#idk I just love him

[overtake]

x | x | x

[blondepw]

and i don’t mean to be parasocial or woobify a grown man who i don’t know. but it makes me really happy that pete wentz gets to have wrinkles and kids and grey hair

[krsvchh]

[twig-collector]

Tommy Bracco Spot Conlon like if you agree

[squash1]

do you ever think about how maybe all gansey wanted was for his parents to ask him to stay?? how a 14/15 year old just went to peru and the uk and all these places by himself and his parents did not question it. and yeah, gansey’s parents aren’t terrible mal-intentioned people, they just don’t really seem to care in a tangible way. a lot of the parental relationships in trc are representations of parents fucking up their kids trying Not to fuck up their kids. 15 year old gansey needed to feel worthy and loved by his parents more than he needed to find glendower. he needed them to say, stay here. and 10 year old gansey needed his parents to notice where he was at that party and shouldn’t have had to feel like his death was a stain on his parents perfect world. he needed them to say stay with us, be here with us.

[adamsrcnan]

"Thought I would hear a sermon in the furthest part of town. Guy said I was a heathen it was weighing me down"

[unhealtytophabeshipper]

[every-matsuda]

[kingkars]

He was the lambkin all along...

[dorkorder]

[justfranzz]

Working the case!

[toffeecoco1]

sometimes i think about sqh using his terrible english to send messages. i think about that

[ttalgi]

cupid ꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ / masterlist

synopsis: growing up a hopeless romantic, you always believed in cupid. however because of your social anxiety, you end up as a loner and start to lose hope,,until fate has you move nextdoor to diluc, the all-star bachelor of teyvat university

pairing: diluc x fem!y/n

genre: college au, neighbors au, popular/loner troupe, jock/nerd troupe, fluff, angst, written with some smau sprinkled in

status: ON HIATUS

taglist: open! comment/ send an ask to be added!

notes: i cannot stop looping cupid by fifty fifty which is how this series came to be. dividers by @cafekitsune

name's group ๑​ diluc's group

chapters

:01 feeling lonely

:02 wish id find a lover

:03 pls hold me

:04 crying in my room

:05 skeptical of love

:06 but still I want it

:07 a second chance to cupid <3

[deargravity]

i don’t want hajun to be mysterious, beautiful and elusive. i want him to see his messy, fractured moments. no more bare minimum details. i need to be acquainted with visceral details of his childhood.

give me 13 year old hajun in japan, alone and confused and still convinced that this whole thing is a ruse and his parents will come get him eventually. i need 14 year old hajun still clinging onto the hope that if he’s good enough and proves himself his parents will take him back. i want 15 year old hajun disabused of all his faith in his parents and realising home is nowhere now, and he is fundamentally unwantable unless he learns to wear the right masks and say the right things. little hajun who had to figure everything out by himself, while knowing his existence made no difference to his parents back home anyway. now it’s his life and the only person to whom it matters is himself.

i wonder if he had a phase where his anger was just like dongha’s — wet, guttural, thrashing, amorphous. when exactly did it take shape into the cold, sharp thing it is today? i want him slowly getting sick of breaking his own heart with his own wanting. i want him meeting allen and experiencing the terror of caring for someone for the first time. i want him falling back on the “vengeance on my parents” narrative because he can’t admit to himself that allen and anne appeared in his life at a time when his walls weren’t fully up yet and now they’re here to stay after he’s so carefully built himself up to avoid abandonment by avoiding intimacy altogether. i want to see him growing up and retreating slowly further and further into himself the more he realises he won’t be able to survive losing allen and anne, i want him disgusted by his own wanting and uncomfortable with himself but so distanced from his own feelings that the only way he can process / experience anything close to it is by antagonising others to create congruent reactions within them just so he knows what it’s like to feel something.

i want him alone in his room and suddenly so crushed by emotion but incapable of identifying them because he never grew up with the tools to define his own experience. maybe that’s also why making music with bae matters to him (since their theme revolves around taking charge of your own narrative). he built himself a sense of self from scratch and still he couldn’t outgrow his childhood fear of being unwanted. yeah he’s sadistic and callous and morally dubious, but he wasn’t born that way. i am asking once again i need the visceral detail. the guts of it. but i may be crazy.

[verstappenclerc]

oscar on his stories

[thinkingfandoms]

Dreamwork’s boys trinity✨