#idk idk idk i just. i feel baddddddd
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am i avoiding reading a fic i gotta cause i have blood/medical fears now and have the worst emotional regulation when it comes to angst? mayhapss......
#i am so so great at comunicating-#genuinely wanna make smth for the fic i just. cannot angst/gore til my med ishues are done#i have to get my blood drawn soon i cannot draw scary angsty blood stuff i will break down and pass out- genuinely that might happen#also illness update!! isnt stomy as much but i have now brain fuckary!!!!! and low blood pressure!#so theres actually a chance of me passing out or flopping over durring the blood draw#and vampires are just blood draws that are homoerotic and mabey let you know whats wrong with you#im sorry i genuinely feel so bad cause person seems so so cool and fun and i dont wanna go to em and be like#“no we cant do that specific you want for your side when i suggested us doing this cause i have *ishues* ehe give me fluff bitch”#idk idk idk i just. i feel baddddddd
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I wanna pick up a girl and pin her against a wall and give her lots of lil smooches while we giggle like the little gay goblin gremlins that we are
#thoughts#oni talks#sapphic yearning#oni has a crush#not really targeted but idk I wish I was buff so bad bro#the lesbian short person madness is getting to me I think#I want to bridal carry the love of my life plz thank#why workout why no just be buff lesbian already :(#also to be able to do those dramatic ass romantic dips during dancing#want the gorl to know I am stronq reliable and will never drop her (unless she wants me to in a safe manner)#this is why I fucking love water I get to be as buff as I want I can carry gorl no problem I can carry anybody in water I can be buff as fuc#I do also wish my arms were bigger so I could more effectively wrap them around people sometimes but that’s separate#maybe it’s just coz I had more alcohol than normal today but the YEARNING IS GETTING TO ME YALL#I wanna write lesbian music again so bad I wanna shoot gay little music videos with my paramour#sleeby bedtime where we read each other sapphic stories as they fall asleep in my lap or give versa or smth#but also girls in lap!!!! so perfect 1000/10 also just I wanna be buff so baddddddd#ship dynamics#idk if it counts but I feel like someone could make ship art with these ideas so sure#I wanna be good at dancing so I can be like a little lesbian doing the rose thing in the most dramatically gay way possible#I’m gonna be a Gay lil cowboy tomorrow for pride and the urge to dramatically tip my hat in lesbian is gonna be so strong
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Think fast would they have nipple covers that match their skin tones so it looks like they have no tips or have the covers match with the outfit // gets thrown into the shallows
Also I think it’s a silly thought that when Natsume and Tsumugi are playing flash Russian roulette sora just has a cute little blouse top like hell yeah go get it girl
I WANT THEM TO HAVE COVERS THAT MATCH THE OUTFIT SO BADDDDDDD BUT IDK WHAT WOULD BE SUITABLE 😭😭😭😭 i feel like covers that match would also just be too distracting and clash with the fit....... esp with the necklace alr being there itd end up too cluttered......... so i think itd have to be skin tone ones </3
AND EJSHDKHASHJF YES the sora privilege. she gets the cutest outfits while her seniors are stuck on fanservice duty. love that for them really
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man i feel really bad because i want to like c!techno since i like everyone else in the syndicate but like,,, he's such a ridiculously unsympathetic character aaaaAAA,,,, c!technoblade please give me a reason to like you
#c!techno critical#aaaaaa idk#phil and niki are sympathetic at least but idk technos just. there i guess. lmao#i just cannot bring myself to care about him and i feel baddddddd
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don't bully me :(
Listen bro don't get me wrong I love Takemichi but idk why sometimes bro makes me cringe reallyyyyyyyy baddddddd (in the anime) Its some scenes where its really awkward or he enters the room at the wrong time (There was this one scene i think it was episode 6? but he enters like a garage or smth and mikey, draken, pah-chi, and peh-yan just stare at him for soooo longgg and they are all like "HUH?" or "HM?" AND HE WALKS SO FUCKING SLOW OMG. and Draken is all like "NO OFFENCE but this is a IMPORTANT meetinggg") its those tinyyyy things that make me wanna cry from cringe and embarrassment... or maybe cuz its on dub?
does anyone else feel this way ?????
#anime#manga#lol#hanagaki takemichi#takemitchy#so cringy#send help#tokyo revengers#tokrev#tokyo manji gang#tokyo revengers manga#tokyorev spoilers
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Stranger things 4 incoherent thoughts
Eddie, 001, and Russian dude my favorite white boys
I really grew attached to Chrissy and they killed her....sadness
wasn’t that invested in Russia, only looked forward to seeing the Russian dude (cannot remember his name, was it Enzo or was that just a code)
Do ppl all just laugh and participate in bullying that blatantly? I could not stand everyone laughing and participating in bullying El.
love mileven, but Mike and El need to sort out their communication
Whenever Mike and El are in the same vicinity they kinda create their own little world and it’s kinda detrimental to their friend group as a whole? Idk I def like seeing them bond with other ppl and not just each other, as much as I love seeing them together.
I wish we saw El and Will with a closer bond? Or a heart to heart considering they were both deeply affected by the upside down but yeah
If Will does have romantic feelings for Mike, I really hope he wouldn’t be too torn up if Mike doesn’t return romantic feelings bc personally i see Mike as straight but idk, I like byler either way. Not too invested into ship wars and I feel thankful that I’m more detached to them
When Mike and Will’s reunion was super awkward and Will was being third wheeled, yeah that hurted
Did not care for the tension between Nancy and Steven
The lab guard guy being 001 and Vecna AND the son of Victor BLEW MY MINDDDDD, I saw a lot of ppl saying they connected some or all of it but I literally forgot everything bc I was multitasking while watching the season
literally when he and El were cornered by the guards and he started throwing the guards and shit with that little head tilt my mouth was wide open
I want to see Max and Lucas heal so baddddddd, absolutely adore Max
really sympathize with Lucas with his friends not seeing his star moment in basketball, when you feel so happy you accomplish something and none of the ppl you care about were there....hurts
Liked Suzie, did not care for that house as a whole
did not care for jonathan’s friend when he’s trying to be funny all the time, but he’s alright, love his hair
Waiting to see what the Cali group is gonna do next volume bc I cared more about them than the russian plot, but not more than the el and max group
love robin and nancy duo, please stop talking about steve (love him tho)
I need more eddie
love the gore and creepiness this season
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boyyyyyyyy. I am tired
#i'm really out here#absolutely fucking suffering#wanting to fuckin kill myself#my parents have just ruined me absolutely fucking ruined me for the rest of my fucking life#all i have to do is wait 6 more hours#but i deadass dont think i can fucking make it#its been non stop screaming#and indirect thrreats against me#and i just can't take this shit anymore#it makes all of my disorders fuckin clash and me trying to straighten everything out makes it 20x worse#all my friends are absolutely useless cause shockin they're never ever fucking around#like all of them will act surprsied when i move and cut ties entirely but like#jesus i feel fucking alone like its my tragic as fuck sophomore year#and let me tell you man that was a BADDDDDDD fuckin place#I feel like im fucking floating and everything is my fault and i just idk#this is all fucking absoultely pointless
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idk I just wanna vent hOGH I wANT TOP SURGERY SO BADDDdddd but I'm only 15 BUT MY PARENTS MIGHT LET ME GET IT AS A GRADUATION GIFT I'm just real impatient I want it now.
i feel u
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