#idk if i'll post tonight or tomorrow

[crystallizsch]

azul enjoyers have mercy on me i tried my best

okay uh @jovieinramshackle i dont know why but this particular heart sign hand pose felt very azul i cant explain it-

[cj-schlatt]

update: we're up to almost 500 words folks!

tonight's accomplishments: writing a total of *checks notes* 75 words and winning a crown in fall guys

[kotaki]

"Alright, leave it to big sister!"

[butch-dragongirl]

I know I tag everything with eri posts even though she doesn't front that often but this is what she looks like vaguely

[celebrimborium]

Dropping 3 episodes at once is such an evil thing to do to gifmakers! Just saying!

(jk I love it)

[loumauve]

work colleague (the one who I'm working on a project with, who was supposed to be showing me the ropes - which she already barely did - who is supposed to be a superior while our boss is on parental leave) told me that I need to join the team leader meeting next week "so things dont escalate again" bc apparently her temper got the best of her (she told me this herself btw, which.. jfc)

and I feel SO uncomfortable at even the idea of that thats I've been feeling sick to my stomach over it since Friday. I'm still an intern ffs, I don't get paid to do her job, which is to explain what we're doing and to explain why we're doing it. I didn't decide on making this a whole thing, and I certainly didn't sign up to take her place while she throws me to the wolves (clinic admins who are pissed that change is being introduced to how they've been running things for years)

I know I need to address it, and at least tell my boss, I feel like shit reaching out to him while he's supposed to be on leave, but if I don't push back and give in now when there's also so many other ways she's been dodging her responsibilities then idk.

she barely communicates which is the basis for working with anybody, and even when *I* reach out she barely ever replies and leaves me hanging, unable to progress in certain tasks just bc I *literally* don't know shit yet bc I've been working there for a total of two and a half months max. just.. boss guy would be happy for me to stay on but honestly that lady has as bad a temper and worse social skills than the lady who made my last job hell enough that I was out of commission for almost three years, first on sick leave and then in various rehab/therapy programs just to make it back to being able to work again.. I really don't want to go down this road again

so I guess I do need to write this all down tomorrow in a message to him and hopefully he'll at least acknowledge that this is a shit situation to put me in and have a talk with her. but idk tbh. not sure what to do if he asks me to still join that group meeting on Friday, also terrified of her reaction if he does bring it up with her, ngl

last time she got "upset" she didn't talk to me for a whole day, didn't reply to my message before I left for 5 weeks and then still didn't leave a single message to explain where to continue in our project before being gone herself for another 2 and a half weeks.. that kind of childish pettiness idk. really don't want to have to keep dealing with her

lazy colleagues idk sure it's frustrating cleaning up after them, but this kind of behaviour is as close to intolerable as things get before I need to get myself the fuck away for good

[violetsareblue-selfships]

good morning!! <333

[castillo-aargon]

who: open for all @aurorabaystarter where: the botanical gardens when: december 18th, evening

a shadow of a figure amongst happy families and overtly affectionate young couples, cas looked horribly out of place as he walked through the crowd. the day he had been dreading all week had finally come. the 18th day of december used to be just that, a day. another mundane day that most wished went by faster as the oncoming lights of christmas day became brighter and brighter. a day that used to be filled with trying to wrap things up at work for the holiday season as judges didn't like going into court from the 25th to the 1st without good reason. it used to just be a goddamned day.

but now? now it was a dark stain of memory. as of 1:45 am, two years ago it marked a new chapter. one without the love of his life. one where he lost the very spark that made him himself. it marked another set of milestones that had come and gone without her there. just more moments she had to miss. every ounce of his being wanted to cease existing. to go back to a time when he just felt numb, not this unwelcome feeling of pure hopelessness.

cas' jacket hung off his frame as his shoulders hunched, still excusing himself past the faces that reminded him of how much 'cheer' he was missing out on. rosalyn had loved the gardens. a botanical woman at heart, she even insisted if her name was to be shortened that people would call her rose instead of roz (monsters inc. coming out when their children were young only cemented this request). many a date night was spent amongst the colors and greenery, conversations flowing throughout the night. he wanted her back. it wasn't fair. why did she have to be the one who went? he would have given anything to have switched places with her. to let her continue brightening people's lives. to enjoy all that she had missed. she was the one who did good, who made magic in people's lives, who truly brightened every dark corner of the lives she touched. she deserved to be here.

'rosalyn jane aargón. 1980-2022. to the moon and back, love.'

the words etched into stone burred holes into his heart. it only made sense to memorialize her at her favorite place. but seeing her name in cold, unforgiving granite instead of on mail or signed on cards felt so wrong. the rose he had been holding in his hand began to crumple under his fists, which clenched with a mixture of anger and pure grief. he soon unclenched his hand and the flower fell unceremoniously onto the brick.

a sudden bump against him pulled him out of his trance. he quickly cleared his throat, slyly wiped the tears from his eyes, and began to walk away after offering a soft 'excuse me.' though when words were spoken back to him, he turned to face the owner.

[byanyan]

i'm officially into drafts from january!!! ...which i do believe is when the majority of my drafts were already from anyway, since i've dropped fewer of them, but still. progress. i've got like...... a page and 2/3 left. my drafts are under 35 as of tonight. we're getting there. ...slowly. i've got a lot more shorter stuff from jan tho, whereas most things before that were (mostly) all a lot longer, so in theory i should be able to speed through some of these easier? we'll see. either way, i'm catchin' up, nerds

[vioqueenofmushrooms]

I'm reading Pocket Apocalypse and he's only just been introduced but I love Basil so so so so much he's perfect I adore him I *would* marry him and go live in the swamp with him

[somelazyassartist]

You ever just like. Have something randomly pop into your head that like causes you to spiral rapidly but then you snap out of it like 30 seconds later. Yeag

[biggerbodies-reanimated]

what's the last thing you remember?

Start | First in Arc | Prev | Next

[moe-broey]

Once my Responsibilities are out of the way and I sleep for 10,000 years and my lingering headcahe is gone IT'S SO OVER. FOR ALL OF YOU

[izzy-b-hands]

Trying to make my brain do anything today has just been case after case of 'well, half-assed is better than nothing I guess.'

[wyllzel]

me: yeah i think my favorite characters are gale, lae'zel, and wyll

also me: *has an almost 1000-word post typed up on astarion*

[daz4i]

the good news is i feel like i finally got enough sleep after who knows how long. the bad news is it's 4 pm and i need to wake up relatively early tomorrow and have a p long and taxing day. wish me luck falling asleep tonight 😭