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Why do you think nii sensei stopped giving attention to suosaku dynamic after keel arc ? They are my oshi , i really miss them having some interactions .I feel suo has no dynamic with anyone except with nirei
No idea. Well, yes. Probably because the story is not centered in just their friendship? Though I'd say they still get moments, like at the party after the Noroshi arc or when they were fighting together, back to back, a few chapters ago (while Sugishita was getting counseling from Nirei).
It also would be hard to keep showing big moments between two characters in a regular basis in a manga about fights. Specially one with a big regular cast. So instead he shows us little moments in their dynamic. And, more often than not, they spend time with more people than just them too. Like Nirei, or Kiryu and Tsugeura in a lesser amount.
Lastly, you have to have into account that we're just at chapter 171. A big arc just ended, then came a few chapters with low tension (beautiful shounens with their fluffy friendship chapters, allow me to appreciate their happiness in peaceful times) and now they went to hang out with their group of friends. And all that was just after a few arcs (Shishitoren, KEEL, Gravel, Noroshi). It may feel like a lot because of the passing of time, but it actually wasn't so much time since the manga started.
Nii-sensei seems to balance the pacing of the plot with the creation and development of dynamics between the characters, plus the fight scenes (because, again, manga about fights). So I don't really think stopped giving attention to the SuoSaku dynamic as much as he can't have the SuoSaku dynamic monopolize the pages.
In summary, screen time and, unfortunately for Suo, he has to share.
Uhm, if you miss them that much, I think there was a chapter not so long ago (maybe before or between the Noroshi arc) which has Suo teasing the hell out of Sakura for no reason at all. Sugishita was also there. Is the one in which he made that really funny mocking face.
Good taste, btw. If it's about pairings, I personally find KiryuSaku more of my liking (their first interaction was so shoujo coded, and I adore Kiryu in general) (Yes, I'm really happy for the oncoming arc. I wanna know, Kiryu, what's going onnnn. And see them interact, of course.). But SuoSaku is a second close.
Also, there's a really fun ficâ it's ongoing and, as far as I know, not abandoned, though only has the first chapter at the momentâ in which I think you would enjoy their interaction (https://archiveofourown.org/works/56613385/chapters/143896831 SPRING BREEZE ⥠SAKURA by encore_koscribbles). It's tagged as platonic SuoSaku, but I think the author's idea is hilarious and fantastic.
Then there also is this romantic SuoSakuâ also ongoing, also with only a few chapters updated. No, I don't remember any completed suosaku fics right nowâ that will make you laugh (https://archiveofourown.org/works/59886880 Enchanted by Wyegi). Poor Suo, lol.
#suosaku#that's a great pairing#read spring breeze sakura#please I'm begging you#it will change your idea of suo forever#never getting over it#asks#anon you would have loved for wbk to be a romance or have a mainly duo dynamic#like get backers or something#i probably got that name wrong#I'm not looking it up tho#it's 2am i should go to sleep#not now tho I'm sleepy#idk why I'm still here#wind breaker#fic rec#kinda feel bad for the anon who ranted their cool questions and only got a mmmhmmm and tags#sorry anon i was trying to not close my eyes#that's all i think
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The fanfictions are infecting me with brainrot oh my god have some au doodles before I explode
#the fanon here hits different idk#like?? why is there so much vivisection#danny phantom#danny phantom fanart#danny fenton#danny fenton fanart#dp#dp fanart#this is like a#fully dead au#where no one knows#kind of thing#jazz fenton#bc I'm obsessed with their sibling dynamic#why are they on the roof pax#bc after Danny died jazz started stargazing as a way of feeling closer to him#fuck you#I have thoughts about this au actually#in it Jack and maddy are still trying to get rid of the ghosts but mostly as penance#bc they know the ghost portal is what killed Danny#and they want revenge#Danny's aware of this but convinced his parents wouldn't love him enough to believe him if he revealed himself as their son#jazz helps phantom without knowing he's Danny#pax art#pax doodles#pax rambling#technically#tho all the rambling is in the tags
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This is supposed to be the outfit that "protects" Link from acquiring frostbite pfffttt
Between this top and the mandatory acrylics that come with the new arm, gotta say I'm loving how much Nintendo keeps leaning into GNC Link XD
MINI UPDATE: (Guys, I've already updated this post with the correct info. The "protects" part was supposed to be a joke about how skimpy the outfit was. I didn't realize the outfit gave an attack bonus at first, either. That was it. That was the post. You don't need to keep sending me messages trying to inform me about the frost attack. I know, I promise).
Update I: Just realized they gave him a set of blue acrylics for his left hand



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Update II: Many thanks to the people who pointed out that this outfit gives you a special frost attack when in cold temperature areas, it doesn't actually protect you from the elements. I'll be honest, I am purposely avoiding any guides or walkthroughs for my TotK playthrough (since I'm trying to replicate my BotW experience). When I found the Frostbite Shirt, I was just happy that I finally had a piece of clothing that I thought could protect me from dying of hypothermia (was chugging spicy elixirs like you wouldn't believe) so I didn't notice the attack bonus until a bunch of you pointed it out lol
#radio plays#totk#totk spoilers#tears of the kingdom#totk link#nintendo out here#trying to make us go feral#over more gnc link content#they saw us lose our minds#over vai outfit link#lol and I'm not complaining#idk why the updates i added to the post#aren't showing up for some people#but lol yeah this doesn't protect you from cold temps#just gives you an attack bonus#idk link still looking cunty af to me regardless lol
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Why are college websites sooo stingy with their details, I just want to know what the course actually entails, like what are the concepts they're actually teaching, and they're like oh we're too cool and aloof and mysterious, we can't let you know that, teehee, now sign up for my email list that just redirects you to the home page, boy.
#this is why i never went to college forever and still might not#because their websites are clearly designed by someone who hasn't gone#also good luck getting a cost estimate đ#i hate it here#ignore me#i thought for a second i might be able to consider looking into schooling for once but i'm convinced college websites are a form of#infernal punishment meant only to cause grief and make the process scary as possible#and also i have no confidence in my skills anymore due to idk adhd and anxiety! so it's all much much too much to consider facing
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i know that disney is too big to boycott effectively but that shouldn't translate to "and so we should keep buying their products like normal" but rather "at the very least we should try"
#i know they have their fingers in a lot of pies but#i've just been thinking#bc i don't watch star wars or sports or marvel and i don't rlly watch tv/cable anymore#and i haven't bought a disney product or gone to the theme parks#and as far as i know disney doesn't facilitate a necessity that can't be circumvented#and at the VERYâ very leastâ we're supposed to pressure them#the way i personally interpret that is 'avoid directly supporting them as much as you can'#bc i'm aware that you could accidently support them by proxy by buying something they've invested in#which is why we're supposed to PRESSURE rather than BOYCOTT#but i just also want to see disney downfall in my lifetime but that's neither here nor there#idk man#i was so excited to hear abt the book of bill but I don't think i could stomach#directly supporting the company that pledged $2million to the occupation project#free palestine#and don't forget that you can still sail the seven seas (or just go buy old dvds! I need to build a collection)#lol it's easy to boycott if you're broke !
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#this one is very easy to get strange angles with. because it's just got so many weird shapes on it#porygon#bald#even the original front-facing angle was strange and you could barely tell it's front-facing#hellâ this angle you can at least tell what it's supposed to be#if you remember the realpokemon post. you remember#this thing also got like banned from the anime or some shit because of an episode that featured it giving kids seizures#fucking did i almost just type âseasuresâ?? hello?? where am i#even though it was pikachu who initiated the explosion that caused the seizures. and iirc it wasn't even that many seizures#it was like the galaxy note7. where only like 20 or so phones actually exploded but it still got banned from planes#or maybe i'm remembering Every tidbit of information here incorrectly!#y'see folks. this is why i am not a reliable source of information#because i will not be fact checking any of this and instead i'll end off the post with âbut idk lolâ#edit: it was a lot of seizures. and yes this justifies taking the episode off the air but i donât feel like the pokĂ©mon itself#deserves to be banned from the anime is my point. plenty of folks still like this pokĂ©mon#hmm. i wonder if i maybe shouldnât be spreading middle school rumors on the middle school rumors website
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my shimamatsu artbook came in so i finally got to see the rest of the unreleased teacher set...
scans of gym teacher oso from this set can be found here!


choro's a math teacher, which i feel like is pretty fitting for her. they drew her very cute, peak froggy expression.


ichi's a science teacher, like in teacher matsu merch by movic. he's also setting a bad example for his students by wearing open-toed shoes which is against standard lab safety rules, for shame smh.


jyushi is an art teacher! very cute, he's definitely fitting the bill of the zany art teacher stereotype.


totty's an english teacher. he's really meant it when he said he doesn't want to work bc he's giving us NOTHING in that awakened art. his outfits are very cute, though.
" gee, mj. where's kara? wasn't he the one you were the most curious about? " wELL. i waited to share him last bc...


when i tell you that i opened to this page in art book to find this set, saw kara, and then immediately closed the book...
he's a japanese / literature teacher, which i do think fits. ( still such a missed opportunity to have him as a music teacher... ) * puts my face in my hands * he's such a dork.
#sorry these aren't the best pictures i still need to figure out how to scan bound books with my scanner aaa#ngl kara not being a music teacher here like i was hoping is really tempting me to make him one in kuroba's teacher au...#but idk i'm really attached to him being an english teacher in that au i already have headcanons for how he interacts with his students...#also i'm using she/her for choro bc she's transfem to me. do not question me further. /lh#the movic merch is still my fave version of them as teachers#the only leg up this set has is oso being a gym teacher#that's so true in my heart i love the idea of him becoming a gym teacher in the future...#seriously tho why is kara the only one with different hair it's fucking me up#osomatsu-san#osmt#shimamatsu#choromatsu#ichimatsu#jyushimatsu#todomatsu#karamatsu#official
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Dondon Origins
Comics master post
#Gonna start uploading my older zelda comics on here#this is the very first one I made a year ago and boy does it show I mean look at that art#and logical paneling? who is she#idk why I chose a nine-page comic as my first one#terrible idea do not recommend#anyway i still like the concept and some of the dialogue in this but that's about it#the dondon saga's got two more parts and i'm actually happy with those at least#legend of zelda#tears of the kingdom#zonai survey team#link#dondon#tauro#cima#bougan#zelink#my art#old art#my comic#zelda
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Man, Matoba Seiji is such a yapper.
He looks so mysterious with that all black traditional clothes, creepy af eye patch, an exorcist job, and an entourage, but this man sees a teenager and just opens his mouth like there's no tomorrow. Like bruh, you don't need to over share.
I don't know if I should feel sorry or laugh whenever he trauma-dumps to a literal teenager who wants nothing to do with him, or to his high school crush who also wants nothing to do with him, but he doesn't know that he's sharing the saddest parts of his youth so casually.
I don't know what to feel about him. He's such a yapper.
#natsume's book of friends#natsume yuujinchou#takashi out here having childhood trauma to the extreme but still feels sorry for matoba#i was called liar my entire life but a neighbor just gave you a fruit out of courtesy#I'm so sorry matoba san here have all the fruits that you want huhu#kidding aside Seiji really got used to being disliked#then there's this one kid who's neutral about everything#and a handsome man who hates your guts but stays with you anyway#now I feel why seiji wants to share his entire life to these two#maybe he wants natori to save him from this exorcist life idk#but he's such a yapper hahaha minus points#matoba seiji#natori shuuichi#natsume takashi
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Ka'zalii I drew for @ardentkurashk a while ago and never came around to post, I love him
#guys i swear I'm still here I've just been having such a hard struggle to post and reblog stuff idk why#your honor i love him#i wanna draw more gith they're so fun to do... funky frog people with the coolest ears....#ka'zalii#githyanki#gith#tav#bg3#forgotten realms#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate#digital art#my art#dungeons and dragons#gith tav
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2021
#identity v#idv#luchino diruse#WOW these are Old and yet??#I still really like these hehe#I never posted these here I think..?#I'm going through my old photos again and sigh#I don't draw like I used to... its so sad...#I'm pretty sure I could still do it like my hands remember its just I don't have the patience and motivation for it anymore#I get home and I have a billion other things to do and idk why but I'm just so lazy when I get home#nothing gets done ohh and certainly not drawing anymore... sad....#but yknow I'm still drawing so once I can get my motivation back and get my shit together#the wedding is back on-- sjebfjgkg#I miss drawing luchino#I miss drawing idv in general really HAJFKVKB I keep saying and missing but#I can't really seem to bring myself to actually do it anymore ohh.... somethings not right with me I think#but idk I can still work and I still go to school so at least it's not doomed#big sighs anyways hopefully!! I can finish my school project tomorrow and I will start to work on my cosplay proper#and then I can draw something along the way... tianlang jun won't animate himself either... he's stuck under a mountain ai.....
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okay, when was someone going to tell me that
oh, idk, steven started at 19, burgh has a younger sister, clay actually isn't born american, skyla's whole fam thing and ELESA IS 15???? (even younger than skyla like wtf???)
(also the 'alder' at the bottom is supposed to be drayden lol)
and that's not all
say hello to:
viola being 18??? 'black whirlwind' korrina, RAMOS MEETING AZ'S FLOETTE AS A KID, genderfluid and apparently also age-fluid olympia, CLEMONT?? AND HIS WHOLE THING DOWN TO BEING 12 OF ALL AGES???
(you know what, marlon being 30 definitely makes sense with the hippie vibes)
wikstrom SAYING that he only wears that suit in pokemon battles but i've never seen his casual wear, malva being pr for flare lol, drasna selling dragon merch + great family lore if you want to know, siebold having to third-wheel lysandre and sycamore while eating (move aside malva, you're not the only elite 4 dealing with this) and 20?? YEARS OLD?? DIANTHA????????????
(way too many men in kalos are getting ladies, c'mon)
ethan being into history is such a neat detail hmmm, idk much of the frontier brains ngl, and we've finally got the region for looker and it's... hoenn??? you know what, makes sense with his chaotic vibes so i'll take it (throws away unova taped to a rock behind my back). also he's abolsutely cheating we all see that he's just relying on knowing us as protags, should've known smh
(um i think someone said that 'caitlin' should've been anabel but idk)
oh and the last one is charon, if we care about how much of a loser he really is. forget about birch and the poochyena, this guy is the lowest heh. imagine being charon (please don't).
(when the protags of johto are the same age as clemont lol) (yeah i know there are years between those events just let me have this)
and last but not least:
aaron đ€ valerie: wanting to be pokemon (and ig gotta toss in shauntal with the ao3 writer gift heh, don't know if they would commission her or stay away), bertha's description???? i love flint just saying, cynthia đđ is absolutely doing something illegal đđ, roark is WHAT??? (child labour laws in sinnoh must be lax ngl), maylene as well???? fantina watching scary movies is something i'll have to incorporate into my worldview and bryon?? are you okay??
so yeah. credit goes to @/KuroBlitz96 on the twitter/x for having this up, i'm just here to project sheer surprise at this massive dump of ages... my thoughts on pokemon have completely turned on its head once more lol (this is fine)
#sinnoh is the most surprising out of the regions avaliable#but c'mon 12 year old clemont?? he is legit baby#steven is really just chilling around for at least 4 years until the protag got him huh??#when i was first watching bw i thought that cilan was middle child until that 3rd last ep?? with the fight for the gym#and having the bros come to him cemented the idea that he was the oldest#so hearing that is good to know#even though i have to make peace that they never left the city lol#WHY IS ELESA/ROARK/MAYLENE/DIANTHA SO DANG YOUNG???#i can maybe let go of viola. in time. maybe.#i also love some of that lore/history dump here as well#lenora's dad bringing back fossils and lyra being torn between countryside/city#viola being a big sister figure and getting that camera from her father#crasher wake being a fake fan but also heavily embodying that barry spirit in his own way#the ramifications of the mother dying after bonnie was born and wow that gag in the anime is suddenly a lot more sadder huh#on the brighter side the prism tower used to be a part of a travelling amusement park lol#flint's hype!!! maylene being confused over her own strength!!! (thoughts about paul's insults hit a lot harder after this hmm)#wulfric being an explorer!! and i'm still not over ramos and az's floette oh god#unfollow me right now. this is all i can talk about for the next few weeks. my brain is way too small for this knowledge help#is it canon now?? idk. but the fact that this was here is killing me#pokemon teraleak#save#deep stuff
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â And KENDALL needs to stop talking back to me after everything I say! â
#WOE INAUGURAL TRASH BLOG REVIVAL KENDALL KNIGHT GIFS BE UPON YE!!!!! IT'S ONLY RIGHT OFC PEACE AND LOVE ON PLANET EARTH đđïžđ#i hope this atones for all the immediate shitposting i did right outta hiatus;;; the shitposting will continue though but still#i'm not even capping i have so many random solo kendall gifsets that i never posted. the chokehold this man and his eyebrows had on me đ#also heck it why not i'm leaving the embarrassingly unhinged og (2022?) tags i had for this post as well here are They:#TOP TEN DEVASATING INCIDENTS THAT GOT ME HOLLERING HE'S MY BABYGIRL FR DOT GEE EYE EFF!!!!!!#THAT 3RD GIF SPECIFICALLY GOT ME ACTING UP SOME KINDA WAY;;; PURE ATTITUDE ALL WRAPPED IN SASSY FLANNEL DIMPLY BITCH BOY UGH HE'S SO VERY !#'Chill pill!' bro was so proud of getting the last word that gustavo made sure it ended up on his gravestone đđđ#brb omw to be kendall knight's b-b-b-b-b-boyfriend <3 that's what that song was about right he's looking for a one so babyyy imma be that#idk if this is any good it's my first time attempting gifs in gÄ«mp and i have zero idea .-. the filter is babygirlifying ken good tho#but it also looks like some fever dream mf sequence which um. isn't too far off from what my subconscious mostly looks like tbh :^/#i prolly shoulda grided this bUT DANGIT I SPENT TOO LONG ON THIS AND MY MANS BEAUTIFUL FACE DESERVES TO BE APPRECIATED IN 4KHD SOZ LONGPOST#if it looks like a mushy grainy dithering mess with 4 pixels across the boards that's on tumblr so pls click on it hopefully it's better???#btr#big time rush#kendall knight#kendall schmidt#s02e08: big time guru#all my btr episodes are locked away and i can't fact-check if that's the right one so i really hope i'm remembering it right â àŒàș¶â  â à·Žâ  â àŒàș¶â #edit#tvedit#gifs#gifset#btrgifs#rusher#mine#turn that thing big time!#my rusher besties aren't really on tumblr but imma use their friendship tags anyway bc. i Love them sm 𫶠kenny is liz hehe#stop it forever#big time eps#tv gifs
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I'm sick rn but hey. i can still draw. with only mild inconvenience!!
i fucked up eucerin a bit but i think it's good for using no ref
here. have some ms pain too
#silverware's art#object fool#eucerin object fool#animatic battle#animatic ab#its time for the#clock itft#acid ab#exclamation mark ab#printer animatic battle#doorstopper ab#eyepatch ab#i'm. not tagging the rest. (ms paint ii guys n popcorn) cuz they're not worth tagging (small. under the cut)#guys. i'm alive. i just amn't doing shit that's like. productive?? just not that motivated. so take this#but eating over 10 cough drops has helped. i guess.#don't ask why i don't just use the colour picker. idk. i just like making my own colours.#all the poses in the second imag are redraws of the ab intro btw!! very silly!!! :))#i'm missing a school dance thing though so. like. that kinda fuckin sucks. missed free cake n cheep shit :(#uhh. if youre still here send a request in my askbox if ya want. i'll probably do it :/
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I think i finally understand how the Distortion works. I mean, i donât think itâs possible to ever fully understand it, and i donât know the whole picture yet because i donât know what Helen will be like, but i feel like iâve just been granted a glimpse at the lovecraftian (as in ineffable) thing that is this being.
Itâs not a person and a creature fighting inside one mind. Thereâs no Michael clawing himself to the surface to express his emotions and get his revenge.
Michael Shelley is dead. The Distortion became Michael. It sounds so simple, yet a least in my opinion itâs hard to fully understand.
I think what provides the best metaphor is a small thing the Distortion says after becoming Helen: "without a proper mind." The Distortion does not have its own mind. Itâs only a what, but in order to really exist in this reality, it needs a who. It needs a body, but also a mind.
So if i understand this right, itâs like this: Michael Shelley is dead. His conciousness is not there anymore. And the Distortion got forced into that mind, an empty mind of a dead person. This doesnât make it human, itâs still able to understand the impossible, itâs still the thing that was created to scare and kill. But in the mind itâs living in⊠the previous ownerâs furniture is still there. It gets the dead personâs memories. It becomes Michael, in the sense that it has to be someone. Its existence got tied to being Michael, although Michael Shelley is dead.
When Michael got "emotional", that wasnât Michael Shelley coming through. It was the Distortion grappling with the side effects of being someone - of living in a mind with all the memories and the human emotions that a human mind canât fully turn off, even when the thing inhabiting it isnât human at all.
The Distortion was Michael in the sense that it was thinking with Michael Shelleyâs mind. When it became Helen, its consciousness, its being stayed the same, but it needed to adapt to this new mind. It could see clearer now, realizing that the windows of the previous house had been dirty, realizing that the wirings of the previous mind had driven it to do something that it actually didnât want to do. The throat of the Spiral itself getting caught in the spiralling of its own, borrowed mind.
#here comes the first michael essay#this is only the start#i've still got so many more thoughts#i hope this makes sense#idk why but i think i get how the distortion feels#being forced to be someone who isn't you at all#like - it doesn't make sense but i get it??#okay i haven't watched doctor who but maybe it's kinda like being the doctor?#you kinda change personality and become someone else but your true being stays the same?#(as if anyone of us knew what it's like being the doctor any more than we know what it's like being the distortion lol)#tma#michael distortion#tma the distortion#helen distortion#the magnus archives#tma podcast#tma spoilers#tma thoughts#mag 101#another twist#michael shelley#i just realized i've probably spelled michael wrong in the tags before oops (i know how it's spelled but âmichealâ keeps popping up so...)#you know what i'm gonna put the wrong version too for reach#micheal distortion
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copper â a bubbamiah ficlet
As their lips met for the last time, Bubba tasted copper and tears on his tongue. word count: 653
Bubba couldn't believe his eyes at first. The red that he caught in the corner of his peripheral vision must've been an optical illusion, a cruel joke that his senses decided to play on him. He gave the same excuse for the choked gasp that echoed from behind him.
But when he turned and saw Jeremiah with his hands over his abdomen, blood gushing out from a deep stab wound, Bubba felt his heart drop to his toes. A deep overwhelming nausea washed over him; his stomach churned, his head swooned, the world swayed from side to side, but none of that was important.
Bubba moved without thinking. Within a blink of an eye, his hands were stained with wine-red that seeped into every crevice of his fingernails and cuticles and palms and the back of his husband's neck was moved so that it sat atop his knee.
The Cube was long gone, hidden behind wallsâsymbols of its cowardice. A cry escaped from Bubba's lips, something so strained and animalistic and so painful.
"Oh godânoâ"
Blood spilled from the spaces between Bubba's fingers. It was warm, but it didn't stop his fingers from trembling.
Bubba's jacket fought back as he struggled to take it off. Something trickled down his cheek. He couldn't tell if it was blood or tears.
The jacket finally came off and Bubba tied it around the wound with unsteady hands. The green fabric immediately bled crimson.
"Where's the medical area?"
Jeremiah shook his head. "It's no use."
"I ain't givin' up on you!" Those words came out as a strained sob. Bubba swallowed, but the bile stuck in his throat remained.
"Those damn Cubesâthey've got a psychic link or whateverâ" With every word he spoke, Jeremiah's voice weakened and his breathing grew more rough and uneven. "If I die, they'll think you're dead too."
"Don't you dare!"
Jeremiah smiled weakly as a thin stream of blood spilled from the corner of his mouth. "I wouldn't be able to live with myself if you die."
The jacket was barely stopping the blood. Bubba shook his head until it hurt as he pressed his hands back over the wound. "I ain't givin' up on you," he repeated.
"Live," Jeremiah said, his voice unable to go louder than barely above a whisper. His chest rose up and down, the tempo frequent and inconsistent. "Live, and go back to the farm. And don't you dare let those damn Cubes kill ya."
There was something in Jeremiah's eyesâmelancholy, fear, but above all, determination. Bubba softened the hand that pressed against Jeremiah's side.
Bubba took a shaky breath. "I love you, 'Miah," was all he could manage.
Jeremiah chuckled. The sound faded away like a leaf being blown in the wind.
"I've always wanted you to call me thatâŠ"
A hand wrapped around his neck, and Bubba was pulled into a kiss. Bubba kissed back, knowing that this was the last time.
He wrapped his arm around his husband's back for the last time, deepened the kiss for the last time, brushed his thumb over Jeremiah's cheek for the last time. Jeremiah smiled against Bubba's lips for the last time, and Bubba smiled back for the last time.
The kiss left a lingering taste of copper and something else, something more brackish, on his tongue.
The hand around his neck fell onto the ground and Jeremiah's eyes glossed over. Bubba pulled away. The copper taste remained.
The rising and falling of Jeremiah's chest lulled. Bubba pulled Jeremiah's head to his chest and sobbed.
By some miracle, Bubba survived the war. The farm waited patiently for their return, but only he returned. Time more or less healed everythingâat least, that was what Bubba told those around him.
The truth was, no matter how many times he brushed his teeth or how many pills he took, he couldn't get that damn copper taste out of his mouth.
#shoot from the hip#inside the mysterious cube#bubbamiah#sfth fanfiction#junyu's fanfics#that's right y'all get more tumblr-only fanfiction!!!#(which basically means that I'm still burned out ^^;)#so who here is a fan of angst?#*waits for the entire sfth fandom to raise their hands*#I actually had so much fun writing this#idk why but something about bubba's denial and jeremiah comforting him just *clicked* in my brain#like I literally wrote this in like less than an hour
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