#idolshe

[byanyan]

@idolshe sent:ㅤ❝  i made sure the people who left marks on me wouldn’t get the chance to do it again.  ❞

scar related promptsㅤㅤ✧ * º •ㅤㅤaccepting

ㅤㅤ" s'what you gotta do. "ㅤthey respond easily, nodding along as their thumb idly flicks at the lighter they hold in one hand, lighting the small flame for a moment before they release, putting it out once more. almost thoughtfully, the motion repeats a couple times, the soft orange light faintly illuminating their face with each quiet click.

ㅤㅤ" 'f you just let it happen, they'll keep doin' it. "ㅤdark eyes finally flit away from the lighter to meet cindy's gaze, a somewhat reluctant understanding present within their expression. already, they're saying more than they would normally on such an intense topic, particularly one they have their own less than pleasant personal experiences with, but... well, they can relate. and it's not often they find themself able to do that with someone, much less with someone they don't find completely insufferable.

another flick of their thumb, another small burst of flame. this time, byan holds it long enough to light the joint they raise to their lips.

ㅤㅤ" gotta teach 'em a lesson. return the favour an' scare 'em off, or completely remove their ability t' ever touch you again. "ㅤwords come with a puff of smoke and, after another quick drag, they offer the joint to cindy, if she feels so inclined to join them. curiosity is bright in their eyes when they continue, and a grin begins to play at the corners of their mouth — they've always been one to enjoy a good revenge story, after all;ㅤ" so what'd you do? y' leave a few scars of your own? or didja take it that step further an' get rid of 'em for good? "

[murkyhazed-is-archiving]

LIKED : one liner dialogue / @idolshe

feat. maggie rhee w/ cindy yoon.

               ❝   i’ll   do   whatever   i   have   to   in   order   to   keep   my   people,   my   family,   safe.   ❞

[forbaesmoved]

@idolshe ♡'d !

                    ❝     i am gonna drink until someone is hot enough to make out with.     ❞

[idolpyre]

⠀ ღ @idolshe you're shining everywhere so i can find you . . .

[idolshe-arc]

                          CINDY   YOON      ultra   rare   cosmetic   .

outfit   from   her      girlhood      comeback   ,      one   that   has   given   her   much   traction   in   the   news   due   to   the   jacket   worn   in   the   music   video   :      sparking   up   rumors   of   a   romantic   attachment   with   fellow   mightee   one   idol   na   minjun   .

[n0spins]

   *  @idolshe​​​  sacrificed  an  offering     :      Cindy types in the code to the studio, quickly so she didn't get caught. A cupcake in hand, a tightly secured coat of his hiding her outfit. She smiles at her boyfriend, candle on the cake lit and she breaks into a poorly sang version of Happy Birthday, before handing the baked good to Minjun. " Happy Birthday, Minnie. "

               how  like  him  to  be  cooped  up  in  his  studio  on  the  night  of  his  birthday  instead  of  sleeping  in  or  relaxing,  nose  buried  in  his  monitor  and  whatever  beat  he  was  working  on.  to  be  fair,  he  didn’t  intend  on  staying  this  late  —  his  plan  was  to  head  back  to  the  dorms  around  ten,  but  it  seems  that  time  has  escaped  minjun  quicker  than  he  anticipated.  god,  how  long  has  he  actually  been  here  ?

               seeing  the  movement  out  of  the  corner  of  his  eye,  minjun  reaches  up  to  pull  his  headphones  down  around  his  neck,  saving  his  work  just  in  case.  ❝  is  it  that  time  already  ?  ❞  his  smile  is  light,  reaching  out  for  the  other  idol  clad  in  his  coat,  and  it  takes  every  ounce  of  minjun’s  willpower  to  not  just  crush  her  at  the  sight.  plucking  the  chocolate  raspberry  flavoured  cupcake  from  cindy’s  hands  after  blowing  out  the  flame,  his  other  hands  reaches  for  hers  to  lace  their  fingers  together.  ❝  thank  you,  my  darling.  do  you  want  a  piece  ?  ❞

[lusts1n]

@idolshe

Euphoria (2019 —)

[lusts1n]

tag dump 03 , dynamics -> ft : @idolpyre , @idolshe , @wolfsing ( junsu & nari ) , & @obscurates .

[seoulkill]

     *  @idolshe​​  sacrificed  an  offering     :      do you want me to stay ?

               it’s  quite  amazing  the  results  just  a  few  waterworks  can  get  him.  it  worked  on  yun - jin,  the  fans,  the  media  —  and  it’ll  work  on  cindy  too.  he  was  a  tragic  figure,  willing  to  go  on  when  the  death  of  his  band  members  clawed  at  his  heels,  weighing  him  down  and  yet  he’d  come  out  on  top,  continuing  to  march  on  with  his  grief  in  tow.  and  CINDY  —  minjun’s  golden  girl,  the  two  of  them  united  in  their  shared  loss  of  people  so  intimately  close.  there  was  nobody  better  fit  for  the  role  jiwoon  needed  filled  than  her.  she  understood  in  a  way  nobody  else  could,  and  she  had  been  so  easy  to  blind - side.

               a  sob  works  it’s  way  up  his  throat,  that  familiar  feeling  of  drowning  clawing  at  his  insides.  is  he  putting  on  a  good  show  ?  is  she  watching  him  unravel  ?  is  his  performance  memorable  ?  ❝  please,  please  don’t  leave  me.  don’t  leave  me  like  they  did,  cindy.  ❞  his  hand  seizes  her  wrist,  not  letting  her  stray  too  far  from  him.  he  needs  her  tonight,  if  he  doesn’t  want  to  try  and  make  any  last  minute  alterations  to  his  plans.  everything  is  already  in  motion,  now  he  just  needs  his  alibi  that  he  was  here  at  the  hotel  all  night.

               it  is  unfortunate  what  happened  to  no  spin,  but  necessary  by  all  means  for  jiwoon  to  get  the  sole  recongition  he  deserved.  he  tries  not  to  think  of  them  often,  lest  his  tears  become  too  genuine  for  him  to  reel  back  in.  ❝  just  —  just  stay  with  me  tonight,  please  ?  i  don’t  want  to  be  ALONE.  ❞  he’s  sure  he  looks  pitiful,  looking  up  at  cindy  with  the  tears  and  snot  pouring  down  his  face,  but  jiwoon  is  nothing  if  not  a  skilled  performer.  ❝  sometimes  i  just  can’t  believe  he’s  gone . . .  you  know  the  feeling,  right  ?  i - i’m  sorry  i’m  not  him.  ❞

[idolpyre]

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀minjun has always known he'd been put on this earth to be a caretaker of some sort — whether that was for his sisters, his mother, his members, their fans, for cindy — minjun didn't feel useful unless he was taking care of his loved ones. this feeling had only increased tenfold with the welcoming of their little boy, doting all over him any chance he got.

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀minjun's barely got a foot in the door when a small body barrels into him, warmth spreading through his veins and into his very being as he scoops junmin up into his arms. when cindy walks into the foyer, minjun's got the young boy hanging over his shoulder. ❝ and yet when it's just me and him, all he talks about is how he wants you instead. ❞

DADDY'S HOME ! the sound of their son's voice shattered the quiet of the home, a working cindy raising her head from the computer to the door. junmin's form was a blur, running to, she assumed, be the first to greet minjun. ❛❛ be careful, junmin. ❜❜ a soft call, fond as he responds with a half hearted apology. it takes a moment longer, saving her work and standing to leave the built in studio, to greet her husband, who was being hounded by the small boy. a smile was present on lips, the picture of both of her boys together heart warming. ❛❛ he never greets me like this. ❜❜ a faux pout on her lips wipes off the smile, though eyes never failed to portray the joy she felt. / @idolpyre

[byanyan]

ㅤ@idolsheㅤㅤ.・。.・ㅤㅤsc.

ㅤㅤ" love the fit. "ㅤdropping to take a seat across from cindy, byan grins in a show of the compliment being genuine. they wish they were able to pull that sort of look off as well as she can.ㅤ" should let me borrow that jacket sometime — i promise t' not stretch it out too much. "

[lovefell]

what color does your love feel like ?

deep staining red. Ripped out confessions, warm velvety whispers and a heart like an open wound. Your love flows out like dripping blood, beautiful, flawed and twisted. It's gut wrenching, the type of painfully dramatic feeling that makes you clutch your chest, picturing dramatic monologues about love and loving and big screen over the top scenes of sobbing into your pillow until you fall asleep. It rips out of you, clawing it's way up your throat more so than tumbling out. Sticky words that just need to be let out, feelings so big they don't fit inside you. Your love isn't easy, it's a true bloody mess, dripping and staining everything it touches in a desperate attempt to be seen, to be felt, to be loved back. And you, you love so hard, so deeply, so much for someone who carries all that pain. Atlas holding up the world, how are you? Is your love still flowing? Is your heart still open? Still pumping and bleeding and dripping with blood and tears? Still painting your beautiful pictures and writing your love letters in deeply personal red ink? Because I see them, I read them, I love them and you, you, you, you. Clench your chest, scream your love, cry it out. Spill your words of loving, keep your heart beating, keep your love coming and paint the entire world red with it. Make it in your image, keep going, it's okay. Maybe one day the whole world can be red and loved and beautiful just like you.

tagged by : @honeyfallen <3

tagging : @goofily @idolpyre @idolshe !

[idolpyre]

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀★ @idolshe gets a starter !

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀minjun knows that he's safe on her side of the beach, hidden away from any prying eyes and hushed whispers. which is why he's taken the liberty to spread out on her private dock, hair the colour of coral fanned out like a halo around his head — basking in the heat of the sun warming his scales, rendering him into a state of complete relaxation.

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀but he's only resting his eyes, still aware of his immediate surroundings — which is why he hears her approaching, her feet padding along the old wooden boards as she draws near. the siren perks up almost immediately, eyes of glittering gold snapping open to watch her.

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀❝ miss cindy ! ❞ lithe body slips gracefully off of the dock, disappearing beneath the calm with a splash — when he reappears, minjun tucks his chin atop the wood. ❝ i really missed you ! you missed our meeting yesterday, and my day felt so dull without seeing you. ❞ minjun honest to god pouts, bottom lip jutting out as the siren peers up at her.

⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀❝ but you're going to swim with me today, right ? ❞ he tries not to sound as desperately hopeful as he feels, pout easily replaced with an optimistic smile.

[idolshe-arc]

𝒞𝐼𝒩𝒟𝒴    𝒴𝒪𝒪𝒩    :        girl    group    ,    soloist    ,    it    girl        —        idolshe    .        #    ᶤᵈᵒˡˢʰᵉ    is    an    independent    original    character    blog    ,        from    the    universe    of    bhvr’s    dead    by    daylight    ,        and    mun    created    lore    .

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[n0spins]

​               ★    NA    MINJUN      /       FORMER  IDOL    SURVIVOR

            # 𝑵𝑶𝑺𝑷𝑰𝑵𝑺 ;   independent  &  selective  NA  MINJUN,  an  original  character  based  around  bhvr’s  dead  by  daylight.   an  analysis  on  how  grief  makes  you  grow  up  too  fast,  how  BETRAYAL  tastes  like  flames  as  bright  as  the  stage - lights,  revenge  something  that  is  forever  slipping  through  your  fingertips,  and  how  the  title  of  a  LEADER  is  a  heavy  cross  to  bear.    

    ★    𝒂𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒅  with  ;  @wolfsout,  @idolshe​,  @obituaried,  @pyrrh1c ,  @night0332​, @thesheepcote

[blubberymuses]

"I could go f-for... hooh... de buffet'sh l-line... But'sh you d-don't'sh have to... ooourrp!.. to c-closhe it'sh down j-jusht'sh for me, I like sheein' d-de.. ufff.. other idolsh b-become cuter ash w-well~" Sayaka wheezed out her response as successfully got up this time, solidifying her stay here.

Stomach grumbling over the rigorous task the pop sensations sausage fingers wrapped around a mobility cane, while her free hand pressed against the wall for support. Waddling around at her size was hard, absurdly hard. Her swimsuit zipper slightly unzipping due to the movement, revealing more unwashed blubber... Maizono desperately needed to get into that pool (to wash herself due to her outgrowing any tub or shower here), she desperately needed to ask Ohara-san for a new upsized wardrobe or at least a mobility scooter, but those rational thoughts rarely ever cross her weight-gain-obsessed mind, always being consumed by the act of consuming like a piggy~

The duo then slowly, but surely make their way out of Sayaka's suite and into the rest of the hedonistic hotel~

If Sayaka was already melting over some light tracing of her curves then now she was a metaphorical puddle on the floor, her cheeks turning into a whole new shade of red as she was being stuffed in this stuffy room.

The pop sensation from those few short months could easily imagine the reality of her fanbase, but now, under Mari's care, she would daydream about those same adoring fans all the way from her prime, but now cheering on her blobby body!.. Confirmation bias is a fascinating thing when you're surrounded by slobbish beached whales, it's even more interesting when you're now rivaling (if not eclipsing) their size...

The bluenette raised her hand up to indicate she wanted to talk without her mouth being full.

"I can... hooh.. ehxtehnd muhh sh... mmmphh... shhtahy indefinitely if youh dehshihrehd, M-Mahricchi~" Her voice now had a husky, airy tone due to her size, a far cry of what the public last heard from her vocal chords.