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okay, but like what if i developed an aesthetic crush on the ceo killer

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i love tumblr grammar

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uh, that thing, visual stimulation, they ended up calling it. that's what my room essentially is or ended up being for me. made it pretty and shiny so i could get lost in the art museum of my pintrest' maximalist dreams. also, to curb depression. also, because my adhd is in charge

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i just give up my bed to my cats without even thinking about it at this point

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"you're not autistic" then why is eating the worst thing ever then why am i ordering plain shit and doubling my side order when given the option of two sides then why is lasagna so fucking gross then why does someone changing the recipe always taste like shit until i get used to it then why is everyone always joking i only eat the same three things then why does texture matter over taste then why do i have to eat everything a specific way

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Aro culture is saving a baby squirrel <33

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i love humanity

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Why is it Christmas tomorrow

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a good apology is so simple that it actually baffles me that some people can’t do it. if you want to apologize to someone, first say you’re sorry for exactly what they’re angry at you for. if someone is mad at you for being an asshole, apologize for being an asshole. after you’ve apologized for doing that exact thing, that’s when you can offer an explanation. then, after the explanation, talk about how you realize your actions ended up being harmful and you should’ve done different or better. say sorry once more. wham bam now you’ve avoided a fight and also made yourself look really mature and understanding

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basically 'you don't have to give your child a meaningful or normal or healthy life' and 'i don't give a fuck about the mental health of those potential children and parents' and 'i clearly don't know what i'm talking about, i just want to impose myself onto everyone' and btw full offense from me you're a selfish dumbfuck maye musk

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haikyuu memes save me, save me please haikyuu memes

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i wish i was better at talking. i wish i was interesting

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my mom is looking at my old amazon account wishlist??? what the fuck, that's NOT the list i sent her

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"you're not autistic" cut to me breaking down in this restaurant restroom stall because i've never been here, i don't know what the fuck to order, i didn't look up the menu bec i thought i knew what to expect, i lost one of my favorite earrings on the way here, my sister said something rude, i wasn't mentally prepared to see a couple people here who have truly and deeply hurt me recently, it's loud, sounds feel sharp, i don't know the majority guests, my family keeps talking about a sensitive topic (a whole other reason that leads me to believing i'm autistic), and i don't know how to start or keep up with conversations. so, here i am, silently crying in a stall because i can't get myself to regulate any other way

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"everybody hates me" factoid actually just a statistical error. The average person doesn't hate you, especially not your friends. You, a person who sits in your room experiencing self loathing every day, are an outlier adn should not have been counted.

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watching legacies again. i think hope and landon are my ultimate otp