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some WIPs from the 80s AU i never finished
#so… hi#i think…. i might start making some stuff here soon#i’ve been gone a lot longer than i intended to be#& i feel a lil bad about it bc i really miss my boys & bein here & all that but#idk it’s just been a rough month#but i’m starting to get the itch to create again#i have a very silly idea for the mbz AU#i also just really want to draw some stuff#i miss making things. i’m going nuts. i’ve hardly done anything fun in WEEKS#i’ve sort of started working on some new OCs but ngl#doing anything that doesn’t involve dhes or kel genuinely feels like i’m betraying them#but i have a concept that i really want to explore so that’s what i’m trying to do#i have been working on a few AUs here & there too but#but mostly nothing fun#i need to do something fun while i still can bc i’m starting at uni next month#& i just know i’m gonna have shit for free time then#i’m taking all in person classes which makes me very nervous#i’m trying to be excited about it but mostly it’s just causing me anxiety lol#but anyway. um. yea. hopefully i’ll catch up on everything & reply to the tags/asks i’ve gotten since i’ve been gone#if i reply to something you said/sent to me a month ago… pls just act like that’s not weird. thanks.#rainyrambles
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REFERENCING THIS POST
#mel art#mp100#(spongebob about to get crushed image) i can say faggot ican say it iCAN SAY IT I CAN RECLAIM IT I CA#but also genuinely if anyone is confused. like if ur a friend of mine n see this and get worried like oh no why is he saying slurs#just ask i can explain cause i know there are some folks who are like. under the impression of 2021 slur discourse#& it has become such a firm idea in their heads that it can be a little difficult to understand#especially if some of the intake or outward appearance can seem. quote en quote aggressive#sorry i cant beleive im fuckng talking about slur discourse in a post about fagot teru#but like idk this is something ive been worrying about for a little while. ive been wanting to be more open about this stuff on my blog for#like a long ass while and i think a shitpost is a good way 2 bring it up LOLOLOL#but yeah if ur uncomfy pls jus tell me
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Season 2 is great on 40% budget but our Unicorn man deserved a nice goodbye and proper apology from Blackbeard. That is my only complain.
I think Ned Low deserved an apology actually because he worked so hard on his record and then no one even acknowledged it, yknow? Like ed should've apologised to him for breaking his record on half a whim (and when they said whim prone it was actually a nod to Ned and nothing about blackbonnet), because he's such an important character who followed them and everything, and he actually had ed's true interests at heart the entire time when he called him a low born dirtbag, I feel like those words could be taken to mean as words of concern and love, and he never got a proper apology and that's my real complaint from s2 tbh
#asks#anonymous#like pls hear yourself#I loved Izzy's arc as much as anyone else s2 but pls#like I'm growing weak from#this#izcourse#like I'm at the end of my tether here#they had a 40% budget cut and they dedicated so much of it to Izzy's redemption arc#which I genuinely think was a good decision cause I enjoyed the fuck out of it#if you can't see the deathbed apology for what it is then idk what to tell you tbh#meow speaks
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fellas we're once again wrestling with imperfect vs. perfect contrition and why imperfect contrition with a firm resolution to not sin again and promptly receive the Sacrament of Reconciliation doesn't save
#I get that it doesn't but !!!! I don't like it and I think its bad and I'm mad at God#it's definitely not because I only have imperfect contrition and get afraid to die#but like if its a gift from God#so much more of a gift perfect contrition is#but if cooperating with grace only results in imperfect contrition#why is it still damnable#his ways higher than my ways i know the line#this didnt save my other tags ahh!!!#but take this example from movie recently#man is a lapsed catholic#hes murdered people etc. very many grave sins#he has a terrifying near death experience and in the hospital asks to have a Priest come#because he wants to confess his sins#he ends up being denied one and murdered himself#to me (vibes) hes motivated by genuine belief and fear (imperfect) but hes also made#TANGIBLE STEPS to try and receive the Sacrament#he clearly wants to be reconciled and is trying#and the most we can hope for him is the same extraordinary salvation we hope a muslim has or an atheist?#intuitively that seems wrong idk#also moots i just realized this might be scandalous etc. I'm trying to religious submission of mind and will#pls tell me if i ought to delete and i will#also tbf on some level I would get the extraordinary salvation is all we can hope for bc of the efficacy of the Sacraments#EXCEPT for baptism by desire#and specifically the fact that motivation to be baptized does not come into consideration#you die before you can be baptized when you've expressed a desire and are trying to be baptized?#saved. no questions asked.#thats what makes this tough for me
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I thought Kai was gay 😭💀
I AM CRYINGGGG 😭
LIKE I CAN’T BREATHE HOW DID IT COME TO THIS 😭
tears in my eyes choking on my own spit dying and trying to revive at rhe same time-
PLS 😭
no cuz… valid? 😧 like i see the vision. I GET IT 😭 but the issue here is that the flag has too much colour 🏳️🌈
not enough black. but yk, knowing him, he’d try and reform it somehow 💀
#no pls this is sending me#it’s one short sentence but it’s killing me 😭#mainly bc of the fact that when i really think about it#it makes sense 💀#HAHAHAHAHA 😭#just for that#i might just give you guys a sneak peek of the next chapter 👀#which i predict might be out some time later this week or next week#depends#woahhh you guys deserve a sneak peek for that#i don’t think you understand#like i genuinely nearly pissed myself#idk how to convince you guys 💀#keep doing shit like this and i’ll just abandon my exams altogether and become a full time liar liar author#get chapters outta me every week#saturday (to replace the jjk chapters now that it’s finished)#malakai mortimer#liar liar predictions!#believe it or not it’s still a prediction HAHAHAHA#liar liar asks!
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AITAH for assuming my roommate, taking care of my huge expensive plant, would’ve texted me to let me know it’s dying so she had to chop a bunch of leaves off? Like does that fall under the umbrella of “I did what I was asked and took care of it”, or am I insane for like, expecting a text?????
#genuinely asking#I made the analogy that if I had a cat that needed to go to the vet while being cat sit I’d have heard about it#and she was like well….. that’s a cat???#and like yeah? but idk it’s the same genre of thing to me give opinions pls#I literally can’t tell if I’m crazy or not
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hey krash, i wanted to reach out and say that i'm so sorry that you got such a hurtful reaction from one of the l&co servers for speaking up about something that genuinely needed to be addressed. i won't badmouth anyone in particular but this is not the first time this fandom has dogpiled someone over a misunderstanding, and when it happened to me i had severe anxiety over it for about a week even after it was resolved, and eventually left because of it. it left a pretty bad taste in my mouth for the fandom in general, so i mostly just stick to my small group of mutuals now lol. i wish this fandom truly was different from other fandoms, but this kind of thing is unfortunately inevitable once something reaches a certain level of popularity. but that certainly doesn't make it okay, and you didn't do anything to deserve the reaction you got. i hope you can feel peace about it soon, and i'm sorry again that it happened at all. 🫂
(please don't feel pressured to answer this if you'd rather the matter be left alone, i totally understand. i just wanted to send you an ask because i didn't know if you're comfortable with dms.)
hi im so sorry i forgot to answer!!! thank you so much this means so much to me. 💙💙💙 i read this for the first time when i was feeling pretty attacked and it really cheered me up <3
hmm other people have been telling me about how they got attacked in this fandom too. and maybe this shouldn't have surprised me as much as it did. but it's something fans never talk about and claim doesn’t exist, so i thought it didn’t. i was horribly fooled lol. as, uh, i am about to rant about; do you mind? u don’t have to read it, i won’t be offended, but halfway thru answering this ask it turned into a rant i wanted to release into the world lol, so sorry about that 😭😭😭
very important disclaimer!!! this is NOT about everyone. ABSOLUTELY NOT. most of you are absolutely amazing people, and i assure you if ur worried this is about you, it’s prob not lol
ANYWAYS!!!
im kind of feeling i was betrayed?? ig? i rlly believed everyone was so kind, and look what i know now. it genuinely seems like people are gaslighting themselves. how else do they only see our ‘harm?’ yeah, our fandom is known for being passionate, but saying we’re known for kindness is starting to make me sick. maybe we were, i know a lot of us still are, but throwing that out there in the middle of your hypocritical hate post seems like justification for the shit things people have been saying. you can say no wrong so long as you’re here. only people who don’t agree with you. so yeah, fuck krash and ljc and anyone else who doesn't agree!!! that totally shows how kind you are and how much you loved the fandom before we messed it up. nobodys visibly mad, cuz we're too scared to say shit!!!
i’ve seen too many examples of the contrary from the “victims,” wailing about how cruel we are the second they disagree with someone. (in a highly hypocritical manner, at that.) “everyone was so happy before this!” no, they weren’t, that’s why i brought it up. “stop bringing hate to this fandom! now let me fucking berate you!” do you even hear yourself? “nobody even cared before, we were all content!” we weren’t all content, we were just silent. it sometimes looks the same.
someone even declared they were leaving the fandom because ‘one person wanted to stop show saving efforts entirely because it traumatized them, and this is no longer a safe place.’ like, what? where did you even get that? for one, there were at least two of us posting together, and that’s just barely knowing anything about what’s happening. thats not even touching on how one of us (idk who the op of that post was talking about, it’s a 50/50 lol) made the fandom an unsafe place for our personal gain. what?
hella kind. hella safe on their part.
another said they saw only old fans agreeing about this so it’s just us being pissed about change. it’s us hating the show. me and ljc being upset about not being the only “big blogs” any more. our fandom is only for the elite, etc. fuck us. yet ljc is getting blackmailed. we’re getting hate replies. friends that try and help get attacked. misinformation spread. how did that even happen? we never once tried to hurt anyone; thank you to those who understand.
but to some, WE’RE the ones in the wrong.
do they SEE themselves? how hypocritical all of this is? or are their heads that far up in the ass of their petition and beloved fake idea of this fandom that they care about more than all of us?
now, this is where i add another “not everyone” message. not everyone is like this, this is not me saying i hate the petition or people who support it. hell, i signed the petition. twice. and once more from my mothers email.
i don’t regret the i love you posts i made, because i still do love this fandom, i am still absolutely here for the rest of yall. but DAMN if we weren’t hiding something under happy Save The Show, I Love Locknation! messages. perfectly smiling faces until they bite. i was surprised to see how many people did.
as if our previous problems weren’t enough, now it turned into this lol. no, that’s a lie, it didn’t. it already was, and i HATE THAT.
ig im kinda spoiled, i never really experienced hate like this from this fandom before. but now i know it happened BEFORE too, and that just pisses me off. it hurts coming from a group who says they love us. genuinely wacko (not the fun kind) behavior :[
i know this isn’t everyone’s experience, but it is mine, and enough others to make me wanna say this. and this is ofc me and @lucy-j-carlyle 's brand of hate, not yours. but it does happen and the constant chant that IT DOESN'T IT DOESNT IT DOESN'T isn't helping anyone. and now I know.
idk what im even saying anymore lol, sorry for ranting. what i mean to say is, thank you, and i wish things were better. and i love you kind people. im happy it’s most of you.
#💙💙💙💙#if people hate on the person who asks me this !!! you will have to get thru me (i am 5’4)#okay but pls i’ll take the fall. genuinely#they did nothing wrong#im the one who answered in rant form#lockwood and co#literally idk what just happened sorry for the word vomit
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girl who is cursed to be a gelatin ballistics dummy that gets off by being absolutely positively destroyed and torn to shreds by the end of the day. fortunately a new one of her respawns at midnight
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#my boss asked me if i want to become a team manager but there’s no salary increase coming with it??#when companies act like the ‘opportunity’ of the role itself is reward enough i really just…. ??????#the amount of additional responsibility and deliverables the huge scope the people management why would i do all that for free?#so done with the corporate world how do i get out!!!!!#how can i be paid to be in nature and work with my hands pls#but paid enough to cover the costs of living in a capital city in the year 2024#🫠🫠#i genuinely should switch careers but idk how#how do i know what i actually want to do#is this what a mid life crisis is
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my dilf experience:
Met him (37) on tinder when I was 19 so I could lose my v card. We went to get dinner and then went back to his apartment omg I’m literally writing this wondering how I literally didn’t die what if he was a weirdo - anyways!!! he left me on his bed for 20 mins while he ran to tesco to buy condoms 😭😭😭
girl-
#I’m sorry but what a loser pushing 40 and picking up teenage girls on tinder 😭😭#I’m really glad you’re ok and live to tell the tale bestie#BUT LIKE#idk what to say to these ones where the girl is genuinely like too young for this type of thing IN MY OPINION#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#pls understand where I’m coming from#cos with this blog for some reason answering some of these asks I feel like this type of responsibility IDEK UOW TO EXPLAIN IT#but girl your experience happened in the past sooooo#DAMN U COUDLVE BEEN KIDNAPPED SOCKSKXKSK
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What are your thoughts on sam and empathy?
Warning this is really long 😭 thanks for the ask anon:
Are we talking in an overarching canonical context? A soulless context or an autistic coded context?
If we’re talking canon, I find that Sam is an empathetic person because of his upbringing and he tries to be as empathetic as possible. It’s natural that he feels empathy for people who’ve experienced difficult lives. And also even building off of the demon drinking thing and the psychic thing: I think he does feel empathy, and can express that by relating his experiences to those people.
I think if we tie in the autistic coded component of empathy to canon here (from my own personal autistic experience), I can come to the conclusion that overall sam might struggle with expressing empathy.
I personally think his whole “puppy dog eye” thing is more of an exaggerated “display” of empathy rather than a genuine organic expression of empathy.
Which does not mean he does not experience empathy at all, but just means that he is attempting to express empathy in a way that neurotypical people organically express empathy. Or in other words putting on an exaggerated display of empathy so that people know he is feeling empathetic because he might struggle with facial expressions, and or he worries that if he does not put on an exaggerated display of empathy then people will think worse of him.
Hope this makes sense and I don’t sound crazy. And I hope that this is what you were asking. Ahh
#ask treach#hope this makes sense and or answers the question you were asking sorry if it’s all over the place idk if this is really the correct words#and or phrasing of this#this is genuinely a scary ask to answer ahh pls don’t kill me
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my wife is genuinely the best person in the entire world
#i just cried extremely hard cause she put on food prep videos and is getting my antibiotics#and like genuinely i have never been with someone who actually takes care of me when im Extra Unwell#honestly most people in my past have either str8 up ignored/neglected me when I'm ill#and like yk we live our lives so i dont get sick as often bc when i get even a little ill its very easy for my body to spiral like this#but the fact she just. knows exactly how to care for me. asks me what i want. lets me maintain my personhood WHILE caring for me#she is genuinely one of my favorite people in the entire world. she means everything and im so lucky to have the honor of knowing her#also idk if this seems like overkill of a reaction to this but pls know ive literally had multiple emergency surgeries bc of neglect#so like this is a VERY big deal for me
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heres me manifesting (by posting on fucking tumblr LMAO) that I WILL have a partner b4 this year ends✅️but not just any partner. Someone that will love me for me and all of me. I won't have to hide who I am. They won't judge me for my background lore or things I'm still working on. They'll be gentle and understanding and help me grow..we can both help each other grow. They won't think I'm too chubby but instead admire my body and find beauty both outside and inside..especially inside. Someone that will always be interested in learning about me and my personality..figuring out why I may be afraid of things or love another. Not letting my masculinity make them feel any less of who they are. Making me feel safe..so safe that my nervous system is calm and I can finally heal. Someone that matches my energy and doesn't make me feel like being a goofy romantic music loving loser is not attractive. They arent afraid to love me publicly and dont think being cheesy is stupid. They dont judge me for my inexperience in life, but instead, lift me up and help me learn the things they know. I ofcourse will return all this energy and even more<3
#Also maybe they could be rlly swag in bed B]#Don't mind me being annoying on tumblr again#Silly love post lmao idk how tf to manifest fr#Can u tell I been single for too long#Are ppl like this even real#Genuinely:/ I can't be the only romantic left on earth bro#Please God I'm begging u just this one thing that's all I ask PLS#In all realness it's no super big rush#If this doesn't happen I will be going bye bye/j
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At first glance I really thought the king queen and consort was charmacden or macden and Maureen asdfjfghf. It's very good art though even though idk who those people are
macden and maureen lmfaoooo----
maureen seems to be the one ex of dennis' that mac wouldn't hook up with while he was pretending to be straight
thank you for the compliment!!
#she got too close to taking his man#mac's unconscious drive to get close to dennis by being inside all the same vaginas as him#sorry anon you didn't ask for these comments#also idk if anyone actually ships this but pls know i'm joking and you have my support 🫡#machineasks#EDIT: also i'm encouraging everyone to watch vebture bros ok??????#if you genuinely enjoy the brand of humor in always sunny i think you will like venture bros#just skip the first season you have my blessing
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Hello The mtt connoisseur, what do you think horror and dusts opinions on killers stages? Like seperatly (what do they think of stage 1, what do they think of stage 3 ...since they all act differently)
aghhhh dreaded killer related questions because as of right now my mind cant keep track of him and his lore and charactization. yeah i can admit my flaws,,, i'm not a PERFECT mtt fan i have my flaws and shift favorites from time to time. i remember back in march or something when killer was all i could think of. the olden days. anyways probably too focused on horror and dust as of rn BUT ITS OK!!! equilibrium will be reached one day. ANYWAYS hmmm hmmm let me ponder
i already made a post about horror and stage 3 a while ago where horror would lure stage 3 in to test new traps he came up with and stage 3 would blindly chase after him and get hurt in the process because he's just locked in on killing horror. i think horror in that post was definitely a bit ooc he wouldn't be THAT active when it comes to killer but it was just a fun idea i had back then. anyways i do think that horror would think similarly to what i said in that post. killer stage 2 is usually really composed and secretive and precise with what he does that horror finds it absolutely hilarious when killer looses all that composure and just turns into a feral dog or some bullshit like that (AS IF HE DOESN'T HAVE SOMETHING SIMILAR WITH HIS HUNGER EPISODES????). although horror does value his life a shitton more than i made him in that post (that would probably be a closer friend group type of dynamic between the mtt) since there are times where i think it could be interpreted that horror wouldnt be the type of guy to fall for natural selection: killer edition. stage 3 is funny to him but he wouldn't approach cus he knows damn well he would NOT make it out unscathed‼️‼️ like watching an angry gorilla at the zoo. horror can laugh at it and all that but no way in hell is he approaching the glass
dust with stage 3??? uhhh i think he'd be more on the concerned side when faced with stage 3. and no not for killer because he really couldnt care less about killer's stage shifts he'd probably just wait for him to calm down like someone waiting for a kid to stop throwing a tantrum or something. nnnnahhh but i think he'd definitely be a bit put off by killer's sudden agression like stage 2 is agressive but not unless he needs to be. it's the same thing with horror where the shift from stage 2's way of acting compared to the unrestrained way that stage 3 acts is jarring to him. like a majority of people would he'd stay away from stage 3 killer. not like watching an animal from behind zoo glass but more like those national geographic channels where they put hidden cameras in the wilderness to take footage. something like that. he'd moniter killer from afar. i think he MIGHT be curious about the sudden shift and what caused it and all that but dust is too apathetic to care much aside from a little brainstorming. that's killer's business he's not gonna mess with it esp after seeing what stage 3's like
alright now onto stage 1! i think after seeing how different killer is in stage 1 compared to stage 2 he'd definitely feel a bit of pity and sympathy because like. killer seems GENUINELY sorry about what he did and all that bullshit and how he is. it reminds him a bit of himself back when he first did those few genocide runs in dusttale and maybe dust would be more open to talking to killer in stage 1. but again i dont think dust would be one to push or snoop like that. if killer wants to talk to him then he can be the one to initiate conversation but like i said earlier dust definitely doesnt care enough to make any effort. some mild curiosity and pity here and there and he's moved on already. plus he wouldn't forgive killer for all the shit he hates him for THAT easily. dust is the MASTER of holding grudges i swear. he and horror are tied actually idk. no nvm horror wins (because horror is consistently hateful towards undyne while dust madd a truce with the human before even if it wasn't genuine) but still that doesn't mean that dust cant hold a nasty grudge. he'd still hate killer no matter what like ever. because the mtt wouldn't be able to just get over their beef like that (and i dont think they EVER would. the trio's characters are all just too different for them to ever fully move on in a canon esque scenario)
horror's an interesting one in regards to stage 1 i think. like ngl i think he would actively avoid him. or at least like throw an insult towards stage 1 here and there and whys that??? because i think horror would ALSO see himself in stage 1 like dust with all the guilt and grief and the regret that stage 1 has and that just hits a LITTLE too close to home with horror's own personal demons even if their situations are different. because the mtt all used to be eachother. they all used to be the same guy. and stage 1 is the most "sans-like" killer will ever get so seeing a guy that you used to be the same existence with change into a guy with issues that you can relate and understand the feelings of irks horror. and he gets defensive and deflective and snappy when he feels that his privacy is being intruded on so even being around stage 1 would just tick off horror. it's like seeing a mirror of your past self but more pathetic because like dust horror hasn't forgotten that this IS still KILLER after all. similarly to stage 3 he'd think its pathetic that killer's lost his composure but not in a humorous way but in a genuinely demeaning way
UGH i hope that's a decent answer i am NOT locked in at all with killer lore as of rn. especially his stages. i only ever really care about stage 2 mostly and the others,,,, the others get thrown into the trash. JK(fashion) but actually even though this question was honestly a bit uncomfortable to think about (BECAUSE WHAT IF IM WRONG OR SOMETHING???) it was actually also really fun to think about since i rarely ever explore mtt dynamics with stage 1 or stage 3. i keep on coming up with so many ideas with stage 2 but i've yet to post a hc specifically about the other two (aside from the horror and s3 one) surpringly BUT that just goes to show how amazing the mtt can work together :3 i've yet to run out of ideas for the mtt even when i stick to my usual format!!!! just goes to show how amazing the mtt are they are so cool and have so many parallels and mtt best trio mtt best group mtt best EVERYTHING
#DAMN two questions in a day. heh.... cant keep the anons off me#idk if there's much left for me to say??? i dont think i have any mkre thoughts on this#i think i like the interactions that s1 would have with horror and dust a lot more than i thought here#UGH mtt stop being so amazing i swear i cant describe just how great they work together#i think this was actually wayyyy more canon compliant than i thought. ESPECIALLY horror and s1#see guys. if you spend hours over analysing every line horror says you too can be a horror know it all#THANK YOH FOR THE WUESTIONS ANON I SWEAR TO GOD YOU KEEP ON ASKING BANGER AFTER BANGER I CANNOT!!!!!#these questions are requiring me TO ACTUALLY THINK instead of just making something that satisfies my need for mtt#i love all my mtt content but being forced to think outside the box to answers your asks is genuinely so fucking fun and amazing i love kt#KEP TJEM COMING PLS!!! or dont. [AS]. ok but actually if you have more mtt related questions i'd shoot myself to get a chance to answer#tricule asks#gshaewru strikes again
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If y’all know me, you know I hate asking for help…. So I’m very sorry to have to now.
I start a new (part time) job next tuesday.. but I gotta get gas to make it there before I’ll get paid. If you can help, anything at all would be so much appreciated!
Paypal
Venmo
Cashapp
It’s totally cool if you can’t/don’t want to.. sharing is of course helpful too
I can do some quick sketches / phone doodles in return, just message me and lmk if you want! I’m open to drawing most things (within reason..) here’s some recent examples, and my art tag
#help#how do u tag these..? im so sorry#donation post#is fhat the tag..? srsly pls help lol im clueless#this is far from an official commission post btw i genuinely mean just doodles right now#my hands and drawing tablet don’t work enough to do finished pieces rn#but seriously.. i hate asking for $ so know that i dont do this lightly#i have nothing left rn and im the only one in this house whose got a job for now#im trying so hard not to panic 😖#also i feel weird putting all three links but idk what people use and i’ve had to download all 3 for different family members…
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