#idk wats happening tbh

[kxmikomrade]

i got dis thing going on in my right ear that every time i burp or smth, it makes a vine boom sound in my right ear

[lazzarella]

Still always thinking about that single emphatic pushup Boom did in the We Are behind the scenes after the first love scene with Aou 

And if I'm not thinking about that, I'm thinking about their high five moments later lol

[gurorori]

tbh it's still crazy 2 see progressive (ie western slash european & american i guess? yanno wat i mean. places wher we r nawt radicalised & illegalised into it oblivion) audiences have such (understandably) high standards 4 queer media or even queer representation as a whole & won't take less than. like i understand it's cause ya can expect better so ya will, in sum cases ya can even demand better. but it's simply nawt an option 4 many of us.

like idk perhaps a bit too harsh of me 2 say but regardless of the political atmosphere there's still a difference between livin' in a place where ya still have rights, have pride & can walk into a store etc & find queer literature & rep & even merch, have resources 2 support yrself & find yr community. & a place where as much as wavin' a pride flag or even havin' a pride pin, OR G-D FORBID holdin' yer partner's hand WILL get ya arrested & jailed. an' yr lucky if ya don' get assaulted or killed be4 dat can happen 🫥

[champagnepadre]

Fatimaaaaaa how are you bith awww I missed you I just remembered my old tumblr password and I had flashbacks of you listening you and I in the bathroom lmao, what have you been up to this past years 🤧🤧🤧

omggggg dis is crazy cuz I just commented on a 1d TikTok n somebody calling me fatimaam this past week djdjdkek wow thank u for thinking of me 🥹 I am doing pretty good ummm I been thru a lot of life tings…. Realizing things…. Real eyes realize real eyes 🧍🏻‍♀️

Tbh w u my life been a bit mf rough but also beautiful 😗 like I live in richmond va working as an independent contractor for instacart sjekdkdk I do not have a boss or coworkers so tht cool but in general I’ve been making my coins and being in the shadows minding my business 🫣 but idk with this twilight saga eclipse (2024) coming up I feel a change is coming bith… like time to get out de shadows n be seen ! I wanna take my online presence srsly like I naturally did as a teenager cuz I’m 25 now and I’m a cool bich like I be in de gym n listening to cowboy carter on repeat n shi n idk my kid I feel I should just share my story n who I am to ppl again like de fact u still care about wat my ass up to so inspiring to me! God bless but ye anyway I do believe there hope for a better world n the uglies need to be called out n I c it slowly happening ! Free Palestine n God help de ppl suffering rite now in this mf economies! 🙏🏼💙

[lesliewasablogger]

hello!!!

okie so now that u can pin posts (or maybe it was already a thing idk oops) i thought i’d make an intro post just to make more friends n moots but also to (re?)introduce myself !!

i’m Leslie :p

-my username is a play on stella was a diver and she was always down by interpol. idk i think it kinda goes hard. (also see second point on this post)

- i’ve retired from fan girling in the sense that i kinda stopped stanning ppl? did that happen to anyone else? idk i just don’t rlly feel a passion for anything anymore besides a few things

- i’ve gotten rlly rlly into the band interpol, which is crazy tbh cause i haven’t felt super intrigued by any artists in such a long time but if there r any interpals out there…hiiiii

- i’m obsessed with secretary (2002) and i could talk about it for hours. lee holloway nation RISE!

- i like glee (it’s so bad it’s good), criminal minds, new girl, la casa de las flores, PEN15, ugly betty, jackass, n other shows i can’t think of rn !!

- i rlly love sanrio….it’s bad for me

- music wise im like all over the place most likely i listen to whatever artist / group / etc u r thinking of

- idk wat else i like the color pink (??? LOL)

- OH N I HAVE A CAT N SHES JUST A LITTLE GIRL N I LOVE HER

ya idk im a lurker hopefully this works LOLLLL…so sorry if u have seen me in ur likes like a creep…my bad

thnx for reading or viewing idk...maybe i'll become an avid poster soon? no promises i'm in college n a champion procrastinator LOL

[bl-inded]

Our skyy 2- Wrap Up

Since this is an anthology and I, being the simp that I am, have watched all of the original shows, I thought it'd be fun to rank all the episodes.

The thing is, even though I have watched all of the shows, my opinion on these episodes are very reliant on my opinions of the original show as well. Meaning if I loved the original show and the our skyy episode was meh, it might be ranked lower than shows I didn't feel so highly about, but the our skyy episode delivered. Anywho-

7. Sky in your heart (ep 3-4)

Tbh I wasn't the biggest fan of the original show, but this episode was very in tone with said show. It was overall, cute. The greenflags were greening with the communication and lack of jealousy. You go boys! Live your happiest life.

But I did miss the other pair of the show (idk if you can technically count it as this show since they were two 7 episode series, but I would have liked to see even a cameo from them). Good vibes. I liked it.

(what i didn't like in a side note is the chunky ring design)

6. My school president (ep 9-10)

To anyone who hasn't already, you havvvveee to go watch the original show. It is so sweet it will give you diabetes. And I loved the concept of this episode.

As a fanfic author I was mostly here for the validation that all our headcanons are canon. But, it felt like a highlight reel with roles reversed. Which is interesting but 2 episodes wasn't enough time to develop that story.

For what they attempted they did aight! I kinda wish we got something more post canon in their universe, happy cute boyfriends™, but yk. It's okay. More Fourth and Gemini always makes me happy. Plus the cast seemed to have fun filming it if the behind the scenes are any indication.

5. A boss and a babe (ep 11-12)

Listen, half the excitement of our skyy is missing these characters. So it was surely a choice by gmm to time this episode riiiighhhttt after the finale of the show.

That being said, this episode was pretty dang fun. Am I still mourning the loss of multiple unresolved storylines from the show they set up and literally forgot about- yes (Drake, you deserved better🤧). But considering our skyy 2 is the biggest "who took my FANFIC out of ao3 and into YouTube" plot ever, I'll overlook it.

This episode managed to do what neither enchanté nor abaab did- show me the appeal of forcebook. They are very cute in light-hearted settings. I'm yet to see them thrive in the drama, but only friends is happening soon... Soooooo

4. Never Let Me Go (ep 1-2)

Now thiss was a perfect soulmates AU for TV (or YouTube in this case) if I've ever seen one. We got the time travel, the drama, the classism all wrapped in a ball of all fluff and no angst. They understood the assignment.

Again. I missed my second couple (I am Perth Stan, I can't help myself. The 6 of us who demanded justice for Chopper, I see you!) But I didn't miss them too much, coz the premise was fun.

(I also loved the house set that they had!! I wanna go visit it if it's real!)

3. The Eclipse (ep 5-6)

These two episodes are single-handedly responsible for increasing the average number of kisses in Our Skyy. I wasn't even expecting this many? Even if it was basically just prep for Khao and First in Only friends, I'm still here for it.

It was also surprisingly an episode that caused a lot of debate about Akk and/or Ayan being out of character, which I didn't expect, but have my opinions on.

But overall, it was an extremely sweet episode with political and social commentary that the show had, but commentary lite. The locations were fantastic! I honestly just want more First and Khao in everything, please and thank you.

2. Bad Buddy x A Tale of a Thousand Stars (ep 13-16)

(please don't kill me)

Speaking of who took my fanfic out of ao3, OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD. I knewwww we can trust in P'Aof for delivering a story. BUT DID I EXPECT HIM TO PUT ALL MY FAVS IN THE SAME SCREEN AT THE SAME TIME???? What great times we're living in *sighs in bl*.

Watching EarthMix slip back into phuphatian was a pleasure. Ohm and Nanon are sooo awesome! I missed Pat and Pran so much. The crossover could have easily gone into the forced-for-fanservice territory, but they had a plot for it!🤌🏼

They brought back characters that felt like home. Even the conflicts were so lived in. It is self aware in what small things can blow out of proportion.

Watching Pat and Pran in their college years hiding their relationship after reading countless fanfics about it- just, tears. Thanks! I love them. I missed them. I'm living for this. I see why this was at the end. Worth all the hype and more.

Still screaming about this, and have been for two weeks. Will keep you updated on when or if I stop.

Buuuut the reason I didn't rank this at the top is because we didn't get enough bad buddy in the crossover. I loved both the shows, but i feel like pat pran were slightly overshadowed. I was lowkey cringing by the end too with the second atots recreation of the series!? Oh god. But we got a proposal! And the confirmation it's an open secret?!? And whatever tf it was that korn and wai were doing backstage🤡. So it was almost in the number one spot, it's just that I preferred my actual number one spot episode more.

1. Vice Versa (ep 7-8)

Did I expect vice versa to be this high on my list, nope. Did I fall and virtually adopt this kid as soon as he came on screen... Maybe👀. Are Jimmy and Sea climbing up on my couples i can't wait to see more of this yes- also maybe.

But even otherwise, I think this episode had the most solid and cohesive storyline. Everyone felt familiar and acted in character. They even wrapped up the whole random-kid-showed-up-at-our-front-door plot surprisingly well. Like if you watched the episode, they left very clear hints.

They even kept the colour theme (even though multi colour isn't technically a colour, would have gone with white or black maybe, but that's just me).

I did not expect this to be my number 1. Actually, i was barely even looking forward to this episode. But it was a pleasant surprise.

And I was shooketh, considering my biggest complaint about the original show was that they left too many threads loose.

Jimmy and Sea were so good! Got me even more excited to see them in Last Twilight (in P'Aof we trust).

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Now that that is over (and if you're reading this far) can we talk about how many birthday plots there were??? I feel like every other week there was a birthday. Just confused about it, that's all.

[query-quadrant]

whatss ur favorite quadrant gift uve ever given or recieved? + wat are ssome good ideass 4 quad giftss (esspecially flussh... havin flussh problemss >_<)

oh man its a really good thing almost no one i know reads this blog because this is about to get really fucking lame

favorite gift: this is going to be the lamest thing i ever say on this blog but if im being honest its this one really shitty jacket i have

last ruddy sunset my ex gave it to me and its kind of ugly tbh and most of the patches are holding on for dear life but its kind of comfy and she customized that shit herself even though she doesnt know fuck about sewing cause she knows i like it and you know what thats adorable thats the cutest shit thats ever happened to me me and this jacket are best bros forever

least favorite gift (cause idk how else to do the good advice bad advice thing): this one time this dude i was pale dating for like a perigree beat up someone "for me" because they had "besmirched my honor" or whatever the fuck but it was a guy i barely knew like we had one argument and it wasnt even a big deal

i think he was expecting me to swoon and be all "oh thank you so much oh im a poor defenseless noncarnivorous flower and youre big and strong and protective and oh so impressive" or something but it was just awkward like damn i dont even know that guys name

anyway heres basic gift ideas for people who need help with that

1. you can tell but i like handmade shit the best its cute its personal it took more work than anything you got at the store or paid someone else to make the only downside is its definitely really intense so youd wanna be careful about doing it for people youre not at that level with yet

2. this is also basic but something that shows youre paying attention to them yknow like if their favorite band is doing a show or if theyve been talking about wanting something or wanting to do something but havent had time or money for that shit

3. mileage might vary for this one but outfits or clothes or jewelry specifically shit thats are their taste and theyll like but you can also take them on a date wearing i dont know if i have to say this but do NOT just do one you like or think theyd be hot in but they arent actually into lmao

4. tbh even if you do cliche shit like chocolates or flowers or cards personalizing it goes a long way yknow like getting them their favorite flowers or picking that shit yourself instead of one of those stock grocery store bouquets or getting their favorite candy and not one of those big heart truffle boxes where only half of them taste good and the other half are full of mystery goo that tastes strangely bad but you dont know what it is

5. honestly just try giving a fuck it goes a long way giving gifts isnt hard and the advice i can even give is really limited if i dont know the person youre talking about or what they like specifically maybe they hate chocolate and flowers and crave meat and rare poisons idk talk to your fucking matesprite or crush or whatever

[cannedbabs]

Brooooooooo welcome to tumblr. Ur fic Bite the Hand That Feeds is famous here in our Jack Horner corner.

Firstly I want to say oh my fucking god I love your fic. You have galaxy brain and I can’t wait to read the next chapter. Ur last chapter had me on the edge of my seat.

Secondly, just wanted to ask how u started writing for Jack. Like wat drew you to him. Your characterization of him is so good omfg. It’s so organic like he starts out onto really caring about himself and then he evolves more and more to care about the reader. And your hints of submissive Jack, perfection.

This is just a bunch of word vomit that you don’t have to reply to but I just wanted to express my love of you and your fic. Have a great day! 💜

THIS IS SO SWEET OH MY GOODNESS!! You guys are rly too nice in regards to my fic but it makes me rly happy that it’s been a branch to be able to connect with all of you lovelies 🥺🥺❤️❤️ (btw PLS ANYONE EVERYONE do not be afraid of me send asks or messages or ANYTHING!!!)

CH 4 IS CURRENTLY IN THE WORKS RN AND ITS GOING OUT RLY GOOD! Y’all have given me some DELICIOUS inspo for it (I’m trying to bring back it being descriptive. Ch3 was rly just the reader going through the motions and was lame sorry :( )

So idk I went to watch Puss in boots with my family + boyfriend as a joke and we were looking at the cast list before the movie and was like “omg John mulaney is in it who is Jack Horner??” And then I knew of his rhyme so when his whole entrance scene happened I was like OOHHH… but I heard the wolf was super hot- and is respectfully- but by the end of the movie I was like “YO. THAT PLUM GUY KINDA?? 😳” so then I sorta just,, was too tired of waiting for fics. And with me my NSFW fics tend to be 6,000+ words so it took awhile

The best writing tip for Jack I have is: Whether it’s a “reader” or an oc dont make him care about them. It’s gotta be about HIM. And if you can’t hear your dialogue for him in his voice then change it until you can tbh!! I also try to not make him curse, and make his dialogue cheesy. Why make him say ass when he can say heinie. Can it be a turn off? Probably, but I think it fits him 😭 ANYWAYS YEAH SORRY MY OWN THING IS WORD VOMIT BHT!! Thank you so so much for the questions I LOVE ANSWERING STUFF!! AND YOU ALL ARE SUPER SWEET!! Thank u for enjoying my stuff feel free to msg or ask more idc!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[misireads]

Punaisten kyynelten talo ("The house of red tears") by Terhi Rannela

[ audiobook, listened in finnish ]

a fictional story based on real experiences from pol pot's dictatorship in cambodia that turned the whole country into one big concentration camp. the first part of the book jumps between the points of view of a mother and a daughter in 1975 who have already been separated before the narrative begins; the parents and their newest infant are taken to a notoriously cruel prison for torture, while the 9yo daughter is forced to live in labour camps under increasingly dismal conditions.

the second part takes places in the 2000s and switches between the PoVs of the daughter who is now a grown woman and a mother herself, her husband, and their daughter as they deal with the trauma and aftermath of everything that happened in the past.

🩸🇰🇭

➕ this was so fascinating from an educational standpoint, i vaguely knew of pol pot before from having listened to podcasts about dictatorships but there are so many everywhere in the world that the details hadn't stuck before. i also didn't know a whole lot about cambodia as a country in general. (i think geoguessr once tossed me in angkor wat and i had no idea what it was) i love learning about cultural stuff, though this one focused on a very negative era of this country. but it was interesting in the morbid way that dictatorships are.

➕ the first half was extremely gruesome and interesting, with both the mother and daughter's PoVs being gripping and engaging…

➖ …the second part, not so much. only the daughter's (now mother's) PoV was necessary there, really. the father, eh, maybe just barely, he's dealing with the trauma of having been one of the officers taking part in torturing and killing people but at least i didn't catch whether he was one of the guys actually present in the first part or not, probably not, so i was like, why would i care about this random guy now tho. and their daughter's PoV was completely pointless, about her school life and dancing outfits and liking some boy, i guess the point was to illustrate how children in 2005 don't even really know much about the pol pot era but, i was just waiting for her parts to be over tbh

⭐ score: 3½ -- i really enjoy historical novels based on real hardships that people have experienced and my baseline for them is maybe 4, this was good but just mildly below the average because of that less engaging second part. also idk what's wrong with me when i've been like "i have read so much dark stuff, i want something feel-good for a change" and then i listen to a book about people dying under communist dictatorship. i guess i just can't stop being pulled in by the darkness

[my-bipolar-journal]

22 July, 2023

Ok so after blood tests, sonography, consultations lots of freaking out, one moment of suicidal thoughts I finally had the abortion yesterday.

But it did not come without drama. Tamana did not come. Tofik said he will keep coming and going so I called aadarsh. And then Tofik came saw him and went crazy as soon as he left. So I told him we’re over but he did not leave. Idk no matter wat happened Angad and aadarsh are still my people. Maybe. I am not even sure tbh. Life is complicated. Well I was very tired and then when Tofik came back he fell asleep. And then he left. The abortion was done.

I became HOD.

Tofik met with an accident on his way home.

[oddinary4bts]

hiiiii how are you doing? I'm thinking about working on writing my own fics, any tips? i love your work it's so detailed. also idk if it's just me but i can't stand nari x namjoon lmao the whole girlfriend thing threw me off

Hiiii!! I’m doing okay, going through a breakup and it’s been not the best tbh🥹

Honestly the only tip I have to give when it comes to writing is to write something you want to read. Write for yourself! And never compare yourself to others

Ooooh I kind of understand tbh for nari and namjoon! But I promise nothing happened while he was with his gf. Nari is wat too respectful for that😌

[creativeclashconfessions]

ima b real wit yall…… their discord is a fkn mess. if ur not a certain type of person w the “right” kind of fandom blorbos or hcs u will b ignored at best. or spoken over which rly sucks!!! is not just me i saw it happen to other ppl all the time when i was active..like everytime i look in is the same 13 ppl circlejerking eachother…… like every discord is lmao so idk wat i expected!!!!!!. pikachu dot jpeg lmaoooop. the clash was a blast tho so like tbh. i rec only joining the site 4 the clash

(b4 u tell me “oh jus talk to the mods” the mods n their friends r part of the problem. so wat do i do? tell them their friends suck n get banned??? no thx lmaooo)

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[gurorori]

okee i checked this time lmao >_> m, v anf f for the ask game if u dont mind!! nd for F do you usually prefer sweet or sour things?

WAHOO!!!

M - If I forgive betrayal?

hmmm i guess it depend on wat kinda situation it is? like a betrayal can b different levels i believe, an act of disloyalty rite? mmmmm it really depend on da gravity of da action i guess, like if it was Really impactful on me & if they deliberately acted on it knowin' dats how it gonna turn out, an' still did it without any consideration, i wudn' b able 2 forgive it i think.. but if it happened without em realisin' like idk a kinda accident like say yr in an extreme situation where wer both in danger, i wudn' really blame/hold it against sm1 if they first an' foremost think ab their own safety an' abandon mine, like i think it's jus a physical self-preservation instinct yanno. even if dat constitutes as betrayal. like blah blah ya wudn' leave someone BUT in da moment when yr mind is clouded by shock & fear like. i guess i get it yanno...

if dats a shitty example of betrayal idk, iwguess ppl often think of stuff like cheatin' first, but i rly feel like it case by case.. <':] same time, i have a terrible self esteem so like. idk if dat shines thru. 'm really desperate 4 ppl so i'd forgive almost anythin' even if i act fer a while like 'm Affected 4 life Never again. i'll still b like.. gnh.. wuh...

V - Big dreams?

ummm bcome happy an' comfortable.. bcome an artist hopefully :[ dats really all. i jus' wanna do wat i love & live comfortably & b surrounded by ppl who care 4 me, none of da things we have rn haha. but hopefully. i might wanna hav a family one day too like i been wafflin' on...

F - Sweet or sour?

this is a hilarious question 2 ask sm1 whose fav sauce is literaly sweet 'n sour.. n_n But tbh it reaally depends wat kinda sour it is, it can b overpowerin' like lemon, i think i don' always really prefer itttt... so i have 2 say sweet, but i like Really strange food combos, so i love mixin' like sweet & salty an' sour an' hot an' watever like jus' throw it all in there!!!!!!! overly sweet stuff (like most cakes here make me NAUJOS) is def a Naw Go tho. i guess i like different tastes in moderation ':] but 'm more of a sweet tooth 4 sure....

[thinkingnot]

existential crisis rn I showed my family quackity the prettiest man I’ve ever seen in my life and them saying he looks vaguely like me wha- HOW

[fanthingsnstuff]

Tom Holland x Asa Butterfield as requested by anonymous

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

right imma need like 60 years to come to terms w/ that ending lol... like it was beautiful and tragic and romantic and bEAUTIFUL i hav no coherent thoughts rn someone hhold me