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ennuidays · 2 months ago
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itsalwaysdark · 5 months ago
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i just fucking hate having ptsd all of it. so many stupid fucking things send me into fucking hysterics it sucks and i hate it and i dont want itttt anymore i dont want it.
#i literally like. i didnt tell u guys bc it was embarassing#but i had to hype myself up to eat a fucking orange the other day. like i was shaking and crying and i nearly threw up.#bc it fucking reminded me of All that and also bc its one of the only foods i got to eat outside ofm my one meal a day#while i was living there. bc my coworker gave me oranges sometimes#and one time she gave me a whole bag of cuties which was wonderful of her i miss her#but i pretty much like. bc during m-f i had a meal at work#and i could get something from the vending machine if i needed to#but on the weekends i had to either order food (which would always make me insanely nauseous bc of. the money stuff. yk) or just eat#what i had in my room bc i couldnt use the kitchen bc the roommates would be mad at me#and they might kick me out and id be actually fucked. its so crazy looking back that i genuinely the entire time i fucking lived there even#b4 the breakup the entire time i was in terror that theyd evict me. bc i wouldnt have been able to do anything abt it#i mean thats why i didnt like. leave him after he . and stuff. both bc i thought i didnt deserve anything better and bc i was terrified#theyd evict me and i wouldnt have any way to get home. it was terrifying#but ya. so for a couple weeks i rationed myself One orange per day lol. and on weekends that was all i was able to eat rly#idk. i hate ptsd. basicalllyyyy is the gist of ittt. and i keep thinking abt random fucking things they did to me#me when they jokingly tell me to starve myself when i literally have a fucking eating disorder. and when i told The Only Person i knew in#that fucking house abt it he told me i was being dramatic and i was just being greedy and etc. and then later when i got off work today i#saw on their fucking whiteboard in the kitchen i wasnt supposed to use Eat more <3 as one of their goals. while i went to sit in the garage#for the weekend eating a single fucking orange a day. god#idk. ive gotten better with eating i still have the scale but i ws able to go months without using it until the medical call the other week#and i havent used it since but. everytime i think abt all that itmakes me want to go back to it. i cant tho everyone would notice#i do still eat a wholee lot less than i did b4 washington but idk. idont remember if i even ate today i probably should but i dont feel#hungry but i cant even fucking trust that bc i Starved myself for so fucking long im too good at ignoring hunger. and i never was super in#touch with my body but im constantly numb now. idk.#ed ment#a2t#i ws gonna say more but it ws tmi + tag limit anyway. its just insane that my fucking ed wouldnt have happened if it werent for him and it#graduated i wouldnt have been isolatedinever wouldve had an ed. like 50% of my ptsd would be Gone if i just hadnt joined that discord. lol
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toadbelly · 1 year ago
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bellflower-goat · 1 year ago
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dear fuck en G od what is going on
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screampied · 6 months ago
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Thoughts on which jjk men would get turned on by watching you eat a phallic food? Licking ice cream, eating a banana, etc
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hmmmmmm
satoru def gets turned on from watching you eat ice cream. his brain short circuits if it ends up spilling down your chin / down your chest. offers to clean it up ( with his tongue and not a napkin so he can “save resources” ) 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️
toji gets hard watching you eat a banana idk ??? if you purposely tease him he’ll go crazy. he kinda wants to see you choke on it🧍🏽‍♀️
IDONT KNOW ANY OTHERS 🧚🏽‍♀️. i can see choso getting turned on from his s/o eating a popsicle. maybe suguru too. nanami probably won’t get turned on. he’ll just wait until you’re done eating so he can fuck
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blue-pikmin-gaming · 1 year ago
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Friend Log: Louis
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the louer is a weird... but he kindof funy . not entirly sure whatkindof starfol he is?? looklike dad but smel sorta difrentthough. ahwell
heput thing inmy "mouth" a lot. kinda scarysometime dontput arm in there i dont want to eating you?? but idont rally mind when smal thing.
helike to eat alot of thangi think he ated some othr pikkin befor? weirdhave not seen anyother starpeole do that. buthe not dangr idont think not anymor.
he hostd the gril! thegrill was fungood time veryshort though. the explosiin.
yknowi nevr actualy gotto try aneat that mcdonal fry....... :(
anywy. the louee is in "cocon" rightnow. "metamorhis." wondr whatl happin.
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Dune dashboard simulator
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friendly reminder that the butlerian jihad was an atrocity and violation of human rights :))
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Tell me you know nothing about the Butlerian Jihad without telling me you know nothing about the Butlerian Jihad
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I know I know eat the rich and all that but have you SEEN Shaddam IV in his 20s????? we didn't stand a chance
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...fellas is it time for a second butlerian jihad yet?
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I'm crying didn't he literally purge his 30th planet TODAY?? you're sick
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ppl saying kill as if they could even if they tried lmao
🏜 treading-rhythmically Follow
"people are choosing fuck when he doesn't even fuck his own wife??? as if" skill issue. im here & im pegging him.
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Okay in all seriousness this is fucked up. I know people cope in different ways but he is LITERALLY a dictator and a colonizer. People like you who make light of that is the REASON SHIT LIKE THIS HAPPENS!!! Maybe YOU haven't suffered at the hands of his holy war yet but ffs have some compassion for those who have
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or you could just...block the emperor muad'dib tag?? the best you can do in times like these is curate your own life to the best of your abilities my dude
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Or OTHER PEOPLE could just NOT SEXUALIZE DICTATORS!!!! Also - what about the WOMEN in his life who are currently also suffering because of him??? no love for them I see??
🏜 treading-rhythmically Follow
ok im gonna sexualize him though
🐛shai-hulud-bignaturals Follow
@/realwormrider make your own post why don't you
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@/realwormrider wants to fuck him so bad it makes them look stupid
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💧freminomenon Follow
Sigh. some idiot brought a fucking shield into the Sietch. time to evacuate while a motherfucking grandfather of a worm demolishes it ig.
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*reminds a kindergartener to use their indoor voice but they're the kwizatz haderach and use their Indoor Voice From The Outer World to yeet my ass into the maw of the Maker*
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Once again because apparently this HAS to be said: REGULAR FETISH GEAR IS *NOT* GEIDI PRIME APPROPRIATION!!!! There is a world of difference between our traditional clothing and bondage stuff. I'd argue that insinuating they're the same thing or even similar is far worse. If you want proper examples of GP clothing my ask box is open, if you're going to "defend" a culture from appropriation get your facts from someone WITHIN THAT CULTURE for fucks sake
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Heard Thufir Hawat had to milk a cat to get the poison out of his body...not to be That Girl but hmmm could've milked me instead and I wouldn't be mad
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Where's that guy who calls for a second Butlerian Jihad on cursed horny posts?
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hate to break it to you op but i'm pretty sure this didn't happen and is actually just harkonen propaganda
not saying it couldn't happen though live your dreams
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by the Mahdi you people are dogs. i will reblog as usual.
🪐ix-the-tenth Follow
none of these words are in the oc bible
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PAUL ATREIDES IS LITEARLLY DISABLED YOU GUYS!!! I CAN'T STOP YOU HATING ON HIM BUT ABELIST "JOKES" HAVE NO PLACE HERE!!!!!
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...since when tf is he disabled
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He literally has??? no eyes????
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Ok but he can still see though
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sigh. not me being the one to explain AGAIN that his oracular vision is a disability aid, not something that erases it entirely. from what I understand he sees a couple seconds into the future by use of prescience, it's not the same thing as Actual Sight. (not a supporter, just someone with an unfortunate hyperfixation)
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Shame Paul Mudad'dib Atreides became a Spice-addicted despot bc I bet he would've made some sick podcasts if given the chance
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THE MUDAD'DIB WAS AN IMPORTANT FREMEN SYMBOL *LONG BEFORE* YOU-KNOW-WHO . ME HAVING A MOUSE TATTOO DOES *NOT* MAKE ME A SUPPORTER OF P*** A****** OR HIS GOVERNMENT. I HATE ALL OF YOU.
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soooooo apparently there's a stone burner on arrakis now :) if I don't post for a while its bc i'm on the waitlist for tleilaxu eyes fyi
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this post is 8 months old should we be worried?
✨not-a-feydakin Follow
Not true op. pls stop spreading incorrect information without a source, you're no better than the people who claim they brought back duncan idaho
🌴fear-is-the-dick-killer Follow
ummmmmm they literally did bring Duncan Idaho back???? don't claim information is false when YOU haven't done your research maybe???
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Guys....I know I said I wouldn't do rpf but the new transcript of the conversation before Paul's ascension that just came out??? I'm tempted to jump on the threesome train and write Shaddam/Paul/Feyd-Rautha it's actually destroying my sleep schedule.
In this translation the term Shaddam uses to describe Leto I COULD translate to "honorable" but some say it COULD translate to something closer to "beloved"????????? I'm???
So it got me thinking...if..you know...he and Leto I....what would he think of Paul, his only living descendent? (and don't come at me with the "he's underage stuff", HE WAS 18) ahhhhhhh idk maybe I'm too deep into this but I wanna see the 3 of them together so badly 😭😭
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OKAY OKAY I DID IT! I GAVE IN
Last Drop of Blood
Shaddam IV/ Feyd-Rautha Harkonnen/ Paul Atreides, 9K, Rated E [WILL CROSS POST TO AO3 LATER]
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@/shai-hulud-bignaturals told me to "make my own post" so here it is 🙃
Fuck, Marry, Kill: Irulan Corrino
(answer in tags bc my polls option got fucked)
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your polls option getting fucked was a sign for you not to make this post
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Lmaooooooo as if she's any better she's the daughter of one emperor and wife to another. idc how much she's "suffered" by being married to mudad'dib she's still immensely privileged and a fellow colonizer. you are not morally superior for being horny about her instead of her husband lolllll
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kinda want to fuck a guild navigator who's stopping me
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^^^
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You thought this was fucking over?
Her Desires
Irulan Corrino x Reader, 12K
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Omg
I'm in tears of ???? joy???
literally my hands are shaking you never miss op 🥵
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smileymoth · 15 days ago
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Ed weigght loss/numbers as per usual bc i cant stop thinking about my weight yayy 😍 i have worms in my brain and theyre eating me !!!
I m so scared that i ts not possible for me to lose anotjer 20 kilos like ive always been fat . I weighed 77 kilos when i was 15. Which was still like. overweight or whatever. Thats what the doc said at least. Worst part she measured me wrong lol like i was 174 and she meazursd me 2cms shorter. Doesnt chsnge too much but still. And im still harping on about it like bro that was 7 yeears ago youre an adult now bruh. But like. Whatever. I feel like it might be it for me. Idont know if i have enough self control around food to get to a normal weight. I know i lost 22 kilos in a year so im no longer classified as obese yayy but i still have like another 15 to lose to be in the normal weight area. Dont tell me bmi is bullshit bc i KNOW i just have mold in my brain that looooves numbers. I dont even want to claim i have an eating disordrr bc while i do get anxious avt food i still just gobble up everything i can. Esp recently. Like its been so difficult to eat less. Like ive been lpsing 2 kilos per month which is HEALTHY weight loss. I cant consider myself disordered. Id just be lying. I got back into the flow last week and then theres been parties and whatnot so ive just been eating too much again. Mayne next year when i have less school stress i can properly lock in . Uuugghhhhhhh i hate myself so much
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bpdfox · 3 months ago
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Vent/thought dump I wrote a month ago. It's long and disjointed and I was also high when I wrote it. Figured I'd put it here, this is sorta where my head has been lately.
Am I nothing more than a mirror??
I don't know how to even get my thoughts out. I'm so… isolated.
I've felt a profound sense of isolation and separateness since I was born. Like literally.
Sitting there picking holes in my leg, pulling the hairs out so I know I can feel.
I can only think clearly when I'm tearing myself apart.
HOW CAN I GET WHATS INSIDE OF MY HEAD OUT?
Even today during therapy my therapist just sort of
I NEED TO BE SEEN.
She just sort of like. Had a lot of stuff she needed to process with all of the church shit and all of the fucking bullshit going on with that
I'm not worth it unless I can provide a service to someone else
I cannot connect
I don’t know if I'm capable of connecting and that scares me. That terrifies me. I can't imagine going the rest of my life feeling this way. I don't think I can. I can't.
I feel so small when I'm on these, everything is tall and towering above me
I feel inferior, threatened, judged when I'm around my younger brother. Even he is rejecting me? I've been asking him to play some games with me for weeks and he wont and I feel so fucking stupid trying to
Its' like im a kid trying to tell my dad that my goat is dying in the shed but he's too busy working
I CANNOT CONNECT
When my aunt was trying to use her fucking 'healing' bullshit on me and she was sitting there holding my arms and telling me what she thought was going on in my brain, that I was having such a hard time, blah blah. She was telling me exactly what was going on in her brain. She was using me as a reflection.
I'm' not your fukcing passion project
People only come to me when they need something from me
I'm a project, a side project, a 'once-in-a-while' hobby that maybe they’ll return to when they get bored
I'm so alone. I'm always alone.
I've felt this way since I was a kid
Even in my old friend gorups I was always the odd one out, people would cycle through me and talk to me if they
I AM NOT ENOUGH
IM NOT WORTHY OF CONNECTING WITH
I AM NOT WORTH CONNECTING TO
WHY
I was ripped out of my mother's womb and isolating was the only way I survived
I had to be in a stupid fucking box, incubating me, with the stupid fucking earmuffs that made everything louder, and I WAS ALONE
I WAS ALONE
I WAS ALONE
My mom is only talking to me about my brother
My brother is a fucking homophobic asshole and it makes me so sad and scared and upset and mad that my mom wants him to feel supported
I'm leaving my feet behind always, I'm forgetting them
My legs don't feel like a part of me, I don't feel like a part of my body. Is this what people mean by out of body experience
Even my therapist
Idont thinki can fucking do this
Im a leech, im a leech im a leech im a leech im a leech and im alone
And that's how I'll always be
My brother is going to his fucking stupid homophobic transphobic stupid fucking religious cunt ass fucking school and
I HOPE OAKS DIES, I REALLY DO. I REALLY FUCKING DO
I HOPE HE CHOKES ON A FUCKING FORK, I HOPE IT GETS WEDGED IN HIS FUCKING ESOPHAGUS AND HE ASPHIXIATES ON HIS OWN FUCKING BLOOD
I'm not worth connecting to
I cant get anything out and that scares me so bad
Because nobody understands unless I can get it out but I fucking cant I fucking cant
All I am is disgusting, gross, unloved
I'm only loved if I meet the conditions, if I meet the criteria. I can't do taxidermy in the barn but my brother can tan a rabbit hide inside the house?
I'm a hazard an inconvenience. I didn’t want to eat what the rest of the family wanted but that didn't matter. I'm a scavenger, I have to pick from what's left and hope I can make it through the night.
I'm disgusting I have mental fleas I'm always itchy and crawling and I can never fucking get comfortable, never get comfortable, I'm so tense all the time, I cant get to sleep because I cant get comfortable, I'm not meant to be in my fucking body
I think everyone can see it and that's
All I am is a hole
Is this all there is?
I noticed a new spot on my scalp, scab scab scab. Ipicked it. Why do I evne bother trying to not pick. Who am I fucking doing it for.
Im so fucking alone. I think im fucking cursed like genuinely. I cannot fucking connect. No matter how hard I try. And so I isolate and I sabotage myself
I'm fucking disgusting im not worth taking care of im not wroth anything. Im not worth anything. Im not worth anything. I'm a leech im a leech im a leech I'm a scab I'm a fucking useless piece of shit. EVERYONE CAN FUCKING SEE IT. EVERYONE CAN FUCKING SEE IT. And that's why im alone and that’s why that willn ever fukcing change
I try to show my photography and I just get a
Its no wonder I started fukcing drinking I cannot handle it. I cant handle it.
I have been drowning and alone since I was born at 28 weeks old. And nobody fucking cares. And nobody fucking sees. All I am is a mirror.
I don’t have a fucking personality I just cling to whoever I hope will give me approval and I don’t even pay attention to whether I'm liking whatever the fuck it is, all that matters is that they're having a good time
I can't keep doing this but I don’t think I can stop. I was programmed this way and this is all I know how to do and it's going to fucking kill me. It is going to fucking kill me.
I'm running myslef over again and again I'm the coyote that wasn't fast enough and I'm the car that didn't stop. I'm the road that wasn't takencare of and the guts that spilled across it and the dying breath of the animail terrified alone and that's all that I will ever fucking be. Only here for the bugs. I'm carrion. I'm already dead and im wasting away and everybody can see it and nobody will ever love me because once they see past the mirror all that's left is the fucking pit. The hole the empty the nothing.
I have to be funny because then maybe if im lucky they’ll want to stick around but I don’t thinkanybody really does. I'm always terrified that they will leave. They are going to leave me when they realize how useless you are.
Myeyes hurt.
I havent cried like that in so long. It gets stuck inside me and it's like congested. I'm congested and I cant get anything out and im ALONE AND NOBODY CARES AND NOBODY SEES
I CANT FUCKING DO THIS. I CANT FUCKING DO THIS.
IF I DON’T G
I CANT DO THIS
I AM
It's all loss IT'S ALL LOSS. ALWAYS. REJECTION REJECTION REJECTION
I CANNOT
HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ON HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO KEEP GOING LIKE THIS.
MY BROTHER HAS FRIENDS MY SISTER HAS FRIENDS
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ME??
I'M ROTTING. I'M NOTHING. I'M WASTING AWAY HERE AND IM USELESS.
I cannot
I'm really struglging with how alone I am. How alone I am. How alone I am
Christ.
Something broke insidwe of me but theres nbody there to witness it
Ive been out to them for ten fucking years. And they still misgender me. They don’t bother to get it right. I don’t know if my sister's husband even knows im nonbinary
I'm not fucking worth the effort. Im not worth the effort. WHY THE FUCK AM I EVEN TRYING
I'm howling alone and im hoping to hear a response but it's only mirrored
Nobody will ever respond
And even if they did I don’t know if it could reach me truly. Im in a fucking bubble. Im a specimen under glass for inspection and reflection and to look at when things get boring but I always endup back on the shelf.
Went through everyone in thefamily except for me . Left me out of the speech.
All im good for is to consume
I can only think clearly when I'm hurting myself
Picking myself apart
I'm going to be alone. Christ im going to be alone.
I don’t understand it and im struglging to keep up
I can feel myself closing up again. Goodbye.
The doors are closing again.
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cupcraft · 1 year ago
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idont think ctommy would want cake on his bday btw i think he'd make a mud pie and eat it then spit it out over the edge of the cliff near his bench with ctubbo going "its going to be okay" while rolling his eyes
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sin-content · 6 months ago
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Dont feel very good, all I want is to eat a mango rn, I dont like mango much so Idont get why
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anyatomy · 8 months ago
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idont know if im just wrong about the quality of my art or if im seriously noticing a pattern here but like i cannot fucking believe a like. fully shaded and dynamicish piece of mine got 46 notes snd i scroll down ONE post in gerrys tag and the next thing is a plain colored piece with over a thousand
Is it because i draw him fat is it because i she her’d him i feel fucking insane.Notes should t matter but i would. Like to be able to build some following to get comms ykow so like . Like. What. I dont want to sound conceited bht i LITERALLY. FEEL CRAAAAZY. PEOPLE USUALLY EAT UP STUFF SIMILAR TO WHAT I DREW I FEEL .
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sw33t-oubliette · 9 months ago
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11 n 12?
what do you consider to be romance: when 2 people love eachother in some way they both describe as romantic ithink .idont really give that much of a fuck abt labels yolo
what’s some good advice you want to share: dont hold off happiness 4 special occasions life is a special occasion etc yk the post . Also dont develop and eating disorder they suck ass to deal with
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lakesbian · 1 year ago
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Predictions about where the book goes from here?
i'm technically cheating by already having null 9.1 open but
mr blake thorburn still tied to this world solely by mags knowing he exists (nonexistence demon obviously Can tear bitches asunder but not every victim is Automatically torn asunder? some simply slip thru the cracks after having their connections cut and are falsely assumed torn asunder?)
mags helps rose & co put together the pieces re whoever the fuck 'blake' is and rose does Diabolism Things to bring him back from being died badly but he comes back wrong. blake 'identity corrosion' thorburn. as jesse cosay infinity train would say. "i'm gonna be a tree boy? :("
Uh
oh yeah i bet rose shamelessly bound and is hauling conquest around. not necessarily using him yet but blake is probably going to be not happy about him not being thrown into a bottomless pit forever
Uh. barber is still up there. bad things in that department probably. those chekhovs nukes are getting used and used with consequences at some point
???idont know. they ostensibly don't have that many problems currently aside from the whole blake being died badly thing but i'm sure the universe will conspire to cause more and worse problems for them. or they'll be like "hooray we finally don't have that many problems now we can finally start working on The Goals :)" [immediately causes more problems for themselves and others in the process]
you know how blake and rose are the same person and thus technically share power but can still do shit w/o each others permission and then piss each other off about it. you know how blake got a familiar without rose's input and it's "hers" but not Really hers and she was not happy about it. i think she should perhaps establish a demesnes without blake's permission thus permanently tying him to a location and putting him in intense psychological agony i think that would be fun
if all goes well he will masturbate in front of the mirror at some point
anyway now that blake's identity has been thoroughly supplanted by what he's supposed to be as deemed by his family (rose) he'll have even less to draw power from, steadily becoming weaker and weaker, desperately clinging onto his dreams of his own existence but ultimately becoming next to nothing at all. will probably also fritter power to rose instead of vice versa. like i think the first half of the book was the initial slow creep of what he was Supposed To Be encroaching on his body and identity (which are again one and the same for him), the mid-point was it finally supplanting him in one fell swoop, and now the latter half of the book will be him sort of reversed in position more akin to where rose was initially as he's slowly drained of the last fragments of Him. pact is about the horror of what your great grandmother wanted your grandmother to be and what your grandmother didn't want want your mother to be and what your mother wanted you to be slowly eating you alive basic alley.
on a tangentially related note theres something to be said about how blake being Borned Yesterday due to mrs rose thorburn (old) schemings is like. the horror of thinking you had forged your own existence and then having the rug pulled out from underneath you as you realize that you're built on cyclical family trauma all the way down and there is no you that is not ruled by what your mother and your mother's mother and your mother's mother's mother have done ♥
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comvi · 10 months ago
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boom!! whatnowwhatnow/// Ohyeah. silver and whisperer interaction: bassicly what happend was that whisperer saw silver again and got kinda mad at the stalking so he told lucky to just. not come with. lucky listened (even though lucky kinda only wanted to eat sliver cause they look goopy) When whisperer spotted it once more, he instantly threw a rock at it. The rock sinked into its ear, it did not react and kept looking at him. "HEY!" It did not react. "Your eyes deceive" "No, no they dont. Now stop talking to me you damn...entity" Whisperer ran over, the silver eyed slugcat winched back a little. when face to face whisperer said "Who are you and why do you keep stalking us?" It tilted its head at him. "Hello?" No response. Whisperer reached out a paw and pressed on its chest. it backed up and quickly swated whisperers hand "N-N-NOP-No...badidea...dont-dont interact..." "..what?" "YYYYOU-you-shouldbackup..." "Why? and are you gonna answer me" whisperer stammered, not feeling safe. "I-IDONTKNOWWHERE-Ihurtpeople...andicant...dontwantto hurt you.." "Errr...." whisperer started backing up a bit "D-DOntbe...scarred? PLEAsE!HELP!" "What do you mean help?! help with what?!" whisperer whimpered "s-sorry...Habit..." "what do you mean scarred? like.. scared?" it stopped moving, its unreal ears twitching a little "T-thank you...yesthatword..." "Ok, now why were you stalking us?" "T-t-tthepeople...sayidothat...idont mean to..." "Who are the people..?" "Rumors..." spikes slowly formed on its chest "its "U-unbound.." "Undone" "Unforseen..." "Unknown" I-i-i-idontlike...what they say..." Whisperer is now clearly uncomfy, but IT also seems like that.. "Do you. hurt people on purpose or.wait yeah what did..what did you mean by hurt people?" It did not respond, more spikes grew on its chest, it looks distressed "E-EVE?HE-Everyones scared, they have their reasons. I-I-I-ImNot goingto-AAA-answer that." whisperer stared "How do you keep doing that. how are you changing your voice what does that mean. what did you mean by that." No response. Whisperer began to walk away before a spikey tendril grabbed his leg "Dont..leave..." "Please dont kill me." "W-WHATAREYOUDOI-Why would i dothat?" "Cause your. one either a fucking villan or a *really* REALLY weird slugcat." "O-Oh...Myf-f-f-Form...Is it scary?" "No but i do not want to even know what that implies so i plea for you to stay how you are. Now what do you want?" "T-to help..." "You dont even know what i need help with dude." "I heard it to." "heard...what...whatever! uhm... id "love" to have you along but dont know if i can." "I-i-i-i-ican always follow..." "...Great...bye..." "O-OHMYG-Onemore thing..." "yes..?" "W-Want...Thing?" "What is it.." It reached in its chest. and pulled out a sludge covered pearl (whisperer has never seen a pearl btw) "Uhhhhh thanks bye!" He snatched it and ran off, regretting ever interacting. ^ Copy and pasted thing. (aka yap from the actual story.)
Other things that happened in the chapter are Chief meets with whisperer and lucky, figures out the lucky's kind live in [spoiler location] Whisperer injuries his leg from an encounter with [spoiler enemy] adding on to the bleeding. still fine though.
EAHH WONDERFUL AS ALWAYS!!!! Sorry for such a late answer, i was in a sour mood for a lot of the day and usually i wait to answer when im in a better headspace but whatever ill just answer now!! & i can officially say i LIKE SILVER!!! i really do!!! i especially like how i can officially use the word “goopy” for it, and a particular detail i like about them is how we will hear names of [unknown creatures/potential victims] in its speech,, (eg. the name Eve was in here, im pretty sure!). + from the way they talked about itself being dangerous/harming others, & that they can also hear voice, im currently thinking they may not be fully in control of their actions, all the time? I could be so far off but, current theory im working about!
also im not too sure how to feel about the implication of silver being able to, quote-on-quote, “reach into their chest”. I mean we just found out that they are liquid-like enough to be able to be described as goopy ofcourse (already knew their tail was ferrafluid, didnt know that might also apply for the rest of its body), but i wonder now, does it being able to reach into its chest mean: 1. it is fully made of some sort of liquid of sorts, ferrafluid like its tail, or something else? for their body im assuming it would be made up of a denser liquid, or 2. maybe they have an open/exposed chest cavity? perhaps as a result of injury, but it still wasnt fatal enough to kill them (if it is even able to die), and left them how they are now. this could ofcourse go along with the 1st theory, but whatever. !!!
honorary lucky mention. I COULDNT NOT TALK ABOUT THEM!!!. Whisperer is going through some serious shit and lucky is just watching from the sidelines thinking “that thing my dad’s talking to looks goopy..i wonder what they taste like” LOL
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simcardiac-arrested · 1 year ago
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it hasn’t been that long since i woke up so i’m just eating passion fruit and holding out hope that markiplier will post a help wanted 2 playthrough soon ….. Ughh i’ll be real i’m also thinking about how i need to make an appointment at the clinic so i can get a doctor’s note and go back to classes but idont wannaaaaa because 1. ew phone call 2. ew classes
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