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Y'all ever just think about the boys doing nice little things together?
Like, Stan and Kyle spending a day fishing, shotgunning beers out on Stark's Pond. They get too rowdy and Stan starts rocking the boat (literally). Kyle falls in and pouts for a solid hour, but Stan buys him ice cream and all is forgiven immediately.
Kenny and Butters going to the mall together, almost entirely because they want Panda Express and it's the closest one. Butters pays for Kenny to get to ride around on one of those little mobile animal things, just to see him experience true, honest joy. Of course the thing short-circuits and drives him at full throttle into a glass store window, and they do spend the rest of their day at the hospital, but it was fun while it lasted.
Cartman convincing Kyle to game with him, and though Kyle does it begrudgingly at first he ends up getting really into it, and they end up spending hours nearly every night absolutely obliterating little shit stains online. They go too far with it, of course, and Kyle's life suffers for it, and eventually he has to cut it back to only one session a week, but he still looks back on those couple of months fondly.
Just, dudes being guys having harmless, silly fun.
(*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)♡
#idk im just musing#thinking about the ewily boys today#south park#kyle broflovski#stan marsh#kenny mccormick#eric cartman#butters stotch#my babies honestly#menaces to society but i love them anyway#ramblings#stupid headcanons
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for some reason my brain doesnt categorize Josh as a brunette. I think just because next to Jake his hair seems so light. and that could be contributed to a number of things, like the perm texture allowing more light to travel through, making it look lighter, or maybe he's gotten the ends lightened, idk. but at the same time I feel like if his hair was straight or wet their color would look the same
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i have GOT to start talking about my wips more often here
#keen 2 talk#additionally i have GOT to disconnect my identity from being Perceived™#which feels like a very philosophical thing to say#but i mean it#anyways idk when i got scare to talk about my own things#but i want to do more than lurk here#maybe if i remember my own passion for my works#ill remember my lassion for interacting with other peoples#idk im just musing
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Sometimes I think about how Adrien, throughout the series, constantly grapples with his fear of abandonment. Gabriel conditioned him to believe that any love he receives is purely transactional, and that to earn affection he has to prove his utility. Adrien is constantly trying to prove his worth to his father for scraps of affection, and Chat Noir infamously crumbles on-screen any time he feels as though he is replaceable to Ladybug. It's a constant insecurity of his, like everyone will just dump him like a sack of potatoes the moment they find out how useless he is.
Meanwhile, all Marinette wants to is ensure that Adrien is happy. Because she loves him. She doesn't give two shits about how """useful""" he is. She holds him and tells him that she will never abandon him (both as Ladynoir and as Adrienette), and her fantasies are about saving him, not about him being "useful" to her. Throughout their relationship, Adrien is forced to disappoint Marinette constantly for reasons outside of his control (amok commands), and yet Marinette is still there for him.
At Adrien's lowest point, when he is forcibly torn away from everyone who had ever showed him genuine care, locked away in an all-white room and at his most "useless", right after disappointing Marinette and unable to even join the final battle or contribute in any way, she still saves him. She still loves him. Because he doesn't have to prove anything to her. Because he is loved and cherished for who he is, not for what he does, and that love is not conditional. Adrien's "happy ending" at the end of the first arc wasn't about him finally proving how useful he can be, because he never actually cared about being useful — he just saw it as the only means to feel loved and needed. Instead, in the end, he found out that he was loved and needed no matter what.
#ml s5 spoilers#ml s5 finale spoilers#idk im musing dont mind me#(as always this post isnt an invitation to tell me why You dont like the show. if that's the case then you can make your own post)#i think the ''what does this say about adrien's agency'' reading of the show is fair and an interesting perspective#but personally i find the ''what does this say about adrien's inherent worth as a person / how does this play into his fear of abandonment'#to also be a super valid way to read the series that is just as relevant to his character arc and i don't see people talking about enough#buggachatter
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I always see people talk about how cool becoming a cyborg would be, replacing parts of our flesh with metal and pistons and cool gadgets.
Why don't we talk more about the horror that is the opposite of that?
A computer who grafts lab-grown skin in patches onto their own form to feel. To experience a gentle and cool breeze passing by, or the oppressive sweat-inducing heat that their systems produce.
A robot with an organic eye to help them see as their creators once did. Imperfect, sure. But it seems to have quite an uneasy effect on organics, and doesn't that make it more than worth it?
A machine with blood coursing through its systems, flowing through the central chambers, in and out of its beating heart. Perhaps if the heart holds up, it could add lungs to help circulation.
A being that resembles a man at a distance, but upon closer inspection it is clear that he is instead a cacophony of skin, mismatched body parts and features, with just a few robotic limbs and mechanical parts visible. It smiles at you, the wide grin revealing that none of its teeth match.
He lurches toward you, hair from at least three different scalps falling carefree in front of its shoulders. You take a step back.
Where is the line drawn between cyborg and robot with human parts? Do you know? Does it know? Does anyone know?
It gets closer. You continue to retreat. Your back brushes against a wall.
You don't know where that line is, you've decided, but you're positive this individual has crossed it.
Having cornered you, it reaches its mechanical hand out, fingernails grafted on the metal tips. You blink, locked completely still from fear for just a few moments. It angles his hand in invitation. He wants you to take it. You hesitantly accept.
Under the metal you can feel . . . something, flowing, pulsing just beneath the surface wanting to escape. It's warm.
"Wh.. what do you want?" You manage to sputter out.
The being shakes your hand, his smile returning. "A friend," it replies.
#cw body horror#feel free to add onto this if u want#clay posts#robots#robotposting#horror#writing#my writing#writers of tumblr#musings#transhumanism#<- for lack of the opposite term#whats. whats the opposite of transhumanism#transrobotism#<- ?????#pov you binged too many magnus archives episodes and now you want to translate that terror into your bullshit#idk this kinda just happened. I hope you enjoy. fingers crossed I can get more posts queued up soon#writing prompt#idfk man im just out here yappin#happy spooky month everybody
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finally got around to watching the anime 🥹 the teensy mithrun bait wugh!!!
#art#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#mithrun#dunmeshi#I REALLY ENJOYED IT....#i wanted to watch it as it was coming out but yanno the exec dysfunction is sooo reallll#no specific thoughts besides excited to see the canaries#generally extremely positive vibes im excited for the next season but probably it will take another year to watch it.. zzz#i did recently get the box set ! ! ! ! so i need to get around to rereading it#and maybe itll kick my muse back into whatever insanity i was enjoying circa 2 yrs ago... my glory days....#dunmeshi the fertile grounds for shitposting ... my bread and butter... not a great conjunction of visuals there but ykwim#i might rewatch it w the eng dub to experience prozd's senshi and also just rewatch it yanno#idk when i got so dependent on ellipses but i lay them everywhere like caltrops in the path of coherent thought my bad
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those new Veilguard weapons seriously feel like post-game quest items and just like that I'm mad all over again
#gary mckay im begging you to write an apology letter and rehire everyone im gonna be sick#the 'story' of DAV drives me insane but at least let them finish it damn#and maybe it could've helped maybe dlc really could've helped#maybe w/o Solas in Rook's head they can have a multi-faceted personality#maybe they can tease DA5 with a better hook than 'the executors did it (but not really) (well maybe a little) (or not idk)'#the environments the animations the level design: heat#once again as with every DA game theres a powerful muse hidden in the marble brother just sculpt#okay im fine now im not pissed off at all hoho im a normal girl again 😇
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as the clock strikes twelve 👀
look at how gorgeous angel looks with this hair!!!!! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH RAHH when i grabbed them into cas i legit teared up over how pretty they are. they're everything to me;-;
#i love being a fly on the wall!!!#happy new year!#ts4#household: pierre-sidorov#angel's only resolution for the year fulfilled at the last second :3#i wanted to make this a bit more extravagant i suppose but idk. i think a personal little moment on the floor of a messy apartment#in the middle of a house party is more fitting for them.#they kiss and then they dont talk about it for weeks on end. they dont talk almost at all. and then eventually it all comes crashing down#and what happens next? who knows...............#also my god zakhar's side profile. it's just lethal. lethal i say#i love his nose and jawline so much i could stare at it for days#and so could angel ngl. that's their muse!#they always explain it off as just being a simple reference but they love painting him so much.. and zakhar's very self conscious so he's#always like. super fidgety when they ask him to pose lmao#they also designed his tattoos 👀 ok enough yapping.#sorry im drunk and simming on NEW YEARS EVE just bc i missed them so bad im going to be sick. my little pixel people
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It's interesting the way Interior Chinatown uses Lana's mixed race heritage and dissect the social expectations that come with that identity within the meta police procedural network television lense,
They don't do too much with it explicitly, because in this season she is relegated to a minor protagonist, a role that is made abundantly clear within the text of the show itself both with her relationship to the "main character" detectives within the in-universe TV show Black & White and within the overall story of Willis uncovering the mystery of his brother, but here's the interesting thing they do about Lana being relegated to the role of minor protagonist, the show connects that aspect of her character directly to her mixed race heritage
The show has Lana state that she hopped from job to job, filled every little but fairly important role that was available, something a pretty ethnically ambiguous actress would make a career off of, one or two line roles where she plays a nurse or a waitress or a secretary or a paralegal or a mechanic etc. etc. until she lands the first "big role" of her life becoming a "guest star" rather than a featured extra
Lana being mixed race opens more doors for her in the figurative meta sense of the real life film industry's racism which features into the in-universe storytelling about how in a show called Black & White Willis was never going to be the hero, and with the added layer of Lana not being from Chinatown, instead being a mixed race transplant, it puts her at odds with the insular Chinatown community, already rife with distrust, secrets, and tragic mysteries that she is not a part of, an outsider with a key desperately trying to fit in with the crowd, all culminating together into the moment when Uncle Wong tells her she'll never truly be able to understand the Chinatown community because she's mixed
In that moment the show uses the insular community of Chinatown to represent the nonmixed community that still faces the full brunt of white supremacy and racial profiling along with the clear economic disadvantages the people of Chinatown have compared to Lana whose relative privilege over the community she's trying to convince the police force she is the face of has allowed her to escape the same economic distress and pigeonhole stereotypes they must all occupy within an American copaganda police procedural
It's not that Lana can't claim her Chinese heritage or that she can't be a member of the Chinatown community, it's that she has a certain type of privilege that others her from the community in a way that is not her fault and that she cannot change, in some ways it's on the community itself to recognize that even if Lana is mixed that doesn't stop her from being a part of the Chinatown community, but there is something about how the first half of Lana's arc starts with her claiming to be the Chinatown expert and yet it doesn't even seem as though she lives there, using her privilege to open the doors to the new career of detective becoming a piece within the system that currently oppresses Chinatown in the vain hope to be the "change from within" with characters constantly calling her out on the fact that she knows nothing about Chinatown and then the back half of her arc is Lana working at Uncle Wong's restaurant, the same restaurant Willis worked at, that's literally at the heart of the community's deepest secrets, taking on the role of the lowest employee, a busboy, getting called out by Uncle Wong himself on her privilege and how even if she's working in Chinatown now she still hasn't proven to the community that she can be trusted to use her privilege in their favor rather than self servingly surrendering to the system she used to be a part of, it's a classic "you have to be redeemed from being a cop by working food service" kind of redemption arc
The show didn't have too much time to go into the explicit implications of Lana being mixed race and how that affects her character's interactions with the rest of the world around her given that the first season was only ten episodes and they had a lot of other stuff to be more explicit about and in a way leaving Lana's mixed race heritage and the social implications of the privilege that comes along with it in the subtextual aspects of her character being able to blend like a chameleon and reach higher levels of success than those who weren't mixed race with only a singular line pointing out the fact that her being mixed is the main thing that alienates her from the community of Chinatown was the better choice narratively speaking, it might go over a lot of the viewers heads, but it's there for people who want to go digging
#ignore me#interior chinatown#lana lee#just some rambling musings#if it makes sense to you lmk because idk if im coherent rn 😭
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you know i was just thinking this
why cant they just...make a show just right in the middle of DMC again like 2007 anime? I get that Netflix DMC is taking inspo from DMC3 and whatnot but it looks like they're gonna be just doing their own thing. Im only one episode in but it looks like having certain characters like Enzo and whatnot in their original roles but then have Lady as a cop? (sry i could be wrong bc im 1 episode deep sry sry sry)
but idk as a long time fan I would LOVE a show that is just not really so much an introduction or some AU but a continuation (and obvious the stories would be new but not the universe?)
like 2007 DMC the animation is set between DMC 1 and DMC2 and does a main plot with monster of the week and all that. Why not just do that again but like...right after DMC3 leading up to DMC1? or DMC4 to DMC5? I personally would LOVE to see an exploration of that vs just an adaption/retelling/etc
this isn't a hate post i havent seen enough of the Netflix DMC to form a total opinion but just something i was thinking about. Something for the already fans. And for any new comers just go play the games or watch some lets plays.
#devil may cry#just some musings#like 2007 DMC animation wasnt a super hit but idk im kinda over the retellings and reboots and shit#AGAIN NOT A DIG i was just thinking about this in general#like why re-invent the wheel? just use the source material and build on it?#and anyone interested can watch it and explore the games?
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I was a little worried that my rules are maybe too formal sounding ?? my main issue is that I have two modes which is I admire you from afar because I’m afraid to initiate conversations or we talk once I go yeah that’s the vibe and then I send you 200 messages a day forever, I don’t know how to do the I’m between thing.
#and our autism matches it’s like POINT POINT !!!#I try to respond to ooc conversation but I cannot do small talk im terrible at it#send me a03 fics of our muses or art of them kissing like#ooc.#idk how the weather is or how I am I saw a pic of grimsley with his hair down and I haven’t recovered since#how do people do the THING ?#WHICH basically means idk how to pretend to be chill and normal when im just not#😔#I’m just a yapper
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I reached out to my middle school teacher to ask her some questions about my past (since I'd forgotten a bunch of stuff) and she said she remembered me, answered my questions best she could, and said she was open to meeting up 🥹🥹🥹
#musings#🥹#im so awkward with the social ettiquete/trying to respect our former teacher student relationship so idk how to politley say yes lol#do i offer coffee hangout after ramadan#is it more appropriate to say ill make time to drop by the school idk#she just said let me know when youre free#HMMMM#shes so sweet i haven't seen her in ages so idkkk exciting but a bit anxious!
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if i made a multimuse blog for some muses would people be interested in it?
#the writer is speaking || ooc#//would need to see what muses are awake (roy would stay here of course and the blogs i already have would stay where they are)#//I'm thinking about it but idk. It's an idea.#//im thinking of adding some ygo and helluva boss characters and some disney characters#//but also --#//just random shows i like#//it wouldn't be too much on me I'd have it run on a queue honestly#//my focus is mostly on roy#//but tbh I may have it on a side blog on roy
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tbh i think that even unwinnable fights should be winnable. some of the BEST fights i've ever run as a dm were ones i built kill the players (in a fun way. I had some cutscenes prepped so even the loss would be a different flavour of win)- but then they were clever bastards and managed to either win the fights or pull themselves out of trouble. I think it's perfectly fine to plan for a fight that players aren't supposed to win, but you need to let them. if they can't win, they can't lose, and the meaning of that encounter is diminished. do that too many times, and they stop trusting you to give them roleplay prompts and start expecting to sit there waiting while you drive the story for them.
but if they can win... if there is always the chance to win, no matter how impossible the odds, then they ALWAYS have hope. they always get invested. they feel the big emotions of success or the big emotions of failure, and you fucking Win as a dm/roleplay prompter/lead bastard.
#qsmp neg#qsmp crit#discourse#<- for blacklists#im not grumping or anything im just musing on like. the mechanics of why everyone is so upset about the latest fight#and how it can be avoided while still keeping these fights genuinely difficult and intense#its hard because there's so many players and they all have wildly different strengths and weaknesses#so someone who could take on the code easy needs that enemy scaled differently than someone who isn't a big fighter#but it's hard to do that in a world where they interact w the same enemy#and you only have so much man-power to cater to a big server like this one#and then you bring in the big powerful items that the players can and can't access but which the admins have ultimate power over#and the fact that some of the admins themselves have lag issues or aren't super great at pvp so they accommodate that with better gear#and it starts getting messy#but for the fights themselves yeah regardless of what armour or gear or killing-methods they use there should Always be a win condition#and idk maybe there was one and we just didn't get to see it#but if that win condition is 'parents sit in the safe room with their babies while the others are overrun'#then i think there are ways to build better win conditions#anyway i love game design and player/dm interactions qsmp hire me now i want to know your behind the scenes#jk im too busy to apply#but man. i wanna nerd out so bad that sometimes i think about it
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looking back at all my past sonas and im kinda goated for reusing the same main colors and still making them distinct enough
#sitting there like HMMMMM i wonder what moons favorite color is. i wonder what colors moon loves painting with and using! idk!#my art#<- kinda. still my stuff but not any actual art pieces yknow.... whatever#silly post just musing over some things#trying not to itch looking at the older pieces compared to now and liking the older ones more also#-w- i was gonna label what fandoms these were for also but i think its funnier if ppl guess. or dont know#i dnt expect much interaction here these days since im not OM focused but thats okay </3#realized my TWST and HSR sonas dnt fit since they have reddish/orange hair. but they are also more OC than sona.... i suppose#to a degreeeee. id say at least three above are a Also bit more oc than sona anyways but its fine. self-insert is a self-insert#i love projecting myself into media and working from there. somehow that feels better than just Me being there#if that makes sense#GASP......... need at least one more with facial hair one day. literal euphoria since i cant have facial hair irl....#not interested in Too many stuff these days tho. i cheered when my brain latched onto 3 things even tho its been sparse
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i would get eaten up on phan twitter

yeah
#i lurked on x and#idk if im touching that app ever again after that it was… a lot#just going to use to for muse/matt bellamy and dnp offical accs atp#i am still honestly so fucking confused on what is going on but all i saw was just constant insults and it was so draining#how do yall actually ENJOY twt???#this is honestly just a shitpost#sorry lol#shitpost#phan#dan and phil
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