#it’s just. tedious. fuck rsd idk | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mxbitters · 3 years ago

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gonna have to personally fistfight my rsd because like i am aware of and respect boundaries for instance needing alone time and stuff but like this little thing in my brain still like assumes it’s a “you dont like me? :(” kind of thing when it’s like hey literally what the fuck umm..

#maybe i’ll talk about it with my therapist #but like it’s just.. no????? because alone time is important and healthy i need it and it makes perfect sense they do too #maybe it also has somethng to do with a shitty precedent from other relationships but ???#my brain needs to stop jumping to ‘oh they cant stand me’ because that’s obviously not true #and i also really wouldnt want to make them feel bad for having their own stuff and time bc thatd be SO unhealthy #so like yeah it is something i need to work on like specifically w myself #it’s just. tedious. fuck rsd idk

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