#idk if i should tag that idek their ship name

[galaxygorl-does-stuff]

spent like an hour on this after a conversation i had w/ someone made me realize how similar ddlc and the ii finale are

[janiedean]

I feel bad for all the nice J*nsa shippers who like their ship for whatever reasons (tropes, pretty art, aesthetic appeal, whatever) and know it's not canon but get associated with the misogynistic Dany hating crowd who act like Jon being attracted to Ygritte is J*nsa foreshadowing because red hair (I guess Jon should fuck Edmure Tully too? Omg give me Dark!Jon getting revenge on Catelyn by seducing her brother!) Tell me something. I'm new to the fandom but was J*nsa popular before the show? And I've heard something about the OG J*nsa shippers being alienated by the new shippers who insisted it had to be canon and acted like the series is called, "A song of J*nsa #danysux." I don't find that hard to believe because I know people who are now ashamed of calling themselves J*nsa shippers. Like, at this point, it's not only rival shippers who hate it. Even Gendrya/Braime/Jon stans/etc have started disliking that ship. You know your fandom is a problem when people who have nothing to do with Jnsa have a problem with it.

me: reads this ask

me: iwastheregandalf.gif which I can't find now but

okay anon buckle up because I am sadly well-equipped to answer this ask but before I do lemme tell you dark jon seducing edmure to take revenge on cat is LITERALLY THE BEST THING I'VE EVER HEARD but *clears throat* ALL RIGHT THEN.

disclaimer: as anon says I have no issue with like the shippers mentioned by anon in the beginning and ngl I agree, I have ABSOLUTELY ZERO FUCKING STAKES in the j*nsa vs j*nerys war and the only het jon ship I gaf about is jon/ygritte and we all know where that ended up I just... have been here since 2011/adwd was over and all the fic around was just for the books under secret lj communities and asoiaf qualified for yuletide and I have... seen... things.... and I actually have like uh had... beef... with some people in there and I know things bc ppl who hated those others told me stuff so anyway *sigh* buckle up anon I'mma tell you the story of jon shipwars through the years

in order, the old gods help me here, under the cut bc this is long as fuck

when I got into fandom also given what numbers were on ao3 one ship was popular and it was sansan. no like sansan was lit. the only asoiaf ship on ao3 with more than 200 fics. jb had twenty when i checked first. jc had like around 100-ish because of the show but sansan dwarfed anything. I posted the first jon/ygritte fic on the ao3 tag and the fourth throbb fic and like the others were all reposts from lj kinkmemes. nothing was popular before the show except for sansan when it comes to huge numbers bc grrm doesn't like fic and it was all hush hush until the show made it impossible to control and that ship was the one with a huge enough fanbase it actually had numbers, so like... j*nsa wasn't popular in the way nothing else was popular until it got screentime on the show

now, that stated, j*nsa had a... fair amount of fic for a rareship which was mostly book-based and from og shippers that were there from before the show and liked it for what it was but literally none of them thought it was gonna be canon, like it wasn't huge or anything but it had a small but dedicated fanbase who did their own thing and thought it was fun/liked the idea but that was it

that fandom had their own niche of hcs that they cultivated and shit except that like... at the end of S5/beginning of S6 there was a surge in shipping for... well obvious reasons bc it was obv sansa was getting to the wall and that would have been all nice and good but a) it was the time puritanical shipping was starting to take root and the 'shipping sansa with sandor or tyrion is hella problematic' rhetoric had started to circle coming from sans*ery shippers mostly but I'mma not open that fucking can of worms here, b) while the ending of S5 had more of a theon/sansa spike, the j*nsa stuff started getting big

now here we have to mention my villain origin story ie: j*nsa fandom had this one stan whose name I won't make because honestly it's been years and if she's still around I don't want her to remember I exist who was a bnf, wrote for... the website that created the whole larry/carol thing etc who was really fixed on this thing that j*nsa was actually canon and started writing extremely popular meta about it. now you're gonna ask how do you know, I know because this person once wrote a meta named 'why robb stark is a dick' and I told her that it was really fucking bad meta and she took it so badly she kept on trash talking me on her blog/her podcast (I was apparently the insane robb stark fangirl l m a o good lord) and like that was when some sane ppl who argued with her informed me in pvt that she was basically harping on the CANON thing when they'd have been okay with like... it being crackshipping and that she was basically cultivating a hoarde of followers who were harping on them/the ogs and basically ostracizing them;

I would like to add that this person - before her tumblr got 'accidentally deleted' and remade it therefore deleted most receipts for, er, her so-called meta which included stuff like ned and cat raised sansa as a sexual object and only wanted to sell her like cattle - had at some point started a round robin fic thing where... some of the characters mocked openly said stuff that some of the og fans had said specifically targeting them and people in that side basically went harassing anyone who didn't agree with that specific notion

now never mind that this person basically coined an entire term to describe ppl who liked white guys and excused all their wrongdoings out of my conversation re robb basically lying about everything I said as if I didn't have the receipts and tried to sell shirts with it and it didn't work and like then she got kicked out of her own website because she was telling her commenters disagreeing pretty shitty insults (considering I was called psychotic for disagreeing with her that time I don't doubt it) I think at some point she stepped back from fandom bc idk wtf she's up to these days and I don't want to, but basically at that point the dam was broken and there was a bunch of puritanical shippers harping on anyone who didn't agree with j*nsa is canon endgame stuff

this also includes an incident when those ppl were like... passing themselves as throbb shippers and ended up trying to tell t*hramsay shippers off the theon tag based on moral reasons and I ended up arguing with all of them (and they were all from that crowd) which in turn landed me in contact with other og j*nsa shippers who were like detached from that fandom bc those same people harassed them away as well ssooooo fun

anyway when S6 happened everyone was high on it and whatnot but I wasn't gonna begrudge them that I mean... you shipped it for years, canon is delivering you, good for you, but then j*nerys happened

god j*nerys happened

aaand basically...... I mean personally I was there like are y'all seriously arguing about the best incest jon ship out there but like basically the j*nsa endgame side was like AH JON IS PLAYING DANY SEE IF IT DOESN'T HAPPEN, the j*nerys obv got defensive af and both sides were sort of alternatively shitting on jon/ygritte anyway and depicting any other romantic rship jon could have as abusive™ and during S8 it just got worse and like I tried to stay out of it but basically from what I'm seeing now idk how the j*neryses are doing but on the j*nsa one it's ah jon's gonna play dany anyway and she's going to go insane like in the show so SHOW TRUTHING EVERY OTHER WAY and like again denying that sandor exists or that tyrion exists and like I barely touch my corner (sansan) but I ended up arguing with j*nsa/th*nsa people on twitter who were antis and is2g it was white-hair inducing and I know for sure the sansa/tyrion shippers were harassed to hell and back throughout so FUN

and even if the show didn't go there now since everyone there banked on the jnsa endgame thing and admitting you're wrong is like... not a thing, they still haven't let go of it and attach to that ship any shred of evidence which honestly is grasping at straws half of the time (like... the sansa/alysanne parallels like guys please no) and which is why every other ship is starting to get fed up, attaching canon proof of stuff from other ships onto theirs see that batb argument and jb is platonic but jonsa is not nvm taking all the sansan stuff and throwing it on j*nsa but then denying that sansan has canon evidence (like guys I had to read sansa touching his shoulder when saying gregor wasn't a true knight wasn't meaningful and we were seeing things please) and blah blah blah

this also goes hand in hand with the fixation on like... villanizing dany at all costs and like is2g I have zero investment in dany or her storyline I don't even remember it and I don't particularly care abt her either way and sure af I'm not for j*nerys endgame but like.... some stuff I read is completely excessive esp when fixing on how she's a completely mad tyrant who's gonna have to be put down and like... guys no

(also there's some srs stannis hate in that corner which I honestly don't get why they even care abt stannis but I had to read stuff like ppl don't recognize that dany and stannis are the real villains in this saga and like........ idek)

I think most of the og shippers are gone or don't ship it openly bc they don't want to be attached to the drama but like I also think they're pissing off everyone else bc like... I mean a bunch of them also were down with sansa being paired with other ppl as long as it meant a good ending for her except those ppl were... like everyone but the ppl she has actual contact with in canon which meant that at some point sansa/gendry was a thing and like.... you can imagine why arya/gendry shippers & arya stans were fed up, and there's also this tendency to behave like sansa is the center of the entire saga which like these books is named a song of jon snow basically can we pls make peace with it and personally I've had it with both j*nsa and j*nerys people since they started with that dumbass JON/YGRITTE WAS AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP rhetoric but I'm also fed up with the total ignoring that sandor exists/depicting us as delusional and honestly I also was by proxy fed up from the harassing of the sansa/tyrion shippers soooooooooooo

there were also instances of 'well theon is an acceptable choice other than jon bc he can't threaten her' which... i mean we all know what that meant and I'm not even commenting it bc it's one AM and I have no force to but I don't have to explain why it's not a progressive take now do I

there were also metas about how cousin incest being legal in half of the world means that jondany is a worse incest and j*nsa doesn't count as such and I was basically there like guys please just fucking own up to it but honestly I chose to forgot where I read that and I couldn't find the link if I tried

tldr: no one wants to admit that it's not gonna be endgame which considering the amount of fic they have on ao3 is imvho useless bc they have more content than like.. anything I ship that's not jb or that's actually like canon *cries in joncon/rhaegar but I mean renly/loras is canon and has less fic than them* so idk what's the problem with enjoying that instead of insisting it's gonna be canon when not even the show validated it while show truthing anyway when the only show truthing that can be truthed is the small council made of minorities and possibly jon eventually fucking off with the wildlings but not like that but like most people who thought it wasn't gonna be endgame had left/were made to leave by the time S7 rolled by and at this point since wow isn't out yet everyone is fandom-grasping at straws to find stuff to discourse on and we're here beating dead horses *shrug*

so that's... how it is but I would again like to point out that I don't judge ppl on their shipping, I don't particularly care about this entire feud bc I only ship jon with ppl he's not related to in whichever way and I try to stay out of this mess bc I don't really care to argue with ppl who have already decided to bend canon to whatever they want and will have to realize that it's not what grrm wrote at some point but like I have a very good memory and the above rant is as objective as possible also bc again I don't literally have a stake in that race I just think romantic/endgame j*nsa is not a thing and that ppl should stay in their lane and not harping on other ppl who ship whatever in general but especially when their ship is the most popular thing in fandom in the first place /two cents

[greekgrad07]

favorite things about your mutuals? its positivity hour, go!

it would be a fucking honor 😭 i tried to get all my mutuals this time but i’m sure i forgot people. i’m sorry if i did pls don’t hate me 🥺

this is in no particular order btw

marisa (@skaterbeth): my fellow short asthmatic <3 i love you bruh 😭 i remember being nervous to message you at first bc i thought you would find me annoying. now look at us 😌 i can message you without fear bc i know you find me annoying 🤍you’re so talented and beautiful and incredible. i love your enthusiasm and you’re so funny. every time i get a notification that you’ve sent me a meme on instagram i get excited (and idk how but there’s one almost every morning when i wake up. i’m not complaining though)

erica (@skateryue): MY TWIN ILY 🤍🤍🤍 i forgot to tell you this but i took a which female atla character are you quiz and i got yue and thought of you <3 you’re so sweet and supportive and deserve all the love! i’m glad our mutual love of the parent trap, our mbti types, and how we’re both jeff goldblum brought us together lol. the vibes are immaculate 😌

adi (@bitcheusjackson): adi you are so smart. THE TAGS I LEAVE FOR YOU ARE WELL DESERVED! you’re such a good writer and your love of musicals is so cute! i also love getting to be an annabeth simp with you (as we all should). you’re also a talented artist! i know you don’t post a lot of your art but when you do i’m always blown away <3<3<3

fátima (@deepestempathllamalawyer): my adopted child 😌 i love you sm 🥺 you’re so sweet- like seriously, i appreciate every self help posted you tag me in and every cute animals post as well. i absolutely love seeing you in my notifications! you’re also the reason i became a malconnor shipper to thank you 😭🤍 (also i still have no idea wtf your url means but at this point i’m too afraid to ask)

ashna (@silenabeth): fun fact, you were the first “big” pjo blog that followed me and i absolutely lost my shit so there’s that <3 you’re such a talented writer and editor bruh i don’t tell you that enough. also, the queen who brought us connabeth i will forever stan 🤩 you’re so funny and one of the most supportive people ever <3<3<3 (also love all of your call out posts about marisa 😌)

sarah (@perseusjackkson): i told you that you were too cool to be following me and i stand by that. you’re so chill and funny, i vibe with you sm. really, your blog is full of so many different fandom and i vibe with almost all of it. you really made your blog for the people <3 i love reading your tags on the things you repost bc they are usually hilarious. also, i couldn’t be more supportive of your engagement to my twin 🤍

regina (@bisexualzia): regina you’re so sweet and genuine and funny and the fact that you associate me with cookies still makes me 🥰 and idk why. your tag has 🔥 by it and i told you it’s bc of ouat. idk if you get that but it’s my favorite show and one of my favorite characters is named regina so <3 also i’m glad there is someone else that can agree suki is superior 😌

zitz (@four-names): another reason why i ship malconnor <3 lol you send the most random asks and they always make my day! and your tags are everything btw stop hiding them 😂 you’re not afraid to speak your mind and you’re a very genuine person :)

drew (@cubanpercyj): you are so caring and passionate! i love your replies and tags to my posts and i’m glad we agree that percy can’t swim lol. you’re super chill and i vibe with you very much. and i’m sure you’ve heard this a lot but i love your aesthetic. the water header is so pretty <3

kayra (@awkwardteenwriter): you are so sweet! and YES ofc you have a tag bruh. i remember when i first tagged you in a post and you said that it made you happy aljdkhagf i tag you in like everything now i’m sure it gets annoying. you’re one of the most caring people ever though! one of our first interactions was you sending me a virtual hug during a hard time for me and i’ll always be thankful for that 🥺🤍

jaina (@jainadurron): you are so nice. every interaction we’ve had has been nothing but absolutely lovely and i’m glad that you joined the pjo fandom! you like almost all of my posts and i love seeing you in my notifications. also! i forgot to tell you your new avatar is so cute 🥺

haania (@padfootno): i love you and i’m sorry the fic isn’t out yet pls don’t hate me 😭 you’re literally the sweetest and most helpful person ever! i’m so thankful for your help on writing hijabi silena and ever since you’ve been so nice! i also love when you tag me in posts :)

@perca-beths: you give me such good vibes idek how to describe it. also, you’re insanely talented! i found your fic on a03 and when i realized it was you who wrote it i was blown away. anyways you’re awesome and i can’t wait for your next update :)

@percabethica: again, YES you have a tag 😂 you’re so nice! i remember i asked to be on your taglist for your fic and you were so kind. speaking of your fic, i loved it i loved it i loved it! you’re incredibly talented. i always end up seeing your reblogs from me on my dash before seeing it in my notifications and there’s always a second after i notice it where i’m like “omg that’s me. i posted/reblogged something she liked.” also your aesthetic is so pretty, i love it

gray (@bbyannabeth): idk why you’re following me. what do i have to offer? when i tell you i binged your masterlist after you posted it i’m not kidding. you’re so talented and seem so chill. also i just saw that you posted a new fic and bruh, i’m about to create a reblog that has so many tags

@ohmydamgods: i’m not above admitting that i’ve stalked your instagram. your posts are so fucking funny and so are you! i also see people posting your textposts on instagram and i’m always like “*gasp* does she know?” and then i see you’ve commented and it’s all good 😂 also you’re so nice :)

@mydramaticflare: YOU ARE SO TALENTED! when you comment on my fic there’s no time to unpack all of that i lost my shit bc your fic Quiet Moments inspired me to write a percabeth sleepover fic in the first place. also you seem so sweet and you show up in my notifications a lot :)

brin (@skatersuki): first of all, suki supremacy <3, secondly, you’re so smart like wtf. every time you go off about photokinesis and all that i’m like 😐😣😐 also every time i see the book circe by madeline miller i think of you bc you’re the first person who i have seen recommend it

teriza (@wasithard): we haven’t really interacted but we have a lot of the same mutuals so i know you’re cool. lol fr though you do seem very nice and fun and chaotic in the very best way, plus you’re blog is awesome

kayla (@eggplant-avenger): hi kayla :) we met through the connabeth agenda and you are super chill. also i hope that you know whenever i read your tag i hear chris mccarrell’s voice singing ‘being a half-blood, it’s scary, it mostly gets you killed in very nasty ways’

charlotte (@sonofsallyjackson): you are the most supportive person ever. every time i read one of your comments on my fics, my heart swells. you’re too kind for this world <3

taylor (@saltyypercy): another one of my connabeth friends 🤩 speaking of connabeth, your memes are everything! you’re hilarious and your content is awesome

@getwokescullyy: you are such a talented writer!! and you’re so nice and supportive! :) we also have a lot of the same hc’s for post canon percabeth 😌 super excited for your next update btw!

olivia (@thegraystreaks): you are so talented idk why you’re following me. it had to of been a mistake. if, so pls don’t leave 🥺 you’re such a supportive person and seeing you and liz interact is so funny. fr i love your writing sm and i’m obsessed with your url 🤩

aya (@percasbeths): again, WHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME? seriously i have some of the most talented writers following me and idk why but i’m not complaining. all of your au’s are beautiful and i’m always blown away <3

@judoflipped: you introduced me to Apartment 305 so i’m pretty sure i owe you a kidney or something now lol. fr though you were so nice to me during our first interaction <3 you’re so sweet and you seem super chill

emma (@jasongrape): first a foremost, a superior url. you’re posts are hilarious, especially the ones of you and ash going back and forth lol.

@clr-stan: we haven’t interacted much but your posts are so good!! and you seem super sweet :) also, you’re right. if the pjo movies weren’t based on the books i would have been invested

@writinglettersaddressedtothefire: i’m pretty sure you’re also a mutual of fátima’s which makes you awesome. plus your writing is so good! also i see that you’re having a great time with taylor’s new album coming out so i’m glad you seem to be doing good 😂

lexi (@multifandom-420): one of the other three malconnor shippers on this cite 😭 you seem so sweet and your posts are top tier

@esistkeinponyhof: you are literally always in my notifications and it’s so fun lol. we’ve never really interacted but i’m glad that you like my blog :) also you’re a fellow directioner which is amazing 😌

@himbolin420: how does it feel to have a canon url? apart of the bolin defense squad and connabeth nation? we have no choice but to stan <3 i remember you kept a count for all of your mutuals when i first followed you and i thought that was absolutely precious lol

@twilight-hours: you’re in my notifications a lot and i'm not complaining. lol you always reblog the funniest stuff and i love seeing it on my dash. i know we haven't really interacted but i know we would vibe 

[arsenicpanda]

So, I was tagged by the lovely @sullypants for this meme, like, two weeks ago, but I’m really bad at perceiving and measuring time, so I’m doing it now instead orz.

How many works do you have on AO3?

Five, one of which is a literal drabble, an exact 100 words, and ymmv on whether it should be its own fic.

What’s your total AO3 word count?

23,447, which is way more than I expected and and like almost a third of which is just chapter three of (ain’t it good to know) you’ve got a friend.

How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

So, like, back in the day, I wrote self-insert Sailor Moon fanfiction (I know, I know), but the only stuff that’s still up is Final Fantasy VII fic (including one on FFN that hasn’t been taken down solely because someone favorited it and, as someone who always gets bummed when a favorite fic vanishes, it’s forever up as a result) and Riverdale fic.

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Broseph, I only have five fics up on AO3, but here’s the order anyway, from most to least:

(day)dreams can come true

wet dreams may come

(ain't it good to know) you've got a friend

Cancelled Plans

The Looming Fog and Other Strange Happenings

Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

I do my best to, but, uh, I’m not great at it in terms of timeliness (I’ve certainly got some that have been sitting waiting for a response for months, and I’ll get to them eventually, I promise).  I’d like to think I’m pretty good at responding with substance though, when I finally get around to it.  Like, if you name a specific part you like, I will give you too much insight into that part.

What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

Well, (ain’t it good to know) you’ve got a friend was originally going to have a very angsty ending, but a.) I changed that after a discussion with my friend and b.) it’s not finished anyway lol.  So, I guess wet dreams may come?  Like, I end it with a reference to that scene in End of Evangelion (because I had the opportunity for a parallel and it also shows Jughead’s opinion of himself, even though his actions are harmless, whereas Shinji’s...well.), and that’s pretty angsty, yeah?

What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?

I mean, only three of them have endings, so (day)dreams come true, probably, because its ending is just very sweet (the third fic with an ending, Cancelled Plans, has a comedic end, so it doesn’t really qualify in the first place).

Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?

Not normally, but I have written a mashup with the Lovecraft mythos, specifically as seen in the Arkham Horror boardgame; it’s The Looming Fog and Other Strange Happenings, and it is by default the craziest one I’ve written.

Have you ever received hate on a fic?

Nope.  I fly pretty under the radar.

Do you write smut? If so what kind?

Yup.  When you include incomplete/unpublished stuff, probably like 40-50% of stuff I write will contain some kind of smut because I find it sexy, fun, and intimate, and I’d say it’s...explicit?  I’m prone to writing dirty talk, mainly, because I will forever love writing dialogue and think in terms of it; also, the fics I’ve published (and like two other incomplete fics that haven’t been published) skirt around portraying the actual act of sex from the POV of the ones having sex.  Idk, that part’s really hard for me (no pun intended).

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don’t think so. 

Have you ever had a fic translated?

Nope.

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Nope, and I probably never will because I’m bad at finishing things, and I wouldn’t want to have the pressure/guilt of working with another person and dragging down the completion of the fic.

What’s your all time favorite ship?

Lelouch/Shirley from Code Geass, 10000% THE otp, closely followed by Izaya/Namie from Durarara!!.

What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?

I’d really love to finish both my WIPs, but, uh, I doubt that will ever happen (I’m still completely stuck on the chapters that need finishing, and it doesn’t help that I have other fics taking up more space in my brain).

What’s your writing strengths?

I like to think I’m good at dialogue because I generally think in dialouge, but ymmv.

What’s your writing weaknesses?

Description and introspection, tbh, basically anything other than dialogue.  It’s just not how I think, so it often is something I have to fill in.  I generally have a solid picture in my head of what, exactly, is happening, but getting it down in words in a way that isn’t awkward af is v challenging for me.

What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?

I think you should avoid it if you can.  I think it’s best to adhere to Megatokyo’s strategy of putting any dialogue in another language in brackets (either [] or <>) to show that it’s in another language; you still get the meaning, with no footnotes, and you don’t have to hunt down a native speaker and ask them to help write the dialogue correctly in another language or make the decision over whether to include end/foot notes with the translations.  I do allow for some foreign language terms in dialogue, but then I think I mainly allow that in Naruto fic, and it’s mainly grandfathered in from years of fandom.  Like, it’d be super weird to see a fic talk about techniques and not jutsu, y’know?  And is there anything more awkward than an “upperclassmen” in place of “senpai”?

What’s the first fandom you wrote for?

Sailor Moon, but the first non-self insert stuff was Final Fantasy VII.

What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

I think (day)dreams come true is the best fic I’ve written, hands down.  It has the strongest emotional core and emotional progression.  I also just really like the ending.  But there are also a few lines and moments in other fics that I’m really pleased with; for example, the lunch conversation in chapter three of (ain’t it good to know) you’ve got a friend is one of my absolute favorite things I’ve written.

And that’s it.  Ok, uh, tagging (god, I’m so bad at tagging people, and idek who’s done this, so apologies for if you’ve already finished) @gettingjuggiewithit @imreallyloveleee @satelliteinasupernova @heartunsettledsoul and anyone else who wants to do this

[cluelesslesbian]

Check-In Tag✨

AKA a very long post about moi and this account bc I was tagged by the lovely @katelfiredemon <3

IF YOU SEE THIS, PRETEND I'M TAGGING U like this is completely optional (and long omg) so I don't wanna FORCE anyone to do it but asjhkl I think it's cute

1. why did you choose your url?

My og url was something dumb bc I only used tumblr to keep up with artists and writers I admired… this one is revamped to be ~relatable~ bc I wanted something that I felt comfortable adding on my art?? But ok-

clueless = because THERE’S TIMES THAT I’M A LIL SLOW TO GET A JOKE SDFHJKL

lesbian = bc I’m not out to my family but my sexuality is something I like about me,,, so I wanted to acknowledge it somewhere (and the anonymity of tumblr = ideal tbh)

2. any side blogs? if you have them: name them and why you have them

I made one like yesterday lol! It’s @blue-dragon-shin-ah and it’s for Akatsuki no Yona (an anime and manga I TOTALLY rec! It’s like a historical themed fantasy, comedy, romance WITH a found family trope it’s so good)

but ngl I have no clue how to keep track of more than 1 blog so it'll be a lot more inactive than this one asdhkl

3. how long you’ve been on tumblr?

hmm according to my tumblr account it’d be 2016 since that’s the oldest post I’ve kept (I deleted everything and revamped this acc in december 2020)

BUT I did the math and I would’ve made this account in middle school so around 2013-2014 lol I don’t think I used it much until voltron was booming in like 2016-2018.. Then I lowkey stopped… until now!

4. do you have a queue tag?

oof no

……...I probably should? like 90% of my blog is queued or scheduled… but ngl I barely remember to tag posts at ALL some nights so I probably won’t (rip if that’s annoying,, but I don’t make much og content so I figure anyone following me is chill with this lol)

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

In middle school?? To see funny posts and not be pressured into having an ~online presence~ tbh. That’s literally it lol

6. why did you choose your icon?

Matching with @lesbianklance rn! and keith's expressions r hilarious

Before I just,,, chose sokka bc I love that blue boi and the edit of him had a yellow bg that I LOVED (and matched with my pink theme)

7. why did you choose your header?

Matching with @lesbianklance rn! and klance sdjfhk

Before it was just a colour palette bc I wanted my blog to be my fav colour: PINK

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

My zukka art omg- like I did one that I put effort into which I KNOW is my top post (it’s got like 600 notes??? I still can’t believe it I love that!! 🥰)

BUT MY SECOND TOP IS A POST OF REALLY REALLY ROUGH SKETCHES OF THEM AND I LOWKEY CRINGE AT IT (it’s got like 500 notes.. And I’m like… y ?? I can DO BETTER 😭)

9. how many mutuals do you have?

…...listen I’ve literally never had mutuals until this year (minus my one irl.. I love u bitch!! but u know that bc we text on other platforms too)

idek am i supposed to be keeping track??? I just smile a lot when i see the darker-tinted notifs in my activity feed

10. how many followers do you have?

hmmmmmmm ok i lowkey don’t want to answer this bc my whole love for tumblr is that followers don’t matter? You could follow me today and unfollow tmrw bc i ship something you don’t and life moves on??? So yeah no answer here

11. how many people do you follow?

1807 babeyyyy

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

...wait define shitpost- technically any original post under #yeetidk might be a shitpost cause they’re all just?? my shitty rambles tbh???

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

Sometimes i’ve got the app open allll day long but other days?? I’ll go on like once in the morning or at night just to check my notifs and then that’s it

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

lmaoo bold of you to assume i interact with anyone enough to have a fight (AKA no)

If i did tho?? I’m the type to try and come to some middle ground before dropping the issue so idk- i’m more likely to lose bc i’m willing to （づ￣3￣）

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

Wish-granting/curse stuff: no.

Politics/Donation posts: depends! I try to only reblog posts like these that I know a bit about bc I don’t really wanna contribute to misinformation ykno?

I did start tagging these posts as #important but I’m not like?? gonna be mad at anyone for not reblogging political posts (also a heads-up if you wanted to block #important: I also tag some lgbt+ stuff under there so you’ll likely miss those too, not a huuuge loss but just an fyi yknow??)

16. do you like tag games?

asdfghjkl this is honestly the first tag game i’ve ever been part of so i have no opinion 😭 tho formatting this post has been a bitch asdhjkl I gotta get back to my homework when I'm finally done this

17. do you like ask games?

I've done a grand total of 1 and I felt so?? ashgjl awkward and bad for asking people to talk to me about myself- maybe if I do one that isn't about me I'll like it more

I do love sending other people anons to compliment them when they do these games tho 😌

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

....this requires me to pay attention to people I follow more than I have been so I literally have no idea??

19. do i have a crush on a mutual?

yes. the one readings this. love u, sweetheart 😘

/jokes

I don't?? usually get crushes? idek.. thought I was aromantic for a while bc of that lmaoo (but then I got a crush on someone irl and I was like "oooh ok so maybe im just gay then")

[exposurc]

name:  i guess k is all i’m comfortable putting on here! pronouns: she/her/they preference of communication: either way is fine bc i don’t just make my discord super available. but i do prefer chatting/plotting/headcanon-ing on there

name of muse(s): the main babies are: sebastien, seven, winnie, abel, montana, violet, nora, noelle, van, and robyn (though i haven’t gotten to write them much yet)

rp experience/how long (months / years?): ooooof omg. i probably started rping like... oh goodness. ‘07-’09? but i’ve been writing on tumblr since like. idek. probably been close to 10 years i guess?

platforms you’ve used: i forget the name of the website... omg. basically like chat-room-esque type of stuff was where i started but transitioned to tumblr fairly quickly following partners i had that made the switch to tumblr.

best experience: this might be the best experience i’m having currently just bc there’s no drama? idk i’ve gotten myself in bad situations trying to date people from rp and haven’t had good times lol. 

rp pet peeves/dealbreakers: ummm. i like to think i’m really open, my main dealbreaker is like writing super t*boo stuff. just makes me uncomfy. i also really don’t like when people come right for my boys only tbh. which happens far less now but yeah. i also don’t like when people assume they know things about my character? or try to overwrite their personality/backstory for whatever place they want the thread/ship to go? easiest way to drop my muse for you. (this doesn’t include people headcanoning with me or if you actually do get to know my muses and assume things) um. idk? i guess that’s really like it. 

muse preferences

fluff, angst or smut: ummm. tbh i should just officially call this blog a smut blog bc it is a lot of that. but i guess angst is a close second. fluff.... is on the back burner for me. 

plots or memes: plots definitely, hard for me to work with meme’s sometimes or like one liners? idk, i don’t reblog a lot of these kinds of memes tho. 

long or short replies: short rn bc i’m still stoking my muse up. but otherwise i don’t really have a preference. 

best time to write: who knows! lol. i guess weekends. i also like drafting shorter replies on mobile and then formatting them later. 

are you like your muse(s): hmmm... i kind of want to say no? i mean to some degree they reflect certain aspects of me? but not one of them is enough like me where i could ever see like a true comparison? 

tagged by: @cathcrtiic​

tagging: @tangcrine, @loveisliquor, @ncwkings, @silvrmoon, @cigvrettedvet, @cherrysugcr, @blushdrunks, @honeylcver, and anyone else? i’m sure i’m forgetting people i’d wanna see do this!!!

[waywardfacegarden]

TAG GAME!

I was tagged by @mipadremadara !! Thank you so much??? I was so beyond words, so flattered, haha😅💕 Probably really dork-y, but I'm a total dork according to Sources, so.

Rules: tag 9 people you want to get to know better

Top 3 ships:

Now this is just plain cruel lol, how am I supposed to choose ONLY 3??!?!? Impossible. But well, I'm going to write three of my main:

1) Narusasu/Sasunaru (of course. like who do you take me for??? Lol. they'll always be my number 1 :'D They have such a special place in my heart. And I have nothing to add about them because if I start I'll never shut up.)

2) Todobaku because I'm utterly OBSESSED with them recently lol. They have so much potential!! And the ship just keeps getting more and more interesting, the chemistry is off the charts!! The potential angst! The dumbassery! Nothing better than two dumbasses being in love. Two socially awkward, emotional disasters boys falling deep in love without knowing?? Oof, what is better than that??

3) Now this one was HARD because I have so many ships!!! But finally, I set up for one that I recently got to know and it's totally the cutest thing ever?? I don't even know their ship name (and sadly, I think there's not EVEN one, the fandom is so small I guess???) but they're Endou and Yamai from Konbini-kun; they're the cutest, softest thing ever?? Just a pure gay boy scared of being gay for Reasons getting to know (and falling for) his same-age boy co-worker, deliquent-who's-not-a-deliquent-at-all-and-is-actually-the-sweetest-bean-slash-animal-lover???? Oof. I love them both. They're my kids. ENDOU IS M Y BOY AND IF ANYONE EVER HURTS HIM I'LL KILL THEM WITHOUT DOUBT. Also, Yamai is so freaking sweet????????!!! Should be a crime. He's an adorable, gentle, amazing good boy, I love him.

+ As a bonus:

Harold/Sam/Nobu from the Canis Series (The Speaker) are The OT3, thank you very much. Never in my life have I ever fell in love so deep with a poly ship (CANON. CANON POLY SHIP) with three broken boys that are currently the "villians" of the story. Heartbreaking, full of angst ship, yet so beautiful. (IF YOU EVER READ THIS. [WHICH I REC SM] BE WARNED THAT THE STORY IS DARK. THE FIRST PART NO, BUT THIS SPECIFIC PART [THE SECOND] IS FULL OF DARK SHIT. Amazingly well-written and heart-wrenching but. Yeah. It's dark and heavy. Idk to describe HOW much but it is.)

Andddd Yuiji/Yamato from Koimonogatari, bc even if they're not canon I'm so rooting for them??? I hope they get together bc they DESERVE each other. They're just so sweet and their relationship is SO real and natural idek how to describe this warm feeling that fills me every time I see them. (Just for a bit of context, Yamato is gay and likes Yuiji's best friend. But for reasons, Yuiji realizes this, tells Yamato, and after Yamato Panics Yuji assures him he's not going to tell anyone bc he actually Likes Him As A Person (quoting) and he doesn't want to hurt him. They become friends and then get closer and become Friends who trust each other way too much and it's just really sweet how fond Yuiji is of Yamato??? My heart swells. He just looks at him with the softest eyes and [I know I said this was going to be brief but you know me already, you really thought I was going to be brief????? Haha no sir] he's so understanding??? He's always listening to Yamato without judging, asking him if he's okay, worrying about him, CARING, and cheering him up, it's just???? Even if they don't get together, they're the purest friendship ever.

One of my top ten moments from them:

Yuiji to Yamato: You are totally pessimistic, too damn honest, a real pain in the ass, but... I like you. [...] Someday, I hope you come to love yourself as well.

Yeah I didn't even had to look it up, THAT'S how much I read the scene and painted in my mind lol.)

Carrying on to the next question after all my rambling...

Last movie you watched:

I just watched The Fundamentals of Caring yesterday. Paul Rudd is shining as always, of course. Kind of dark humor with a slice of romance and emotional shit that left me crying lol. It was really really good imo, perfect Teens Who Don't Give a Shit and Adopting a New Family vibes. Messy but really well-done imo. (I'm just rec and promoting every thing I watch/read/ship at this point huh...)

Reading:

I'm currently reading only mangas AAAA, hahaha. I'm with Koimonogatari (still on going), Owari no Seraph, Haikyuu!!, The Speaker, Red White and Royal Blue (first and only book on this list lol), Omamorishimasu Dokomademo (hope I wrote this correctly loool), Kimi wa Natsu no Naka and Blue Sky Complex :))

Next on my reading list:

Seven Days (bc I heard this manga is Gold), Origin (a manga I bought months ago and never read), L's light-novel (The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases), Himitsu, and Golden Days.

Also, I made a bow with myself to read every single last manga Hayakawa Nojiko has made because their art is the most stunning, poetic, alluring thing I've ever laid my eyes on. So simple yet so, so unbelievable pretty. Also, their mangas are so so so good and so so so sweet and well-written??? Best mangaka goes to Hayakawa-sensei.

And from books, "Last Night I sang to the Monster" has been on my I-need-to-read-this list since soooo long. Benjamín is my favorite author. I hope I can give me some time to read it later.

What food are you craving right now:

For some reallyyyy weird reason, sea-food??? Lmao I don't even know. My cravings have been varying from fried-chicken burger from KFC to That Strawberry Cheesecake from SAM's lmao. It's pretty weird. But right now???? Give me shrimps. Fish. I'm In Need. Looool.

I'm tagging (although you're not under Any Obligation to do it if you don't want to) @tatakaedrey @jackverglas @tetsuskitten and I don't know who else???? Ahh haha, whoever wants to do it, I guess??😅

THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN FOR TAGGING ME :')

[andromedomaii]

Tag Game

Hohoooo, turns out that I’ve been tagged in a tag game, been a while since I’ve last done one of these, so thank you so much for tagging me @draconicmaw!! (btw it’s definitely not a bother, I assure you ^.^)

Rules: Tag nine people you want to get to know better.

Top 3 Ships:

Alright, so I have many ships from many fandoms, but I’ll go with my current hyper-fixation, one and only, YGO  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Flareshipping. I just fucking love their dynamic, and since I also love Puzzle, Pride and Rivalshipping respectively and generally hate love triangles or love rivals bullshit, they just became a good ass poly ship to me. Plus, two shrimps ganging up on local tall asshole and annoying the shit out of him is some Good Food™.

Okay, so, I don’t want anyone coming at me for this one but I think Atem x  Mahad x Set (do they even have a ship name??) is a good ship too. Although they interacted like 3 seconds on screen and it was full of animosity, I really like Mahad x Set (I think they are called Headdressshipping, which is very valid ngl) for some reason lol. I just think they would be neat and should have been explored more in the canon so I’m incredibly sad that it’s a rareship, I expected more tbh :// The reasons why Sealshipping is a very valid ship should be obvious for everyone imo and Scandalshipping just kind of... happened uncontrollably and of course, me being me, I threw all of them together :P

 I saw a couple of fanarts for Mahad x Kisara (again, idek if they have a ship name) and they were hella cute and kind of sad in a rueful way but then I realized that as BEWD and Dark Magician, they would probably be like “once again, we are being called forth to throw hands for no other reason than these angry lost children with issues and their rivalry” and I thought it would be hilarious, so this ship (which turned out to be another rare one -_-) just sort of... added itself to the list very recently lol.

I’m probably missing some stuff I could’ve added here, despite the requirement being “3″ ships :P But I have to add this one ship out of YGO as a bonus which I also absolutely love:

Shin Soukoku from BSD. They’re just... lit. Idk man, I fucking love them.

Last Song:

Canned Heat by Jamiroquai. Very funky, makes me wanna dance uncontrollably.

Last Movie:

Uhhh, it’s been a while since I’ve last watched a movie but me and my younger sister are gonna watch Coco today, so I think it qualifies to be here. We already watched it separately already but it’s a good ass movie so we’re gonna watch it again c:

What food are you craving right now:

Hmmm, nothing in particular tbh. I’m at my parents’ home for the quarantine and I don’t really crave anything because I’m already eating with more variety than I would be in the dorms :D But since we’re eating healthy stuff at home (because, mom food™) I’d probably start craving junk in a couple of weeks and I guess the first of them would be pizza.

Okay, so, I’m not active enough in this account to tag people so I’ll be tagging my other (main) account @ezogelin and then tag people from there :P But if anyone sees this and feels like jumping in, you’re more than welcome to do so ;))

[willexxmercer]

The 100 Ask Game

Alright here we go!  I was tagged by @boomheda and I think I’m gonna tag @brillermcintyre and anyone else who wants to do this!

1. What station on the Ark would you be from?

idk Hydra Station I guess? I like water.  idek

2. What would you get arrested for on the arc?

Hmmm it would probably be something dumb like illegal downloads or like, stealing meds or food or something for someone I love

3. Would you take off your wristband when you landed on the ground?

Probably not, although once it came to “take off the wristband or no food” thing, I mean... I’m hungry.

4. What would the necklace Finn would make for you look like? (Clarke: a deer Raven: a raven duh)

An otter!

5. If you could resurrect any minor character who would it be?

Does Monroe count as a minor character?  If not, then Fox

6. Create a squad of characters to go on a mission with, who are they?

Echo, Bellamy, Raven, Harper, and... um... Murphy for the sass

7. What grounder clan would you belong to?

100% Floukru

8. What would your name be in Trigedasleng? ( Octavia = Okteivia)

Katrina = Kutreena?

9. Thoughts on Finn? Some people hate him and others love him so im curious.

I genuinely liked him in early s1, but once the whole cheating thing started I just...couldn’t take him anymore.  Then I felt sorry for him in s2 but not enough to care about his fate tbh.  I was more sad for Raven than for him.

10. Be honest. How willing would you have been to take the chip without knowing the horrible things that it does?

Yeah no.  I am a naturally cautious person and someone telling me “this will take away all your pain” would make me go “yeah right”

11. What character do you relate to the most?

Bellamy for the protective older sibling vibes, Monty for the “let’s all just get along” vibes

12. What character do you like the least?

Right now, of the living characters, probably Kane and Abby.  I just... don’t get how they can look at their situation in the Bunker and continue to put all the blame on Octavia

13. Describe your delinquent outfit. (would you wear something like Murphy’s jacket with the spikey shoulder patch or have a trademark like Jasper’s goggles? be creative, but practical.)

Hmmm I have the worst fashion sense but let’s see.  Probably jeans and hiker boots, and a graphic tee with some kind of jacket over it.  Maybe some fleece involved in the jacket.  Trademark item would be a headband like Harper’s and braids... like Harper’s.

14. Favourite mutant type?

Two headed-deer

15. What would your job on the ark be?

Definitely a teacher

16. Would you have willingly pumped Ontari’s heart if Abby asked?

NOPE I would be in the corner vomiting

17. If Lexa wasn’t Heda, but she was still alive then who would have made the best heda?

I would say definitely Luna

18. How would you act if you ate the hallucinogenic nuts like jasper and monty?

Giggling in the corner alone

19. How would you have dealt with Charlotte’s crime? A more John Murphy or Bellamy blake approach?

I would have organized a trial, probably

20. Who should have been chancellor if anyone?

MONTY had the best heart and would have been the best chancellor.

21.  Would you have been on Pike’s side like Bellamy or on Kane’s side? or Clarke in Polis.

I probably would have been a silent supporter of Kane.  Like, not actively working with the rebellion but definitely supportive of him.

22. Mount Weather had a lot of modern commodities (eg- Maya’s ipod) What is one thing you would have taken?

The iPod or a book

23. What would your grounder tattoos look like? hairstyle? war paint?

Being from Floukru, I’d probably have wavy tattoos to represent water.  Hair would be mostly down, but with braids (a la Harper), and war paint would be blue and green, again in a wavy pattern

24. Favourite quote?

“Let’s show them how to live”

25. If all of the characters were in the Hunger games who would have the best shot at winning?

Probably Lexa or Roan.  Or maybe Octavia could pull off the whole “hiding until everyone tires themselves out” trick

26. Least Favourite ship? Favourite canon ship? Favourite non canon ship? NOT INCLUDING CL OR BC OR BE

Least Fave: Finn/Clarke

Fave canon: Marper

Fave non-canon: Sea Mechanic

27. A song that should be included in next season? if there had to be another guest star like Shawn Mendes on the show, who would you want to make a cameo?

Song: Demons - Imagine Dragons

Guest Star: Imma copy Luce and say Marie’s dog

28. What would you do if you were stuck in the bunker with Murphy for all that time?

A whole lot of talking to try and keep us occupied

29. You’re an extra that gets killed off. How do you die?

Black rain lol

30. A character you’d like to learn more about and get flashbacks of?

Echo!  And definitely Josephine

31. A character you’d bang?

Bellamy, Echo, Niylah, Raven.....

32. Would you stay in the bunker? Go up to space? or live in your own Eden?

Eden

33. In the bunker, would you follow Octavia? What would you do to pass the time?

I’d support Octavia until Bloodreina begins, and then I’d try to silently fly under the radar.  Probably try to help teach the young ones and read a lot, maybe keep a journal, but I’d definitely try to stay out of the way

34. What crime would you commit in the Bunker that lands you in the fighting pits?

If I was a teacher, I could see myself accidently sharing a detail that I’m “not supposed to teach about” and that being the thing

35. Up in space who do you bond with first? Who would be the most difficult for you to get along with?

Bond with Harper definitely, Murphy would be a bit difficult because I don’t do well with abrasive people

36.How long do you think you would last on Earth by yourself?

A couple of days, max

37. When the Eligius ship lands what do you do?

Hide

38. Favourite Eligius character? least favourite?

Fave: Diyoza

Least fave: McCreary

39. Would you spacewalk?

Nope, I’d be terrified

40. Would you prefer to eat windshield bugs, space algae or Bunker meat?

Probably space algae?

41. Would you start a war for the last spot of green on Earth? what would you do to avoid it?

I would not start a war.  I’d try to arrange a parlay with all of the leaders to talk about it and maybe divide it

42. Would you rather dig out flesh eating worms or stick thumb drives into a bullet hole?

Thumb drives.  Although I’d probably pass out for both

43. Are you willing to Poison your sister for the traitor who you love? what would you do to stop Octavia?

I would never poison my sister.  There’s a theme going here, but I’d talk to her and try to explain things

44. Would you go to sleep in cryo or stay awake like Marper?

I’d probably go into Cryo

45. Who are you waking up first to explore the new planet?

Raven, Bellamy, Niylah, Miller, Shaw, Indra

[lazaruspithottub]

tag game

i was tagged by @kali-zz

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you’d like to know better

A: age | none of your business *snaps fingers like scott*

B: birthplace | brisvegas 'straya

C: current time | just past 12pm

D: drink you had last | water

E: easiest person to talk to | MY bestie, but I rant to mum a lot. Feel like she doesn't appreciate those calls

F: favourite song | Atm? You Are My Life by MIchael Jackson. Unappreciated fave song.

G: grossest memory | Stepped on a pin at age 5 and still haunted decades later

H: hogwarts house | RAVENCLAW

I: in love? | hahaa people wish

J: jealous of people | hahaa people wish

K: killed someone | not today, no

L: love at first sight or should I walk by again? | ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ LOVE is a lie?

M: middle name | Liz

N: no. of siblings | nil

O: one wish | to control the fate of my ships. Also to not have to study. I don't anyway but u know.

P: person you called last | mum

Q: questions you are always asked | who are you? Idek. Also yes I'm Aussie

R: reasons to smile | Virtue Moir 🙂

S: song you sang last | Waltz for Eva and Che from Evita

T: time you woke up | 10am and I'm still tired

U: underwear color | idk

V: vacation destination | Ooooh Canada!! No... NSW probably

W: worst habit | fangirling but that's more a full time occupation now sooo *shrugs*

X: x-rays | Never in my sweet life

Y: your favorite food | Dutch cheese or french onion dip with barbecue crackers. Or chocolate

Z: zodiac sign | leo

10 blogs?? 10?! In my wildest dreams!

i’m tagging: @mariefrances-hypegirl, @tessaandscotttrash, @liviarainastoria, @hasanyoneseenmychill, @madworld202, @the-poutine-routine, @peachguitar and like kali-zz... whoever else wants in

[chillbongg]

Alphabet Tag

TAGGED BY: @perkstobeingafangirl (ty beautiful human)

rules: answer the questions in a new post and tag 10 blogs you would like to get to know better

A: age | 15

B: birthplace | Somerset

C: current time | 8:02 PM

D: drink you had last | Coffee (yes, at 8 at night)

E: easiest person to talk to | my sister and childhood best friend

F: favorite song | either So Soon by Marianas Trench or Bleeding Out by Imagine Dragons

G: grossest memory | my friend laughed really hard and accidentally did a spit take. on me. twice in a three year span.

H: hogwarts house | Gryffindor 

I: in love? | with anyone besides my gay kings/queens? (aka sehun, tao, and legit all of exid) lol nah

J: jealous of people? | not jealous usually but just like my god people are AMAZING sometimes ya know?

K: killed someone | with my stupid jokes all the time

L: love at first sight or should I walk by again? | excuse me? cheesy pickup lines are MY thing?

M: middle name | ******

N: number of siblings | 2, older brother and sister

O: one wish | to be able to have some kind of positive impact/influence as many days/times as humanly possible

P: person you called last | my sister

Q: question you are always asked | "are you sure your name isn’t pronounced Mary?”

R: reasons to smile | getting to interact with so many extremely different, wonderful people; also it just feels better than any other option

S: song you sang last | "Zero to Hero” from Hercules

T: time you woke up | 7 AM

U: underwear color | gray

V: vacation destination | ireland (i have some family there that i haven’t seen in like a year but it also seems like a rly beautiful place from relatives’ stories that i’ve heard)

W: worst habit | PROCRASTINATION

X: x-rays | my spine bc i have scoliosis

Y: your favorite food | pasta? idek

Z: zodiac sign | virgo

Ultimate bias: sehun from exo (but LE is highkey creepin up on him)

Ultimate bias wrecker: KiM jOnGdAe and Amber from f(x)

Favorite kpop song: HEAVEN BY AILEE

First kpop song: i got a boy by girls generation

Favorite kpop album: Sing For You (EXO) or The Beat Goes On (SuJu D&E)

Favorite kpop ship: taohun

Hard or soft fan: sOFT

Favorite kpop company: Either SM or CJEN?

Backstory of how I got into kpop: a couple of my friends were/had gotten into it last november-ish so i got sucked in by proxy (through BTS and B1A4)

Tagging: @loudunspoken @thenerdiestcatgirl @chanyevol @fuck-me-up-fam @stan-oh-sehun @sophrosynes @my1ady (most of you were probably tagged/did it already, idk)

[herdustisverypretty]

AND ANOTHER TAG THING {warning: strong and possibly strange opinions, LONG ASS RAMBLES (which most definitely include strong and possibly strange opinions), frequent oversharing}

tagged by the lovely Angel <3

1. If you could go backward in time, what would you do first? #2008 Log- Don’t pretend to not be bothered by HC and co’s behaviour and actually call them out on their shit. Note to self: You don’t owe anyone anything. #2009-2014 Log- Start homeschooling earlier. Maybe actually tell people how you felt too? You might have gotten a diagnosis, and thus the treatment that has drastically improved your life, sooner and you’d probably have a lot less scars. Maybe none. And also might not be immune to the effect of regular painkillers. Also maybe then you’d be able to just get said painkillers from the cupboard where they used to be instead of having to ask your mother permission on whether you can have some- at age 22- and having to swallow them there to prove you’re not hoarding them for later (cause that’s right, you did that once, ya dumb little bastard). #2012-2013 Log aka You STILL don’t owe anyone anything- Also do not engage with HS AT ALL. Just nip that one right in the bud. Don’t even go there. PTSD ain’t fun. Also do not allow HC to worm their way back in later. PTSD still ain’t fun.  Though then you probably wouldn’t have written that one VIXX story and not only was writing that story enjoyable (sometimes???? ... maybe?????????), that story did also apparently help a lot of people too...so... maybe don’t fix yourself for the sake of those people who told you your writing helped them through a lot of their own shit. **Particularly never forget the one person who said they hadn’t cried themselves to sleep a night since finding your story. Taking that back from someone is not a nice idea.  LOTS OF SHIT THAT BASICALLY MEANS: stop trying to kill yourself, dumbass. people aren’t lying when they say things get better. well, somewhat. also don’t let people take advantage of and abuse you. or maybe do a bit. because your suffering has helped others and that’s all that really matters right? BUT JUST A BIT. definitely not all of it cause that was Shite. 

2. Conversely, if you could go forward in time, what would you want to see? Dumb men (I was going to say ‘straight, white, cis, American’ men but realised I’ve seen other types of men also being equally idiotic, SO I GUESS JUST MEN) being deleted from all youtube comments please. Also maybe shut down tumblr. I think we’d all benefit from that tbh. Also while I’m at it, can we have a game similar to Pokemon GO but instead of catching Pokemon you catch hot anime bishies. Get exercise and also get five thousand hot boyfriends :D Also retaining the nickname feature. Because that’ll be entertaining. 

3. What’s your favorite word and why? I’ve always been fond of kerfuffle. It just sounds so cute and happy. A kawaii way to say you fucked someone’s shit up. Petrichor is also a DAMN FINE word. It sounds satisfying and the meaning is EVEN MORE SATISFYING. 

4. Hot chocolate with milk or with water? Toppings? Marshmallows? It tastes better with milk, but as I at times have more than 3 a day (since I don’t drink coffee and need caffeine), if I plan to have more than 2 I will make them with water. I believe I have already stated my opinion on marshmallows as well lmao. 

5. If you could change one thing about your favorite fandom, what would it be? Tbh delete all appreciation for my absolute NOTP. And no, I don’t actually mean Akashi/Furihata like most other Akashi/Kuroko shippers; I occasionally state I don’t particularly care for that ship, but I tend to just ignore it and its existence for the most part. Whereas my actual ‘I FUCKING HATE THIS’ ship, NOPE I WANT THAT OBLITERATED> DELETE ITS EXISTENCE. WIPE IT CLEAN OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH. This can also be said to apply to one particular person in said ‘FUCK NO’ NOTP. I have frequently expressed my disdain for this character, I do not make it a secret, so it should be no leap to assume who, and which ship, I’m talking about here. 

6. You now have the ability to permanently alter one character from any fandom. Who do you pick, and what do you change? -Lmao. Okay. Well, I’ll name some names after all then, shall I?  -Can I just. Completely erase Momoi’s existence from KnB entirely? Jfc I cannot fucking stand her one bit. The only redeeming quality of her very 2D, bland, and at times downright offensive character, is her desire for the GoM to be friends again. And I could live without that somewhat nice sentiment if it meant the remaining 99.9% of her shittiness was gone. I will never like her. -I can occasionally stand her in fanfiction if she does’t have a major appearance, and also if she’s not being monumentally annoying. And even then I don’t feel any issues with killing her off due to dislike of her canon characterisation. I could literally care less what happens to her. Harsh, maybe, but I personally feel she brings nothing of value to this series, and tbh it would be far better, and certainly less cringey, without her.  -I have essentially been awake for 3 days so this is probably said with much less delicacy than I would normally use, though regardless of insomnia-induced aggression levels, the base feeling is the same. 

7. What is your philosophy on life? (Is it pointless, is it meaningful, is it what you make it, etc…) I honestly don’t care about things such as ‘the meaning of life’. We’re never going to know who put us here, if anything did, or what we’re meant to do, if there is anything, or why we are here at all. Just do whatever you want. Everyone’s going to die and the sun will turn into a black hole and swallow the earth and the universe will ultimately end in a rather unpleasant manner anyway. As long as you’re not harming anyone’s way of life, do what ever you want I could care less.  (that got kinda dark... I guess that’s what happens when people ask philosophical questions)

8. Would you consider getting a tattoo? If you would, what would it be and where would you put it? -Well the first tattoo I ever planned on getting (decided upon when I was 15), and the one I still want to be my first, is my recently passed dog’s pawprint tattooed on my left wrist; where I used to frequently self harm. The original idea was to get a tattoo of something meaningful there that would remind me every time I went to hurt myself that there’s still reasons for living. I stopped self harming around the same time my dog died in 2015, and even though I didn’t really need the reminder to not hurt myself in that way, I decided that getting his pawprint (which I was given a print of when he passed) would be especially nice, and would serve as a reminder of things I survived, and should I ever need a reminder in the future. My plan is now to get his paw on my left wrist (where the majority of damage was done, as he was my first pet), and when my cat also passes (hopefully not for a while still), I will get her pawprint on my right wrist.  -In less meaningful directions, I’ve also wanted the Grey Warden’s emblem tattooed on me for the longest time. I’m thinking thigh in terms of placement. idek what it is about them, or about the DA series in general. I mean, being a Grey Warden is arguably (is it tho) kind of a shitty thing?? You don’t really want to aspire to that if you enjoy, idk, LIFE? But their tagline of ‘In war, Victory; In Peace, Vigilance; In Death, Sacrifice’ IDK BUT IT JUST GOT ME.

9. What’s your favorite headcanon? (Could be your own or someone else’s) Shit, I have A LOT. *These are all mine as well! (mostly lol) -One that I’m still fond of is the hc that Kuroko becomes sleepy after eating a lot (particularly sugary things) which is one reason he eats quite lightly, and that the GoM during Teikou would always be attempting to overfeed him because they thought it was adorable when he curled up in their laps and went to sleep.  -Another I came up with is Akashi not being allowed to play videogames (and probably also not watch much TV) after his mother died. Thus, the GoM (and later Rakuzan regulars, YES YOU TOO MAYU WITH UR LOVE LIVE RHYTHM GAMES) would bring in their DSs and PSPs to school to let him play them as a much needed break from all the pressure being put on him.  -Ideas conceived with 6ubblegum earlier such as Masaomi actually having an unrequited interest in Kuroko’s dad when they were younger, and obviously him becoming quite upset when Kuroko’s dad married Kuroko’s mother. We also came up with the idea that Masaomi and Shiori’s marriage was arranged by their parents for mutual family benefits and that the pair never cared much for each other, and also that Shiori was aro (also I angstily suggested ‘imagine her crying under her veil as she walked down the aisle tho’). Then I also suggested the idea of what if Shiori and Kuroko’s mother were friends, going on playdates with their sons (and also the humorous idea of them putting baby Akashi+Kuroko in matching dresses). So in the end, Masaomi has never been much interested in his own son, and the only person who cared about Akashi truly was his mother, who is now gone. Also Masaomi becoming understandably VERY opposed when Akashi begins dating Kuroko in school.  -Anything involving mentally ill GoM + others (though a chunk of these aren’t even headcanons and more: I am 100% convinced these characters actually have these conditions). Especially fond of self-harmer Akashi.  -Also literally any hc where any particular character is either aro, ace, or both. I reeaaaally love ace Kise actually.  -AGENDER REO!!!!! -I’ll end it with a somewhat nsfw one. The shameless guilty pleasure with 6ubble of Kise and Kuroko being known as the sluts of the Teikou. They’ve definitely boned all the regulars (including NIji) at least once. Probably more. definitely more

10. Do humans have souls? Do animals? I’ve been awake far too long for these kinds of questions XD UHHH in my personal belief I’ve always maintained the idea that all living creatures (this includes humans, as humans are primates) have a sort of.. living energy?? My belief is that once a creature dies, of its lifeforce/energy/soul/the magic keeping it alive/whatever you fancy calling it, the personality part (which I would say comes from the brain and is made up of memories and of course the individual’s unique personality) goes to a plane with other deceased energies (suppose you could call this heaven of a sort - tbh I always pictured it as kinda like the pyreflies in FFX), while the rest of the energy (which I would say comes from the heart and is, I guess, the emotions the individual has experienced through life) is recycled and returned to the earth to be used again. SOOO a sort of somewhat logical theory that combines both afterlife and reincarnation. I also think that the recycled energies can recognise other energies they knew in previous lives. Not in a literal sense, but more like, they might feel an inexplicable connection, be it between two people, a pet and a human, etc etc. I kinda like the idea of this also explaining real life cases of supposed ‘soulmates’. Two energies meeting that once knew each other and were compatible in a previous life (sounds really YA romance I know). This could also be potentially used to explain some conditions or mental illnesses. Recycled energy that previously had lots of negative experiences may be renewed as someone who is also troubled (blame ur disorders on your energy ancestors lmao). This could explain troubled people who have no family history of any similar experiences. IT ALL SOUNDS VERY FANTASTICAL BUT YE. This has all come together after years of viewing and researching many different spiritual beliefs and recounts of spiritual or other ‘incredible’ events, in an attempt to kind of merge everything into something that could potentially be real and/or believable. Idk if scientifically this would make any sense, but I feel it’s logical enough to suit me anyways. 

11. What’s your favorite holiday and why? Well I have mentioned I’m pagan before, sooooo, my answer to this will probably be weird? XD LONG AND BORING BACKSTORY TIME: I didn’t really become self identified as pagan until the age of 13-14, and before that I grew up typically celebrating Christian holidays (Easter, Christmas) despite my immediate family not being religious at all. I always saw these holidays as more just time to be with family than anything else. So I do still celebrate Easter and Christmas as I’ve grown up with them in a culture that celebrates them whether you’re religious or not. I guess Christmas was always my favourite? It’s roughly a month after my birthday, far enough that I get double presents, but close enough that there’s still lots of ongoing excitement. And growing up it was typically the only time each side of my family would all be together (we’d alternate, one year at my mum’s parents, the next at my dad’s). But as I’ve gotten older, and grandparents have died and families have drifted apart, I’ve become less interested in both Easter and Christmas, seeing them now more as just times to buy stuff for people when you really can’t afford to, and tbh now I find myself more drawn to things such as Samhain (also ref that if you have seen spn, they butchered the pronunciation. it’s more akin to ‘sah-ween’ it’s an Irish word I think, which explains everything tbh) in particular. Before last year I had never sought out other pagans in my area and thus was a bit lax in my celebration of sabbats, so when I actually started meeting up with other people in my city early last year, it actually really changed things for me (so emotional sobsob). The Samhain I celebrated with this group earlier in the year (as I’m in the southern hemisphere, Samhain for me is in May) was actually a really really special thing that I did. It also happened to coincide around the 2 year anniversary of my dog’s death, and as Samhain (which has become modern Halloween to most) is a day for celebrating loved ones who have died, it was just a really nice experience to think about my dog, as well as my grandmother who died 3 months before him.  THAT WAS A LONG, BORING, AND MUSHY WAY OF SAYING THAT BASICALLY: ‘pagan Halloween’ (tho that term doesn’t even make sense lmao) is actually really lovely and memorable compared to almost every other ‘traditional’ holiday of my life. 

Geez you just happened to ask all The Big Questions. And you literally went from 100 to 0 to 100 and then probably to 1000. Or maybe that was just me. I AM VERY TIRED AFTER VOMITING ALL THAT OUT. also my finger joints hurt. 

WELL, if you got all through that, here are my own questions, which I totally Did Not steal from other question memes already in existence. I’m definitely not lazy. No I’m actually just very tired lol. These are all going to be fandomy/OTPy questions because WE REALLY NEED SOME LIGHT CONTENT AFTER ALL THAT. Plus everyone loves talking about their fandoms and shit. 

1. A pairing you initially didn’t consider but someone changed your mind? 2. What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom? What fandom was it? 3. Your favourite fandom {for the people, not the thing you spazz over}? 4. Are there any fandom popular ships that you don’t like or just don’t get? Alternatively, are there any typically overlooked minor ships that you think are really underappreciated?  (hay this one i made up myself lol) 5. What was the first thing you ever contributed to a fandom? 6. What’s a popular romantic/sexual ship that you can only ever see as a brotp? (also me!) 7. If you had the chance to make your OTP canon, and your NOTP very clearly stated as ‘definitely not canon eVER’, how would you express this in your ‘new canon’? (i’m on a roll) 8. Which character is Daddy Material? (there’s always at least one, admit it) 9. Character you relate to and why? (please share all tragic similarities) 10. As either a reader, writer, or both!, what’s your favourite fanfic genre and/or tropes? Are there any you always stay away from? 11. Opinions on omegaverse (in any and all forms, ranging from early spn fics, to the surprising amount of BTS/kpop fics, or have you tried the Japanese manga take on omegaverse - or even.... Life From the Ashes)? 

Tagging: @6ubble-gum AGAIN LOL cause these are new questions and I want to see your answers | @the-chibi-sempai | @justsimplyl | @humanitys-shortest-soldier | @kelandry5 | @seijuurouus | @sugaless-coffee bro r u still alive | @kagabutt bcuz we still need to talk moar |

[anniejanuaryz]

I got tagged

I got tagged in a lot of stuff, sorry for only doing them now! If any of you want to do one of them or all of them, feel free to say I tagged you! So ...

I was tagged by @occulant, thank you, love! <33

A - Age: 18

B - Birthplace: Bavaria, Germany

C - Current Time: 05:01 pm

D - Drink You Last Had: apple spritzer

E - Easiest Person to Talk to: My best friend Paige

F - Favourite Song: too many help

G - Grossest Memory: as a piece of wood got stuck in my wrist yikes

H - Horror Yes or Horror No: horror yes

I - In Love: nope

J - Jealous of People: always, sadly

K - Killed Someone: only in my head

L - Love at First Sight or Should I Walk by Again: should I walk by again

M - Middle Name: shhhh

N - Number of Siblings: one brother

O - One Wish: happiness

P - Person You Called Last: my mum

Q - Question You Are Always Asked: “how are you so tall?”

R - Reason to Smile: my family and friends

T - Time You Woke Up: 01:30 pm

U - Underwear Colour: black

V - Vacation Destination: I wanna go to norway

W - Worst Habit: sleeping in

X - X-rays: many times, I’m a walking mess

Y - Your favourite food: pancakes

Z - Zodiac Sign: libra

I was tagged by @maebeamermaid, thanks, love! <33

RULES: List ten of your favourite characters in ten different fandoms, and then tag ten people.

Draco Malfoy - Harry Potter

Zuko - The Legend of Aang

Renee Walker - All for the Game

Bucky Barnes - Marvel

Lance Sweets - Bones

Spencer Reid - Criminal Minds

Even Bech Naesheim

Nathan Prescott - Life is Strange

Josh - Until Dawn

Malia Tate - Teen Wolf

Tagged by @thecenturionwasawerewolf, @strikingneil and @matthais, thanks, loves! <33

Rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. At the end, choose however many people you want to tag!

LAST…

[1] drink: apple spritzer [2] phone call: my mum [3] text message: ally [4] song you listened to: hakuna matata [5] time you cried: idek? on monday

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] dated someone twice: what is date, lmao [7] been cheated on: nope [8] kissed someone and regretted it: i’m a kiss-virgin [9] lost someone special: yes [10] been depressed: it’s my constant state, my dude [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: one time

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS: [12] blue [13] purple [14] dark green

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: yes, here <3 [16] fallen out of love: for that i must’ve been in love before, so [17] laughed until you cried: definitely [18] found out someone was talking about you: that’s not any news, but yeah [19] met someone who changed you: all my friends on here <3 [20] found out who your true friends are: i still don’t know, tbfh [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: kiss-virgin

GENERAL… [22] how many of your tumblr friends do you know in real life: two? it’s pretty private bc i don’t really trust others [23] do you have any pets: yes, a cat named mia, my treasure <3 [24] do you want to change your name: yeah, to malia [25] what did you do for your last birthday: i think sleep, ahaha [26] what time did you wake up: around 01:30 pm rip [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: chatting [28] name something you cannot wait for: travelling [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: half an hour ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: everything [31] what are you listening to right now: can you feel the love tonight [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: nope [33] something that is getting on your nerves: people. life. [35] elementary: i was already tol [36] high school: finally i can leave this prison behind [37] college: they haven’t answered yet [38] hair colour: brown with former blue ombré (it’s greenish now) [39] long or short hair: long hair [40] do you have a crush on someone: nah [41] what do you like about yourself?: i feel with people a lot [42] piercings: do earrings count? then yes [43] blood type: no clue [44] nickname: nat/nati [45] relationship status: single [46] zodiac sign: libra [47] pronouns: she/her [48] fav tv show: teen wolf [49] tattoos: nope [50] right or left handed: right

FIRST… [51] surgery: had none [52] piercing: i got my first earrings with four [53] best friend: my cousin, @she-means-everything and @parttimemoonshine [55] vacation: alpine [56] pair of trainers: idk

RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: nothing [58] drinking: apple spritzler [59] I’m about to: fall asleep [60] listening to: still can you feel the love tonight [61] waiting for: a miracle [62] want: cuddles [63] get married: what [64] career: lol

WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: kisses [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: younger [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic [70] nice arms or nice stomach: arms [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? kiss-virgin [75] drank hard liquor? yep [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? yep [77] turned someone down: for that someone needs to ask me out first, lol [78] sex on first date? ^ [79] broken someone’s heart? i damn hope so, they deserved it [80] had your own heart broken? many times [81] been arrested? nope [82] cried when someone died? yes? [83] fallen for a friend: shhhh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? lmao [85] miracles? sometimes [86] love at first sight? yep [87] santa claus? nope [88] kiss on the first date? definitely [89] angels? maybe

OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: katrin, abigail, hannah [91] eye colour: brown-green [92] favourite movie: too many

I was tagged by @fannist, thank you, love! <333

One Word Tag

where is your phone? here

your hair? tied-up

your dad? working

your other half? away

your favorite food? pancakes

your dream last night? weird

your favorite drink? coke

fear? mood

favorite shoes? comfy

favorite way to relax? bed

your mood? anxious

your love? food

where were you last night? bed

something that you aren’t? happy

muffins? yes

wishlist item? books

where you grew up? home

last thing you did? tag

what are you wearing? pyjama

something you hate? people

your pets? cat

life? ugh

regrets? many

Tagged by @wesawbears, thanks, love! <33

Favorite Color: blue! Lipstick or Chapstick: chapstick Last song I listened to: “he lives in you” Last Movie I watched: john wick 2 Top 3 characters: ummmm, renee walker, kevin day, malia tate? help? Top 3 ships: kandreil, jerejean, stalia Books/Manga: too many, don’t Top 5 Musicals: I’ve only ever been to one musical and that was at our school, rip me

I was tagged by @maebeamermaid and @aamendoza, thanks, loves! <33

Rules: Answer 20 questions and tag 20 amazing followers you’d like to get to know better

Name: Natalie

Nickname: Nat/Nati

Zodiac sign: libra

Height: 6 ft

Orientation: bisexual

Nationality & Ethnicity: german

Favorite fruit: strawberry

Favourite season: spring

Favourite book: all for the game

Favourite flower: rose

Favourite scent: chocolate

Favourite color: blue

Favourite animal: cats

Coffee, tea or hot chocolate: tea

Average hours of sleep: everything between 4-14 hours

Cats or dogs: cats

Number of blankets you sleep with: one or two

Dream trip: norway, great britain

Blog created: january 2016

[peachgfs-archive]

anon chain game: tag 10 of ur sweetest mutuals and what u appreciate about them, then copy n paste this ask n spread it around :))

hhhhhhnnnnnn okay then 

@stardustfootsteps shakthi,,, or should i say,, my fave,, the min to my v,, bro, ilu !! u have hella lit music taste and ur so cute and funny and we’re literally the same person ilusm !! you make me smile so ducking much it’s ridiculous and ur so soft for bts n eric nam and soft in general that it makes my heart so soft dasfkjhl also thank u 4 spamming me w the soft content at random hours i Appreciate it!! madkjfsh ilysm @safesins melly ilu!! you’re so sweet and have such good taste in fic!! i remember when we first started talking,,, you hit me w/ a heck ton of fic recs which i,,, actually haven’t read yet bc I’m terrible and a procrastinator but sajkldfh thank u ilu!! also the amelltycan dream,, fic, popcorn, napping, + mellty,,, aka some of th best things in life?? truly iconic :’^)@taenity my meme partner in crime.. jas… [cowboy voice]: i lov ya!! you’re so funny I’m ?? laughing 26/7 its gr8!!1!1 ur so funny n cute n legit so easy to talk to n ur also good at th Writing Thing also ?? 2 strong 2 powerful smh.. also?? literally one of th only 2 ppl I’ve never accidentally broken a snap streak w bc i snap u sm?? ur snaps r quality content… n u know what else is quality?? u !! ilu jas!! 

@hobikookie iris,, my tolmate,, if i ever saw u in rl i probably wouldn’t even b able to look you in th eye without like, 4 (four) whole stepstools,, anyway ilu!! thank u 4 appreciating my puns and the hp au and being a good pal and an all around h*cka cool egg?? ilu !! n also,, I’ve literally only read ur writing one (1) time but it was,, [clenches fist] so good holy shit idk,, n u also make gifs n do music things !! Talent™ but yeah tldr ilu and?? you’re a really cool person even if u support the hell ship,, jinty :^//

@dancedancemv eli !! ilu !! ur so cute n soft it?? honestly warms my heart,, like i don’t stan them but whenever u send a pic of ur fave 2 th gc along with a huge paragraph of how much u love n cherish him?? i swear my heart gets so soft :’’^) n like?? ur so funny idk how to describe it but u make me smile !! ily

@jung-shookie zoe,,, first of all: thank u for supporting the meme blog,,, i love reading ur tags on them ! its quality content :’’^) second of all: mfldkjh ur so cute whenever u send ur face 2 the gc it adds 50 points to my life force !! third of all: you’re!! so!! good!! at!! art!! I’m shook 24/7 whenever i see ur content,,, i luv talent,, i luv u!!

@laygf lillian,,, your url changes all th time idek,, will you even have this url by the time I’m done doing this tag ?? who knows… but wow you’re so funny ljadhf reading your tags n original posts is,, an Experience,, you’re also highkey so smart?? teach me ur ways?? genius student by day, wild af exo stan by night (and also day)?? jldfash also you’re face is gorgeous n so is ur blog!! ily!!

@19mm haejin !! or should i say.. a literal angel?? i mean my computer keeps trying to autocorrect ur name into heaven so,, it make sense i swear!! anyway i haven’t known u for that long but?? you’re such a cutie n thank u for tagging me in things!! its great!! ur great!! ilu!!

@jhopesluvr gabi!! another cutie i met p recently,, you’re such?? a sweetheart?? reading ur tags is so nice!! ur so nice!! ur blog is also… literally th cutest!! every time i see ur url my skin clears, my grades rise,, my crops get watered,,, anyway ,, ilu u angel !

@snugglesterr yukati!! um ur so great i love u??? i honestly should talk to you more sldjkfh but ?? dude ur so funny ,, like,, do u remember that anon who said your tags that were like “i relate to no face a lot. except i don’t eat people” were hecka funny… that was me,,, i was that anon ,,,,, n also !! u should do more art things,, ,,, ,,,,, wink wonk diddly donk skhfgd also u have th Quality Content n the Quality Personality!! ilu !

[latiimer]

yes i had to use this cap because look at that smile??????? why couldn’t we have gotten more of that smile in the show????? also yes you’re all my squad and you’re stuck with me now. none of you are allowed to leave. you’re with me for life. you’ve gotten me through the lows and the highs (because lbr there’s been more lows than highs with the last series *stares at chibnall* and just helping me get through it all and say fuck you to canon where it was necessary like wtf ellie miller would have fuckign been upset why the fuck didn’t we see that on screen and someone stop me now before this becomes a full on post about that shitty thing that i’m saying isn’t and never will be canon because fuck you she would have been upset) and just you’re all so amazing and idek how i had this blog without any of you because just these people are all so important to me and mark and just he needs all of you in his own ways. now before i ramble on here too much (because we all know that i do and will do it again here) let me get into the juicy bits where i’ll try not to make you cry but no promises aka here’s over a thousand words of me rambling about you lot because i love each and every one of you so much

@dsmiller – of course you gotta be first, char. other than me, i think you’re the person that’s been around in the fandom the longest as of late. you’ve come so far since i first saw your little blog pop up in the tags back in december like ???? how has it been that long omg. would it be kinda rude for me to take credit for how far you’ve come??? but just i’m like your proud mum tbh and just it feels as if you’ve been here forever and remember when we were joking that we would only even be a fandom of two people??? well look at us now the wait was so worth it (but i’m not up to them yet, i’m still on you). your ellie is just wow amazing and just you do her so much justice and love her so much. plus also our totally unexpected ship like ?????? i swore for nearly two years that mark/ellie wouldn’t ever be a thing and now i’m having to eat my own words because they’re amazing. i love them so much and tbh i don’t think it could have ever happened with another ellie because your ellie is just the best friend that mark could ever hope for

@failedthelastone / @nctacrank – my wife. the love of my life. how did i ever write on this blog without you???? i literally can’t believe that it’s only been a few weeks since we started talking and even less since we began writing together. you and your beth have just become so engrained into mark and who he is that i just can’t see a way that i can keep going on without your beth as a part of mark’s life. even if it took us too long to actually know each other’s names, literally like it didn’t matter at all because we just get on so well and it’s just like we’re on the same wavelength sometimes actually no more than sometimes. like nearly all of the time. you can be as petty as me (coughthatsextingthreadcough) and just so so brilliant like no joke idk how i went on for so long not having a beth for my mark as just she is so detrimental to him that he needs her more than i can ever attempt to put into words. your writing is just wow amazing and i literally cannot wait to see each of your replies and oh man the hours i have spent awake with your just to talk about mark and beth are ridiculous but i have loved every second of it and do not regret a single thing honestly. you are mine just as beth is mark’s and we’re not going to let either one of you go ever. get used to having us around. you’re stuck with us. also also also i was just about to get onto posting this and i remembered gi! like gdi mark and beth need some family left (and thank you so so so so much for helping me develop mark’s mum like you have no idea how much you’ve helped me but imma shut up now before this literally gets too long though lbr it already is) and just gi is perfect honestly. i can totally see her in the show and just fuck chibnall again because damn it she’s canon whether he likes it or not. literally like they need some kind of family and ffs three series and they couldn’t even give us that??? so yes gi is mark’s sister and that’s not ever going to change no matter what happens at all. he’s always going to be protective as fuck over her and she’s his little sister forever now whether they’re related by blood or not mark doesn’t even care tbh

@amillixnvoices – chloe chloe chloe chloe chloe like do you know how long i have been waiting for a chloe to write with ????? it’s just like nearly two years omg i have never had one for as long as i’ve written mark and just you’re perfection. just the way that you see chloe is amazing and honestly they have the absolute best relationship and mark loves his baby girl so so much and just he’s never going to let go of her. she’s living with him forever whether she likes it or not. you’re always up for anything that i suggest or throw at you and just i’m sorry (not sorry) for all the memes that i send your way because just i need all of the mark and chloe things in my life and there is so much adorableness between the two of them and if chloe thinks she’s lucky to have a dad like mark that just doesn’t even compare to how lucky mark feels to have lucked out and had a daughter as amazing as chloe and just you do her so much justice (even if she is sending texts that mark really never wants to see or hear about again to daisy)

@daisyhardy / @pculcoates – where do i even start??? paul or daisy???? okay it’s gotta be paul because of reasons and those reasons are obviously paul/becca like idgaf what people say about them they are cute and adorable and are going to have half a dozen babies and don’t paul even dare suggest ever having anymore or becca will ensure that he isn’t able to have anymore and it’ll hurt. but legit though i love them so much and am just so glad that i have met someone who appreciates them in the same way that i do because they are so worthy and i am still so wrecked that they didn’t bring becca back during series three because gdi they needed more time together and to not have half of their oh so fucking important scenes cut out of the show (i s2g me and chibnall are gonna have words if i ever meet him). and then there’s daisy and just did i ever tell you that i once had a daisy blog??? it was way back in the day in like 2014 when literally like three people knew she existed and that she had a name from the novel that was released to go along with series one of the show. i do have a point to this and that is that daisy has and is still kind of my baby from back when i played her oh so long ago and just i was kind of nervous when i first saw your blog but just wowwww like you smashed any doubts that i had within a day or two and i’m just so glad that you play her and make her so much more than just hardy’s daughter. also just chloe/daisy being a thing is amazing because gdi chloe needs someone good in her life and daisy is that person

@mangfoldigmuses – ani, literally as i’m typing this you’re calling me satan for giving you feels, but hey i’m nice(ish) and like honestly i couldn’t not include you on this. your alec is just like wowwwww there hasn’t been another one since i started writing mark (a long long time ago now) that he has had any ral sort of connection with and just ???? i could always see that potential, but no one was ever interested in anything like that. okay lbr here and imma just flat out say that hardy isn’t my favourite character in the show but he has grown on me during series three and i think that is partly to do with you as well. your alec just feels like a real person??? idk how to describe it but just he feels real and that he’s more than just a detective in a suit. he’s not just harsh and he has feelings and like there is just so much more to him than we usually get to see, the way that he well acts and pretends kind of if you know what i mean???? but just yes no matter how many feels i give you or how many times that mark almost kills alec inadvertently we still love you okay?

okay i think i’m done (i’m probably not) but legit this is over 1500 words and i should stop typing before i kill my fingers or turn angsty again because this post could take a turn for the worst if i start throwing more sad hcs at you and i’ll be nice this time and not let you all suffer my angst this time

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Tag 11 or something

Rules: Answer the 11 questions the tagger sets, tag 11 people, and ask them 11 questions

1. Which is worse for you, being called a furry for the rest of your life or living with furry parents for the rest of your life?

lIVING WITH FURRY PARENTS NU UH LMAO NO THANKS (depending like how furry. if it those who draw furry shit sure idc but if you mean FULL FUR SUIT EVERYDAY AND FUCKING BORK BORK WOOF NO THANKIES LMAO) 

2. Describe a person that you’d gladly set on fire, and why? :^)) so tbh . . . surprise i wouldn’t actually set anyone on fire??? but i can tell ya mmmmmmh damn the person nearest atm is like this childish person not willing to talk about other stuff than themselves and over react to literally everything. fucking getting hella mad over stuff you can??? you know??? ignore?????? jfc shut up i want peace and quiet?? unless we shit talking someone i hate then hell to the yeah let fucking shout lmao (or a fandom anYWAY) yeah this person could burn.. . . 

3. What’s the first song that pops into mind when someone mentions your OTP? Deep throat by cupcake. . . .  or hOW COUD THIS HAPPEN TO MEEE I MADE MY MISTAKE GOT NO WHERE TO RUN AAAAAAAAAAAAA

4. Pick two of your ships and make them fight, who’d win and who’d lose and why? . .  ..  . fuck??? idk?? maybe like Lance and Keith vs Hinata and Kags? fucking Klance would k´win since they have fucked up weapons and shit?? voltron you know?? lmao

5. How do you deal with crushes? . . . . idek myself man. i sit in a corner and try to suffocate the feeling or should i say CRUSH the feeling ;^))))))))))))))) hell man i tell the person if i am drunk tho. haha bu i know they are too good 4 me lmaO

6. Give your personality a name, don’t use your own name!!! Trash master 69 69 

7. Have you ever seen someone so hot your mind just explodes? If so, what did that person look like? oooOOOOH BOY YEAH SO THIS PERSON IT HAPPENED WITH BOTH A GIRL AND A GUY LMAO SO THE GIRL IS HELLA TALL AND SKINNY HAS THIS PIXICUT AND HELLA CUTE HAS AMAZING FASHION I THINK SHE WAS MODEL ONCE AAAAAAAH AND THE GUY IS HELLA TALL (i am a really small person s everyone is tall ssh) AND HE WAS FUCKING HOOT HOOT NOT TOO BUFF BUT SO?? SHIRO?? HELLA HOOT? DAMN PLZ STEP ON ME UNTIL MY SKULL EXPLODES AND I CAN DIE???

8. Did your parents encourage your dreams or did they just scoff it off and say it’ll never happen? Tell me how you felt so ehm haha my mother never said it directly but kinda hints?? and i always feel like crying but i always agree?? it makes em frustrated and just feel kinda full of anger and a lot of frustrated emotions tbh?

9. If you could only read one type of reading material for the rest of your life, which would it be, fanfics or actually novels fuck? me? up? ehm idk probably Novels since there is new characters and new designs. fanfics are great tho... i suuck at reading ah ;u;

10. What was your favorite childhood picture book? haha ehm either the `de tre bukkene bruser` (danish) or `Tøj til de syv små mus` (danish again lol) 

11. If you wanted to rename your username and didn’t have to worry whether it’s taken or not, what would that username be

?????????? nothing tbh lol i like my user name tho maybe if i had to choose “ask-smol-GH” since like Ji isn’t what is used by anyone lmoa.

Tagged by: @luddycris (i have been blessed thx)

and shit ehm idk who to tag or questions. . . . maybe will make the tagging and questions later lol