijon 4 lyfe)
Mustard (lmao): how much sugar in tea/coffee - tea = none or a teaspoon of honey, coffee = too much (condensed milk Vietnamese style)
Silver: broken a bone? - Yep! One. Dropped a piece of Staging on my foot and broke my big toe. (They had to put my toenail back inside so it would regrow properly. Gross.)
Rose quartz: rings or necklaces - rings
Onyx: do u still play Minecraft? - Nope. I watch it sometimes tho.
Burgundy: ever ridden a motorcycle? - Nope!
Scarlet: favorite holiday? - Halloween or Christmas (I can never decide)
Apricot: opinion of 3 in one body wash - garbage chemicals. Don’t use it!
Platinum: follow politics? - yep! When it doesn’t make me want to walk into the ocean.
Magnolia: Instagram handle? - Mine is for my job and a specific company. So nope! You don’t get it. Sorry!!! (And I don’t have a personal one)
Okay!!!! It’s done!!!! Finally!!!!! This was a labor of love so I’m tagging some people who may or may not care. Feel free to ignore this lmao.
@alexhandersen-marcoilsoe-fandom @deans-ch-ch-cherrypie @jadelynlace @doctorwhoandfairytaillover @vikingstrash @serasvictoria @flowers-in-your-hayr
hola it's ME 🌚
ma'am can I have these please?
red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, magenta, turquoise, fuchsia, cyan, sea green, violet, amber, aqua, pink, beige, black, coral, grey, maroon, rose, charcoal, claret, copper, salmon, ebony, indigo, erin, mauve, fulvous, coconut, frost, porcelain, fawn, gold, honey, rust, ginger, cherr, wine, mahagony, blood, hot pink, pum, iliac, amethyst, mulberry, azure, teal, denim, sapphire, mint, pecan, penny, ash, jade, grape, umber, chestnut, prussian blue, aquamarine, bras, mustard, silver, rose quartz, onyx, burgundy, scarlet, apricot, platinum & magnolia
oh I think I chose all, OOPS !
OHMYGODISAWTF!!!!!?!?!??! This is so many 😭
Alright. You got it babe. It’s coming up. Because I love you. Don’t ever say I didn’t ever do anything for you! 💖
I’m gonna reblog this ask response tho. So I can make sure it saves and stuff.
From this ask prompt post!
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