#idk why i am posting this

[adxrnunofficial]

My 10 year old self was something else bro what are these 😭😭

[vinnyberries]

Dumping some doodles from my crusty cheap notebook (more under the cut)

Ignore the shitty anatomy, i was doing this just for fun

[sop-soap]

Ok but why was needles getting zesty with it. He was putting his whole pointy pussy into that performance ???

[anarchohobbitist]

i spent so long thinking i was asexual, and then aroace, but i think i am actually aroallo and was confusing my feelings on sex and romance.

growing up i received the "no sex before marriage" messaging, but not rooted in religion and instead rooted in "sex is scary and you need to do it with someone you have immense love and trust with". even on my wedding day, my dad cried and cried because he was so scared of me having sex????? anyway, the combo of 'sex is scary' and 'sex is the deepest indicator of love and romance' messaging has apparently fucked me up, even more than the SA i experienced in my early 20's. so lol.

i do think my sexuality is strictly Not Vanilla as well. this gets into the weeds a bit, like is that because i dont view bdsm as romantic or is it its own separate entity? hard to say and doesnt actually matter all that much, i just know that sex outside of a bdsm context would absolutely not work for me at this point.

sex is still scary to me. not even sex itself but that kind of intimacy with another person, ESPECIALLY a person who knows me outside of that context, is very intense to me. i struggle to envision myself opening up and letting go like that with any of my partners for example, but anonymous sex is definitely something i have fantasized about.

[light-bender]

"Just get to your next therapy session, just get to that and you'll be ok, just focus on nothing else till you get there because rn you are treading very deep and dangerous waters and trying to stay healthy but you can feel the current of MI dragging you under"

And then my therapist just forgot we had a session I guess and totally blew me off even though we haven't met for over a month and now I'm just vibrating at my desk and full of nausea and feel like this

[pathologictwo]

y’all remember we’re talking ab allegations of pedophilia and human trafficking and domestic violence right. real-life abuse. this isn’t fucking hannibal or Genshin or some shit even as a joke these posts are fucking weird

[chaoticbuggybitchboy]

So done with all the defeatism nonsense. Life keeps going. My girlfriend has her first job interview later this morning. I’ve got to fold my laundry. My friends and I have a d&d session later this week. We’re still going. You’ll keep going. I’ll drag your asses into the future kicking and screaming because they want you to lay down and die. And I’ll be damned if any of us do what they want.

[camiladune]

Being in chronic pain every single day and having no break or good day is exhausting and sometimes I really don’t know how much more I can take. Like what is even the point of me being here just to feel like this all the time

[abnomi]

been trying to get back into animation

original gif below ^^ teehee!

[honeyhobbs]

Ok 141 beach day and everyone gets burnt to a crisp

[14dayswithyou]

Give Redacted a kiss for me!!!

Do you have any dark/creepy headcanons for Redacted? I’m very curious ^^

✦゜ANSWERED: I know you asked for [REDACTED] specifically, but everything mentioned below could also apply to Ren as well ^^;

cw: mentions of gore, torture, (one line about) cannibalism, NSFW themes, and just general creepy behaviour

I'm sure most people already know about Ren's red room days, but for the newer folks: he used to livestream himself torturing his victims on the dark web. He would also harvest and sell their organs for extra cash.

His red room phase began after a group of upperclassmen started livestreaming themselves bullying people (Angel included) for attention online. If those teens wanted a taste of online fame that badly, Ren would be all too happy to give it to them — especially after he heard all the degrading things they said about Angel during their stream.

Ren has probably sniffed (licked???) Angel's underwear on multiple occasions lmao

He also keeps a bunch of their discarded cups, mugs, bottles, etc. — and on the days when he's feeling especially lonely — Ren likes to put his lips where Angel's would've been and treat it like it's an indirect kiss.

If Angel is fine with it, Ren would be more than willing to carve his name into their skin. He'd have to use an ample amount of his numbing cream though (typically reserved for when he gives himself tattoos and piercings), since he doesn't want them to be in any pain.

Similarly, he'd also be willing to carve their name into his skin as well — as many times as Angel would want. But he already has multiple tattoos of their name on his skin, so.... gksgsjj

I'm sure everyone already knows this, but Ren has an entire shrine dedicated to Angel. He keeps all his sentimental and stolen items there.

Ren genuinely has no empathy for anyone other than Angel, so if they were to ask him to murder his own mother (or his sister, his best friend, etc.) and bring back their heart, he'd do it with a smile on his face.

Because he has no empathy, Ren would probably enjoy watching snuff films like it's any other B-tier horror film. To him, it's just more research material on how he can get rid of his competition.

I've mentioned this in the past, but Ren has jacked off to the thought of Angel while in the library lol

I made a post back in 2022 that mentioned how Ren would willingly offer up any of his body parts to a cannibal!Angel, and I think the point still stands!!

He likes to put Angel's stolen laundry on his body pillow and rut into/hump it 😟

I once mentioned that Ren would slap a barcode sticker on his sledgehammer to make it look less... questionable whenever he carries it around in broad daylight — but alongside that, I think he'd also carry around some tools and an unopened can of paint to make it seem like he's just doing renovations. In reality, he'd probably force his victims to drink paint or gargle nails teehee

Builder AU except Ren mistook a body for plywood??? Why is he hammering so many nails into them?? Why is he feeding it into a wood chipper???

Builder AU except Ren gives Angel a different meaning to getting nailed and railed???????? Jackhammering???????? Getting screwed sideways????? KGJDSGNK It's 2AM I'm losing da plot now T_T I'll shut up

[underdressedgoth]

Hello fellow human, yes, I am normal human being

[arsenicflame]

Bonus round! Do you use a queue tag?

[verflares]

(pre-calam) filling the compendium :-)

+ closeup and the aftermath

[ba1laur]

why not. why not post some of the dog eat dog concepts. look at my wolves

[courfee]

little poster for the fic Operation Walburga's Arbitrary No Kissing Ever Rule :) 10 things i hate about you, but make it jegulus