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I'll see you when I see you, you can pick the street I'll meet you, on the other side
happy birthday Unus Annus, I miss you everyday
#art#my art#unus annus#unus annus art#markiplier#ethan nestor#idek if i like how this came out#i miss you more than you could ever know#artist#artist on tumblr#memento mori
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so was this the neurodivergent friendship problems episode or what
#miraculous ladybug#marigami#marinette#kagami#perfection#neurodivergent#autism#adhd#audhd#mlb#mlb s5#mlb caps#mlb capspam#like this was just too real#if i'd seen this ep when it came out i would've been like hahaha they are being so silly and literal who does that?? why am i crying?#bc it's depicted in such an OTT way#and i was still in denial and i still struggle to articulate my own feelings#but wow @ all of this#down to worrying about whether anyone cares about you as much/how to be a “best friend”#i feel like it really does take a superhero(ine) to handle the intensity of those kinds of feelings tho idek#but then mari being like “i'm the problem” at the end is perfect too lolol#i am both of these people and it's why i'm so dysfunctional lmao
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#rgg#ryu ga gotoku#yakuza series#ryu ga gotoku 7#yakuza like a dragon#yakuza 7#ryo aoki#masato arakawa#snap sketches#tumblr is kicking the SHIT out of the full outfit pic jesus CHRIST#anyway hi im up to date on my comm schedule so free doodle for me#i came to the quick conclusion ive never even ATTEMPTED a casual outfit for aoki so. lol.#never too casual though but at least the tops undone#trying to draw aoki in different clothes is hard because i end up making him look. Not 42 and thats not what i want#(not) sorry governor youre never beating the baby face allegations#i legally couldnt Not add a necklace and ONE ring I LEGALLY HAD TO#idek how i totally feel but its good enough for a scribble#mk bye i think im making eggs at 9PM idk#no im lying im making pork rice ball
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mmmmm. i appreciate what they're trying to do with Taash's multicultural upbringing. not sure if i love how they're doing it so far, but i'm curious (and apprehensive) how this'll go!
#i do think it's really fair that she's struggling to find her place in between all that#*especially* with the antaam situation rn#which. hit very close to home ngl fjdsklfjdls#but also oof re: the gender stuff??#mostly because it felt like that came out of nowhere and also at this point idek what bioware is even doing with their qunari lore#in this case. no idea what she meant by calling ylva a man but also saying taash acts like a man while calling her a woman?#which does not add up if you wanna make her transphobic and/or sexist (ylva is cis; or is it tied to the beard options?)#nor with job = gender (then yes ylva would be 'male' but so would taash?)#also. why is rook's explanation for knowing how it feels to grow up in between cultures ''oh yea i switched jobs a couple times'' 💀#laya plays dav#dav spoilers#edit: i forgor i chose a masc body type for her bc the Shape fir better (more tummy fat) so maybe that prompted the man comment?#doesnt change much but yea.
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someone tell me what the fuck to do now i just finished dark heir and i need to scream and flail around but its 1am and i have a 9am class tomorrow like bruhhhhh
#how am i meant to wait an undetermined amount of time for book 3?#im so glad ive been in a reading slump for the past three years because if i read dark rise before dark heir came out idek what i would do#i actually do think i like this series even more than capri#i cant even have coherent thoughts about this right now i am UPSET#need to maybe reread the raven boys again im in that kind of an angsty mood right now#ughghghghghghhhh#dark rise#dark heir#cs pacat#c s pacat#cloudy reads dark rise#cloudy rambles
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figure studies except it’s all just sergei polunin
#i've always wanted to do more figure drawing#idek what stopped me#i kept thinking there were like tons of prerequisites i had to go through before i could take the leap#in the end i was like bruh i'm gonna stop overthinking this and just draw (╯°□°)╯#also I like how these came out kinda dark and gritty#idk I feel like that’s more true to my aesthetic preferences (for now)#I’m just very drawn to dark … stuff?#✨eloquence✨#figure studies#figure study#figure drawing#Sergei polunin#male ballet dancer#art studies#my art
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BlueRaspberryMelon Sketches🥺💜🩵
#I love how inconsistent my artstyle is at times lol#geez i really do love to draw hugs#Idek if I’ll ever outline and color them#but I really like how cute they came out🤭#art#digital art#sketches#doodles#💜genya x rika🩵#BlueRaspberryMelon🩵💖❤️#self shipping#self ship#genya#genya shinazugawa#demon slayer#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#BlueRaspberryMelon🩵🍉
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#tw: vent#so my mother is basically mean to me like 99 % of the time and we literally argue every single day#and i have been trying my hardest to not pay any heed to what she tells me but recently she told me something that really#made me feel so incredibly hurt and stupid idek how to put thaf into words#i avoid sharing things with her because she makes me feel bad about even the tiniest most unnecessary thing i share with her#so basically i have this one friend who was staying away from home for uni and she lives near me so i always try to be there for her#becayse i know how lonely it gets for her and i always go everytime my friends need me and my mom hates that#she makes me feel like being nice to my friends and others is the dumbest thing on this planet and that im stupid#but if my sister does it she's an angel#i was just waiting for my friend to figure things out as she was moving back home after uni ended so we could go look at internships#toghether#and she went home and got a job and while im happy for her she didn't even mention anything about it which made me sad enough but when i#told my mother about it she made me feel worse she said that was not very nice what she did you did so much for her and i told her#that's alright i dont mind and she said that my friend used me for her benefit and that I'm stupid for being nice to people#because according to her every nice thing that ive done is stupid and nothing i have done is going to make her feel proud or is enough#she qould NEVER say this to my sisters EVER#aah fuck this became too long#im so sorry if anyone came across this#but yes my mother is literally my biggest enemy most times ngl#she makes me feel like i wish i was not alive#it hurts to see my friends have great relationship with their moms and sisters#:')
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'TIS THE SEASON and once again I have to say that, just like the first movie, this one also surprised me with just how genuinely good and effective it was?? I'm not kidding!! just like when the first Smile came out, you might've been like "seriously? they're making a horror movie about smiling?", but tbh I think that's how these movies lure you in. people come in looking for what they think is a cheap thrill, only to be hit in the face with something that's not only scary, but also has subtsance and is trying to stand out from your regular, generic horror movie too.
as I also said about the first one, not even the (many) jumpscares feel cheap. in fact, having them makes sense, given how the main characters are supposed to be on edge and paranoid. it's a genius way to make jumpscares actually work in your favour, imo
also, just like poor skye, the audience doesn't know wth is real either (the reveal about gemma fuckin hurt!!!), and the acting is great and so is the score and music too aND SPEAKING OF WHICH--
I love love L OV E when movies go the extra mile when they have fictional musicians or bands, and they actually record some music for those fictional bands??? reminds me of what rob zombie did in The Devil's Rejects and Lords of Salem, actually. major props in this regard too
idk I'm all riled up from this actually. I don't speak for everyone obvs but I loved this one, and it gave me an epiphany too...: just like with the Saw-movies, I realized that idec how many sequels end up being made, I'm gonna have a blast watching them either way! safe to say, if there ends up being a Smile 3 (which I hope), I'll be there too 😈
(also, adding naomi scott to my growing list of women in horror who make me question my heterosexuality)
#smile 2#horror movies#seriously. if you like horror: I recommend this v v much#self#only disappointment was that after looking up parker finn I realized he is in fact a man 😔#idek how but ig something gave me the idea that it was a woman back when the first movie came out??#and tbh it does hit a bit different when the director for a movie you like is also a woman ngl#oh well.... guess I still have mary harron (american psycho)-#-mary lambert (pet sematary) and jennifer kent (babadook) to lean on
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i'm so jealous of people who can do things i wish i was a person who can do things too
#i distantly know someone who moved to london to become a musician and she's actually releasing her stuff how cool is that#idek how to start with all that even w/o moving to a different continent#(my singing teacher actually did it too but like. years ago. she came back for a reason ahdjfklhhlj)#but even not going this far i wish i could do ANYTHING and i can't. rip#it's a miracle i'm even doing the bare minimum of getting out of bed every day
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I forgot how much I like Scar. Uh oh.
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#like bro what the FUCK is my type in men????#wuwa Scar the sillay :33#but yeah idek my type anymore 💀💀#my type in women is more clear HAHA#idk what's wrong with me tonight guys I'm sorry 🙏🙏#nobody's probably even reading these anymore rn lol#I also like. accidentally came across leaks somewhere where is showed there's like no characters I want (probably) until Scars banner is up#so soon??? Idk that's why I doubt the leak bc of how soon he'd be released if it WAS true..#but yk.. a man can dream and save up his astrites for the silly man....#Yinlin won't be coming home anyways I don't have enough astrites to summon anymore 💀💀#I WILL be a Scar haver if he does come out in like 1.3 I think it said#It probably won't be like that tho as I said
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Hiya! I love your writing and ive been following your blog for a couple of years now (2-3 I think) and I just wanted to say how much I appreciate and adore your writing! Thank you so much for all you’ve written! Ive not been on tumblr much the past few months, and I’ve found that many of my favourite writers are leaving and deactivating their accounts, which is such a pity although completely understandable! Tumblr can be a pretty sucky platform for writers unfortunately :/ anyways I just wanted to thank you for your writing, it’s absolutely gorgeous and your style inspirational! I hope you keep writing, on or off tumblr, as you truly have a gorgeous and unique style! Thank you so much for all your contributions and I hope you’re having a lovely day!!
NONNIEEEEE oh my god oh my god hi hello I am going to sob first and foremost so im gonna get all snotty all over this ask wozooqjzlaozo but thank you so much? genuinely genuinely this means more than u can imagine and I aaAAAAA (being off tumblr and on and off writing ((mostly off oop)) really shows via my decline of the eng language clearly HAHAHA I can’t even articulate properly)
THANK U FOR BEING HERE FOR SO LONG?? AND REMEMBERING ME?? AND JUST. IT FEELS LIKE COMING HOME AND THEN SEEING ALL MY OLD FRIENDS AND THE NOSTALGIA IS A LIL NUCLEAR AND IM JUST SO EMOTIONAAAAAAL AAAAAA
Thank YOUUU for being on here and reading and being so so so lovely to me AND ALSO. im gonna go hide in the tags actually but I owe u my life I am kissing all ur fingers nd toes and maybe lips I’m infinitely happy that ur still here after all this time on this platform, I hope u are having the best day (and the best past few years whilst I’ve been mia <333)
#urusai! baka#OH MYGUAIZIAOZOAKZPIAOAOAO#U DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THIS MADE MY DAY MADE MY WEEK MADE MY ??? MONTH#ILYSM GENUINELY SO SO#I CAME TO CRY ABOUT UR LOVELY COMPLIMENTS IN MY TAGS#BECAUSE I COULDNT DO IT OUT IN THE MAIN POST IM#KICKING MY FEET BLUSHING RUNNING LAPS IN MY BEDROOM AND TAKING COLD SHOWERS#thank u so much for just. ur#idek i never know what to say when someone compliments my writing because im simultaneously combusting at the praise and being seen and just#its so !!!!! thank u for recognizing (??? not the right woed for this but) it and im so happy u like it!!!!#I am working on a fic!! 3k in!! it was going strong and then i got distracted by irl axooaz but its a partner fic with rae rae and SHES#BASICALLY DONE HERS SO IM GONNA QORK HARD TO GET BACK INTO MINE#I love writing sm i just waterboard myself with wips a lil hehe#but hopefully i am praying i xan finish smth for once (again finally)#also re: writers leaving— its so sad and i get itttt and I MISS EVEDYONE ON HERE AND TOSAY I ACC JUAT GOT A TIKTOK FROM 2020 HQ AND IT MADE#ME WANT TO CLAW MY FLESH OFF MY BONES AND FEED IT TO A TIME MACHINE SO I CAN LIKE#PERMANENTLY LIVE IN THAT TIMEEEW AAAA ok ok anyways#i love u pls stay and this msg made my heart explode like a supernova#u r near nd dear to my heart everyone from that time is automatically i am latching onto u all#kissing u loving u hoping the past fww yeass have been amazing for u <33333
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holy shit Pico looks so freaking nice there! Though I have to say that I had a friggin double-take when I saw you mention that he's like in his 20s there. I'm just "wtf I thought he was a bit older here, not friggin younger" lmao
That life-style stress doesn't do him favors, but he's in his maybe late twenties there. I'll admit my art style's in a weird phase right now where I'm struggling with how I want my faces to look (realistic shaped, simple eyes? The rounded cartoony cheeks? Which one?? How do I make it look good???) I'm still in "art puberty" as you can see lmfao, so that's probably why he looked older augh
#art struggles#any tips? or idek what im doing here tbh#im just sketching away#wanna do digital too but been pretty tired to lately#after the whole holiday stress washes out i'll get to it hopefully#and maybe try to fix up my drawing issues lol#i like realistic-cartoony blended together if that makes any sense#head shapes be an ass for me though#i like how his head came out on that one#its not too cartoony but not completely realistic either#asks
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i should rewatch beastars again
#got a 'legoshi is gay: a queer reading of beastars' in my yt recommended and it made me miss beastars#maybe what i should actually do is FINALLY get around to reading it#because although the show is great and the animation is good and all. i am missing SO much story#bc its coming out so slowly#idek who like 80% of the main characters are#its been like . how many years since bs season 1 came out. forever. probably 2 or 3 now since season 2#season 3 is apparently coming out in 2024#i need to read beastars#simon says
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#the next wave of co-op decision days literally falls on my bday this year….like right on the day….lmaoooooo#I purposefully didn’t apply this spring bc I needed a break and just wanted to stay focused on school so I can speed up graduation#like…last year this time…literally from march to may was one of the worst periods of anxiety for me since high school…it was terrible#i can’t even describe what those feelings were like it was bad n it wasn’t until after results came out that I realized how bad it was#idek what I’m gonna do like am I gonna go for it n take that risk again n potentially be in that dark place during the waiting period…#not to mention I just got the tuition pricing for my summer semester😭my school said we saw youre enjoying your break bitch open ur email😜#damn shouldn’t their offices be closed like why are they trying to stress me out#anyway…this is so messy n jumbled I’d be surprised if anyone read all this. I’ve never articulated my anxiety or vulnerability well so.#tag rambling does the trick until something else comes my way#beijos to anyone here😚 im taking full advantage of the proximity to the water & just try to heal out there#shakira pics baaack I’ve missed using her….anyways!! to the water…lemme. idk sit down alone for a min.#mine
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aw hell yeah, adulting
#slowly(?) getting over my fear of making (professional) phone calls#idek how this fear came up but it was probably due to my mom cursing me out over the phone for years :D#and i mean since i was like fucking 7...#so as you can see i need therapy but that's a whole nother issue
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