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Thinking about restructuring how the English language does pronouns. How about when referring to someone, everyone is ‘un/um/ums’ if they are the first or only person being talked about. Then for others, a new pronoun is used depending on what order they are introduced.
So if I’m talking about Dante, I’ll use un/um/ums to refer to um. If later in the sentence/paragraph I want to also mention Lucille, then I’ll use du/dun/duns because du came into the thought after Dante. And then, if I brought up Charles, I would refer to tre using tre/trem/tris pronouns.
If I’m pausing my thought to talk about something else, like say, a brief note on how language is malleable and changes throughout time according to the needs of those using it, then the pronouns would reset.
So then I might mention Lucille again, but since time has passed since I’ve spoken about um, I use un/um/ums because un comes first now.
they/them can still be used for groups or for singular nouns where the speaker isn’t sure if they actually will be talking about others in the same thought.
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Magma Doodles: Virus Moon, Another... Moon? , A totally fine Sun, and a small Waking Dreams AU comic!
#skizabaa scribbles#fnaf sb#fnaf daycare attendant#sun fnaf#sundrop#fnaf security breach#moondrop#moon fnaf#Waking Dreams AU#I just drafted a proper comic for waking dreams au... hopefully will finish it sometime today or tomorrow <3#idk if im still gonna be using the heart locket idea but it's there ig... it might change who knows#fnaf sb au#tw body horror#cw body horror#cw centipede#tw centipede
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Complaining abt Suicide Squad yet again but the fact that they have Waller exposing the alien community to space racist attacks and talking abt how she got to her position through deceit and being a terrible person and stuff is just. Ahsfiwueh JUST SAY YOU DONT KNOW WALLER.
Anyways literally the 3rd mission of the Squad ever (and the first framed as smth Waller picked and not orders from above) was the Squad discrediting and stopping a rogue vigilante who was only arresting POC and funneling white people into white supremacy groups (of which he was the most prominent member) in SUICIDE SQUAD #4. and it's explicitly framed as this mission being personal for Waller that she's hiding from the government bc its illegal like. Guys. Please why are we having her incite (space bc comics) racist attacks now
Also the whole "Amanda got her position through deceit and being a terrible person" NO. she KEPT her position through being shitty and playing complicated political games!!! She wasn't always that way like there is a difference and it is IMPORTANT ppl PLEASEEEE. In Secret Origins #14 we learn Amanda's backstory and she used to be a normal, caring person! Like even after she entered into working in government and politics she wasn't automatically morally bankrupt like please people. She was originally given control of the Squad by Reagan (*sigh* 80s comics...) to distract and get rid of her because she was so successful at pushing progressive social policy in Congress. Acting like she's this static pillar of evil is such a waste of her character and so fucking uninteresting and disrespectful to her arc it drives me MAD.
Like I am NOT saying Waller is all sunshine and rainbows, she fucking SUCKS (said w love <3) but like there's a human being there. It's a progression, she has a character arc like please, DC, please!!! They've fucked up Waller so bad and made her so opaque and uninteresting she can't even be the protagonist of her own story for fucks sake!
Like I don't know how many times I have to scream it until DC hears me or remembers but WALLER IS THE MAIN CHARACTER OF SUICIDE SQUAD. ITS HER BOOK. yet right now she's a cutout to be used as the villain wherever the writers please. Even in her book we get none of her perspective really displayed, no exploration of her thoughts with any kind of understanding of the role she traditionally has played and was made to play in the story.
#its like youre unable to root for her in any form. which is annoying bc shes actually awesome actually#also having her say “actually im the good guy fuck you'' w/o any actual deep analysis of her psyche or whatever while doing these things#doesnt count as development or showing shes 3 dimensional. its just having 2 dimensional waller say shes right when everyone is obviously#supposed to believe shes wrong#anyways i want real waller back please i miss herrrrrrrr#anyways hope mr john ridley has read secret origins no 14. i know its from 1987 but please guys please. my only hope#also it was a few months ago but i think they tried to push certain elements of a diff backstory in dream team and sorry but fuck that. and#any mention of another waller background like my eyes are closed sry. im a preboot truther#actually im just ignorant of most squad comics outside the original series. im gonna do a readthrough and become knowledgeable on other#stuff i just need to find time. so if im wrong then sorry if its smth factual and if you disagree with my opinion then uh sorry for ur loss#anyways shoutout to the time i had a nerd night w my one friend and she was asking me abt dc and said my favorite villains and i said waller#and silver swan. and she had a “yuck WHY” to waller and a ???? to silver swan. love shouting out my faves and explaining them to the less#informed. didnt say a number 3 but would probably be parallax ig. idk hes kind of slay. or maybe someone else honestly i like hal but waller#and nessie are blorbo level for me i could think abt them for hours#or maybe it wouldnt be parallax actually idk who my 3 would be. hes definitely up there but way below the other 2. maybe the cheetah#interpretation that i personally have. v different from the popular cheetah interpretation esp rucka vers actually. much closer to the pérez#and esp develops some subtext there surrounding barbara and the exploitation and theft of sacred cultural artifacts and pieces but also#like british colonization a lil bit#but i actually despise the cheetah that lives in my head but think shed be interesting to use narratively and see diana fight#vs the other guys who i find interesting and sympathetic and like for themselves#whereas my fave interpretation of cheetah can rot in hell#i got off topic here#blah#swishy rant#also disclaimer that w the main character ik dreamer is the main character of dream team. im talking more in general and that amanda should#always have a huge role as shes the main character of the squad and yet is treated like its villain and not its protag#sui sq
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mfs do anything but finish their wips . like startign another, for example
#trigun sky au. because i can.#light-guide (mainly) vash . usually assumed to be either isle or valley born. witnessed the fall#realm-guide wolfwood . isle born. very fond of moths/sparrows#vault scribes(?) meryl and milly . both vault born but people sometimes assume milly to be of prairie. they document spirit tradition-#slash seasons slash events idk anyting to do w preservation im thinking#knives and vash are light twins...#eden-guide knives... people assume hes vault born or somethinf. also witnessed the fall and is not very fond of spirits#hes a huge fucking fan of both creatures of light and darkness though#slander a dark dragon near him he will jump you . slash jay. . slash not j#angry at the whole industrialization thing that turned forest to what it is#see the fun thing about taking a game that doesnt have very very deep lore sans concept art (WHIHCH IM STILL SO FUCKING SAD ABT. ITS SO???)#is that you can just throw whatever at it to your liking#FOR EXAMPLE. SHARD RAINS? THAT WAS PART OF MY SKY UNIVERSE WAY BEFORE SHATTERING . THAT WAS WHAT CAUSSED THE FALL PARTIALLY SHFJHFHG#anyways s more or less implied that there was some form of mineral extraction in forest#and the rain there has literally no reason to drain your light . waters fine and everythnig. so something happened#and the trees looking so dead etc presence of crabs and gloomy skies in contrast to the brighter ones of previous areas#vash and knives occasionally do eden guiding together#iuhhhhhdk . i think wolfwood would but specifically for skykids who are going through their first run#milly and meryl at the season of remembrance..#meryl fond of valley races in secret milly big fan of tournaments they both ice skate at the dreams village and visit performance theater#because i SAY SO#brad luida home. vault born mostly vault dwellers see season of remembrance. uh idk big on trying to understand and improve technology#and contraptions left behind by spirits#“wow mr vash mr knives . you both sure do know the ins and outs of the realms!” and they both give eachother looks like WE WERE THERE WHEN#THE KINGDOM IN THE SKY FELL#rems a spirit beeteedubs .#twins thought they were the first skykids. stage whisper tesla#mhhhhhh vash loses his arm to a shard....#think. the plant trio all have like... a higher concentration of light than even creatures of light themselves#gate equivalent ig?
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yeah i can deal with intrusive thoughts. those are fine. ive learned to cope. intrusive DREAMS?? whole nother story. i have VISIONS. VIVID ONES. and that’s so much WORSE. “oh i have violent dreams too” youuu. don’t GET IT. im talking INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS. anyway what the fuck was up with my nap cause that shit suuucked!!!!!
#i cant even say anything else it’s that bad#and then id be cancelled for having an uncontrollable mental illness or something#idk my psych thinks i have ocd. Like.. REALLY thinks I have ocd.#might be it ig#anyway yeah#when you have intrusive thought *dreams*#and regularly dream about characters you like#and have experience in certain things that aren’t really that uh good#it’s a baaaad combo.#bad one. not good.#altered how i perceived morality for a solid two hours after#dreams fuck me up so much more than thoughts#with thoughts im aware enough theyre happening and can say begone#with dreams my mind just goes along with things#i dont question or stop#and that mindset carries over when I wake up#sigh. me when my brain is so fucked up that even now id be crucified online if i was ever honest about my mental health journey
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okay does anyone else remember that post mystreet s6 pre covid era where they started ship baiting garroth and ein of all characters??? like i swear im not crazy they were low-key shipping them in official art and videos
like. this was official promo art for season 7. lucinda by herself, canon ship, canon ship, canon ship. and then garroth and ein?? idk maybe im reaching but i swear they were trying to make ein and garroth the new worse garrance for a little while with them being ''''coupley'''' in minigames and being paired together in art
#plus that one blooper where they made out#maybe im insane idk but i swear this was a thing#garroth ro'meave#ein aphmau#ein mystreet#mystreet#ramblings#garroth ro'meave isnt garroth ro'meave without a queerbaity tease ship thatll never become canon ig#garroth really left his supportive best friend bf for a random emo who tried to kill all his friends and brainwashed his brother#should i tag this as ship#what the fuck is their ship name#garrein#????#aphblr#aphverse#my post#ive never seen anyone else mention this i have no idea if it was just a fever dream or somth
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i have been lurking in your asks for this moment: for the spotify wrapped fic prompt, #10!!
i'm going to ignore the very obvious and very painful daniel/hob implications of this song because i want to finish the comics first before writing anything outside of the show's canon. so have this instead!!
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Dream had been visiting Hob more frequently than he'd like to admit. It all started with Dream wanting to carve out a small place of solace in his life, and what place was more perfect than The New Inn? Built for him like an altar for an absent god.
Though these days, he'd been more present than ever. He wished he had the privilege to say he'd been drunk the first night it happened, or the next night, and the next. But Dream, Lord of Dreams and Ruler of Nightmares, always knew what was going on, and what desires he'd recklessly indulged in again and again.
Tonight was no different. By now, Hob was a veteran in making Dream feel more than welcome. It was all too easy to fall into Hob's arms and into his bed above The New Inn. Somewhere down the line, Dream had made himself vulnerable to Desire's machinations.
But he had somehow convinced himself that it was alright, as long as Hob wasn't vulnerable.
Some nights they talked afterwards, and Dream wasn't quite sure whether it amplified or quieted his regrets. This was one of those nights.
"Tell me about the Dreaming," Hob said, his head propped up on his arm as he looked down at Dream.
"What do you wish to know?"
"I don't know. Everything. You don't work alone, do you?"
"...No, I suppose I don't, anymore. I have Lucienne. And Matthew."
"Ah, Matthew, yeah, we've met. Why does he talk by the way? Nearly gave me a heart attack the first time he spoke to me."
"He was human, before. He died in his sleep and became a raven of the Dreaming."
"Oh," Hob said. He paused. Dream observed the shadows cast on his face by the moonlight. "So if I die in my sleep, I get to stay at your place? As a raven?"
Dream felt the corners of his mouth lift up. A silly notion. "You do not have to die. You will always be welcome in the Dreaming, Hob."
Hob smiled down at him, and Dream felt a warm fire in his chest. "Thank you, love. But what I meant is I never had the chance to visit your, y'know. Your place. Is it a castle?"
"Yes, I suppose you could call it a castle," Dream said.
Hob hummed, and tapped Dream's chest with his free hand. "A wild thing," he said after a few seconds.
"What is?" Dream asked.
"I was just some peasant when we first met," Hob said, his eyes lost in memory. "Thought you were some ignorant lord. In the back of my mind, I thought were you just making fun of me, asking to meet you after a hundred years. Never thought this," he gestured to their bodies, naked under the covers, "would ever happen. Y'know? A wild thing."
Dream hummed in agreement.
"Guess I'm lucky, huh?" Hob chuckled, his fingers still tapping on Dream's chest. "Hey. Would you bring me to your castle some day, show me around?"
"Perhaps," Dream replied.
"Tease," Hob chastised. Then he pressed a kiss on Dream's forehead, then on his nose, and finally on his lips. "I adore you. You know that? I love you, Dream."
Dream froze. He looked into Hob's eyes, saw the fondness in them, and knew that he meant it.
This was just supposed to be a brief respite, some semblance of comfort that he did not have in his day-to-day life. He thought it was the same for Hob, that Dream was just someone immortal to hold onto once in a while. But it wasn't. Not anymore.
I should not have come here, he thought, tearing his gaze away from Hob's. He did not have the heart to say it out loud.
Dream stood up from the bed, already clothed.
This will be the last time, he thought. It was what he thought every time. And maybe tonight it will finally come true. No, it should come true. Lest he destroy even Hob Gadling, like he has many times to his other lovers before. It always ended in tragedy, whether Desire was involved or not, and Dream didn't want that for him.
A hand shot up from the covers to grip his wrist.
"Stay. Stay, darling," Hob said, sitting up. "Won't you stay?"
Dream turned.
Hob's eyes shone, watery in the moonlight.
It should not be fair, Dream thought, for Desire to easily toy with me like this.
"I cannot stay any longer," Dream said.
"Why not?" Hob said, with all the petulance of a child. "Come back. Just for a while."
Dream resisted the urge to climb back in the covers with him. That was his sibling speaking.
"I apologize. I will make sure your dreams are pleasant tonight, and on every other night."
"Will you be coming back?" Hob asked. "You sound like you're never coming back."
Dream said nothing.
"I can wait. I will."
"I know," Dream said. He didn't add, "beloved."
"I'm not sorry," Hob said, gripping Dream's wrist even tighter. "But I won't say it again, if it means you'll stay."
Something cold and heavy sat in Dream's chest.
"So don't go," Hob said, "please."
Dream dissipated into thin air, but not quickly enough that he did not see a tear roll down Hob's cheek. He can still feel his grip on his wrist.
#the song is sad and therefore this is now... sad#sorry in advance 😔#dreamling#sandman#*my fic#*#rooftopwreck#this probably needs editing but idk im just gonna throw this out now.... i wanna go shower and sleep kjdbsfgdf#of course dream has to storm out after hob says i love you! it is only the natural course of things#idk maybe this will turn into something else in the future ????? depends ig#thank u for participating vi my beloved <3#i want to let you know i thought of that gif of ferdie crying precisely one tear#spotify wrapped#ask
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the punch in the gut that is all of the old twitch streamers i used to watch doing that white noise james marriott trend and the "to go home now" bit is just when i used to watch them
#james marriott#jack manifold#niki nihachu#tommyinnit#memeulous#idk theres deffo more i just cant think#womangoopforpm#its so upsetting#its also cool though#like im such a better person#but i wouldnt be me rn without that era of my life#so ty ig 🤨#dream smp
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Also like. People saying that he should've responded from a friend perspective, does he really? Maybe somewhere along the lines quackity realized he didn't want to be friends with someone's who's continually made racist jokes (one of which being giving George a Trump flag for Christmas. Which when you're Mexican, can feel targeted), and was accused of grooming. And guess what? Quackity wouldn't have owed him a response.
Why? Because he's a real human being with real feelings.
#idk#i feel like i gotta remind mfs that these people are in fact real and not scrunklies behind a screen#havent yall had a friendship so bad you just had to cut it off? we dont know what their lives are like#again#not from here#its just kind of insane to me#the amount of white folk ive had to cut from my life because they said stupid shit and i just couldnt keep doing it is insane#dream mention#anti dream#IG IDK IM NOT FROM HERE#revolving thoughts#grooming mention#dream critical#grooming tw#racism mention#racism tw
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at the rate this is going I'm seriously debating not even going to the tour
#fio.txt#there's not even europe dates yet obviously but im so done#just the tour? i would have side eyed#but the tour AND A COMEBACK THE MONTH BEFORE#nah#i feel like im turning into a lil hater here and i dont even want that but the concept pics for the cb feel so...uninspired#idk golden hour sounds pretty epic but the pics are pretty bland and boring to me#do something cool and artistic for gods sake take some time to actually get behind a concept then give them time TO PROMOTE AND THEN REST!!!#!!!!!!!!!!!!#and then and THEN you may have them tour again#literally 2026 usa tour would have been more than enough theyve been on tour every single year the past three (four with 2025 ig) and that#is not fucking sustainable#im gonna be really honest here#this ongoing situation with them is a big part of why i was highly kpop critical before i got into it#bc all i had heard was that the idols are pretty much just obects to be marketed and worked to burnout to get the most money possible#out of them#being kind of dehumanised and instead turned into content to be consumed#like they as persons and whatever artistic vision and passions and dreams they might have are secondary to capitalist greed#and that makes me so so sad and also frustrated and i want to rage and throw a few bricks through kq ents windows
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Playing dao on hard mode is both extremely frustrating and insanely fun. I am getting my ass kicked and have reloaded a save five times in a row but I refuse to give up I will clear this game and all the dlc on hard mode I swear it
#dao#thank god I'm out of breclian Forest#those werewolves BEAT MY ASS#maybe i shouldnt have picked ig as mh first stop but. oh well#im working on redcliffe now yay#i did this order cause i wanna have zev when im in the circle cause ive never seen his dream there#i normally do redcliffe then fhe circle#idk it just makes the most sense to me plot wise#dragon age is one of the games that im oddly like.#idk whats the word but i genuinely like fhe challenges in it#one time i spent almost 30 minutes fighting a dragon in dai#my whole party was down and i kept doing war cry to get a shield and jusy. dodged like hell#im still lowkey proud of it#that run i got all the high dragons and i cannot say i wanna do it again#the ones that summon their kids.... blegh
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Living in a small town gives you core memories in strange places. I'm at the Wendy's, which I also went to after I filed for my legal name change. The McDonalds I work at is the same one I started dating someone at. The local grocery store is where me and a bunch of kids in pep band went for pre-game snacks, and where I went for lunch with some friends after I won the talent show. There just aren't enough places for the core memories to get spread throughout.
#idk it just gets me sometimes that places with a lot of memories to me are also just like. the Wendy's#i got some not great medical news at the mcsonalds i now work at#it weirds me out especially at this wendys. because theyre cheap and have a solid meal deal#i used to come here a lot in high school because its right next to my old high school job#i became a regular st this fucking wendys#and its right across from the courthouse so i came here to celebrate getting my name legally changed AND#putting down the deposit to commit to my dream college#four years ago i was celebrating huge moments at the same place i went after work cuz its cheap#idk what the point of any of this was. im out of it today. wendys has me feeling some type of way ig
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loveee when a character is crushed under the weight of someone elses expectations for them love when a character dedicates their entire life to something they never even wanted for themself love when the only reason a character keeps going is because theyre Supposed to and bc theyre supposed to make another person happy/proud. YES !!! CLAPPING !!! YES !!!!!!!!
#this isnt rly related to any character in particular i just thought abt this and it made me scream.#flirting at a bar Damn girl you look like youre trapped in a life you built to please someone else. and then i kneel down and pull out a 💍#sry i ran out of space for the full word ring. also why when i type 💍 Ohh theyre hiding it. bc now the emoji is 💍 Oh they changed it again#pox on their home..originally it was 🔐 sughested emoji#but then the second time it was 😭.... very anti marriage. well ig maybe the sob could be like OMG... YES!!!!! I WILL MARRY YOU!!!!!!#ngl getting proposed to is such a big fear of mine like. i dont think id ever be able to propose to someone so id have to be proposed to i#suppose but it makes me quite nervous not bc im like ohh nooo dont propose i just rly worry ill react the wrong way and theyll change their#mind. like its a very high emotion moment so ik i would be supposed to be emotional And i would be but idk if id do it in the right way . y#idk. what if my autism looms and i end up just being like 😐 on accident. fuckkk. what if i say somethinf dumb. like i try to be like YES !#but instead im like YEP! god. can you imagine. id have to just bury myself at that point. so embarassing. or like what if i get excited and#flap my hands but it was supposed to be more of a like. joyful crying type of thing... or what if im supposed to just be shocked and like .#Oh my god ....#and am I supposed to run at them and sweep them into a hug or do they do thst to me. UGH. ITS SO STRESSFUL. i suppose ill just remain alone#forever so I never have to confront any difficult situations ever again . Joke .#idk it just makes me nervous. but i suppose hopefully the person proposing to me will love me . that would be nice so hopefully they wont#mind if i dont respond the right way . and they wont be upset with me bc they love me eversomuch. a girl can dream i suppose... my head lik#is pounding sry. i need to sleep probably.. stayed up too late again -_- 8am -_- and im sposed to do laundry today But i dont want to . and#since im gonna fall asleep i fear it shant happen. UGHHH#wtvr. idk what my ideal proposal would be likeee. i don't want to be blindsided ig#i like surprises but Obviously im too worried abt like. my immediate reaction#+ i think its important to talk abt marriage Before proposing just so everybodys like#on the same page and such. Obvs... but ya. i dont think id want a super public proposal like. id like it to be somewhere nice with maybs#significance to our relationship and such. and its fine if theres like Some passersby but id hate for it 2 be like. somewhere crowded. or i#a restaurant or something#Altho if it was in a restaurant maybe we could get free food..#but maybe that can be just fake proposals later on. and our real proposal can be somewhere else. YIPPEEE. me and my imaginary future spouse#who is To be honest rather bare minimum#normal girl will be like Wistful sigh maybe my future spouse will even love me and wont scream at me and will like to listen to me speak 😍#but anywyas. my beddybye time. SURPRISE GN POST#woahhthis got off topic i forgot what the original post was this always happens. i do love characters like that
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(petty) terms and conditions
#spoilers#ig idk tag rambling#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza series#yakuza 7#yakuza like a dragon#daigo dojima#ryo aoki#masadai#i might as well put it under there#snap sketches#oh god what was i going to type i forget#anyways yeah im terminally ill. putting these two together started as a bit but now im committed#i commit to the bit forever and always#oh yeah i remember what i wanted to say#daigo would never be this sassy but i can hope i can dream i just think he deserves a lil pettiness in his life#the next time i decide to be deranged ill keep him in check dont worry i just needed to bully aoki about his eyebrows#fr the fact masato has thinner brows... he literally did pluck them thats insane....#ok im done being ill for the night bye im playin more y7 with my friend who knows nothing bout rgg tomorrow
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amilcar is so 😭😭
#idk all his appearances in sapnaps stream have been so chaotic lmao#he just called sapnap a furry cause hes dating serpias and his vtuber model is a furry ig ??#also im pretty sure this is the guy who walked up to farfadox one time and asked him whens the wedding (with dream) 😭
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should i become a theatre kid
#24 year old kid ig#the community theatre wanted me to help them with lighting so so bad and even offered to teach me everything and i wish i'd taken them up o#it#but also at my core i am a Star so idk how well i'd do on the sidelines#but also u have to get a foot in SOMEHOW#but also i wanna learn set design so so bad.#maybe i can make them teach me lighting AND set design#i'm going to be so incredibly obnoxious about this if it happens#and like. my regular theatre is great. love that place. would love to volunteer#but i drive a whole fucking hour every week to get to it. and i'm not doing more than that. and this one is like 5 min away#i never did it in high school cause i had beef with the theatre kids cause we stopped being friends but i wish i diddddd#i could achieve those dreams now. even if im just a tech.
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