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i think we as a society need to talk more about natsuhiko and tsukasa more
I think I may just love the Broadcast group more than the Toilet trio.
I wish we saw more of them, but they’re really secretive.
#NOT AS A SHIP#like theyre dynamic is so interesting#its very much like older brother younger brother me thinks#but like;; different to how amane is the older twin yknow?#like do you see natsuhikos arm?? sure its resting on the couch but its so interesting to me#bc mitsuba is vaguely scared of tsukasa and sakura just likes her personal space#also the main reason i love this pic#is bc tsukasa is sitting next to natushiko#bc tell me natsuhiko wouldn't do anything to be sitting next to sakura#BUT ALSO YKNOW THAT ONE CPHAPTER WHERE AMANE TALKS ABOUT HOW TSUKASA DOESN'T LIKE MOVIE THEATERS#BUT TSUKASA SAYS HE DOES LIKE THEM but u can see him getting bored and what not rahhhh#idk;; somethng about how natsuhiko is sharing popcorn with him makes me so happy#OH also i really loved their dynamic since natsuhiko was like “you need to be gentle with girls”#and so then tsukasa when interacting w nene remembers that and goes “oh! im supposed to be gentle”#like he's actually learning from natsuhiko and his words hold some importance to him screaming and crying#also i love how natsuhiko will grab tsukasa from under the arms to hold him back when he needs to#its soso important to me that tsukasa just like;; lets it happen?#he's definitely mroe than powerful enough to break out of the hold BUT HE CHOOSES TO LET HIMSELF BE HELD BACK BY NATSUHIKO RAHHH#plss can we get more big brother natsuhiko dynamic#they are so special to me#tbhk
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Okay so im gonna just throw randomly my thoughts on sm6 while rewatching it cuz why not, I was doing the same thing for hazbin hotel so why not spooky month too?
So yeah, SPOOKY MONTH 6 SPOILERS WARNING‼️
Ok im just gonna say: that starting scene with thieves was kinda funny. Also rewatching it, im starting to suspect that this giant spider thing in Lilas attic have her husbands soul, IDK WHY, I JUST FEEL LIKE IT, it just looks so important, it even appeared twice in the ep: in the begining n in the end.
Also ARE WE JUST GONNA IGNORE HOW JAUNE CALLED LILA "HOT STUFF"??? WHILE HAVING A HUSBAND?????? A HUSBAND THAT SITTING NEARBY HER WHEN SHE SAYING THAT???????? ARE THEY IN A POLY RELATIONSHIPS HOLY FUCKING SHIT????????????? IM EVEN MORE INTRIGED NOW
Okay so Skid does know and remember his dad, I just was thinking that his father left/died when Skid still wasnt born or when he was very little so Skid doesnt even know that he had a father, but no he does remember his dad, so that means he presented for quite long time in Skids life.
Also im really suprised how big Pumps house is, well i mean— he said that his parents work alot so ig i shouldnt be suprised-
Poor Ignacio just wants some peace– *watched the ep a lil longer* Oh hes kinda fucked up actually---
Also for some reason i find kinda interesting that Ross n Rob were kinda comforting Roy every time they were on the screen like "We're here for you, Roy" etc etc, so im thinking maybe something bad happened to Roy? I mean he looked kinda frustrated n angry, so maybe somethng between him n his parents?
Okay but can we talk about how Moloch look so much more scarier than before?
Okay so--- get ready for my rambleling bout my boy Dexter-- HE LIVED WITH HIS MOM N ALOT OF CATS😭😭😭 N HIS MOMS PURE GRIEF BOUT HER LOSS WAS GENIUNALY SO SAD TO WITNESS 😭😭😭😭
Okay so looking at Skids impression when Father Gregor asked him bout his father-- yeah i think his dad actually died---- but i can be wrong ofc
Okay- im sorry but-- why does Kevin n Radfords interactions make them look like a couple--- I AM SORRY BUT----
Also the way Father Gregor gave Kevin holy water was really funny to me, it was like: "You know these children?? Yeaahhhh i feel bad for u, kid. Here have some holy water, just in case...." ALSO the fact that ppl started coming in the store ONLY after Radford sprinkled holy water in it-- DOES THAT MEAN THAT THERE WERE DEMONS IN IT THAT WERE KEEPING PPL AWAY???
Dont mind me guys, im just a little crying :')
Okay but the way how Skid n Pump were SO exited to see Moloch again was really funny n cute at the same time
Okay... This is the part when i literally teared up. I know it was just Moloch trying to fool Father Gregor to give him kids but idk.... It still made me tear up for some reason, and i even know the reason: i just miss Dexter so much n i didnt expect him to appear so much times in this ep, I just think hes a precious boy who deserved better. I KNOW THAT HE WAS KILLING ANIMALS N I DONT APPROVE THAT AT ALL, but hes still a sweetie idfc.
Also why would Patty need a gun so immediatly?..
Also that part when Moloch were wandering around the town n Father n spooky bois were trying to catch him was so funny and entertaining
Poor Pelo got ooffed again. Press F.
AND OMG THIS PART WHEN MOLOCH POSSESED SKID N PUMPS BODIES AND THE FATHER EXORCISMS THEM WAS SOOOO COOL, I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY, I THINK I JUST HAVE A THING FOR DEMONS N EXORCISM.
And this is the part where i actually cried alot. Poor Skid doesnt know that its not his fault at all.. Also even if Father Gregors words were kinda mean, that Lila is irresponsible mother, I cant disagree with them. Yes, she is an alone mother, but it doesnt give her permission to just leave her child to himself n his friend n go drink n then spent time w her child drunk. Yeah i know, that she leaves him to mr Wonder n Susie, but lets be honest, were here even a single time when the kids didnt just leave the house n cause problem? No. So i think the Fathers words are make perfect sense, n Lila should think bout it. Also a lil thing i just thought bout, why would Lila throw away her husbands stuff? If he actually died why would she do this? Or hes not dead n he just left for some reason? Idk
Also OMFG THAT OOGA BOOGA JUMPSCARE GOT ME SO FUCKING GOOD, I WASNT READY FOR AT ALL
and so ummm i think thats it. It took me 1 hour to write this lol.
#spooky month#spooky month hollow sorrows#spooky month spoilers#sm hollow sorrows#spooky month dexter#spooky month skid#spooky month pump#sm skid#sm pump#sm patty#spooky month kevin#sm kevin#spooky month roy#spooky month robert#spooky month radford#sm hatzgang#sm radford#sm robert#sm roy#spooky month lila#spooky month jaune#sm lila#thats alot of tags holy shit#my post
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Ok lets talk about Mike Schmidt in the movie. He looks amazing and I love him BUT.
B U T.
I am so affraid that Mike will not be as good character as Michael. Almost everything he did in games was because of his family and I think if he will not be related to William that will be downgrade (I know that he have a dad in movie but I really hope it will be his stepdad or sth.. idk, at this point I will be happy even as William being his gradnma)
Clitche story instead of interesting one: Okey he is suppose to look for his sister, fine but.. that is so basic? Michael was force to be security guard bc of actions of his father.. I dont want another story 'my sister goes missing I need to do somethng' or 'oh some dead kids are shown I need to do something', I want my Michael that is force to fix what his dad did...
Lack of crying child I really hope it will be kind of plot twist or something. Childhood trauma bc he killed his brother is really A BIG part of his character and it is SO GOOD that they should not remove it.... The bite of '83 is so emotional damage that it will be just a shame to not show this..
Animatronics will be chasing him because what? Kindly reminder that they tried to kill him in games BECAUSE HE WAS WILLIAM'S SON.
Sister Location will have no sense There are no single reason for Mike to do such things as Michael in Sister Location. Yeah, his sister is alive..
I love him really but at this point: Mike: he is looking for his sister, saw some ghost kids and animatronics are chasing him because yes Michael: killed his brother, his sister died bc of his father, his father is a serial killer, he tried to fix his dad fault, animatronics are chasing him because they thought he is their killer, died because he was looking for his dead sister You see my point..
Extra about William: BETTER GIVE THIS MAN DEATH SON AND DAUGHTER.
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Hello just need to vent with someone else cause I feel like im stressing all the people around me irl feel free to not answer if you dont want to its ok really ill understand (im just writing this to you cause i saw you posting about it)
Im not american but ive spent the last months watching the campaign (mostly from misha but also in general on the internet) amd i was scared. Then biden stepped down and I felt relieved and hopefull that harris could actually win this cause "whos gonna vote HIM again? Right???" Then (or maybe before ive lost semse of time) the assassination attempt happend and I got scared again cause he had just gained if nothing at least the coolest picture he could ever wish for. But after that so many people, celebrities and not, started endorsing her and I thought there was still hope
I remember how anxious i got in 2020 and the exact moment of relief seeing Georgia going blue. And that was bad because of covid and all the stress of that slow counting but this felt worse
I spent yesterday rewatching destiel episodes to celebrate the anniversary but also to distract myself from the election but at night I just could sleep i was so scared. I talked about it with all my friends and family but they were not feeling it like me. Like tes they were scared a bit but not... not in the same way. Maybe its because its my first year out? Half out (family still doesnt know) like... i fear for the queer people (and in gemeral all the people who might be endangered) in the us cause now i feel more in the community maybe? Idk but I couldnt sleep at all
This morning I woke up and spent the morning on the destiel tag and on the AP map watchung it going redder and redder every hour and now... i dont even know what to feel
Im at loss of words thoughts and feelings. I DONT KNOW
Im scared like if I couldve done somethng for it or if it could directly affect me. It will sure but not today tomorrow or in january. It will be slow and scary and ill have to watch it happen without tje possibility of doing anything about it. Just like i have seen two wars start and my vote been wasted into nothing when my own country elected the far right just this june
Im hopeless and so fucking scared rn and my friends look at me amd dont get why I feel like a lone freak going crazy over somethung i shouldnt care about when I know I actually have to and they should care too and idk how to warn them i dont know what to do
And im not even american. I cant begin to imagine how it feels to know you have even done anythung you could and it changed nothing
So right now I wanna tell you all of you americans that you are not alone. That we are as scared as you are. Maybe it might be totally useless know this but... to me just seeing on line people going nuts makes me feel less crazy so yeah
sorry for the bad english my brain cant think straight rn (or ever lol)
omg anon i'm so sorry i didn't see this until just now !
it's perfectly ok for you to vent in my inbox. let all your fears and worries out, don't bottle them up. i'm glad you at least won't be directly affected in the immediate future, and i hope to god it stays that way.
i'm very scared as well, especially being a woman of reproductive age in america. i live in a red state too, so i already have less freedoms than my friends and family in blue states. i don't know what the future holds for america or the world, and that thought is terrifying. but all we can do right now is cling tight to our loved ones and take care of each other the best we can. i hope things will turn out okay for us all 🫂💕
ps. keep watching those destiel episodes if they bring you even a little bit of comfort. i know they definitely do for me when i feel like i'm being suffocated by the weight of everything around me
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guys, i was thinking and i think someone needs to hear this.
talk to the people you wanna talk to.
if you're curious about them or wanna know them better or start to know them from nothing -> hit them up in their dm. i promise you it's worth giving it a try or you'll never know if they are who you're searching for.
and maybe it could unveil something you thought was lost within you...
and lemme give ya an example:
for those who don't know me from the start, my first posts were theories/analysis/interpretation etc. and i haven't done one of those in a very long time cause nothing came to my mind, i just stick to reblogs.
then someone came knocking at my door and i started to get to know @dontcallpanic a bit more, ask after ask. then, yesterday (i think it was yesterday) i got a dm from this sweet soul and we were chatting a bit and it came out something that really woke up that part in me again, of doing those kind of posts. (i'll post it when it's ready)
so, this is a silly, simply example of how a stranger (whom i plan to get to know better🩵) can wake you up from hibernation without even knowing it. of how a pretty soul can light back up that spark you thought was gone.
you can be the lighter and the spark. you can be the new comer or the old veteran, and both are good. both need each other cause it's just happier that way. you pour your passion which lighten up their spark, and your passions and feeling gets read by someone who understands them and you'll be happy.
and this is how the people you are curious about might be the best that could happen to you today, so go and talk to them, even if you're awkward or dont know how to start, just hit them up with...
idk, maybe why you follow them? maybe your intention to know them better if they'd be down to it too? maybe sending them one of their own post and sharing your opinion with them as a private convo?
there are many ways you can do this and i believe you can do this.
if you are curious, talk to people.
you'll find the right one for ya, but you gotta swim in the wild, vast ocean to find your species, cause there isn't any community or friendship without the hardship of building them.
I want you to meet your people, i want you to find someone who gets your feeling for your passions and hobbies and i want you to swim in the ocean to find them. you'll hit some rocks, maybe hook yourself to false baits but it'll be worth it when you'll find your buddies, i promise you.
it'd be my wildest dream to do those posts once again and get the community to hit them up with their opinions and ideas and everything in between (cause im genuinenly a curious person), it'd be my wild wild dream to be part of something and you can be part of it too.
you can find your people, you can find your freaks and beans. they are out there, you just gotta take a chance with people and i know it might be scary cause the internet is scary, the amount of cruelty and hate people have nowadays is bewildering, the way fandoms, communities etc got so weak (as someone rightfully said but i don't remember who) it's sad to see cause the new comers just see... that.
the dying light of a fandom, the hateful reblogs someone does under other's posts, the seemengly lost spark when you search your fav ship, or your new obsession, or your fav artist of the moment, or your fav actor or anything else and all you see are old posts (that makes you feel you're too late to join in) and hateful discussion that were meant to be nothing more than a chitchat within a part of the fandom (and you feel like you're wrong supporting your passion for that one thing)
but lemme tell you something.
lemme let you in on somethng, come here. come closer...
it's not dead. what you're searching for it's not dead, it just got weak and you can be one of the many little sparks that can bring back the joy of chatting and reblogging posts, of leaving playful and happy comments under other's posts about their passions.
you aren't late, you aren't in the wrong for liking it, you aren't walking in a cementary. it's more like everyone is in hibernation and you kinda have to shake'em up a bit with care, showing them your passion about that little ship, that character analysis, that little poem you wrote about your ex or about your boss being the worst. you woke'em up a bit and you keep being kind and respectfull and polite and you'll see how the fandom isn't dead, it just needed to hear the starting bell.
"hey guys, weird but true, here's my thoughts" and you pour everything down and i bet, i BET someone is gonna love it, you'll wake'em up and they'll be like 'finally someone with that pretty spark and those deep dives into ---' and i promise you, i swear on my name, you'll get yourself a small audience and you'll feel happy about sharing your thoughts while other will he eager to read them. then maybe they'll reblog it and comment on it, and you'll build a small connection with them, then maybe, one day a few months later, you'll wake up to a dm. or you'll the one sending it.
'hey, i think you're pretty cool and i like what you write, wanna chat a bit?'
and you'll find your people.
you will find them.
be kind, polite, respectfull in sharing your thoughts and you'll slowly build something with your strangers, then mutuals, then dm buddies, and maybe you'll end up with a friend sending you pic of their home made bread cause they care for you to the point they make bread for ya even if you cant eat it, but they know you'll love it and they'll eat for you.
nothing is dead, kiddo. you gotta dig up the fish from the bottom of the ocean but i promise you, they just need a little light to follow to come back and show you how to build a comfy aquarium with'em.
you'll find your people kiddo, you just gotta be curious about them.
and if you are one of those who just like to read and are eager to know more, you'll still be part of it. people will notice you, i promise you i notice those few beans of mine that likes many of my reblogs and i treasure them dearly. you'll be welcome too buddy, everyone is.
search for you freaks and beans, kiddo, you'll find them in the wild, vast and scary ocean. you'll wake up that feeling of belonging into a community and your spark will be treasured while you'll wake back up theirs. (which was never gone to begin with, they just needed to feel at home between a bunch of strangers calling each other darling and sweetheart while talking about two gay dudes)
find them kiddo, find them...
i believe you can.
#find your freaks and beans#talk to people#be kind#be polite#be respectful#find your people#be curious#for those who needs to hear this#freaks and beans#my thougts#i love y'all#let's bring back the joy of being part of something
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YOUKAI AU LORE!!!!!
literally just copy pasted what i told ghost in dms no beta we die like men
ok so my youkai au... SO I started thinking about it first when I saw Evan post about theirs, and I saw they they said theirs was more of an isekai style? So like, kinda Inuyasha vibes?? Also mine isn't like... TOO tied into the real hesowar au, bc i dont really know all the canon information so its all just... headcanons and my own worldbuilding (which i love to do i love worldbuilding its what i did for my thesis in art school ANYWAYYYY)) So my thoughts are kinda that theres this youkai world and each of the boys are originally human brothers that were all possessed by the youkai like hundreds of years ago and are now all these 6 powerful youkai that rule over 6 different domains. I think that in each domain, or maybe where all 6 of them converge theres a portal to the human world that opens up? Maybe both.... 7 portals, the strongest one thats always open is in the middle of the domains, each has their own, and their own unique connection to the human realm. I think Ichi, because he's a 9 tailed kitsune, he's connected to like, a specific Inari shrine I think each of the boys excepts for one or two, have like... at least harems or a partner or something at this point? It's later in their lives, idk theyre still young looking WHATEVER IDK, but Ichimatsu hasn't really... expressed any interest in anyone in the realm, yet complains to like, jyushi specifically that he feels particularly lonely. Like none of the people who come to worship him in the realm do it for him, theyre boring, whatever, idk, no connections. And since he's a trickster, the brothers are like "ohhh youre kiniving and play pranks and tricks, why dont you just like, trick a human to to be your mate/bride/spouse, humans are so interesting and quirky" and at first hes like 'no thats fucked up i wouldnt do that' but the he thinks about it ...
SO MEANWHILE, in the human world, this version of Mao, i think, is just in some like... job to pass the time, but they're incredibly lonely, theyre bad at making connections at work, theyre a bit burnt out, just things arent going their way. So, one day on the way home they're just tired, and maybe the route they walk on to and from work is like closed so they take a different route and on their way home they come upon an entrance to a shrine, maybe its a little overgrown, but... somethng calls them in, and they walk up the little stairs and are kinda drawn up to the big donation box. And they kinda just throw a couple coins in and pray and think 'im really lonely, i want companionship but im not sure what to do anymore, maybe i should change careers or just ... change myself completeley ... i need guidance' And theres this voice in the back of their head thats just like 'what if that could come true' and 'give yourself to me' and 'make me more offerings and ill give you a deal you wont refuse' and mao thinks theyre hallucinating from stress but they just empty their coin purse bc theyre kinda compelled to And they realize when they blink a couple times, that THAT was all the money they had on them and still need to buy dinner, so they try to reach down into the donation box to maybe snag back a 500 yen coin but then they fall into the box, and the descent down is a LOT longer than they would have assumed it was, and they land down in there with a thud and look up and around them and now have to figure out how to climb out, and eventually, once they do, and climb up and out of the hole or whatever, they are NOT in that shrine anymore, but somehow in the middle of the forest
SO THEYRE LIKE 'uuhhhh ... what the fuck? Did i hit my head??' and are like 'haha probably hit my head and this is a dream or something' and they dust themself off and start making their way down a path in a random direction to maybe figure out what theyre dreaming about, and theyre walking walking, and SHWOOM, right in front of them flies an arrow and they like, jolt back cause it almost hit them, and theres like ... some kind of lower level like ... imps or goblins or like ... SOMETHING and start fucking chasing mao, because this is some like... you know... uhhh idk if it feudal era? i think thats the term. ANYWAY they have pink hair and are like 'woah this person must have insane magical powers we must kill them and take their magics' and so mao gets chased in the woods all the way to like, a cliffside, and are then cornered, and are like ??????? So since they think its a dream they think if they try hard enough maybe dream logic will work so they maybe jump? immediatley fall and stars screaming, but whats this, something catches them midair and they look up and see theyre in the arms of a man with big ears and pretty red makeup who then like, with the wave of a hand wipes out the imps and lands on the ground with mao in his arms and he finally looks down at them and they share like, locked eye contact for a few moments before hes like 'kind of dumb of you to jump off that cliff considering humans cant fly' AND I HAVE LIKE, some other story beats, but the like... summarized story is that ichi starts to feel guilty for kind of coercing mao to come here so they go on like, a journey together, him protecting them, but teaching them to fight and things, while they travel toward where the domains are converged to get mao into the portal back home, but along the way they both genuinely start to fall for one another and mao eventully gives themself to ichi as his devoted bride/partner/mate and gets like... some minor powers and stuff i thinks... and yeah... hehe..
... heheh yeah... i might wanna draw story beats... i have MORE ideas, like... beats and things that happen on the journey if people wanna hear about those too....
ALSO SOMETHING I NEED TO CLARIFY!! when i say the other boys have partners, its not like... its moreso meant to be like, OTHER PEOPLE who self ship with the other boys, have already claimed them, like... how do i make this make sense.... like ... timeline wise, if like
HYPOTHETICLLY, if you wanted to insert your s/i into MY version of this au specifically, your and the matsu's story would have happened BEFORE mao enters the picture if that makes sense... bc i like the idea of ichi being the last of the brothers to make a connection, only realizing once his brothers have found love, that he wants it too ... haha hehehehehehhehehehe the end
#spice.ososan#spice.txt#mao#maoichi#maybe i need an au tag#spice.au#yes thats what the image i drew last night was for#so makes sense i put it here actually#it was horrid trying to get a sscreenshot from aggie on the work computer tho...#bc oso in leather bunny was RIGTH there and i hope no one is looking at the fucking cameras#WHATVEERRRR anyway....#i hope u guys think this is fun and silly like i do ...#hehehehehheheheh
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Idk I feel like you used to follow me but unfollowed😭😭
yeah sorry. If you want you can drop your @ in my inbox again so we can follow each other and be moots. I mean, sometimes i need a bit time to get used to the amount of new content floating on my page (which is the reason why i end up unfollowing most people). so yeah. again. sorry if it made you mad or somethng
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May i humbly request that you ramble on abt anything to do w jar/ihe plzplzplz? Hot takes, silly assumptions/headcanons, favorite vids, fanfics or fanart you wish you could make (or see someone else make), anything at all!!! Make it as long and annoying as you please even if you think no one will care bc I WILL care <3
I NEED to hear other ppls thoughts abt these boys or i will go crazy
posdacted ily but you have put me on the spot and now i fear Every single piece of ihe/jar media knowledge has left my brain……….
my favourite jarcast of maybe all time is the snugglebrothers cast they did recently… like wow.. if there was no james upskirt censor it would be the most Perfect video of all time Let me see up there. i loooooveee when the boys are all comfy and cosy looking it’s so heartwarming and cute Plus this moment was so cute
i think my favourite stand alone alex video is trying to watch star wars christmas special idk why but when alex sings porn helmet wookie time it changed something in my little 14 year old brain and at 21 years old i still sing that to myself skjdowjdi
i want jartists to draw the boys in Cute pyjamas and i think they should have a Pyjama cast where they’re all in cute matching pyjamas and it’s dark outside and they have candles going…… WAIT I JUST REMEMEBRWD SOMETHNG There was a james blab on the og jar channel called is james racist - james blab and in 2022 i was GOING THRU IT emotionally like crying all the time and that video was genuinely the only thing that would cheer me up but it’s deleted or got taken down idk it’s not up anymore and i’m so sad about it because it was so funny… alex’s editing on that was Cwazy in another life he would be making ytp.. all old jar is so nostalgic and especially like old fan videos… ;-; i love jar so much they’ve changed my vocabulary permanently. i also really enjoy “the WORST video on youtube” idk what it is about that specific video but it just Gets me
i don’t really have any hot takes i don’t think i guess i think james is Really Awesome and cool for his opinions on pornography and i admire him a lot for that especially when all the comments were kind of disagreeing with him but i thought it was Epic And Cool especially coming from three different men :p i disagree with his opinion on the film cars tho, that is one of my favourite movies and i had a (serious) cars fan blog on here at one point.
i want more stand alone videos about Vidya game because even if i haven’t played/don’t have a desire to play any of these games i loveeee to hear their opinions on them like yayyyy ❤️ i think i just love to hear their opinions on anything because it’s like a Trip into their brains and i enjoy that :3
i’ve seen liek 2 or 3 tweets recently like hating on alex/the i hate everything culture of the 2010s and Waow i did not think i was still so autistic about alex&jar i got so offended because YOU FONT KNOW HIM LIKE I DOOOOOO you’ll never know the first and only podcast on youtube you don’t know Smosh hates us?! they will never understand just how meaningful i hate everything and jar media was to me as a teenager like they got me thru so much and continue to get me through hard times JAR MEDIA IS FORVER <///333333 ok i’m emotional now and i think i’ve ran out of things to say so
tl;dr make more fanart of boy in Pyjamas and allow us to have james upskirt as a Treat
#posdacted#idk how long this post is but#i hope you enjoy#asks#i really did not tbink i had this much to say i wish i had more but my brain is EMPTY
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Hello Lana! Could I get a matchup?
I have long dirty blonde/light brown hair, big dark blue/grey eyes, I'm about 5'4, maybe a bit taller (not more than 5'5 though) and I'm bisexual - so you can go wild ;)
I'd say I'm an introvert, but once I'm outside I become an extrovert - with the right people of course, I'm a people pleaser
I play piano, bass, ukulele and guitar (I'm learning bass, ukulele and guitar myself (self taught!!), so I'm not the best at it.. but I have been learning piano in a music school for 7 years now), I LOVE music - cannot do daily tasks without headphones (whish is slightly concerning)
I like drawing, I LOVE rain and storms, my humour is dark and sarcastic, I like autumn, I don't have a favourite color - maybe blue, yellow, red, or green; it honestly depends on the day, i do have a favourite flower! it's the cornflower - the dark blue one in minecraft :')..
I tend to overthink a lot, english is not my first language, so I have a weird accent and grammar mistakes are very common, Im European 💪
Thank you, ily! I have read over this so many times to make sure there are no mistakes (hope I haven't missed any - that would be embarassing)
Also could I be ⭐ anon? (I'm a star >:D)
hello love !! yes ofc, you can have a matchup ♡
─── ・ 。゚☆: .☽ . :☆゚. ───
i would match you with wilbur !!
again, i say this everytime (and i say "i say this everytime" everytime, does that make sense..?)
BUT LITERALLY WILBUR VIBES
like its written all over oh my lord-
wilbur is physically obsessed with your eyes
would just stare at them for hours
he loves how your eyes are dark colored but still so sweet looking
wilbur also loves your very gorg contrast of your hair and eyes
your eyes would also make that man do ANYTHING
need something from the store? he's out to tesco within minutes. want coffee from the local cafe? its on the kitchen counter.
speaking of eyes, it could just be me but i feel like will kinda has really small eyes?? idk might just be me
but it kinda gives off a siren eyes vs doe eyes vibe
im so sorry but he constantly calls you short (in the nicest boyfriend-est way possible)
pats your head when he needs your attention
considering hes about a foot taller than you its really funny when you guys are walking next to eachother
in sorry boys vlogs, if you ever made a star/guest appearance, he would only call you "small guy" even if your role had a name which eventually became a joke in the fandom
for him its a perfect height for him to reach down a tad bit with his l o n g and l a n k y arms to interlock hands with you
also a perfect kissing height for you guys
now for personality time :D !!
wilburs also the quiet kinda type
very much black cat vibes from him
he could stay silent and lay with you for hours and do nothing, as long as hes with you
i also think that wilbur deep down is a people pleaser as well
but if he catches you doing too much people pleasing, he'll stop and talk to you abt it
will be very quiet with you, but can also be very loud with you
"whatever you're feeling, darlin" typa dude
wilbur is also utterly obsessed with your music taste and just your shared trait of music obsession
will make playlists for you and will do listening parties
if you ever need help with any instruments he'll help you straight away !!
you guys having lil jam sesh's
aaaaaa my heart the brainrot is insane
wilbur loves drawing with you, even if he cant draw
you'll do portaits of him and he'll do portaits of you
he tries and attempts to draw either you or somethng that you love very much (for ex, the cornflowers from mc you love :D) and will leave it in your phone case or on ur monitor
you guys listening to rain together from the window and just talking
or sitting on the roof and watching the rain and thunder as it pours down on you
oh, and he also made ghost!bur after you (blue and yellow) after mentioning you enjoy those colors
wilbur LOVES YOUR ACCENT even as a silly british boy (coming from an american)
just like him looking at your eyes for hours, he'll also want to listen to your voice and you ranting for hours.
he finds so much love and comfort in it
yall being the cutest couple overall <3
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so so so cute oh my god !!! the brainrot is brainrotting rn
sorry this request got written late, been real hectic recently
also yess i would love a new anon !! welcome ⭐ anon <3
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ISTG I HATE THE WAY I DRAW. I HATEIT I HATE EVERYTHING I MAKE SO MUCH AND I HATE HOW, EVEN IF I MAKE PROGRESS, I NEVER GET IT TO LOOK HOW I WANT IT TO LOOK. IT WILL ALWAYS LOOK JUST SO BAD IT WILL NEVER LOOK HOW I WANT IT TO. I wanna draw pretty so badly Im tired of having so much envy inside of me. The amount of sadness and envy there is in me when I see someone's beautiful art pisses me off. I WANT TO ENJOY WHAT I SEE. I WANNA SEE CONTENT AND ENJOY IT, I WANNA HAVE A GOOD TIME, WHY MUST I ALWAYS FIND A WAY TO HATE MYSELF WHEN I TRY TO ENJOY SOMETHING. Im so tired of being me and having the thoughts I have. Im tired of seeing dailyheavymedic's posts and not being able to say "Oh I like this drawing!" "Oh, I enjoy heavymedic so much!" I ALWAYS END UP SAYING SHI LIKE "I wish I drew like that..." "They draw so much better than me..." AND EDGY SAD SHIT LIKE THAT. I HATE HOW I MAKE IT SEEM LIKE IM DOING IT ON PURPOSE. I DONT I SWEAR I DONT DO IT FOR ATTENTION. I REALLY WANNA BE LIKE THOSE THAT I ADMIRE. I wanna be happy I wanna enjoy again I want to stop making everything about myself FOR ONCE.
I swear I dont do this for attention, Do I?? I feel like I do but it seriously hurts. I swear this is the worst ever. IM SO FUCKING TIRED I WANNA IDK RIP MY TEETH OUT FUCKKK AUGHH I wannabe happy again. For once. just once. I WANT TO STOP MAKING EVERYTHING ABOUT MYSELF AND MY SELF HATING MIND AGHH Imma sleep now I need to smoke somethng
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howwow night
finally. defeated soulmaster. jesus christ. i hated him. closest thing i felt to despair in this game
erm i only went that way to the city also bc npc told me i should get my weapon upgraded before i challenge mantislords. so i did. where am i gonna find ore btw
mantislords honestly ngl felt so much better than soulmaster. soulmaster made me wanna commit violence. mantislords made sense.
THE MANTISES ACCEPT ME NOW........THEY DONT ATTACK ME WTH
i havent even been able to keep up with the lore stuff. um. i didnt go into the deep nest yet bc i wanted to unlock the areas i could go with slam.
got lost trying to find the crystal slam spot and ended up getting into the caves thru some other bullshit path.
got EXTREMELY lost as a result, i hate thise flying crystal bugs btw
get so lost i fall into the burial mounds somehow (?)
DREAM VISION? I WAS RIGHT AGAIN THERES THREE GUYS AND A MAIN ONE. WHY ARE THEY HERE ? I WAS SO SCARED THAT I WOULD HAVE TO FIGHT
i was so impatient btw to get out that when the dream sequence wnded and i was supposed to follow the appearing steps i literally kept jumping off my platform before the steps could form. i did that like four times before i gave up and just waited to see what would maybe happen
SO THATS WHAT RHOSE WEIRDO TREES ARE FOR <- dream nail
i somehow make my way back to the crystal caves after all this. i hate most of these puzzles. i REALLYYYY hated the crusher puzzles. i legitimatelt thought i wouldnt be able to finish those
i did tho.
i think i finished most of the crystal caves....? i got the crystal power dash so. yeah
caterpillar grandpa gave me a grub charm !
went back to the city of tears dont rmember why. exploring. i opened sewers the first time around but didnt go in bc it was dark. went in with the firefly lamp thing i bought. its horrifying down there.
THE MOBS IN THE SEWERS WERE SO CREEPYYYYYY UGHHHH I HATED IT !!!
the sounds they made wrre so unpleasant i honestly need to go back to finish exploring bc i mightve missed loot. i defeated the sewer boss tho one try hell yeah
oh yeah i died like five times in the crystal caves
i lost money once too.
found kings station......intriguing. also the poor little rich citizen zombies. i feel so bad abt the one who runs away. am i the bad guy? ive got a couple more cutscenes and plaques that suggest that i might be
OH YEAH I KNOW NOW so it seems like someone called the hollow knight sacrificed themselves to contain the orange plague in some way. it doesnt look very contained to me, but idk if that means it didnt work or if this is the best they can do actually and its just not spreading further. so i assume the hollow knight like. holds it somehow. in their body. which im wondering if i will end up doing in the end. bc. from the early game comment. i might be a little bit hollow myself.
the ghosties also said something like fhe plague is coming back...? do we need to renew the seal or somethng? i knew it wasnt really working as planned
um also i challenged the red guy in the burial grounds. he also wasnt too bad especialg when i figured out he cant get me when im healing underneath rhe platform. so. he also said some strange things. why did he attack the king? why was it assumed i would also attack the king? i thought the king was providing me soul? why provide soul if he isnt benevolent? what would i gain from fighting him? questions wuestions
im also trying so hard to save these grubs I HAD TO GO IN A TOMB FOR ONE. RHERE WERE GROSS MUMMY MOBS !!! IT WAS DISGUSTING THE SOUNDSSS THEY MADE
uh also somewhere in fungal mounds or whatever its called theres a crying person but i cant figure out how to get to them to talk lol
theres also some puzzles that i couldnt figure out that i might retry. acid is somehow my worst enemy still
i have so many rancid eggs now. why am i collecting thwm ?
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i wanna read a good contemp. romance with some drama and angst, but i fear i recycle the same contemp romance writers (emily henry, recently ali hazelwood, elena armas, alexis hall, evie dunmore, and helen hoang) and i've read all their new/recent releases
what is a REALLY GOOD contemp romance you read that you could not stop thinking about
#because i got back into reading because of emily henry#but like#idk what else to read#i dont even care if it's not that smutty#and i'm aware that nothing can top alex nilsen getting a fucking vasectomy#but you get what i mean#i will say that i won't read colleen hoover and tessa bailey#and i'd rather not read straight up smut#i also tried ana huang#but maybe the last two books in the twisted series are better?#idk but i need somethng
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gonna have to personally fistfight my rsd because like i am aware of and respect boundaries for instance needing alone time and stuff but like this little thing in my brain still like assumes it’s a “you dont like me? :(” kind of thing when it’s like hey literally what the fuck umm..
#maybe i’ll talk about it with my therapist#but like it’s just.. no????? because alone time is important and healthy i need it and it makes perfect sense they do too#maybe it also has somethng to do with a shitty precedent from other relationships but ???#my brain needs to stop jumping to ‘oh they cant stand me’ because that’s obviously not true#and i also really wouldnt want to make them feel bad for having their own stuff and time bc thatd be SO unhealthy#so like yeah it is something i need to work on like specifically w myself#it’s just. tedious. fuck rsd idk
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whose online ;-;
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#hey uh#um if you're able-bodied/minded#and i say something to you and you respond with like oh i relate or big mood#or kinda related conversations/discussions#idk can you maybe not?#idk i dont like controlling what others are saying#and this is honestly not at anyone in paticular#because yeah tbh a lot of times ppl DO get me regardless of their state and thats comforting#or that ppl compare their short term or fixable ordeal to somethng CHRONIC#but it's kinda internally awkward when i may allude to suicide attempts or self-harm and they don't grasp the severity#this is partially on me and i need to communicate my needs and boundaries with ppl#idk im writing this in tags and stuff im still thinking over my stance or how to solve this for me#like if you wanna talk to me about it that's all good#i just dont think i have a right to 'call out' anyone because this is a very subjective thing and i dont want to isolate myself#personal#chronic illness
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#my church friend: hey u havent responded to anything in a while are you doing okay im worried#me: has been having a month long depressive episode#me: haha yea im doing great how are you!!!!#her: hey don't lie God be telling me that ur going through somethng#me @ God: hey............ did u rly have to.. do that#this girl just always KNOWS and she knows exactly what im dealing with#despite the fact shes not connected w me in any way that she would know#she just seems like my guardian angel :(#like just... in december#she came up 2 me at church and was like#hey idk why but God told me last night that you really need someone right now because u lost someone very special so im here for u#and i was just like.......WOW
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