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i'm the kind of nerd that enjoys all the different kinds of nerd stuff but i could not tell you a single thing about any of it, i am a black hole of "oh, that's cool" and then it's gone
#idk the facts are in my head but i can't recall them#only go oh i knew that when someone else says it#adhd#audhd#adhd inattentive#nerd stuff#memory problems#history#science#english#definitely not math tho#art#films#literature#anime#fashion#music#poetry#psychology#chemistry#astronomy#astrology#lol#nature#book lover#book reader#book nerd but not really#more like book dork#criminology
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I generally don't make posts like this, cause I don't wanna start an argument or disagreement, but I do find the "Is Hyde really a person?" discourse, a bit odd...I know it's a comic, and maybe I'll be proved horribly incorrect but...
Does he have emotions, with personality traits and preferences? Yes.
Does he insist he's a person? Yes.
Then he is, in fact, a person.
#and if you disagree...lets not discuss it because I'm not good with fandom discussions XD#idk...i feel like if something say's they're a person than they're a person XD but that's just my code i guess#and i'm not trusting Franky because she's made this mistake already with her corpse son. and still can't read people well enough to know th#major violation of privacy she's currently doing to both Jekyll and Hyde#maybe i'll be proven wrong but i don't think so#cause i recall an OLD hyde drawling from Sage about how much she loved a certain scene from the musical because it was like Hyde was-#fighting for his own person hood. and thus i feel like that's where the theme is going#if the plot was just “well actually he was never really a person.” i would have the same outta body experience i did after watching-#multiverse of madness#like that just feels incompatible with the rest of the comic#BUT i'll respect whatever writing choice she makes :)#(but i will make a fix-it-fanfic to heal my heart if that's the case XD)#the glass scientists#glass scientists
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Do you like Lore Olympus? I don’t know why but I never got into it and the art style wasn’t for me.
I used to like it when I was young and it was still being published on tumblr, but when I tried to read it after it got picked up by Webtoon a couple years later... y i i i i ii i k e s. It's basically every NA romance but in comic form. I don't even mind the art style, as long as it's not Persephone bc that girl has the cringiest design ever and I am uncomfortable with looking at her
#eernask#eernanon#idk who can confirm this but i don't recall the original comic being so bad#i can't find it anywhere anymore tho so it's useless to speculate but. i was really shocked when i read it after being re-published so idk#it was a loooong time ago. my memories might not be reliable
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Michael wordlessly gives T’Pring her jacket as they walk through a dense fog which sticks to their skin like frost. T’Pring asks if she’s cold once, planning on arguing the jacket back onto the other girl’s shoulders when she denies it but Michael merely says “It’s logical for you to have it, given the differences in our physiology,” her tone neutral though her voice trembles. T’Pring never offers it back to her again and Michael doesn’t ask for its return.
#T'Pring#Michael Burnham#T'Pring/Michael#their families are vacationing together somewhere or something - idk#Michael: -does something she'll forget about in like a week-#T'Pring: -remembers it forever-#T'Pring is gently running her hand along the fabric of Michael's coat remembering this#meanwhile Michael only recalls it to think 'I can't believe she never gave my coat back'#I just think it'd be lowkey hilarious if Spock was angsting about how T'Pring could ever love his human side while she's fully crushing#on his 100% human step sister#bea art tag#star trek art#star trek lesbians#star trek#also wouldn't it be deliciously angsty if Michael were 'more Vulcan' (in Sarek's view) than Spock?#and T'Pring's affections for Michael were taken as further confirmation of that??#Michael adhering the most strictly to her father's wishes and what he thinks it means to be a Good/Ideal Vulcan while being the only fully#human child is just...-eats the idea- delicious#Michael not really caring much about Vulcan society (That's Spock's deal) but more about what Sarek specifically thinks of her#Michael Burnham art#T'Pring art
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question: does rwby have any trans people. like i know may marigold exists but she's like. a non-entity as far as that's concerned. what other trans people are in the narrative of rwby that actually impact what's going on. no, headcanons do not count.
#rwby#idk i'm just kinda.#i wracked my brain for a trans man in rwby and i drew a blank#so i just went “hey i can't really recall can someone help me”#this isn't really rwde either it's a genuine question
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So, updates will be a little slow for now. I have to finish that one comic (it's still the same I was writing + drawing about 2 weeks ago or 3 I don't remember and I don't want to).
Yes, I've been working on it for the past month or so, and it's incredibly silly (playing safe here, I advise you IT will BE cringe), like, usual Wren stuff, with the only difference is that I'm doing something out of my usual comfort zone after well, a while <3 but I'm having fun nonetheless.
HOWEVER, like an IDIOT, I forgot that I'm Italian and this means Festival di Sanremo for the next 4 days at least, so my already poor concentration skills have been rightfully yeeted out of the window. No thoughts. No sleep. Just 5 hours of people singing and going completely batshit crazy (affectionate). The festival generally lasts till 2 AM so if I don't reply to comments or asks it's bc I'm sleeping lol
#wren text tag#wren draws stuff#btw gonna probably spam Sanremo related content for the next few days or so#yes the comic the comic it's still THAT ONE COMIC#idk exactly what I wrote bc yeah I must gatekeep it from you all but I did add something like#it'll be a banger post I prommy 💖💖💖#wren doing a special type of self sabotage#generally the drawings I spend a lot of time on are pretty much ignored because idk#I guess it's karma#ahah that will teach ya to spend more than 13 hours on a drawing#or a similar number I can't recall#btw I really hope this one comic makes at least 1 person angry at me bc I draw gay people kissing
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so.. i accidentally touched a trash can which made me feel like my hand was burning so i went to go and wash it and in the process i nicked the faucet with my fingernail and i got like dirt(?) under it. which. terrifying???? anyway i started hyperventilating and my hand started burning again but worse and i was trying to figure out what to do bc i was in the bathroom of all unsafe places to be, so i like ran out to the hallway and my hands are covered in soap and water which feels unsafe enough as is, and everything is just dangerous and i feel like someone's wedged something under my fingernail and tried to pry it off me and i'm trying so hard not to scream again bc i don't want to freak my mom out and i'm still hyperventilating bc there's this unknown thing on me. so anyway. it took a bit to get it together enough to like. go back and wash my hands again. and now i'm like. completely exhausted. aaaaand i still feel like i can't breathe like an hour later :') i had lovely plans to go out this evening and maybe walk and watch the sunset but now i feel like death! point being. fuck ocd :)
#boink#vent#ocd#i think i might've had a panic attack?#idk#i don't really have those very often or very severely#but that might be the worst like contamination ocd event i can really recall#which is good ig#but still not so nice seeing as i'm supposed to be better after going to therapy and i am most definitely not#normally it's just like a general veneer of complication and anxiety on top of everything#but this was like#this was terrifying#i'm still kind of rattled ://#maybe i'm being overdramatic#i don't know :(#i'm super ticcy now too lol#unsurprising ig#and ofc i'm not actively panicking anymore#but still nothing really feels safe rn#my coffee cup smells like ice which is scary and my clothes were in the cabinet and maybe even on the floor so god knows what's on them#i'm glad i took a shower earlier today already or else i wouldn't hardly be able to move at all#i had to use some fertilizer in the garden and ofc it got on me bc gardening is messy so i already had to shower after that#unless i wanted to be stressed all day and contaminate my clothes and my bed and any food i wanted to make#not ideal#ough#it's just so fucking tiring isn't it#god it's exhausting#and what makes it worse is that i can't even deal with it on my own when everyone's around#and when everyone's around there's so much more chance that things are unsafe#it's been so much worse at home
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the way he has absolutely no idea that i am still living for our little interactions
#i keep recalling how he was coming to the other store last year when i was alone and our conversations were always so funny like#we were both saying dumb shit and laughing like two idiots#because my brain doesn't really work when i like somebody and i can tell you the feeling was mutual#it was so funny#and i think about that time last year when he finally told me he likes me... BUT HE CAN'T#and left... scared?#and left me confused#and kinda angry#i wonder if he still remembers#or maybe he's laughing at it now#well i remember#and i am still holding onto that memory somehow#idk#the unwanted delivery guy*#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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Does anyone know a solid watch guide to Classic Who? Like the different ways you can get hard copies (in the US), the various ways they've been collected, streaming sites, episode/serial order? A list of missing episodes and where they were supposed to fall in the series would be helpful. The Tardis Wiki has an episode list, marking which ones are lost, but it doesn't say how to watch.
When I hopped into Classic Who it was a nightmare, Netflix had like...a handful of random episodes for a few random doctors. I thought I watched most of One and Two, but apparently It was just a couple serials, the were just all that was available at the time.
#classic who#there have to be fan guides out there somewhere#Once I finish the nuWho rewatch I want to go back#I've tried some of the comics over the years and never really cared for them. I remember liking The Only Good Dalek enough but not enough t#recall the plot. But I REALLY struggle with tie-in media normally and found that I can actually read the novels for DW#but the comics just don't click in my head#so I've mostly accepted I'm probably never getting to all of That#and I know the novels are kinda iffy for canon value (they're canon in my heart. the good ones anyway)#but the audio being canon drives me INSANE because one...I don't like a lot of the 10 and 11 plotlines#and two: I REALLY want to listen to Eight's and Nine's but I can't do audio#I can't focus on it and I can't process it right and the longest audio stories I've managed to listen to were about fifteen minutes each#while I was out hiking with nothing else to listen to#not even sure where to START with those though jfc there's all the audio and apparently the Big Finish audio is a different canon?????#idk what's even going on here
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feeling insane bc i was actually considering making 'no coincidence' karla in game fdsklafjkalfjkafa
#boy this aint my oc....i can't do that but. but. like. what if. i did anyway.#I JUST THINK SHES COOL?????#i dont recall her having very much description in the book far as ive read i'll have to go back and check maybe#scarred face and mantis blades is all that i remember off the top of my head#idek what her eyes/optics are like ............hm idk.#maybe i'll just make my own oc based on her dklasjfkdsal that seems shitty tho fr. because obviously this established writer#will know i made a character based off his character and he'll hate me and take legal action against me obviously!!!!! /sarcasm#i know that wouldn't happen and it doesn't matter at all thats just my anxiety telling me i'll go to hell#fsakfljakl ANYWAYS IM JUST???? maelstrom lady butcher....sexy.......idk idk#i just wanna be like 'gangs all here :)' and have a silly lil pic of everybody idsa fjkadlfjaklfa#shes just!! interesting to me!! i love that she's so violent and clearly takes joy/pride in what she does but she has this softness#for dixie and thats really cute?????? hello???????#dagger n dum dum going on double dates with her and dixie UwU#lots of murder and chaos UwU#bro i just like mealstrom fdkslafjdksalfjdksal this isn't news#im having a lot of thoughts for a Minor character of a supplementary/unconnected story that nobody knows. because of course i am.#a minor character connected to a minor character whom im obsessed with.#my life is a joke.
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saw sb complaining abt floyd looking like jade in the latest art
and im like hey
my guy
theyre identical twins, that tends to happen
#i really can't recall... ( tbd )#sorry thats#funny to me#idk i think it looks fine#like you can tell its floyd in the ways it really matters
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#also i've finally deleted L's number from my phone and the sad spotify playlist and the list of her fav things#(also i feel like saying list of her fav things sounds weird and creepy. just to clarify i keep a running list for each of my friends with#like important info and their fav food and coffee order and stuff like that because i have a really bad memory and can't always remember#details like that even though i really care. i just have trouble recalling details when i want to get them treats and stuff)#but anyway.. i deleted all that stuff from my phone. i even charged my old phone so that i could delete her number from there too. i want to#let her go. i've moved on so long ago but for some reason i just haven't been able to fully let her go so i've held onto these little things#but i'm finally ready to fully let her go#so i deleted that stuff. i cut that connection. i no longer have her number. and it feels so good#like that tiny part of me holding on is a little sad. but it's more mourning the loss of what could've been#but i've accepted that it doesn't matter. i can't keep thinking about what would've happened if she hadn't moved or if i'd reached out#sooner when she got back. i can wonder and wonder but i'll never be able to go back in the past. i don't need to wonder anymore#because honestly i don't even want to be with her anymore.. it would kind of be embarrassing. idk i was just such a different person when we#were seeing each other. i feel like a completely different person than that and idk it's almost embarrassing that she knew me like that when#i know how much better i am now. like i just truly like myself more now than then. i'm so much cooler now lmao#but yeah. i don't want her anymore. i'm letting go. i can finally actually let go and it feels so good#and not only for me but like i'll no longer have that tiny layer of guilt when dating anybody else#and i'll be able to actually fully be all in for that person and that's what i want#i don't want to hold out for her anymore#and honestly. i hadn't been while dating N#that's a whole other thing i have to deal with#but i'm just glad that i'm no longer holding onto L. i just feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of me :)#blake says shit
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also, writing up those profiles made me realize just how hard the john constantine self-loathing machine goes brr. exactly one of the people who were actually there at newcastle really, truly blamed you for what happened, my guy, the rest is just the mental illness talking.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#man is harder on himself than anyone tbh. not that there isn't plenty of other shit to properly blame him for mind you but with newcastle?#it was the cops & the doctors that really hammered that shit in hard when he was at ravenscar. not his friends#nbc constantine went hard on the blame game i know but the comic-based folks were surprisingly gentle with him????#sure their ghosts blame him plenty but there is. a BIG question mark in the narrative as to whether they're actually ghosts#or just hallucinations created by constantine to rub dirt in when he's feeling especially guilty about something#(bc that's about the only times they actually physically appear)#there's one or two times when people say they're hovering around him but i can't recall if they ever get more tangible than that#i know there's real ones after the rosacarnis incident but they're From the rosacarnis incident. the newcastle crew are not among them#oh and the family in the family man arc. those are real#is this making sense? idk i am always consumed with a love for john constantine that is ill-advised and ill-fated#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARD I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.
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// Ig has such a funky laugh. By which I mean it takes a lot of effort to actually make him laugh. He chuckles, and those chuckles are short and succinct, quiet. Sometimes a little breathy. Which brings me to the fact that when he does laugh, it's first an airy wheeze, a specific kind of dad laugh™️. Sometimes when something really shocks him to the point of laughing he can let out a sharp bark of a laughter which is surprisingly pure, but it almost makes him embarrassed. Because he already nearly never raises his voice, so even laughing out loud feels a little out of place for him. He will quickly silence himself and clear his throat, glancing away, trying to pretend none of that just happened.
#// these were my thoughts at work today#// idk...i absolutely love the fact that he's just QUIET#// i can't recall a time in the years I've rp'd him that he ever yelled or raised his voice#// maybe once? sure. let's say once. but it's just. SO RARE#// and so are his laughers#// earning a proper boisterous laughter from him is a true achievement#// like despite him being a generally positive person he just... he doesn't really laugh a lot. not openly. he will express his amusement#// through smaller noises but not laughter. anyway! i digress. i could talk on and on about my son#notes. ( “CERBERUS” );
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... when a movie or TV show seems too depressing/stressful/gory/intense for me to enjoy, but the story really interests me, but then LUCKILY it's based on a book or comic... only for me to learn that everyone who has read the source material universally agrees it sucks ass, and the adaptation definitely improved the story.
#this has happened to me AT LEAST two times that i can specifically recall#but probably more#by elise#it's hard out here for someone who loves complex stories but also is too sensitive!!! 😞#it seems like secondhand via gifsets and text posts is genuinely the best way for me to consume some media#also this MIGHT make you think I can't handle things that are particularly dark and twisted which is NOT the case!#i guess what gets to me most is stories about misery that just drag on and on#it's more of a problem w TV shows than movies bc a movie will at least usually wrap things up nicely at the end#but a show is like 'wanna see bad things happen to this person for ten years straight?'#and it's like... idk not really?#anyway there're soooo many shows where I'm like 'this seems SO good but unfortunately my mental health cannot handle that'
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billions is really on one constantly like you gotta love how there's the wordless presentation of This Man & This Woman as like an image of epic power couple &/or pr for the Wholesomeness of this man to have the Family Values in having a wife & possibly even kids, and being fictional media, most of the time this comes up as Staged Material from actors for this Media, especially given that generally both parties will be preexisting Roles With Dialogue. and then when it comes to winston & their granting us their clearest most elevated least questioning/critical exercises in "this is Telling you that winston is inferior" in a) successful violation &/or b) successful-violation-born information that they recognize as Inferior & expect you will too....really a moment's pause sometimes remembering that since they couldn't be bothered to stage anything for winston & instead we got a) photos provided from will roland of himself from his real life or b) pics they didn't need to get rights to, in this case they show us selfies from a real-life-and-by-then-married-couple, and it's This that gets "well so of course this is another Recognition Of Inferiority presentation" and not "well isn't that nice, epic, &/or wholesome, or even just matter of fact" like. really unbelievable of them and steph wessels gets to cameo as someone who Of Course dumped this guy because [well just look at him we're right back to exactly 4 seasons prior in 3x03 where we're supposed to know winston isn't epic b/c if wags is there you're supposed to be projecting on him, thanks, & when the one thing you can take issue with being an apparently accidental misgendering, there's Nothing to take issue with in that in the face of this it's crickets from wags who's otherwise dying to kill winston already. awesome. but i mean. well just look at him. we Hate winston.] like and billions is off the rails like "b/c he's so bad at sex" like yeah i think nothing says Good At Sex like the nexus of "has never tried learning anything about sex" & "has never been told their sexual partners might benefit from their learning about sex" Hell yeah. but only those born with the good bodies (winston wasn't! btw! which we all Knew 500 thinking emojis) deserve to have sex and this is also an extremely epic thing to say in this zero critical lens Celebration of killing the autistic guy for not sufficiently staying an exploited object kept silently shut away in your possession but out of sight & mind.
literally unironically Extremely Normal of them where "normal" is expected to be synonymous with a [neutral to good] context, as it "normally" is lol, but we Do have a critical lens out here. just like amazing you brought his real life then even all the more recent marriage into things held up for us as more fodder for Why We All Hate Winston & Want To Kill Him which also always hinged on "well just look at him" which necessarily hinges on a real life person's form to be looked at (or heard, given that we know people don't always react to his speaking voice as "neutral" and this is just another aspect of people's bodies) while meanwhile it's like yeah delightful stuff actually. or who cares b/c the Context doesn't have to be "does this role seem personally appealing?" for the Question that doesn't need to be "do we want them dead or are they someone who can do whatever they want or someone who has to forever endure and support the previous and can do whatever they want that doesn't conflict with this" and then 500 zillion words to say about this actor who was only supposed to be Quant Kid 2 Who We All Hated & Killed for one scene in one ep getting a recurring role (to still only ever be hated & killed as far as the writing was concerned, for the overwhelming Mostly) b/c of this je ne sais quoi & of course still Acting as though this role is as much a person as any of the other roles, wow, can't believe this was found to be so Talented & Delightful & Essential despite still only seeing the role as [guy we hate & kill] & having no intention of like giving him an arc ever but we really want more of this. and then inevitably be really preoccupied about his dick like not in a "haha. pwned them in turn b/c that's gay" but like of course in being Superior it's like yep preoccupied with the inferior parties' sexuality & your own being superior too. his dick is bad and he's not tall enough and well just look at him, no wonder he was dumped [shows you an image from actually having good times with his eventual wife] like obviously. billions with their autistic character like how do we step it up from the episode where some guy yells the r word at him amidst like the threats and harassment and assault? well more of that plus surveillance and even more personal intrusion but also someone says he's effectively a child and then we enjoy validation of our eugenicist presumptions i guess about his sexuality and body and most like random details of personality (never stop pointing out that somehow that He Likes Puns is more evidence for how Objectively Hated he is) and this episode has no other point than revelling in all of this and considering this to also be like "yes this all makes wags look Epic, which is worth an episode ever, all the more so as 1/12th of a series finale season"
#just another billions post of the ''well now i've typed it so sure; Post'' genre#a gazillion words that can be said & resaid about this series or even like this 3x03 / 7x03 bookend & i've been & keep saying them#winston billions#so many things in 7x03 are so like completely empty b/c the Point of the episode is wags is so epic#with the framework & ''bonus'' that we're also watching winston be killed & we're all loving it so much#so like i don't really think about them b/c again like everything's so hollow in that regard. one layer here & it's worthless thanks#and that there's ones Accidentally more fun or interesting to recall. extremely easy setup for ''what if this actually had consequences#and that in itself also had relevance to the supposed Themes of this series & season in particular?''#but also stuff like i assume when we see rolled outta bed winston in underwear with more mussed than usual hair#we were expected to be like ugh loser gross? however obviously that ruled.#anyways like i Don't particularly go back over things like ''remember the selfie w/steph b/c This Loser Gets Dumped''#also b/c like if i Do think about it more like obviously i can't think of anything good or fun abt this fictional relationship#and billions forced us to faceclaim steph wessels for that? like ya gotta be kidding#the whole thing is unbelievable lmfao like that they ramped it up sooo much w/such less room for like it's not even plausible deniability#b/c i don't think they conceive of there being anything to deny. b/c That You All Agree is truly assumed#like billions you can't write produce & air this. but then they did#idk why they have winston cameo again? to reassure us he's not a loose end who might hack them b/c why wouldn't he?#reassure us he's banished & unrewarded? i don't even know. it's funny he can't be shown seeing / speaking to anyone He knows#b/c that'd be a Consequence for them & billions doesn't care. emphasis on that they do not care#really impossible to extrapolate their logic at any time such as Then b/c there's such disinterest#like i'm interested in the character and consider him a person as much as the other characters so a deep fundamental incompatibility
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