#idk I’m a sucker for quick changes

[thequeendomeffect-noah]

I love that Ellie is a swing and also has the Cleves reveal. I always felt like at least one swing should have it alongside the alternate, it’s such an iconic part of the show.

[catladyoftheyr]

⚸ ཐི❤︎ཋྀ 𝐖𝐡𝐨’𝐬 𝐀𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐁𝐢𝐠 𝐁𝐚𝐝 𝐖𝐨𝐥𝐟 ? ཐི❤︎ཋྀ ⚸

𝘚𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘶 𝘎𝘰𝘫𝘰 𝘹 𝘍𝘦𝘮 𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 (18+ only, SMUT)

Summary: You suggest a game of hide and seek with a spooky adult twist to Gojo. He chases you through the woods and rails you. Multiple (7? Idk math) orgasms, Gojo being full of himself.

Authors note: idk what happened this was supposed to be short 😂 this took all day I hope it gets its flowers. Happy Halloween y’all!

Warnings/kinks: Primal/prey, dom/sub, bdsm technically, handcuffs, gagged with panties/tape, possessiveness, slapping (just once,) overstimulation, spitting in mouth, pussy eating, no condom, breeding/impreg kink, alcohol mention/use

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Gojo had laughed when you told him you wanted to play hide and seek. He’d swiftly changed his tune when you explained it meant he got to chase you through the woods in a tiny red dress and cape. He’d dug through his closest for a flannel and bought fangs and ears from the costume store, saying he had to “commit to the bit”. You didn’t complain because he did look incredibly sexy.

You’d driven to the woods and found a remote trail and clearing. Gojo leaned casually on the hood of his car, the stick of a sucker poking out from between his lips. It was a chilly October night, and your costume did nothing to stop the cold air. He eyed you up and down slowly, admiring the view like he hadn’t watched you get dressed and driven you here. He pulled a small flask from his pocket and offered it to you. “Liquid courage. And it’ll help you warm up” he remarked with a smirk.

You took the flask and gulped. Tequila. The familiar warmth spread through you, flushing your cheeks. You felt a flutter in both your stomach and between your legs as well. You handed the now empty flask back and gave him a quick kiss. Time to go over the rules once more.

No phones when the chase started. You’d carry long range walkie talkies for emergency communications.

You were both allowed to carry a flashlight

You had a 20 minute head start to run and hide.

Once your time was up, Gojo was free to track you down however he wanted.

If you got caught, you could try and run but he could chase

The Big Bad Wolf got to have his way with Little Red once he catches her.

Gojo set the timer on his phone and flashed it to you once he pressed start. “Better start running, Little Red. Because once I catch you I’m gonna eat you with these big teeth I have.” His voice was low and already thick with lust. He pulled up his glasses to wink at you and you took off without looking back.

Your flashlight beam bounced erratically as you ran. Gojo’s variety of abilities gave him a huge advantage over you, a girl in a slutty costume running through the forest in converse. You wanted to put as much distance between the two of you as possible before you even considered a hiding spot. Twigs snapped under your feet and leaves crunched. You kept going straight until you found a fork in the path. You paused to catch your breath and examine the choices.

Left seemed to stay flat, and looked fairly clear of obstacles. Right lead slightly downhill and you could see rocks and Low branches poking out from the sides of the trail. Going left was definitely the easier option, but you banked right and set off again. You hoped that Gojo would see the difficulties on the right path and assume you went left, buying more time. You’d had to slow to a brisk jog to avoid snapping an ankle on a tree root. You shined your flashlight back snd forth to try and illuminate the path ahead. There was still nowhere to hide that he wouldn’t immediately be able to find you. The point of the game was to get caught of course, but you were still hoping to make him put in a moderate effort before he got to tear your clothes off in the forest.

You slowed down as you came to a spot with a bunch of large bushes. You shined your flashlight on the plants and tried to find an opening so you didn’t have to climb. You saw a small spot near the ground where the bushes parted just enough for a person to squeeze through. You took a deep breath and sighed with determination before getting down on your stomach. The opening was so low that you’d have to army crawl your way in. The ground was rough, and you couldn’t see much with the flashlight clenched between one of your fists. Weeds and undergrowth snagged on your costume as you wriggled under the bush. You winced as unseen thorns caught your legs and shredded your tights, surely pricking your skin as well.

You had no idea how much time had passed since the countdown had started. You flipped off the flashlight and tried to quiet your breath. You could hear leaves and twigs rustle but nothing heavy enough to be human footsteps. At least that’s what you thought until you heard the steps right in front of your hiding spot.

“Oh where oh where could Little Red be?” A voice called out with false curiosity. Shit. You held your breath and tried to lie perfectly still. Part of you hoped he’d move on and give you another chance, but another part was pulsing with anticipation that you’d be caught. You yelped when a flashlight beam illuminated you from above. “Found you,” Gojo chuckled. His white hair almost seemed to glow in the moonlight. His glasses sat in perfect contrast to his pale skin, and his wolf ears were still upright. Not a hair was out of place on him. Meanwhile your tights had runs and tears in every direction, there were definitely leaves in your hair, you had dirt all over you, and you were pretty sure you’d skinned your knees crawling into this bush.

His tall figure loomed over the hedge and he stared down at you with a grin. “I really thought you’d find a better hiding place, babe. Really. It was almost too easy” he was clearly bragging to get a rise out of you.

“Well if you want to try harder you can turn around and I’ll start running again. I’ll climb a tree or something this time” you shot back, propping yourself up on your elbows.

“Nah. Not a chance, sweetheart.” Gojo leaned down and scooped you off the ground with ease. “You had your fun. Now it’s my turn.” He slung you over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and began to walk down a side path you hadn’t seen.

“Put me down!” You shrieked playfully as the sorcerer strolled toward his destination. The way he carried you made it seem like you weighed nothing. You kicked and wiggled lightly, pretending to put up a fight. Soon you saw a small clearing where he’d spread a blanket on the ground. His backpack was next to it, and there was a handheld camping lantern on the ground as well.

He set you down on the blanket and looked you in the eyes as he spoke. “Don’t you dare run off. Sit right here or I’ll make sure you regret it.” His voice had an icy edge that told you he wasn’t kidding anymore. Your heart fluttered and you swore your clit had gained a heartbeat as the mood suddenly shifted. He dug around in his bag and pulled out a pair of handcuffs and a roll of duct tape. Your eyes widened.

“You were so easy to catch, Little Red. This big bad wolf is gonna have a lot of fun ruining you tonight.” His voice was dripping with lust and you could already see the outline of his cock through his jeans. Her dangled the handcuffs in front of your face “arms up, Red.” You lifted your arms and felt the cuffs click into place. The cold steel sent a chill down your spine. He pushed you softly onto your back on the blanket. Gojo lifted the skirt of your costume and pushed it up to your waist.

“Spread your legs for me” he commanded. You obliged and he smiled. He ran his palm over your sex and began to grind his hand against you. You whimpered at the touch. “Such a good girl. You’re already soaked through your tights, baby. They’re really getting in my way though.” You gasped as Gojo tore a large hole in the crotch of your tights. The fabric gave way with ease and left your panties exposed. He continued to tear at the stockings until they exposed your whole lower half, only shreds remaining hanging from the waist band.

“Now that’s more like it. And such pretty panties too” he cooed over you. You’d worn a black cotton thong with lace edges and a tiny rosette on the waistband. You hoped he wasn’t going to rip those in half as well, they were one of your favorites. Instead he pushed them to the side, trailing his long fingers up and down your slit. “You’re already so wet. All that running and hiding really turned you on, huh?”

You nodded, suddenly speechless. Gojo dipped his thumb between your folds and circled your clit lightly. You moaned as traced the sensitive nub; it felt good, but his touch was far too light to give you any serious pleasure. He continued to tread lightly and make sure to give just enough to keep you whimpering underneath him. This kept on for what seemed like ages when he suddenly dipped two fingers inside your entrance. He began to pump them in and out of you at a steady pace.

“Fuck, Go. Don’t stop” you moaned. He kept his fingers moving while his other hand clamped down over your mouth.

“Good girls are seen and not heard” he murmured. He pumped faster and added another finger. You moaned into his hand and arched your back. You felt an orgasm began to well in your core. You croaked out muffled pleases into your lovers palm. Your pleasure was getting stronger and you were desperate for release. He let this thumb rub your clit again but with firmness this time. A few more circles of his thumb was all it took for your orgasm to break through you. You cried out and accidentally bit down on Gojo’s hand as you came. The waves of pleasure coursed through you.

Gojo snapped his hand away as you began to come down. “You fucking bit me!” He cried out, shaking his hand. “You’re gonna regret that” he remarked. His hands hooked the waist band of your panties and yanked them down your legs. He balled them up in his fist as if to toss them aside. Instead his other hand gripped your jawline and squished your cheeks. “Open your fucking mouth” he barked. You obliged and he stuffed your soaked panties into your mouth. He grabbed the duct tape and ripped off a strip, placing it firmly over your mouth. You tried to make words but the fabric in your mouth jumbled anything you had to say into nonsense.

He still held your face in one hand. He locked eyes with you before shocking you with a firm slap. He had a devilish grin on your face and you felt the pulsing in between your legs get stronger. The sting of the impact send pleasure down your spine. “Be a good girl for me” he murmured in your ear before nipping at it. He continued to nip and nipple at your jaw and neck, seeming to lay claim to his territory like the wolf he was.

Before long he was fingering you again with renewed vigor. The way we moved his hands told you he was a man on a mission. You could feel a second orgasm building up already, his fingers pumping out of you relentlessly. “Cum for me again, baby. I know you can.” He circled your clit firmly and coaxed orgasm number 2 out of you as you cried out behind your gag. “That’s it. Such a good girl. How many more of those do you think you have in you? 4? Maybe 5?”

You suddenly realized what he’d meant when he told you that you’d regret the bite. He was planning on making you cum as many times as he could until he’d completely overstimulated you. He finger blasted you to orgasm number 3 in record time, bringing tears to your eyes.

While you were on the come down from your third back to back orgasm, Gojo had started unbuttoning his jeans. He pulled down his jeans and boxers in fell swoop, the fabric stopping around his knees. His cock sprang free, its full length completely available. Gojo stroked his lengthy cock as he stood over you. You lay on the ground, knees apart, arms cuffed above your head, gagged with your own panties and duct tape.

He rubbed his tip against your entrance, lubricating himself with your wetness. He pushed in slowly with a deep groan, leaning over you and gripping your hips. “Fuck, baby you’re so tight.”

Once his hips hit yours he sat there for a moment, savoring the sensation for both of you. He pulled back and slammed into you this time, starting a fast paced rhythm. He grunted as he pumped into you and his nails dug into your hips. “This pussy belongs to me, got it?”

You moaned into your gag and nodded, feeling orgasm number 4 start to bubble as he fucked into you ferociously. You came on his cock and shuddered as pleasure racked through your body again. Gojo didn’t stop, instead groaning loudly as he pulled your legs onto his shoulders. He kept fucking you, his cock stretching you out with every thrust. “God your cunt is so wet, Little Red. So fucking horny for the Big Bad Wolf. So desperate to get fucked like a slut in the woods.” He was practically purring as he pounded you.

He slowed his pace to fumble for the keys he’d stuffed in his pocket, but even as he was uncuffing you he never actually slipped out, instead pulling you closer to keep you stuffed full while he worked. He tossed the cuffs aside and you flexed your arms. He stayed in you when he pulled the duct tape off and dislodged the underwear from your mouth. You were panting, feeling yet another orgasm starting to form. His hips thrust expertly, hitting your g-spot every time he pressed his hips against you. A fifth orgasm ripped through you and Gojo groaned as he felt you clench down around his cock.

“S-too much, Go” you moaned, eyes rolling back in your head. “I can’t keep cumming.”

“Nonsense, baby. I know you’ve got another one in you. I love seeing you cum on this cock. Be a good slut for me.” Gojo was biting on your neck and whispering in your ears. You could hardly form a coherent thought, drunk on the feeling of your lovers cock throbbing inside of you. He looked you in the eyes and gripped your face, spitting in your mouth. “Swallow, baby” you followed his order obediently. “Good girl,” he purred. “You like this fucking cock, huh? No one can fuck you better than me. Tell me I’m the greatest dick you’ve ever had.”

“You’re the best! Ah, fuck!” You weren’t lying. Gojo was the best sex you’d ever had. No one even came close to the way he made you feel.

Gojo could feel himself getting close to cumming, but wanted to last just a little longer. He slowed his strokes down, making his pace leisurely and deliberate. It still wasn’t working. He pulled out, opting to drag your pussy to meet his face. He latched onto your clit, sucking and licking with vigor. You wrapped your legs around his head, burying his face in your cunt. He continued to work his magic, the sensitive bud in his mouth throbbing with pleasure.

“Ah! I’m gonna! Gonna cu-“ you couldn’t finish your sentence as a sixth orgasm took over you. Gojo didn’t stop lapping as you came, sticking his tongue in your entrance to make sure he caught everything. Your legs were shaking at this point and your brain felt like it was melting. You’d never cum this many times in one sitting. The pleasure was otherworldly, but there was no time to breathe before Gojo was coaxing another one from you.

He looked up at you and grinned wide. “Fuck you taste so good, babe.” He lowered your legs and hips and then promptly flipped you onto your stomach. He grabbed your hips to meet his and plunged his cock into you again.

“Ah! Fuck, Gojo! Feels-sgood” you slurred, cock drunk.

“That’s what I like to hear” he growled, slamming your hips together. His pace was fast, relentless, almost aggressive. “You take me so well. Such a good slut. Who’s this pussy belong to?”

“You! It’s yours!”

“Damn right. I’m gonna make you mine forever. Gonna knock you up tonight, Red. You’ll look so fuckin’ pretty carrying my kids. Then everyone will know who you belong to.” Gojo moaned one last time as he held you against him. His cock twitched and you felt him flood inside of you. Hot cum filled you until you felt it start to drip down your thigh. The feeling of him cumming inside of you, and the thought of him breeding you sent you reeling into your seventh, and final, orgasm of the night. You panted and collapsed onto the blanket as Gojo pulled out.

“You did so good tonight, baby. I love you so much. Let’s clean up and go home, you deserve a hot bath.” Gojo murmured into your ear as he helped you up.

[aeriona]

I literally hit 300 followers while writing this so here you go: Here is a study I've done on the various sapient species of Splatoon! Drawing them all in their entirety would take too much time, so I've stuck to just some hands. besides, it looks cool.

Quick note: Keep in mind that the art i’ve done for each group is a generalisation, there is an ABSURD amount of variation between different species so if you want to use this knowledge for your own stuff then literally go nuts! There are basically no rules!

Anyway, This is a very long and nerdy post, so strap in.

First we have the Cephalopods. This includes Inklings, Octolings and Nautili. (I made seperate sciencey-art posts for each a while ago). These guys are cold-blooded, have no bones, blue blood and suckers on the end of each finger (except nautili, cause they’re weird.) These suckers are quite strong especially in Octolings, which can use them to cling to walls and even ceilings. Squid also have sucker-teeth, these retractable, chitinous rings inside each sucker that vary in length and sharpness between species.

Inkfish (excluding nautili) have 3 main types of skin cells;

Chromatophores, which allows for colour-changing

Iridophores/Leucophores, which gives the skin an iridescent effect

Photophores (some squid only) which can produce a blue glow.

Instead of bones, they have a unique system of muscles called a hydrostatic skeleton, which uses fluid pressure (in this case, ink) as a support structure. Blood is used too, but mostly ink cause they have so much of it (once again except Nautili, as they have no ink at all). This means that these guys are super bendy, they can stretch and contract their limbs and even turn their heads nearly 270 degrees!

Next we have both Cnidarians and Echinoderms. (I've excluded crustaceans cause idk how to draw them lmao sorry). These groups include jellyfish, anemones, sea slugs, snails and urchins.

Similarly to cephalopods, they’re all also cold-blooded and lack bones, instead having similar hydrostatic system for support with varying strength between each class. For example, Anenomes have super robust supports in their legs thanks to calcified rods in the fluid cavity, however jellyfish are extremely floppy as they have extremely weak hydrostatic muscles.

On a side note, Jellyfish and Anenome are also unique, as many species have cnidocytes in their various arms and tentacles. These are cells that when stressed, will inject a venom that varies in strength from a bee-sting to literally killing you.

Urchins are similar, as each finger is tipped with a brittle spine that can not only inject a weak venom but also break off into your skin, leaving behind nasty shards that cut you up from the inside. Fun.

And then there’s Sea Slugs/Snails which are literally the sweetest little people alive, they have no natural weapons at all apart from their poisonous flesh. They don’t even have teeth at all! They’re just slimy little buddies who love you! However, urchins are immune to their poison as they eat them. Sea Slugs are actually an urchin’s ONLY source of food (they get sick/weak eating anything else), and this has resulted in quite a lot of legal and criminal issues. It’s whole other can of worms.

And finally, fish. Fish are actually the ONLY people in the entire Mollusc Era to have proper bones and red blood, literally everyone else has either an exoskeleton or a hydrostatic system, with either blue blood or none at all. Damn fish and their weird joints.

Cartilaginous fish (sharks, manta rays) have cool, rough skin that’s kinda unpleasant to touch, whereas the most of the remaining species fall under the ray-finned fish (basically everything else) category, and they are covered in shiny scales.

Also eel, there is no hand. Because eel. I’m very funny.

And with that, I have concluded. I’ve done a lot of research on this stuff so if you have any questions at all or if you want me to draw some more diagrams/related artwork, please don’t hesitate to shoot me an ask! I love talking about/drawing this stuff so it’s of no inconvenience!

[roryzlittles1ut]

Gabriel head canons! (I’m like..very late). (Why is the second picture staring into my soul-)

SFW:

Idk if I mentioned this, but he’s an animal lover. If he’s going on a walk with you, and he sees an animal, just be prepared to chase him around, telling him to stop.

“No! No! It’s so cute! Please!!”

Whenever you say no to him, he’d give you his biggest puppy eyes ever, whining to you. He’d continue pestering you up until you change your mind.

Gabriel is always at his diner. He doesn’t care, he gets the same thing every single time he comes with you. You’d be confused, but he just stays quiet as he gorges down on the food.

I feel like he’d bother you so much, like a little kitty. He’d tap you over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and over again until you finally answer him. Mostly he’d just ask for cuddles.

He tries his best to spoil you. He doesn’t have much money, but he has quite a bit. On Valentine’s Day, he’d plan out everything he would give you, like many plushies and candies, but he just gets you a red rose instead.

He tries to “flirt” with you, then he ends up being the one getting flustered.

Sometimes, Gabe gets insecure and just asks you what you think about him, on the verge of tears. He tries not to cry in front of you, but he knows you’re a good person to talk to, and helping him get comfortable.

If you guys don’t live with each other, he’d randomly come through your window in the middle of the night and just cuddle you, smelling your scent. He feels much comfort in you, and he can barely leave you alone.

NSFW:

I think I said this, but he’s very shy. He doesn’t really know what to do since he’s a little virgin. He just mostly blushes as you ride him. He always makes you get on top of him, since he barely knows anything about sex.

Fem! Gabriel will never stop sucking your boobs. As you’re riding and/or cockwarming him, he’d just sitting here, lightly squeezing your boobs as he sucks on one of your breasts. He’d let out soft, quiet whimpers as his tongue swirls around your nipple.

“Mm..mm..mm..mm..slurp. Mhm, ngh. Mmph..so..good.”

Male! He tries his very..very best to ride you, then gets very overwhelmed. Since it’s his first time, he doesn’t know how to take your dick. Gabe would let out loud whimpers as he stops for a quick second, then starts again, just very slowly.

You never knew, but Gabe secretly humped your pillow.

Aftercare! He’s a huge sucker, and he’d just clinging onto you as he’s blushing so much. He doesn’t know what to say as he gets all nervous and flustered. He doesn’t even look at you.

When you’re riding him, he’d maybe start tearing up a bit from too much pleasure, wanting you to stop. He can’t tell you though, but he’s so sensitive and his noises are easy to tell.

When you’re sucking his cock, he just stares at you in silence, wondering how you’re able to do this. His blue eyes are on you, and only you. He might put one of his hands though your hair, because he feels a lot of pleasure.

“O-oh! Oh..oh! Mm..oh gosh..ngh! Mmf! Please keep going..please keep going..”

[tennessoui]

holy shit something about the image of obi-wan eyeing anakin up and down as he stands there telling obi about his wife’s newest bill meanwhile anakin just murdered the main funding backer of it on obi’s request. he’s wearing a nice shirt that padme bought him but it’s got blood all over it and obi-wan likes. (one of these days there’ll be an au where padme doesn’t lose everything so awfully but that is not today bc this au is so hot oh my god yes. i’m such a sucker for corruption arcs)

yeah!!! idk if it’s fear for his kids or fear for himself that makes anakin submit to doing what obi-wan wants and betraying his wife by giving away her secrets + probably actually killing people---

obi-wan starts him off easy, of course, he’s not a monster, he sends anakin to neutralize small threats. bad people. rapists and pedos and drug dealers selling to children. and then eventually he sends him after others. an acquaintance of his wife, who’s sticking her nose somewhere she shouldn’t. someone who refused to back obi-wan’s proposal.

i think obi-wan would probably know better than to threaten anakin’s kids. that won’t get him his loyalty. but i think if he threatened anakin’s lifestyle---told him he had all this evidence of him murdering Tup, that he could make it look in the courts like it was in cold blood, that he’d lose everything if he didn’t do this for obi-wan......i think that would be effective

but yes theres something so nice about anakin having tea with his wife and her friends and mentally making a list for obi-wan. even before obi-wan asks. he doesn’t need to even ask anymore. anakin just does it as he slowly starts losing faith in his wife’s version of the city, one where nothing gets changed.....

also i feel like it’d be delicious if there was like a bit of cody or ahsoka or rex being surprised at how obi-wan is treating anakin. they were prepared to have to just hide anakin’s body after a quick death, but this....this is basically torture.

make each other worse bring out the worst in each other make each other worse drag each other down to new depths

[jell-0knight]

Book 3 No Rest for the Wicked thought’s incoming and it’s long—

I was captivated by Kaderin since book 2, the premise of her losing all emotions turning her into a deadly killer mmmm yes. I see she struggles with coming to terms with feeling again ever since she met Sebastian but I’m still muddled, like, it doesn’t feel so obvious where she’s showing and not showing feelings, do you know what I mean? Being in her head vs what she’s showing the world are two different things and I can’t quite understand her. Especially because she’s undergoing this transition. I also thought the thought process behind this sacrifice would be more obvious idk. The whole idea of the Hie has me hooked and wait I need to say— Sebastian Wroth, I ADORE him!! Smart and sweet 🥺 he was ready to give up his life simply for the strong will he has against being a vampire, ugh, I love him. So far he’s a wonderful change from the same huge headed males hanging around this series, I love him! I mean he mastered tracing so fast simply for using his brain and look at this—

‘After grabbing insulated gloves and layers of clothes to go under a heavy trench coat, he noted the name of the store to send payment to and exited the same way’

So stinkin cute! I mean he stole some stuff from a store but still had the thought to pay them back even during the rush of this scene. It’s a tiny detail that managed to implicate his naturally good heart 🥺🥰

"You don't even know enough to know how ridiculous I find your words. I am proud and notoriously malicious, yet you think I'd allow you to make a gift of what I can rightly take?"— I love this girl. Shine, queen!

I want to get it off my chest that I adore the sisterhood between the Valkyries— Nyx’s reaction to seeing Kaderin’s death also Regin’s distress for both ugh pulled at my heartstrings and also Kaderin’s affection for Emma, so sweet, and their banter throughout the books, just perfect.

About the topic on lack of complexity and clarity behind Kaderin not feeling, I think I see now somewhat how this has affected the relationship in a unique way. I’d have to ponder on that to put into words, perhaps in a second reread, (which I will be doing since this book is quick to become close to a fave from the series). I think it has to do with the irony that Kaderin allowed him to steer close every time because of her lack of feeling while at the same time pushing him away for the same reason idk idk.

Okay the fact that Kaderin realizes she feels lonely and left out among her sisters, not because of any mean intent from them, but from her lack of emotions, it breaks my heart. I’m a sucker for this pain. When she feels grateful for a Sebastian for being there, unknowingly on his part, it makes me grateful for him as well, pulls at my heartstrings i tell ya.

I predict, now that Kaderin is going to die, that Sebastian’s resentment toward Nikolai for turning him when he wished to die because-not-dying-meant-more-than-just-fighting-to-stay-alive will be coming to a head. Possibly Sebastian will bring her back from death as he was brought back and these feelings will change. I’m compelled because I find that I personally agree with Sebastian, prefer to lose an existence in which I don’t have anything left to live for. But Kresley seems to head in the direction to change that so… hmmm.

‘He could win her. He would win her after tonight. He'd known he would be a good husband, a good father, but he'd wondered if he could satisfy her in bed. Now he felt confident he could, since she wasn't shy about what pleased her’ God, how she lets me know. He grinned against her, well aware that they slept on shredded sheets.— first of all... a good father, a good husband? ugh so stinkin cute!but also I like that his inexperience is addressed in this way and I like that it adds character to Kaderin after not showing emotion her showing it now is what is pushing him to be able to satisfy her and it’s believable due the his quickness and intelligence 🙌.

‘Without fail, he'd been kind to women. He'd shown them respect and courtesy. Without fail, he'd never had success with them.’— Sebastian says this right after recounting his sexual inexperience when he was younger and, see, it breaks my heart he was made to feel like a loser, the woman admitting in the worst way she was only having sex after losing a wage, and how he internalized this yet he still remains kind hearted 💔

LMAO no way Kaderin gave Regins number to a drug lord.

Okay I felt bad for Cindey for seeming to be the scapegoat girl to make Kaderin look so much better but to hear her crying about a baby does she want the time key to bring back her baby?? Instantly I need her to win idc idc idc idc fuck everyone else. Pages later I’m still conflicted about Cindey it’s just awful that whole part of why she might’ve wanted the key. I’ll just act as though when she said baby Kresley Cole might’ve meant like her baby gold fish or something ugh, bothersome.

It could just be the mood change after Cindey but the ending felt sort of fanfiction-y. Like Riora giving a second time key out of the goodness of her heart? Hmm sus. Goddesses don’t usually do these things. Also Riora being the one to have taken Kaderins sorrow and all the rest of feelings being accidental collateral? Also sus. Just tooo easy? And then not to mention this would put Riora in a position to be a compelling goddess character but I felt next to no curiosity or complexity for her other than feeling like she was a narrative tool.

Now about Kaderin’s death I felt sort of underwhelmed. I was hoping Sebastian would remain in the dark up until the actual death blow and absolute grueling angst would ensue and maybe even have him save her by turning her and make it a crazy twist to have her turn Vampire, although I’d have to check if is this is possible in the Lore of this world.., regardless, in canon he finds out some time before, and as a result it felt mid angst to me in which he makes an attempt to keep her from finishing the Hie but obviously despite being super intelligent he forgets some detail to push the story forward— I’m talking about the cuffs magicked to hold only vampires so Kaderin is able to escape— also the whole death scene was just sort of confusing to me, the actual battle scene itself. What do you mean his hand is stuck so he can’t move but then he moves forward to grab the cable Kaderin is dangling from?And then it was even extra confusing the part where the explanation of the Key and Time it was difficult for me to grasp the rules and constraints. Happy ending, but idk idk /: and then the part where Kaderin brings back her sisters— them acclimating— was made somewhat believable with the time off Kaderin had to take to help them but it still felt rushed, I mean, I understand the book must end somewhere. Finally, Kaderin herself she went from unfeeling to feeling and instead of the transition i should’ve been able to make out it felt like I was reading about a different character. Ack just super conflicted because I adored this book at first. Oh well in second reread we trust

[stories-from-mybrain]

I am not the sidekick

Hey, first time posting, please be kind. I’m trying to figure out how to link content, so once I do I can link the chapters together. If I get far, I might come back and change some stuff in earlier chapters to fit storyline, but who knows. Please don’t repost or claim as your own. This isn’t a fan fiction, it’s just somthing I’m pulling from my brain.

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Summery; the main character dies as a sidekick/love interest and is left behind by her hero… idk where it’s going so might update this part if it goes anywhere.

Ch 1

My death was too cliche for my taste.

I grew up watching old shows, the ones where you have the obvious main character/hero. The hero always seems to have some type of invisible ability to never die, but everyone else was almost never a fixed variable.

One of my least favorite character deaths was the stereotypical death trope of the sidekick. Wherever a sidekick died, it was always seconds before the hero accomplished a task bigger than any other task they had ever faced.

I'll be honest, I understand the reason. It's to build the main character stronger than before, for them to struggle between the one they cared about and the bigger "everyone else" or "moral compass" or whatever other crap the authors made up back then.

But it was stupid. Why couldn't the main character get both? Why did they have to choose. And even if they did chose, why did it have to be so damning to the other party involved.

I only began thinking these thoughts when I first joined the academy; a place where the "invincible" heros were filtered from everyone else and doted upon or even worshiped. Everyone else were just sidekicks, or worse; expendables.

As a child, I thought I’d be a hero. But when I got my powers, I thought at the very least i'd be able to catch the eye of a hero, by showing off my cool abilities and earn my position as a sidekick.

But then I grew up and realized, nobody would want me. And my poor younger self would never guess I was tossed in with the expendables.

But really, there were so few of us with powers anyway, why was the system so harsh on us?

Oh, yeah, maybe cuz we were the only things standing between the villains and the regular folk, aka 'humans' (as if we weren't also humans). *Insert big dramatic eye roll here*

But I digress.

Where was I… oh yeah, I died that cliche "sidekick" death I mentioned. Oh, did I not mention I upgraded from expendable to sidekick? Oh I think it's becosue I left out the part I somehow snagged the 'love interest' position? *Insert an even bigger eye roll here*

Now, enough explanation.

My gloriously, dreadful cliche death:

I, as a sidekick, was facing my death clock. It was actually a long and excruciatingly slow, and glitchy loading bar. It even offered an estimated timer, but it was unhelpful as the bar occasionally froze for a second and the estimated seconds would jump to minutes before jumping down to seconds again when the loading continued.

Fighting was a blurry mess around me as I clicked my long fake fingernails impatiently, willing the bar to load faster.

I glanced up to see the hero, a tall lean dude with a buzz cut, duck under debris flying his way.

He turned and caught my eye, grinning as he raised his eyebrows in a question. A sucker for cute smiles I had to blink twice before I regained control of my vocal cords and shouted, "half way done!"

I glanced down, noticing the bar was closer to finished than I had said, but then froze again, then resumed. I took second to look at the villain, a masked figure breaking walls and throwing debris with pure strength. I avoided looking where the other villain lay sprawled, his eyes open but glazed over in death.

We had been lucky, a few others from the academy had lured most of the villains from hiding as we reached one of their bases. My hero and I were on the easy mission of grabbing whatever information we could use against the villains. It was supposed to be quick, snappy and with very little fighting risk. My hero seemed to be holding his own, possibly teasing the villain as he dodged, even knocking a few rocks from the air as they flew towards me. I was unconcerned with it, I knew he could handle anything with his ability.

"You guys have 1 minutes before the distress signal is sent out." A voice buzzed in my ear. It was my hero’s sidekick #1, Johny, my little brother. He had his fingers an toes in his electronics, keeping an eye out for the villains who had left.

I clicked my fingernails even more impatiently against the table.

The bar reached centimeters away from completion. Some weird six sense tingled up my spine as I recalled the cliche sidekick death in the movie I had watched last night. My imagination was just running wild again, like normal.

I usually tried to ignore these thoughts and focus on my task, and all would be well. But something seemed to urge me this one time, and I turned to look behind me to see if I would be stabbed in the back or something. Since I was considered a 'love interest', villains didn't often go for the kill immediately but try and capture first. Then I’d usually be held as hostage until the hero outsmarted the villain. But they might not, since I was still also a sidekick. We had no audience right now, so the hero’s weren’t always morally obligated to save people. I trusted my hero.

There was nobody behind me.

Ofcourse not, this wasn't some cliche old outdated TV show. Infact the only thing behind me was a wall.

The wall disappeared a few moments later as the villain tore it apart and tossed it at the hero.

I realized now, what used to be a big room in a several story cement building was now closer to an open balcony, the cement ceiling barely being held up by the inner pillars, half of which we're already torn to shreds earlier in the fight.

A clean breeze flew in and brushed at the skin not covered by my inconveniently low cut clothes.

I shuddered, I needed to finish the download, grab the USB and run toward my hero to get the hell out before the ceiling completely collapsed.

As I began to turn back to the computer, a weird tingle spiraled up my spine and I heard a soft whistle, I first thought I was imagining it.

I spun around and noticed the download hit completion and the screen darken.

But I wasn't staring at the screen. I was staring at something long and thin shuddering between me and the screen, commanding all my attention.

A long wooden shaft seemed to have materialized from the center of my chest, causing me to stumble back, then forward against the desk. It had hit the one part of me that my embarrassingly low cut clothes did not protect against. Any lower or to the side in either direction and the cloth would have protected me and the arrow would merely bruise me, or at the most, even break a few ribs. As I stared, red began to seep down my stomach, warm and ticklish.

I had a hard time processing this turn of events. I didn't feel anything, not yet, I was probably in shock.

"How long!?" The hero shouted at me. He was still fighting the villain behind me, and hadn't seen the arrow.

His words barely made it through to my brain, but it did make it. Unable to tear my eyes away from the arrow, I fumbled for and grabbed the USB, yanking it from the computer.

That one simple movement seemed to let the pain flood my brain. I stumbled back again, close to the edge where the wall had been. Now only open air of being two stories up was the only thing my mind zeroed on.

my vision blurred.

I had things to do. I told myself. I was dying. I had to get the USB to the hero. I was dying.

Blinking away my thoughts, I took a deep breath, or I tried to. It was shaky and I definitely did not feel my lungs expand as much as it should have naturally.

Gritting my teeth, I waited for my vision to clear and prepared for one last push. If I was dying, I'd at least try and make it count. I didn't have the luxury of choice. I wasnt the main character. And I wasn't a hero, I was a sidekick. I died for good.

I knew by the time the next wave of pain washed over me I wouldn't have the strength anymore. With my freehand I yanked the arrow from my chest, then tossed the USB to where I heard fighting and shouted. All with my last breath:

"Brian!"

What was supposed to be a shout, wound up being a half shout of a jumble of words, everything spun.

I couldn't see my hero, so I had no idea if he had gotten the USB or even noticed me collapse. But it was too late to try again. For all I knew, I'd tossed it to the villain.

But, I didn't have the conscious strength to think about that. The last thing I heard, as my world fell into a thick comforting blackness, was a booming crack as the remaining cement pillars collapsed under the weight of the ceiling above.

Continue to ch 2

[sokkadora]

Ok, just wanted to make sure! Can I get kissing, cuddling and general dating headcanons for Hunter? Thank you!

general dating hunter headcanons

summary: @the-chaotic-ferret requested: “Can I get kissing, cuddling and general dating headcanons for Hunter? Thank you!”

a/n: i am so tired but !!!! requests as written by a hungover teenager

warning(s): none !!

general headcanons

- ohhhh boy 😨

- this kid.

- this so so whipped for you

- it takes his hard head a while to process it but once he knows it becomes too obvious

- and then everyone but you know !!!! wooo obliviousness !!!!

- but once y’all start dating. you’re the dry hands to his sweaty hands

- he DEMANDS to wear his gloves while holding your hand during the first few weeks bc of it

- “(y/n) i will not hold this lovely hand of yours without my glove. i will not allow it”

- insert you as that one video of the dog that swallowed a bee

- he brings you flowers a lot i imagine 🤔

- like

- he found the flowers on his walk to your house

- and was late because one, he got lost, and two, he wanted to make sure the flowers were absolutely perfect for you

- this boy. loves the way you hold him when the two of you hug

- one of his favorite things

- and your constant reassurance that he’s a good boyfriend brings him to tears a lot

- after the events of any sport in a storm he’d be at your doorstep

- knocking on the door in the most neurodivergent way (there is no way this kid is neurotypical - a neurodivergent person)

- and when you open the door all sleepy and in your pjs

- he lifts you over his shoulder and plops you on the couch and starts rambling about his new friends and you help him set up a penstagram

- you’re his first follower and it makes him so happy 🙁

- after the events of hollow mind however 😨

- he comes over and cries into your shoulder until he fully dozes off

- and you wish more than anything that you could take his pain away

- overall 11/10 sweet boy would kiss on the cheek

kissing headcanons

- i picture that he doesn’t like pda very much

- even in jealous scenarios

- so if you do kiss in public it’s very quick so people don’t really bat an eye

- but when you’re in private zoowee mama 😨

- this man will kiss every part of you (not those parts nastys 🤨 he’s 16)

- he loves to kiss your forehead soooo much

- and loves how you squish his face and smile at him so fondly before planting a kiss on his lips

- he loves how warm your lips are

- is a sucker for that “can i try some of your chapstick?” and then you just kiss him thing

- he got a little dizzy

- you initiated the first kiss 100%

- idk how it would go down but he’d probably ask then start apologizing profusely at your stunned silence

- and you just “damn okay” and grab his collar and drag him down or up to kiss you

- maybe he did that thing where he kicks the one leg up while kissing you

- he’s dramatic but we love him !!!!!

cuddling headcanons

- hunter big/little spoon switch truthers unite

- he prefers to be held so tightly

- it’s nice for him to know that he’s safe with you

- the first time y’all cuddled i’m picturing he just puffed his chest and “i’m a Man 🤨 big spoon is a job for me 👹”

- then you held him and just. “nvm i am a changed person”

- loves laying on your chest and listening to your heartbeat

- it soothes him and is one of his only ways of easily getting to sleep

- if you’re friends with anyone in the bad girl coven and you wear the shirt hunter will not sleep on you

- he just >:O traitor

- olivia rodrigo was played that night god bless 😟

[myobmaya]

Hi! I’ve been following you for a while and loved your Nightmares fic! Idk why but I’m a total sucker for sadness tonight. Can you write some Eddie angst? Maybe a breakup but they get back together at the end? Thank you 💖

why are y’all wanting angst and why am I so down for it? are we okay? should we carpool to therapy together? anyways here ya go! ❤️ tysm for the support and I apologize for any grammar errors it’s 10:30 pm and I wrote this up real quick so it’s short and simple, I’ll be back in the AM to clean it up. in the meantime enjoy! ❤️

Eddie Munson x Reader (no specific gender)

TW: couple breaking up

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The empty beer bottles that littered the floor now lay in the garage can outside the house. The record that would normally be playing throughout the walls is tucked away inside its case next to the player soon to be collecting dust. Your clothes that were shoved into the wooden drawers are now neatly tucked away in the suitcase sitting by the door.

You didn’t mean to clean the messy house. Yet, you couldn’t bare to leave your home in the state it was. The subtle resemblance of your home that mirrored the state of your relationship.

It wasn’t fair to leave it like that to him deal with it.

It wasn’t fair to you to leave at all.

The soft rumbling of the car outside tears you from your thoughts. The clock on the wall confirms he’s off work and here as expected. You wait for him to walk through the doors. The inevitable coming to a head.

You sit at the table focusing on your breathing. You weren’t going to let him see your tears. Was it smart for you to have waited for him? It was evening time now and you were sure the street lights were to be turned in anytime now. You had plans to go back to your parents house until you figured out your next move. Maybe you should have just left and waited for him to hate your forever.

Your thoughts go wild and despite you wanting to run without him watching you, you know you owe him an explanation. Surely he knew the end of your relationship was coming. But after years of being with him you can’t stand the thought of just walking away without so much of a word as to why. Had you really thought this through?

On the opposite side of the door Eddie hesitates putting the key in the lock. His eyes close as he remembers this morning’s argument. Something about him missing a date? Was it a date? Fuck. No it was about him not helping around. Right? He takes a deep breath. He can’t even remember the full context of what the cause of the yelling for was this time but he’s tired of it.

He doesn’t want to live in the constant state of frustration.

He doesn’t want to carry on like this.

He wants things to go back to how they were. The way you two were two crazy teenagers in love. The people you were before life came and hit you both with reality checks.

The door opens and you stop breathing. His eyes look around the clean space. A change from the state it was hours earlier. You feel your chest grow tight watching as he looks around the floor. He know somethings off. The house is clean but it’s silent. Too silent. You’re silent.

His eyes fall to your suitcase. He meets your gaze and the wall you spent the past hour building tumbles down. Tears immediately burn but you swallow them down. Eddie’s hand meets his hip while the other runs down his face as a humorless chuckle fills the air.

There was nothing funny about this. He doesn’t know why he laughs. He doesn’t know what to do at all.

You look down at your hands biting back tears. He sees the way your shoulders struggle to stand tall. The way you dig your nails into your hands to hold onto some sort of strength. Strength he no longer gives you. He sees you holding back your emotions. You don’t want him to see the hurt. You used to be so open with him and now he watches as you fight yourself to remain stoic.

You’ve blocked yourself out. You cut him out.

You no longer where the care free person he met all those years ago. When did you slip away? When did he stop noticing?

It’s then he realizes he’s the reason for this. He’s the reason this is happening. Eddie takes a moment to himself and finally shut up as a sob replaces the laugh.

Tears gleam in his eyes but he doesn’t wan you to them. He shrugs his coat off and throws it on the couch. You keep your eyes down as he make his way over. He pulls out the chair from beside of you and sits down. A million questions go through his brain but he can only think of one.

“Do you still love me?”

It’s a genuine question. Not an ounce of malice is behind it. Just sadness. His question breaks the damn of the emotions you try to hold in. You’re quick to wipe away the tears. Eddie stares at you.

He watches you break down. He wants to comfort you. Tell you that he’s sorry and that everything will be alright.

But instead Eddie sucks in a breath as he leans back in the chair. An arm crosses his chest as the other runs down his face. He looks up at the ceiling. You look up at him.

“Loving you isn’t the issue, Eddie. Fighting you is and I can’t do it anymore.”

The sound of your sniffle breaks Eddie from his trance as the reality set in. His eyes met yours and for the first time in a long time he no longer sees frustration in your eyes. He sees the sadness replace the light that used to shine so bright. Eddie was never good with words but he’ll be damned if he doesn’t use them.

“Answer the question,” you go to cut him of but he stops you. “Because I know for a fact that I love you. I know that because even when we go to bed fighting the moment I see you in the morning and you kiss me goodbye I know we’re gonna be okay. You’re the biggest pain in my ass but god damn you’re the one I want to come home too.”

“Eddie-“

“No. No.” He shakes his head waving his hands. He needs you to hear what he has to say. He’a loved you for half his life and he’s going to continue to do so even if you walk out out of his life.

Eddie looks up at the ceiling again and then meets your watery eyes. “I don’t want to fight anymore,” Eddie whispers. His hands are now holding onto your shaky ones. He turns them over to lace your fingers with his. He didn’t care that they lay limp against the hold he has.

“I’m not going to fight you. We’ve done enough of that and I don’t want us to continue on,” he starts again. “But I will fight for you to stay and we work this out.”

[kryptonitejelly]

I'm a big sucker for yearning and pining trope so reading your blurbs that contains those makes me go 🥰 haha so i have a blurb request!

say reader has been pining and yearning over aaron for so long and decided to tell him about reader's true feelings but reader didn't know that aaron is currently seeing someone :") he's all sorry and apologetic towards the reader :( after the 'rejection', reader ask for transfer request to another department bc as much as the reader try to not get affected, it still hurts :( reader and aaron separated (for idk how many years and months it's up to you) and they met again due to the clashing department has to work tgt on a case, aaron tried to tell the reader that back then his reasoning to 'reject' the reader is that he had a fear of being in a relationship w someone whose line of work is just as dangerous he is 😞 as much as he wanted to try it w the reader back then he couldn't do it thus he tried to be in a relationship w someone outside his field of job. the ending is up to you whether it will be angst or fluffy or whatever!! thank you and sorry if the blurb comes out messy im not really good writing out ideas :((((

A/N: nawh baby, its ok, the idea is greattt and came off really well but i’m not too sure if i did it enough justice 🤨

Your heart is hammering in your chest, the rapid thumping audible in your ears, as you walk into the BAU. A small wistful smile flickers across your face as you look around, taking into account the familiar layout.

“Look who is back.” You hear Derek before you see him emerging from around the corner.

“Last time I was here you were still in the bullpen.” You tease as you open your arms while simultaneously stepping into his. “I see someone has an office now.”

He laughs and shrugs as he squeezes you tight. “Acting as Hotch’s stand in for a few months had its perks.”

You laugh as Derek draws away, winking at you, but you feel your heart sink at the name “Hotch”.

It had been 2 years away from the BAU, 2 years since your transfer out to cybercrimes, but the sting of rejection was something not so easily forgotten.

(“I’m seeing someone, her name is Beth.”

“Oh…..”

“(Y/N)-”

“Forget I said anything Aaro- Hotch.”

“Can we - ”

“Just forget it. I gotta go.”)

“They couldn’t drag you out of the room huh?”

“They tried.” He winks, reciprocating your banter as he goes in for a side hug, squeezing your shoulders lightly. “Good to have you back, even if only temporary.”

Your lips part as you begin to respond when a flurry of voices exclaiming your name take over. You turn, releasing yourself from Derek’s half hug to find the rest of the team tumbling in through the glass doors, JJ, Spence, Emily, Dave, Penelope and following up behind them, an unreadable expression on his face, Aaron. It makes your heart seize and belly sink when he catches your eye over Emily’s shoulder as she pulls you in for a hug, offering you a tentative smile.

(“You wanted to see me?”

“You put in a transfer request.”

“I did, cybercrimes.”

“If this is about…”

“It isn’t.”

“You are good at the work we do here, I - the team won’t want to lose you.”

“I’ve thought it through Hotch.”)

“(Y/N).”

“Hotch.” You extend your arm to grasp his in a quick handshake. You read the small shifts in his expression, the pause before he shakes your hand, the moment of thought which is accompanied by a twitch in his cheek, and small flare of his nostrils as he finally extends his hand to meet yours, not liking it but going with the flow.

(“These are the last of my files.”

“Can I get you to change your mind?”

“I think the change will be a good one for me.”

“I … - You know where to find us if you ever change your mind.”)

-

You press your thumbs to your temples, as you duck your head down, eyes staring intently at the papers spread out in front of you, your eyes searching for the pattern you needed to find but could not.

“I hope you haven’t changed the way you take your coffee.”

A paper cup slides into view on the table beside you.

“Two splendas and a dash of milk.” You confirm, eyeballing the cup before looking up to meet Aaron’s eyes. “Thanks Hotch.” You manage to push out after a pause. You had been avoiding him ever since you had stepped back into the BAU, keeping the conversation minimal, and busying yourself with everyone else and the case.

“I liked it better when you used to call me Aaron.” His quiet admission surprises you, but you school your features as you spring the coffee cup to your lips, offering no response.

He slides into the chair beside you, and you look around.

“Where is everyone else?”

“They went back to the hotel, I told them I would wait for you.”

“You didn’t have to Hotch.”

“I’m not letting you go back alone.” He offers you a small smile, fingers smoothing down his tie, and you let yourself look at him, taking in the shadows under his eyes, the five o clock shadow appearing on his jaw, - he was tired.

“I’m done, we can go.” You stand, packing up your papers.

(“Are you leaving because of Aaron?”

“Rossi… what, did he say something to you.”

“He said nothing, but you both manage to say plenty without saying anything. We aren’t all blind you know.”

“I read it wrong.”

“I don’t think you did bella. It just…. It isn’t so simple for him. He’s been though alot.”

“I know.”)

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“I broke up with Beth.” He confesses suddenly, breaking the silent hum of the SUV along the road.

“I’m sorry to hear that.” You tighten your fingers into a fist in your lap, your eyes trained on the passing street lamps outside the window. You catch a flicker of him glancing at you through the reflection against the window which the night brings.

“You never replied any of my texts.” He refers to the few texts he had sent you now and then, checking up on you.

“I’ve been busy.” Your reply is short, clipped, and it causes silence to fall over the both of you.

“I was afraid.” His voice is raw, quiet, real and it makes you turn to look at his side profile as he keeps his eyes trained on the road in front of him.

“Afraid?” You echo, letting yourself hope.

“Of being with someone who face the same dangers as I do.” You are silent, and he continues. “I was afraid of feeling like I had everything, only to lose it all again.”

The car rolls to a stop in the hotel’s parking garage, and you find yourself looking straight at him, his eyes holding yours, yours searching his. Your heart is hammering against the edge of your ribs.

“What are you saying Hotch.”

“That I was a fool 2 years ago,” you see the fire behind his eyes, “and I shouldn’t have let you walk out of my office, on us, on me.”

He reaches across the center console of the SUV, his hand slipping over your fists and you let him, letting yourself and emotions unfurl.

“I would like to get to know you again if you’ll let me.” His hand tightens around yours.

“Ok.” Is all you manage to whisper.

[cowboyb1ues]

please can you write some friends to lovers?? I absolutely adore your writing! 🤍

Like maybe you’ve always been around and deep down there’s always been feelings and like Chelsea win the prem or something and Mason just sees you with his fam in his shirt and he’s like yeah it’s always been you 😭😭 sorry if it’s dumb idk but I’m a sucker for anything friends to lovers

For a while

bff it’s not dumb, i too am a sorry sucker for any friends to lovers. I hope this does your idea justice. And thank you so much <333 sending you all the love and kisses in the world. No hate to any Liverpool supporting girlies out there, they were just the first team that came to mind.

Also, I couldn’t get how bf Mason looked today out of my head, so that is how he looks like in this piece, in my head at least 😌

Also also, i hate the title so i might change it later idk 🤪

A fic about Mason realising he has fallen head over heels for his best friend of twenty years.

Mason Mount x fem!reader (3.0k)

my masterlist :)

His chest was heaving. He could feel the droplets of sweat trail their way down his forehead only to get lost in his brows or be wiped away with his sleeve. 

With a quick glance up to the screen he saw that there were only minutes left. Only minutes left to get a goal to avoid penalties. Only minutes left until the winner was found.

The game had been a hectic one, just as they had all assumed. With the premier league trophy so close within their reach both teams seemed to have dialled the energy up to a hundred.

Liverpool had snagged a goal in the first half leaving the Blues to push harder than they had thought possible. After an encouraging halftime with a well needed pep talk from Azpi and Tuchel the boys had marched back out on the pitch with more vigour than before.

Kanté had scored only minutes into the second half, leaving the stadium booming with glee and despair.

And now they only had minutes left.

He stood on the other side of the pitch as Timo came running, the ball between his feet with experted ease. Any sound other than his own heavy breathing was lost to his ears as he watched his teammate pass the ball to Reece.

It was as if the entire stadium was at a standstill, no one daring to take a breath or blink. Mason stilled as he watched Reece kick the ball and send it flying over the heads of the opposite team. 

Every eye in the spilling stadium was on the ball as it flew through the air and landed in the top corner, far out of reach from the keeper’s hands.

Once the realisation of the goal kicked in he was quick to sprint over to where Reece was sliding across the grass. Many of the team had already jumped on top of him and out of his peripheral he could see the guys from the bench tumbling over each other in celebration. 

It was theirs. They had climbed their way up from the bottom after a bad start to the season and now the trophy was theirs. The smiles on all the boys’ faces were blinding and he could feel one being mirrored on his own lips.

They turned and saw Tuchel hugging all of the boys on the bench, everyone on the Chelsea team delighted and bursting with pride and happiness.

When the sound of the final whistle echoed the place erupted. There were tears mixed with sweat running down the cheeks of players, some from elation others from devastation. 

There were hugs passed around, claps on the back and yells of triumph. He felt as if his heart was on the verge of bursting as he watched the boys he pridefully called his brothers celebrate. 

Some of them laid on the ground rolling around in hugs while others were walking around and clapping along with the shouting fans.

He himself stood in the middle of the pitch with flushed cheeks and a nose that mimicked Rudolph's. His hands were resting on the top of his head, his hair matted down on his forehead with a gleaming gold medal hanging heavy around his neck.

He let his eyes glide over the happy faces in the stance before they trailed down to the family box. He saw his teammates’ families celebrate with each other. Children itching to hug their fathers and partners longing for a congratulatory kiss. 

In the masses he spotted his own parents with smiles that looked like his own splitting their faces. When he caught their eyes they were quick to wave, arms over their heads and lost shouts of congratulations.

He waved back as he felt one of his teammates wrap their arm around his shoulders and he turned to look at Kai. Mason heard him whisper that the winning ceremony was about to begin and that they should get over to the makeshift podium. He gave a small nod of understanding and turned to give his parents a final wave. But when his eyes found them again he was shocked to see two other familiar faces had joined them.

His brother stood with a beaming grin and gave him two thumbs up when they locked eyes and next to him stood you. 

You with your hair pulled back from your face in that way that he had always thought looked so pretty. You, who was wearing the shirt he had given you at the start of the season over a white turtleneck. You with your black mittens that you never left the house without in the winter months. You with your beaming grin that never failed to make his stomach flip a little.

You had said you couldn’t make it. That uni was keeping you busy and that not everyone had the time schedule of a world class footballer. You had said you would be watching the stream while you finished the plethora of essays that had been piling up.

And though saddened at the fact that you wouldn’t have been able to make it, Mason still had found himself smiling with a bit of joy at the thought of you at home in your apartment with his shirt on while typing away.

But the sight before him was so much better than the one that had lived in his head ever since you broke the news.

Because there you were, with you bright smile and gleaming eyes celebrating the team, celebrating the boys, celebrating him.

At the moment he wanted nothing more than to sprint across the field to hug you. He wanted to hear you mumble how well he played into his shoulder while his arms winded tightly around your waist.

But before he could act on his instinct Kai pulled him over to where the rest of the boys were getting into position. 

The cameras were flashing and the shouts elated as they raised the trophy with the confetti flying over their heads. 

He finally managed to make his way over to where the families were being led onto the pitch and he had to manoeuvre his way between running children and players alike, everyone wanting to celebrate with the ones they loved the most.

His mum was quick to catch him in an embrace, his dad joining them soon after. He could feel the familiar tears starting to press behind his eyes as he buried his head into the crook of his mother’s neck as they told him how proud they were of him.

He accepted the kisses that were pressed to his cheek from his mother and the ruffling of his sweaty hair from his father before he made his way over to his brother.

“Congratulations bro,” he heard Lewis whisper with a firm slap to his shoulder blade. 

Mason broke free from the hug and gave his brother a big smile as he said: “thanks mate.”

And before he knew it, the time had come to you.

You were standing with your mitten covered hands clasped together in front of your chest and tears threatening to fall in your beautiful eyes. He was quick to wrap his arms tight around your waist like he had longed for earlier. He buried his nose in the hair above your ear and breathed in the smell of your shampoo that hadn’t changed in all the time he had known you.

“I’m so proud of you,” you mumbled into his shoulder, not seeming to mind the smell of sweat that lingered on him.

He just squeezed you tighter instead of giving a response and smiled to himself when you let out a little squeal when he lightly lifted you off of your feet. He put you down on your feet again as the sounds around you dimmed.

The feeling of having you in his arms was not something new. He couldn’t even begin to think of the number of hugs the two of you had shared in the twenty year long friendship. But lately the hugs felt different. He wanted to bury his nose deeper into whatever part of you he could, wanting to get absorbed in the smell and feel of you.

And if he was honest, everything had started to feel a little bit different. Of course, he had always thought you were pretty, he wasn’t blind, but in the last year it was as if you had blossomed to something greater right before his very eyes. 

Your eyes suddenly shined like jewels that he was sure were worth more than anyone could ever afford. Your smile and the slightly crooked front teeth were things he was sure that were used as inspiration for the greatest masterpieces of all time. Your kindness and attentiveness warmed his heart beyond compare and he strived to be just a fraction as good as you.

The love he had stored for you was at the brink of spilling over and he didn’t know what to do with it anymore. But the love was different than it had been before. 

He was sure he loved you when you cheered on him at his games when you were just kids. Along with when you agreed to go to the prom with him just so you both didn’t have to go through the hassle of finding someone to go with. He loved you when you reluctantly gave up your maths notes to him because you were always so much smarter than he would ever be.

He loved you when you had run your fingers through his hair when he had broken up with his girlfriend and had trouble even getting off the sofa for most days. He loved you when he saw you interact with his family and how you fitted in like a missing jigsaw piece.

He had known you since you were three and you moved into the house next to his and he was sure he had loved you ever since.

But the love he felt as he held you tight in the stadium where he had just won the premier league was not the same as when you showed him the extra quid you had saved so you could both get a snack from the corner store when you were ten.

This love had swept him off his feet and had left him falling down the rabbit hole. The fall seemed never ending but in the distance he could make out the shape of you and he was sure he could hear the distant sound of you giggling, as pretty as a string of pearls or the sunlight when it came through the tinted windows of a cathedral. 

And he didn’t mind falling if it led to you.

As these thoughts swam in his head he felt you pull away from him the slightest so you could get a good luck of his face. 

Your hands came down from around his neck and landed on his freshly shaven cheeks so you could warm them up a bit with your knit covered hands.

“Look at you!” You exclaimed happily as you squeezed his cheeks together slightly, grinning broadly at the pout that formed on his lips. “A champion!”

He just laughed at your words and leaned his head into one of your hands as you started to rub it against his skin slightly.

“How many of your friends can say that their best friend is a premier league winner?” he asked teasingly when you had removed your hands from his face, his eyes lingering and silently longing for them to return to their rightful place.

“Well,” you said as he reluctantly dropped his arms from around your waist as you took a small step back. “There’s Dec,” you started to tick off on your fingers, even though he couldn’t see it through the mittens, “then Ben, but he’s also a premier league champion so I don’t know if that counts.” You furrowed your brows slightly as you tried to think of anyone else, “that’s two and all in all I think that’s a good bit.”

“I hate you,” he just shook his head at you as you wrapped one of your arms around his shoulders so you could turn the two of you so you could look out on the pitch and the still celebrating team.

“I hate you too,” you smiled up at him, “especially because you shaved. I thought we had gone back in time and we were sixteen again or something.”

He pulled a face as he looked down on you and subconsciously rubbed his hand over his freshly shaven face.

“The beard was itching,” he explained with a shrug of his shoulders.

“Dumb,” you just said, “anyway, can I please get a picture of you with the trophy? I promised my dad I would get one if you won.”

“What do you mean if?” He faked offence as he helped you out on the pitch and signalled to his family that you would return to them shortly, their faces just wistful and knowing as they watched the pair of you wander off.

“I’m sorry,” you sighed and looked up at him while rolling your eyes slightly, “when you won of course.”

“Much better,” he hummed as he led you over to where some of his teammates were taking pictures.

“How are you not freezing?” you asked as you stood and patiently waited for Mason to get the trophy. You were shuffling from side to side, jumping a bit every now and then to keep warm.

“Some of us don’t have piss poor blood circulation and are actually capable of not freezing to death,” he said nonchalantly without giving you a second glance and from his peripheral he could see you glare up at him and silently mimic his words.

“Fuck off,” you huffed and shoved him forwards when it was finally his turn. Behind you his family had come up to you and watched as you snapped multiple pictures of Mason with the trophy.

You insisted on getting a picture of them all together, with Mason right in the middle with the trophy and his beaming smile.

When you had enough pictures to fill an entire photo album his mum insisted that she should get one of the two of you as well.

Mason pulled you firmly into his side with an arm thrown over your shoulder and yours wrapped around his waist while the trophy stood at your feet.

Mason smiled brightly for the camera and he couldn’t figure out if the broadness of the smile was from the trophy at his feet, his family in front of him or the feeling of you glued to his side.

He turned his head slightly so he could see you smile brightly for the camera, your eyes crinkling in the way that he so adored and your gloss painted lips stretching for miles.

You tilted your own head up to look at him, your smile becoming smaller but nonetheless sincere.

Suddenly it had changed into one he found painted on his own all too often when he was around you. The slight slope of the lips and the flushing of the cheeks was something he was all too familiar with.

And if he wasn’t deceiving himself he swore he could see a glint in your eyes that hadn’t been there before, at least not that he’d noticed.

Feeling the win and love pump through his body with every heartbeat he chanced it and started to slowly lean forward, head tilting down slightly to close the distance.

His heart fluttered like a hummingbird when he saw you tilt your head as well, both of you forgetting the setting and the fact that his family is merely metres away from you.

He closed his eyes and made the final dip. His lips found yours with ease, your lip gloss painting his as he pressed forward. He twisted his body and leaned further into you in search of more. He kept one arm wrapped around your shoulders to keep you firmly against his chest, his free hand coming up to cradle your cheek.

He smiled into the dance of lips and tongues when he felt you wrap your free arm around him as well. He broke the kiss when he felt your smile starting to form and he bumped his nose carefully against yours.

He opened his eyes to see your eyes still closed, but a smear of makeup around your lips that he was sure was matching what he had on his face.

He smiled down at you when you opened your eyes slowly, a slight haze to them that he was sure he could get used to seeing after every kiss.

“I’ve been wanting to do that for a while,” he mumbled softly and pressed a small kiss against your cheek, the familiar territory calming his racing heart the slightest bit.

You nudged your nose into his soft cheek, encouraging him to turn his face towards you. When he did you rewarded him with another small kiss, this one calmer than the first one.

“Well I’m glad,” you hummed when you pulled away from him and the smile you gave him was enough to lighten the entirety of London, he was sure. “I’ve also been wanting to do that for a while.”

“Good,” he nodded his head as a smile kept growing.

“Good,” you nodded as well and laughed before giving your best friend a hug.

“I’ve been waiting for that for a while,” a voice suddenly spoke, breaking the two of you out from your little cocoon of adoration. 

You both turned with wide eyes to see his family standing with sly smiles and twinkling eyes, his mother holding the phone up, sure to catch the moment that she had been waiting for to happen since you were both fifteen. Lewis stood with his arms folded confidently over his chest and a self satisfied grin on his face.

“Fucking took you long enough, you’ve been in love with her for fucking ages.”

[mercurytrinemoon]

Another post on Moon signs you can drag me for

Before we get into the actual thing, I'd like to say this post initially started as something else but ultimately, what I tried to put across is, sometimes Moon signs aren’t that easy to decipher. It’s easy to grasp overall characteristics of the signs and then learn how to identify their specific traits. But what people seem to forget it that Moon represents the deepest side of us & our inner world - it’s uncommon to really see someone’s side of it unless you really pay attention. Sometimes I’m surprised to see what someone’s Moon sign is even if I know this person well. Meaning, people usually hide that part of them - or they just simply process it internally and others can’t see their emotional reactions. It’s also uncommon for folks these days to fully express their emotional needs so it gets even trickier to pin-point their Moon characteristics. I don't think I have to mention this but, of course, your entire chart should be taken into account, as well as house placement, aspects. Personally, I like to also look at Moon's dispositor.

Let’s start from my friends, Gemini Moons, who, I feel, get a bad rep for not showing their feelings and scanning every emotion like an AI. Nah-ah. I know this one Gemini Moon whose immediate emotional reactions aren’t very cerebral in the sense of processing everything in the mind and intellectualizing it aka, what people like to label as being un-emotional. Instead her reactions are often fast (air energy) but physically expressed through Mercury (Gemini Moon’s dispositor) and Sun (overall identity) – she has them both in Aries. She’s a crybaby who can burst into tears in a matter of seconds. So she’s not something that would stereotypically be assigned to a Gemini Moon. But what I did notice is that all Gemini Moons tend to have this weird look on their face when they’re processing stuff. As if they were about to have a brain malfunction; they stop and have that specific worried look. They also like to either gossip or tell stories (either real or made up lol); they’re great with words - they can talk for hours if they feel comfortable with you. They just crave interaction and mental stimulation. Their quick reactions tend to make them effortlessly witty. Even if they’re a withdrawn Gemini type, they make up for it through social media and technology or just a quiet exploration. My shy Cancer pal with Moon in Gemini is now a brand/website designer and an instagram queen who travels the world. This is great energy for content creators in general. And don’t forget that Geminis need to have their fingers in many pies. It’s because they always have a backup plan… and they get bored easily so they need that chaos around them to feel at home. They like to have options in everything, which is kind of funny cause it’s hard for them to make up their minds and actually choose something. And they store a lot of information in their brains… I feel like it must be exhausting, no? 

On the other side of the axis, whenever I see someone with a Sagittarius Moon, I can immediately say “yup, a Sag Moon indeed” (probably thanks to my Sag stellium), meaning, they all seem the same to me. Sag Moons often find comfort in exploration - best if it’s literal travel. They always seem to need to free themselves from their surroundings, family, roots or their own culture to discover something new and exciting, even if it’s only in the imaginary words - through books, movies and other medias. Their happiness always lies somewhere else from where they currently are. Like, I think all Sagittarius Moons that I know have left their parents and went their own paths early on. And they have this yolo attitude. Just like Sagittarius Suns, they’re massive dorks, probably also obnoxious… sometimes in a REALLY annoying way. They’re either a) very wise and curious b) lil preachy and stuck up c) just plain dumb clowns with no filter. But they’re all funny. And they take things lightly, with a natural ease. This means sometimes they may offend other people just because they assume everyone’s as chill as they are; „relax! I was just kidding!” - that’s a phrase you’ll hear from them often… I mean, unless you’re a jokester yourself and you’re unmoved by their sarcastic or teasing words. They have somewhat spiritual or philosophical nature so besides making you laugh, be prepared for deep monologues. They want to believe everything will eventually fall into place. It’s also hard to bring them down - or I should say, it’s hard to make them acknowledge that they're feeling down - they always try to distract or cover it up with a joke, usually a self-depricating one. If Sagittarius Moon (or Sagittarius in general tbh) is telling you that they’re unhappy, then it’s serious.

I’ve noticed there comes a point in life for a Libra Moon where they just have enough. They’re too nice for everyone and one day they wake up and yell about how they have to do everything for everyone and everyone wants something from them and bLah bLah. Makes me think of when Bieber was this overly nice kid and then he was like “I’M NOT TAKING PICTURES WITH FANS ANYMOREEEE AAGhJFJFUWIUq”. Yup, a Libra Moon, everyone. They know how to charm and appeal to people, I think overall they’re easily liked by others. Sometimes it’s simply because they like to kiss people’s ass just to avoid being rejected. That’d be a Libra Moon’s nightmare. They like other people’s company too much. And they thrive in relationships and in a big circle of friends. What they hate is confrontations (like every other Libra placement omg). They may be good mediators when it comes to other people but if they’re involved in an argument they get sooooo passive aggressive. They just don’t know how to handle conflicts - it’s as if their nervous system wasn’t designed for emotional outbursts (because, you know, everything needs to be peaceful and harmonious Venus-style). A fussy or angry Libra Moon will suddenly get loud as they blame someone for something… and then they’ll leave the room cause they’re scared to even hear the other side of the argument. Or, alternatively, they’ll make a doormat out of themselves just to stay quiet and avoid causing any rift. And making decisions? I think it’s common for them to have two different romantic interests and feeling so dramatically torned between them *Alexa play Agony from Into the Woods*. Then when they decide, they have problems breaking the bad news to one of them.

On the other end we have Aries Moons. *deep breath* Listen, I think I’ve said enough about having Moon in Aries (or rather purely dissing it) but last time it made a bit of controversy so why not wreak even more havoc. I have a good description for this one: I will punch you but be gentle with me cause it’s easy to break my fragile heart. So basically, imagine putting Buttercup and Bubbles into one person. And honestly, I need to say this, women with this placement are just hot badasses, look at friggin Angelina Jolie. The queen of badass. The queen of hot. People say because Aries folks move quickly (literally and figuratively lol), they often get bored with whatever got them excited last week... or yesterday. Ha, yeah, right. You get their heart to open up and they’re going to have their eyes for you ONLY, like a lil puppy. Give us treats and we’ll build our world around you. But NOT in a clingy way by any means, we need our space and independence after all. My lil niece is an Aries Moon and ever since I started playing guitar with her, she became my #1 fan or something. That’s the energy. But we get easily bored with day-to-day stuff so yeah, there’s that. Innocent and clumsy yet raw in their emotions - so there’s potential to make mistakes sometimes (or a lot of times) or having this tunnel vision, like „I want this and I don’t care about anything else!”. And then excusing it with some „but the heart wants what it wants” crap (looking @ ya, Selena Gomez). They experience constant inner movement and turbulence that needs a physical outlet in order to feel satisfied. WE NEED PASSION IN OUR LIVES, OKAY?!?!?? now leave me alone

Aquarius Moons aren’t as cold as you might think. People like to describe them as if their Moons actually disappeared from their charts: dEtaCheD, uNeMotiOnaL, tHey fEeL nOtHinG. It’s just they don’t sit and dwell on things, they find solutions to the problems. If something doesn’t make them feel right, they just leave that situation. They do care about other people’s well-being, they’re very sensitive in that regard, they’re humanitarians after all. Yeah, they detach, but from their own emotions - in order to make sense of them. They may seem like snow queens sometimes (and this comes from an Aqua rising) but they’re really friendly and if you pique Aqua Moon’s interest, they’re going to be curious about you. They like new exciting things so if you’re cool enough, you have their attention. Usually they’re pretty progressive as well and can’t stand injustice. That’s why you’ll see them standing up for those who are in need. Uranian energy gives them a specific type of sharp intuition and wit. Idk they’re just cute in a quirky way. But this buzzing, fast energy is a great recipe for anxiety, over-thinking and frequent changes of heart. Similarly to Sadges, they need constant exploration and stimuli. Intelligent, people-oriented (but not people-pleasing! Look to Libras for that), individualistic. They definitely need their own space and independence. Their decision-making is fast and it’s easy for them to just say „screw it, I’m doing this”. My Aquarius Moon friend just casually decided that she’s moving to Turkey cause nothing in our city (or even country) seems interesting or helping her expand… So she was like, see ya suckers, I’m leaving.

Leo Moons shine from within. You’ll spot them from a mile away even if they’re on the shyer side. They’re all lil stars no matter their profession. Very expressive people & easily excitable. Art galleries, live shows, theater - they love a creative environment even if they don’t pursue that lifestyle themselves... One of my Leo Moon friends is an art junkie – suggest taking her to an obscure play at the local bar, a music festival, a weird museum – she’ll say yes in the blink of an eye. And she loves discussing these things. A Leo Moon may not see themselves as artistically inclined, but usually sooner or later they at least try dipping their toes in music, arts, acting, dancing... you name it. They’ll learn a simple 3-chord song on a ukulele and then play it to you in excitement. Imagine a lil kid making you a puff piece and being super proud of it. Sometimes they just need some encouragement. Remember, Leos feed off of praise, that’s their fuel. Doesn’t mean they’re all proud, egotistical people but what it does mean is that they need a lil assurance to gain their self-confidence. I lived with a Leo Sun/Moon for almost 15 years (who’s a musician btw so yeah, a classic creative Leo type) - he did have some issues lol but ego wasn’t one of them. Drama followed him everywhere but I’m pretty sure he disliked it himself. BUT, with that being said, I feel like Leo Moons tend to dramatize themselves internally. People say it’s something Virgos or Geminis would do - because of their tendency to overthink, but Leos can just go straight to a worst-case scenario in their heads simply because they exaggerate everything. So don’t be surprised to see a Leo Moon feeling down and anxious. On the bright side, be their cheerleader and they’ll give that to you in return. They need sparks and dullness kills their upbeat spirit. They need to feel their own heartbeat so the feeling of excitement is crucial for their well-being. Romantic, giving and kind. They’re fixed fire so once they’re set on something or someone, they give their all and are rather loyal.

I feel like my chart low-key tells me I should dislike Taurus Moons but I just want to melt in their arms and just stay there? Like, forever? Low maintenance but a bit slow-moving and stubborn. They won’t settle easily, at least not officially, so you need to have a lot of patience with them. They need 3 things to feel secure and at peace: physical stimuli, time and a stable place they know they can always come back to. And it’s not like all of them are total lazy homebodies, they may be active spirits & travellers but they are going to have a reallyyyyy nice cosy flat somewhere near their childhood place (gotta be be close to their moms, you know). Not necessary materialistic but they may have one thing that they collect throughout their entire life and they won’t. ever. get. rid. of. it. There needs to be at least one constant in their life - like you know when Elton John decided to go to therapy but one thing he stuck to was shopaholism? Very Taurus Moon of him. Also, they’re very affectionate. In fact, may have issues differentiating between affection and passion - this is actually something Taurus Moon and Aries Moon have in common. Pro tip - and this is in regard to all Taurus placements - don’t smell bad when you’re around them (I mean, don't smell bad in general, no one likes stinky people lol). They have a sensitive smell. Doesn’t help that they like to smell everything. EVERYTHING. I swear, Taurus, stop sticking your nose in every single thing!!! You don't need to know how that piece of utensil smells like. Jeez.

Scorpio Moon (shoutout to those who remember me accidentally calling them sporpio last time I made a post on Moons lol). I honestly don’t know what to tell you... I feel like all you hear about Scorpio Moon is 100% true, there’s nothing to debunk here. It’s the Moon of extremes. Prone to jealousy and surpressing emotions; severe trust issues; they’re instigators. I was low-key bullied by a few Scorpio Moons when I was in school so there’s that. Very secretive and private. Scorpio Moon will be like “I’m in control of the situation!!!!” and you’ll just look at them and think, yeah, right, looks like the situation is controlling you. But keep being in denial, sure. Like, don’t get me wrong, Scorpios in general can be TOTAL SWEETHEARTS OMG but ya’ll have issues. Even celebrities who have this placements... Think Beyonce or Lady Gaga, Miley Cyrus... I feel like they have issues lol, especially with control and the need for everything to be perfectly the way they want it to be. To be fair, that’s probably why they’re all so influential and high status: it’s either their way or highway. They need constant reinvention; they’re the ones to wake up one day and decide they’re going through a spiritual awakening blah blah. They also like to talk about dark and shocking topics while having casual lunch with you... So like, be warned that you may end up with a depressed mood after talking to them for 10 minutes. And their mood swings... don’t even get me started on that.

I don't know where to start with Virgo Moons... I feel like they're very calculated and nit-picky but they're a lot warmer than Virgo Suns. I think I called them softies in my last Moon post. Very sweet people but prone to anxiety. You gotta experience seeing them having a heart attack over someone mixing bananas with milk or messing with their stuff that’s been put in a perfect arrangement. I saw a Virgo Moon once literally squealing shouting "YOU'RE GONNA RUIN YOUR LAPTOP WITH THAT SUPERGLUE!!!" Highly entertaining to watch, not gonna lie. Gordon Ramsay has his Moon in Virgo - it’s conjunct Uranus and Pluto so that’s an extreme but I think him being fed up with people over small inconsistencies in their food prep is a perfect example of this energy (btw his chart is hilarious, it literally explains EVERYTHING). They're VERY picky with their food as well, just as Virgo Suns tend to be. Like, they’ll only have a specific type of single origin coffee or they’ll be vegan or something. Self-critical over their work, which is a plus... except for when finishing a simple task takes them a few hours because they want to make it perfect. They take everything seriously. This of course doesn't mean they're total bores - on the contrary, Mercurial energy gives them witty approach and a talent for choosing the right words at the right time. Tho they can be a bit awkward or shy with it. Can be as bubbly as Gemini but the grounded earthy energy gives them more practical and almost nurturing nature - earth signs are providers after all and Virgo is the sign of service - helping others is like their second nature. I’ve noticed they often find comfort in devoting themselves to a choosen task - this is why if they pursue something, they’re really good at it. They’re also very likely to dissect their emotions.

I’m not a fan of water Moons in general but Pisces Moon is the best water Moon in my opinion. Maybe because I like Pisces overall. I think it’s like a tweaked Sagittarius Moon - just more internalized, withdrawn & gloomy. But unlike Sag, who has a tendency to be an adventurous optimist, Pisces likes to focus on the negatives instead. Obviously, they can be very upbeat, they’re Jupiter-ruled after all, but there’s somehing whiny about them lol. Just like Sadges, they dream big and have their standards put up sooo high but if there's not much active energy in their charts, they’re often too passive to actually fullfill any of that - or I should say, they’re stuck daydreaming about it, believing it’ll just magically manifest for them... OR they do everything with an apathetic approach. What I do like about them is that they’re funny. And really chill - sometimes to the point of coming off as confused or hazy. I feel like a lot of them would just love to sleep all day... or sit by the lake and just think about the world. Most of them are also compassionate folks - again, maybe a bit too much. Hey Pisces, you don’t have to take everything to heart, it’s okay. On the bright side, they have big imagination and the ability to disconnect and just create. I have a few Pisces Moons in the family: one’s that sleepy artistic type with grand visions, one is an asshole-ish but funny entrepreneur with a questionable work ethic and one is a witty IT guy who’s actually a workaholic and likes to shut in his own world of computers and numbers or whatever he does there... So there’s this factor of tunnel vision, escapism and, on the more negative side, being kinda iffy and almost addicted to the way they want things to be. Once they set their eyes on something it’s done deal…

My issue with Capricorn Moons is that they're often trying to be sooooo mature omg, like, loosen up a bit. It usually starts when they're in their later teens... They can be the most rebellious kid that likes to have fun and suddenly they'll be like "I'm too old for this ugh grow up" *judgmental stare*. My 18-year old niece once literally roasted my sister that she's in her 30s and still doesn't have her own place (well so do I so I guess she also indirectly roasted me as well???). And she was SO deadpan with it. Because she herself wants to be independent and start a family before turning 25. This is classic Capricorn Moon energy. They suck out joy out of everything lol. Of course, OF COURSE, it depends on the whole chart but I feel like worst-case scenario is that at one point in their life (or maybe even a few times throughout it) they go through a massive shake-up that makes them change their attitude and re-evaluate their structures. There's this multi-instrumentalist Yvette Young - she's a sweet, funny Cancer/Leo mix but her Moon is in Capricorn. She used to be a competitive pianist but the pressure that was put on her has led her to severe health issues. Like yes, she’s now an extremely talented musician - thanks to family’s expectations & a rigid schooling system (Saturn) but it did cost her a lot. She has recovered since then but I think it's a perfect example of this energy. It’s very ambitious and hardworking but emotionally demanding in the sense that you have to actually put your emotions aside in order to deal with the rest. Another thing, because Moon can be associated with family, there's often a weird dynamic surrounding this topic. I don't think I've met a Capricorn Moon that had a completely healthy and happy relationship with their fam or one of the family members. Or, alternatively, there can be a strong bond between one of them but usually created in the atmosphere of hardships.

Last but not least, Cancer Moons. I had three school friends with this placement and all of them made this sad, whiny face as they said „oh I don’t knoooow anymoreee”  when they were feeling torned or frustrated. To be fair, two of them are water Suns so for them, it added to the mushyness. All Cancer Moons I know are family people or better yet, baby people. One of those school friends is now a guidance counsellor, working with kids; the other turned her instagram into a gallery of her own child after she gave birth. So much kid content, omg. There’s also something very indecisive about them… or I should say, hesitant. They’re not very fast at making decisions. Also, what’s interesting, they’re kind of like walking libraries, they remember a lot – so they store a lot of information in their brains just like air signs but they process it in a completely different way – emotional, obviously. I think this also makes them hold grudges a lot. For them it’s more of a question of „how does it make me feel?” rather than „how valid is it?”. There’s certain stubborness in them in that regard because they don’t keep their minds open. It’s also hard for them to walk away from people and situations, like a crab pinching you with its claws – it won’t let go. Sensitive but not easy to open up; very protective of themselves and their loved ones & they tend to shut down in their crab shells. But they may crave connection and the feeling of belonging. Also very caring and with a big imagination. They’re very receptive of their environment so mood swings are a thing for them.

[moonofiron]

I have been thinking about Gintoki since quite a while and the conclusion I have reached is that the goofier a man, the more intimate he can get.

Here's something I've never tried before. It starts with my perception of Gintoki's kinks and collapses into a narrative about how a particular kink will play out when he's with his female SO.

(I think what I have done here is called an "HC" but I am not sure. All HCs I've read are in bullet points and this is... not in bullet points. So idk... I'm just out here tryna get this fucking concept OFF MY CHEST.)

Anime: Gintama

Characters: Sakata Gintoki x whoever you imagine his female SO to be!

Genre: Smut, explicit sexual content, kinks 🥵

Rating: M

Synopsis: Gintoki melts at the sight of her in a plain white t-shirt and panties

Word Count: 2,386

Minors, click here.

I think, above all, Gintoki has a MASSIVE kink for going bareback. But it manifests itself a little differently for him. Internally, he absolutely refuses to cum anywhere else. But he's also super conscious of his partner's needs and will cum anywhere his babe wants him to. It delights him that she's so eager. Even though it leaves him feeling a little unsatisfied, it's not a big deal because he feels so strongly for her. He does love cumming deep in the back of his partner's throat because it feels so similar to what he thinks it would feel like cumming inside her.

It's a tricky kink to work with because under his lazy-bum facade, he actually has a super strong sense of responsibility. This is also why he refuses to have casual sex with just anyone. He's the kind who has a deeply intimate, committed, and long-term relationship with his partner.

His "kink" is a completely unsaid thing though. He will never explicitly talk about it. He loves dirty talk (anything goes, really) but this is one thing he will not say out loud. So, essentially, his partner will never hear him say stuff like "let daddy fill you up/I'm gonna cum inside you/ Daddy's gonna fill up that tight, pretty cunt".

No, he's not shy. Nor is he a prude. He's just a sucker for the quietness around the act of him filling up his partner. He digs the submission of a woman just taking him in fully, without making it into a "kink" or reducing the act to something they both occasionally get off on. He wants his woman to treat it as routine, ordinary, and natural. Almost like aftercare. Nobody says out loud that they want to be taken care of after a rough fuck. It's expected and unsaid. The unsaid but sure nature of filling up his partner is what makes it unbearably initmate for him.

He absolutely can not control the pleasure of being nestled inside her in his most tender, vulnerable, yet powerful moments. He breaks and lights up at the same damn time. His focus is sharp and only on the way her body reacts, not the words they share. He stares intently and deeply into her eyes when he cums inside her, making her flinch at the intensity he is capable of. It is in these moments she fully grasps what he means when he says he owns her.

If his partner does mention him cumming inside her, (eg: I want you to cum inside me/ fill me up Daddy) he will grind his teeth and cover her mouth instantly and harshly, maybe put a couple of fingers in her mouth so she can't speak. If he says something, it'll be along the lines of, "Just shut up and take it," as he thrusts harder and deeper.

He will twitch inside his partner, grow slightly bigger, and cum sooner than usual. Subtle but controlled cues like his grip on her hair getting harder will let her know that this is actually something he really digs.

The first few times his partner and he get down and dirty, he will do anything to please her and in turn, himself. He'll lazily make her sit on his face in the mornings, finger her a lot (anywhere, anytime), make her fool around with toys for him, ask her to rub herself while he stares intently and licks his lips, and let her suck his cock. He'll fuck her when he wants but it'll always be with a condom. He'll let her ride the brains out of him, too. But, always with a condom.

When he absolutely can not take it any longer (say, about 4 months into a relationship), he will break. He will break at the sight of her in plain white panties and a white t-shirt, doing her own thing.

He'll be sitting on his chair, behind the desk. He'll clear his throat to grab her attention. He'll beckon her with his thick finger and she'll think it's going to be their usual fucking and loving. She'll bite her lips and exaggerate the sway in her hips as she walks towards him. The performative nature of the sensual way she walks towards him will make her breathe slightly heavily and the first few baby spots of wetness will bloom in the crotch of her panties.

When she finally reaches him, a smirk will be playing on his lips and his eyes will look sleepy at first. He'll hold her waist lightly and look up at her. She'll look down at him, smiling, a coy finger in her mouth and her other hand on his shoulder.

She'll notice a difference in the way he handles her. She'll notice that he's looking at her with such greed that it's making her falter. She'll sense something is off and ask if everything is ok.

"Hmm," he'll say in a deep voice against her stomach.

He'll slowly turn her around and make her sit on his lap. She'll turn back to look at him wide eyed and smiling shyly. It usually takes a solid 12 minutes of kissing, biting, and frantic touching to get him this hard. She'll still be a little taken aback by Gintoki's seriousness. He's usually goofy and playful or an outright sadistic and sexy beast.

He'll open up his zipper and its cool metal will make her squirm. His warm and fat cock will spring out and she'll feel its sweaty stickiness against her lower back. She'll gasp at and throb for his unusual, unprovoked arousal and quickly reach for his desk-drawer where he stashes all the condoms. She'll take one out and start to open up the wrapper only to have Gintoki take the half-opened condom from her delicate hands in between his teeth and spit it out far into the corner of the room; his hands will never leave her waist.

Her eyes will widen again and she'll start to say something but Gintoki will tilt his head and give her a look that'll make her shiver and shut up. A mix of fear and anticipation will make her stomach drop. She'll be dripping by now and surprised at how less it takes for her to be utterly slick and ready for him.

She'll find it unbearably intimidating to look him in the eye and will turn her head, only the find herself reflected back at her in the mirror next to them. Her nipples will be hard through her t-shirt, her naked legs will be between Gintoki's clothed ones.

Gintoki will use just one of his fingers to slide her white panties to the side and position the tip of his cock at her wetness.

He'll slowly breathe into her ear "I'm going to fuck you raw and deep..."

He'll wait just a moment for her reaction before saying, "or not at all."

He'll put his hand around her chin and make her turn her head to look at him.

“And, you will stay shut about it the entire time, yeah?"

She'll nod her head ever so slightly with parted lips and then bite her lip nervously and unconsciously. She'll have already started moving against the tip of his cock, making it completely slick with her wetness. Her clit will be throbbing in an anticipation she has never felt with Gintoki.

Without another word, he'll thrust himself inside of her in one long and quick motion. A silk moan will escape her mouth; she's never actually felt his warmth inside of her.

He'll fuck her painfully slow; she'll feel his girth stretch her out inch by inch. The sloppy and messy sound of the base of his cock rubbing against her clit after every stroke will be loud and clear in the afternoon quiet; it won't be covered by the usual frantic slapping of his balls against her clit. He'll be holding on to her waist so she doesn't try to move and change the rhythm or speed.

“Do you feel it?”

"Yea.." she'll moan.

“Do you like what you hear?”

“uhum..” is all she'll manage to say. She usually has no issues keeping up with conversations and dirty talk but she'll find it extremely hard to keep up with this particular conversation.

"Let me look at you pinching your nipples."

She'll catch him looking at her in the mirror and will immediately get to work.

"Harder. Don't cheat."

"Yes, sir."

"That's a good girl."

She'll falter at this and her legs will buckle. She'll feel Gintoki's hands hold her as he'll get up from the chair. He'll sit on the floor right in front of the mirror, still buried deep inside of her.

He'll snake his hand around to her clit and rub her agonizingly slowly, all the while fucking her with slow and deep thrusts. His other hand will be on top of her hands cupping her breasts. Her head will be thrown back on his shoulder and her waist and hips will match Gintoki's movements and rhythm. Everytime she'll be about to cum, he'll kiss and nibble at her jaw and stop rubbing her clit, edging her for hours on that day.

They'll eventually stop moving. They'll be panting because they can't take this relentless teasing anymore. He'll pull out and stand up, pick her up in her arms and take her to the futon where he'll lay her on her back. She'll spread herself wide and thrust her hips forward, holding his gaze all the while.

Gintoki will lick his fingers and stroke her swollen clit a few times before he starts to fuck her hard and deep. But, he'll still maintain a slow and steady tempo. The moment she'll start arching her back, he'll pull out and grin at her. Every time he'll pull out, she'll see his cock twitching, aching to be back inside. She'll notice it's equally hard for him to be edging for so long. She'll smirk. Gintoki will narrow his eyes at her. How dare she.

He'll start fucking her again, painfully slow, waiting to strike at the right moment. The moment he feels her back arching again, he'll pull out again. But, this time, instead of grinning at her and waiting for her to stop writhing, he'll slap her clit hard and then immediately rub it hard and fast. She'll go into a frenzy of screams and moans and her entire body will shiver, she will pull him down towards her and wrap her legs around him, his hand still not relenting her clit.

When she'll be completely spent, swollen, and sweating, her hair stuck to her breasts and neck, Gintoki will turn her around. She'll arch her back a bit, just for him. He'll guide his cock in the tight folds of her thighs, straight into her beautiful cunt, and start to fuck her at a slow pace all over again. She'll moan deep into the pillow, her face will be flushed from all the work, and her hands will be trying to reach at the back for his thighs. Gintoki will lie on top of her as he fucks her from behind. The moment she'll feel his weight on her, his sweat on her back, she'll cum around him, gushing, and the noises will get sloppier and louder.

She'll groan his name out loud in the pillow and he'll have turned her to her side by then. He'll put her head on his arm, spooning her. He'll hold her leg up as he'll thrust deep inside of her from behind. He'll hold her chin and turn her face to his to look at her flushed face, her mouth shaped a perfect small o, her eyes closed, eyebrows raised, in a kind of pleasure she's never felt before.

"Open your eyes."

She'll fling open her eyes and find him looking at her with an expression that makes her weak in her knees. She'll buck and jerk as she'll feel him finally going slightly faster with harder and shorter strokes. She'll feel him twitching inside her and she'll clench tighter around him, never breaking from his electrifying gaze that tells her he owns her completely.

A wild guttural sound she's never heard will escape Gintoki's throat. He'll moan her name hard as she'll feel his warmth spreading inside of her in bursts. She'll move to kiss his petal like lips, only to be thrusted once again with such force that her eyes will widen with the suddeness of it. He'll ease out of her slowly, in short thursts, and once he's fully out, he'll lift her leg higher to get a better view of her cunt, messy and slick with his cum dripping out. He'll throb, and be unable to control himself, and give her one last deep and hard thrust again. She'll make a high-pitched squeak at the suddeness again.

He'll stay inside her for a while, throbbing still. He'll be too spent to move but he'll kiss her face and feel her sweaty body with his firm hands fervently.

They'll both fall asleep, exhausted, in each other's arms.

Gintoki will wake up before her. It'll be dinner time. She'll wake up to him by her side in a towel, wet and fresh from his bath. He'll be wiping her legs and thighs with a warm and wet cloth, and smiling while he watches her wake up. She'll start to say something but he'll cut her off and say, "Dinner's ready, doll." He'll kiss her jaw and then her forehead and leave the room.

She'll sit up in bed, her entire body will be aching. She'll notice a packet on the corner of the bed. She'll pick it up and see that it has a morning-after pill, a pregnancy test, and a follow-up appointment with her usual gynaecologist. She'll blush a deep a red when she sees a glass of water by her bed-side.

"When the fuck did he become so...un-lazy? Where has he been hiding this side of him?!" She'll say out loud in disbelief.

//

Afterthougts:

In the first few months, Gintoki will make a conscious effort to get accustomed to his partner's menstruation cycle. He'll make sure he knows the days she's least fertile so he can minimize the risk of her getting knocked up. If that's not intimate and hella caring idk what the fuck is.

[emmyhem]

always (l.r.h)

a/n: hi everyone! this is a lil angsty piece i wanted to get up. i just want to say again how sorry i am for not getting anything up for the past two weeks, i’ve just been overwhelmed with some stuff for my classes, but i am starting to get back in the swing of things now. also, this is unedited as i was rushing to get it up in time. i do plan on posting something else tomorrow night and hopefully i’ll be posting pretty consistently from now on. also this does end kind of abruptly but i wanted to leave it like that because i’m a sucker for angst, with that being said i would be happy to write a part two if that’s something you’d be interested in. anyway, feedback and comments are appreciated as always and i hope you’re all having an amazing day/night. enjoy! - emmy <33

pairing: luke hemmings x fem!reader 

summary: luke recounts his mistake and hopes he can patch things up with his always. 

warnings:  very brief mention of sex, cursing, mentions of alcohol, luke’s being an asshole, mention of pinching (idk), slight insecurity from the reader, lots of angst :( 

word count: 2.6k

Luke had always hated the quiet. That’s when his thoughts were the loudest. That must be why he had never really liked being alone with himself. 

Tonight in particular, his thoughts were practically screaming, one word over and over again. 

“Y/n”

For the past two years that name had acted as his most favorite word, one that he would utter whenever he had gotten the chance. Whether it be to brag about your recent accomplishments to his friends, to catch your attention from another room, or falling from his lips with a sigh of pleasure as he reached completion with you laying breathlessly beneath him. 

Now the word seemed torturous, the last time he uttered it replaying on a relentless loop in his head. 

It was your 2nd anniversary. Dinner had been laid out on the table for an hour. Two glasses of wine sat untouched in front of a vase of roses you had picked out at the florist earlier that morning, and there was no sign of Luke. 

You were wracking through your brain as you watched a petal fall from a rose and land lightly in one of the glasses. 

Had you gotten the time wrong? 

But you were sure that the two of you had agreed on 8:00 for dinner, that way you had time to get everything ready after getting home from work, and Luke wouldn’t have to rush to leave the studio. 

Yet somehow you found yourself staring at the now cold dinner at 9:30, with absolutely no word from Luke. You wanted to call, if for no other reason than to check he was still alive and breathing, but your nerves stopped you from doing that, not wanting to take on the role of the overbearing girlfriend. 

Your stomach growled hungrily over the light music that was playing through the house speakers. So, begrudgingly you took a bite of the pasta on your plate before downing your entire glass of wine. 

Luke arrived home about 2 hours later, a bouquet of your favorite flowers in hand. He caught sight of the table, with one setting completely untouched as he hung up his coat, causing guilt to pang in his chest. 

“Baby,” he called out, carrying himself to your shared bedroom.

When no response came his heart rate sped up in fear that you had left. 

“Y/n” he called, louder this time with a sense of urgency clear in his voice.  

That’s when he spotted a person sized lump underneath the duvet. Releasing a sigh of relief he moved towards you, peeling the blankets off and leaving a soft kiss on your shoulder. 

This caused you to stir a bit, eyes fluttering open to meet him. 

“Hi, my love.” he cooed. 

A frown was prominent on your face, and a crease separated your eyebrows as they furrowed angrily. 

“I’m sorry I’m late. We got a bit carried away in the studio, but in good news the album is coming along great. M’so excited for you to hear it” 

You had always tried to be understanding of Luke’s job for many reasons. One being that you both reaped the benefit of his success, you wanted for essentially nothing, had a nice house, the opportunity to travel, and Luke often spoiled you with gifts even if you asked him not to. Another being how happy it made your boyfriend. Music truly was his passion, and he was so talented that you wouldn’t want for him to ever put his work on the back burner for you. 

With that being said, you made a point to take time off to spend time with him whenever you were able to. You had even changed jobs because your last one hadn’t allowed you to go on tour with him, which he had been adamant about, insisting, “There’s no way I can be away from you for that long.” 

And you were happy to do all of those things, because you were in love, and  you felt incredibly lucky to even be a part of his world. But you did start to question things as your relationship went on. It felt like Luke didn’t even consider your job. He only saw it as something that took you away from him. 

You had worked hard to get where you were in the occupational field. Without your job all you would have to do is sit around and wait for Luke to be ready for you, and you just couldn’t live like that. 

Luke turned on the lamp on your nightstand as you slowly sat up in bed. 

“2 weeks Luke, we’ve had these plans for two weeks.” 

“I know baby I tried, but you know how it is when inspiration strikes.” he dismissed while sitting the flowers on the ground. 

“No, I don’t. Do you not think that I have things I could be doing for work? Cause I do, and I choose this over all of that.” you huffed in frustration. 

Luke took a deep breath while subtly rolling his eyes. 

“Y/n, I’m sorry for missing dinner, but you don’t understand the pressure I’m under, from the fans, the label, management, and the band.” 

“I know that you work hard and I know how important this is to you, and I’m so proud of you, but I’m proud of us too and I would’ve liked to have a night for just us.” you tried to explain. “Not to mention the fact that I’m under pressure in my job too and I always find time for you, no matter what.” 

“Yea, you have pressure from a job that you don’t need.” his voice rising in anger with each word as he paced around the room. 

“How many times do I have to tell you Luke? It’s my job, it’s a part of my life and I don’t plan on giving it up anytime soon.” you shouted. 

“Great.” he replied sarcastically. “Then you should understand that I won’t give up my job anytime soon.” 

“I’m not asking you to, I’m just asking for a bit of consideration, and just a sliver of your time.” 

“I’m working to make us more money.” he stated.

“Luke, we don’t need any more money. You should be working because you enjoy it and because it’s your passion.”

He let out a condescending laugh before turning to look in your eyes. 

“Yea, well you don’t seem to mind all the money when you're sitting at home in the house that I bought, and leeching off of my bank account on the daily. D’ya think you could afford all the shit you have just based on your salary?” he spat crudely. 

You physically leaned back as if the words had just actually been thrown at you. They must’ve, because the pain they caused felt far too real to just be emotional. You opened your mouth to fight back, to scream, to do something but the lump in your throat prevented anything to come out other than a sad, and pathetic squeak. 

Was that what he thought about you? 

This had caught you completely off guard. Sure, you were expecting an argument, you’d even say you were expecting a big one, but you would’ve never guessed he would throw this in your face. 

You felt betrayed. It had always made you insecure that you were making such little money compared to your boyfriend. 

Some days after receiving your paycheck you would go out and spend it all on Luke, solely because you wanted to know that you could contribute too. You would do that whenever you got the chance, to reassure that your work was important, and valid. And mainly to show Luke that you appreciated all he did for you. 

He would always reply, “You don’t have to do this, love. I like spoiling my girl.” 

Yeah right. 

“I wasn’t, I m-mean I don’t try to lee-,” you paused, the word feeling too gross to repeat back. 

“Well, you do whether you're trying or not so the least you can do is give me a break occasionally.” he spoke casually, while changing into sweats as if he wasn’t ripping you apart with every word. 

You kept a blank stare at the bedroom door, your eyes already stinging with unshed tears. You wished you could be angrier but his words left you questioning and feeling guilty. 

As hard as you’d tried to provide for yourself and make your own way you couldn’t help but wonder if you had subconsciously started leaning on him, more than you had ever wanted. 

Luke continued getting ready for bed, not taking a second look at you since hitting you with his harsh words. 

“I-I’m sorry.” you croaked. 

“It’s fine, Y/n I just wish you could’ve been slightly more understanding.” he continued, still not facing you. 

“I think that maybe, I mean, um I gotta go.” you were speaking through tears, as you abruptly stood from the bed and hurried to leave the room. 

This caught Luke’s attention causing him to spin in your direction at lightning speed, finally taking in your emotional state.

“Going? Going where? I-what are you talking about?” 

You didn’t reply, grabbing your keys, bag, and shoes as you continued to speed to the front door. 

“Y/n!” he continued, following closely behind you. 

You paused at the front door and turned to meet his eyes. His stressed appearance subsided as you allowed him the opportunity to talk. 

“You’re upset.” he concluded, reaching a hand out to hold your cheek.

You leaned away from his touch and shook your head lightly, “M’not.” 

His features softened and he took another step closer to you, “You are. I’m sorry, I was harsh.” 

“No, I’m sorry. I didn’t know.” 

“Didn’t know?” 

“I don’t want t-to leech” you stuttered out. 

This rendered Luke speechless, realizing how cruel his words had been. You had taken this as an opportunity to exit the house, quickly running to your car. Luke made it to the driveway just in time to see you drive away. 

“Fuck” he snapped, jogging back towards the house to get his phone and call you in hopes of convincing you to come back. 

After calling you at least 20 times with no response he conceded and decided he should try and get some sleep, that way he was rested enough to get you to forgive him in the morning. 

His body fell naturally to his side of the bed, but his eyes lingered on where you typically laid. 

Rolling onto his back, eyes finding the ceiling he muttered to himself, “I’m an idiot.” 

Eventually he was tiring out, the bedroom ceiling growing extremely boring after staring for so long. He turned on his side to hug your pillow to his chest. As his hand slid under the pillow it came into contact with an envelope that had been hidden underneath. 

He sat up and flicked on a lamp to read the front, “To my Lu” 

He could tell that you had taken your time penciling on your words, each letter was flawless and written delicately. Before ripping it open he hesitated, questioning whether or not he even deserved to see what was inside after the way he spoke to you. The selfish part of his brain won for the second time that night. 

The first thing he saw after opening was two airline tickets situated just in front of a folded piece of notebook paper. 

He held his breath as he brought them into the light, two roundtrip business tickets to Sydney. 

He rushed to read the note you had left with them, unfolding it quickly. 

“Lu, 

Happy two years, my love. I can’t believe I’ve been lucky enough to call you mine for this long. Not a day goes by where I’m not in complete and utter awe of you and everything you do for me. I know how hard you work and how much you miss home and your family while you continue to grow in your music, and in yourself everyday. I know these aren’t the best tickets you’ve ever had by any means or the most extravagant vacation you’ve taken, but I wanted to show you how much I love you and how much I know you deserve, and need a break. We have 2 weeks, we leave tomorrow. I’ve worked it all out with the guys and your label. I know this is just a small way to repay you for the way you’ve taken care of me and the way you’ve loved me so selflessly for so long but I hope it shows you just a sliver of how much I love you. 

Yours always, 

               Y/n” 

He traced the letters of your name repeatedly as he blinked back a few stinging tears, before falling asleep, the note clutched tightly to his chest. 

That was a week, and about 100 missed calls ago.

About two days after you left, your friend had called to let him know that you were safe and staying with her for the time being. It had slightly lessened his worry, but the guilt he felt grew exponentially each day he had no reason to say your name.

He had claimed your side of the bed as his own in hopes that it would bring you closer to him. When he had finally dragged himself out of bed to shower he used your body wash and as embarrassing as it sounds nearly cried when the room was flooded with the familiar rose scented steam. And tonight while scouring through the liquor cabinet and feeling completely sorry for himself he had come across a bottle of tequila that you had purchased on your most recent vacation. 

Luke had put a serious dent in it by the time he was done scrolling through all of his pictures of you, and his finger began to itch with the need to call you. 

Through blurry and clouded eyes he located your contact, a breath hitching in his throat when he clicked the call button. 

With each unanswered ring he pinched his wrist, willing himself to wake up and discover this was all just some horrible nightmare, that he would just roll over and see you curled up next to him, warm, and sweet, and perfect. So fucking perfect. 

“You’ve reached y/n. Sorry I can’t get to the phone, leave a message and I’ll get back to you. Thanks” 

But it’s not his nightmare that got him here, it’s his mistake. 

“Y/n,” he croaked, his voice hoarse and scratchy as he hasn’t used it much in the past couple of days. 

“I don’t know what to do anymore, I miss you and I’m sorry. I-” his heart was pounding and his intoxication numbed him from the feeling of  the hot tears that streamed down his face as he continued. “M’selfish baby. I’m so selfish and I was talking out of my ass that night, of course you’re not leeching. That’s fucking ridiculous, you couldn’t be, I give you nothing compared to what you give me. I just don’t know how to admit I’m wrong and the money is bullshit, it doesn’t matter, we could both live without it.”  his chest felt tight as he took a large gulp of air. “I-I can’t live without you, really I don’t think I can. I need you and I love you. I love you so much. Just please come home to me, please baby. I need you with me, and I want to fucking give you the world and I know you don’t need me to give it to you. I want to. I just-I want to give you everything, anything. You can have it all. It’s yours. I’m yours, alwa-”  his pleads were cut off by the dial tone. 

“Always.” he repeated, staring at the black screen. 

pt. 2

[ticklishfiend]

Princess (My Hero Academia)

Ships : Lee!Jirou/Ler!Momo

A/N : OKAY!! ITS FINALLY UP!! i’m sorry it took so long lol tumblr was being a lesbophobic hoe 🙄‼️ anyways if it’s still messed up idk what to tell u LMAO i tried 😩 but tysm anons for the prompts!! i love this ship with my whole heart lol <33

Summary : Jirou is desperate for Momo’s attention, and once she finally gets it, she’s not sure if she loves it or hates it (jk they both know the answer to that lol)

Word Count : 1621 (sorry it’s so short!!)

REBLOGS ARE ALWAYS APPRECIATED!! MWAH <33

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“Momoooo,” Jirou whined, flopping herself down on the pillows next to her girlfriend, who seemed to be lost in a book instead of paying attention to her girlfriend in need. When Momo didn’t respond to her whines, only smirking slightly at the girl’s fussing, Jirou groaned, flipping her body over and dramatically stuffing her face into her pillow.

“Momoo, pleeease,” her gripes were muffled into the fabric of the pretty pink pillowcase, but Momo heard it nonetheless, sighing as she closed her book to finally peer at her girlfriend, who was honestly still mid-tantrum.

“Please what, princess?” Momo smiled as she heard Jirou gasp at the pet name, the violet haired teen whipping her head up to glare at her girlfriend (though the blush on her cheeks did little to intimidate the girl). Momo grinned. “I know you like being called that, stop pretending.”

“Attention?” the raven-haired girl finished for her, finally sitting her book down on her nightstand much to Jirou’s pleasure. Momo opened up the arm closest to Jirou, inviting her into her space. “Y’know, you shouldn’t whine to get what you want.”

“Attention?” the raven-haired girl finished for her, finally sitting her book down on her nightstand much to Jirou’s pleasure. Momo opened up the arm closest to Jirou, inviting her into her space. “Y’know, you shouldn’t whine to get what you want.”

Jirou beamed at the invitation, quickly snuggling herself into her girlfriend’s loving warmth before she could change her mind. “I knowww, but I just really wanted you right now,” Jirou sighed in content as they adjusted their positions for comfort. Momo prompted to lay them both down with their heads against the pillows, Jirou facing Momo’s body with the raven haired girl’s face to snuggle into Jirou’s neck. Momo’s arms were wrapped protectively around Jirou’s waist, pulling her in as close as she could go as if to claim her even with no one around.

Jirou sighed happily as Momo pressed a light kiss to her jaw, the musical teen even subtly stretching her neck out a little further to invite the girl into the vulnerable and sensitive space. Momo just smiled, kissing up the girl’s jaw, her lips travelling closer and closer to Jirou’s ears with every loving peck. Momo didn’t miss the pretty little goosebumps that appeared on the girl’s pale expanse of skin, Jirou even shuddering slightly when Momo would press her lips to particularly sensitive areas along her neck.

“I know it’s kinda weird but...god, I love your neck,” Momo sighed, going in to kiss at the neck with more purpose now that her love for it was out in the open (as if Jirou didn’t know already). Jirou couldn’t help the way her shoulders slowly scrunched upwards instinctually, the corners of her mouth curving up into a bared teeth smile. Momo just pressed forth despite the scrunching, even nuzzling her nose into the skin causing jirou to just barely gasp. “No no no, don’t try hiding it from me now.”

“But it tickles!” Jirou whined, squirming in her girlfriend’s hold as if annoyed by the situation (which they both knew couldn’t be farther from the truth, Jirou was a sucker for almost all kinds of Momo’s attention, and her girlfriend knew it all too well).

Momo just chuckled, nibbling into her neck playfully, eliciting little squeals from the girl pressed closely into her chest. “Oh c’mon, I know you love this,” Momo muffled into the girls neck before continuing her ticklish nibbles, even travelling up far enough to nibble at the space where her earlobes met her earphone jacks. Jirou broke into a crumble of high-pitched giggles and squeaks, her legs kicking softly at the sheets. “Aww, look at you baby, you’re so ticklish~”

“Quhuhit!” Jirou fussed, her hands coming up to push at bat at Momo’s chest area right under her neck, but purposefully not hard enough to truly push the girl away.

While continuing her little feast on the girl’s sensitive neck, Momo started pinching playfully along Jirou’s side. Jirou squealed, curling up into herself as much as she could in their cuddled position, her squirming kicking up a notch as Momo’s fingers curled around towards her ticklish back.

“AHAH! Momohoho! Plehe-HEHEASE!” Jirou screamed when she felt Momo’s fingers slip traitorously underneath the fabric of her shirt. Jirou’s hands took to clutching desperately at the front of Momo’s sweater, laughing gleefully and freely as her girlfriend continued to tickle her silly.

“Please what?” Momo teased with a smile, delighted when she got no further protests from the girl. She couldn't get enough of Jirou’s giggles and squeaks, almost wishing she herself had Jirou’s quirk just so she could hear those beautiful sounds with a heightened sensitivity. No matter, though. She could get easily more giggles out of her little princess with ease. “Hold on, I wanna try something.”

Momo ceased her tickling momentarily to adjust her position. Jirou breathed heavily underneath her with a bright smile on her face, trace giggles still slipping without her meaning to let them. Momo took to straddling the girl, gently taking her hands and placing them under knees with no protests. She looked up to her girlfriend’s face, more than pleased to find the girl had taken to blushing furiously, her eyes averting away from Momo’s as to not embarrass herself even further. “Goodness, you’re adorable,” Momo sighed with a smile, delighted when she saw a wobbly smile creep onto her girl’s face. Momo let her fingers slip teasingly underneath Jirou’s shirt, the girl gasping, her tummy jolting slightly at the sudden sensation. “The safeword is ‘grapefruit,’ okay, princess?” Momo tilted her head, smiling when she received a quick nod from her girlfriend pinned beneath her happily. “I know you like to protest, so I thought it’d be a good idea,” Momo hummed before finally, finally, lightly scribbling her nails all around Jirou’s quivering tummy.

Jirou melted into her giggles, succumbing to the goofy sensations and allowing herself to just feel good, despite how torturously on fire all of her nerves were at the moment. Momo’s fingers tickled at the underside of the girl’s sides, a spot she knew would get Jirou pleading in no time.

“Ohohoho nohoho! Wahahahit! Momohoho!” Jirou’s eyes were squeezed tightly shut as she barely kicked behind Momo, her hands clenching tightly under her girlfriend’s knees. Momo kept one hand on the girl’s sensitive side, her other travelling towards Jirou’s belly button. She circled around the navel teasingly, beaming at the panicked look on Jirou’s blushed face. “Nononono! Nohot thehere! It’s sohohoho bad thehere!” Jirou pleaded, her belly bouncing through her giggles.

“Aww, you too sensitive, princess? Too ticklish to take it?” Momo teased, dipping her finger into the little button and swirling it around. Jirou squealed loudly, arching her back at the sensations before flopping back down on the bed, squirming around vigorously and pleading all the while. Momo took note of how their safeword had yet to be uttered. “I’m barely touching you, sweetheart. Are you suuuure it tickles that bad?”

“YEHEHES! IT DOHOHOES! PLEHEHEASE!” Jirou begged, screaming when she felt a mischievous thumb dig and massage circles into the sides of her tummy. “NAHAHA! NOHOHOT THAHAHAT! PLEHEHEHASE, MOMOHOHO!”

“Whatsa matter, baby? Is your tummy ticklish? Your tummy a really bad spot?” Momo loved teasing her girl like this, she absolutely adored the blush it would paint all over Jirou’s cute little face. She loved the way it made her squirm around, made her plead even though they both knew she loved every last ounce of it.

“NAHAHAHA! I CAHAHAN’T!” Jirou babbled, throwing her head back against the pillows in ticklish mirth. Momo chuckled before finally taking it easy on her baby, slowing her hands down to trace evil little shapes into the girls sensitive sides. Jirou wiggled and squirmed, still giggling helplessly from the sensations.

“Ehehehe! Momohoho!” Jirou squeezed her eyes shut tight during her giggles, like she was trying to shield her vision from the teasing smirk Momo wore every time she tickled her to pieces. “Thihis tickles wohohohorse!”

“Aw, does it really?” Momo cooed genuinely, not even trying to tease this time around. She was just in serious awe of how adorable her girlfriend could be without even trying. She finally slowed her hands down completely, taking her knees off of the girl’s hands. She rubbed soothingly along Jirou’s bare tummy, the girl still twitching every now and then at the fact her most ticklish spot was still being touched. Jirou placed her hands on top of Momo’s thighs, finally looking up into Momo’s eyes with the utmost love plastered all over her face.

“I love you,” Jirou breathed, giving Momo’s thigh a loving squeeze. Momo felt like she could melt, right here, right now, in this exact moment, and she would be perfect with that. Momo continued her soothing rub along one of Jirous sides, moving her other hand up to squeeze onto Jirou’s hand lovingly.

“I love you too, princess,” Momo smiled at the little flustered falter Jirou’s eyebrows gave at the nickname. “So, so much.”

Momo leaned down to cup Jirou’s face with her hand, kissing her softly but with purpose. They kissed for a while, before finally pulling away and snuggling back into one another.

“Thank you,” Jirou muffled into Momo’s chest, curling up into the girl’s warmth. Momo just chuckled, petting at the girl’s head just the way she knew she loved it.

“Of course, love,” Momo kissed the top of her head as they both began dozing off into the most comfortable and warm sleep they’d had in a while.

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A/N : sorry this was so short!! i didn't expect it to take this long to fucking upload so i didn't work rlly hard on it LMAOO but i hope u enjoyed nonetheless haha, much love!! <33

[tooweirdforyou]

How Law, Doffy + Corazon Hug & Kiss Their S/O

A/N : idk I couldn’t think of any characters.

I know I said no fics, but my school schedule is changing and I’m going to be super stressed and I won’t be able to post anything then, so here’s some quick stuff.

Summary : how these three one piece boys would kiss and cuddle their significant other.

Doflamingo

Now Doflamingo isn’t one for huge affection, at least not so much.

He has a reputation to uphold. In front of others, he has an image set and doesn’t want it to be taken away.

However, when you two are alone, he’s a little more loving.

“You won’t tell anyone about this, right, [Name]? I have an image to protect..” [ referring to him being softer around you ]

How Doffy Cuddles You : On His Lap / Bridal kinda?

Doflamingo enjoys relaxing in his room, in his royal throne as king. So naturally he wants you to sit with him.

His legs are spread wide and secures you on his lap, but moves you so you sit sideways. Legs over his thigh, ass on the cushion between his legs and back supported by his arm while your head rests on his shoulder.

While one arm is around you, the other is resting on your thigh and depending on his mood, it can lead to up further.

How Doffy Would Kiss You : Neck Kisses

Doflamingo is one of those types, so no matter what angle it is, he’s coming up and attacking your upper, lower, anywhere he has access to.

Will leave a hickey or two. Or perhaps even more depending on how far he gets.

Will trail down to your collarbone every so often.

He chooses the neck because it gives a symbol of dominance. ‘Ownership’ in a way. So people will know who you belong to when he marks you.

Another Way Doffy Kisses You : Straight On The Lips

His kisses are usually deep and will be lustful most of the time. His hand will be on the back of your head, neck, or cupping your chin as he pulls you up to meet with his own lips.

However, rarely but definitely possible, there are occasions where he’s soft.

When this happens, Doflamingo is softer, his hands cupping your cheeks carefully and captures your lips with care, passion and love.

Nicknames Doffy Would Give : Royal Types?

Princess

Empress

My Queen

Idk.

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Rosinante

Rosinante won’t quite admit it but he is a sucker for affection. He loves the little things that you two do for each other but he’d return any love you give him, twice as much.

He has the widest, lovingly smile as he expresses his love for you any way he can, and he just feels so in awe.

Almost in disbelief that he ended up with someone like you. It makes him tear up. He’s so in love.

“[Name]-san.. I really am so in love with you..”

How Rosi Hugs You : Back Hugs

Rosinante is tall and no matter how tall you are, he loves it.

He loves how he can just walk up behind you and wrap his arms around your body tightly, his head resting on top of yours as you lean back into his chest.

He holds the widest grin and waddles you both back and forth, inducing laughs from the two of you as you both end up falling onto the ground, with you on top of him.

How Rosi Kisses You : Hand Kisses

I believe Rosi would love to give hand kisses, like a prince. He wants to feel like a prince, a knight, a protector.

As long as he can keep you from harm, he doesn’t care what happens. He just wants you to be safe.

It’s not a huge gesture but it’s a meaningful one, as his large hands hold yours and brings the back of his to his soft lips, placing a gentle kiss onto it.

How Else Rosi Hugs You : Bear Hugs

His arms and legs are long. If he went away on a mission or something and finally came back, standing in front of you,

Whatever he was holding is now on the ground and he stands with his arms spread wide as he braces himself. This gesture tells you to run and jump into his arms and that is exactly what you do.

His big, warm, loving smile is enough for you.

Once you jump onto him, Cora stumbles a little bit but manages to balance as he instantly wraps his arms around you protectively, and since he’s tall, it’s so comforting and secure.

Nicknames Rosinante Would Give : Domestic Types?

Darling

Dear

My love

Sweetheart

Honey

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Law

Like Doffy, Law isn’t very the affectionate type, but he definitely is touch-starved. He wants to experience affection but will never admit it.

He’s not too good at expressing it in public or perhaps he chooses not to, but he warms up and gets better when you two are alone in the room.

In the beginning, he may be a little embarrassed or just shy, but he becomes much better and even a little bolder later on.

How Law Hugs You : Securely / Comfortingly

This is more for Law. When he’s having a really rough and stressful day, especially involving Luffy, he just needs some quiet care and your arms is one of the best places he could be.

Just resting and relaxing his exhaustion onto you as he lays his chin on your shoulder and wraps his arms around your waist, yours around his upper body or neck.

It’s tight, silence but comfortable. Secure to keep you both safe and to prevent the other from leaving. Moments like these, you two could just stay like for hours.

How Law Kisses You : Corner of The Lips

SUCH A TEASE, UGH.

Law would purposely do this, just because he knows how much it annoys you because he’s just millimeters away from your actual lips, but instead, chooses the spot right beside it.

Might as well kiss your cheek then instead!

One of his favorite spots because it’s worth seeing your expression, but he does eventually cave in and kisses you on the lips so you don’t sulk anymore.

Something Law Loves That You Do : Scalp Massage

When you first offered to do it, he declined saying he didn’t need it and in fact, believed it wouldn’t help.

But your persistence made him give in and say yes and ever since the first experience of feeling your delicate fingers rubbing soothe circles on his scalp through his locks of black hair, he never felt so serene and at ease.

So he often, he shyly asks you to give it to him when you feel like it. Prefers when you ask him lol.

He truly enjoys it after an exhausting day and almost every time, ends up falling asleep with his head in your lap, because of how relaxing it is.

Nicknames Law Would Give You : Memorable Types

Such as.. “pomeranian” because perhaps you are small in height and short tempered or just temperamental in general.

Some sort of signature thing you do, he’d nickname you after it.

And of course, just [Name]-ya.

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A/N : did I do okay? :> hope you enjoyed.