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Btw y'all we started hatching some chicken and we have no clue what breed they are because
1. We have an austra white hen, a red faced silkie hen, a Brahma hen, a black australorp/black sex link hen, a barred rock hen, a booted Bantam rooster (white yellow grey), and a black laced gold wyandotte rooster.
And 2. We don't know which eggs are coming from who so 3 of the current chicks are black with speckles and 2 are sorta cinnamon coloured
Honestly it's insane how these guys look and I can't wait to figure out what they are when they're older (current photos ⬇️)
#sorry im ranting again#poultry and farm birds in general are my favourite things#btw the emo turkeys are getting so big now#they so goofy#farmer rant#idk if i really count but yknow#also we have 4 guinea hens too#idk if i mentioned them#and some younger chickens too#theres 5 silkies-3 barred rock or smthn-a white headed black bodied one (cant tell what she is)-a booted bantam hen-and another black breed#i cant identify them rlly#we got so many birds rn
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yangtober day 29: idol/rockstar i promise this makes slightly(?) more sense if you look at tomorrow's prompt (3 kingdoms) and guess who i'll be drawing yang as LOL anyway... ya boi kongming/paripi komei AU because i can imagine julian as an idol more easily than yang 😂
#yang wenli#julian mintz#legend of the galactic heroes#lotgh#logh#gineiden#i know DNT had that whole like. merch line thing where a lot of the characters got drawn as idols but likee idk i still don't really see it#anyway this one basically counts for today and tomorrow doesn't it LMAOOO this is a pretty out of nowhere au but like..#yes i am going to draw yang as zhuge liang/kongming. yes it is kind of the obvious pick but. yknow. it works#julian gets to rock eiko's short shorts because i got distracted changing his jacket to the one he buys on fezzan and forgot abt the pants#also ya boi kongming is good if you havent watched it. it has such a funny premise (zhuge liang isekai) and i enjoyed it a lot lol#yangtober 2024#arttag
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#shigaraki tomura#traditional art#acrylic painting (somewhat lol)#I used a chisel pen so idk if it counts as a marker but it doesn't really look like a pen. so I said marker in the ID#commissions open#art#sketch#image described#id in alt#bnha fanart#so that ending huh. idk what I was expecting from a series that has consistently disappointed me lol. but yknow what they say about-#- something that COULD be good. hahahaha#mha shigaraki
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to be fair, I don't think qroier not trusting qbad is particularly new haha. i think it's been going on for a while even before purgatory. the only thing purgatory did with that particularly relationship is it gave qroier an excuse to be more vocal in his annoyance
( @lucienff the themes of these are similar so I’m answering the ask and responding in one post instead of the comments, hope you don’t mind :3 )
I agree with the read that Roier didn’t particularly trust Bad before, but I think that at a baseline, Roier doesn’t have much trust with most anyone to begin with. I think everything that had happened with Spreen back in the beginning of the server is something that is a large cause in that, because its still something he is suffering from months later - it’s just in true Roier fashion, it’s something he doesn’t really talk about to others. He’s only recently shared it and talked about it with Cellbit.
But even then, he had a respect for Bad. When the eggs first went missing, and they were both visibly affected by the stress, they had moments of somewhat acknowledging the other, but sticking to the script of “oh I’m fine” yknow what I mean? And before purgatory, yeah, there was no doubt that Bad cared for the eggs, and could be trusted in that regard.
But post Purgatory, I think that baseline trust has been shaken. He doesn’t let Bad see Pepito when he visited the castle, makes excuses for him to leave, and then afterwards talks to himself about how he’s angry that everyone seems to have forgotten Purgatory (both in the context that he also doesn’t trust Pepito, and he doesn’t want Bad coming up to him as if the past two weeks didn’t happen). When Leo wakes up, and Bad is around trying to talk with them, he makes a point of pulling her away. Of putting himself between Leo and Bad. And it’s in the subtle, usual jesting way he’s done before with Bad (“you can only drink lava once yknow. sure, try it, I’m not going though!” and “stranger danger Leo, stranger danger!” etc etc. said with enough dramatics it keeps it lighthearted, because that’s what Roier does).
I don’t think Roier is actively thinking he should mistrust Bad with the eggs specifically. I don’t think that he thinks Bad doesn’t care about the eggs. I just think he hasn’t fully trusted Bad before, and now since Purgatory he doesn’t trust him at all, for good reason - Bad was very much an instigator and a cause for both his own torment and his family’s (Jaiden namely, what with the spawn killing, and Cellbit, Foolish). It’s no longer a ‘this guy is a thorn in my side and I don’t trust him’ kinda petty drama between islanders. It’s a ‘this guy went back on the deal to keep the score 50/50 and did so under the impression we as the losing team could die’ kind of situation. A ‘we spent the past few weeks in hell and this guy repeatedly not only killed, but went over the top in tormenting my family and myself, I don’t trust him’ kind of situation. It’s not an excuse to be petty or properly annoyed, it’s a result of how Bad burned all his bridges in purgatory. It’s in large part a trauma response.
It doesn’t matter that Bad has never once been a threat to Leo, that he’s taken care of her multiple times, that he has always checked in with the eggs and cared for them - it matters that Leo is his sister, that Pepito is under his care, and he Does Not Trust Bad.
#it’s like yeah there’s always been the half joshing around half ‘man I hate that guy’ thing between them. not quite like bad and foolish bu#similar enough I agree#but like. purgatory got serious quick. and Roier is not going to pretend like it didn’t happen. and he’s not moving on as everyone else is#or how everyone else seems to be I should say#so it’s like. yeah Roier doesn’t really fully trust anybody. but from the events of purgatory he Really does not trust Bad#I think it’s just more intense than that yknow. bad is so quick to brush off purgatory as something that can be looked over (not counting -#-the times he just doesn’t remember it at all due to his memory loss) because it’s inconsequential to him. and he has this way of#brushing off extreme things because he both genuinely has a different moral viewpoint and because he can and will ‘I’m just a little guy#and ‘what’s a little psychological and physical torment between friends :3’ his way outta it#but it is serious. especially to the others. especially to Roier. it’s not just gonna be swept under and there will continue to be fallouts#idk. it’s not just a case of ‘I always knew I hated that guy and now I have an excuse’. it’s a ‘I am in severe psychological distress in#large part to this guy in particular and do not trust him with the time of day’ yknow what I mean#everyone has been showing their own trauma from purgatory but Roier is especially showing the mistrust and anger from it#mcyt#qsmp#q!bbh#q!roier#anon#z speaks
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My Palia oc!! Thank you @blighted-elf for the template!!!
#not gonna main tag but yeag <3#its me!#i think i did the weekly gifts right.. i assumed it was like.. what We would want? but.. idk man#i kinda cheated with cooking as a fave skill since i Love cooking in real life but not in game.. aljdhgdga#its just so boring to me :(#but im counting it since i wanted to think of like.. real life too yknow?#i also really wanted ashura to be my shepp but i couldnt choose between him and hassian :((#i went with hassian since he's HASSIAN MY BELOVED but also ashura </3 my dad </3#also i had such a hard time picking friends!!! i love all of the splinkys how could you make me choose two </3#lakhdglah#i went with elouisa and zeki since i love talking to them though!#AUGHHH im obsessed with this game ohno the brain worms oughhhhh#i considered putting reth and hassian for friends too but that would make it look like i dont talk to anyone but them aldhgl#*mine#mine in the sense that its my character and i did fill in the blanks#but also Not Mine in the sense that blighted-elf created the template!!!!!!!!
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#spoon doodles#auaugh i know i just posted this like an hour ago on the soulmate kids blog#and i said id keep soulmate kid stuff on that blog#but yknow#hes not reallllyyyyy a soulmate kid#hes just the rendoc baby yknow#and theyre not like.. soulmates#so it doesnt really count#idk im just making excuses to post it again#atom
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juppet
#hermitcraft#hermitblr#joehills fanart#joehills#doodles#it's been literal years since i sat down and intentionally made *art*#i've done a few sketches here and there#yknow?#but i feel like nothing ive done really counts as *art*#idek how to make art anymore#i drew imp and skizz too but idk how i feel about them#if anyone rlly wants to see them ill post them but til then#im just gonna keep the bros to myself#anyway#juppet#joehills puppet
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i haven’t watched KFP4 yet, but FOX THIEVES FOX THIEVES FOX THIEVES FOX THIEVES—
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• Grappling Tail (tip turns into “fingers” when about to grab something/someone)
• Fingerless + Toeless Gloves Casts
• Retractable Claws (on both toes and fingers)
• Facial markings + whiskers!!
• Can slip items inside surcoat
#kung fu panda#kung fu panda 4#my art#kfp zhen#i have been tiny spoiled by something but it isn’t related to the story#but i sort of expected it before KFP4 was released :(#regardless i have tthe KFP4 tag filtered out from my feed until i see the movie but wanted to go for my own Zhen design#and yeah ik Zhen is based on the Corsac Fox and I’m not complaining but decided to join the Zhen Redesign train (or ‘ReZhen’—COUGH i’m#sorry i’m a pun person)#for the fun of it#idk what the cross belt is on Zhen’s official design so i left it out (probably: i need to watch KFP4 first before i decide)#i should correct something: the tip of the tail is entirely black (and the tail’s ‘fingers’ count)#my brain was in dreamland#also the surcoat and scarf-hood aren’t really the right colors but yknow for the sake of clearer outlines
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I'm working on something that's not Sorry It's Locked right now (perhaps something that i was inspired to pick up again by seeing Sickmutes skully and the operator art hehehe) so have a snippet of it.
kinda nsfw? I guess what Alex says kinda insinuates the situation they're in (...and y'know, smut is just what I write for the most part, i consider myself a smut writer) putting it under a thingy anyway because i talk a bit more about the fic, and that is definitely a bit nsfw
Anyway, no idea what this fic's gonna be called, but it's so self indulgent and has weird ass kinks in it. like, normal weird like tentacle sex and gunplay and super rough fucking, and also just, ones that are probably a little too weird to be considered normal weird? like getting filled with pitch black, inhuman cum so much it leaks out of your eyes and comes up your throat💀 so... yeah. theres that i guess.
I'm gonna have so much fun with it.
God knows why I ever stopped writing it. got caught up in sorry its locked probably
#I'm hoping to keep it to somewhere between 20-40k words? I think?#A lot of stuff happens in it. yknow. multiple rounds. the operator showing up and joining in. all that jazz#It might be a while before this one gets posted tho cos i wanna upload the whole thing at once#even if i have to split it into chapters to make it readable lol#idk. anyway#marble hornets#jaylex#who's surprised that its them again? not me#they're just so easy to project onto and they just seem the kinkiest to me#i love brian and tim but they always seem either vanilla or like they go down the heavy praise kinda route instead of sadism and all that#except for that one brilex fic i uploaded this morning. but that was super short so it doesnt count#i didn't really get to sink my teeth into their dynamic in that one like i will with this#sorry i'll shut up now
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also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks
#vertical sleeve gastrectomy to be exact insert nerd emoji here#i might document a lot of whats going on with it and even take some videos honestly#not to share here other than some oversharing text posts about probably constipation LMAO#but like no one shares whats it like to be mentally ill and go thru vsg and like the process and not many people as young as me get it#feels weird calling myself young on the chronically 13 year old website#but anyone that does post about it posts for like a year and then falls off the face of the earth#genuinely there are so many youtubers that start talking about this stuff#then you find their channel three years deserted and its like man.#i sure hope this means you found better ways to spend your time#and like okay time to get sappy and corny as hell in the notes so go ahead and skip this part idk who even reads my notes hello#but basically everyones that gets this shit is like you gotta find your why#and most of them have kids or like a husband or plans to travel the world or do better at their job#and none of those things really apply to me#i kind of have the perfect storm for being fat#i dont do anything work wise that encourages any kind of movement#im chronically afraid of planes and i cant afford that shit anyways rn#also not very good at romance LOL and never want kids and my entire family is also fat barring my brother#thats not to absolve myself of any of the blame for this shit either like i know i put myself in this situation#i just think like wow my life is pretty much perfect for staying fat but i DONT WANT THAT#I want the highlight of my week to be more than eating takeout man#i want to live life instead of meal to meal to something better#idk what yet maybe jewelery piece to jewelery piece#i could do some serious kandi making while im down for the count#but i dunno man my therapist tells me that in order to feel like a person and not get tired of life i have to do people things and#participate in life yknow?#and its hard to do things like go to the gym talk to people explore fashion styles when i have this overloomingness of being fat#so i guess that could be my why? like i want to experience more of life#i want to be able to walk in a mall and look at all the stores. i want to walk in a mall period. cause it fucking hurts the way i am now#thats all to say the actual “why” that i have is Goddamn it i want to be able to jump from a swing#and not break my fucking ankles
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holy shit you got carjacked? that must've been terrifying
oh yeah in the moment it was pretty wild. had a hard time sleeping that night obviously. but honestly between my roommate and my family & friends and everybody being very cool about it and letting me talk through it like, IMMEDIATELY, the discomfort was honestly pretty limited.
PLUS my car was a piece of shit anyway. it was so shitty that it actually broke down on the dude who stole it, which led to the police catching him. it ALSO led to my insurance company declaring the car totaled and paying me the full value of the damn thing, which helped me get a new car pretty quickly.
my roommate also had the catalytic converter stolen off their car in that parking lot a few days later, so they were actually 100% cool with breaking our lease at that apartment and moving somewhere else pretty much right away, and we magically found a really NICE apartment in our budget, like. nicer than the old place by A Significant Margin.
BASICALLY it sucked and was bad, but it snowballed very quickly into me having a way nicer car and apartment than i did before, so???
i can't, uh, really complain about this man taking my car from me at gunpoint, aside from the fact that it made me briefly afraid for my life and also i had to interact with cops a lot afterward???
and honestly. one of the cops was like a really hot butch woman and i know I KNOW ACAB okay? and like im aroace so its not like i wouldve done anything anyway but like. im also gay and i have eyes you know if it had to be ANY cop im just saying,
#words#sigh. butch cop if youre out there i hope you figure it all out#ANYWAY YEAH I WAS ALSO NOT VERY GOOD AT GETTING ROBBED#THE GUY ASKED ME FOR MY KEYS AND NOT ONLY DID I GIVE HIM THE MOST TIRED AND WITHERING SIGH BEFORE SAYING 'OK' AND HANDING THEM OVER#BUT I ALSO ASKED HIM AFTERWARDS IF I COULD HAVE MY APARTMENT KEY BACK BECAUSE I WASNT SURE IF MY ROOMMATE WAS AWAKE TO LET ME IN#he said no and demanded my wallet which i didnt have so i kinda. argued with him about that too#like idk if it counts as arguing because i really was just telling him 'no for real i dont have it on me im sorry' repeatedly#until he got tired of my shit and got into my car and left#but yknow im just like. im kinda surprised i didnt get shot is what im saying. i was like a deeply annoying robbery victim.
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it is interesting to me that ive seen lately (n yknow this is subjective and likely not any real social force just what ive seen) many queer people simultaneously talking about taking back and embodying unpalatable and ‘unmarketable’ queerness (the recent return to the terms faggot and transsexual come to mind) which i think is pretty evidently shaped by the conservative moment were in of demonizing queer ppl and especially gnc and trans people as predators--it reads as a return to queer isolationism in the face of external hostility, imo--while at the same time ive seen a lot of rallying around the “original” 6 stripe rainbow flag as opposed to any of the purportedly ‘factional’ flags of different queer identities, with the assumption being different identity flags divide us while the rainbow flag encompasses everyone and its kinda fascinating to me bc the rainbow flag is probably the single most marketable and palatable and uncontroversial symbols of queerness which has been seamlessly uptaken by those who wish to sell it back to us as gets pointed out every pride month with all the cringey pride merch.... i dunno you could maybe take that as a point of hypocrisy and claim the queer community is itself in a conservative moment rn where its returning to a sense of history and historical continuity (perhaps even out of that sense of external threat) or even that the queer community has for some time been in a conservative moment given the like, decade of identity discourse and lashing out at any people deemed to not have a sufficiently established history or however we should categorize the bihets/ace discourse/transtrender-tucute discourse/pan discourse/bi lesbians discourse (because lets be frank its essentially all the same discourse just keeping up its momentum by leapfroging from one target to the next) which i think is, like, SOMEWHAT true but not entirely? its more interesting to me, in any case, as an expression of a conflict the queer community is facing given that current state of affairs RE antitransness and that very recent history. like, the simultaneous need to retreat to a safe sense of community which is welcoming to the very things the outer world is demonizing ie mutable gender, complex or contradictory experiences of gender, gender expression which is hostile to the cis binary, but also the ways in which it has to grapple with those discourses which have largely defined the community infighting for again the past decade. its queer people begging the question ‘how can we make the queer community welcoming to the girlfags and genderfucks and tboys who are being threatened when we have spent so much time making the queer community a hostile place for anyone with a non-conventional or not easily (or even just palatably) sortable sense of queer identity’. and the answer it seems to be grappling with at the moment is like, welcoming all that diversity of experience but being absolutely averse to naming it. yes we love all the fuckery with gender and sexuality never be marketable but like, ew, why are you calling yourself [insert microlabel here]. you can be genderweird but you cant call yourself genderweird. you can only exist as queer in the broadest possible way (the all-inclusive gay pride flag!) but if you try to name the specifics or use those identity labels weve been fighting over for years youre doing it wrong (the progress pride flag is now ugly and cringey and ‘too much’). i think theres something also to the way (at least on this site) transmisogynistic discourses have really taken hold as legitimate (though yknow i wont downplay how much a problem transmisogyny has like. always been in queer spaces no matter what) in the name of protecting n defending trans people. like its just regurgitated transmisogyny but its being mobilized supposedly in the service of helping trans people. idk its definitely getting a little late for me to string this together fully coherently but theres a throughline there, in the ways certain ideas are being consolidated and reified as ‘yes were more progressive now!’ when i think theres definitely something to question there in terms of like...are we? are we actually? are we doing better by the people were trying to help or are we setting strict standards and forcing ppl to adhere to them again?
#myposts#this is long and honestly probably Nothing#i dont even really have a way of proving its the same group of people saying both things except fro anecdotally seeing it#and even thats not proof either is a real social force with like power. i could be entirely wrong on every count here#but i do think theres something to the idea that like#as ive seen said#yknow 'ace discourse never ended you all just accepted ace people didnt deserve support and then moved on w those views internalized'#i think thats more broadly true for like. all those discourses i mentioned. and for the transmisogyny i alluded to#but honestly i dont even want to name the specific phenomenon im talking abt there bc those people. scare me.#but yknow ill say it ive felt way more pressure lately to not call myself pan than i did at the height of pan discourse#before it became cringe to care about it and instead of actively shitting on pan ppl we moved on to passively doing it#ive largely started just. calling myself bi to avoid the arguement. which i predicted i would have to do years ago#and now look at me doing it! not really a fluke that its happening now. i think#which isnt to say were moving 'backwards' per se but that these ideas are not now and never have been really challenged#so weve just internalized their logics--reactionary logics--and its having an interesting effect now that we need a progressive community#for our safety.#now we cant say anything about it because to bring it up is jeopardizing everything weve built and the people were keeping safe!#cause we dont count as people deserving of safety were disruptors who only belong when we dont make noise. idk. or thats how i feel#again i dont really know if this is true at all im more just...thinking through it i think#basically like what im seeing--i think--comes from simultaneously that need to be unmarketable in the face of hostility#coming into conflict with a decade of momentum to make queers solely marketable. and i think thats producing some interesting--but sucky#--discourses in the current moment#last disclaimer that i might and am likely totally wrong! okay lauren out. post send *nervous sweating*
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hate how im now at a point where im legit like kicking my legs and grinning like an idiot over fictional characters SEND HELP
#take One Guess who im talking about. YES ITS KOI BOI#hes so prettyyyyy and cute and lovely and i love looking at him i wanna hear him speak and laugh and sing just AAAAAAAAAAAA#(turns to my own brain) BITCH WE ARE MEANT TO BE AROACE WHY ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH TWO FICTIONAL CRIMINALS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?????#my brain: (that fuckin anime girl gif from evangelion (i think??))#like fuuuuuck man is it self shipping if u use a proxy? like. hes an oc but he's a stand in for me. he is me and i am him but we also arent#he is his own person and i am my own our lives are very very different but i use him to express love for Mad Dog and Koi Boy#cause they could actually love him if i were in their world i wouldnt stand a chance but my boy has one so he loves them for me#its far easier to imagine him kissing them than it is for me to imagine myself kissing them but that might be because im wired weird#idk it *feels* like it counts yknow. my dumbass out here gettin jealous when i see a Certain Ship cause like i disagree with it on#a Fundamental Level. and on TOP of that half the time the art is so CUTE and im like 'motherfucker that should be ME' or i guess my lad but#STILL am i making sense?? doesnt help that i worry im like. misreading what content i have but also fuck you i can do what i want and also#i get him more than yall kgyugkhjhk (jk jk. Unless) basically when i call them my boyfriends i fuckin mean it#look its Real Missing Nishiki Hours i love him i wanna kiss his perfect face someone shoulda shown him love i could save him and he could#make me worse <3 I Want Him#and do not get me wrong i may be focused on him but Majima is still my wifey too!!! hes mine you cant have her <3#i just have koi boy brainrot i very much desire them Both (YES THAT MIGHT BE WHY I SHIP THEM TOO LOOK I ALSO THINK THEYD WORK WELL TOGETHER#OR AT LEAST HAVE A FUN DYNAMIC TO EXPLORE I SHOULD DATE THEM AND THEY SHOULD DATE EACH OTHER WE ALL HAVE 2 HANDS)#might delete this in the mornin who knows but im feelin silly i wanna talk about them i wanna talk about my boy but idk if ppl would really#GET IT yknow i can think of maybe Two People and that INCLUDES bestie but just aaaa point is i love my koi boy so much hes so lovely <3 <3
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I still think about the name I came up with when I was unsure if I liked my legal name and like jeioebe could the world be super cool about having 2 names or that using a different name at all than legal wasnt nerve wracking please
#this is a post i made#me back at it again not being sure if this is a vent post or not#okay actual tags now they do have the non-legal name used so idk if you want mystery of my irl life look away#listen Mil is a great name to me even if I’m also hyper conscious of it being I guess obviously different even though I want to be vis queer#o(-( idk I just thought about using [legal] and Mil and he/they and was like yeah euphoria#and like… I think if it wasn’t my legal name I would not choose that name but I don’t think I could imagine not having it I love it#I’m also just aware it doesn’t exactly line up with me in my head and when I tried only Mil I was like I miss using my legal sorta#… idk that post that’s like what did people think trans names are: what trans peoples names secretly are: made me like yooo other people hav#secret names… oh no I don’t have multiple unless you count my internet name which I don’t it’s distinctly for safety. it’s just the 2 and#excluding the year I was trying the other out I don’t exactly tell people it#yknow the beginning of college I did use both I think but then I got a different friend group and it was with someone I used to know and so#the nerves came back#anyway sidebar I think the reason I don’t really consider Ary a real name is cause my first internet name was actually the first trial of Mi#and then once it moved to the real word I changed to align with my username for anonymousness#like to be clear I like the name Ary but I would not go by it to people outside of the internet
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Guess who's spending Eid away from home again next year lol
#me bitch#i havent went home for eid for 2 years and if you count next year then make it 3#so fyi first day of eid is estimated to be on the 10 of april 2024 which is Wednesday#so my classmates estimate that the classes on monday and tuesday will be online so they started to buy the tickets on Friday (5/4)#or during the weekend basically because yknow festive season = expensive tickets#and i told it to my friend and she chekced the ticket to go to kl and its only 200+ (official app) or 100+ (travel company) on 6/4 at 5am#so she asked me if i want to buy it so we can share transport to airport together and be in the same flight#so i called mom just now but since i need to take the transit to ny hometown it racks up to rm800+ 💀#totalled with the flights back to uni on sunday (14/4) it will be up to rm1600+ 💀#mom sound sorry and even said she can pay if i really want to go back home#but yknow i dont want to burden my parents more (they are the one who usually pay for my flights anyway)#and my friend who lives in the same state as me also doesnt seem to be able to afford the expensive tickets too#so its just me and her in the perantauan again ig lol#but my friend who lives here said to just celebrate eid with her and we can sleep in her room 😂#tbh i dont really mind not going back because as i get older the excitement for eid lessen idk#but i kinda miss the bersalam on the morning of eid with my family so yeah#and if i were to graduate and start working which i cant imagine ngl then i wont be home much anyway#whatever at least i get to fast at home for a week so theres still some W to celebrate#personal.txt
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i really want to be excited about next year’s specials but i just can’t. not properly. and i don’t know why??
#i think it just feels too much like a cash grab to me#oh people really liked this guy and this lady!! let’s bring them back!!#and like. yeah you can do that but david tennant did not need to be the fourteenth doctor for that to happen?#i would be more excited if it was just bringing back 2008 era ten and donna yknow?#uuuugh i don’t know i don’t think i’m saying this right at all#i’m not a big rtd guy to be fair so i’m gonna be biased but idk#cause you know what i am excited for? the toymaker rose and fuckign. beep the meep#new things!! not Guys We’ve Brought Back To Make Doctor Who Relevant And Popular Again#actually. the toymaker and beep the meep aren’t new technically. but new to nuwho i guess so i’m counting it
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