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i Desperately want to read a fic where wesley and riker have a heart to heart after the best of both worlds pt2,, i'm not even sure how i want the conversation to go, i just need them to talk :') like i want them to acknowledge how stressful and traumatic the entire situation was and especially riker ordering wesley to fucking send it because cmooooon dude you can't convince me that didn't affect either of them !! star trek acknowledge how fucked up these situations are challenge failed for the one millionth time </3 heart been broke so many times </3
#i wish i was a writer :') i genuinely find no joy in the process so all of my ideas go down the drain unless i draw them#i Might do that with this but i feel like it would require a whole comic to do the convo justice#eugh tooooo much work lol#Anyway im love them#AND with how much wesley didnt always trust picard and felt some resentment after datalore#like can you imagine how he would feel after this?#like tbf i do think wesley would try to hide it and rationalize because he Does know better#but i cant imagine constantly watching the trusted adults in your life get compromised is fun#idk does riker notice wesley skirting around and avoiding them and think he's mad or genuinely scared idkidk#does wesley even acknowledge or understand how he's feeling enough to explain his actions#does he even change how he's acting or does this trauma go unnoticed for months maybe even years#is it only brought up because welsey crashes out thinking someone is compromised or something idk !!!#wesley trauma my beloved#putting him through the horrors#microwaving his brain <3
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thinking about Kiryu so much today has given me the urge to finish some of my kazumaji fics + start 2 more. dont ask me how many are already sitting in my drafts <3
#time to research japanese marriage laws again ig lets see if anything's changed since 2019#'Cy what do you mean *again*?' the variety of things i have researched for college classes is incredible#anyways yeah i wanna make a kazumaji proposal fic but idk if i wanna make it goofy or more serious. gotta do the research 1st#by research i mean looking into the proof of partnership and which prefectures/municipalities use it again and seeing laws ->#on marriages performed outside of Japan. plus i just got a news article about a bill that passed yesterday so i gotta read up on that and-#look ik i dont HAVE to make it realistic and i can just have my fun fictional proposal but man...#college has kinda ruined me in that i GOTTA do the research first ykwim? they rewired my brain#idkidk maybe i'll just have them get fake documents for Goromi or somethin if im feeling silly goofy that'd work just as well in fic#i have 3 that are almost already done though that im gonna edit and post in the next few days. only one is lighthearted though oopsie#im so in denial im adding more kazumaji into the ecosystem to ignore the lad8 info 😌✌️ peace and love on planet earth#bulletin board
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i hate that im scared to write and i hate that im so picky with fics bc i have very specific needs to be fulfilled and it is hard to meet those needs...
i soooo bad desire zolusan, post wano specifically bc in my head thats when all three get together. wci is when sanji realizes his feelings for luffy– or rather accepts that he is in love with him (two years of pining im so sorry sanji) that and also finding difficulty in accepting his feelings for zoro too so basically: sanji being a mess
but idk zolusan mutual pining but they're all idiots. sanji has his own struggles, but imagine zoro's feelings or luffy's feelings. zoro keeping them internalized because it's not that important and wouldn't change a thing, yet he yearns. luffy... the guy is unpredictable imo. and i think that focusing on his perspective would be a lot of fun. he's already happy with what he has but he wants to be selfish and ask for more. idkidk words are hard but these three live rent free in my brain and they do not want to leave send help
(ALSO. imagine discussing the death pact and luffy finding out about it... unrelated to what i said but im talking about zolusan can u blame me... like. God!!!!!!!!!!! theres this one fanart where zoro does go through with it and luffy finds out and. Sighs.)
#zolusan#zosanlu#zolu#lusan#zosan#im having brainworms for monster trio#monster trio#monster poly#come back to me.....#one piece#tin talks#random but i often think about how sanji doesnt kick luffy anymore#i think about that so much#seriously when was rhe last time he did#im gonna live myself#i hope by the time egghead arc ends#there will be more zolusan fics that relate to post wano and egghead#or maybe just post wci in general#or maybe i just need to explore more stuff outside canon#i do love aus but also i need Feelings#my fav zolusan flavor tbh is pre established zolu#and then sanji realizing his feelings 'late' and doesnt want to interfere with what zolu has#vs zolu noticing but is just waiting for him#UGHHFJAHDKHW i love these three#WELL sanji not kicking luffy since wci would be the correct wording but. Still#LIKE. IN WANO HE JUst sTOPPED HIM WITH HIS PRECIOUSHABDS#DO U DXPECT ME TO BE NORMAL
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Do you have any tips on how to make a good au I'm making one and I need tips and I love your au's so...
ouuuu let me see if i can put my thoughts into a somewhat coherent explanation lmao
Usually my au's start with just an idea for character design! I don't always feel like creating a whole character from scratch, tho, which is why I like designing outfits for already existing characters. I normally pick and aesthetic, grab a bunch of references i like of said aesthetic (and that is my first tip, grab references for ANYTHING you find, it can bring a lot of inspo even for the story!!), and put it all onto a character. This happened with the cowboys au, for example, which just started as me trying to draw a cowboy hat on Sonic lmao
It's during the process of the first character design that the story starts to develop! Because I usually like adding story into these designs. That was the case with L&L Sonic, in which I added a robotic prosthetic leg because I thought it would be cool, and that led me to start thinking of an explanation as to how this happened, and a story started developing from that! (Second tip being, the best character designs have purpose! Why does X character dress like this? Or why do they carry Y weapon?)
Now more story focused, since the story starts developing alongside the first character, the rest is a matter of giving each character a purpose for this story, and that makes it a whole plot. Going back to the cowboy au, I already knew I wanted Sonic and Shadow to be runaways, since I had already given them weapons and clothing to hide their faces, ect, so I just had to think who they were running from! And that eventually brought Blaze as sheriff, and that soon developed into a whole story, where by giving each character a purpose, the world building kind of came naturally (so third tip, give each character a purpose and that will help to move the story).
Those are just the general things I can think of right now! I hope this helps jskdbskd idk if i explained myself properly. Usually I don't really put this much thought into my au's! Its just like a flow??? I don't really think about??? Normally as soon as I'm done with the first character I already have a pretty good idea of what the au will be idkidk
If you have any more questions, maybe going into something more specific, feel free to ask!!:]
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dybmn 7… wow. it’s 5:30 in the morning and i’m in complete awe. every thing about it was great. from reader not automatically giving in and communicating about her reservations to spencer, to spencer listening and reassuring her. them progressing in the bed and spencer acknowledging readers nerves and calming her down by talking to her and putting her at ease. (spencer calling reader jumpy was so cute to me idkidk!). spencer getting so lost in reader (literally pussy drunk) he kept going and reader desperately being like “baby.. spencer!” was so real of u. the intimacy of reader just wanting to lay with spencer after and then talking about when they first met.. i’m in love. ur writing is honestly so beautiful and i love u with everything ever!! also we have the same name!! #🐙anon
YAYYYY HIII ANONYMOUS SAM!!! sams win!!! wooooo!!!!!
im super glad you liked how they didn’t just immediately have sex, it was rlly important to me that it not be only about what specifically one of them wanted so like yes reader kept telling spence she wanted to have sex but he didn’t want to and then when he was ready it wasn’t just like oh well ig now that you want it we can just do whatever you want, i really wanted the dynamic to be very equal and fair and i wanted the relationship to be the center point and have the smut follow that. idk if that makes any sense but it was my thought process lol
and also i thought him calling her jumpy was very cute too😭😭 idk what it is but ugh he just loves her so much they care about each other so much! :( it makes me extremely happy that you guys appreciate their affection and care for each other just as much as the smut
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This is the same person who sent the last anonymous ask. Just as an innocent question; what do you like about clownbo? I'd understand the possible reasons why people would ship it. The enemies-to-lovers trope, or just the situation in canon. How one of them is always fated to die, else it's them against the world. The stakes are high. I could go on. I'm just wondering: what are your general takes on their dynamic, and how their characterisations would affect it? Thanks for answering if you do <3
hi hi hi!!!!!
I like how with what the narrative tells and shows us, that they are essentially on equal footing with each other ability wise - clown and evbo would've tied if evbo didnt do the 360 at the very last second. like cmon, up til that point, evbo didn't really, struggle much in any fight (like he was clearing it easily goddamn)!!! I'm sure that against anyone else in a race, evbo would win by a landslide instead of the fraction that he did.
so it's this thing where they meet someone who could be considered their equal and wow, they've never had that before! how interesting, how fascinating!
it's also for sure the enemies to lovers trope I'm ngl I'm a sucker for it what can I say?
with general dynamics and characterization I think it's just, toxicity tbh - maybe a bit of the "I can fix him!!!" from evbo and "I can make him worse" from clown - idkidk I feel like I'm explaining this badly 😭
they're both very "the end justifies the mean" characters (evbo using bribes and manipulation to get what he wants (champion) and clown wanting to burn civilization to the ground for revenge) so pair them together and you got two folks who, if they did actually get together, burn the world for each other idk I feel like I can't really, explain what I love bout this ship well but there's my general thoughts!!!!!
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I've been loving the Kildare split au so so unbelievably much! you are so talented!! it's so much fun to read and I'm so invested!
now the point of this was showing you the Angel album covers I made bc I was feeling inspired! idk if they're like super good but yeah! I also made a tracklist thingy idkidk I hope you enjoy them!! I'll stop rambling now😭😭




Oh my god!!!! I love these so much!!! You’re so talented. I really like 3 and 2 as a pair. Let me know if I can use them in the smau!
Thank you thank you thank you for this and for reading, you’re so incredibly sweet
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Hello hello again!!!! :3
I loveloveLOVE your Lucius/Viktor post!! Once again, you brighten my noggin w your thoughts (:
Umumumummmmmmmm so is there anyone else you want an excuse to yap about LOL Idkidk I just want to hear your thoughts about everyone and everything!!
Idk if you have any/many thoughts about them, but maybe we could hear about the Averys and Sinistras? Especially Edmund's unnamed fiancée !!!!
Ahhhhhh your brain is just so !!!! /Pos
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Ahhhh I'm so glad you liked it,, it fully helped fuel my Xenophilius post!!
I think I might take this time to talk about some good old Pebill!! I saw this one tiktok a few days ago and I've been so obsessed since. Welcome to Pebill City, population ME!!!!
I am,, far too fond of giving ships fun little names so I bestow upon thee,,, ratseer lol
I specifically love these two in a band au. I'm gonna write one eventually and I'm gonna make them so happy and sappy and cute and just like the tiktok says they'll have a daughter called Rosemary. I'm just so in love with them. Peter who plays the second guitar in the band and like the occasional trumpet and sometimes he thinks it's kinda silly that he's in the band but also he's just so happy to be there. He saved all his money from his part time job to buy the most run-down Volkswagen T1 when the band started getting big enough to have to travel around for stuff and he shows up like "TADA!" all proud of himself cause he solved their problem. He meets Sybill at one of these travel gigs. They're playing at a wedding and maybe she's like the bride's sister or just a bridesmaid or something and she's wearing a really flowy dress and she's spinning around right in front of him having the time of her life and her thick curls are bouncing and you can just see Peter melt while he's on stage playing cause he misses a cord or something. And the guys notice and they insist that the has to talk to her and he's all nervous and shit but then Sybill comes to talk to him because she thinks he's really cute and they hit it off. They call at each stop they have and a few months in they go pick her up before moving onto a bigger gig and she just stays with them.
He wants to settle down at some point when Sybill ends up pregnant and he almost leaves the band but Sybill insists that she's fine travelling around with them because that's the life she loves and she wants their daughter to be born a free soul and she sees in her cards that she's supposed to be born a certain place and Peter is just like [scout's salute] "yes ma'am" and I just think they're so stinking cute vjnfgjbngjbngj
I need to figure out this band au at some point cause it's been rotting my brain lately, I just have so many long fics I wanna write I don't feel like I can start a new one now even if I want to vjfnbjgnbj











I have,,, far too many thoughts on both the Averys, the Sinistras but especially Edmund's fiancee!!!! I've been waiting for a chance to talk about her honestly,,,
Let's start with the Averys,,,,
Edmund Avery Senior, the only child of Herschel Avery and Miriam Avery, is Edmund's father, in case that wasn't clear from the name. Edmund Senior works as an archivist for the Ministry of Magic and he's got a spot in the Wizengamot along with his father Herschel. The two are not close and if you didn't know you wouldn't think they were father and son. During most of Edmund's Senior's childhood his mother was heavily sedated and he was more or less raised by the family house elf, Dotty (usually called Dot and Dorothy in muggle aus). Dot is also the house elf who helped raise Edmund Junior. Edmund Senior attended school with Tom Riddle and was sorted into Slytherin and was one of Tom's dorm mates. They were also just close friends (as close friends as Tom could have). Edmund Senior was part of the reason Tom managed to open the Chamber of Secrets as he showed him a book featuring hints of the Chambers being real. To sum Edmund Senior up he's an incredibly nerdy insecure man. He loves history and in a muggle au he collects model aeroplanes. He's got a good handful of childhood trauma, a difficult relationship with his family and most of his peers and the only thing he's really got going for him is that he's an incredibly devoted husband who's down bad for his wife. She's luckily incredibly wooed by what I can only describe as his autism rizz lmao (I hate that so much ew actually)
Edmund's mother and Edmund Senior's wife is Esther, a very attractive recovered alcoholic. Rumours fly around frequently about her being unfaithful to her husband though she could never dream of it. Most of what is known about her is fabricated, which is entirely intentional as she's hiding things about herself such as her country of birth. Esther lost her family during the Holocaust. She met Edmund while they were both in their mid-twenties and they got married a while later and eventually had their only son Edmund Avery Junior. Their son has inherited his father's looks save for his mother's hair colour and many beauty spots as well as her eating disorder.
Due to Esther's alcoholism and a slight strain on their relationship over the years due to Edmund Senior favouring his work too much, Edmund Junior had much more to do with Dot, their house elf, than what would be considered normal as she would have to step in where Esther sometimes lacked. Despite this Edmund was an incredible mummy's boy and still is, something Esther cherished immensely as she loved being both a mother and wife. He would cling to her at any given time, he'd rather have tea with her than play with other children, he'd come running to her crying at the smallest inconvenience, he was so proud of wearing fancy clothes like his father and getting a spray of his mother's perfume.
The Avery family is resembled by Barn Owls similar to how the Malfoys are represented by (albino?) peacocks. Edmund Senior gifted Esther a taxidermied rat when they first started dating, similar to how Barn Owls gift their mates prey and while others find it incredibly weird they now have a shared love for taxidermied animals and he will gift her more on their anniversaries/on Valentine's Days/etc. Edmund Senior and Esther seem like an incredibly unlikely pair to everyone else but Esther fell for him in part because he was one of the only men who could see her for her mind and her heart rather than just her looks (even if he's down bad for those too lol)
Idk where else to mention this but they're both pureblood wizards,,,
They're probably my favourite of the parents,,, which is why they're the only knights of walpurgis era characters that have their own pinterest collection for pictures,,,, I would have shared it but,,, I have used all my pictures up for one post T-T
Onto the Sinistras I have considerably less but I can fill you in a bit,,,
Aurora is the only daughter of Altair Aseel Sinistra and Nazareth Sinistra née Lubilanji. Nazareth is Sierra Leonean albeit has lived in England for her entire life. She's also a half-blood. She's one of seven siblings and when she attended Hogwarts she was sorted into Gryffindor. She is incredibly fond of cats and puzzles. During her time at Hogwarts, she was part of the Slug Club. Altair is a pureblood wizard and the second son of Aseel Najm Sinistra and Sidra Ahyam Sinistra and the younger brother of Tariq Aseel Sinistra. His family is Egyptian but they've lived in England for the past two or so generations I'm thinking?? Like his daughter, he was a Ravenclaw when he attended school and he became Prefect during his fifth year.
Taking a bit of a side step here since this ask was after all about all the Sinistras,,, Tariq marries Salma Al-Mashriq, a pureblood Hufflepuff and together they have three children; Rashid, Hisham and Samara who are all younger than Aurora (Rashid (Slytherin) and Hisham (Ravenclaw) are third and second years when Aurora is in her seventh year and Samara is not yet attending school). Salma was part of a handful of extracurricular activities such as being a School Paper Writer, a member of the Gobstones Club and the Orchestra. Tariq similarly had a lot of extracurricular activities as well. He was a Slug Club Member, Ravenclaw Quidditch Captain and Chaser and School Paper Manager.
I'm still playing around with this idea so it's going to get more polished at some point but I think Altair and Salma had a thing going on at some point but something happened,, Salma married Tariq and Altair who'd been friendly with Nazareth and already was fond of her for other reasons ended up marrying her. He was able to mostly push his feelings aside after Aurora was born. He would have loved at least one more child for him to dote on and focus on, but Aurora was not an easy child and while it not being the same obviously, they got have a cat, Moonbow, that both Altair and Nazareth love like she's their second child.
Now onto Priya,,, my beloved < 3
Edmund's fiancee is Lakshmipriya Mohanraj also known as Priya. She was born October 13, 1960, and she's the only daughter of Siddarth Mohanraj and Rajeshwariammal Mohanraj. She's got two brothers, Raja and Dhananjay, though both have sadly passed, one of them in a motorcycle accident they were both in and the other took his life about a month later.
She is a mean lesbian who doesn't quite know she's a lesbian yet. She's tired of Edmund's shit and having to deal with him and it's her mood like,, 85% of the time. Her family are all loyal Death Eaters which is part of the reason why they got engaged in the first place. The Mohanraj family was also just a nice connection and if there's one thing Edmund Senior values it's connections.
She ends up marrying Endmund Junior and after A LOT of trial and error, they have a son, Siddharth Avery and later a daughter, Esther Avery (Junior technically I suppose,, since she's named after Edmund's mother). It's very clear that Priya favours her son while Edmund somewhat hesitantly ends up favouring their daughter.
Little Siddharth thinks his dad is super cool and he thinks his dad's friend (Severus) is even cooler which Priya always finds incredibly annoying cause she cannot STAND Severus,,, like at all
Priya and Edmund have some moments of bonding together but for the most part, the two cannot stand each other. They come together to judge other people and oh boy do they do it well. They're big on their children having nice manners and not being a bother to others.
I am actually in love with Priya,, she serves so much cunt and still, she's stuck with her loser husband. She probably hoped he would get caught for being a Death Eater and get sent to Azkaban and she was so annoyed when he successfully convinced people he was under the Imperius curse,,,














This became,,, soooo long which is just becoming the norm at this point honestly lmao but I hope you enjoyed all of this!!! I'll definitely come back and talk more about both the Averys and the Sinistras cause I've got other asks about them vjfnbjgnb (at least the Sinistras I think,,, I can't remember if the Averys are in there ooop)
#🍃 anon#pebill#ratseer#peter pettigrew#sybill trelawney#peter x sybill#the avery family#the sinistra family#lakshmipriya mohanraj#marauders#marauders era#hp marauders#dead gay wizards from the 70s#ask#anon ask#open asks#marauders era oc
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1, 3, 5, 10 and 16 for magnolia 🫵 i know NOTHING about her it's time you tell me
OKIIIIEEE, I'm still thinking of Magnolia's lore and everything so hehe MAYBE I CHANGE SOMETHING IN THE FUTURE
1. what are the basics of your self insert? name, date of birth, height, etc.?
Name: Magnolia Reséndez (let's see if one day she gets a maiden name)
Birthday: May 15. I usually make my oc's birthday the day I draw them for the first time but I thought it would fit more on May idk.
Height: 5'1-2
3. how do the other characters generally feel about your self insert?
She is usually very curious and supportive (she is just like that one auntie) so keep that in mind. Since she used to help Luchino with his research, people would see her as a figure of authority (even if she doesn't act like it). I was actually thinking that the people that doesn't treat her like that at all may be Luchino who treats her more like a close friend and doesn't act all that serious with her and maybe Andrew (I still want to adopt him but I haven't think about anything yet oops), maybe he is just a little too shy to talk with her but she really wants to make him feel a little less lonely.
In the other hand, I feel like after the evil reptilian thing Luchino would be more aggresive with her at first since he doesn't know she is the one tryint to hunt him down for research, but after he discovers she is the one trying to do so he is just kinda indecisive and confused about the idea of her wiwiwi.
5. does your self insert have any special powers or abilities?
Since she is a zookeeper she has developed the ability of being very perceptive, has a good eye and ear and is always aware of what is going on around her. I was thinking that if she was in-game she would be a contain/rescue hybrid type and she would have tranquilizer darts to contain the hunter hehe
10. how do the other characters feel about your self insert and f/o’s relationship?
I'M A LITTLE TROUBLED WITH THIS BECAUSE OOOOM... let's say that Luchino and Magnolia don't get together when he is still human, they liked each other but they were so used to each other they never really payed attention to it, THEY WERE JUST COMFORTABLE WITH HOW THINGS WERE SO... also Luchino being too focused on his research to think about those things. After the evil reptilian thing then it's when they just realize what was going on (on Magnolia's side thinking that Luchino was killed by the evil reptilian so she started a research on his name as an act of her love towards him and on Luchino's side: missing her and noticing how her absence is really hurting him, also the fact she is doing the research for him IDKIDK).
Soooo, I really haven't think how they get together but I think you can imagine how people view their relationship hehe. Maybe at the start people wonder if they are together or married since they almost act like old married couple but after evil reptilian eerrrmmm...
what da hell the woman doin/JJJ
16. freebie! name a fact about your self insert you want everyone to know.
FUN FACT: Magnolia would take Andrew to the zoo and show him the birds, maybe let him hold them on his arm HEHEEH
#(🌼) *.✧ — Magnolia#(♡) 。.゚— Luchino Diruse#(🧪🦎)*.♡ — Luchinolia#(☆) 。.゚— Andrew Kreiss#SORRY IF THIS IS KINDA CONFUSING OOUUGHH#⭐ — Nero!!!
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(For the evil art challenge)
Your art has lots of soft colors so use harsh colors/neons! (If you can of course like I understand bright colors can be a lot)
If not the colors than no soft lines, only harsh angles and sharp corners. >:3
No! Not my soft lines! They make my art so flufffyyyyy.
*Sigh* Fine fine if I *must*:
I've been meaning to finish this sketch of Goose for awhile so I figured this is a good opportunity. This was really fun to figure out, thank you so much for participating! I'm a late 80s early 90s baby so I do love me a neon, I just am not good at working with them. Partly because of eye weirdness and a bit of double vision with colours I get sometimes. So, I put a little bit of that into the final piece! Idk, does this still count at soft? Idkidk, I tried!
Sketches and standard lineart extras!
#eye strain#cat#evil art meme#evil art#digital art#artists on tumblr#audience participation#sketches#lineart#sketch#pet portrait
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elucien or elriel
great question 😃 next question 😃 (I'll answer but you can't send me death threats ok?)
listen i love both idk if that's allowed but i genuinely see the appeal of both and think either one would be cute. on one hand, i think it would be a little cliche for the 3 brothers to end up with the 3 sisters, and also elucien are mates.
BUT on the other i also think it would be nice to look at the 3 brothers/3 sisters thing in like a prophecy kind of way? like maybe the mother or the cauldron needed it that way so thats why it pushed rhys/cass/az together? to meet the archeron sisters?
but also i saw a spoiler for one of the CC books [EXTREMELY UNINFORMED SPOILER AHEAD IF YOU CARE] having to do with the cauldron being tampered with or something? i havent read any of CC so idkidk
i could see myself enjoying a story where the 3 brothers and sisters all join together to be an all-powerful, immoveable force to be reckoned with. HOWEVER, i could also see myself enjoying a story where elain gets closer to lucien (mostly bc i enjoy the idea of them getting into a heated fight bc lucien's got a witty fucking mouth and i see her clapping back unexpectedly and they get into it but then they start staring at each other's lips and boom they kiss).
in short, whichever one is endgame i'll be happy with, and i will quietly mourn the other one. but theres no sign of the next acotar book anytime soon so i will continue to enjoy both
#again youre not allowed to send me death threats or be mean#its against the rules of the treaty#i have not seen ship wars as bad as the gwyn az elain lucien situation since like#fuck idk man since i was into hetalia and it was fruk vs usuk that was insane
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Regarding the five star four star and 2 three stars for each unit thing they tend to do my biggest wish is for himeru/kohaku and tatsumi/mayoi centre. Idk how to explain it but hiiro and rinne were the focus of the main story and aira and niki felt like they got a bit of character from that too (more than their other 2 members at least) so this just kinda feels. Right? I've seen people theorise that they'll address kaname or that he'll wake up and I don't doubt that logic, I just hope if so kohaku and mayoi can be of some significance. I think kohaku and mayoi are decent to bring attention to because despite himeru trying to be distant at first I think he definitely is most fond of kohaku, and don't ask me about tatsumi and mayoi you're talking to a ttmy shipper I'll be here all day. Basically I just think if himeru and tatsumi were to go through the horrors their unit mates would be there for them but those two in particular somewhat understand them a bit better. Before anyone tells me these 4 were in the romantic date scout I know. I've simply decided to remove it from my memory because I could never hate a story more than that one.
I've just ranted about alkakurei to you now. It's good to be back I guess
Im hoping for niki to have a really big moment in the tour personally, as well as aira, in a different light than what we've seen so far. I just...wish i cared more for them than i really do. And I wish i could make myself care, but alas, i can live with it just fine actually. The card distribution, well, im trying to keep track of when they've had cards last already/who's still due. Tatsumi still needs a ts2 so im counting him out of the possible tour 5stars (could be a 4star), but everyone else i think is eligible from that perspective. Oh......ohhhh.....it just came to mind, but you know how they did the altered and graduation tours? Tatsumi's ts2 could totally be running during the alkakurei tour, and be related to the story in that manner. Im willing to bet on this actually, nevermind, he's definitely getting a tour 5star in the gacha. And kohaku getting his fs2 then as well would be so cruel...higgles. rip alkakureiPs. Himemayo tour 5stars sounds plausible. But so does amagi bros to parallel their main story 5stars, or any other combination... idkidk im going to stop speculating until we have more information. Um. Checkmate anime is coming out first and i will be focusing my attention and obsession there, sorry. My knightspilled checkmateholic eichip swag.
Im not sure if you meant you actually hate romantic date /srs or if it was said in a "omg i hate x thing its gonna be the only thing i think about for days" way. I feel like you meant it /srs but im personally a fan of the story poking fun at fandom behavior, giving into and critiquing at the same time, as well as the insights into himeru's psyche. The game with affinity points from the other characters is just in himeru's head and a manifestation of his subconscious, where he thinks no one's love for him can grow as he doesnt let them actually know Him, the person beyond the himeru persona. Only tatsumi who loves everyone could still love him. And thats also pissing him off.
They both approach and view things, relationships, motivation etc so differently, a lot of himeru's internal monologues are filled with "negative" feelings (jealousy, pride, paranoia etc. Even the earliest we know of him is that he ran away from home because his dad remarried and he couldnt accept it, he's been like this forever. And yet, these feelings arent fitting with the perfect ido persona, so he bottles them up, with the occasional slip ups. Himeru's presence and slow opening up in crazy:b of all units, the group driven by their feelings and desires, is so so important to me.) whereas tatsumi just...has so much love and acceptance (although as much as they're an important part of his character, it's just as important that he also has his own wishes and desires and he does act on them, moreso than himeru at least. Like his hobby of driving recklessly, which he doesnt do because he cant drive well, but because he wants to do it like that and to experience the fun even if it's unconventional or incomprehensible to others). And this gap in their mentalities and approaches to life is scary for himeru. It's a hundred times harder to love and save another than to hate or break someone down (paraphrasing from another enstars quote lmao), i can empathize with himeru having complicated feelings about tatsumi's character that he doesnt understand himself, so he defaults to calling him unpleasant rather than having to unpack it. Let aside that beyond the difference in approaches they also have a complicated past, it's easier to just blame tatsumi who can take it seemingly unscathed. I think romantic date is fun to read both before and after having experienced obbligato...especially moreso after, when youre aware of the foreshadowing and further developments (this has been my experience with most of akira's gacha stories he's written in es2 era)
Im not a tthm shipper in the traditional sense of "i want to see them date" cuz i think what they have going on is much more fascinating and nuanced than that and it'd do the relationship a disservice imo. I was gonna say it's also fun to put these characters who struggle with understanding each other and actual romance and love in general actually in every sense of the word together but thats kind of the entire cast. A lot of my favorite dynamics at least, that have had varying degrees of success and development. However, it is something i enjoy, obviously, so i will always remain fond of romantic date...wah i rambled about this for a very long time, i'll stop now!
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I cant get over part two omg!!!! Art lashing out at the reader!! TASHI!! AHHH!! Patrick being so soft and sweet even though he cheated ugh i love them…. happy to be on my toxic island ngl i kinda love the way the reader goes from art to tashi to patrick - its interesting because it feels like she is actually important in their lives like she isn’t just a warm body (even though she is) she is that connection between them all,,, ahh idk! i just love reader and maybe a little more self worth would be good but honestly i kinda just want her and tashi to have a night together, maybe Tashi inspires the reader to have more say in the way her relationship dynamics work… idkidk all very rambly!!
I neeeeed to write Tashi and reader in depth for part 3 so so badly.
Good thing I know the perfect reason 😁
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some questions for youuu!! (feel free to skip any of them or answer in separate posts!!)
some hobbies of theirs that weren't stated?? do they have some umm... habit? like idk tapping finger on table when they're annoyed. do they like board games? which one would be their favorite? and uhh about birch cafe, would she and ruby surve potato puree with (i'm not sure how's it called actually) cutlet? idkidk it's just looks funny in my head, it's pretty common in our cafes (but i'm sure these two will cook it much better, lol)
YOU KNOW I LOVE TO ANSWER QUESTIONS ABOUT THEM!!!!!!!!!
ok. so. hobbies
atlas— atlas loves mechanical stuff. He’s a smart little guy. He likes tinkering and robotics and stuff yknow
atom— literally so smart. He’s like a walking dictionary. He knows everything. He enjoys reading. He reads all the time
birch— she also like reading. But more fanfiction… she also likes art. And drawing. She watches her tv shows and goes insane (if this sounds like me… no it doesn’t)
cheezit— she likes animals. She’s like nature. She’s into biology. Yknow she just likes nature n bugs n stuff. She’s also into art but she does more paintings of like landscapes and yknow. NATURE
phoenix— he also likes reading. He’s just smart. He’s just a pretty chill dude yknow. Sometimes he’ll maybe like play video game or two yknow. not much goin on
rodney— rodneys cool with just doing whatever. just going along with what everyone else is doing. they are a beast with a sword tho….
ruby— SHE LOVES HER GIRLFRIEND. she loves her girlfriend and she watches her tv shows with birch. She used to be kinda shy and closed off BUT THEN SHE GOT A GIRLFRIEND and now she loves baking and art
simon— he listens to music. SKATEBOARD. i never thought about that until just now but simon would totally skateboard
HABITS
I said it back when my ocs were on my main blog but birch does this
ok NEVERMIND the picture doesn’t want to load. But birch likes to do like… flappy hands? Like she tends to speak with her hands. phoenix can make fire because… phoenix. I think it’d be funny if he gets like REALLY mad he unintentionally like. starts a fire. just like a small fire not anything big. but he just does it without noticing
it’s not really a habit but rodney can detach his zombified limbs
BOARD GAMES
atlas likes board games ^_^ i dont think they have a favorite. They just like having fun with everyone
atom likes board games but specifically strategy games
birch LOVES board games. she stared the weekly game night. She doesn’t have a favorite she loves ALL OF THEM
cheezit likes board games but she specifically like pictionary… is pictionary a board game?
phoenix loves trivia games
rodney and ruby are both neutral about board games but will still play them
simon doesn’t hate board games, he just doesn’t like that he never wins
BIRCH CAFE
I have no idea what potato puree and cutlet is but it looks good so 👍 sure 👍
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OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGKNG TELL ME IM THE FIRST PERSON TO DROP AN ASK FOR THE FANDOM GAME FOR NARCOS MEXICO, PLS LET IT BE SO bc you stuck to OG narcos for the other ask with the exception of Calderoni which, fair. Like I am a Calderoni apologist through and through but I would also totally throw him off a roof. It’s complicated. But anyway, since you kept it OG specific I feeeeeellll like you must be begging for an Nmx specific ask. Am I wrong??? If not, I am here to deliver this ask.
Kay, my beautiful, wonderful mamadas enthusiast. You're never wrong. And I can never say no to you. 😌
The first character I first fell in love with: Okay so we all know who I ended up having severe brainrot over as the series went on 😂 I am not immune to the meerkat man. HOWEVER!!! I will say that the first character that I started to like right off the rip was Rafa. And also Don Neto, too, but Rafa is way prettier 😂 I just loved his chaotic energy idkidk
The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: The way that Victor blew into s3 like a hurricane and immediately threw me for a 180. I feel like at first I was just curious about his character and what the whole deal there was, but by the end of the season I was weeping. The tears I've wept. I love him.
The character everyone else loves that I don’t: Okay so I said my piece about Calderoni in the last Narcos ask. And I don't wanna repeat answers, so I shall reach into my hat and pull out another unpopular opinion. Because there is nothing I love more than swinging bats at hornets' nests lmao. I feel like I should preface this with saying, I do NOT hate him. I don't. I just, I don't really get/feel the hype around Ramon Arellano. Like I can look at him and see that he's pretty, and I enjoy his scenes well enough, but he has not bewitched me. Idk if he ever will lmao
The character I love that everyone else hates: I don't think??? I have one?? I feel like the closest I get to this is being a Walt Girlie but I don't think anyone actually hates him. He is just not the preferred entree on the NMX menu lmao.
The character I used to love but don’t any longer: Okay so coming into the series, I was already rooting for Felix because I am in love with Diego Luna lmao. Unfortunately, however, I realized that no amount of loving Diego Luna was ever going to make me love Miguel. Literallyyyyy who cheats on Maria???? Dumbass. 😂
The character I would totally smooch: God. Most of the cast??? What do you want from me?? 😂 Nah but fr I think Mayo could fix me. I'd let him try, at least. 😌
The character I’d want to be like: Solid tie between Dina and Andrea. I love them both. I can't choose one.
The character I’d slap: A long fucking list if ever there was one, Kay. 😂 Am I allowed to put Calderoni here? In a different category?? Is that allowed? 😂 Fuck it we ball.
A pairing that I love: Miguel and jail. 😌 Sksksk no but for an actual pairing, there is just something that I really love about the whole Claudio/Dina dynamic that I just love, for as short-lived and tragic as it was. I love them. I want someone else to write fic about them so I can read it sksksk
A pairing that I despise: Ooooo this is interesting. I'm not...I'm not sure if there is one? I mean obviously allowing Miguel to be near any woman is criminal. Maria deserved so much better and so did his second wife that I don't remember the name of even though we literally just watched the fucking episodes 😂 But that has to do more with Miguel than the actual pairing hahaha. I don't think I have a pairing that I hate off the principle of it. Maybe I need to be more of a hater or something sksksk
Thank you for this!! tqm 💕
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