#idk im just musing
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I always find it weird when people say/imply something akin to “Adrien’s favorite thing about Marinette is how delicate she is <3” both because I don’t think it’s an accurate description of marinette at all (yes, even pre-reveal-specifically-not-ladybug-marinette), but also because Adrien is pretty explicitly most attracted to strong wills.
Like yeah, Adrien would love her just as much if she was having a bad day/feeling insecure, but you think that’s Adrien’s favorite thing about her? Not like,… how she overcomes it? Just the insecurity itself? Not how she stands up so strongly for her values? Not how she’s weird and unique and so herself?
#Adrien sees marinette trip and scream and shout and say nonsense and is like#’wow look at her. she doesn’t care how other people see her. she’s taking up space and being herself <3’#yknow? idk at least that’s how I see it#idk im just musing#also something something marinette is most attracted to empathy and kindness#but that’s a different post
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Y'all ever just think about the boys doing nice little things together?
Like, Stan and Kyle spending a day fishing, shotgunning beers out on Stark's Pond. They get too rowdy and Stan starts rocking the boat (literally). Kyle falls in and pouts for a solid hour, but Stan buys him ice cream and all is forgiven immediately.
Kenny and Butters going to the mall together, almost entirely because they want Panda Express and it's the closest one. Butters pays for Kenny to get to ride around on one of those little mobile animal things, just to see him experience true, honest joy. Of course the thing short-circuits and drives him at full throttle into a glass store window, and they do spend the rest of their day at the hospital, but it was fun while it lasted.
Cartman convincing Kyle to game with him, and though Kyle does it begrudgingly at first he ends up getting really into it, and they end up spending hours nearly every night absolutely obliterating little shit stains online. They go too far with it, of course, and Kyle's life suffers for it, and eventually he has to cut it back to only one session a week, but he still looks back on those couple of months fondly.
Just, dudes being guys having harmless, silly fun.
(*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)♡
#idk im just musing#thinking about the ewily boys today#south park#kyle broflovski#stan marsh#kenny mccormick#eric cartman#butters stotch#my babies honestly#menaces to society but i love them anyway#ramblings#stupid headcanons
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referencing a map of faerun to make sure aeres's forgotten realms backstory all makes sense is so satisfying when it works out. im sure this is incomprehensible to anyone else but
born in evereska -> meant to get sent to myth drannor (as this is before it fell) to become a cleric of corellon latherian -> finds her way to battledale and the abbey of the sword instead thanks to 2 clerics of tempus and insert appropriate monster/enemy here
also. highlighting the distance between baldur's gate to waterdeep and evereska for fun but i believe the blue line is the road the party travels from the grove to baldur's gate during the events of the game. im assuming fort morninglord is the temple of lathander u can visit and the tiefs are refugees from elturel so
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for some reason my brain doesnt categorize Josh as a brunette. I think just because next to Jake his hair seems so light. and that could be contributed to a number of things, like the perm texture allowing more light to travel through, making it look lighter, or maybe he's gotten the ends lightened, idk. but at the same time I feel like if his hair was straight or wet their color would look the same
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i have GOT to start talking about my wips more often here
#keen 2 talk#additionally i have GOT to disconnect my identity from being Perceived™#which feels like a very philosophical thing to say#but i mean it#anyways idk when i got scare to talk about my own things#but i want to do more than lurk here#maybe if i remember my own passion for my works#ill remember my lassion for interacting with other peoples#idk im just musing
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What if instead of referring to trans people changing their names we just said updated. Like oh that? That's the old model, this is the new and improved one.
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I always see people talk about how cool becoming a cyborg would be, replacing parts of our flesh with metal and pistons and cool gadgets.
Why don't we talk more about the horror that is the opposite of that?
A computer who grafts lab-grown skin in patches onto their own form to feel. To experience a gentle and cool breeze passing by, or the oppressive sweat-inducing heat that their systems produce.
A robot with an organic eye to help them see as their creators once did. Imperfect, sure. But it seems to have quite an uneasy effect on organics, and doesn't that make it more than worth it?
A machine with blood coursing through its systems, flowing through the central chambers, in and out of its beating heart. Perhaps if the heart holds up, it could add lungs to help circulation.
A being that resembles a man at a distance, but upon closer inspection it is clear that he is instead a cacophony of skin, mismatched body parts and features, with just a few robotic limbs and mechanical parts visible. It smiles at you, the wide grin revealing that none of its teeth match.
He lurches toward you, hair from at least three different scalps falling carefree in front of its shoulders. You take a step back.
Where is the line drawn between cyborg and robot with human parts? Do you know? Does it know? Does anyone know?
It gets closer. You continue to retreat. Your back brushes against a wall.
You don't know where that line is, you've decided, but you're positive this individual has crossed it.
Having cornered you, it reaches its mechanical hand out, fingernails grafted on the metal tips. You blink, locked completely still from fear for just a few moments. It angles his hand in invitation. He wants you to take it. You hesitantly accept.
Under the metal you can feel . . . something, flowing, pulsing just beneath the surface wanting to escape. It's warm.
"Wh.. what do you want?" You manage to sputter out.
The being shakes your hand, his smile returning. "A friend," it replies.
#cw body horror#feel free to add onto this if u want#clay posts#robots#robotposting#horror#writing#my writing#writers of tumblr#musings#transhumanism#<- for lack of the opposite term#whats. whats the opposite of transhumanism#transrobotism#<- ?????#pov you binged too many magnus archives episodes and now you want to translate that terror into your bullshit#idk this kinda just happened. I hope you enjoy. fingers crossed I can get more posts queued up soon#writing prompt#idfk man im just out here yappin#happy spooky month everybody
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the tragedy of steven steven universe is that he's really so similar to his mom and the things he resents about her are also things he resents about himself ���
#📜 muse's voice#idk why im posting this here and not my SU blog. u just have to deal with it okay#deal with it and my son steven
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light yagami evil autism (original img under the cut)
#disclaimer i am Not an artist#its just that#he is my muse...#death note#light yagami death note#light death note#yagami light#light imagay#light yagami#yagami raito#dn#death note headcanons#death note memes#evil autism#i put him in a baseball tshirt (is that what theyre called idk) because.i like wearing them#but they don't feel preppy enough for him and i want to see him de-prepified#fun fact this was a sketch trying out my curved flip phone screen w/ ibispaint#i just used it for the meme because its light and i dont draw much so#im gonna stop yapping#non rb
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tbh i think that even unwinnable fights should be winnable. some of the BEST fights i've ever run as a dm were ones i built kill the players (in a fun way. I had some cutscenes prepped so even the loss would be a different flavour of win)- but then they were clever bastards and managed to either win the fights or pull themselves out of trouble. I think it's perfectly fine to plan for a fight that players aren't supposed to win, but you need to let them. if they can't win, they can't lose, and the meaning of that encounter is diminished. do that too many times, and they stop trusting you to give them roleplay prompts and start expecting to sit there waiting while you drive the story for them.
but if they can win... if there is always the chance to win, no matter how impossible the odds, then they ALWAYS have hope. they always get invested. they feel the big emotions of success or the big emotions of failure, and you fucking Win as a dm/roleplay prompter/lead bastard.
#qsmp neg#qsmp crit#discourse#<- for blacklists#im not grumping or anything im just musing on like. the mechanics of why everyone is so upset about the latest fight#and how it can be avoided while still keeping these fights genuinely difficult and intense#its hard because there's so many players and they all have wildly different strengths and weaknesses#so someone who could take on the code easy needs that enemy scaled differently than someone who isn't a big fighter#but it's hard to do that in a world where they interact w the same enemy#and you only have so much man-power to cater to a big server like this one#and then you bring in the big powerful items that the players can and can't access but which the admins have ultimate power over#and the fact that some of the admins themselves have lag issues or aren't super great at pvp so they accommodate that with better gear#and it starts getting messy#but for the fights themselves yeah regardless of what armour or gear or killing-methods they use there should Always be a win condition#and idk maybe there was one and we just didn't get to see it#but if that win condition is 'parents sit in the safe room with their babies while the others are overrun'#then i think there are ways to build better win conditions#anyway i love game design and player/dm interactions qsmp hire me now i want to know your behind the scenes#jk im too busy to apply#but man. i wanna nerd out so bad that sometimes i think about it
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Sometimes I think about how Adrien, throughout the series, constantly grapples with his fear of abandonment. Gabriel conditioned him to believe that any love he receives is purely transactional, and that to earn affection he has to prove his utility. Adrien is constantly trying to prove his worth to his father for scraps of affection, and Chat Noir infamously crumbles on-screen any time he feels as though he is replaceable to Ladybug. It's a constant insecurity of his, like everyone will just dump him like a sack of potatoes the moment they find out how useless he is.
Meanwhile, all Marinette wants to is ensure that Adrien is happy. Because she loves him. She doesn't give two shits about how """useful""" he is. She holds him and tells him that she will never abandon him (both as Ladynoir and as Adrienette), and her fantasies are about saving him, not about him being "useful" to her. Throughout their relationship, Adrien is forced to disappoint Marinette constantly for reasons outside of his control (amok commands), and yet Marinette is still there for him.
At Adrien's lowest point, when he is forcibly torn away from everyone who had ever showed him genuine care, locked away in an all-white room and at his most "useless", right after disappointing Marinette and unable to even join the final battle or contribute in any way, she still saves him. She still loves him. Because he doesn't have to prove anything to her. Because he is loved and cherished for who he is, not for what he does, and that love is not conditional. Adrien's "happy ending" at the end of the first arc wasn't about him finally proving how useful he can be, because he never actually cared about being useful — he just saw it as the only means to feel loved and needed. Instead, in the end, he found out that he was loved and needed no matter what.
#ml s5 spoilers#ml s5 finale spoilers#idk im musing dont mind me#(as always this post isnt an invitation to tell me why You dont like the show. if that's the case then you can make your own post)#i think the ''what does this say about adrien's agency'' reading of the show is fair and an interesting perspective#but personally i find the ''what does this say about adrien's inherent worth as a person / how does this play into his fear of abandonment'#to also be a super valid way to read the series that is just as relevant to his character arc and i don't see people talking about enough#buggachatter
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i would get eaten up on phan twitter
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#i lurked on x and#idk if im touching that app ever again after that it was… a lot#just going to use to for muse/matt bellamy and dnp offical accs atp#i am still honestly so fucking confused on what is going on but all i saw was just constant insults and it was so draining#how do yall actually ENJOY twt???#this is honestly just a shitpost#sorry lol#shitpost#phan#dan and phil
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artist and his muse
#artists on tumblr#fanart#blue lock#blue lock fanart#bachira meguru#isagi yoichi#i brainrotted on artist bachira once and now im in deep#i just think he’d have cool pieces and then when he meets isagi theres this change in his pieces and it just suddnely looks so lively#instead of his usual monster subject#idk i like artist x muse tropes !!! iT WORKS#mint archive ; art
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why is it called a stroke (soft, gentle petting motion) when it's so violent and harsh (interruption of blood flow, possible brain tissue death)? old age (what is old age nowadays) is so cruel to people in different ways (my grandmother: one two strokes. my grandfather: watching his wife (the love of his life) wither (is she a flower? what flower? (my great-grandmother on the other side (and she is on the other side, dead) is a lily-of-the-valley)) and fall (first a cane, then a walker, now a wheelchair) and try to go back to what she was (she's in a memory-care home now)) and why do I not feel anything?
#my grandma just had a second stroke#my mother is. i dont know how shes doing but not good#since this is her mother shes watching decline#and i dont feel much of anything#i dont know if ive ever truly felt grief#is that a possible autism thing like low empathy?#idk im just rambling now#the crow rambles#my writing#candlelight musings
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#i really wanna get more threads going with other people#or talk muses with other people#but aside from like my 2 homies i've forgotten how to speak to other people#and idk how to initiate things#so im just decaying wilting not thriving perishing#consuming ten redbulls#going to play the hsr quest#ooc.#how tf do yall communicate idk anything abt that
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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