#idek if my name is in the system lmao

[filmsnroses]

still registering the fact that im graduating this summer but have already walked graduation two weeks ago. also starting a new job at a surgery clinic and i feel so so nervous, but excited bc this is what i’ve been dreaming for since i can remember. this week was my first week starting my new job and i literally was a lost puppy bc i don’t know anything!!!(and thats okay!!!) first day was on tuesday, i was standing in the surgery room overseeing two patients standing for 5 hrs straight in heavy lead gear...this transition of closing an era of my life and starting a new one feels so surreal !! like how is this my life! ? ! 

[eerna]

Heyyy i actually really loved the first Throne of Glass book back when the book first came out, I was rereading and rereading it before the 2nd book came out it was so good imo

Assassin girl who loves shopping but then who also has morals? Hot guys in the opposing side? Evil guys idek why they're evil for now (then)? Mystery and magic? Sure! Premise any 17 year old would love!

No my innocent 17yr old mind couldn't comprehend the killing off of the one poc character was totally unnecessary for the drama effect. Not yet by then but my senses were tingling. I was learning.

And then the 2nd one came out and she just began butchering the story. Look I'm not saying I'd be a better writer but the way she just ripped apart the characters that were supposed to have been on the mc's sides in the first book, blaming them for everything, moves on...and then uses the conflicts to basically make them into the bad/gray characters?

....then in the same breath just meets these new characters who's cooler (?) have more powers, and then she keeps unlocking more names (??) and became infinitely more powerful like a pokemon,

...her choices were All Right and the people she left became the Enemies?? It could've been sm more interesting to have the mystery and magic actually have had terrible cause and effect, an actually Good magic system instead of basically plummeting the mc into....magicdom of rightness

This is why HB magic series is so much better

ToG was just....it reeked of something like...a child's story, like if a teenage girl had a writing idea and then became too hormonal to write an actually good story. If we can rename an entire series, I think I wanna rename ToG as 'She Was Always Right'.

I'm not saying we can't have characters make bad decisions but to totally dunk them to make the mc look good?? No accountability on the mc because she's just All That?

And so I began hating on the series. I kept following up on the rest of it tho to see if it gets better. Spoiler, or not, it doesn't.

Then Acotar came out and i heard more things about it. What I picked up on was that the main male character Rhysand kept coming back to the bad guy to just rip him apart even when he's not doing anything to them. Rhysand is also a hot fae (im gonna vomit) similar to Rowan who's basically the Best male main character there is compared to anyone else

And it made me theorize, of how...this may have been venting of some sort by the writer from their own experiences lmao like what if sjm had an actually bad breakup that she keeps using as the punching bag in her mind for the characters that she dislike? just like Chaol that she hates sm to the point she had to cripple him, then make it like all was his fault? And then whoever this guy in Acotar is? Who's basically the placeholder for bad bad guy because now...that seems personal the way her main characters are always right.

I can't be the only one who thinks she's projecting herself into her characters, and not even in a good way

And so now i stay away from her books. You could've been cool, SJM, I'm sorry I thought you were

ToG anon here, lol i just wanna say that. I think for me and my bestie who adored the first book, and now can't and won't touch sjm books with a 1000ft pole, we were just really disappointed with how it turned out. And hate as we know is sm stronger when it actually started with loving something a lot. It Could've Been Good. Lots of magic stories are good in a way that her stories aren't. She just takes alllll the magic system and make it the mc bitch because she buffs them up sm her mcs are basically untouchable beautiful powerful ladies, it's Stupid. It became a fanfiction of selfprojection and self-righteousness and no accountability. If other people think we don't like her books because Sex. Then they're wrong. I couldn't care less about the sex. I read lots of books that have em that don't annoy me. Ok I'm gonna stop now sorry lmao

(I hope this is the ask you meant to continue on, my inbox is a mess rn so I'm sorry if I connected 2 different people)

Vent your frustrations, you're welcome here!! She has a tendency to discard the initial cast and write a whole new one for the MC and this romance/friend group is the bestest and the most powerful and the coolest found family in the WORLDDDD!!!! Years ago there was a supposed interview where she said she names characters she dislikes after her ex boyfriends, but I can't find a source for that so take it with a grain of salt. BUT I do have to say that in ToG she at least tries to fix it, giving Chaol an entire 600 page solo book and allowing Chaol, Dorian and Aelin have their entire "besties who have forgiven each other" conclusion in the final book. And also I didn't mind that retcon all that much bc all of my fave characters showed up thanks to it, and I really disliked Chaol from the get-go so I liked how everyone kept clowning on him bsdjakbaksfk. But it is totally a valid complaint, it is understandable that seeing characters you're interested in be discarded and character assassinated is really annoying.

[littlemisspascal]

Hey! Super appreciate all the work you do, and I was wondering what tags you follow for fics? I have a fic writing blog (clawdeewritesfanfic) and I just wanna make sure i'm tagging correctly lmao, it's been a while for me posting things and I"m trying to go off of what others are tagging as, as well as staying in the 'only first 5 counts' tag system which idek if that is still the 'rule' for tumblr

but also if you could add my fic blog to your round up 👉👈

Hi there! So since the Library is, at this present moment in time, mostly centered on Reader fics since I'm pretty active in that part of the fanfic community, the tags I usually check first are (Pedro character name) x Reader or (Pedro character name) x You. Then I do a check through the tag for the character name itself, but that tag can also usually be pretty heavy with non-fic posts so it's not my personally preferred method. Also to help me keep track of things, I rely on reblogs from mutuals and fic rec lists and also people personally tagging me :)

Definitely I can add you next free chance I get! Thanks for reaching out so nicely!

[tall-legs-no-brain]

1.) We got our system name from a Kim Petras song called "Massacre". It's basically supposed to represent our system of like we have some girly glamorous people and some who are more edgy and dark. It sounds so cringe when I say it like that but it's slay I swear. It's also inspired this creepy cute theme we have.

2.) Idek most of us have horrible memory if I think of one I'll say it later.

3.) Honestly not sure what that is.

4.) Nope I don't think it's possible w OSDD-1b.

5.) For us it's usually just like disassociation.

6.) Listening to music for sure, I think that's something we all collectively love. I lot of us also enjoy writing.

7.) About 20 I think? Not sure.

8.) Mhm!

9.) We all like art just none of us are very good at drawing/painting but like writing, singing, dancing, etc for sure.

10.) Not very easily.

11.) Fictive-heavy but we have quite a bit of factives too.

12.) There's too many.

13.) Not a ton.

14.) Depends on the person!

15.) Our headspace is like a very sanitized 'perfect home' type of thing. It's really calm and relaxing.

16.) Yes, I'm one of a few.

17.) Once again depends on the person but usually chilling and listening to music.

18.) Honestly same as above but everyone's different.

19.) It was just little things we noticed over the course of our life then did more research on systems and was like holy shit!

20.) Mhm! We graduated 2 years ago but Marina and Anna used to help us with schoolwork and a lot of our headmates have already agreed to help out at work when we get a job.

21.) Me, Mateo, Chloe, Marina and sometimes Muffet, Rachel, and Ally will follow one of us. But it changes every so often.

22.) Well we have a lot of people from Undertale, Life is Strange, Heathers, Hazbin/Helluva and singer factives.

23.) UHH idk look at all my stan posts that's something I enjoy talking about LMAO

system ask meme

🍄 - how did you get your system name?

👾 - funniest out of context system quote?

🎉 - favorite system holiday?

🌙 - do you have subsystems?

☕ - what is switching like for you?

💫 - are there any hobbies you all have?

💾 - what's your headcount?

👻 - do your alters/headmates have different voices or speech patterns?

🎨 - does anyone in your system like art?

🥀 - how easily does the system split?

🦖 - is your system fictive-heavy? factive-heavy? neutral?

🎵 - what songs remind you of your alters/headmates?

❓ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🎮 - what do your alters/headmates do in their free time?

🪐 - what is headspace like for you?

🍐 - are there any non-human alters/headmates?

🪫 - what do you all do to recharge?

🌧️ - how does the system cope with stress?

🔦 - how did you discover your system?

🌟 - do any alters help out with school/work?

🌊 - who are your frequent fronters?

🎁 - have you ever bought your alters/headmates things?

☘️ - what are your introjects/fictives usually sourced from?

💬 - free space!! tell me about something!

[herebyhalfpint]

I KNOW you're probably not supposed to share WIP text when writing a novel but idek if this thing will ever make it to the query stage, let alone any scenes making it to the first draft. I'm not sure what I'm doing with it other than ripping it out of my noggin so I understand what's happening for the game and comic

And I'm probably going to delete this or edit the post to redact lmao

Everyone except Theo got a name change because that's my power move baby. They were all placeholders, especially with Reia's being a clunky heavy-handed 90s reference. I did a bunch of research to figure out the most popular 70/80s baby names per character background and figured it out from there. It takes place in 96 so

Reia -> Mai

Haru -> Makoto

Lera -> Sonya

Also we're at 42k and counting hell yeah

Aaand I've been writing spicy scenes. I DID NOT MEAN TO with these two but I CANNOT stop shipping Makoto and Sonya and I was telling my partner if everything goes as expected then where's the tension in the story? The first circle of Hell they step into after getting acquainted with Limbo is Lust so we're speed running this romance

I MAY wind up removing all of the romance between them because Makoto is at least demi or gray-sexual and I'm not sure I want them to be together bc I really like Theo and Sonya as a couple in love and Theo def cannot handle there being anything between those two.

I would lose so much of the written novel. That's ok, honestly maybe I just need to get this out of my system, I already pulled out like 3 pages of spice and replaced it with what's nearly the opposite outcome. lmao

anyway perhaps I will draw this scene but it'll be a while before it actually pops up. This is literally page 70 in the novel draft

YOU KNOW WHAT I'M EDITING IT NOW because I did not include the whole reason I wrote the line

another edit: I should say that initially a lot of the story was a romance before I started putting the site together, and it was more grounded. No Hell, very little spooky. Makoto (Haru) always had a fascination with Sonya (Lera) and Theo was a very jealous ex. The two kept dancing around the idea, yada yada.

But then Theo became more complex and the kindness and vulnerability that grew from that made them seem like a really nice couple that I wanted to protect ultimately

BAM, REMOVED!

[smute]

i was tagged by the wonderful gem gem gemmaaaaaaaaaa @whenwinterfell

1. what do you prefer to be called name-wise?

name-calling? bitch (affectionate) or bro (sarcastic) but jan is also fine

2. when is your birthday?

10 april

3. where do you live?

atm im still enrolled in bremen but i moved back to [redacted] to live with my parents when i started going insane(r) in my dorm room after months of isolation. will probably move to berlin in the fall bc my plans a, b, and c fell through and i dont know what else to do but lets not talk about that 🥲

4. three things you are doing right now?

having a really bad day, drawing on my arm like a child, listening to marina

5. four fandoms that have peaked your interest?

i honestly dont even know what a fandom really is lmao my obsessions with stuff never last long enough to grow into anything substantial

6. how has the pandemic been treating you?

idek how to answer this.... i know im one of the lucky ones and im very grateful, but at the same time im doing worse than ever before... the past 15 months have been hard, a lot has been destroyed and im struggling to look ahead or feel hopeful ✌️😗

7. a song you can’t stop listening to right now?

VENUS FLY TRAP

8. recommend a movie:

Legally Blonde (2001)

9. how old are you?

29 and fuck you for asking (jk lol)

10. school, university, occupation, other?

im about to start an MA in english lit 🤡 and i justify my existence in this capitalist system with 3 separate jobs in 3 diff teams of my uni's pr department (yes its about as adhd friendly as it sounds)

11. do you prefer heat or cold?

COLD!!!! im a sweaty bitch and my skin is a beautiful, delicate shade of raw pork so i really hate the summer. i can admit that the concept has a certain appeal tho

12. name one fact others may not know about you

not really a fact but a fun anecdote: i transferred schools in first grade, just a few months into the school year and, on the first day at my new school, went home with a random girl. apparently sabrina had invited me to hang out, so we went to her house and spent the afternoon watching cartoons and eating candy. we were both latchkey kids (quite common where im from). my mom finished work around noon and obviously shat a brick when she came home to an empty apartment. my parents freaked the fuck out, called everyone they knew and eventually a major police operation was launched within hours of my disappearance... like friends and family were searching all over town for me, police were sweeping fields and the forest next to our neighborhood and 6 year old me was just chilling at this girls house lmaooooo... her mom came home later that night and asked me if my parents knew where i was BECAUSE SHE HAD HEARD A RADIO ANNOUNCEMENT ABOUT A MISSING BOY. the weird thing is that sabrina had TWO older sisters who were obviously supposed to watch her (us?) but neither of them had the wherewithal to ask "hmm do the parents of this new kid you dragged in from the street know where he is?"

13. are you shy?

idk man... yeah? but then people keep telling me i come across as an extrovert and outgoing or whatever and i just think to myself omfg? i have to stop overcompensating

14. preferred pronouns?

he/they

15. biggest pet peeves?

"people who chew with their mouth open" <- yes absolutely! and when people interrupt others... which is slightly hypocritical of me but it just drives me up the wall!!!! even when it happens to others and im just a witness it makes me flip my lid

16. what is your favourite “dere” type?

my what now

17. rate your life from 1-10: idk man my brain doesnt really do long term analytics? i find a gummy bear on the floor - its an eleven. i experience a minor inconvenience - i want to kms.

18. what’s your main blog?

this is my only one

19. list your sideblogs and what they’re used for:

i feel like you're not even listening to me

20. is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends?

i guess it takes me a while to warm up to people but once we reach the friendship stage its basically impossible to get rid of me and im very loyal and committed? sounds like a dog lmao. BUT at the same time that can be hard to see for other people bc im also impulsive and not the best when it comes to consistent communication so... dont take it personally when i disappear for a few days and then message u like nothing happened🥺

tagging: @shyredpanda @mmolia ❤️‍🔥

[potterology]

fave dylb scenes bc I can't get over and I’m already rewatching and noticing little things heheee 

- first meeting outside the restaurant. ohh how I love how awkward yet endearing they both were when they finally introduced themselves to one another. rewatching it made me realize that JY was already smitten by SA since the start. (like literally since the start y'all!!! he didn't even know her yet and wanted to stop the car to get SA an umbrella and this was in the first ep!!)

- when JY switched coffee cups with SA bc she spilt her cup and he started drinking it so she can’t refuse even though he doesn’t like coffee. Like he just did it bc he was compelled to do so?? like dude what if she already drank from it??? This scene was so funny to me and I love it cuz I dont think SA is used to being the one taken care of like that so it was just v cute

- when the noona was trying to get them to talk banmal but SA was like oh noooo he’s a superstar. This was cute bc you can actually see that JY was disappointed. Also they keep sneaking peeks at each other lol cute fools 

- waiting for taxi scene- this was so freaking adorable. shows how considerate they both are for each other and it’s so freaking awkward when they both realized they were standing there waiting for each other to get a taxi- but like in the cutest way

- when they were both outside that restaurant and SA asked if JY enjoyed his performance at granny’s house and I think this was the first time someone asked our boy if he likes what he does for a living and you can just tell his heart went soft for her(same dude same)

- spontaneous non-date date. ohh I love the first time they ate together at that beer place. they really started to get to know each other there. the mood and how that scene was filmed was just chef’s kiss~~

- rehearsal room we should be friends scene. when homeboy transitioned from moonlight sonata to happy birthday, y'all knew it was over for SA- god damn I would have swoon over too

- by the river “I wanted to see you” scene- high key JY sucks at communicating but I love how he is just so taken by SA that he just flat out says he misses her and as soon as he says it he was almost shocked himself. so pure

- the midnight call. I MEAN. guys. guys. he wanted to just talk to her and ask her out but tried to be nonchalant about it. ahhh they literally portrayed the first stages of dating so well I'm goo for it !!!!!!

- first walk together in the walkway. this was just so adorable. the almost hand holding. the chemistry!! the shy smiles :’’’) 

- SA’s birthday when she thanked JY for just being there for her. I love how she quietly acknowledges him and it was such an intimate interaction between them. I replay that scene a lot in my head

- when he ran to SA to give her his signed CD. He was so worried about her he forgot about JK lmaooo. Also the fact the he validated her as a violinist when SA was at a very low point... I mean... boyfriend material ugh

- the scene when SA told JY every little thing he does concerns her and that she didn’t want to feel that way about him anymore. As soon as SA said that homeboy PANICKED!!! I don’t even think he knew how much he liked SA until she said that :’)

- the lunchroom scenes 1) when they were teasing each other and 2) when JY announced that they were dating lolol I love how stoic he normally is but for SA he becomes a softie hehe

-ice cream day date; lol when SA won’t let JY tie her shoelaces bc she didn’t want to fall for him lol ok girl

-night ice cream/ stairs date. y'all know already. shit was just adorable. SA going for the kiss. I melted with the ice cream

- when JY asked SA for her handkerchief!!! it’s such a small gesture but they both knew it had a special meaning and I love how it put SA over the moon. (Also let’s include all the other times we see JY actually use that handkerchief- especially after they broke up. like homeboy was holding on to it for his dear life bc it was the only thing he had of SA~~ my fragile heart!!) ps did we ever see SA get a handkerchief from him???? No??? Sbs give me that pls

- when MS was telling JY in the car that SA has only openly confessed liking two things in her life and one them was JY. He was so flustered and couldn’t hide his smile and dimples... bruhhhhh he was full on swoon. Also when JY heard SA say that she really likes JY like he was so proud of himself lmao he’s like “yeah my gf LIKES ME” lolol

- when the lovebirds fought who was gonna clean up the broken glass at JY apartment. I love loveee this one bc SA has been beaten down so much by everyone calling her talentless that she didn’t even consider how important her hands is to her as a musician. And JY being like honey ur a violist and a musician too- UR HANDS ARE PRECIOUS. This was just v touching. Again showing how JY has always considered SA as an equal despite all the shit people say about his gf. luv him :’)

-all the moments JY just stood by SA’s side and held her hand when she needed comfort. I love how he’s just there for her. His silent support was just enough. (One thing that would have been nice is if we saw SA do the same thing, I felt like the writers were almost there but just didn't go all the way which is a shame tbh)

- Their lil day trip to JY’s hometown. I like how JY was so open to SA here. When he proclaimed that he never felt “this way before”  I screamed!! It was at that moment you clearly knew as a viewer that JY never really loved JK. He might have he loved the idea of her, yes. But he never truly loved her the way he loves SA. And his realization of this in that particular episode just made me so so so happy

- Handholding in the bus scene. That shit was so freaking tender bc you can tell how content JY was. He was beyond smitten- homeboy was IN LOVE AT THIS POINT

- when JY dropped SA home. I mean everything about this scene really makes ur heart soft right?? How both of them were beaming? How SA feet probably hurt bc homegirl was wearing heels the whole day and walked another 30 min just so she can spend more time with JY? How she literally ran back to him and JY just had this impression watching her like “my gf is cute af”?? How SA said something along the lines of JY having somewhere to belong to now and you can tell this had a double meaning for him bc at this point he prob considered SA as his home..I was literally mush oh my god. 

-break up scene. I know, v painful- but this was a rare one in kdramaland where I actually thought it was necessary for them to split (still wish it was done earlier but alas I'll take it) It was a graceful and needed breakup. Also when JY pulled out that umbrella for her.... bish it was over for me

- SA’s recital. I MEAN HOW IN SYNC COULD THEY BE. I normally skip the musical performances whenever I watch dramas that are music related- but this show makes it so magical I simply could not. PEAAAKKK ROMANCE

- JY’s recital- when he played that last song I was a big mess cuz we all knew it was dedicated for SA :’’) (I listen to this piece all the time now and im so emo when I hear it bc like god WHEN)

- First I love you scene. JY just going for it and chasing his happiness without caring if SA might reject him. We love to see it

-Second I love you scene. YALL. YALLLLL the way JY just releases his breathe when SA said she can't be friends bc she loves him more than a friend will forever slay me. Kim min jae’s acting here was real good. I love how JY said I love you four times and just went for it. top kissing scene in a krdrama for me hehee 

- dubokki date. lmao at JY with the spicy level. just plain cute

-the quick side by side peek to JY new album in the last episode. the way it showed how their relationship evolved. how he signed it as “for my love song ah” BISH I WANNA DATE A MUSICIAN TOO NOW

- that lil scene where JY wrote SA’s name as the planner bc he knows she works just as hard as the musicians and deserves the recognition. get u a boy who will vandalize a program notice for u :)

- basically all the scenes at the end of ep 16. I wish all of them were longer. I wanted to see more of them dating and happy!!! But I just love how they are both so INTO each other and you can see how happy JY is bc he finally has that person back that understood him since the beginning and it makes you feel so warm knowing they’re each other’s support system ahhhh I love their love !!

- also just all the scenes that JY looks at SA lovingly ~~ which literally happened since ep 1 I mean they are literally heart eyes emoji for each other every time :’)) 

- oh oh OH special shout out to ep 11 when JY just can’t stop holding SA’s hands !! the way he does it is so freaking INTIMATE like if I can only describe how I feel whenever I see compilation gifs of that episode where JY just reaches out and holds SA’s hands so steadily and tightly...it’s literally the most heartwarming thing.. idek how to explain what I’m trying to convey but I just vibe with it so much?? it’s so intimate and romantic.. Kim min jae I will die 4 u my love

[mother-love-stone]

Thank you so much for the tag @harold-of-the-rocks I love doing these!!💕💕

RULES: answer these 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.(No pressure tho)

name/nickname: Ana, but my friends call me old lady because I have "old lady energy" I have lots of nicknames but this one is the most frequently used lol

gender: female

star sign: Capricorn

height: 172 cm

birthday: 17.01

Time: 00:12

favorite bands: dude this question is killing me, so many bands, but off the top of my head I'll say Queen, Alice in Chains, System of a down, Soundgarden, Led Zep, Greta van Fleet, Alt-j, Days of the new, Muse

favorite solo artists: Harry Styles, Aretha Franklin, James Bay, Johnny Cash, Elton John, George Ezra

last movie: It chapter two 💔

last show: The Grand Tour (and it's even BETTER than Top Gear)

when did I create this blog: idk, I think it was 2018 or smth

what do i post: idek, whatever I want I guess. Music, movies, memes, some personal thoughts. I'm sorry for the followers that were expecting a fully grunge blog, this ain't it lol. But I do hope that I can spread some positivity and good vibes through this blog :)

last thing googled: "how can I tell my turtle that I love her" BECAUSE I WANT HER TO KNOW💕💕💕

other blogs: no, this is why this one is total chaos

do i get asks: Never, I don't even know how it looks like when you get asks :(

why i chose my url: because I love Stone Gossard and Mother love bone so I combined the two because it sounds cool imo

following: 283

followers: 483 (lmao thanks you guys 💕💕)

average hours of sleep: 6 to 8 and sometimes 12 when I'm reallllly tired and had a hard week

lucky number: 13

instruments: I guess I used to play guitar like 7 years ago

what am i wearing: festive socks, some large pyjama pants with chicken on them and an outrun t-shirt that saya "vacation" and it has the triangle and palm trees thingy. I know, I'm an absolute fashion Icon

dream job: I really want to work in a record store that has a cafe and is somwhere on a beach, that would just be lovely, you know? I would get the chance to talk to many people passing by and find out their music taste and their story

dream trip: well I can have fun anywhere if I am with the right people, but right now a trip somwhere in the mountains would be nice, I want to be in a forest or on a hill

favorite food: pizza

nationality: Romanian

favorite song: at the moment is Your Song by Elton John, those are some of the most beautiful lyrics ever written, but for that I have to give credit to Bernie Taupin!!

last book read: the spanish dictionary I guess

top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: the MCU(I would go straight to Doctor Strange's temple to learn how to do what he does lmao), the Supernatural Universe, because I like the vision of heaven and how you can get there, and maybe the Matrix?? If I'm not already there if you know what I mean😏

I don't think I'll tag 20 people, but please tell me if I am annoying you with all these tag games, this is not my intention at all!

You don't have to do this if you don't want to, of course❤❤

@mvickym @spreadthecurse @noezappl @veryniceeyebrows @grohls @frafru1 @risingthrutherainierfog @randomracoon @thenonatapes @pearljellly @whitedeadflower @dearscone

[malibvnghts]

@deathbled

            i used to do like abbreviations of names but idek how the tumblr search system works like does it also catch names in my post  ??  is it becuse the name is in the tag  ??  what is happening  ??  but my tags are so straightforward bc i’m an easily confused person and i don’t wanna change it BUT I ALSO DON’T WANNA HAVE PEOPLE REBLOGGING MY STUFF LMAO . . . LAST THING I WANTED WAS MY GENPACT CELEB AU FLOATING AROUND  .  PLS . . .ORZ 

[alittleemo]

thanks grace ( @coffee-and-moo ) for the tag!!!

1. Nickname: lee!!! genuinely might like this nickname as much as my real name now

2. Zodiac: leo

3. Height - 5′2″ 

4. Hogwarts House - hufflepuff

5. Last Thing I Googled - what did trump to do transgender people (im doing a project abt transgender ppl and the prison system)

6. Song Stuck in My Head - number one victory royale, yeah fortnite we bout to get down get down ten kills on the board right now just took out tomato town—

7. Number of Followers - 33 which is more than i thought tbh

8. Amount of Sleep - not enough but i was lucky i was at home for school this morning so like 12:30 / 1 am to about 7:40 ig

9. Lucky Number - 7

10. Dream Job - I’d say maybe an author of some kind but if its rlly a dream job like a drummer / bassist / singer in a band

11. Wearing - old swim t shirt and pajama pants lmao (although once i leave im gonna wear jeans a flannel and my ✨women✨ shirt

12. Favorite Author - maybe rick riordan? amie kaufman?

13. Favorite Instrument - drums and bass <3

14. Aesthetic - dream aesthetic is like some mix between cottagecore vintage and alt/indie idek it rlly changes by the day. current aesthetic is just vaguely bisexual + plants

15. Favorite Song - im always a slut for fall out boy so prob something by them. current fav might be amsterdam by imagine dragons

16. Favorite Animal Noise - mm that lil rumbling sound dogs make when they’re happy and asleep

17. Random - my friend j texted me to say she was making me a pinterest aesthetic board and the recommended search was ‘bisexual book vibe aesthetic outfit’ and also my dog got sprayed by a skunk last night and it smells like weed in my house rn

I have to leave for school like right now so if we are mutuals you have been tagged in this. I may or may not come back to tag ppl later but fr this is for you.

[tfw-no-tennis]

mtmte liveblog issue 10

double digits baybe

its roller! he....sexy

well that whole registration deal sure doesn't seem like its a ploy to identify the main forces of the decepticon revolution or anything! 

chromedome using rungs model ships to tell his story...omg

the ironic billboard hvbhjsdkfbjdjgfkl

prowl givin off those rancid bbc sherlock vibes lmao

hrk....prowl and cd have such an interesting and tragic relationship...aughhhh

RED ALERT!!! I forgot he was in the flashback bc his present self is busy being...headless....

OHH SHIT so they uncover the decepticon symbol on the wall using ultraviolet light, and we also get shown the back of red alert’s head, with some mnemosurgery marks...which can only be seen under ultraviolet light. CLEVER

I literally only noticed that this time lmao I don't think I picked up on it even on my 2nd readthru....poor red alert geez, no wonder he’s so untrusting 

poor cyclonus, he literally had nothing to do w/this, meanwhile rodimus is blaming him when the Real reason this happened to red alert is all the overlord business, which we know rodimus’s role in....(well, later)

god I love this entire interaction between cyclonus and drift, I'm so glad we got it. bc like, cyclonus is basically everything drift is trying so hard to be - cool stoic religious sword guy who used to be a bad guy, except cyclonus is still firmly not an autobot, while drift is hardcore leaning into being an autobot in an attempt to get people to forget that whole ‘murderous decepticon’ thing

and drift seems like the type of guy who cares The Most about how he’s perceived by the people around him, but he tries to act like he doesn't care, even tho its pretty obvious he does. cyclonus, meanwhile, ACTUALLY doesn't care about what people think of him, and that probably irritates drift, along w/everything else cyclonus has going on 

cyclonus is so iconic...he just smacks the sword out of drifts hand like ‘yeah we’re not doing this.’ 

aaand then he just pins drift down effortlessly...I feel kinda bad for drift cause he’s trying so hard but also, cyclonus is such an icon

also I love the way milne draws cyclonus. sexy skull guy....

godddd cyclonus’s little speech is so fucking cool...cyclonus is seriously just so cool and epic js

oooh and first aid has that medic droid that was spying on red alert...

prowls never been in a fight oof I forgot abt that

aaand there's orion pax supercop lmao

tailgate being so wow’d by pax’s coolness is adorable 

op sure loves the violence huh bvfjhsdfgbdjhkf

I feel like all of shadowplay just goes to show that sometimes you CANT change the structure of a system from the inside - which is, iirc, what op is trying to do, and the reason he’s still a cop under the senate even though he doesn’t agree with them - but like, sometimes you just gotta burn that shit to the ground and start over, and op clearly doesn't realize that....

oh the irony of prowl saying ‘I hope I never end up as jaded and cynical as you’ to op

oof,, whirl is right...its clear prowl and cd care abt each other a lot, in their own weird awkward way...oof ouch

also poor whirl, jesus, literally everyone seems to blame him for turning megatron violent as if that's all on whirl and not 1) meagtron’s own actions and decisions, and 2) just another example of how fucked up the system was, taking in account whirls whole backstory about how he was forced into being a dirty cop and told to kill megatron but ended up just beating him up....like, if it wasn't whirl it would've been someone else beating up megs, and the shift to violence seemed inevitable given the state of society, whirl’s assault of megs just happened to be the straw that broke the pacifist’s back 

geeez and the fact that whirl saved his 1 phone call to warn pax that the senator was in danger, despite the fact that whirl was also being beat to hell by other prisoners and apparently being denied medical treatment...yikes. also the fact that pax just leaves whirl there (iirc?) after whirl gave them invaluble information

ah, the driving power of wanting revenge. also god I'm sad abt whirl :( when he says he just wants his hands back...fucking ouch

oooh its skids! baby skids!! and a certain somebody next to him....

I love seeing cd and prowl talk about what they think is coming, right before yknow, a 4 million yr long civil war. feels like how talking about 2020 in january/febuary turned out lmao 

they keep saying clampdown and it reminds me too much of quarantine, which I've been stuck in for weeks now bc I have covid, and oh my god who knew sitting inside with nothing to do for like 3 weeks was so boring. jesus. at least in early 2020 quarantine it was warm enough to go outside, mostly...whatever, I'm doing this liveblog to entertain myself while I waste away inside and mtmte slaps so at least this is a good time

anyways, back on track. cd and prowl have their big tragic romance thing going on, and rewind is not into it, understandably

OH SHIT ITS TREPAN i forgot he was in this

also his name is kinda hilarious to me bc ‘trepan’ refers to ‘trepanation,’ which was the old-timey “””””medical””””” act of drilling holes in your skull to like, idk, let out the ghosts or something, you know how medicine was back then, you kinda just made shit up as you went along. anyways, that's a hilariously on-the-nose name for this dude, and makes anyone who recognizes his name go ‘oh hey you’re sketchy as hell,’ a full 3 seconds before trepan acts sketchy as hell in-story to let anyone who doesn't know about obscure historical alternative medicine in on it 

YOU WERE IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING, WERE YOU

lmao this dude rlly tried to act like he had ‘cleanse and control’ tatted bc he was an janitor....bruh

oh hey look its pious maximus, that guy who disappeared months ago after saying some stuff the senate didn't like! well, he certainly doesn't look like he’s having a good time

I'm fascinated by the fact that cd saw this whole state-run brainwashing clinic thing and ended up joining up later

also the fact that prowl saw All That and was like ‘idek if the law is being broken rn tbh’ liiiiike, dude, if the law isn't being broken when there's state-sponsored mass brainwashing going on, don't you think that's a pretty good indicator that the laws in place are pretty bad???? maybe????

ngl the first time I read this I was already pretty confused, and the senator changing his looks off-page Really did not help 

ooh its all comin together...this shit is JUICY 

‘we have to steal the matrix’ I FUCKGIN LOVE IT LMAO NATIONAL TREASURE LOOKIN

so the plot has thickened, like, a lot. and now we’re doin a HEIST! nice

[harbanno]

tagged by @gyakusai yeehaw

name/nickname: sandro/aless/alé. any diminutive of alessandro is fine but literally everyone calls me sandro.

gender: manlet

star sign: saggitarius sun, scorpio moon, cancer rising

height: 5′6″ babbey!

birthday: december 7th

favorite bands: as of recently? pink floyd, genesis, oingo boingo, depeche mode, system of a down, black sabbath, and the who

fave solo artists: uhhhh bowie, phil collins, gaga, and donna summer. more ofc but that’s what i can think ontop of my head rn

song stuck in my head: lockjaw’s saga from dkc2 LOL

last movie: idek probably some documentary 

last show: i wish i was that sophisticated lmao

when i created this blog: july 2011 i believe! crazy to believe i’ve been here for almost a decade 0_0

last thing i googled: "why is there a throbbing pain in my ass”

do i get asks: rarely no

following: 336 wow huh i should probably follow more people

why did i chose this url: my cakes! (it’s the cook from zelda cgi because im a lifelong ytp stannie)

average hours of sleep: 6-11 hours for once my i get sleep in my life

lucky number(s): 2, 5, 7, and 12 :)

instruments: ive been toying with the electric guitar recently

what i’m wearing: boxers and a t-shirt i’m a man of class

dream trip: big trip with my friends! which sounds cheesy but i love being surrounded with love and being stupid

favorite food: god i love food...crab, popcorn, ravioli, steak tacos,,,,chicken fangers. also i rly love chai lattes and bubble tea when it comes to drinks. fish bowls are my favorite alcoholic drinks when it comes to that haha

top 3 fictional universes i’d like to live in: ok okami because being a wolf with powers would be lit. also even though this isn’t fictional but living in a universe with mushrooms that you can bounce on would be fun?? also wtf why not mario? i used to dream of going to the mushroom kingdom as a kid

tagging ppl: anyone who reads this? have fun :)

[thesassiestcolor]

15 questions for 15 mutuals

I got tagged by @astrality thanks!

Rules: answer the questions then tag 15 mutuals

1. Are you named after anyone?

Nope, but everyone in my family has Celtic names with the initials CJB

2. When was the last time you cried?

I don’t remember full on crying but I did tear up a few days ago over being sick and overwhelmed

3. Do you have/want kids?

No and no!!!! I have a niece and I will kill everyone in this room and then myself if anything happened to her but oh Christ I don’t want my own kids

4. Do you use sarcasm?

Hyperbole is an enourmous part of my speaking if that counts as sarcasm

5. What do you first notice about people?

Hair on first sight, then probably the way they speak

6. What is your eye color?

Blue! I have the same exact eyes as my niece and it’s weird as both her parents have brown eyes and It’s one thing I actually really like about me

7. Scary movie or happy ending?

Scary movies!!! Scare the shit out of me I love it! Blood!!

8. Any special talents?

Uuuhhh I’m pretty good at remembering lines from shows and stuff? That’s #lonelykidlife where all your dialogue is ripped off from somewhere else

9. Where were you born?

Cleveland Ohio because it’s the least worst place to be in Ohio I guess

10. Any hobbies?

I guess writing but I am extremely protective of it

11. Any pets?

As of this moment, only our yellow lab and my fluffy cat, but there’s always a rotating stock of dogs in my house

12. Sports?

Hate em! I will never play a sport and it is all the public education system fault!

13. Height?

I am a nice 5’7”

14. Favorite subject?

I am really good and like history because I just remember random shit like that super easy

15. What is your dream job?

Idek a DREAM dream job would be like some rich ass persons assistant where I do all the petty shit for them and live vicariously through them while not actually have to do anything hard lmao

Time to struggle for 15 mutuals!! Don’t feel pressured to do anything tho lmao

@thequibblingking13 @inhumanfrombrokejaw @roastin4eva @the-lunatic-of-your-dreams -@scoundrelhan n @violinplayingraccoon @jackrollins @bewarethebees @pynklikeme @pristinepastel l @codename-theta @pondlocked @grimalkin102 @onesweetbeautifulsong g @lamb200345567

[regina-cordium]

1, 4, 11, 14, & 18 for three ocs of your choice!

oh boy lets do uuuuh jessica, calliope, and cecilia

1. What was the first element of your OC that you remember considering (name, appearance, backstory, etc.)?

JESSICA i remember i wanted her to have ~powers~ bc she started as a sleepy hollow oc and sleepy hollow’s magic system is Weird And Fun (and calling it a ‘system’ is probably being kind)

CALLIOPE i wanted a bard bc bards are Fun

CECILIA she’s a monster of the week oc so i chose her class (the flake) first

4. In developing their backstory, what elements of the world they live in played the most influential parts?

JESSICA definitely how sleepy hollow deals with magic in addition to how it’d be if it actually cared abt its characters of color (*cough cough*) she’s bisexual and puerto rican & cuban and has adhd on top of all her Magic Nonsense so there’s a lot of intersectionality going on with. everything, really, so fitting that into sleepy hollow’s lack of it was major (does any of that make sense idek if *i* understand wtf i just said)

CALLIOPE lmao the idea i have for her backstory is a lil out there even for dnd, and allowing it would totally be up to the discretion of the dm. as a result it relies a lot on the world the dm built and especially the pantheons of gods they choose

CECILIA the campaign is suppsoed to take place In Space so of course i was like “okay how can i make this The Most Difficult for everyone involved” and anyway she’s a botanist in space how fucking cool is that lmao

11. Did you know what the OC’s sexuality would be at the time of their creation? 

JESSICA not quite. i knew i wanted her to be some flavor™ of lgbt bc of sleepy hollow’s aforementioned lack of representation but i wasnt positive on it until later in her development

CALLIOPE yeah she’s the oc that made me go “yeah theres probably a reason all my ocs lately have been lesbians”

CECILIA im still waffling on it bc my first thought was for her to be bi but like. can all my ocs be lgbt??? is that weird of me???

14. If you had to narrow it down to 2 things that you MUST keep in mind while working with your OC, what would those things be? 

JESSICA  she’s made of bravado and jokes, and she’s a teenager so she’s still learning

CALLIOPE she pushes people away as a front, and she’s hiding a lot

CECILIA she has trouble connecting to people, and she’s not mean her face just looks like that

18. What is the most recent thing you’ve discovered about your OC? 

JESSICA she likes when her sister hero (who’s a tailor and fashion intern) gives her lil sewing projects. it gives her something constructive to focus on that’s also not like. Life And Death And Magic

CALLIOPE she’s so lonely

CECILIA she’s only seen as “the strong and silent type” bc she is painfully awkward. plants are easier to understand than people.

[nacmist-blog]

SO I DEADASS stayed awake for the soft opening and i'm not even regretting it just bec i'm v v v  much excited asf to plot & interact w each and everyone of yall ?? asfdDFHJSJ but anyways hello bbys i’m sia ! kst timezone and obvs a she & here's my lil anesthesiologist in the making- naomi ! i have yet to finish her full bio page and a plots page as well, etc so for the meantime -- here's a summary or just some deats about her :)

:･ﾟ lee sung kyung, cisfemale, she/her | hey, have you seen naomi lee around campus? i’m pretty sure they’re a twenty-five years old majoring in medicine and living in the byeol dorm. whispers say that they’re smart & independent yet also snarky & callous when you least expect it, yikes. i wonder if they’re gonna make it through this year.

family background:

she is daughter of the chairman of Myungwoo Hospital, a cardiothoracic surgeon (yes i used the hospital name that is in doctor stranger)

she has two older brothers. 

she is closer with the older one meanwhile she often fights with the second one because he tends to bully her a lot.

she is actually an illegitimate child, but no one knows of this fact except her family of course and a few from their hospital. 

her biological mother died when she gave birth to naomi. so she really didn’t know much about her real mother. 

that’s why the chairman and his family adopted her and eventually welcomed her with open hands. his wife wanted to have a daughter but cannot give him anymore due to some complications so the couple were really happy when she came in their life.

childhood:

naomi doesn’t have much memories during her childhood days.

she doesn’t have that much friends even since she was pretty much a homebody.

her family kept her inside their house most of the time.

so she never played in parks, swings and doesn’t even know the games before.

her step-mom was being super attentive to her. dressing her up, bringing her to her meetings, outings, etc.

she was a very smart kid. 18 months and she can already count from one to ten? yes! well that’s because of her step-mom’s meticulous attention in baby naomi’s progress.

she was two years old when her father started teaching her human anatomy.

she may be smart when she was a kid but wasn’t really the friendliest to other kids when she started going to school.

a bit of a brat, maybe bec her family spoiled her too much bUT she grew from that already.

why medicine?

coming from a family who are in the medical field and with both of her older brothers are doctors now, she’s expected to follow their steps as well.

she also idolizes her father, who is a cardiologist and her brothers; a cardiologist also and a neurologist.

she knew she wanted to be just like them- she really wants to be a anesthesiologist someday.

however, she’s insecure when it comes to this.

she tends to get compared a lot by her classmates back in middle and senior school, telling her that she will never be just like her brothers. her fam knew about this and reassured her that she’s smarter and all and that she can do it and be one of the best someday.

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however, as times goes by and she’s growing up, she got the chance to get out of her bubble and try new things. she then discovered that she actually like to become a chef.

she grew up liking cooking a lot, as she likes to look at her nanny every time she cooks until she also tried to learn cooking, etc.

but she knows that her fam wont agree with this choice of path so she sticks to the medical field. focusing more on this destined path.

still, she enjoys cooking and exploring new recipes when she has some time.

personality:

beauty & brains, definitely.

she has this strong aura so that's why people would hesitate to approach her first bec she also has this resting bitch face.

like she may look like she's mad 24/7 or is thinking on how to murder everyone but shes def not ??? she was just born with that face ok

naomi's got attitude tho, and if she doesn’t know you or like you she can seem like a bit of a bitch. (bonus heh)

she is v honest and won’t hesitate to tell you how that sweater makes you look like a garbage disposal system as soon as you put it on, without a second thought.

so like she's generally a very blunt person, so don’t expect anything to be sugar-coated when asking her a question.

she’s not really the kind of looking for a war or something bec she has no time for it and shes just not that kind of person??? she’s actually v v v v chill and may look like she doesn't care but she really doesn't 

but she’s v v v kind to those she’s friends with and will defend them to no end.

& she may be one of the smartest in her field but she's also v naive when it comes to other things... like the simplest of things or the normal stuff that people do in their daily life or know. that's due to the fact that she's been shielded by the outside world and was already consumed to being the 'perfect' daughter and stuff.

so imagine her breaking her neutral facade and over reacting to small stuff like “ooh !??!?!?! that’s how people do it???? “ or “LOOK AT HOW THAT SQUIRREL EATS!!! SO CUTE”

so she also has this childish side of her. must protecc

designer from head to toe

also i actually v lazy sometimes

possible connections:

an ex, perhaps ? like had a relationship with this muse for a year but they broke up mutually due to a lack of passion in their relationship anymore. it was mainly her fault bec their relationship was practically a test to her tp see how ‘love’ works -- well she was head over heels over him before but then things change and she just... doesn’t want it anymore.

close friend !! probs the only person who can tolerate her. she’s the type to only consider like 1 or 4 person to be her close/best friend. they know her very well already and she treats them as her ‘sibling’

a relative, perhaps ? (since i see all of them are younger than her lmao they can be her namdongsaeng/yeodongsaeng) someone that she could look out for and she’d be all this protective and supportive older sister would b cool to see this kind of side to her. she really values family, so.

acquaintances. they’re not strangers in her life so she acknowledges their presence around.

naomi’s ‘i see you around school all the time and i think you’re super attractive’ -- aka her crush or something ???

first sexual encounter ? 

sibling in law ?? i guess the other’s siblings is dating her older brother (1st one) and they know about their relationship. idek these two could be angst like they dont want to be each other’s sibling in law bec reasons or something like that

friendly competitors .. ?

FINALLY DONE !!!!!! this is just a draft so i might add more into it SOON. im too lazy rn asljhfe so yay!!!!!! IT’S TIME 

[spacepearl]

this is late too lmaooo i got tagged by @hanmira and @salengedusmiler! thank u guys ily i just suck at remembering to do these fsdfds

rules: tag ten followers you want to get know better. uhhh @grazygardener, @monstermonstre, @nooradeservedbetter, @vildenooras and rip i’m so bad at tagging ppl ANYONE WHO WANTS TO DO THIS

name: laura gender: female star sign: gemini height: 155 cm (rip) age: 25 (rip) sexuality: lesbian house: hufflepuff! OUR COMMON ROOM IS CLOSE TO THE KITCHEN I’M SORRY BUT NOTHING BEATS THAT

what image do you have as your wallpaper? my phone’s lock screen is a random pic of crystals and the home screen is a random pic of some shiny fabric idek, and my laptop’s desktop background is a swirly pattern with octopuses

have you ever had a crush on a teacher? nope

where do you see yourself in ten years? in a nice apartment with the ikea book shelf system i’m lusting after (it costs like 700 euros rip in pieces) and with a cat or two

if you could be anywhere else right now, where? travelling around, seeing my online friends, shopping tourist trash

what was your coolest halloween costume? i’ve dressed up for halloween only like few times? halloween isn’t really a big thing here. once i dressed as a pale goth witch and that was a #look

what was your favourite 90′s show? THE X-FILES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fsdfsdfs

last kiss? i kissed a cat on its tiny forehead on a dream. does that count? lmao

have you ever been stood up? i’ve never been on a date but i think i may have been stood up by friends in the past

have you ever been to las vegas? nope

favourite pair of shoes? i have like 15 favourite pairs, i can’t choose gsdgsdfds

favourite fruit? apple, orange, tangerine, pineapple, pear, peach... I LOVE FRUITS

favourite book? kjgkdsjhfdskjf *starts listing 70 different books*

the stupidest thing you’ve ever done? didn’t buy one cheap and really cool pair of shoes from a second hand store. it’s been almost ten years and i’m still haunted by that to this day...

all-time favourite tv shows: the x-files, in the flesh, stranger things, criminal minds... etc etc

the last movie you saw at the theatre: pacific rim uprising! it was better than i thought it would be!