#idk might delete 😕

[fortheb0ys]

I wanna dress Will Graham up all nice and pretty just to mess him all up again :3

BROOO YOU GOT ME THINKING!! Give me like two sentences and I could go on and on if I'm feeling it. So I offer you my ramblings🤲

Does anyone remember that one Criminal Minds episode where this lady collects human dolls?!?

Well, make that into male reader insert <(´･ω･`<)

CW Sorry, i realized I don't put these often : reader is a serial killer and will is profiling him, reader views people as objects, reader can't tell what's real and will uses that to his advantage, will refers to himself as a 'sex doll', murder (not too descriptive), reader loses his virginity, sex, stalking, kidnapping, obsessive behavior NOT PROOFREAD ENDING IS RUSHED!

FEM ALIGNED + MINORS DNI

You watched Will from a distance, become fascinated by Will's beauty. His curly hair, his facial structure, his build, his everything.

He haunted you. You saw him everywhere you went.

Will was different from the rest. A body of pure perfection. The others ones in your collection were unamusing, marred in compaison to him.

Once you've had gotten your hands on him, your collection fell neglected. Left on the shelf to collect dust. Disposed of them when they broke.

Will was your prized doll like one of those vintage Christmas Barbies.

Once you've finally gotten your hands on him you noted he wasn't in perfect condition. It was quite clear under closer eyes, a few nicks and scratches. You'd treat him better than anyone else would. You wanted to keep him from farther damage.

At first, Will was a bit hard to play with. His face model was always in a scowl. Brows knitted in anger.

You thought about redoing his face, scraping off the base and painting a new one. Thoughts about the last time you've done it deterred your decision. Their faces had always came out disfigured, never getting quite right.

His hard shell didn't deter your love for him. You treated him gently, bought things for him, making small conversations at your little tea parties. His anger was met with your kindness.

It took a while till Will's shell chipped away. His scowl disappeared, replaced with a friendly smile. Happiness to see you home from you doll hunting.

Soon he became the best doll you've owned. A pleasure to have company with.

His voice box sounded much different from the others. The other doll yelled crude obscenities. Of course, their angry words didn't last long as taking out their boxes quieted them down.

Will was kinder. He was more willing to carry a conversation. He'd let you play with him without protest. Let you play with him, brush his hair, change his clothes. The others were hard to move, their sticky joints refusing to move.

Of course, the hunt for new dolls didn't stop. Once Will met these new friends, he became cold. Back to the old Will.

Will never liked play to nice. Mean and unpleasant words were barked at the others. They broke quicker than anticipated. You'd find Will covered in red, broken dolls at his feet.

He'd plea that he was special. That you couldn't have any other dolls. He was the only one that's supposed to be in your collection. Red, teary eyes begging to be the only doll in your collection.

You pulled him into close embrace, feeling his pounding heartbeat against your chest. Whispered promises as he cried at your every word.

Your precious Will, beautiful yet so broken. You plege devotion solely to him.

Since than you only cared for Will. Every moment was spent with him.

He seemed to enjoy playtime as well. He'd sit quiet and pretty as you changed him. His hands always posed between his legs. His joints bent seamlessly as he shifted in his sit.

One day while picking his clothes for the day, Will made mention that he had working parts down...there. That they'd the react when played with.

He said he was a 'sex doll', that only he's the only one.

He guided you as you were inexperienced. Spoke you through each step. Your fingers nervously stretching him. Your eyes trained on Will's face, looking for any sort of discomfort.

Fingers still he's face contorts. You weren't sure if it was discomfort or pleasure. You weren't going to risk breaking your precious doll by testing which one.

Your hand begins withdrawaling from between him. Before you could do or say anything farther, Will's hand shoots forward to grasp your wrist.

"Don't fucking stop." Will growls as his grip tightly.

His eyes darken, a glint of something beneath them. Like there was a secret to be shared behind blown out pupils. It seems almost sinister.

Your heart skips a beat and your mouth goes dry and all you could do was give him a small nod. Sex brought out this side of an otherwise gentle Will. One you were not willing to challenge.

Once Will felt like he was fully prepped and ready, he made you withdrawal your soaked fingers. With shaking hands gripping your cock, guiding it to his ready hole. A hiss sounding from Will almost made you stop but you wouldn't dare to do that again.

It felt so fucking good. Stinking in inch by inch. His hole stretching to fit your cock. His insides warm and wet. Pleasure consuming your entire being.

Did all dolls feel like this? Why haven't you tried this before?

Once Will completely bottomed out, he gave you a slight squeeze. You had to hold yourself back, nearly cumming after only just a moment.

Your eyes shut tight as your head falls against Will's chest, trying to focus on breathing. Shaking breaths timed with Will's heartbeat.

A sharp kick to your side, a signal that Will wants you to move. Eyes snap open to look deep into Will's. That look still present, now even darker.

"Take it nice and slow." Will spoke sweetly behind a kind smile. He's gentle once again. Will's changes in mood were slightly off putting.

You began to move at a slow pace, sloppy as you tested the water. Thrusts were shallow and somber. Will's hand grip at your hips and begin guiding your movements.

"Follow my lead." He locked eyes while you felt the need to look away.

His hands push you forward establishing a rythm. Pushing in deep to hit something the made Will gasp and pulling out till your tip was the only thing in him.

You tried focusing on keeping the order as you roll your hips into him but everything felt so good your mind went numb. Will's grunts turned into moans as you kept nailing the spot in him that made him sing.

You push your entire weight onto, trying to reach deeper and deeper. Confidence is now yours when Will clenches around you. The heat is suffocating, sweat pools down your back.

One of his hands leaves your hips, guiding yours onto his weaping cock. Your fingers tightens around it, jerking it in rythm with your thrusts. White drips for his tip on his stomach. He's as close as you.

Your thrusts finally lose pace and your thrusts become shallow once again as you feel like the end is near. Will pulls you in a kiss, swallowing your little sounds, cumming together. White paints your bodies.

You pant as you collapse on top of Will. Your eyes fall heavy as you focus on catching your breath.

"Will you stay with me forever, doll?" You plead once the room had fell silent.

"Till time separates us."

You pull Will close, your head against his neck. In that moment he felt real, almost human. Like his heart beat just as yours. Like flesh and bone.

[samandcolbypost]

Sam stop being stubborn and listen to Colby for once. DONT GO ALONE. 3 years ago taught you nothing? 😭

I don’t really think it’s accurate but at least the first part meats the first part is what I’m talking about.

Sagittarius

“It's not that they are stubborn per se; it's that they won't listen to anyone who tells them what to do. Sagittarians are adventurous and open-minded, so they're willing to consider new ideas and learn from people. It's just these free-spirited individuals cannot be controlled or manipulated.”

Sam really needs to listen. It wasn’t fair for Colby because it was supposed to be both of yours big moment, but I don’t think it’s right to judge Sam especially because it was something he needed to find out too. He could’ve just woke up Colby and at least let him know, especially for safety since no one else was awake during that time and something could’ve happened. Colby was mad and he had every right to be, also because Sam casually mentioned it while they went to the basement. 🤦🏻‍♀️ But they communicated in a healthy way so that’s something at least. (I’m actually glad to see that because now we know what they do when they fight and it’s even more of a reason to love them) yea show us how it’s done! Some thing we all need to learn from.

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Colby threw the tick down only to go back in and grab water. 💀

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Okay everything I just wrote didn’t even save soo I’m going to have to try again. 🙃

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I love this down to earth moment after what they were told about “were okay” moment.

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I hope Colby is okay going into the woods especially since they’ve been warned. We see him running at the end so I’m hoping that means he goes back to the house.. also hoping they have walkie talkies just in case.

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We all know Colby is some kind connection because he feels energy sometimes, but can we talk about how twice Sam has done the Estes method he started shaking. I don’t know if it’s a connection per say, but it’s definitely weird. He felt like something was pushing him down, and the last time he felt he couldn’t even move. (I felt like Colby was still mad from the prior conversation because when he said “what were you doing” I was like 👀 I’m glad he realized to take him out of it at least, because I couldn’t even see him shaking on camera) I might be over analyzing why I think Colby said that too but anyways.

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I don’t mind Larray and Bella. I don’t think it added anything to the video like some have said, but overall it wasn’t horrible.

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I still am sticking to my box theory with Cody and Satori. I don’t think they’re horrible people but I also think they are lying up a storm. I feel somehow sound can be manipulated to sound closer and further away, and a lot of the sounds comes from Cody’s area..

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Sam and Colby tried the method and it didn’t work except for what they heard at the very last moment. I kinda wished it worked for them but I figured. 😕

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The camera equipment not working was kinda freaky I won’t lie. The fact it does this a lot even with their batteries being full. Also who or what was coming up the stairs?? I feel it could be the 4th tour guide or Zach, but how Colby responded on Twitter says otherwise. I guess the spirit just wanted to make an appearance in the video.

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I’m rewatching clips as I do this to remember (which is how this got deleted to begin with 🤦🏻‍♀️). Anyways, someone just posted a clip and you can see something outside the window when Colby is standing by the window, either about to go into the well or when they finished the Estes method idk.

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Props for them staying in the rooms by themselves I could never. Especially when it’s a haunted house and knowing anything could happen.

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I could never go to the graveyard like they both did, and Colby going in the next video. Hell no. I don’t do bugs, ghost, the dark, and especially when I am warned.

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Dave being a Dave 🤪😡 I’m kinda scared of Dave but I hope it’s just messing with them.

I don’t know how spirits can travel through the water? I thought they can’t leave the house unless they died outside or something. So I’m not sure how the aquifer could let them travel.

Somewhat of an Ep 2 review because I didn’t do it

Believe: Josh getting touched because he wasn’t even moving, the scrapping noise, the door opening.

Not believe: Satori and Cody, the one small door opening on its own. Do the owners/caregivers just stay there or something? I can’t say anything about this house if they are just chilling in a random room while S&C investigate. I think they stay in a different house but I also don’t know for sure.

I’m on the fence about the noises again I wish I could know the truth.

[jiminjeonging]

idk if those people new to kpop but rps has been a thing since forever 😭 like yunho and jaejoong from tvxq admitted they have read yunjae fanfics before. heechul from suju also read fanfics about him and his bandmates (cmiiw). back then was wilder tbh sm literally made a show for those men to act gay for each other. ships are actually pretty common in kpop fandoms. like just bcs camren stop interacting with each other doesn’t mean jmj will do it too. jmj are kpop idols, they have been together since they were teenagers, they know a lot about fan culture since they were once fangirls too while camren aren’t. not to mention taeny was big asf back then and you think jm wasn’t aware of the biggest duo of the group she stans, please be fr.

mys and 4th gen fandoms in general are so strict with the way how people having fun in kpop. it’s no longer fun in here. i have seen yaoi enjoyers always get a pass but somehow yuri enjoyers (especially jmj) get jumped for merely breathing. policing people how to have fun is one of the reasons why people leave the fandom. but i know they won’t care since all they think about is bragging the girls’ achievements and making shady tweets about other groups.

anyways i’m tired of seeing hate tweet after hate tweet after hate tweet. tumblr is really the only safe space for jmjers lol. might as well just delete twitter. sorry for the long rant nat. 😕

oh btw about the ryurina on your ask earlier they are k akgaes that’s why they didn’t acknowledge jmj couple cases and hyping ryurina instead. saying they love the “true friendship” like mj didn’t spend her teens with jm and vice versa. 😂

this omg!! shipping has been a part of kpop for forever and ppl that been staning western artists come into fandoms and try to change the rules like im sorry but thats not how things work around here!!

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

SVREAMS

AXEL I ONLY GET MY PHONE FOR LIKE 10MINS-AN HOUR A DAY AND USUALLY I USE THE TV NOW BUT ITS KN A MORE VISIBLE PLACE SO NO TUMBLR AND IDK MY MOM WAS TAKING JY PHONE RN BUT I WAS LIKE PLZ 5MINS

my entire life is in disarray but also kinda in a good way also someone stalkedme from ur blog and sent me an ask in arabic ab how i shouldn't be veiled and calling men honey or sum😭😭😭

UM

my parents kinda saw texts between me and M and at some point they thought i was in love w him😻🙏

glad that bits over

i have a cute flip phone for coaching now!1!

not allowed to talk to M anymore😞 but hes a just silly guy😕 a lil cutie patootie☹️

might get my phone back at the end of may thoooo praying 🌷🎀

uhhh idk what else is happening

board exams r in 1 month😭

ive been craving ice cream but parents arent allowing..

UH if im not here for my baby toges smau just letting everyone know iM FIRST

uhhhhjjj

oh ! she might go thru my phone anytime so i deleted all sus apps💔💔

but like otherwise life is great ive started studying again!1!1!!!

ILY AXEL😞🙏 MISS U EVERY DAY FR

and also sweetlyvibe and mixzimi💔 the 4lifers

also like M is cute

visually

but his personality is so ass sometimes i wanna murder him😭😭😭

we're also meant to be cuz we both fall off things! [me when im running down the stairs, him when he has a bike accident going down a hill at 60kmh<3]

BYE AXELLLLL

literally what the hell is going on in ur life rn omg??? 😭😭

GLAD THAT BITS IVER HELP UMMM YASSS FLIP PHONES i love flip phones i miss mine

NO MORE M NAURRRRR but hopefully u do get back ur phone in may!!!

boo for board exams and no icecream 😞

honestly at this rate u might be back before toge’s smau LMFAO but if not trust u will be first in spirit🤞🤞🤞

ILY AND MISS U TOO BAEEEE TAKE CARE OF URSELF 🫡🫡🫡🫡

(i tgink both u n m should wear helmets and protective gear at all times)

BYE BYE TILL NEXT TIME !

[iceyrukia]

liberal feminists be like: oh there’s rampant pedophilia, incest, misogyny, sexual abuse, rape, racism, human trafficking in the porn industry? really? well I’ll be dammed that sucks :( I didn’t notice even though I go to these sites and see videos titled: “ TINY ASIAN ( BARELEY LEGAL ;) ) TEEN SLUT GETS HUMILIATED BY STEP-FATHERS BIG WHITE COCK”. and the suggested video with a thumbnail showing a prepubescent girl-oh I mean women (I’m sure it’s a women people wouldn’t post a lil girl right??) in pigtails sitting in a pink bedroom filled with children’s toys looking innocently up at the camera isn’t wierd. yes that might be a kid but let’s not assume the worst that’s just a women that likes pigtails, and toys so don’t assume ok. also ur a weirdo for thinking that way actually ur the pedophile for pointing it’s out me thinks 😕. oh I forgot we were talking about those aesthetics in the context of porn. hmmm well idk what if a women likes it so stop 🛑 with all the infantilism #supportallwomen. and no let’s not question why any man would to fuck a women that resembles a child. as long as it’s not a lil girl it’s not actual pedophilia it’s just a kink u judgey prude. plus those aren’t the norm in porn what kind of videos are you watching LoL I only 🤥 watch every other video that casually uses the words “ bitch/whore/slut/ cum dumpster” as replacement for the word women tho HAHAHA just normal kink stuff ya know and stop slut shaming me becuz it’s not misogynistic since I’ve reclaimed the words slut and bitch 😤 like I’m so cunty 🥵 for that ughhh it’s just #badbitch things you wouldn’t get it 🤪. no you don’t get it by calling myself a slut it cancels out the history of the word and I’m sure the men watching these videos don’t associate sex as an act of hate towards women. constantly jacking off to “ slut devours my dick” only rewires men’s brains to see women as human being even more. oh tbh I only watch feminist lesbian porn because I support women😏. uuummm no it doesn’t mimics the dynamics of straight misogynistic porn and doesn’t cater to voyeurisric creepy men what are you taking about??? shut up stop trying to ruin everything. gurl alllsooooooo gay porn exists so much idk why you’re trying to claim all porn is bad. this is NOT comparable in any way to men saying that women should stop taking about rape because men can also be raped ok because uhhh porn makes me horny and that’s all that matters so there #notallporn. ✊WeLL Anywayzz like I was sayin uh damn 😔 I hope all the human trafficking and rape stops. I hope all of that junk * motions vaguely* gets regulated soon in order to soothe my guilty conscio- I mean for the safety of all those women getting abused. wait ur saying that it should be our priority as feminists to stop this??? nahhhh I think the men running these sites making profit out of actual rape videos have our best interests in mind they’ll come around! also what if all the good ethical porn by the totally consenting sex workers gets deleted as collateral damage for going after these companies. Ur so insensitive and short sited god 😬 im sure the millions of porn videos out there will be screened and regulated don’t worry!! even if a women is traumatized by her rape video floating around it doesn’t take precedent over the other good videos ur being unfair. like I freakin said #notallporn. oh you can never really tell whether porn is consensual????? well, YOU can’t tell that it isn’t so there 🤷‍♀️# unoreversecard # checkmate. ur just being a negative nancy 🙄 anyways until that time comes when the porn industry magically regulates itself I’m still gonna watch porn sooo yea- oh now wut do you have to say? hmmm? the existence of pornography and my bdsm kink are all due to living under a misogynistic patriarchal society?? Impossible!!! how can it be bad if it makes me feel good 😂 that’s stupid af. socialization? oh I’m immune to that because I’m a strong independent smart women stop patronizing me. it’s makes me feel good to wank off to porn so it can’t be bad how many times do I have to tell you????

[tractorbeamofwoe]

The lives all seemed to be pretty close together time wise too. He might have been going through some stuff at the time. They were all around 2017, I'm sure the South America tour where they were all drunk was around the same time. Since 2017 he's seemed pretty quiet, it was only the live he did this year. I've never heard anything about him trashing a hotel room in Argentina, he was obviously drinking on that tour but from the videos he seemed way more happy then than his lives which always felt kinda sad. He does seem to get more emotional when he's drunk. I'm sure if he was sober he would think more before going live and saying how his dad is a cunt, or even the stuff about Van. There is a video somewhere from a few years ago after a show where a fan made a joke to Bondy about the lives (it might have been the Harambe thing) and Bondy said he can't remember what he said. I don't know whether he actually forgets what he's done when he's drunk if he was just uncomfortable being asked about it. But it didn't seem like something he was proud of or wanted bringing up. I'm sure the video is still on the internet somewhere.

Yeah i’ve got it here in case anyone hasn’t seen it

He sounded kinda beat up saying he had to delete the app cause he went on it drunk all the time, so he must have some awareness of what goes on whether he wakes up afterwards and sees or someone mentions it to him idk 😕

[honeykaes]

Sorry I might be missing something but was there a picture of you? Like did you post smth and I didn’t see? Idk man I’m just kinda confused 😕🤛. -🍵

Yeah, I occasionally post a selfie n delete it

[okeylokiyuh]

lokiii ))): i miss chatting with u 😭😭🫶🏼🫶🏼 im taking break on tumblr bcs of uni geez even in holiday week im still busy and dont have time to finish my fics!! anyways are you doing great?? how abt ur study is everything okay? and abt yedam and mashiho, i really want to burn all yg staffs thay responsible for the mistreatment!! they act like mashi and yedam left the group!! ffs yg, you cant even pay the bills without treasure🤥

also i hv been exploring new things these days! i start watching anime (i never watch anime hehe) and currently i watched spyxfamily. the anime is so good🫶🏼 but i heard from my friends usually happy anime will ended up sad ending....... (a moment of silence here) and i also starting writing my personal thoughts into some journal, i am type of person who love to hide my true feelings and didnt talk much abt anything that bothering me, so i decided to write all of my thoughts in one book, i can say it's a yes from me cause i felt relieved?? when i shared my feelings on the paper, somehow i feel like ease the burden??

lastly, i dont stan le serrafim(idk how to spell) bcs of garam's case but their debut song is on another level, every second i find myself dancing the chorus😔🖐🏻 and kazuha, one of their members..... lord she is so beautiful LIKE HOW I CANT FALL IN LOVE WITH HER WHEN SHE SLAYED?😔😔 japanese blood is something else i tell u

so how's your day/week/month?? mind to share with me!!

ahh, jaecha!! 🥺 it's been so long, i missed you too!! gosh, i totally feel you. my exams are over and it's the holidays, but i'm still so busy (+ my mum keeps telling me to lower my screentime, so that also sucks!) but i hope you are doing well, my love! even if things get too busy, i hope you have time to rest! please make sure you are eating well and drink lots of water to stay hydrated! 😤👊

(this got very long, so everything is under the cut!)

i'm not really sure about the mashidam case, but i saw on the dash that yge cut off their pictures or smth in a promo post? like hello ??? my babies are on a hiatus, they didn't leave the group. like, yge this is the product of your own work? 🙄 y'all forced them to work so much, they were forced to go into break ?? in fact, this should be everyone on break and not just two members, bc after a comeback, comeback promotions, plus two concerts, that's a lot of work! "yge, you can't even pay the bills without treasure" ndsfjsdhbf say it louder, jaecha!!! 😣🙏

that's very nice!! i also started watching spyxfamily and started reading the manga too bc i'm too impatient to wait for the series! hm ... about that theory, tho :( i mean they are right in certain instances, but since this anime is still being written, i'm sure the author will bring a happy ending BC WHO CAN BREAK POOR ANYA'S HEART 😭 </3

wah, i don't remember the last time i had a diary bc my entire family would go through them! that is great, jaecha! i'm glad you found smth to let out your feelings on, bc bottling your feelings isn't great in the long term 😊💖 i usually record a voice message to send to my best friend, but as soon as i'm done, i delete instead of sending it. but my mind feels at ease bc i feel like i've said it to someone? idk it's just me tricking my own mind into thinking so, but it helps!

oof le sserafim's debut song is just 😘🤌 a masterpiece frz. the chorus is so catchy i'm wondering if they've done some magic on it to make sure everyone gets hooked once they listen to it. AHH KAZUHA 😫😫 IS JUST SO BEAUTIFUL I FEEL YOU 😭 omgomg frz japanese blood has some different like magic innit bc like dang everyone be visual sculptures

my month went okay-ish, i guess? 😕 i finished my exams, and they were very hard, so i guess i might have to repeat some? but that is not an issue bc our lecturers have told us that no one passes exams on the first try, esp in second year. but still it terrifies me bc my mum keeps pressuring me since she's stressed these days too 😔

but in good things !!! my best friend's brother's wedding on the 8th, and i was invited to it which was exciting bc i've never been to big functions like that without my family! 😅🥰 it was amazing, i kinda teared up seeing the ceremony, and then had my fill of good food and desserts and even danced a little! i was introduced to my best friend's churchmates and everyone was like 'oh yeah ik you bc you are always on xx's whatsapp statuses' 😳 and literally i just realised how much my best friend posts about me for no reason. everyone and their mums knew about me and it was so 😬 overwhelming, but also a relief at the same time, bc i'm not the most social person! 😅

then i also met my friend's ex (they broke up on mutual terms) and it was my first time seeing him irl and his eyes are so pretty but then he reminded me that he's seen practically every message i've sent my bestie (none of them were bad!! i'm just very crazy when it comes to texting) and i was so embarrassed but he was very kind about it 😔🙏

and i goofed around while we were waiting by singing thinking out loud by ed sheeran (bc that's what the live band was playing) and i didn't think was that loud bc the hall was pretty noisy but my friend's churchmates all complimented my voice and asked if i wanted to replace my friend in their church's choir! 😂 it was fun bc we all kept collectively teasing my best friend, and she didn't mind bc she said she was like i was making friends since i was always home and never went out and stuff

this was all in one day, but i feel like i made a month full of memories, honestly!! 💗💗💗

[angelicsunflowerz]

May 28th 2022

Good morning ☀️

Update on my week so far … it started out good but I messed it up 😔🥺,

I am not even mad just extremely sad about it. It started on Wednesday or something when tumblr deleted my account so i had to make this one. It’s just not the same anymore back in the day you could really express yourself now you have to be so careful with what you post which leads to people being more depressed. This year I already made more than 4 accounts they keep being deleted. I posted too much ED things i guess but they have to understand that this is our safe place the only place we can be ourselves this was always allowed, it’s like giving a child a blanket fort and then tearing it down to the ground and getting mad at them for being there 😕.

Anyways I started the week with a 24 hour water fast it went really well and then low calories the whole week but yesterday I had to babysit for my oldest sister and i binged so much there idk why. I stepped on the scale today and i gained a few pounds. I won’t fast today i might eat a piece of fruit and then a lot of the splash 💦 (water) and black coffee ☕️ I’ll keep you updated

Whoever might read this , have a good day! I love you and stay safe 🤞🏼❤️

[blueathens]

Not her friends told her about it. A fan wrote him about it and he replied and asked what account.

The fanpage is now deleted. Ngl I think the person behind it needs help.. this is not normal. Also I do hope she is not going to do something terrible because she seemed a little.. unhinged. 😕

ohhhh right

i hope nothing bad has happened to her and that she understands bout the privacy thing and stuff, but yh i hope she isnt going through anything - she might be alright and just enjoys doing stuff like that idk but i hope she is okay :)

[notyobabygirl]

hi idk if you remember but like 2-3 weeks ago i sent in about how there was a fake tinder account of me and i didn’t know if my boyfriend was gonna break up with me or not because he didn’t believe me at all. he had originally “broken up” with me but eventually came around and stayed with me. so big update: we stayed together for these past few weeks and there were days where he would get very upset about it, and there were days where we were perfect and he wouldn’t even mention it. 5 or 6 days ago we had a really amazing conversation about our future, how he wants to heal after this and grow together as a couple because he still doesn’t 100% believe me that the tinder wasn’t mine, and that he wants to get past this. it seemed like he truly meant it and i was ecstatic about it. but then 3 days ago he broke up with me (again) because he was upset about it again. i think one of his friends might have mentioned it to him and it made him think about it all over again. when he broke up with me he said things like “I’m so stupid for trying to convince myself that finding Tinder on your phone is okay and that we could make this work” “I don’t want to be with someone like you” “I will never trust you again” etc. idk if you remember but he saw my very old tinder account when he downloaded the app on my phone that i had the profile card hidden but never permanently deleted. and he permanently deleted the account as soon as he saw it so there’s no way for me to prove it was from a long time ago. so ya he broke up with me and everything he was saying really sucked to hear considering i didn’t do anything wrong. but i still understand how it can look like i did have a tinder recently and i don’t blame him for taking this hard. but then that same night after he broke up with me i asked him if i could bring him boba and come over and he said yes. he also said we would talk about it more but it was like 11:30 pm so we ended up just laying in bed and watched movies until we fell asleep. then sadly enough the next day he told me we were still broken up. i saw him again that night after halloween and we didn’t talk about our relation status or anything still, we just talked about each other’s nights and went to bed together. the following morning before i left he said he loved me but he hasn’t even texted me since then except to tell me we should talk. which is super confusing because when we’re together in person we act like a couple, but technically we’re broken up even though idk if he truly means we’re broken up? he could have just been saying that out of anger like he did before when he first found out about the tinder. but at the same time, him not texting me all day yesterday or today is super unlike him. other than texting me today saying we should meet up tomorrow and talk, but i don’t know what that means. i have no clue if it’s going to be good and he’ll want to stay together and work things out again. or if he really meant that we’re broken up this time because of the fake tinder. i’m so anxious and waiting to see him is killing me. the fact that he hasn’t been texting me at all makes me worried he really is over me. but at the same time like the way he acts with me in person and how he was saying he loved me that morning makes me have hope? i don’t know girl i’m really tripping over this. if he does really want to break up over this fake tinder i don’t know what to do. there’s literally no way for me to prove it wasn’t me. i tried emailing tinder like you said but it did nothing for me 😕 i haven’t eaten or been able to stop stressing since i left him the morning after halloween. like my nearing 2 years relationship might be done with over a fake tinder… how sad is that. i get why he doesn’t believe me about it, if i were him i wouldn’t either. but this really truly sucks. i’m praying our talk goes good and he can find it in him to move past this and realize that me and our relationship is worth it.

hi yes of course I remember you! at this point it has just been going on too long for him to be acting like this. its either he believes you or not, he can't keep changing his mind whenever he feels like it. it simply isn fair to you and pretty soon you are just going to be thinking when's the next time he's going to flip his switch and we break up because he doesn't believe me now. relationships is all about trust and without trust there's nothing. if you tell your boyfriend that that truly wasn't yours then he should trust you, even if it still might look sketch. hes playing games with you because he thinks he can and he has you under his control. you need to take that control back and be like look I don't know what you want me to say but that tinder wasn't mine, this isn't fair to me and its driving me insane and its either we break up or we get back together and you drop this stupid tinder thing because this is getting extremely toxic and ruining out relationship. I'm ngl theres a good chance hes going to be like okay we are done but that's because he is petty but he might come around. whatever happens in the end is meant to happen just trust me on that. lmk what happens ily

[my3amletterstoher]

Deep breathing in and out

Deep breathing in and out, cumming together, feeding each other , drifting off into eternal sleep together , 🐱💦💦💦💦,🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦💦,🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦💦,🐱💦💦💦,🐱💦💦💦💦💦,🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦💦🐱🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦🐱💦🐱💦💦💦💦💦💦🐱💦🐱💦💦getting out the shower🐱💦💦💦🐱💦rubbing your booty , holding you tight, drifting off into eternal sleep together 🤤🐱💦🤗😘🖤

💭🖤, Good morning baby , 😘🤗🖤, I woke up a lil late 😕, holding you in my arms 🤗🤗🤗, showers you with love 😘🤗🖤, kissing you on your lips , caressing your soft skin ,rocking you from side to side , you’re so perfect baby 😘🤗, 💭🖤🖤, showering you with love, 😘😘rrrr😘😘😘😘, wrapping you up in my arms, I hope you had a good night’s sleep 🖤🖤, muah 😘😘😘😘,holding you in my arms, kissing your forehead, what’s on your mind baby 💭🖤, only a few more weeks of school 🖤🖤, caressing your soft skin, you are such a GOD, rocking you from side up side,showers you with kisses 😘🤗😘🤗😘, you are so amazing 😩🖤 in every way 😘🤗😘🖤🖤, 🚀✨, you are so perfect , you are so beautiful 😘🤗😘, so sexy and intoxicating 😩😍, I love you so much , strokes your hair, and stares into your eyes, lemme see your face baby , lemme see your body, lemme see your lips baby 😍😘🤤🐱💦,no one compares to you , no one compares to me, that’s one of the many things I love about us , solidarity babyyyy,

🔥😍🤤

Yo this gives me Bruce Lee vibes a little , idk maybe cause he was fly, you are 2 but to the 10th power , plus he liked wearing that yellow jumpsuit , but I love that you had your sunglasses on, yellow/gold...everything 😩😍🖤😘🤗

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Keep it coming baby , hmmm...

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Lemme see your face, lemme see your lips, stroke a pose for me baby , you gorgeous af

Wait.. you flared up? Why?

I’m right here

You flared up because I didn’t see your picture on your IG until hoursssss later? It was because I was in my own world with you and I didn’t want any disturbances of any kind , I didn’t look on IG Story because lately it has been infested and I didn’t want to deal with that especially yesterday so I hope you understand , you already know how I feel about my birthday without going to a sob story but yeah BUTTTTT I heard a voice in my head (maybe it was you) and it said “go look” and you don’t know how good it felt to see you , how you make me feel and to see as I’m heading home signs of you/us that put the icing on the cake especially after she tried to get on your account and tried to fuck shit up but as always with anything there’s always signs of us

😍😍🤤

Why you cover your lashes tho 😑 throws a pillowpet at your head 😕 your eyebrow poppin though .

About to get in the shower , I’ll be back to checking your IG story too, cause I don’t want you to think I’m ignoring you

Lemme lick your eyebrow baby 😭😍, you gotta take some pictures too of yourself (more) cause you beautiful ,sexy af 😍🤤 my muse 😍🤤🐱💦and you’re so creative with it

Why you delete everything but that bullshit? Tf you should delete that bullshit too cause you know you don’t want it on there . Stop that yo , I loved interacting with you yesterday , you made my day as always .. I’m thinking you might have wanted to do more though but after you thought I ignored you but you still interacted with me after (which I appreciate) but I’m sorry gives you a big hug and a kiss 😘 😘😘😘😘😘 you’re the best baby 😘😘😘😘I swear you are 😩😘🤤😘😍😘😍you make my heart warm I’m out the shower I meant to say, I’m getting dressed, about to head out .. taking you with me .. gonna hop on the rail.. when i do I’ll be back in 15mins, holding you in my arms , kissing you on the lips, you and I against the world baby 🖤✨

Back in 15

Back 🖤

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

Guys I love and miss Gojo so much. I'll be having a good day and remember that he is in fact gone. Also I can't remember where I heard this, but I remember someone saying there was an official tweet or like statement, where they said that Gojo might come back but in a way we won't like. So now I'm sitting here making theories? Idek if its true, but if it gives me a thing to do so here I am. I don't my little Sukuna to die either, but if Choso dies to him Istg. I might start treating him the same way I did with Mahito when he killed Junpei (Rip Junpei, gone WAY too soon. Still grieving because he was a good character, and he didn't deserve what he went through. Like this poor kid trusted Mahito, and they literally ENDED off his mom, but Junpei had to find out personally. Then manipulated him into "getting revenge" on someone who didn't do it. ONLY TO HAVE HIS SOUL MANIPULATED TO BREAK DOWN YUUJI? The pain I felt at Junpeis "help me" was so immense. Sometimes I hope he'll come back, he had the WORST of it istg 😭 Bullied? Watching his mother die? Manipulated by a gross ass cursed spirit? Then dying in front of his only good friend?? It's actually insane. Ily Junpei </3, I miss him sm. Cause he honestly was a good character.. 😕

Anyways, what I'm saying is, it'll be different if Choso perished than when Gojo died. Just because Gojo was a really OP character, and it was necessary for Yuujis character, he needs to be the one to end off Sukuna, cause like yk? Sukuna caused him so much torment, lmaoo (it isn't funny but I'll preten). Like ig it would be necessary for Choso too, but it's just.. I mean he kind of JUST started to become a part in the actual story. So it'll be too tragic, and I'll sob, then never return to Jjk ever again. 😕

I'd also sob if and when Sukuna died too, because I grow a fondness of everyone. (I miss you Nanami.), I also grew a fondness of Toji. Which I didn't think I'd do when I first got into Jjk, but he redeemed himself with Megumi. I mean.. Sorta? Idk I just defend all the characters atp. Besides Mahito, he needed to fucking go. 😭 His wails are still in my head, as a reminder that he can't hurt anymore mfs. (I'm still HEAVILY grieving Nanami.) Anyways, sorry for the 2nd rant 😔

-👽 (Ignore this baesy)

i get so many like gojo theories on how he will come back on my twitter and ngl??? SOME OF THEM COOKED LIKE OKAYYYY WHY DOES IT MAKE SM SENSE???? but then i rmbr gege doesnt care that much LMFOAOAOAOAO gege wants this manga OVER WITH!!!!

sukuna can go do a backflip off a cliff for all i care fr. choso dies and i’m deleting my whole tumblr if i can’t be happy no one can.

nah cause junpei’s death was crazy not even bc of what u said but bc of how they make his ass look so important and integrated into yuji’s friend group ONLY FOR HIM TO DIE LIKE THAT LIKE OMG THATS SO SICK???? STOP PLAYING WITH ME

toji is just sexy idk that’s his only appeal to me like okayyyyy dilfff😍😍😍😍🤞🤞🤞🤞 stares at my toji oneshot idea….

ANYWAY STOP APOLOGIZING FOR UR RANTS THEY R ENTERTAINING 🫶🫶🫶🫶