#idk if it will get finished or even started but at least i have the concepts for all of em down 🫡
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daeholuvs · 22 hours ago
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“You’re Beautiful”
Cho Sangwoo x fem!reader
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Warnings: none idk? Age gap (legal) reader is in 20s sangwoo is in his 40s
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Note: hey… so like this is just me fulfilling my fantasies so if you don’t like it feel free to scroll!!
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“Hey baby have you seen my t-“
Before your husband could finish his sentence you had already handed him his tie. That was the dynamic between you and Sangwoo, you both knew each other like the back of your hands, your actions becoming predictable to one another.
“You’re a lifesaver” he says as he gives you a loving kiss on the cheek
You continue getting ready, finalizing your makeup and touching up your hair. You slip into your beautiful floor length gown, the colour of the dress not only complements your skin tone but is matching Sangwoos tie. Something about you guys matching makes you feel fuzzy inside, it makes events like this feel more personal.
You make your way down to the driver that Sangwoo had hired. He’s a man with money, so why not treat you like a princess.
As you got closer to the gala you could feel your anxiety creeping up on you. You start to feel overwhelmed and your husband noticed as well.
“Y/n, my love, you have nothing to be worried about. You know all my colleagues from the office, and not to mention that they all love you”
You let out a sigh and turn to face Sangwoo. “It’s not that, it’s just all the women in the office look like super models”
“Sweetheart, you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen. I could get lost in your beautiful eyes, your lips so perfect, so plump I could kiss them all day he says as he kisses you, oh and y/n that ass of yours just wow-“
“Sangwoo!” You say giggling and taking his hand in yours
“I’m just kidding, but I do love your ass just like I love everything about you” he says placing another kiss on your lips.
The car comes to a stop, you have arrived to the gala. You step out into the cool air
“Come on sweetheart, let’s go enjoy our night”
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The place was packed. There had to be at least 200 people there. You walk in side by side with Sangwoo. You look at the seating chart and go to your assigned table.
“There he is, Mr. Boss man accompanied by Mrs. Boss man” said Gi-hun, one of Sangwoos best friends from childhood and new work colleague.
“Give it a rest” Sangwoo chirps back, playfully punching Gi-Huns shoulder.
As the night goes on you become more and more bored. Not that you didn’t like attending these events with your husband, it’s just he’s been preoccupied by investors for majority of the night. You hear an exaggerated laugh, a women’s laugh. You peak up from your seat and notice an older woman clinging onto your husband like a leech. she must be around Sangwoos age.
You don’t even remember standing up but next thing you know you’re standing next to Sangwoo, grabbing onto his arm.
“Hey, who’s this?” You ask, a fake smile spread across your face as you stare at the woman in front of you.
“Oh y/n this is Seo-yun an interested investor, Seo-yun this is y/n, my-“
“Assistant! Oh it’s so nice that Mr. Cho takes you to these events, he must be an excellent boss. You don’t see many CEOs taking their assistants to fancy places like this”
“Uhm no actually I’m his wife” you say through gritted teeth, trying not to smack a bitch
“Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry I didn’t realize that you were his wife
What did she mean by that comment? That someone like you couldn’t be loved? That you weren’t good enough for Sangwoo? You felt a wave of sadness crash over you. Your whole demeanour shifts as you stand there awkwardly.
“Yes, we uh just got married last spring” he says clearing his throat trying to lighten the mood. He snakes a hand around your waist, tracing patterns to help reassure you.
“Oh… well congratulations” Seo-yun says as she walks away.
“Hey I think I’m gonna head out, but you stay and enjoy your night, please”
“No you know what, I’m coming with you”
“What? No this is supposed to be your night, stay and have some fun and-“
“Nope. Don’t do that, no one speaks to my wife that way and expects me to do business with them. I’m calling the driver now”. Sangwoo was fuming.
You couldn’t help but feel relieved that Sangwoo decided to go home with you. Although a little bit of guilt lingered in the back of your mind, making your husband leave his event, a night that creates new work opportunities you felt horrible. But Sangwoo always put your needs first, he loved you so much that he would probably sell his company just to put a smile on your face.
“The cars outside, let’s go honey”
“Mr. Cho why are you leaving”
“Mr. Cho we don’t get to talk yet”
“Mr. Cho if you could just spare a minute”
He ignored every single investor that tried to stop him on the way out. He promised his wife a great night, a night of fun, but unfortunately that didn’t go as planned. He felt furious. How could they mistake his precious wife, someone so beautiful, so kind, and so genuine as his assistant. He wished the world around you guys could be more mindful, as all he wanted to do was show you off.
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“Do you wanna talk about it?” Your husband asked, getting into bed
“No no it’s fine” you say quietly
“Y/n, baby, I’m so sorry”
“Sangwoo you have nothing to be sorry about, it’s not your fault”
“C’mere” He says, patting your side of the bed and making grabby hands like a child
You couldn’t help but laugh as you climb into bed next to him. He pulls your body towards his, your head resting against his chest.
You both lay there for a while, just enjoying each other’s company. Until Sangwoo decides to break the silence.
“My pretty girl. I’m so sorry about tonight. he says and kisses the top of your head.
You nuzzle into his neck, breathing in his scent and leaving reassuring kisses. Sangwoo starts to play with your hair while whispering sweet nothings into your ear, occasionally nibbling on it.
“I never want you to feel like you’re anything less than perfect. You’re beautiful my angel. My perfect baby. The world doesn’t deserve you, you’re much too graceful”
“I love you so much sangwoo” you lean up to kiss him
“I love you more y/n. Get some rest, I’m taking you on a very special date tomorrow”
You fall asleep to the beating of your husband’s heart, excited for what he has planned for you guys tomorrow.
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Hey so… don’t judge me😃😃😃
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sillyteecup · 2 days ago
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Like beach sand in your hands: Pt.1
Young!Roman Reigns x black!o.c
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Warnings:
18+
Swearing/cursing
Toxicity
The audacity of a man
Suggestive content if you squint
Angst? Idk.
A.N: Again, so sorry for disappearing for months on end. Please accept this little two-part fic as an apology gift while I finish chapter 5 of The Wrong Way😭❤️
Flip the screen up.
Press the power button and check for texts.
Sigh in disappointment because there aren't any.
Chuck the phone to the other end of the bed.
Scream into the pillow as to not catch the attention of lowkey judgemental ftiends/housemates.
And that ladies and gentlemen is how you go about having feelings for an emotionally unavailable college football player named Joe.
Repeat for about an hour.
A wise woman once told Kari, "As long as the ball is oval shaped, that man is your worst nightmare." Oh how she regretted not listening to her twin's cautions. Again.
It wasn't that she didn't believe Mari, she just had a severe ineptitude for making good decisions. Maybe she had a pain kink that involved learning her lessons the hard way. That had to be why she kept doing dumb shit like falling for the manipulative, egotistical, womanizing defensive tackle for the college's football team.
An infatuation that would surely put her in the running for a "Georgia tech's dumbest bitch" award. Because who else would expect Joseph Anoa'i to at least commit to the bare minimum by picking her up for their date to the movies? Who else would expect Joseph Anoa'i to keep a promise that didn't involve football?
Two hours after he was supposed to pick her up, Kari was still sitting and hoping he'd at least show up to apologize for being an inconsiderate dick that lacks 3rd grade level communication skills.
I think too highly of this man.
Benefit of the doubt was Kari's favorite weapon against her own sanity. She had contemplated just blocking him and going to sleep (as she should have the first two times he pulled this shit) but for some reason decided against it. Dignity be damned, she was at least gonna get a word in by cussing him out for his behavior. Maybe she'd even throw something at him to drive the point home.
All she knew was that even though she was heartbroken, she was also majorly pissed off, and she would be damned if she didn't get to take it out on the cause.
Whatever that means...
Finally, her phone dinged with a text.
Leati: You still up? || 22:13
Kari's features tightened in a blend of disgust, confusion and frustration as she immediately read the text. This man had enough audacity to drain a waterfall. She bit her lip to stop herself from yelling while she typed furiously.
Kari Steiner: Like you give a damn what I'm doing🙄 || 22:14
3 dots appeared at the bottom of the screen indicating that he was typing before disappearing for a minute and appearing again. It carried on like this for about 3 minutes before it stopped all together. Kari's heart dropped. Was this man really about to ignore her now?
Hurt, she threw her phone for the umpteenth time that night and hurriedly changed out of her date outfit into her pajamas and headed to her bathroom. She began trying to wash her makeup off, holding back tears.
I did this to myself.
Why do I keep giving him second chances?
Why can't I just stop caring?
Why does he keep doing this to me?
Do I seem that desperate?
Dissatisfied at the pace of her makeup removal thoughts racing in her head took control of her hands, taking a light wash and turning it into an aggressive scrub. She grew more frantic as she began to cry audibly, starting at a sniffle before full on sobbing and collapsing onto the floor she had gotten wet.
Kari hated Joe. But not as much as she hated herself for letting him get to her like this time and time again. She hated herself for being weak against him; him and his handsome face and devilish charm. She hated how she let him have her screaming and crying while frantically clawing at her own skin on her bathroom floor.
So much for not disturbing her housemates.
As if the last thought had been projected through the apartment, a knock sounded on her bathroom door. Kari ignored the knock the first two times. The third time, it was accompanied by a voice.
"Kari open the door, it's me us," she heard Rohil, her friend and housemate say on the other side. Still though, Kari was in no mood to see or speak to anyone.
She swallowed her sobs and managed a firm, "Go away." Her cries returned to the soft sniffles as he twin's presence at her door reactivated her self-awareness. Sure, she had already been heard but how much Mari and their other housemate and friend Rohil, heard made all the difference to her.
"Ho, we are not going anywhere till you open this door and talk to us," Mari asserted, making Kari roll her eyes.
"Well, I don't feel like talking right now," Kari retorted, not moving from her place on the wet tiles.
A soft, muffled "hate when bitches think they have choices," from Mari made Kari glare at her sister through the door. She was in distress for Christ's sake. Heaven forbid a girl just wants to cry in peace.
Rohil spoke next, tone somewhat comforting in the beginning. "Kari, I understand that you don't feel like talking right now." But before Kari could thank him for taking her feelings into consideration, he continued to speak. "But we don't didn't feel like hearing our girl crying like she's in a Tyler Perry funeral scene," he said, voice still soft but with a tinge of humor. That made Kari smile a little.
"Racially motivated ho?" Kari said softly, in unison but contrasted by Mari's more sarcastic tone.
"I don't know about you Kari, but I smell "I hate black people" in that little joke," Mari said, making Kari chuckle a little.
"Oh my-I don't even know how to respond to that," Rohil groaned in playful exasperation.
"You don't have to pookie. But I do suggest you run because Kari is gonna open the door and then we're gonna jump you, right twin?" Mari called, making Kari slowly stand up and move towards the door.
"Right," she replied softly, voice still hoarse from the crying as she opened the door. Mari and Rohil stood by the frame, one holding the "emergency ice cream" and the other one holding the special "men are evil creatures" dessert dishes. They both set the items on the ground and engulfed Kari in a warm group hug.
"I hope that big headed, Minecraft built bitch gets struck by lighting," Mari whispered as she held on to her sister who snorted at the comment.
The moment, unfortunately was spoiled by Kari's phone ringing. The group broke the hug, Mari rushing to pick her phone up from the pink carpet and answer it.
"You better have a good fucking explanation you bootleg Bill Bellamy, Bart Simpson built, broke bitch," Mari hissed venomously, making Rohil and Kari snicker. One thing about Mari? She always had something nice for Joe.
"I don't give a fuck that you're outside Dollar tree Tom Brady, you're not coming anywhere my sister," Mari snarked. At her sister's words, Kari took the phone from Mari, ignoring her and Rohil's protests that she shouldn't be talking to him.
"What do you want Joe?" Kari asked him coldly. She was pissed, but she also wanted answers.
"Kari baby listen, I'm sorry, please just let me in so I can explain-" she heard him say, blasted from her body just from hearing his voice.
This was a terrible idea.
"Why? So you can look me in the eye will you try to bullshit your way out of being held accountable again? I think the fuck not," Kari said sternly. Although she really wanted to deck him square in the face, she wasn't sure she could trust herself to keep a physical interaction solely at violence.
She heard him sigh on the other side of the line, imagining his features falling in frustration when she wouldn't listen to him, and when she would su-
"Baby, please. Please just let me explain myself. I promise to be completely honest. Just let me in sweetheart, and I'll make it better I swear," he pleaded, chipping at the last few pieces of Kari's resolve.
She stayed silent for a second. Pondering her next decision. She could make the smart choice by telling him to fuck off and die before blocking him, or she could let him in, get an explanation, then tell him to fuck off and die before blocking him.
She knew that the second option was down right stupid and that Mari and Rohil would not be happy about it. But then she remembered that they've actually done worse than her in similar situations.
And so her decision was made. She would kill 2 birds with one stone.
Almost as if reading her mind, Mari shook her head aggressively, gesturing for Kari to hang up. To which Kari responded with a regretful sigh before opening her mouth to speak, causing Mari to throw her hands up in defeat while Rohil watched the silent interaction. He would never be disturbed by house easily they could communicate just by looking at each other or some other shit.
"Fine. But you better have a really good fucking explanation-"
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nextstopwonderland · 2 days ago
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(I put an abridged version of this untagged on my blog but honestly i need to give it a longer tagged write-up)
So Yuta saw this side of my sign before his match against Willie Mack at the Oakland Collision:
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while he was looking at the hard cam (which is where I was front row with @sonnykissed) and yelled “he’s DEAD he’s DEAD” right at me to which I think I cursed my head off at him idk I go into automatic when it comes to Bryan and slander and also Yuta being a shit post-murder.
(Watching it back now here’s what the camera caught: here’s the tail-end of him yelling ‘DEAD’ while I point at him and wave the sign and say ‘fuck you!’ I’m pretty sure 🤣)
So I’m randomly waving the sign during the match at times while also trying to update y’all on things
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He does I have till 5 which I mostly miss and then once again curse him the fuck out (while apparently Nigel on comm also calls him out for it and also for Bryan ( thanks for that info @shes-a-voodoo-child)
When I listened back Nigel said “people questioned Yuta, I questioned Yuta when Moxley forced him to do what he did to Bryan Danielson” and then “I have till 5 an oft repeated phrase from the American Dragon Bryan Danielson, again Wheeler Yuta reveling on the fact that he was the one that caused the end Bryan Danielson’s career, at least for the time being.” AT LEAST FOR THE TIME BEING. do you miss your dragon Nigel? Do you know something? Are you gonna visit him in Napa while he’s on child and chicken duty before Sacramento and plot a revolution return? (A girl can dream okay)
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So then Mox comes. I try to get him to see my sign but he doesn’t. He tries to brainwash Yuta into “finishing the job” and I yell over and over “don’t do it don’t do” (at that point we didn’t know he was telling him to take out cope on weds we thought he just wanted him to take out Mack which also happened) I can definitely hear myself screaming in the clip although none of the words are clear I’m sure I’m sure I’m booing and calling him a piece of shit among other things
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But then I watch him in the ring stroke that briefcase, like lovingly stroke it and I see emotion on his face, real emotion and I’m like oh shit, What’s happening here? An Actual Yuta conflicted character arc after so long with legit nothing?
And my first thought as he stroked that briefcase that way was what was inside it. And the last time he ever saw what was inside it. And who was wearing it. And who it belonged to.
And I know for sure he was thinking of it, too. In fact it was pointed out to me by @extracurriculargrief that the last time he ever even touched the belt was this moment:
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Was that going through his head?
So he’s leaving the ring and I’m still kinda pissed at him for doing mox’s dirty work even while realizing he could now be Going Through It and I start screaming “THINK ABOUT IT YUTA!!” while waving the still missing Bryan Danielson part of my sign. The same part he dismissed to me earlier.
(Apparently I can be seen on camera yelling at him on the fite feed. I have not been able to find the fite feed yet.)
And he’s standing by the ring post and turns to look at me while I repeat it over and over and he is staring at me, staring at the sign, solemn and serious and I can see his eyes because he moved his hair during that whole emotional moment and he says to me “I will. I will. I will” while nodding and still clutching that briefcase to his chest, still totally and fully in character.
And I nod to him and I think I smile a small sad smile, just completely overcome, and then I collapsed into @sonnykissed because that emotionally drained me and YEAH folks
Never expected to contribute to the death riders storyline (especially when I’d all but given up on them actually continuing the Yuta part of it in terms of Bryan) but here we are
Here we are. I have no idea what will happen here:
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I’m going to the sacramento show and I was already planning to bring the same sign (but to update the days) but now I’m pretty sure I’m also going to update it with words coming out of the sad dragon’s mouth. He’ll be saying “think about it Yuta.”
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welcometogrouchland · 1 year ago
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[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post
#dc comics#dc#damian wayne#dick grayson#talia al ghul#batfamily#dc robin#nightwing#anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther#like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it#they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc#but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself#anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did#it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios#also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul#you will always be famous to me#son of the demon origin...bwahhh#anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic#but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up#so go look at that as well#anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy#i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!)#so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!)#when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself#it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on#I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue#i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :]#idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups#so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat#mine
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amogus-real-not-clickbait · 4 months ago
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part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]
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and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!
if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd
go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3
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pikhachu · 1 year ago
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pepito…..
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kaiserouo · 6 months ago
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can i get on his shoulder if im being annoying enough
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noxious-fennec · 1 year ago
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It's pomegranate season :)
A redraw of this piece from around a year ago
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cerbreus · 19 days ago
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meeting w the transfer admin went well!
#day was off to a not perfect start w getting locked out lmfao#but it's been good from there#got a lot of questions/concerns answered and some good recommendations for paths forward#he's going to make me some official sort of like... plans for pathways with the bshs/bshp programs based on things we chatted abt#(that will hopefully reduce my time needing to be full time @ the campus to potentially just 2 years)#I'm gonna probably ask some more questions and maybe specifically ask the programs i'm interested in about advice for me getting accepted#I think i might apply to a community college by the end of spring and start taking some courses over the summer and see how things go#i need a lot of chemistry and physics and health terminology classes so#will be good to come in with that foundation of the reqs#I might do some campus tours this spring as well lmfao. get the whole rundown#esp since the campus is an hour drive from where i (currently) live so it'd be a bit of a jaunt#ahhh somehow i feel less nervous!!#the guy seemed pretty like... confident that I should be an okay fit even from such an unrelated field#obv dependent on how the prereqs go because it's a really rigorous course load and clinical load#but if i can get those prereqs finished all of my prior degree credits should transfer and basically cover all of my gen ed/liberal ed#so i'll really only need the last 2yrs of courses#yippee wahoo yay#this is all just super dependent on how those prereq classes go and whether i have enough of an aptitude in them to not only pass#but pass with high grades and not struggle too much comprehending the material#but hey one baby step closer :)#also like damn they structure their courses really well#they let people usually re-take quizzes because their focus is on students actually learning the material#not just the 'pass fail' bar for entrance into degrees that most unis use the courses for#personal stuff#i need to get some uhhhhh nicer looking business casual clothes asap#cause i only have like. flannels. funky button ups. black shirts.#and i only have jeans...#hahah oops....#i'm excited idk. what i do next is still pretty open but it feels good to narrow down at least an option or two that feel like. feasible#my heart still like
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kitsune-kaos · 5 months ago
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Finally finished Attack on Titan. My God. Just. Wow.
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mistninja · 2 months ago
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Feeling very "fitz-core" right now (spiraling)
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itsalwaysdark · 3 months ago
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i think itis funny in the past when i would list my interests as if i post abt them i donot post abt the shit im into rly Mainly bc im not rly Into Into anything anymore i occasionally watch or read or play something but i dont do fandom stuff rly much.... just sometimes i get brainworms
#do i still list my interests somewhere i dont knowwww#i just stopped rly being into fandom a few years ago combination depression antipathy + bad experiences in fandom spaces#but idk. me listing my interests didnt rly accomplish anything for anyone bc it was just like anddd just so you know i was crazy abt this#video game for a rly long time it probably wont ever come up again but it might maybe one day. yk. ig its just sharing info Which is one#supposes the point of all of this but idk#its not that im cagey abt my interests except that one which i cant talk abt publically bc its a triple a game and im embarassed abt it. no#anything bad im just embarrassed . its not anything any of my oomfies have ever posted abt either so its just for me. and lamp . and when#the third game comes out i might post very very very vaguely abt it ......... possibly.#but ya its like. idk i think you guys have to find out abt my plague tale obsession on your own through lived experience. aka just me seein#like the word king and randomly collapsing to the floor and going KING HUGO 😭😭😭😭😭 oh god hugo guys oh god . please play plague tale#i wish i had finished that tw thing i started making but then i got too focused on the color palette and making it look nice and i stopped.#umm tw child death animal death The plague some gorey stuff theres some cult things in the second game ummm. yeah ..... its rly special to#me tho i love those games PLAY PLAGUE TALE!!! and if u need more indepth tws ill give them to you even if i have to replay both games to#refresh my memory... lamp wont play plaguetale with me (not their speed) so im all alone </3 but i miss it i might replay soon... i wish i#was in like discord servers so i could play it on call w ppl or something <- is in discord servers but is shy and Also i feel like playing#game on call is like a level like 2 friendship thing and i cant even do level 1 friendship things like i feel i need to at least be talking#regularly in a server b4 i like try to do Calls in the server esp for plague tale bc its like a 1p game so wed need a rapport to like have#shit to talk abt and etc ..... i could just infodump abt the game but again i feel doing that to like strangers/oomfies would b weird. ik i#come on here and talk abt whatever i want but its like you guys dont Have to read this and its not like a server where Yeah im not talking#to one person but im still like Oh well ive sent a message and its in the channel and everybody just has to look at it and whatever.#but on here i post i nobody cares and it just gets pushed down and its Fine bc its not like anybody has to feel obliged to respond#which is fine. you know.. i just hate being like a nuisance i hate . idk how to phrase. imposing myself on others ig.. which is dumb bc the#i turn around and whine abt how i have no friends and its like Maybe that is bc you donot talk to anyone bc yr scared they will be annoyed#with you and you dont leave the house and have no interests to bond with ppl and etc. but basically the difference is ive written all this#and you guys can just not read it or you can just read it and ignore it and its different. even tho i am like addressing you and i do have#like. weird parasocial thing with My followers or whatever where i talk directly to you YES YOU! reading this. IDKK im rambling so much i#dont know what im talking abt anymore. i proooooobably need to go to sleep im hungry tho but im not but i am. but i think my sleep is getti#off schedule again i had trouble sleeping yesterday too... ugh
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skrunksthatwunk · 7 months ago
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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight
#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here#it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening#and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time#we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please#idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest#but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work#sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon#ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for#my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell#happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and#when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends#and i don't wannaaaaa#i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but#it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being#the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it#we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line#i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know#and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot#but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class#even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig#i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me#and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh#i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like#The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed#but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me#and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it#and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh
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apprenticestanheight · 10 months ago
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being a slow crocheter is like. okay. one cardigan will take me at least sixty hours of work, and I might have to learn how to do flat granny stitching for the sleeves to avoid making more granny squares, but I'll have something cute to wear when all is said and done??
and then that eventually spirals into "Okay but I need to learn how to make tank tops so that I can make one to match the cardigan, and then I also hope I have enough left of my purple yarn so that I can make the waistband for a pair of shorts bc I want to have a whole set for when it gets warm!!" even though it's already warm and I might just be devoting literal hours of work into all of this for the next ten days so that I can have this entire thing done by June 1st
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shiinsei · 1 year ago
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finally sitting down to study japanese again after the big fail that was the jlpt n4 exam
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orcelito · 11 months ago
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i miss akechi goro so much. maybe even enough to finally finish that ladue chapter 3
#speculation nation#ladue shit#listen hes such an asshole and i NEEEEEEED to channel his voice for a bit again#if this urge persists to tomorrow i'll crack open the fic again. for a little reread.#this will satisfy only approximately 53 people (the total subscribers to that fic)#which ok that's actually a good few people when i think about them as actual people#but it's the least amount of subscriptions i have out of most of my multichapters#EVEN STILL. it's a matter of pride and self-satisfaction.#and god fucking damn i have 18k for chapter 3 already written. i literally just need to close the damn scene up#it's been over a YEAR NOWWWWWWWWWW like holy fucking shit. i need this OUT ALREADYYYYYYYYYYY#ladue chapter 3 i will free you into the abyss. i cannot promise more than chapter 3 but i can promise a chapter 3 at least.#i had a whole plan for the fic but idk if i'll ever be able to write it#considering it's taken like. ... years. between chapters.#it took me 2 years to post chapter 2 and it's been a year now since then. ugh.#see the thing is chapter 3 closes the initial arc of them starting to date. and then there's more stuff.#maybe i'll keep it open just in case the urge strikes me to continue it eventually.#and if it never does. i might make a 4th chapter that outlines the eventual plans i had for the fic. so that people know at least.#ive seen that a Few times for discontinued fics.#....but the thing is i dont want to mark any of my fics discontinued!!!! theyre all my darlings!!! i want to go back to them all eventually#i'll just have to see. if a chapter 4 ends up taking several more years. well. maybe it'll be time to call it there. who fucking knows lol#i'll try to get chapter 3 finished sometime soon though. i really want to have it out already.
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