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Homicipher OC ( spoiler warning )
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Im still in the progress of finishing the whole chapter of Homicipher and each of the characters endings, which got me thinking on a particular persons overall lore design, which is the mc of the game.
I might get some things wrong and or may mistake some pointers in the game so my bad in advance and i do would like some corrections if i do get some of the mcs lore inaccurate. So that being said the mc, how did they become a serial killer and or urban ghost legend in the game when us in the beginning started off as a normal school girl. Assuming the play through i have finished they for some how developed amnesia when they were a killer, which im trying to make sense how they started off to be that way in the beginning.
Which is probably the main reason why they became a killer in the first place was because of the starting point of homichiper it did mention of them going in the abandoned area because of a dare and or they got pear pressured by there “friends” or got peer pressured, which i assume by maybe some bullies of mc in there school.
So that made me think of making my own lore about the mc. So meet kazika akabane, a student who was peer pressured into going into a hunted abandoned area in which they unfortunately gotten into some very graphic and sensitive dilemmas when they were in the said building. Id like to add in the overall reason why they turned into a killer ghost.
Overall lore of Kazika akabane ( warning: graphic content / age inappropriate )
Kazika never had a privilege life, well in her terms.
Growing up in a mid class family and is at the edge of poverty isn’t really a “recommended” profile to have as student in the academy she is enrolled in.
She was one of the main targets of abuse in her campus, called names, outcasted, alienated, made fun off,and was spread rumors about there own family background, in which contained vulgar and sadistic sexual personal info.
Even if she did try to stand up for her family and herself, she couldn’t… despite the rumors being told everywhere in the campus it was all true, they had to do anything to survive.
Ending up to kazika gaining the well known title as “ That pathetic girl “
Thus her being taken advantage of to any person in that campus that was in her vision. “Friendly” towards her
“Come on kazika, it will be fun” a girl student from an upperclass barked. Her and 2 other male students behind her ganged up in the “support”. Kazika was playing truth or dare with these people, when suddenly when she “picked” dare, she was dared to go into this abandoned area in which was very well known for its haunted and curse encounters.
“I..” kazika hesitated “ can we change the dare… pleas-“ tsk. One of the men behind her scoffed as the girl sighed
“ were already here, if we change it now it would’ve been a waste of time which is pretty “pathetic” of you” she snarled as to gaslight her hesitation.
Kazika was very reluctant to continue this dare, but she wanted to prove herself that she can do this one… just once in her life to stop being pathetic. She started to walk in the abandoned building as the others followed.
they all were in rubble filed room, light barely visible. As they were walking laughter filled the room. Kazika confused turned around delayed when she was shoved into a nearby wall, cause of the force was one of the male students along with them.
Weakened the students took advantage of her vulnerability and started to harass. Restraining her grasp as they took in every piece of her.
Kazika protested as much as she can, but it was no use. She couldn’t do anything but cry for mercy. They continued to entertain themselves as the girl recorded every but of the abuse, laughing hysterically.
And by the end of it the last words she ever heard was “ so cute “
“ … “ she stood still in the same building, same area, same room, towering over bloody corpses she had killed, staring at them…
“ what was i doing again… ” she hummed taking away her attention to the corpses and continued to walk,
Kept walking around the place until she encountered an elevator.
“ weird “ she stared…
“ ….. surprise this elevator still works, even in this building “ she thought as she entered the elevator going down
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Found… You…
Ending : Unraveled Memories
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figuring out colors is hard……
#this is lockdown for the au#he’s supposed to look like a pure nightwing but the big funnee twist is that hes a hybrid#idk man im sleep deprived#wip#tfa wof au
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Testing the ph from stream water n got the solution on my hands will i turn into a stream
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when men hate each other but in a homosexual way >>>>>>
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Grian and Scar in their exciting new cosplay! ^^
#control freakTM and adventurous bubbly fool who is characterised as stupid and. loves bad movies.#im sorry everybody. or am i?#ITS FUNNY THO AND IM RIGHT#i am severely sleep deprived and its 3 am#))))))#goodtimeswithscar#grian#hermitcraft#idk what im doing man#good luck me
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my voice has started to drop and ive been in a near constant state of gender euphoria this week :DD
#im so happy (≧∇≦)#i also disturbed the shit out of my jet lagged & sleep deprived little sister who hadnt seen me in weeks lmao#edit: but like imagine youre all kind of exhausted from work and holidays and heat and everything and when you come back home to#your transexual sibling you dont vibe too much with and the mf speak to you with another man's voice 😂😂 her face was the#funniest shit i cant wait to meet the rest of my family and see their reaction. its so funny cause plenty of them thought i had already#started hrt years ago so idk idk it's going to be funn
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Someone pointed out the pure ease there is in yandere unknown and I absolutely approve of that oh my god
(Mostly rambling, what I feel a romantic relationship with it would be like at the bottom)
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Between all the calm, normal interactions suggesting its stalked it's victims, or maybe can have more human looking forms to blend in
"Why so nervous tonight?" UGHHH THE GROWL AT THE ENDDDD 😻😻🤤🤤
"I lived in dungeons long forgotten." Could lead to it easily becoming very clingy and possessive over an interest
"I will not be denied my happiness." MORE EVIDENCE THAT THIS THING COULD 100% BECOME FERAL AND OBSESSED
He's got me wondering if he's actually fully sentient COMMUNICATION WISE
Like how with SCP-939, it's up for debate if they KNOW what they're saying if they mimic voices, or if they just do it, but what they repeat is somewhat relevant to what's happening.
>calling out while in a search
>getting aggressive/defensive when alerted
>screaming when chasing
It seems like the Unknown is somewhat similar, specifically so far with mori lines referencing to pain or the one that tells you to just die.
When it's walking around, it engages like an actual human (kinda), asking questions and such to start a convo/lure people in closer to it
There's also this freaky kinda effect that goes on when you Dispel its hallucinations where it kinda brings your FOV in and the audio gets a bit. Adore that. Watching your character just like... Reach a hand out to its chest... Before the hallucination disappears.
You already KNOW I'm doing more than dispelling his form 🙏
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Can just imagine this thing curling up around you with its contortionist body just doing its best to mock affection it might've seen or heard before.
Arms and legs wrapped around your body, nuzzling you, making weird off-putting purring sounds and, if you're a freak like me, maybe even trying to kiss you, but it's not really... Good at it... So it just kinda presses its face to yours.
I like the idea of it taking on forms of people or things it's killed, so go on! Pick your favorite survivor! He'll kill them and steal their appearance for you!
Hearing little distorted "Love... You."s is also so freaking cute, just having him pick up various nicknames or phrases for an interest
Ofc this is mostly romantic, but could just as easily be platonic. I'm just sick of seeing monsters not get romantic love.
Do I think that he could actually love someone?
Ye-no.
If it happens, there's 2 ways I see it going.
option a. You engage first. For whatever ungodly reason, you decide you like this thing. You like how it acts, its voice, just think he's hot.
At first it... Would most definitely reciprocate. As best it can. You get shocked, or don't react and pursue more- Doesn't matter. It doesn't actually like you back. It just wants you dead. Needs to fill that 'insatiable hunger' it has.
But... Hm. Now it feels... Mean. Why did you act like that?
Huh? You like it? You LOVE it? You don't even know it!!
... Well, maybe it can give this affection thing a try.
Next time you see it, it goes easy on you. Awkwardly watches. Waits. If you don't do anything, or just ignore it, he goes back to hunting down and tormenting other survivors. But you still linger in the trial...
If you seem scared of it now, it comforts you. Tries to.
Things go better if you're the freeze type of scared and not the fight or flight type.
Though, it's not against chasing you down, incapacitating you, and then just holding as it struggles to say things to soothe it.
It just wants you to know it's friendly! Despite... You... Bleeding to death.
But!
Again, it feels kinda bad about how the last time it saw you went, so this time it doesn't hurt you!
if you're still lovey after the betrayal, things go great! Mostly.
Everyone else is incredibly fucked though. He's gonna mori the hell out of them. Just for you!!!
Wait. Just for you?
Huh. It... Feels good about that.
You should thank it! Right? Everyone else is gone- Now the two of you can spend time together!
You still like it right.
option b. Youuu... Are normal. You're so totally normal. You don't engage first, you play how you're supposed to, you hopefully get out with maybe a few major injuries but so do most people.
Eventually, for some reason, it's not yet crippling but still horrible loneliness catches up, and it chooses you as it's interest.
Maybe you were nice. Maybe you looked cute. Maybe it enjoyed killing you before. Maybe you were just slightly better to it than anyone else in the games it was in, and it appreciated
Well, now you're screwed.
Everyone else is getting killed. You're getting trapped in an embrace. It's probably going to let the entity kill you as the game times or, or he's going to get impatient enough with you struggling to just mori you.
In either scenario, it gets addicted. Giving it affection, struggling- It doesn't really matter. Being near you makes it happy. It likes how you feel, smell, look, everything about you- Even your imperfections. I mean, look at it. Is that an ideal human? No!
Hey, stop fighting. Stop struggling- Did you just try to bite it?
Just calm down.
Don't make it hurt you again. It didn't like how that made it feel.
So to him, you're probably divine.
Empty husks for eyes just looklooklooklooklooking at you.
Craving your attention.
Hold it. Coddle it. Pet it. Kiss it. Love it. Hate it. Hurt it. Say whatever you want. Do anything you want.
Just stay with it. Feed it's unyielding hunger.
It's not like he's letting you escape now.
Not after being alone for so long.
#sleep deprived rambles under the cut#dbd#dbd killer#dbd unknown#monster lover#exophelia#monster fucker#i want this man carnally#slight fanfiction#idk#started rambling because im so in love#lets start the tags#dbd unknown x reader#unknown x reader#dead by daylight#rambles
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listening to strange aeons read My Immortal like a dying victorian child asking their most beloved nun from the orphanage to read them their loved book as they slowly perish... buy alas a smile blooms on their face for they are walking towards the light assisted by a loved and familiar voice... they look to their side and there she is... ebony dark'ness dementia raven way........
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Oh ls!wemmbu...
There was this one part in wemmbu's orbital cannon video where he went afk and squiddo was talking to 4C about disliking working with wemmbu and for the longest time i thought he heard this conversation because you know he included it in the video but my friend told me today that he didnt and it was kinda for foreshadowing or something like that which i understand that it makes the story really interesting, knowing the downfall would come. But I thought wemmbu knew he just didnt say anything and i felt so bad for him. He was just waiting for the inevitable betrayal but he cant do anything cause there would be no one to go to, no one else to rely on. And when squiddo did betray him he just seemed so calm like he knew it was coming. But my friend told me he actually didnt hear it? And he is just calm like that which i guess is kinda true but i dont know. I viewed it as such a sad period for him which honestly without the conversation it's still sad but doesnt hit as hard. If he did overhear it, he knew his teammate was betraying yet didnt do anything, had so many problems and setbacks when building the cannon, and in the end didnt even get to do it, gets betrayed and banned but still doesnt succeed the second time, gets found and killed then i think he also got playerbanned(???? i could be wrong but i remember spoke said something about that once). 4C brought this up on stream once and i keep thinking about it. None of the other members knew his story other than 4C (and squiddo but she doesnt view it the way 4c does). Everyone hated him, only 4C felt bad and revived him, twice but he just killed himself again.
ls!wemmbu in during abyss arc was like so sad man. I'd still like to think he did hear that convo. Makes his story sadder hihi😈
#and even his presidency arc bro#man spent 6 grands and didnt even make a video on it#and like even after he got presidency and immortality still somehow gets fucked over by the narrative#and by that i mean ash's weird ass rules for the policies bro i still dont understand them#he's also quite smart i remember him bringing up some really good points when ro was making the propaganda video#gaslighting and twisting the story in order to paint minute as a corrupted president who is willing to do anything for his reputation#power is a hard thing to acheive and once you start chasing after it it will just be running further and further#you can try to catch it#once you caught it#my friend calls it a bar of chocolate at recess#wemmbu#there's just so many internal thoughts and emotions that he just doesnt let show so its so hard to envision it#always try to keep a calm and composed image even when he gets fucked over#they say he's a bad guy i say he's a wet cat#milli rambles#maybe when im less sleep deprived ill add on to this idk
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aight now that wendigoon has gotten through mh season 2 and has established he'll (fucking FINALLY) be making a video abt it. I will get in ahead of the wave of people who watch him (re)discovering. But mostly just bc yknow end of season 2
Marble Hornets is the story of twinks (Alex and Jay. And yes also Oppy) vs anti-twinks (yknow. Masky + Hoodie.) trying to kill one another but failing due to faggotery. "Oh but Bone they all hate each other" well why else would they be failing huh? alex is too gay to not monologue before killing jay and therefore gets got. You know what works? Just fucking shooting him eventually without monologuing. Fruit behavior. I rest my case
#marble hornets#idk man im kinda incoherent rn but i know im right#mh brim#mh jaylex#'BUT WHAT ABOUT SEASON 3' i got no argument shut up okay. jam is good i agree but the toxic yaoi is too good#yes if you couldnt tell i just watched creeptv marble hornets season 2 with my bestie while high on sleep deprivation#and was laughing the whole ass time.#anyway yesssss cmere iceberg boy give the fandom an infusion of new blood. inject it in our fuckin veins
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please ignore my new obsession of sir ansbach and mogh from elden ring….
#i am#idk#i can barely function cuz im sleep deprived but#old man yaoi#kdjdjdjjdjfjdnsjsksksjsjjdhshdjdjsjkxksjx#gummmyspeaks
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where’d the post go? did it ever exist at all? is it a hallucination? am I gazing upon a meeting between specters?
@augmentedchordsofficial @acewithobsessions
are you real or are you just the fragments of dreams i once had?
#/j#lol#idk#shitpost#psyche’s rambling again#tumblr is being weird#is this what happens when you delete a post#idk man im just sleep deprived and silly
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Dragon Age The Veiled Gourd
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Testing the ph from stream water n got the solution on my hands will i turn into a stream
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Honestly i don’t know how have i managed to stay so consistent with posting a weekly chapter, like this is so out of character of me lol
Anyways next chapter we have POV shift again, can’t wait for you guys to read it once is ready!
#save rottmnt#rottmnt fanfiction#rottmnt leo#rottmnt au#rottmnt ao3#rottmnt#save rise of the tmnt#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise leo#rise donnie#rise tmnt#rise of the turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#man im tired#but happy i got this one done on time#i’ll be sleeping like a rock tonight#ao3 fanfic#ffa fic#sleep deprived af#idk how to tag this#hope you like it
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