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Blood Oath - Seonghwa
"you taste... you taste like sin."
pairing: vampire seonghwa x divine entity fem!reader
genre: 18+, vampire au, filth
summary: After centuries of pursuit, you finally surrender to the Lord himself. In the dark of his embrace, he swears an oath—eternal love, eternal possession.
wc: 5.7k
warnings: vampire lord!seonghwa, divine entity!reader, power play, possessiveness, light obsession (he wants the reader forever and has been persistent with winning her over), heavy making out, neck kissing, neck biting, choking, vampire fangs (idk if it can be a warning but), vampire bites, blood sucking, looots of marking, praising & body worshipping, oral sex (both f and m), he ests her out, dacryphilia, biting, size kink, huge dick!seonghwa (he was a vampire after all), overstimulation, missionary, bending over, hiar pulling, deep throating, bloodplay (he fucks her while drinking her blood), manhandling, some aftercare, no hongjoong was not peeking he came in the room after quite some time, completely consensual, for sure forgot something, unprotected (boo use protection irl!!!), might edit later.
Author's Note: I ain't even going to hide it anymore. Has anyone thought of the fact that writers always add the bath scene in the end.. but not a lot of them actually detail what happens in that moment of aftercare or if it's actually aftercare..? No more waiting!!! I wrote a bonus scene of Seonghwa and the reader spending some sweet steamy time in the tub, and it's steaming hot. 😋 I can't wait to post it. I love vampires oml.
Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction and does not represent the reality of the member in any way.
The castle stood silent beneath the weight of the midnight hour, the heavy air thick with something unspoken. The towering chamber, adorned with black marble and flickering candelabras, felt like a prison, trapping the tension that crackled between you and him.
Lord Seonghwa.
A name that struck terror into men, that sent entire kingdoms to their knees. A name synonymous with power, desire, and ruin.
And yet—You were the only one who had ever defied him.
You stood before him now, bathed in silver moonlight, your arms crossed, an amused smirk tugging at your lips as he stared at you—his crimson eyes dark, predatory.
"You’re staring again, Seonghwa," you murmured, voice laced with amusement. "Careful, someone might think you’re desperate."
His jaw clenched so hard you swore you heard it crack.
"You think this is a game?" His voice was lower now, rougher. Darker.
You took a single step closer, just enough to let your perfume slip into his senses, just enough to let the warmth of your body make him ache. "I know it is."
He inhaled sharply, his fists clenching at his sides.
You had been tormenting him for months—years, if he were being honest. Every look you gave him, every soft breath, every time you allowed him close but never close enough—you were his downfall, his undoing.
"Say it," he rasped.
You tilted your head, feigning innocence. "Say what, vampire?"
He was in front of you before you could blink. His cold hands seized your waist, pulling you, your body flush against his. His breath was ragged, his control razor-thin.
"Say that you want me," he commanded, his lips brushing against the shell of your ear. "Say that you burn for me the way I burn for you."
You exhaled a soft, teasing breath, your fingers tracing the intricate patterns of his black silk shirt. "Why would I lie?"
His grip tightened, his fingers digging in as a growl vibrated through his chest.
"You cruel thing," he muttered. "You love this, don’t you?"
Your fingers trailed lower, barely grazing his stomach, feeling the way his muscles tensed beneath your touch.
"You make it too easy, my lord."
His fangs lengthened at your words. He ached for you. His entire being was consumed by the thought of having you—owning you, marking you, ruining you.
"You don’t know what you’re doing to me," he gritted out, his forehead pressing against yours, his breath shuddering as his hands traveled lower.
"Oh, I know," you whispered, letting your lips ghost over his. "I know exactly how much you want me."
A sharp, broken sound left his lips. He was at his limit.
"You enjoy seeing me like this?" His voice was wrecked, a raw, dangerous whisper. "You like knowing you’re the only one who has ever made me beg?"
Your smirk deepened, and you slowly, deliberately tilted your head, baring the delicate column of your throat to him.
"You’re a vampire, Seonghwa," you murmured. "Starvation is part of the curse, isn’t it?
His control snapped.
In a single, fluid motion, he had you pinned against the grand canopy bed, his body caging yours in. His lips crashed into your throat, kissing, tasting, devouring.
"You are cruel," he groaned against your skin, his fingers sliding up your thigh, gripping hard. "Do you know what you do to me?"
You gasped softly as his fangs scraped over your pulse, a warning—a promise.
"Then take what you want," you breathed, arching slightly against him.
Seonghwa froze. You felt his breath stutter, his hands trembling where they held you.
Slowly, he pulled back just enough to meet your gaze. His crimson eyes were blown wide with hunger, his lips parted, his entire body shaking with restraint.
"Say it again," he whispered, his voice so desperate it sent a shiver down your spine.
You dragged your fingers into his raven-black hair, tugging him closer.
"Take what you want, vampire lord."
A sharp, guttural growl ripped from his throat.And then— His fangs pierced your skin.
A sharp gasp left your lips as molten heat surged through your veins. Your hands tightened in his hair again as his mouth latched onto your throat, drinking you in, consuming you.
A moan rumbled deep in his chest, his grip on you bruising as he finally— finally— tasted the one thing he had longed for.
"Mine," he rasped against your skin. "You are mine."
His lips were relentless, his hands everywhere—gripping, touching, claiming.
You shuddered beneath him, the intensity of his hunger overwhelming, intoxicating.
"Yours," you whispered, your fingers fisting in his hair.
Seonghwa pulled back just enough to look at you, his lips stained with your blood, his breath ragged.
"Say it again," he pleaded.
"Yours."
A sound somewhere between a growl and a groan left his lips before he crashed his mouth against yours, kissing you with a hunger that bordered on madness.
He would ruin you. And you would let him. The taste of you was his ruin.
Seonghwa had thought he understood hunger before. He had believed he knew what it meant to crave, to ache, to desire something so fiercely it bordered on madness.
He had lied to himself. Because this? You? You were his true starvation.
His lips were still stained red, his breath coming in ragged, uneven gasps as he pulled back, crimson eyes wild. His grip on you was bruising, his entire body trembling as if the taste of you had shattered something vital inside him.
"Seonghwa—"
Your voice was breathless, teasing, knowing. And it broke him. A guttural growl tore from his chest, and before you could so much as blink, his fangs were sinking into your skin again.
You gasped sharply, fingers tangling in his hair as he bit into the soft curve of your shoulder, groaning against you like a starved beast. His body caged you in, pressing you deeper into the silk sheets as he devoured you, lips trailing down, fangs scraping, sinking, claiming.
You moaned, your body arching into him, and his grip tightened on your hips, fingers digging in.
"You taste…" he rasped, pulling back just enough to drag his tongue over the fresh wound. His voice was wrecked, desperate, fucked out from nothing but the taste of you. "You taste like sin ."
You let out a soft, breathy chuckle, your nails raking down his back, feeling the way his musclescshuddered beneath your touch. "Then why do you look like you want to drown in it?"
His head snapped up, his gaze locking onto yours.
And you knew. You had pushed him. The last thread of his restraint snapped .
A growl rumbled from deep in his chest as he yanked your body beneath him, his lips trailing down, lower, lower , his mouth finding the delicate skin just above your heart—
And then he bit .
Harder.
Deeper.
Your back arched off the mattress, a sharp moan escaping your lips.
Seonghwa groaned against your skin, his hips pressing against yours as he drank deep , as if the taste of you had possessed him, made him something darker,hungrier .
"Seonghwa—"
Another bite.
You gasped, a whimper slipping free, fingers gripping his hair as he worshipped you with his fangs, with his lips, with his body .
"You are cruel ," he groaned, his tongue laving over the fresh wound before sinking his fangs into your neck this time, groaning at the feel of your pulse against his lips.
You shuddered beneath him, heat coiling in your core, your breaths coming in ragged, uneven gasps. "And you are obsessed."
His hands tightened on your thighs,spreading them apart as his hips pressed flush against yours.
"You're mine ," he growled, voice low, dark,dangerous .
You smirked, tilting your head, offering your throat to him again .
"Then prove it ."
A snarl left his lips—
And then he ruined you. He wouldn't stop. He didn't want to stop.
Your taste was a drug, and he was past the point of no return, past the point of anything resembling restraint. His lips moved feverishly , fangs sinking into your skin again and again—your neck, shoulders, collarbones, wrists—each bite deeper,needier , as if he were engraving himself into your very soul.
Each time he pulled away, his lips were red-stained, his eyes crazed , his breath ragged. " Mine ," he groaned against your pulse, hands sliding under your clothes, desperate, trembling. "I want— need —to feel you. All of you. No more barriers. No more teasing."
His fingers gripped the fabric of your clothing, his hands shaking as if he were on the edge of madness—but still, he waited. He needed you to say it.
And you did.
Soft. Breathless. A whisper against his lips.
" Take me, Seonghwa. "
A ragged moan ripped from his chest as his hands tore at your clothes. He stripped you down slowly , reverently, his fingers skimming your skin as if you were something holy , something meant to be worshipped .
His lips followed every inch of exposed flesh—his fangs trailing , scraping, nipping—marking you with deep red blossoms of possession.
" So beautiful, " he murmured against your stomach, pressing his lips to your hip bone, his fingers gripping your thighs. " So perfect. "
When you reached for his shirt, he let you pull it over his head, let you trace the sculpted lines of his body, your touch so soft, so delicate that he shuddered. And then you looked up at him—those wide, innocent, puppy eyes that made him snap.
" Fuck— "
His hands grabbed your waist, pushing you further onto your back, spreading your legs apart so abruptly you barely had time to gasp before his lips were on you.
A desperate growl left his throat as he devoured you, his tongue moving with deliberate, sinful precision, as if this was what he had craved for centuries.
You cried out, your fingers tangling in his jet-black hair as he moaned against you, as if your pleasure was his own undoing.
"You taste—" he groaned, his grip tightening on your thighs as he sucked at your clit. "You taste like I was made to worship you."
You whimpered, arching against him, losing yourself in the feel of his tongue, his lips, his fangs grazing against your trembling skin—
And Seonghwa just kept going.
Seonghwa parted your thighs with reverence, spreading you open as if you were something holy, something meant to be worshipped.
And he would worship you.
His gaze devoured you, hunger painting his features as he lowered himself, his lips brushing along the inside of your thigh. He inhaled deeply, eyes fluttering shut as if the very scent of you had him drunk, dizzy, wrecked.
Then—
His fangs sank in.
You gasped, back arching as his sharp teeth pierced your delicate skin. The sting bled into something pleasurable, something unbearably intoxicating, as his tongue followed, lapping at the fresh mark with a deep, guttural groan.
"Your blood…" he rasped, voice wrecked, lips feverish as he trailed open-mouthed kisses up your thigh, his fangs scraping teasingly over your hypersensitive skin. "Your taste—it’s going to ruin me."
Another bite.
A sharper moan spilled from your lips as he sucked the wound, his tongue flicking over it in slow, torturous strokes before his mouth moved higher. His hands gripped your thighs, holding you in place, his lips ghosting over your core, his breath hot and heavy against your damp heat.
And then—
His tongue flicked against your clit.
A ragged cry tore from your throat, your hands flying to his silken black hair, fingers twisting as he moaned, the vibrations sending a shockwave through your body.
He devoured you.
Lips sucking, tongue lapping, fangs grazing—he kissed you there with the same sensual, ravenous hunger that he had kissed your lips, his hands digging into your thighs, holding you still, keeping you open as he lost himself in the taste of you.
"So fucking sweet," he groaned, voice muffled as he suckled on your swollen bud, his tongue rolling in slow, lazy circles, making your thighs tremble around his head. "So fucking perfect."
Your breath hitched, your hips jerking, chasing the friction, but Seonghwa chuckled darkly, pressing your thighs down as his tongue dipped lower, teasing your entrance, tasting you with slow, languid strokes that made you sob his name.
"Look at you," he rasped against your slick folds, his voice deep, ruined. "Falling apart on my tongue. And I’ve barely even started."
And then he sucked, deep and harsh, his fangs grazing against your trembling skin as he dragged you closer and closer to the edge—
And he had no intention of stopping.
Seonghwa was cruel.
He was slow, teasing, dragging you through the flames of anticipation as he trailed his lips over your trembling thighs, his tongue flicking against your feverish skin between sharp, indulgent bites.
"You shake so beautifully for me," he murmured, his voice thick with desire, with hunger, his fingers kneading into the soft flesh of your legs as he sucked another deep, bruising mark into your inner thigh. "Are you afraid of how much you need me?"
You weren’t afraid.
But you were losing your mind.
His sharp fangs scraped your thigh again, dragging slow and deliberate before he kissed the mark—before his tongue flicked out, lapping at the wound with a groan so shamelessly sinful it sent a shiver down your spine.
You could feel his smirk against your skin. He knew what he was doing to you.
And he loved it.
Then, just when you thought you’d break, when your hips rolled up desperately seeking his mouth again—
His lips met your core.
A sharp cry tore from your throat as he licked a slow, sensual stripe over your folds, his tongue curling, tasting you thoroughly, deliberately, his groan vibrating against your soaked heat.
"You’re dripping for me," he rasped, his voice drenched in hunger, fascination, his fingers spreading you apart so he could see, so he could taste every drop of your arousal. "So needy. So desperate. And yet—"
His tongue flicked against your clit in a featherlight touch—so soft it made you whimper, made your hips jerk up, chasing the feeling.
He pulled away.
A dark, low chuckle left his lips, his breath fanning over your soaked folds, sending a shiver down your spine. "Look at you," he purred, amused, pressing a kiss right above where you needed him most. "Falling apart before I’ve even touched you properly."
"Seonghwa—"
"Ah, ah…" His fangs scraped your inner thigh again, making you jolt as he bit down, sucked, leaving another violet stain against your trembling skin. "Say it properly, sweetheart."
You whimpered, thighs trembling around his head. "Please…"
His lips curled against your thigh.
"That’s it," he murmured, voice dark with approval—and then, finally, he devoured you.
His mouth closed over your clit, sucking, his tongue flicking against the swollen bud in rapid, merciless strokes.
You sobbed his name.
Your body arched, your hands flying to his dark hair, fingers twisting as your thighs tried to squeeze around his head, to control the pleasure, but Seonghwa didn’t let you.
No, he pinned your hips down, growling as he held you open, drinking in every desperate, ragged moan as he buried himself in you.
His tongue licked into you slowly, teasing before he thrust it in deep, curling, stroking, before dragging up to flick, suck, devour—his pace relentless, his lips and tongue working in perfect sin to drive you straight to the edge.
"That’s it, sweetheart," he praised, his voice wrecked, his lips glistening as he suckled on your clit, rolling it against his tongue with purposeful, agonizing precision. "Give it to me."
Your thighs trembled.
Your back arched off the sheets, your hands yanking at his hair helplessly, gasping, shaking, your entire body a mess of heat and electricity as his mouth ruined you, owned you, claimed you.
And then—
He groaned into you. The sound vibrated against your core, sent you spiraling, sent stars bursting behind your eyes as the coil in your stomach snapped.
A shattered cry broke from your lips as you came hard, your body tensing, then shaking, then melting into the pleasure as his tongue kept moving, coaxing, soothing, lapping up every drop as if he could drink you in forever.
Seonghwa moaned as he pulled away, his fangs gleaming, his lips and chin glistening in the low candlelight.
"Fuck," he murmured, his voice dark, reverent, his fingers stroking up your trembling thighs as he licked his lips, tasting the remnants of your release with pure, feral satisfaction. "You taste better than anything I’ve ever had, sweetheart."
And you knew he wasn’t done with you yet.
Seonghwa was breathing heavy, his chest rising and falling with raw restraint, his fangs peeking from under his parted lips. He was starving. Not just for your blood. For you.
His fingers flexed against your thighs, his body taut with aching desire, with the need to take. To devour. To mark you so deeply you’d never belong to anyone else.
But you—
You just lay there, your body glowing under the candlelight, flushed and ruined, your chest rising and falling with every shallow, controlled breath.
Still playing with him.
Still teasing him even after he’d made you shake, sob, cum on his tongue.
His jaw clenched, his hands tightening on your thighs before he exhaled a shaky breath, dragging himself away from your heat before he lost all control.
His fingers went to the waistband of his pants.
Your eyes followed.
The moment the fabric hit the floor, your lips parted.
His cock sprung free, thick and aching, the flushed tip glistening with precum, standing proud against his sculpted stomach.
You swallowed. Seonghwa noticed. And it fucking destroyed him.
A dark, satisfied smirk tugged at his lips as he wrapped a long, elegant hand around his shaft, his fingers flexing, gripping himself, stroking slowly—so slow it made his breath shudder.
" What’s wrong, sweetheart? " he teased, voice deep, wrecked, thick with lust. " You look nervous. "
You met his gaze with that same unbothered, innocent expression, tilting your head, feigning nonchalance as your thighs instinctively pressed together.
Seonghwa chuckled, his grip tightening, his wrist twisting with every slow, purposeful stroke.
" Do you want to take care of this yourself? " he murmured, voice dark, indulgent, his fangs flashing as he hissed in pleasure. " Or should I keep going? "
The answer came immediately. You pushed yourself up on your knees, your body fluid, graceful, shifting to the edge of the bed until you were face to face with his cock, looking up at him with wide, feigned innocence.
Seonghwa inhaled sharply, his jaw tensing, his control hanging by a thread.
" Eager now, aren’t we? " he murmured, amusement laced with pure, agonizing hunger.
You didn’t answer. You just licked your lips.
His hand shot to the back of your head, fingers tangling in your hair, not forcing, just holding—just watching as you breathed him in, as your hands slid up his thighs, as your nails dragged over his taut muscles, sending a violent shudder through his body.
And then— He slapped his cock against your lips. A wet, filthy sound filled the air as his heavy, aching length met your soft, warm skin, precum smearing across your lips, marking you, teasing you. Seonghwa groaned, low, guttural, his head tipping back at the sight of your pretty, swollen lips glistening with him.
" Look at you, " he murmured, breathless, desperate, tapping his cock against your lips again, smearing his arousal against the curve of your mouth. " My perfect little thing, finally where she belongs. "
You still didn’t answer. But your lips parted. And Seonghwa lost his mind.
Seonghwa’s patience was hanging by a thread.
You were kneeling before him, lips parted, eyes wide, your breath warm against his aching, leaking cock—and yet…
You weren’t taking him in. You were toying with him. A soft, delicate kiss was pressed against his swollen tip, your lips barely brushing over the precum that had gathered there. A soft, barely-there flick of your tongue followed, innocent, playful, tasting him—teasing him—but never truly giving him what he needed.
Seonghwa’s fingers tightened in your hair, his breath hitching as he watched you pull back just slightly, lips glossy, eyes still full of that damn feigned innocence.
" Sweetheart, " he murmured, voice wrecked, low, dark. " You’re playing a very dangerous game. "
A flutter of your lashes. A mocking tilt of your head.
" Am I? "
Seonghwa growled, the sound inhuman, sending a chill down your spine.
" You think I’ll let you keep teasing me? " His fingers tugged you closer, his cock pulsing in his grip. " You think I’ll let you play with me like this? "
You only giggled, lips grazing his cock again, just barely, your hands sliding up his thighs, light, teasing, before pulling away again.
Something inside him snapped.
" Enough. "
With one firm tug, Seonghwa tilted your head back, forcing your mouth wide open, fingers tightening in your hair as he angled you just right—
And then he thrust in.
The sound that left you was a mix of shock and pleasure, a soft whimper swallowed by the sheer force of him, by the way he filled your mouth, stretching you past your limits.
" That’s it, " Seonghwa groaned, voice shaking, head tipping back at the warmth of your mouth, the way your tongue pressed against his throbbing veins. " Finally behaving. "
Your hands flew to his thighs, nails digging in, trying to steady yourself as he pushed deeper—slowly, purposefully, making sure you felt every inch as he slid down your throat.
Until he hit the back. Until your nose met his pelvis. Until he buried himself completely inside you, the sheer size of him bulging in your throat, a perfect outline of his cock visible against your delicate skin.
" Fuck, " Seonghwa shuddered, his free hand brushing over the bulge in your throat, pressing just slightly, feeling himself inside you.
Your throat tightened around him at the pressure, and he swore loudly, his grip in your hair tightening, his cock throbbing.
" You feel that, sweetheart? " His thumb traced the bulge with dark fascination, a deep, satisfied growl rumbling from his chest. " That’s me— sweetly deep in your fucking throat. "
You let out a soft, muffled moan, your tongue flexing, sending a jolt of blinding pleasure through him.
His breath was shaky, his control hanging by a thread. And then— He pulled back. Just an inch. Just enough to let you breathe for half a second— Before he thrust back in, this time faster, rougher, forcing you to take him completely once more.
Your nails dug into his thighs, your body trembling, eyes glassy as he set a deep, steady pace, fucking into your mouth inch by inch, watching the way your lips stretched around him, the way your throat clenched, the way your eyes fluttered shut with every thrust. He was losing himself in you. You were ruining him.
" Mine, " Seonghwa rasped, his grip unrelenting, desperate, possessive. " You’re fucking mine. “
Whatever restraint he had left had shattered the moment he saw the tears glistening in your eyes, the way they spilled down your flushed cheeks as you struggled to take his impossible length.
You were choking on him, your throat clenching, tightening with every desperate gasp, every helpless little whimper that vibrated against his cock.
And fuck, that only made him thrust harder.
" Look at you, " Seonghwa hissed, fingers tangling tighter in your hair, holding you firmly in place as he fucked your throat open. " Crying on my cock like a good girl. "
You gagged, saliva dripping down your chin, your hands shaking against his thighs as he hit the back of your throat over and over again—relentless, deep, merciless.
Your lungs burned, your body quivering, but you could feel his cock throbbing, the tension in his muscles coiling tighter, the deep, wrecked groans falling from his lips becoming more desperate.
He was close. And then—
Seonghwa’s grip tightened, his hips snapping forward one last time, burying himself deep, making sure you took every inch, making sure you felt him as he came hard down your throat.
A low, broken growl tore from his chest, his cock pulsing, thick ropes of hot cum spilling down your throat, forcing you to swallow quickly or risk choking. But there was too much.
A gasp caught in your throat as the warmth overflowed, dripping from the corners of your mouth, running down your chin, your neck, staining your skin as you trembled beneath him.
Seonghwa groaned, watching the mess he made, watching the way you struggled to swallow every drop, your body shaking with the effort.
" Swallow. All of it. " His voice was low, hoarse, his thumb swiping across your lips, pushing the stray drops back into your mouth.
You obeyed, blinking up at him, teary-eyed, cheeks flushed, mouth still slightly open, a soft pant escaping you as you caught your breath.
And fuck—Seonghwa nearly lost it again.
" You look so fucking pretty like this, " he murmured, voice shaky, his thumb brushing over your lips, pressing down gently before he pulled you up by the hair.
Before he flipped you over.
A gasp left you as you were suddenly bent over the bed, your cheek pressed against the sheets, your body still shaking from how he just wrecked your throat.
And then— You felt his hands on you. Roaming. Exploring. Gripping.
You let out a soft whimper as he yanked your hips higher, pressing his aching cock against your soaking folds, dragging it along your wetness, teasing you, taunting you. But before he could push in, before he could claim you completely, he did something else first.
He bit you.
A sharp gasp left your lips as his fangs sank into your back, right between your shoulder blades, deep, hard, sending a jolt of pleasure and pain through your spine.
He groaned as your blood filled his mouth, hot, sweet, intoxicating.
His tongue flicked over the fresh wound, soothing, before he sucked harder, drinking you in, devouring you, desperate to have more, more, more.
" Mine, " Seonghwa growled against your skin, his hands tightening on your hips, his cock throbbing against you. " You’re mine, sweetheart. "
And then—He thrust in and he snapped.
The second he buried himself inside you, the second your tight heat squeezed around his cock, he lost it.
" Fuck— " his voice broke, his grip on your hips bruising, his breath ragged against your spine. " You’re… so tight, sweetheart—so fucking tight for me. "
He pulled back, just enough to let you feel the stretch, to let you feel the obscene thickness of him dragging against your walls—
Before he slammed back in.
A cry left your lips as he hit deep, so deep you could feel the ache in your stomach, the pressure, the way your body adjusted around his impossible size.
And fuck, Seonghwa felt it too.
His hand slid down, pressing against your lower belly, feeling the way his cock was bulging through your skin, how stuffed you were, how completely ruined he was making you.
" God… look at you, " he groaned, pressing down harder, watching the way you shuddered, how your walls fluttered around him. " You feel that, sweetheart? Feel how fucking deep I am? "
You let out a whimper, biting your lip, trying so hard to keep your composure, but—
Seonghwa wasn't having it.
With a low, wicked chuckle, he snapped his hips forward, hitting that perfect spot so precisely that you choked on your moan, your nails digging into the sheets.
" Oh, don’t hold back now, " he taunted, voice dripping with hunger, fangs grazing the curve of your shoulder as he thrust into you again—harder, faster, making your body jolt forward with each movement. " You wanted to tease me? Let’s see how well you can take it, pretty girl. "
A wicked idea flickered through your hazy mind—
Between his punishing thrusts, you arched your back, pressing your ass against him, grinding down on his cock, making it feel even tighter, even deeper.
" You little— " His fingers tightened around your throat, yanking you back against his chest, his other hand gripping your thigh, spreading you wider for him. " Do you enjoy testing me, my love? "
You gasped, eyes rolling back as his cock hit that spot again, as his fangs pressed against your pulse, as the pleasure overwhelmed you.
" S-Seonghwa— "
" That’s right. " His voice was dark, possessive, his tongue flicking over your rapidly beating pulse before he sank his fangs in.
The moment his teeth pierced your skin, his hips pounded into you faster, harder, sending you spiraling, sending you straight into oblivion.
You cried out, body tensing, clenching, your orgasm hitting you so violently you could feel the heat explode through your veins, feel your walls fluttering around him, feel the pulsating grip you had on his cock.
And fuck—that was it for him.
Seonghwa let out a guttural moan, his rhythm stuttering, his grip tightening as he bottomed out one last time, cock throbbing, filling you with his hot, thick release, marking you in every possible way.
But he wasn’t done. Not yet.
" One more time, sweetheart, " he whispered, pressing soft kisses against the new bite on your throat. " I need you again… I need to ruin you all over again. "
Seonghwa didn’t move.
Even with his cock buried deep inside you, even with the aftershocks of both your releases still lingering between you, he simply held you close, forehead pressed to yours, his breath shaky, his lips ghosting over your skin as if he never wanted to part from you again.
But he wasn’t done yet. No—this wasn’t over. It couldn’t be.
His fangs slowly retracted, the predator in him finally soothed, but his hunger for you was far from satisfied.
Not yet. Not until he gave you all of him.
Not until you understood just how much you meant to him.
With a soft hum, he tilted your chin up, his dark, obsidian eyes searching yours, his expression unreadable—until he leaned in and kissed you.
But this kiss was different. It wasn’t full of desperation or lust. It was slow. Deep.
His lips moved against yours with reverence, as if he were worshipping you, memorizing you, pouring every ounce of devotion and love he had for you into that single kiss.
You melted, your arms wrapping around his shoulders, pulling him closer, your heart pounding at the way he sighed into your mouth, like this was all he ever wanted.
He rocked his hips forward. Slowly.
A long, languid thrust that had you whimpering softly against his lips, your walls still sensitive and raw from the last time. But there was no rush now.
No hunger, no desperation—just love. Pure, unfiltered love.
" Let me love you, " Seonghwa murmured against your lips, his hand cradling your face, his thumb stroking your cheek. " Let me show you how much you mean to me. "
Your breath hitched. Because this—this was what you wanted. What you craved from him. What you had teased him for, tortured him for—for him to give in, to devote himself entirely to you, to confess what he truly felt. And he was finally doing it.
You could feel it in the way he moved inside you, his thrusts deep and slow, his cock stretching you perfectly, hitting every spot with precision, making you tremble beneath him.
You could feel it in the way he kissed you, how he took his time savoring your lips, breathing you in, as if he needed you more than blood itself.
And you could feel it in the way he whispered against your skin, each word sinking into you like a spell—
" I love you. "
A sharp gasp escaped you, your hands gripping onto him, your nails digging into his back, because fuck, the way he said it— So softly. So vulnerable. So genuine.
" I love you, " he whispered again, lips brushing over your cheek, your jawline, your neck, his words melting into your skin, sealing themselves into your soul.
" Let me have you forever, " he pleaded, his voice trembling, his thrusts growing deeper, smoother, his fingers lacing with yours. " Be mine, and I’ll give you everything—eternity, devotion, love—everything. "
A choked moan left you, your body tightening around him, your heart pounding wildly, because fuck—you could feel it.
The intensity of his love. The depth of his devotion. He wasn’t lying. He would give you everything. And for the first time—you let go.
" I’m yours, " you whispered, your voice soft, breathy, full of need, and fuck—that sent him over the edge.
His cock twitched deep inside you, his pace stuttering, a deep, broken moan tearing from his throat as his release spilled into you, filling you up one last time.
And the moment he felt you clench around him, the moment he felt your entire body tremble, your orgasm washing over you like a slow, sensual wave, he kissed you again, swallowing every whimper, every sigh, until the both of you were left panting against each other.
—
Seonghwa pulled out slowly, making you whine softly at the loss of fullness, at the way his warmth left you empty, but he was quick to soothe you.
His fingers traced every bite mark, his lips pressing soft, tender kisses over each one, admiring the evidence of his love on your body.
His fangs were gone, retracted, his hunger finally sated.
And now—all that was left was devotion.
" So beautiful, " he murmured, running his hands down your sides, marveling at you, at how thoroughly ruined you were for him.
He wrapped you in his arms, pressing your sweaty, exhausted body against his chest, holding you close, his fingers rubbing soothing circles on your back.
You were his. Forever.
" Come, " he murmured after a moment, shifting to sit up. " Let’s take a bath. "
You barely had the energy to nod, your limbs weak, but as he moved to stand, Hongjoong’s teasing voice floated through the room.
" Bath, huh? " he mused from the doorway, arms crossed over his chest, a knowing smirk on his lips. " You sure that’s all you want to do in there, my Lord? "
Seonghwa rolled his eyes, but the smirk that tugged at his lips was undeniable.
" Would it be a crime if I wanted one more round? " he murmured, nipping at your ear playfully.
You chuckled, your tired body still buzzing with warmth, and as you snuggled into his embrace, you whispered—
" I think I could handle one more. "
“But let's get you washed up first, my love.”
And just like that—the night was far from over.
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YOU ALREADY KNOOWWWWWW i need to know nr 6&10 about me and coryo. uh. better cr dr (me but rich and ??? idk. socialite ?:?/?/?/??: and we’re both like that. BASICALLY gossip girl without the gossip….,girl)
. ۫ ꣑ৎ . MY GORGEOUS EMMA I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR READING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH (ノ ˃ˋᗜˊ˂ )ノ ₊˚⊹ ᰔ !!!!!
⟡ which of your qualities do they like the most ? ⟡
𝒞ards ⦂ 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 , 𝑡𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 , 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑐��𝑝𝑠 ꒰ 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑑 ꒱ , 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝘩𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑎𝑛 ꒰ 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑑 ꒱ , 𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑢𝑝𝑠 , 𝑒𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑢𝑝𝑠
as i was shuffling the cards , i got this feeling that like you stand on business in your better cr dr LMAOOOOO like you do naawwwwt take any shit , you immediately call it out & with the eight of cups at the bottom of the deck i feel vindicated for getting that intuitive feeling (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) i think that's one of the things he rly likes about you , how you do not hold onto things that don’t serve you .
it’s not really authoritative , but you have a quality that’s very leading if that makes sense . it comes sooooooo natural for you too , you can take charge & command in a way that looks so effortless but when anyone else tries it looks so difficult LOLLLLL and he really likes that about you . it's not just him though , i’m getting this vague idea that like that’s something that a lot of people look up to you for ( ? ) your sense of naturally leading , of not quitting until your plans come to fruition .
you have this super creative ability to blend together two completely unrelated ideas into one cohesive thing and he’s not only impressed by it , but it’s something he also reveres about you . like for example if he looooaaathes pineapple on pizza , you somehow find a way to make it sound /so/ fire , enough for him to hear you out for a bite or two before he’s back to hating it LMAOOOOOSDJFOSD
he also likes it when you’re emotional around him ꒰ this sounds so . . . wild T T ꒱ and not in the sense of like you crying or something , just in the way that like you’re your most honest around him , you don't have to hide whatever emotions you’re currently feeling , however intense or overwhelming or positive or negative , like you would for example around a friend . so that you don't bottle up however you feel , he secretly likes that he’s the number one person you go to whenever things get too much . i have a feeling he’s very smug about it too LMAOOOOOOOSOGSFGFG
꒰ not pertaining the cards, but i do think that a physical quality of yours he reaaaaally really likes are your eyes (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈) ꒱
⟡ what’s the first thing they noticed about you ? ⟡
𝒞ards ⦂ 𝑠𝑖𝑥 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 , 𝑤𝘩𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑢𝑛𝑒 , 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 ꒰ 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑑 ꒱ , 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑟 , 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠
you're suuuuuuper popular is what i’m getting LOLLLL that was his first introduction to you , the net positive chatter about you even when you’re not in the room . this was mentioned in the first question , but i just think Self is really hammering in the point that you have a very confident energy , like fiery in the best way possible . it’s defffffff one of the first things he noticed about you .
LMAOOOO PAST LIFE BY TAME IMPALA IS PLAYING RN & FOR SOME REASON THE THOUGHT “ he so totally pretended not to know you at first “ CAME TO MIND BC OF THE LYRIC “ . . . you’re not a stranger if you’re always on my mind . . . “ like i’m getting that he tried to like act all nonchalant despite already knowing of you , like he wanted to save face and not look like a fan when you were first introduced to one another LMAOOOOOOSHGSk
your intelligence is something that was also initially what caught his attention at first . your quick wit and your impressive grades definitely caught his eye from the start ꒰ omg imagine if your like academic rivals to lovers LOLLLLLL fighting for the no.1 spot on having the best grades to fighting your way into each others hearts kasfkdfnjksdjgksf ꒱
i know the question is " first thing " like . . . singular . . . but i'm just getting so much rn LOLLLLL maybe he noticed these all at once ?? maybe they're all very noticeable aspects of your person ?? idk T T but your style too is something that he noticed first abt you !! i’m so getting the vibe that you have a pinterest wardrobe in your better cr dr & like you mentioned gossip girl-esque vibe of your better cr so i'm currently picturing like a gg blog detailing how chic you are hahashsjfhjd ( ≧ᗜ≦)
songs that may resonate w/ your dr relationship ⏦゚♡︎ ࿐someday by the strokes ࿐cool with you by her's ࿐juna by clairo
#*sweats* i hope this resonates w/ your better cr dr ml (˶ ˘ ³˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶)#PLEASE TELL ME IF IT DOES !! CURRENTLY CATCHING UP WITH YOUR BETTER CR DR ADVENTURES HAUFHADFH#── ⌕ ⌜ 𝖿𝖺𝗐𝗇'𝗌 𝖽𝗂𝗏𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝖼𝗈𝗋𝗇𝖾𝗋 ⌟ 𝜗𝜚 ‧₊˚ ⊹#── ⌕ ⌜ 𝗂𝗇𝖻𝗈𝗑 ⌟ ˖◛⁺⑅ .ᐟ#── ⌕ ⌜ 𝗆𝗎𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗅𝗌 ⦂ 𝖾𝗆𝗆𝖺 ⌟ 𝜗𝜚˚⋆ .ᐟ
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Hiya River! 👋☺️🌻 Just wanna say thanks for seriously answering about my 'tsundere' astrology ask instead of dismissing it offhand! Some of the mentioned placements funnily enough do fit with the person I had in mind! 😂 Maybe it's just me, but I like being one of the few who can "crack the (tsundere) code" when it comes to intuiting a loved one's inner reactions. Especially, when they're already so solitary or tend to adopt a popular or professional mask around others. 🤭 Guess I don't mind a romantic challenge, but I also just like that feeling of being "special enough" to have earned that person's trust & love after proving I'm NOT playing around with their feelings, if that makes sense? I also admit to sometimes like figuring out people who are a bit of a mystery~! 🕵️ IDK how to phrase my question exactly, but do you think there's any astrology placements related to folks who don't mind a romantic "challenge" aka. get easily drawn to partners who act exclusive, coy, or play hard to get? I know everybody has their own unique motives for liking such partners (some healthy, some not so much... ☠️), but I was just curious! 🤭 Sorry if my question is too confusingly worded to answer but thanks for reading this anyways! 🫶 - From 🔥 & 🧊
Hello 🔥 & 🧊, I think regardless of astrological placements, the majority of people tends to like a bit of a challenge in romance. 👀
Placements that get drawn to romantic challenges
Strong Mars influence: The desire to conquer, loving the chase. They are brave and direct, won't get discouraged by a challenge (likely get turned on by it). But they can be impatient so if the challenge goes on for too long, they will lose interest. (Notable placements: Mars-Moon aspect: emotional resilience, Mars-Sun: confidence, Mars-Mercury: curiosity, Mars-Saturn: patience, Mars-Pluto: desire to conquer and uncover mysteries, Mars in 5H or 7H: love the chase of romance, like to pursue)
Strong Saturn influence: They like to "work" for the affection of the other person. A pursuit too easy, too comfortable can make them suspicious of the "quality" (a false suspicion sometimes). A love/ a person worth pursuing is someone of high values, and a "hard to get" person can seem like that to them (again, not always the case). A fruit tastes sweeter when you work hard to get it from the high branch.
Strong Pluto influence: They're drawn to mysteries, to uncover the true essence of someone behind their mask. The more they sense that someone is hiding something, the more curious they're about that person. It won't guarantee that once they have gotten to the core of the other person, they will stay though. They're likely to act coy, hard to get themselves, they understand the game so well, they're not going to let anyone beat them in it, it can be a hit-or-miss, they can be either turned on or off by the challenge.
Strong Neptune influence: While they may not actively do the chasing, they like to do the attracting once they sense that they can charm a hard to get person. The idea of being the one, being special in someone's eyes can be attractive. They want to be the one who can touch the softer part of the other person. Saturn and Neptune influence, or a strong Moon, can have the similar effect of wanting to "fix" the other person.
Personal planets in Cardinal signs (Aries, Cancer, Libra, Capricorn): They like to initiate, go after what they want (not that the other signs don't go after what they want, but their way is more about attracting, passive energy), they usually have strong will so they're likely to not be deterred from romantic challenges.
Afflicted Sun/Moon/Venus: Some can have low self-confidence, self-esteem or are mistrustful in love that they think love should be hard to get. A tumultuous, difficult love or a difficult partner might appeal more to them than a peaceful, easy one.
#astro observations#astrology aspects#astrology placements#astro notes#astro posts#astro community#astroblr#natal chart#birth chart#ask me questions#astrology asks
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It was… quiet. Unusually quiet, Joel decided, as he buffed a bit of gold on his sky kingdom bridge. True, the harsh wind of Upper Stratos usually blocked out most noise, but Joel could also see into other kingdoms from up here, and it all looked so still. Scott’s kingdom, silly Chromia, was closest, and he couldn’t see the colorful man, or any of his strangely intelligent llamas anywhere.
Flying into Chromia, Joel could tell that something was off. The air felt stale here, still and gritty. Joel strode through the land, calling out for Scott, but there was no answer. Similar were the other kingdoms, quiet and silent, like a tomb. Animals were dull-eyed, buildings seemed less vibrant then usual. Joel called out the name of every friend he had, but there was no one.
Joel flew back to Stratos with his chest squeezing in an uncomfortable kind of way. They must all be somewhere together, Joel decided, and forgotten to invite him. It was a sad reach, but still possible. More possible then the deep paranoia that was clawing it’s way up Joel’s chest, screaming that something was very, very wrong.
“Joel? Joel!”
“Sausage?” Joel almost fell out of the sky, catching sight of a handsome, muscular man, dressed in dusty greens and yellows. Hermes stood beside him, looking at the fountain. Joel landed beside them, a wave of relief flooding his body.
“Joel! I brought Hermes by!” Sausage was smiling. “We wanted to say hi.”
“Sausage. Hermes. Oh my god, you’re both… here.” Joel smiled shakily. He’d been wrong, it was all okay. Everything was okay.
“Yep! We’ve been so busy…” Sausage began going on and on about his adventures with Hermes, but Joel wasn’t listening. Pure relief and adoration for his son was all he could comprehend. “…and of course I’m using a gold pickaxe, as the sexy king of the server demands.” Sausage winked at him.
“Glad to see you obeying.” Joel joked back.
“Oh yeah, and this thing is efficiency five, look-” Sausage swung the pick through the air and accidentally broke a block off the fountain. Water seeped out onto Hermes, and suddenly, there was someone else standing in Hermes’ place.
It looked like Jimmy, almost, small and doll-like, but with a painted-on face, black splotches for eyes, and a dash of red for a mouth.
“You guys are terrible parents.” It said in a mocking, squeaky voice. The creature- Joel couldn’t even begin to think of the thing as his son- flew off, vanishing into the horizon.
“Well, I guess that’s that plot point done.” Sausage turned to Joel with a neutral half-smile, and dissolved into red sand before his eyes.
“What?” Joel asked the open air, taking a step back, staring down in horror at the sand, which was picked up by the wind and scattered.
“You know what they said about the king of Mezalea.” There was a colorful man standing on the fountain before him, picking at something under his nails. “They said he died of sadness. All alone. Kind of pathetic, when you think about it.”
“Scott?” Joel asked, but even as he spoke the name, he knew it wasn’t true. The man who looked at him had dark brown hair and a golden crown. And his face looked… warped. Like the very air around him was melting away. “What’s going on? Who are you?”
“Who do you think I am, stupid demigod?” The man asked, glancing up at him in clear irritation before going back to his nails.
“You’re the King of Mezalea.” Joel guessed. “You’re talking about in the third person for some reason. You died of sadness from being alone, and now you’re here to what, to haunt me? Jealous of my muscles and hordes of adoring followers?”
“Oh please, Joel. I’m clearly talking about you. How you have died from sadness. From being alone. And how it’s happening again. I’m here because you can’t seem to escape this stupid fate, and if anyone’s going to torment you about it, it’s going to be you. Me. Whatever.”
“That’s not me, fella, that’s you you’re talking about!”
“Is it?” Asked the man in a bored drawl. “You know who I am, Joel. I’m you.”
And Joel did know, he could see his own face reflecting back at him.
“Well, maybe you- me of the past- died of sadness, but I am not sad. I am loved, you miserable ghost.”
The king of Mezalea’s eyes flashed in anger. “Loved by who? By the child who preferred the peaceful protector to the absent god? By the other rulers who batted their eyes for a quick hookup? By the citizens who looked up to the sky at a god who never answered their prayers unless they lied? Where are they all, Joel? Where are those who you claim love you?”
Joel reeled back. “They’re- I am loved, I am!”
“Then where are they all? Huh?” The king laughed. It was a cruel, barking laugh. “You’re no god, Joel. You walk among the lands, gold and quartz embellishing your every step, and yet, and yet, you have nothing but a graveyard of a kingdom to show for it. And it’s the end. You know that, don’t you?”
Joel looked around, at Lower Stratos below him, at the dulling Chromia. “This can’t be real. I- we’ve all been having so much fun. It’s not the end- you’re trying to trick me into thinking… something else.” Joel finished lamely. “And I am a god, more powerful then a king!” He added, trying to sound triumphant.
The king of Mezalea snorted. “If you’re really a god, then you don’t need these wings to fly. If this isn’t real, then jumping off of here will mean nothing. Let’s find out if you’re a god, if you’re going to live forever, wandering a land that never loved you. And if you’re not…” the king chuckled. “Well, you won’t need to worry about anything anymore.”
Joel shucked off his elytra with a brevity he did not feel inside. “I will figure out who is trying to trick me, and I will kill them. You go and tell your master, whenever created you, that I will not fall for this stupid plot. I know I am happy and loved and not alone. I will fall, and I will wake up and it’ll all be fine!” His voice broke on the last word, and he gritted his teeth to keep any fear from forcing its way out of his mouth.
“What’s worse?” The king of Mezalea asked, coming to stand beside him, looking out over the still and silent world. “Thinking that this might be all in your head… or knowing that this is all very, very real?”
Joel stood beside his past, looking down at the ground. The king of Mezalea wasn’t laughing anymore- he was crying, and it was that miserable howl that Joel heard as he jumped.
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Omg Fable - my Scholomance character - is probably about to die two days into term!
There aren't supposed to be much in the way of mal attacks for the first week after a cleansing, so I haven't been doing the mal encounter rolls for different areas. I figured this was a good way to let players find their feet just a little bit before really digging into the danger and whatnot. BUT a series of VERY BAD dice pool rolls at dinner led to a swarm of jangler mites erupting from a pan of chicken pot pie. Fable's quick thinking incinerated the swarm. A friendly senior (brother to her NPC bestie, Nico) praised her for acting so quickly and taking care of the swarm before it could spread out, so she got a little high on her own success.
Immediately following this, another series of VERY VERY BAD rolls had her deciding that, surely, this close to term, it can't be too terribly dangerous to go down to the supply room on her own... Right? (One of her key personality traits is rash decisions...) So down she goes. Right into an incarnated flame (which should also not be there yet, but the drastically failed rolls needed to mean something, so MALS)!
A few more VERY VERY VERY BAD rolls have her surviving, but coming out of it with three burns, one of which is not minor and will need treatment of some kind, and she didn't even get anything from the supply room (see: incarnated flame), and apparently there is something wrong with the cleansing equipment upstairs, and not just in the Graduation Hall this year? I guess? Yay, big plot! But also, omg she is so going to die at this rate!
#samayla's scholomance rpg#idk if this makes any sense to anyone but me#but I can't tell whether it's the mechanics being wonky or the digital dice being cursed or just bad luck/decisions on Fable's part#so we're going to go with it for now#and see what happens
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a bright future awaits you at Blackrock!!
#click for better quality sobs#my art#he kinda reminds me of darkstalker from wof. does anyone get me#like idk how exactly but they r on the same wavelength to me#also the night kingdom kinda reminds me of blackrock#but specifically the ver during the war where they were on the valcano island#do i make any sense#phighting#phighting!#subspace phighting#subspace tripmine#roblox#phighting roblox#roblox phighting#subspace#subspace t mine
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So what's wrong with Clara, then? There's nothing wrong with her. Why haven't you made her immortal? Well, look how you turned out.
#dwedit#doctor who#userveronika#usertennant#userteri#scifiedit#ashildr#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#twelveclara#*#honestly idk if this will make sense to anyone but me but#the doctor saved ashildr and the doctor saved clara but ashildr is clara and ashildr is the doctor too.......... and so is clara#or more intelligibly: ashildr's arc at its base is the same arc that twelve and clara have together. except she plays both roles#ashildr starts as clara and ends as the doctor. like you can SEE the moment it switches from ashildr-as-clara to ashildr-as-doctor#but clara ALSO starts as clara and ends as the doctor. (''we could you know... stop off on the way'' ''gallifrey. the long way round'').#and the doctor gets to watch the exact same storyline play out in front of him without ever realizing it and incapable of ever stopping it#.....does any of that make sense. i'm writing these tags at 3am so idk fjdkslsls#but really this gifset is just 'ashildr: the twelveclara redux'
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I really did go through a phase where I thought I had to curate everything to fit a certain image aesthetic vibe etc……. Whenever I’d like something outside of the scope I set for myself I’d be confused because how does that fit into my lore?? But like it just does. My vibe is that I like what I like. My aesthetic is that I’m a girl who’s ever growing ever evolving ever changing. Not everything has to be cohesive or to make sense I really don’t understand why this is a big deal in my brain
#idk if this makes any sense to anyone but it makes sense to ME#sometimes my delusional ass really is like how does this fit but I’m not a jigsaw puzzle bitch#i just like what I like. it’s all good#p
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Every time I see this scene I end up thinking about the whole. Spider and butterfly conversation. Nai is the spider with the butterfly (Vash) caught in his web of knives. To save his kind, he must consume everything that makes Vash and in turn, make him into spider too. The roots, then, are Vash's own web, ensnaring their butterfly sisters, who must be devoured to create new spiders (the forced pregnancy to create new independents).
Which is like, purely my interpretation, but I do like driving myself insane
#trigun#trigun stampede#tristamp#vash the stampede#vash trigun#millions knives#nai tristamp#nai trigun#hell can anyone hear me. am i making any sense#trigun is about hunger. to me.#i say this as someone who was raised catholic. scripture is about food. or something idk i havent stepped in a church in 8 years
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do you ever think about how in the literal very first scene with Rebecca, we learn that Unit Bravo had no idea she even had a kid
she chose UB and The Agency over the detective so consistently, so frequently, that her team didn't even consider that she had some kind of life outside of them, with someone waiting for her at home
#twc#Rebecca I am obsessed with your brain#like N and F especially are so moved by the ideas of family and normalcy and having a home to return to#i just want UB to really sit with the idea of what the detective missed bc their mom chose to be their handler#twc rebecca#the wayhaven chronicles#wayhaven#Rebecca's grief and fear and sense of duty melding into one giant nightmare creature of work-life imbalance#I've been contemplating what a rebecca & mc relationship would look like if rook hadn't died#much to consider#the rebecca lore is making me insane the more i think about it#like if anyone was going to have any inkling of Rebecca's personal life it'd be UB and theyre like 'child?? dead husband??'#she trusted agency sitters enough to watch the detective but never let even hinted her own team that she had a kid !!!#idk im rambling now
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A wilting flower is not always beyond healing. It'll just take time.
#a small doodle! Just a little one! Wanted to draw but also didnt want to draw but also needed to draw#you know? idk if that makes any sense#dont mind me-#if anyone is worried I am okay please dont take this as some big vent or anything!#just art I needed to get out of my head. Ya kno??? nothin crazy!!!#anyway anyway im gonna go play a game or something!!! Drink water. Eat a snack! Sit down in some quiet for a moment#Yall should do that too! You! Drink water! Eat something! Sit and be calm for a moment.#welcome home oc#dandy leon#I always feel bad tagging my art of dandy alone with the welcome home tags??? uh-#my art#sketches
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Gender fluid? No.
Gender oobleck.
My gender nothing concrete until grabbed/perceived into shape another makes of me. Then i slip away.
Also. You shouldn't pour me down the drain.
#mine#gender#gender oobleck#nonbinary#gender apathetic#apagender#gender queer#oobleck#did this make any sense?#been on my brain but idk if anyone else understands it#no but seriously#as long as i know you're referring to me I'm not really all that torn up about gender and how I'm perceived#I've been called Michael before#that's not my name but it was part of the name i have for my server profile on that discord server#so i knew what they meant#also#my 8th grade history teacher used the typically masc spelling for my name for the textbook i was given#and i just found it funny cause he had the roster beside him#i didn't care though#just was confused at first#fggdf
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the dehumanization and infantilization of the players in squid game makes me insane. they're all assigned numbers and only referred to by staff as that. they aren't people, just numbers. gi-hun says that they treat the players like horses to bet on (and they do!). the trackers in their skin. the way all the games are inspired by games for children; all of the competitors are grown adults. the tracksuits that look like school sportswear. even simple, accidental, human mistakes are punished. they aren't meant to be seen as human. they're just players of a game, in the eyes of the creators.
#squid game#trevor.txt#not to metapost about squid game of all things but like#does anyone understand. its suchhhh an interesting thing to me how the game is set up#so horrendously dystopian. which sadly does have some truth to it. the super mega wealthy don't see the poor as human#and plus the vips fund this for their own entertainment. what would they have to gain if they treated the players like human beings#what i also find interesting is even though the pink soldiers have authority over and kill the players they're still dehumanized#they wear masks covering their faces. voice changers obscuring identity. if they show their face that's a death sentence#they have no problems with killing their own men for not following the rules either they are straight up expendable#IDK does this make any sense 2 anyone
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is this anything. or comprehensible in the slightest.
#house md#my art#hilson#i loveeee doing this style of drawing but i know it's probably like not making any sense for anyone who isnt me#like ough. my eyes know what's going on but idk if . yours do#but thats art idk cope
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being a lesbian is great until you realize you're autistic and the common methods of women flirting are lost on you
#im just really direct#spacie spoinks#....and dont understand when im being flirted with LMAO#flirting escapes me. i dont flirt i just tell people how i feel.#theres also the aroace part of this whole equation where i dont feel anything for anyone most of the time#and then like . once every 10 years or something actually have a crush again#dawg lowk if my family wants me to get a romantic partner the chances are like one in a billion#that it'll happen#b/c dating is weird 2 me why would i go on a date w/someone to see if i feel romantic attraction#that doesnt make any sense#and also its likely i wont. so.#idk id *like* one someday! i dont think it'll happen tho#shrug emoji#thems the breaks kid
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Weird question, but you're the only Erik expert I know, and I can't be asked to go through my comics, so what kind of shoes does he wear when he's in civilian clothes?
Because I feel like he's too posh for trainers and not posh enough for captoes.
(I'm drawing a chibi of him and regrets are being had about not having put him in his suit T.T)
Erik Expert is a high honor im no where near close to having as of right now BUT i can still answer this question 😌 i think 😌
if you talkin Civilian Clothes as in Everyday Going Out clothes he's pretty 'formal' and neat about his style i'm pretty sure: think polos, dress shirts, turtlenecks, and the like, so it probably would be fitting he wears dress shoes (if not at least sleek leather ankle boots) more times than not actually
#snap chats#i mean im no fashion expert so i cant scale the formality of captoe shoes versus any other business shoe#but lbr erik would be posh for Extra Fancy Shoes on a typical tuesday#we really dont see erik dress down a lot and when we do he's usually in a suit#in Magneto (2023) he has this really cute turtlenekc + coat combo im obsessed with and i have to draw at some point#i love the art in that run in general tbh ..... its so good i love rereading it for the art among everything else UGH anyways#in the same run he has this cute at-home outfit that's just like. a t-shirt and sweats but he also got these like grandpa slippers lol#i think theyre slippers anyway but moving on#hope this answers your question ! idk if it did vjelvkjelavj#eriks pretty prim and proper and while i dont think he is SUPER fashion conscious i think he has SOME taste#so i guess shoot for business casual: keep it classy but not refined if that makes sense <- it does not#or maybe he IS that posh ................ much to consider ...#i know i have at least ONE erik expert following me (tho im sure there are many more) so if anyone wants to submit their two cents..#the floor is absolutely yours ..
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