#idk why it suddenly hit me
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i'm sick and all i want to do is watch some disney characters shipping videos thx
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oh my god but crowley didn't fully believe that whatever he was idly toying with confessing at the ritz was gonna work, did he? he impatiently looked at his watch, flumped into the chair after stress-tidying the shop - not because the metatron had dragged aziraphale away, but because when aziraphale eventually comes back, and crowley manages to ferry him off to the ritz, crowley wasn't yet sure whether he should say the unspoken thing. he was still weighing up the idea, was debating whether or not he should. because here's the thing - crowley hadn't cottoned on.
he hadn't worked out what the dance meant. the lingering touches. the longing glances that he thought he might have caught in the corner of his eye, but couldnt be sure. maggie and nina came to talk to him, and he was nonchalant and dismissive and brushed off what they were saying because crowley doesn't want his vulnerability seen. he wasn't even sure that a confession would actually work - so don't encourage him, because what if aziraphale doesn't feel the same way? what if giving voice to it is still too fast?
but they seem to think that aziraphale feels some kind of way about him... so maybe, actually, he should? he should say something, he should tell aziraphale how he feels, oh god he should take this spark of bravery and fan it into an inferno... because that glimmer of hope, buried within, that aziraphale won't reject him is burning a little brighter.
so he decided to take the leap, to confess then and there, because that little flicker of courage is so delicate, and it has to be coaxed into a flame, and if he doesnt do it now, he won't ever feel he can. "if i don't start talking now, i won't ever start talking". he wasn't set on confessing at the ritz, only considering that if anything was going to be said it should happen there. he went out to the bentley, after handing maggie and nina back to their reality, to put Their Song on the deck - it might help! - and then came back nervous and excited and impatient and terrified. but the girls said that they never say what they're really thinking, and what crowley's thinking is that he ought to say something, but doesn't know if he should.
but crowley took the leap, decided to just do it whilst he's still got a grasp on that conviction and bravery. and is smacked back with the shock and repulsion of being offered restoration, the heartbreak that aziraphale does reciprocate what he does, but only if he's an angel again. only if he goes back. only if only if only if. he doesn't hear what aziraphale actually means, doesnt think about what aziraphale is actually trying to say to him - that aziraphale does want him, does love him, does want to be with him, just as he is, but it can only happen if they're safe, working from the inside to change things so they can be safe - because all he can think is that maybe he shouldn't have said anything at all. took the leap, and found out all over again what it is to fall.
#good omens#idk is this anything#idk why the full scope of crowley's behaviour in the lead up to the feral domestic suddenly just hit me but it did#crowley meta#feral domestic/final fifteen meta
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bad omens
#rin nohara#team minato#naruto#my art#URGH hi first art post...#i've had such big feelings about rin lately#specifically about the really haunted... distant way she expressed grief and resolution post kanabi bridge and in the moments before she di#d#<- lol the disrespect#it just keeps hitting me how seriously conditioned this generation was into not expressing/identifying with fear#and how reaching adulthood must have felt like such an impossible ordeal#crazy to think how few of the genin from this group ever made it past chunnin...#idk#i feel like she must have heard the death bells tolling for months after obito's death#(which would explain why she seems to grow up so suddenly... and kakashi sort of stagnates like he hasn't even begun to process it)#ARGHHHH i don't know there's too much to write#in like tags#i'm just kind of nuts about her
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okay, when was someone going to tell me that
oh, idk, steven started at 19, burgh has a younger sister, clay actually isn't born american, skyla's whole fam thing and ELESA IS 15???? (even younger than skyla like wtf???)
(also the 'alder' at the bottom is supposed to be drayden lol)
and that's not all
say hello to:
viola being 18??? 'black whirlwind' korrina, RAMOS MEETING AZ'S FLOETTE AS A KID, genderfluid and apparently also age-fluid olympia, CLEMONT?? AND HIS WHOLE THING DOWN TO BEING 12 OF ALL AGES???
(you know what, marlon being 30 definitely makes sense with the hippie vibes)
wikstrom SAYING that he only wears that suit in pokemon battles but i've never seen his casual wear, malva being pr for flare lol, drasna selling dragon merch + great family lore if you want to know, siebold having to third-wheel lysandre and sycamore while eating (move aside malva, you're not the only elite 4 dealing with this) and 20?? YEARS OLD?? DIANTHA????????????
(way too many men in kalos are getting ladies, c'mon)
ethan being into history is such a neat detail hmmm, idk much of the frontier brains ngl, and we've finally got the region for looker and it's... hoenn??? you know what, makes sense with his chaotic vibes so i'll take it (throws away unova taped to a rock behind my back). also he's abolsutely cheating we all see that he's just relying on knowing us as protags, should've known smh
(um i think someone said that 'caitlin' should've been anabel but idk)
oh and the last one is charon, if we care about how much of a loser he really is. forget about birch and the poochyena, this guy is the lowest heh. imagine being charon (please don't).
(when the protags of johto are the same age as clemont lol) (yeah i know there are years between those events just let me have this)
and last but not least:
aaron 🤝 valerie: wanting to be pokemon (and ig gotta toss in shauntal with the ao3 writer gift heh, don't know if they would commission her or stay away), bertha's description???? i love flint just saying, cynthia 👀👀 is absolutely doing something illegal 👀👀, roark is WHAT??? (child labour laws in sinnoh must be lax ngl), maylene as well???? fantina watching scary movies is something i'll have to incorporate into my worldview and bryon?? are you okay??
so yeah. credit goes to @/KuroBlitz96 on the twitter/x for having this up, i'm just here to project sheer surprise at this massive dump of ages... my thoughts on pokemon have completely turned on its head once more lol (this is fine)
#sinnoh is the most surprising out of the regions avaliable#but c'mon 12 year old clemont?? he is legit baby#steven is really just chilling around for at least 4 years until the protag got him huh??#when i was first watching bw i thought that cilan was middle child until that 3rd last ep?? with the fight for the gym#and having the bros come to him cemented the idea that he was the oldest#so hearing that is good to know#even though i have to make peace that they never left the city lol#WHY IS ELESA/ROARK/MAYLENE/DIANTHA SO DANG YOUNG???#i can maybe let go of viola. in time. maybe.#i also love some of that lore/history dump here as well#lenora's dad bringing back fossils and lyra being torn between countryside/city#viola being a big sister figure and getting that camera from her father#crasher wake being a fake fan but also heavily embodying that barry spirit in his own way#the ramifications of the mother dying after bonnie was born and wow that gag in the anime is suddenly a lot more sadder huh#on the brighter side the prism tower used to be a part of a travelling amusement park lol#flint's hype!!! maylene being confused over her own strength!!! (thoughts about paul's insults hit a lot harder after this hmm)#wulfric being an explorer!! and i'm still not over ramos and az's floette oh god#unfollow me right now. this is all i can talk about for the next few weeks. my brain is way too small for this knowledge help#is it canon now?? idk. but the fact that this was here is killing me#pokemon teraleak#save#deep stuff
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what gets me is how fall out boy is always always remembering and paying tribute to their roots. how they're always making references to past songs and videos and have been doing that for the entirety of their career. how those references never feel self inflating but instead are always injected with this air of gratefulness and reverence. for their fans and for each other and for the music that brings them all together. they've always been hyperaware of their place in the industry and so they never take any of it for granted and. it's like every night on stage is a thank you and a promise. like, it's been the four of them for twenty years. they've ended all their shows with the same song for twenty years. and it's like, never trust a band that wouldn't bleed for you. it's like, fall out boy forever and ever and ever
#idk why i'm suddenly having emotions about this it's all just catching up to me#i am a very very new fan so ive mostly been spending this tour learning about lore and stuff#but i just realized that i've never really encountered another band that is so happy to play their old hit singles night after night#like. they are the definition of devotion#fall out boy#fob
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sabito = dirtbike redneck. you cant convince me otherwise
#fratboy sabito posting#sabito#kny sabito#idk#was suddenly hit w the realization that i think him being a countryboy/redneck kinda crazy is *hot*#[head in hands knees on the floor folded in despair]#i know im southern but this wasnt supposed to happen. it wasnt supposed to be this way. what the fuck man.#sabito & giyuu keep makin me Into shit!! what the fuck!!#i wanna draw him doing wheelies and flips off dirt ramps. doughnuts. taking off his helmet n having dumb lil marks from it.#trying and failing to convince giyuu to drive a dirtbike & instead him getting on a 4wheeler#sab & makomo bullying him for being scared of dirtbikes but not the literal Twice As Big 4wheeler#idk. sabito just seems like a biker in general to me. dirtbikes just got the most 'will do bat shit insane stuff for funsies' vibe to em#all of them are a bit crazy but dirtbikes are Scary crazy. bmx bike tricks but it has a fucking MOTOR why are you doing 20ft leaps and flip#off cliffs what the fuck.#i can see sabito being a little deranged when he gets excited. normal when hes chill but as soon as he sees somethn fun all#sense goes out the window. he needs to be child harnessed to keep him from throwing himself off a wall like 'i could totally make that jump#on one hand giyuu gets life experiences and exposure to making new friends- on the other he has to stop sabito from being#the equivalent of a human lemming trying to throw itself into the hands of death at every waking moment#sabito in turn keeps giyuu from being too boring or being a scardy cat abt things. he also learns the art of 'quiet time' and 'how to Chill#honorable mention of my vague raspy voice sabito hc#kinda slight but v obvious when he raises his voice or yells#i think the sabito brainrot is actually overtaking the giyuu brainrot now. oh no#hes fictional²!! none of this shit [motions to my blog] is canon to him#thasa whole 'nother bitch!! i declare this brainrot Unfounded#wont stop me tho. 'm havin fun
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i’ve just finished season one of TMA, and being someone who’s okay with spoilers is fun because it means i can peruse the wiki and scroll through the tag and i get to become privy to all sorts of weird, wonderful, halfway-out-of-context information that i get to look forward to understanding in the future
like. what do you mean Leitner’s in the tunnels?
what do you mean Jon eats the extinguished sun??
what do you mean it’s spelled Gerard Keay???
#Jon‚ narrating a statement: '…whose passport had identified him as Gerard Keay.'#Me‚ an American‚ not yet in the habit of following along with the transcripts: 'Ah‚ yes. Jared Key.'#tma spoilers#the magnus archives#gerry keay#gerard keay#tma#i’m sorry but Why do british ppl apparently pronounce Gerard like that how do y’all audibly tell Gerard and Jared apart#anyways based on how i’ve glossed over the other two arguably much more shocking revelations i mentioned#i’m sure you can tell that i’ve latched onto Gerry and everything else is just background noise to me#okay that’s an exaggeration. i Do love the entire show and am invested in the entire cast to varying degrees but.#Gerry… my beloved… his role in Ep. 12 hooked me instantly#it’s bad‚ guys. ive already started making him a playlist. it’s safe to say there’s no hope for me. the fixation train has left the station#Gerry (and Michael) have moved in and will live rent free in my brain indefinitely#listen. you can’t just present to me a cryptic goth man with long poorly dyed black hair and mommy issues who’s covered in eye tattoos-#-and is frequently affiliated with the supernatural and then expect me to Not fall in love with him!!!#*looks at DoorKeay* …and i am also not immune to the opposites attract & human x supernatural entity tropes…#tbh looking at all this DoorKeay fan art has me suddenly remembering my EraserMic days#which is a wild thing to say i know but listen. it’s just the whole long-black-hair x long-blonde-hair similarity#and maybe a bit of the opposite personalities. idk why but i was just admiring one particular DoorKeay fanart and it suddenly hit me#i literally whispered to myself out loud ‘holy shit it’s EraserMic again…’ and it's not Really but also it kinda is and i think it's funny#but then i did More thinking and i think it goes beyond just them. i think i rlly just have a thing for Dark & Light coded character ships#Michael & Gerry… Navia & Chlorinde... Sun & Moon… Mic & Aizawa…#i think i’m learning smthn abt myself now i’ve gotta think if there’s more examples…#i'd almost say Alphonse and Seth but eeehhh not quite. and honestly i think the bigger-brain way to see their relationship through the-#-Dark x Light trope would be to take into account the resurgence of DM!Al and that kinds flips the dynamic#i think that if either of them are Moon-coded it'd be DM!Al. but they honestly just don't quite fit in that trope's box anyways#they're Pink/Black x Brown coded. not Yellow x Black#i do gotta say that i've pulled an Interesting number of songs off Seth's playlist while working on Gerry's... it's the mommy issues innit#i'd almost say PB x Marcy but once again we've got a character that's pink-coded‚ not yellow. i think they fall into a different category
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I was just reminded of the fact that lil naruto literally got antagonized by the village by merely existing, and i imagined lil naruto hesitating to walk into a shop because he knows he will probably get yelled at and i just-
#i shed a goddamn tear forreal because this fact hit me hard again#like off#off my feelings#im making this worse tbh#thinking about starting naruto again#idk why i have these naruto feelings boiling up so suddenly i was up jujutsu kaisen's ass#naruto uzumaki#naruto#my lil baby i fucking love you
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been rlly thinking abt going back to an old hobby of mine - making cat designs for characters - but art has been not going well for me and executive dysfunction is, well, dysfunctioning, so im just going to pretend its real, anyways heres a doodle of whiskers fred
#calico.exe#idk how i managed to make designs for basicly the entire bnha cat HOW did i do that#i jsut went wow why do i suddenly have good idea of the anatomy and then it hit me WOWWW OK#still didnt come out the wya id like it to... but its ok life is a journey
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Hey! I saw your tags and if you click on the three lines on the top right corner of your profile this screen should come up and you just switch light to dark mode :)
It's been so many years since I first pondered the question and learned the harsh truth. There were once things only given to the chosen few - an unnecessary scarcity
But NOW
FINALLY
my prayers have been answered. We of the Android clan have finally seen the setting of the sun and the rise of the moon. Let it be known, that we finally have it in our grasp!
DARK MODE
ON BOTH TIKTOK AND SNAPCHAT
NEVER AGAIN WILL I BE BLINDED IN THE DARKNESS, NEVER AGAIN SHALL I FEAR THE LIGHT
I AM FREE
#not me accidentally posting this prematurely cuz i hit the back button and i didnt want to discard all my hard work#anyways#viridi posts 2024#viridi speaks#IVE WAITED FOR SO LONG#IVE HAD THIS IN MY INBOX FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG#cuz i asked a while back how people had dark mode on tiktok and then i got this and found out it was an apple only thing#ive been checking my settings to see when or if it wokld be added#and finally...#FINALLY#AND snapchat too#they suddenly both changed for me from when i was last on them earlier today so#idk why now#my phone didnt update or anything but
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Sometimes i feel so silly about media like
About to do the dishes and I reach to turn on my sink and I just get this Flash of remembering that in a magic room where he can do anything Steven Universe wanted to sit and play some video games with his mom. Just chill. Wind down. That was his get comfortable activity. Just. Holy shit.
#literally just burst into tears out of nowhere hahaha I had to stop and like collect myself#idk why it hit me so suddenly#I was absently thinking if I was sick and someone wanted to hang out and asked what I wanted to do#I’d say maybe I’ll play something and we can chill#and then I thought what a kind of weird sad human thing#and it reminded me of Steven doing that#all that happened in a millisecond anywyas feeling normal about it haha it’s fiiineee
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≽^•༚• ྀི≼
#i try to be fine and just accept reality#and to think abt other things and just practice letting go#but omg sometimes i get these intense waves of longing#and missing him so so bad. & it hurts in a way where i feel so anxious and almost panicky#bc he's like alive and out there but i still cant tell him i miss him even#and even if i dont want to lose him in the way i am it is out of my hands completely#but him as a person and everything he is hurts sm to miss out on and lose#idk .. those waves of missing him just hit me smack in the face#even after a day of me being like im ok it's fine i will just go on it is what it is#but it is crazy bc there is not a second of the day i dont think abt him...#idk what to do i know it's insane but?????#i've tried to think abt it but like actually i dont understand.....#why is it all i can think abt constantly?????? :(((((#it esp suck when i cannot actually take these feelings anywhere but have to try to find a way to kill them#ughhh this has taken over my life... like actually from the first convo we had...#since then i haven been able to go a few hours without thinking abt him#and clearly theres smth wrong w me bc who does this??????#but idk what to do :((( it just hurts and sucks and im trying to do all the things youre supposed to#but yah like now i just suddenly freaked out bc im like omg wtf how am i supposed to live without him in my life at all???????#hes the most amazing person and even if i dont get to know him the way i wanna.. dont i get to know him at all anymore???? bc i csnt take i
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fighting the urge to put together an edgy journal 3 based blog layout and put that line as my blog title
#Idk why it took me *two years* after first reading J3 for the line to suddenly hit me this hard but like yeah Ford me too#also I just wanted an edgy journal 3 layout at some point anyway LMAO
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Do u guys ever have like gay visions but of the past
#I have a freaked up memory and things will just hit me#I just suddenly and gayly remembered a Butch Jane drawing i rbed where I was foaming from the mouth over it in the tags and now I’m trying-#to find it without having to look through my blog archive#it was like a whileee ago so idk why I specifically remembered it but now I need to find this Jane drawing
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at least papaguro and mamaguro are together now and this time it will last
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‘From the other post’ AHHHHHH JUNMINA MENTION 🤯
I LOVEE JUNMINA !!!!!💥💥
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