thinking about this ask and wishing there were a broader community for sexually queer people the same way there is one for genderqueer people. like how the genderqueer community can include questioning or cis or just people who don't care to put a label on their gender, because at its core it's a community to say "I engage with this topic in a way that strays from the social norm" and i wish there were something like that for sexuality. a space for people that choose or are born into a slightly Different way of engaging with sexuality, whether they're gay or mspec or aro or ace or on any of those spectrums or if they're sex repulsed or indifferent but allo or even straight.... i dunno. it just seems a shame that communities to celebrate sexual orientation or lack thereof are so fragmented.
i wish i saw more straight people destroying amatonormativity. i wish i saw more sex repulsed allos, voluntary celibates, and more people with sexual traumas feeling safe enough to speak up and find solidarity with a community like that. or i guess what I'm really saying is i wish these communities were easier to find.
would y’all like another confessions blog for this because I’ll do it
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WHY are BT shippers so vehemently against actually analyzing the symbolism and choices made for this show?
i mean i saw multiple people saying we were overthinking the vertigo poster. they were saying that it was weird to assume that Buck would fill the pining best friend role that Midge did in the original movie??? (haven’t seen the movie, i just read a few synopses)
i’m sorry, so you agree that he put Ryan Guzman in the main character and Devin Kelley as the love interest because they’ll fill those roles in the storyline, but we’re overthinking when we point out what role he put Oliver Stark in?
or when i bring up the possible symbolism of Tommy always calling him Evan, the only response i get from BT stans is “well he would tell him if he didn’t like it” or “i think it’s because he was introduced that way and that’s why” or even “i think he probably likes that Tommy calls him Evan” (all real responses i saw) and it’s like, yeah that’s cool, those are great headcanons for you, but that actually isn’t what i was talking about. nothing wrong with having a headcanon, but it doesn’t explain anything about the show or answer any of my questions.
i mean in s4 he corrected his PARENTS and told them his name was Buck, and in s6 it was used to emphasize the strangeness of his coma dream, how everyone was calling him Evan, the whole show him being called Evan has almost always been used to emphasize that someone doesn’t know him very well, how are y’all convinced that it’ll mean something different this time? i get that some people think it’s supposed to be growth, that he’s cool with being called his first name, but if that’s the goal it definitely isn’t reading that way to me.
like i wish i could see things through the same lens as these people so it could make sense to me, i just don’t get how you can willfully ignore SO many hints just so you can ship what you want.
no hate to the ship or the shippers obviously, i’m just baffled by the lengths they’ll go to in order to convince themselves that plot device man is endgame for Buck.
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Digital Circus AMA Notes
Digital Circus is getting a season 1 at some point!!!!
#webcore aesthetic board for the series design
Pomni was going to be a frog originally. 🐸
90s toys Zooble inspo
Caine is an antagonist, but not by active choice, he doesn't know he's not helping. He doesn't feel a whole spectrum of human emotions (he's an AI).
"Caine canonically just lets things happen if he thinks it's funny."
Characters eat like Chao in Chao garden in Sonic. The characters can eat the food, but they can't digest it.
Jax's favorite food is spaghetti.
Pomni likes salmon.
Q "Was the ending a 'Last Supper' reference?" A "in a very superficial kinda way yeah." Religious stuff is sometimes just used for the funny.
Gooseworx tumblr sketches MAY or MAY NOT be canon to the series, so it's up in the air for every single one.
People can abstract from feeling too much pain if it breaks their mind from it being too much. Characters feel pain from things, but not as intensely as they would in real life.
Zooble is gonna swap parts every episode (implying they have spare parts) except their body & head.
Jax chose his own name & gooseworx likes to think he chose Gangle's name.
Ragatha was named "Emmy" originally.
They (the cast of characters trapped in the circus) can't change their clothes but Caine can. It's part of their skin sorta kinda.
There's empty space under Pomni's hat because video game model physics.
Spamton was partially inspo for Caine, Caine's VA did Spamton dubs.
Gangle only has 2 masks. Why's it (her hapiness mask) break all the time? Mental state, but the "real her" is "harder to break."
Kaumfo was gonna be part of the main cast originally before Jax.
Kaufmo's model has nothing below the waist at this time, but was made for that promotional image on twitter.
Q "What kinda person was Kaufmo?" A "He was the same as Ragatha in a sense, goofy & cheery, sometimes toxic levels of positivity."
I'm paraphrasing for the sake of note taking in real time, go watch the stream playback for more context & details if you want.
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Liam telling stories about him and Yuki on the Red Flags Podcast
Source: Red Flags Podcast - WE INTERVIEWED F1'S LIAM LAWSON!!!
(edited down and transcribed by @press-f1-to-grieve)
to @2bluetwo85: i read your tags from that yuki and liam post. thank you for letting me know this exists (and for reading my long tags). i hope i got the right podcast you were talking about.
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full transcription underneath
beware, it's long. and i'm not familiar with the podcast (my newbie is showing) so i'm not sure which voice belongs to who. please excuse me if i got them mixed up. i listened to the episode on a podcast app and only found out they have a youtube channel later, after i had already finished everything bar hit the "post" button. the visual would have helped greatly with knowing who's speaking but alas...
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Matt: Ye so, I wanna talk about another teammate of yours, Yuki Tsunoda. So we've read that you and Yuki go back. He lived with your parents in New Zealand?
Brian: (laughs) No! He didn't live- He didn't live with-
Liam: He came to- So this is a series called the "Toyota Racing Series" in New Zealand, used to be like, really really big, especially before Covid. And basically we were both competing in it as teammates, and so he came to New Zealand. And we've been teammates a year before that in F3 and Euro Formula, so I've spent a lot of time with him already. So when he came to New Zealand, he basically just hung out with us. A lot. Like, I basically just drive around with him.
Matt: So like step-brothers a little bit?
Liam: Honestly, ye. (laughs)
Matt: What was your favorite thing to do with him, growing up?
Liam: It was always away from the track. Cause away from the track, he's a really funny, genuine dude.
So, obviously, it's harder. When you are competing, with Yuki, (...) competing for the same seat. So, it's like, at the track, it's real intense. And then, away from that, it's real cool.
Matt: How're you able to maintain a friendship when it's just like, you know, blood sport out there for these few seats?
Liam: At points, over the year, (stammers) you know, it's not a friendship. And then he- Like, obviously, his journey was pushed a lot earlier than mine. He went to F1 quite early so, then I was- I wasn't really in competition with him anymore so-
Matt: Right. Does that help your friendship?
Liam: Then we are like, pretty chill again. And then we are put in competition again.
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Brian: I think in one of the earlier seasons of Drive to Survive, you were in his room, and his room was like, all messy, and he was annoyed that they put it in.
Matt: Did you catch him on a bad day or is that just is?
Brian: Is his room just a mess always?
Liam: That's literally- I don't know now.
Oh actually, I went to his house recently and it was a lot better.
Both Hosts: (relieved) Okay!
Liam: He has improved. (stammers) I remember, well, it wasn't really- (vocally winces) It was fierce because you shouldn't live like that anyway. BUT!-
Both Hosts: (crying laughing emojis in audio form)
Liam: But I remember, he had just moved into this apartment at the start of, I think it was the start of that year, and I- Oh no, it was the year before! But same thing, Covid, here, basically. I went to New Zealand because I was about to be locked out of the country. There was no racing. And Yuki stayed, in Milton Keynes for months. Just on (his own), he didn't go back to Japan. Like he just stayed in this apartment.
Brian: Like Cast Away
Liam: But I had to move into this brand new apartment and it was sick! And I went to New Zealand and I came back 3 months later.
Matt: He has got a beard.
Liam: And I walked into this place and it was just like DUUDE.
It was bad, like it was real bad.
Brian: (hums of understanding) Like takeouts and- (all three make noises of agreement)
Liam: It was just food everywhere. Like, the laundry basket was just like, overflowing.
Matt: Yuki was basically all of us during Covid.
Brian: (enthusiastic YE's)
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Matt: So, what are you most competitive with Yuki off the track? Like what do you guys like to-
Liam: Awe, dude, everything.
Both Hosts: Ye?
Liam: No, like, everything. We're like- At the moment, we've been playing table tennis. Just little disc.
Matt: Oh you'll just make-
Liam: M-make one! Ye, just make it. (...) not a proper one.
Matt: Who is up?
Liam: He plays a lot more, to be fair, but-
Matt: So he crushes you.
Liam: (cute babbles) No no-
Both Hosts: (laugh)
Liam: So, we played in Japan. I think I had him in Japan. And then we played last week and he beat me.
Matt: You don't keep a serious tally?
Are you better on certain surfaces? Like if it's a dinner table, you got him.
Liam: On a smaller table, I have him. But on a slightly bigger table-
Like depends on what table we get during race weekend.
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Liam: But one thing with Yuki that was real funny that we did back when we were in New Zealand.
Liam: I don't know how this is a thing but you can rent a boat, at like 15 or 16 years old. And just take it out, to Lake Taupo. And so me and Yuki were like- I was probably 17 or 18 and he was like 19 or 20, and we just rented this boat, and got like, you know, biscuit, or tube? What do you call them? (...) And we just took it out and basically- It started off like real fun. Like we were just towing each other around.
But then it just got like, who could throw the other person off like, the biggest. We just like, tried to kill each other on this little tube, in the middle of this lake.
Matt: Just the two of you?
Liam: Just the two of us. Just out there in the middle of a lake.
Brian: Just the two of you tried to kill each other.
Matt: It's like a fucking thriller.
Liam: Honestly! I've got videos of like, him and me, like, in the air. Like, meters in the air.
Matt: Who won or lost that game?
Brian: "We both lost that game."
Liam: Actually, I lost pretty hard on that one, to be fair.
Matt: He threw you-
Liam: I went off like, big time, ye.
Brian: It seems like, that's the common experience of tubing, is that. It's like, it's fun and then you're like, am I gonna die?
(...)
Matt: So Yuki was a master at flinging you?
Liam: Well, he would like- Sometimes I feel like it's on accident. He would like, get a lot of slack and it will just build up real fast-
Both Hosts: Sure, he said it was on accident.
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Liam: We're drivers. Everything turns into a competition.
Liam: We had a rental car, again in New Zealand with Yuki, that we like, basically would like, make a little track and just set time trials off the side of the road.
Matt: Like with a Camry or something?
Liam: No, Yuki had this little Mitsubishi ASX. I don't know if you know what it is, it's like a boxed car. And we, with like a couple of drivers, basically made like, a little track, and, basically goes until somebody- until Yuki crashed it. (...)
The funniest thing, it wasn't even in the- He had finished his lap. It was afterward, he tried to be cool and do like a flick spin, and just totally sent it into a bank.
We had to go to a store to get one of those plungers to try and plunge out the dent in the front of the- Because we had to get the car back.
Brian: Right, of course.
Matt: Renters insurance, man. If I see you or Yuki walk into an enterprise or something, I'll just like, go somewhere else.
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Perhaps I am.. Writing a Linked Universe fic (the first I have ever written) and perhaps it is a Chain Meets Wild fic with a twist.. and perhaps.. perhaps.
...perhaps it is an AU wherein Wild is the King of Hyrule?
Minor spoilers for the upcoming fic if you care.
He still went on his adventure. He was the knight in the past, he's the one who went in the shrine, he defeated ganon, twice, and HE lost his arm.
But idk haven't ya'll ever noticed how much Wild does like... Build settlements and help people? And Flora doesn't seem to like allat and instead does research? I imagine after TOTK, Flora got to be an adventurer in Wild's place and Wild became king and worked on rebuilding Hyrule.
Anyway so it's basically the chain meets Wild as a king.
Also Wild is DEFINITELY such a diva ass king, he dresses pretty and takes advantage when he doesn't have much labour and get his nails done. His hair's braided so nicely all the time too. Epona is SO spoiled too when they meet her, her coat is so shiny and she's round with apples and her mane is braided so tenderly.
Anyway the whole chain's like.. this guy? They understand he's not royalty that sits inside all day. He helps in rebuilding efforts by funding, getting resources and actually *doing* parts of the building, and on their way to the castle they've heard that he fights. But, like, c'mon.
But Wild is Wild so they get proven wrong pretty damn quickly.
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