#ideally id have a job of just like. idk. organizing things

[nutmegpoid]

you know for someone with horrible social anxiety pretty much every job ive had at this point has involved Extensive Phone Usage

[lilypixels]

...............all of them.....?

It took me an hr to do this....🥲💀

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?

Teacupsss

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

Lollipops

3. bubblegum or cotton candy?

Uhhh cotton candy

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

Probably quiet and smart lol I did my school work and was friendly with everyone so I was a favorite and heard all the nice things 🙈

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

I kinda like bottles more but like the glass ones with the caps that could slice your fingers-

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?

I’m for all but sports lol

7. earbuds or headphones?

Earbuds

8. movies or tv shows?

Shows cause I’m the type to watch an hr long episode vs hr long movie idk why but I’m rarely in mood for them

12. name of your favorite playlist?

Drop the beat (ie songs that are upbeat and I like most)

13. lanyard or key ring?

Hmm...I guess lanyard?

14. favorite non-chocolate candy?

Skittles or twizzlers

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

I had lots I had to read in school but only ever finished a handful lol my favorite I think was maybe Macbeth? I would say Odyssey but I don’t think we read the full thing cause I remember being disappointed about something like that...

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

Sitting with my legs bent up in seat with me in some way

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?

Converse and some nice but cheap sneakers from Walmart

18. ideal weather?

Not too hot, not too cold, mild like before/after a rain (most the time), idc if it’s raining or sunny but as long as temp is comfortable I’m fine

19. sleeping position?

On my side most often

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

Phone and notebook

21. obsession from childhood?

Oh gosh uhhh I guess my like of dolls maybe? Or obsession with anything ✨unexplained✨ like ghosts, aliens, cryptids, etc

22. role model?

Kim Namjoon lol just kidding (sorta)

23. strange habits?

Ok I know I have some and my friends would be more than happy to point them all out but hm let me think...idk if these count as habits but I’ll never place a mirror facing a bed (this is more superstitious I guess than habit,,,) I can’t stand my food touching, if I have a tray like in cafeteria I have a certain spot for everything and uh my mind just went blank-

24. favorite crystal?

Moonstone, lapis lazuli, and I feel obligated to say garnet cause it’s my birthstone

25. first song you remember hearing?

Circle of Life maybe who knows xD

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

Walk or clean,,I’m more active and about with warm/nice weather

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?

...stay inside where it’s warm

28. five songs to describe you?

Not this again😭 uhhh idk you tell me ajdbd

29. best way to bond with you?

Indulge me when I go off about things I like or learn 😔✊ I know I’ll talk your ear off and I’m sorry but know I don’t often talk about these things with people so once I start it’s hard to stop,,and it makes me really happy when people do listen to me about these things and send me related items every so often or even look into it themselves to learn more 🥺

30. places that you find sacred?

For some reason this feels like a trick question...um cemeteries and anything with ages of history I guess

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?

Oof do I really have a true outfit?? I have shoes for this which are just black platform sneakers I call stomping shoes

32. top five favorite vines?

I never,,,watched these,,,

33. most used phrase in your phone?

“Yes”...?

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

State Farm and McDonald’s, always

35. average time you fall asleep?

10-11...usually...

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?

Uhhh that one with the ginger dude (I think it was someone’s yearbook photo??) I don’t remember much else about the meme but it was on ifunny, or whatever the app was, a lot

37. suitcase or duffel bag?

Suitcase

38. lemonade or tea?

Easy, tea

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?

...neither

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

Dude these questions really testing my brain power here- for senior prank someone put cereal in some bathroom sinks I think

41. last person you texted?

My mom

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

I’m gonna say jacket since I wear those often

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?

Hoodie or cardigan

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

Fantasy

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

Usually whatever shirt I’m wearing that day and some pj/lounge pants 🤷

47. favorite type of cheese?

Mozzarella

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?

I-what kind of question is this? How does one even answer this?

49. what saying or quote do you live by?

What comes around goes around lol (yes I’m a heavy believer of karma)

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

Lol who knows, probably something dumb me and my siblings were doing or something we watched cause there’s been plenty times of that xD

51. current stresses?

Homework vs free time e-e

52. favorite font?

I like the gothic looking ones but it’s usually not practical to use so idk

53. what is the current state of your hands?

My hands...? They’re fine ??

54. what did you learn from your first job?

How to care for babies and little kids, how to put on a diaper lol

56. favorite tradition?

I can’t remember a particular one off hand but I’m trying to start few new ones like decorating cookies for Halloween uwu

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?

Uhhhhh like personally or...? Cause we’ve overcome homelessness before, um finishing assignments idk���� oh maybe bullying?? That’s all I can think of since I still struggle with a lot,,

58. four talents you’re proud of having?

Alright let’s do thisss: creativity (mostly in writing sense), I can bake/cook, I have amazing organization skills and many work places have used that lol (bonus is I don’t mind, I actually really enjoy it, very peaceful), surprisingly good balance all things considered, I’m a quick learner

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?

“I’m too tired for this.”

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

Good question good question🤔 I don’t think I’d last in any of them/have a terrible side character role so 💀

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?

“Life’s too short to hold grudges.”

62. seven characters you relate to?

Dude this is gonna get embarrassing I can feel it🤠

Itaru, Iori, Sogo, Belle, Simeon (obey me), Nozaki (he’s clueless about romance irl and doesn’t know when someone has a crush on him yet can write romance well enough and yeah it’s me lol), and uhh Swindler/Ordinary Person in Akudama Drive (still can’t believe no one really has names in that anime but the way she gets wrapped in everything felt like something that’d happen to me lol)

63. five songs that would play in your club?

Like nightclub...? I’m skipping this ajdbd

64. favorite website from your childhood?

Probably the Barbie site, me and my sister played all the dress up games almost daily istg

65. any permanent scars?

Appendectomy scars and then looks like I have one on a toe but it’s possible it still might heal...

66. favorite flower(s)?

Nightshade, foxglove, baby’s breath, bellflowers, roses

67. good luck charms?

I don’t think I have any...

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

Lemon

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?

Let me think...I read something once about flowers having ears(?) but like not ear ears just something about having a part that picks up sound waves

70. left or right handed?

Right

71. least favorite pattern?

Lolll animal print I think

72. worst subject?

Physics...the worst science

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

6...?

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

I don’t remember, it probably happened when i was 6. I do remember losing one of my front teeth during my birthday one year and I was happy since the tooth had been loose for some time xD

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

Chips I guess or just like fried in skillet

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?

A succulent probably

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

Neither ew

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?

They are both about equally terrible

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

Earth

81. fireflies or lightning bugs?

Fireflies

82. pc or console?

I am on pc side now

83. writing or drawing?

Writing

84. podcasts or talk radio?

Podcasts I guess

84. barbie or polly pocket?

Barbie

85. fairy tales or mythology?

Mythology, it’s too fun and chaotic lol

86. cookies or cupcakes?

Hm...cupcakes

87. your greatest fear?

Uh,,,I don’t have many fears but I guess one would be falling from a great height? So I would get scared of crossing a bridge and it collapsing or riding a plane and it falling easily

88. your greatest wish?

World peace🥲

89. who would you put before everyone else?

My mom maybe...?

90. luckiest mistake?

I honestly don’t remember but something I do remember is I out semicolon instead of period and turned out to be correct grammar lol

91. boxes or bags?

Boxes

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?

Sunlight or fairy lights, I don’t require much either way and prefer more natural lighting

93. nicknames?

Lassie, twinkle toes, Ash, poody butt (by 3 yr old I sometimes watch and play with lol he means it affectionately; I call him monkey butt and it’s catching on slowly instead)

94. favorite season?

Starting to be fall just a little more but I like transition times most

95. favorite app on your phone?

Let’s go with twitter

96. desktop background?

It is a moriarty and gang pic

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

2: mine and my moms

98. favorite historical era?

Ooo tough one but I’ll say renaissance as some of the coolest things came from that time

[flockofdoves]

gotta sleep but seriously considering if i should quit this job everyones nice and its only been 2.5 weeks but god my chronic pain and fatigue has been flaring up so much worse between how dramatically different my hours are each day so i never can get adequate sleep and then being on my feet doing physical labor 4-9 hours almost every day and the customers (that much is unavoidable but in combo tho..) i’m been constantly in so much pain and at first i was just like ‘oh its bc im out of shape my muscles are just growing’ but i cant eat or sleep properly on this schedule its constantly rushing you to do something and it makes me so upset because i think i could do fine if i just had like. a fucking chair or could mix up what i do so its not hust constant pressure on my right arm (esp since im short i slice at an awkward angle our tables are taller than im used to slicing on) and if having us understaffed constantly wasnt a well known business strategy bc keeping us high strung and overstaffed and getting out late constantly is more profitable than having adequate staffing and getting out on time without mistakes. and i like that they pay us every week but hate only getting a schedule for the next week like not even 2 weeks even though we have to notify them of absences 15+ days ahead so idk what im doing sunday til thursday evening and ig thats making me more depressed than it normally would because ive finally been hanging out with friends in chicago and then my cousin is visiting who i havent seen in 12 years but i havent had the time to do anything with anyone. mostly though im just in so much physical pain and am constantly sleep deprived and that actually resulted in me bumping a car today (no damage fortunately but i almost had a panic attack in the middle of my street it was so embarrassing i was just parking and had to call my mom to come doen bc i didnt know how insurance stuff worked and so many people saw it)

and i feel so dumb for it ive only worked on shift 11 days so far and have been hired for a little less than a month and all my coworkers are so nice and id feel guilty to leave them when even with me theyre so clearly understaffed even though thats not my fault but god idk how im gonna sustain this. i dont know how to compromise my health and my tendency to flake out when things are hard but here i genuinely think this is too much i just at least want a job i can sit at... maybe even ideally one with more regular hours or schedules with 2 weeks notice instead of one.. but god even that is so hard to find like intellectually its not surprising i know how capitalism works and the reserve army of labor and all but god idk. i guess i keep having hope it might be Somewhat okay for me but its really just so hard no matter what. i dont know how to balance being kind to myself and my body with also freling stupid about claiming i “cant” do it when i know people who are similarly chronically ill who dont have petty bourgeois family who still largely financially support them and so cant quit jobs that are slowly destroying them like this. like of course none of use should have to deal with this but its so scary what does it mean to me to confront that ive seen statistics that 50% of people with both fibromyalgia and chronic fatigue syndrome are unemployed. i wouldnt think it of anyone else but im so useless as a leech on my loved ones and havent even been involved with organizing this past month either

anyways. if anyone knows jobs where you can

sit

not do too much repetitive body motions ideally

will allow me to fit 9 hours of sleep into my schedule each day

i dont need a college degree

have a semi regular or reliable schedule to plan around

i know thats asking a lot out of an “entry level” job rven with my 2 years experience in food service/ordering inventory/catering/marketing/etc from my coop but id love ideas lol. or just general advice i hate this shit so much

[lovebunnie]

Do all the asks coward

1. what does your wallet look like?

-i got it as a present from my uncle for christmas and its really expensive but also so ugly im sorry uncle tom. its like that ‘southern fashion’ bullshit that white MAGA moms wear. but it was better than my old wallet, which looks like this and i got when i was 12:

2. favorite color?

- baby pinnk

3. do you own a pride flag, or more than one?

-heres the thing: my parents basically know im not straight but i havent told them. my brother has thought i was a lesbian since freshman year, i have a small pride pin on my backpack, ive never been on a date, its complicated. but no, i dont have one. maybe one day, hopefully.

4. describe your favorite outfit

-black pants, platform doc martens, hoodie under a jean jacket, one clip on earring, and holding my crushes hand :]

5. when was the last time a girl made your heart flutter, and what’d she do?

-okay so theres this girl in my theatre class who is really cute, and she put her head on my shoulder and shes pagan so she drew a little sigil on my arm that means “safe and homely” so like :)))))))))))))

6. do you use nail polish?

-i do, i mostly do black tho

7. do you keep organized?

-absolutely. i have things online filed accordingly, i pick out my outfits the day before, my binders are neat, i learned how to army fold my shirts, i keep my shit CLEAN

8. ever take naps?

-only accidentally. ill be laying in bed watching youtube and next thing you know my autoplay has me watching a markiplier video even tho i dont like him and its 4 hours later

9. who was your first crush?

-idk if this is a real person or not so ill do both. my first fake person crush was either troy from high school musical or frankie stein from monster high. and my first real crush was on a boy named dominic in elementary school. i told him i liked him at the end of 5th grade because i thought i was switching schools but then i didnt and we never spoke again.

10. what are your crush tendencies? fall hard or often?

-both both both. i am the worst with crushes. i have crushes all the time because im romantic and a fucking fool. i have 3 crushes off the top of my head rn and i like them all for different reasons. thats not to say that i want to date them, but its that i like them a lot and i kinda wanna kiss their cheek or hold their hand idk

11. describe your ideal day

-play overwatch with my best friend (u gonble >:) ) then hang out with my cat, go get a smoothie, buy some cool shoes or something, take a shower and be asleep by 9 :,)

12. describe your ideal date

-i have stated that build a bear is an amazing first date and im NOT BACKING DOWN. ITS CUTE AS FUCK AND ILL ACCEPT NOTHING LESS!!

13. whats your favorite food?

-either sushi or strawberries :3c

14. who do you feel most comfortable around?

-my theatre class, people from camp, and gobble

15. what is your favorite compliment to receive?

-i dont have a favorite, any and all are going to make my face go red so i have to cover it and maybe make me cry

16. did you/do you like highschool?

-the first 3 years fucking sucked but senior year has been amazing so far. mostly because i just kinda stopped giving a fuck but its amazing

17. favorite animal?

-i think its cats now. i really like cats

18. do you like your name?

-eh, its okay. its pretty but also it seems like there are 60 million fucking people named grace and its so annoying. i wish it was something more unique idk

19. what kind of weather is your favorite?

-a light rain. no swinging trees or thunder, just lots of rain. its nice to stay inside and feel secure

20. do you believe in horoscopes?

-absolutely not. but theyre fun if you like them

21. tell us about your music taste

-its horrific. to sum it up, my two favorite musicians are the gorillaz and frank sinatra. take from that what you will

22. have you had your first kiss? if so, what was it like?

-i havent had my first kiss yet. gonna be honest, i felt like i was going to, a few times at camp and recently when classes ended. but yeah, nothing yet

23. did you have a favorite stuffed animal as a kid?

-i went thro cycles of favorites. but one ive had for years is a plush shadow the hedgehog from universal studios i got when i was 6. i used to carry him around, even to a pool once

24. what time do you usually wake up and go to bed?

-if you know me, you know i go to bed ridiculously early. i usually get tried at around 6pm and fall asleep between 7:45 and 8:30. and i always wake up before 6 am. i havent slept past 6 am continuously since the end of junior year. please help me

25. what dream trip would you take with your wife?

-maybe to go explore new york, just the two of us that sounds like fun :]

26. do you have any pets?

-i have 2 dogs and a cat. the family owns the dogs but that cat is mine

27. what pair of underwear is your favorite?

-uhhhhhhhhhhh i have some with rainbows that are cool? i dont have favorites, none of them are cute anyway

28. what makes you smile?

-funny jokes make me smile real hard, and if you compliment me at the right time, i kind of pull my legs up and hide my face? its cute and charming i promise

29. what makes you feel heavy?

-in both the physical and metaphorical sense, eating bread

30. what makes you feel better?

-watching bo burnham always makes me feel better, hes my go to whenever im really depressed

31. how do you show your love?

-i show my love in everything i do. everything i do is for love, i love love so much its sickening

32. when is it time to get a haircut?

-whenever u want to lol?

33. where would you live if you could live anywhere?

-maybe san francisco, its beautiful and i love the city

34. do your friends and family take good care of you?

-as much as i allow them to. sometimes i go days without communicating and i know thats annoying but my friends put up with it (they shouldnt have to, i know) and my family is okay. its cliche to say, but they honestly dont understand what im going thro alot of the times, esp with my anxiety and shit

35. have you always used the labels you use now?

-back in the beginning of highschool, i used they/them pronouns and identified as asexual/aromantic. eventually, it didnt feel right, so i know identify as cis and bisexual and that feels right to me

36. what makes you laugh?

-my friends, when people shit talk gobble and i in overwatch even tho???? we didnt know him?????? and the mcelroys always get me

37. who is your favorite fictional character?

-too many options, see list here

38. who do yo admire?

-my father when hes not threatening to throw my phone into a fucking lake and my friends for putting up with me

39. describe yourself in three words

-i am baby

40. how long does it take you to get ready in the morning? 

-usually about 45 min, more or less as each day goes

41. what do you wish you could tell your younger self?

-listen: STOP GIVING A FUCK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. YOU WILL NEVER SEE THEM AGAIN, BE YOURSELF. STOP HIDING AND BEING SCARED OF YOURSELF, BE GENUINE!!!!

42. what would you do if you win the lottery?

-get my parents settled, see about other family members, and then distribute the money to charities accordingly, starting with flint and getting them water

43. would you call yourself a romantic?

-yes

44. what is your gayest childhood memory?

-my mom had cosmos magazines

45. do you have tattoos or want any?

-i dont have any tattoos but ive been obsessed with them since the 6th grade. id love to get tattoos, i just dont know what or where and also im afraid of pain

46. whats your worst habit?

-either biting my thumbs, starving myself, or ghosting my friends. prob ghosting my friends

47. what are you proud of?

-i guess coming out of my shell finally? idk, i actually have friends now and it feels amazing tbh. im in 5 group chats now. i havent been in a group chat since 6th grade. :))))))

48. did you know that youre actually a gift to the world, for real?

-hi i love you?

49. whats your favorite memory?

-there are so so many. but what comes to mind first is our dance night at camp where we all stood outside and i finally gave ian my tumblr and we all ran inside to dance to mr. brightside then ran outside again and we requested nightcore and rivers was fucking dancing their hearts out and we all sang along and im going to crying just typing this out

50. do you have a sweet tooth?

-i guess so. too much makes me feel like shit but i do really enjoy smarties

51. what do you like most about yourself?

-this is dumb, but my sense of style. since i got a job ive been wearing shit i actually like and its amazing. ill admit i have cool clothes

52. what makes you fall for a girl?

-besides acknowledging me, probably getting to know me and not like, putting me on a pedestal. idk its weird, ive met a lot of people this year who like to place me so high it feels like i cant make a mistake around them without disappointing them. idk, i want someone to call me out on my bullshit instead of assuring me im okay. i want to know what i do wrong so i can fix it

53. make a recommendation

-for what? uhh okay for music, listen to ‘clay pigeons’ by michael cera (yes i know michael cera) and for television, watch bojack horseman and for movies, watch the docuseries called ‘7 days out’ on netflix

54. have you ever had your heart broken?

-yeah, when i broke up with maddy because we werent ready to date. i cared and continue to care about her and i didnt want to hurt her but i knew its what we both needed. its what i needed, atleast. and i cant be a good girlfriend if i feel like im doing badly. but also ive had friends break my heart and family break my heart. but im okay now, this heart is ready to be broken again

55. when do you feel most yourself?

-def when i was at camp, that place is magical in the way it allows you to be yourself. but also when i talk to gobble because hes my best friend and when im at college, we can talk more and its gonna be dope as shit

56. name a gorgeous celeb

-jake gyllenhaal jake gyllenhaal jake gyllenhaal 

57. what are some of your favorite songs this week?

-fake happy by paramore, im not okay (i promise) by my chemical romance, tomorrow comes today by gorillaz

58. tell us 2 or your biggest hopes and fears

-biggest hopes: i publish a book someday & i get a job doing something i love

-biggest fears: i end up homeless and broke & something horrific happens in college

59. what flavor chapstick/lipbalm is the best?

-raspberry i guess

60. are you okay?

-i answered a lot more honestly then i shouldve for some of these and i start new classes tomorrow so im feeling really anxious so im doing alright i guess.

gobble you test me but i do love you

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I want to ask all of the colors actually... so yeah... answer everything or whatever pieces you want

hi cammi!!! i miss you!! i just did blue so i will do the rest? (beware folks this is one long ass post)

red:

how was your first kiss?

it was really nice. i think ive told the story here before but it was outside our state capitol building which was like lit up at night and it was frigid and i did NOT have proper outerwear but i was on his lap and it sorta just happened and i remember my head like flipping out while it was happening and not enjoying the kiss perse but the whole experience was good it’s a nice memory i think it was a good first kiss as they go

what do you love about yourself?

i think i really care about things and people in a really cool and wholesome and passionate way which i think is really cool. there are certain outfits/makeup looks that i loveee the way i look in. i used to love the fact that i was a figure skater. i know intellectually that im pretty reliable and competent which are traits i prize but i dont always believe i actually have them.

 when’s the last time you warmed your hands in front of a fire?

straight up could not tell you.

 would you rather watch a sunrise or sunset?

sunset

 what’s the best thing about summer?

the warm sunny weather. and the best thing about this upcoming summer is im going to disneyworld.

orange: 

what makes you feel warm inside? 

my boyfriend. any instance where i feel even the smallest glimmer of camaraderie with a large group. honestly closer by the chainsmokers.

what’s your favorite halloween tradition? 

im not really a halloween person. but my nana’s birthday is halloween so every year when we were little she would come over and have pizza with us and then after we trick or treated we would have cake and sing and stuff and that was nice.

what’s the last thing you learned? 

i learned a lot about dissociative disorders in the abnormal psych class i just got out of. for instance that the vast majority of people with these illnesses are women

when’s the last time you felt obsessed? 

the last time i was truly and deeply obsessed with something was about 4 years ago when les miserables consumed/saved my life. the last piece of media i’ve consumed kinda obsessively i guess is closer by the chainsmokers.

what’s your favorite article of clothing?

 i got these brown heeled boots over the summer that i kinda love but i dont wear them a ton. i rly like leggings? idk it’s a good question and this is a really unsatisfying answer but im not sure

yellow:

if you could have any view from your bedroom window what would you choose? 

im not sure. the new englander in me says just like a not super dense patch of woods maybe? like ideally with fall colors? but im not picky about those sorts of things

what’s your favorite thing to do on a sunny day? 

straight up just lie in the sun. bring a book with me to pretend to read but mostly just lie in it for a while and drink iced tea. in an ideal world maybe dip into a pool every now and again.

what do you consider lucky?

i dont really have lucky articles of clothing or anything like that if that’s the question. i think like in general im very lucky i have a very good life?

 what made you smile today?

i woke up snuggling w jon so that was pretty damn nice 

 what makes you happy?

when im not in a specifically bad mood like everything makes me happy. seeing other people smile or hug. (yesterday in class a boy had a valentines day flower and he just was like staring at it with a dumb smile for a lot of class it was so cute). glitter. small animals. games with friends. the bachelor. accomplishing things. people complimenting me. 

green: 

what’s your favorite thing to do outside? 

like sit and read under a tree in the fall or sunbathe in summer

do you like camping?

no

 what would you spend $1,000 on? 

id probably put it in my bank account and slowly spend it down by means of chipotle burritos, ramen, opus chili, lipstick, vodka handles, leggings, and drugstore makeup

what’s your job, or what do you want to do as your job?

lol i call alumni from my college and ask them for money, over summer worked at a dollar store. ideally i’d work in either lobbying or nonprofit or maybe (post-drumpf) a governmental organization like trying to make things not so bad for people. 

 what’s your favorite article of clothing?

wasnt this a questionn for another color?

purple: 

what’s your astrological sign?

saggitarius but dont pay that any mind if you want to know things about me i was born 3 weeks late and i definitely relate more to scorpio things tho i believe none of it

 what’s the best piece of advice you ever received?

“walk with purpose”-- lucy (cammi you know who im talking about and im being kinda facetious cuz idk if i have a real answer--it might be something my coach marissa told me this summer--but i do think about that particular advice a lot) 

when’s the last time you followed your instincts?

i got unhealthy food today at lunch bc i wanted to? idk i feel like for most important things i do what my original thought was but only after agonizing hours of debate and self-torture so i doubt that counts

 what’s your favorite food? 

cheese in all its many forms

what’s your secret dream?

to be an actually good figure skater lol. to fall madly in love and get married in like 4, 5 years.

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h O LY SHIT FAM!! WE DID IT!! id like to think me mum & yeezus crust himself for givin me the strength to send in my app cause all i wanted to do was cRY ... i lit was sweatin out anxiety beads but this group was too LIT to pass up ur all so wonderful i wanna d*e ... but hey hi hello im sammi!! my heart is beatin like 134343434 times a min ima pass tf out pce!! say nice things abt me @ my funeral xoxo anYDAMNWAY ... lemme tell u a bit abt shep & also abt his character carter just ~~warning~~ dis shit long winded af & boring as hell so ... enjoy :))

˗ˏˋ THE BLURB ˎˊ˗

( SHEPARD DANVERS, MUSE L, MALE ) —— he looks way too much like harry styles but, he actually plays CARTER HAYES on the netflix series, university ! when asked in an interview what song described him best, shepard said what’s the matter by milo greene. that must be because he comes off as detached and inhibited but is reallyambitious and supportive and is known as the benevolent around hollywood. ( jade eyes constantly dilate with temptation as neon signs flash around him, urging him to just step a little further out of his comfort zone. desire, need, want; he feels it all. he has to do it but, wait, his slender fingers wrap around the necklace splayed across his chest and just one touch of the silver cross sends him crashing back to earth. the reasons he can’t pass go aren’t exactly complicated but this game of monopoly is unforgiving. it’s a brutal tug of war between sinners and saints and he’s teetering on the edge; he’s afraid of dying because he hasn’t yet lived. )

˗ˏˋ ABOUT SHEPARD ˎˊ˗

shepard grey danvers was born on january 5th, 1996 in austin, texas to a very conservative family who upheld traditional ideals and values

his father was a well respected doctor who expected his sons to follow in his footsteps in some form or another

his mother was a homemaker who stayed home and looked after the children as well as did all of the cooking, cleaning, etc

both parents held firm beliefs that everyone had a role to play in the world and not working towards your full potential was a complete disservice to god

in order to instill their own beliefs into their four children, it was a requirement for all of them to attend church every wednesday and sunday, no exceptions

and it wasn’t like they had horrible lives because, they didn’t. their parents were overbearing, sure, but they had a lot more than others. they had a roof over their heads, food on the table, and hope for their futures

shep has an older brother ( samuel ) and two younger sisters ( elizabeth and joanna)

his brother is twenty nine, an engineer, and married with two kids and one on the way. he’s definitely leading the picture perfect life that their parents forced upon them

his younger sisters are thirteen and six, respectively, so they’re still living at home and going to school

however, shep ended up taking a different approach to the path that was set forth for him because instead of going to a university in his home state, he instead got accepted into stanford and made the move to california at only eighteen

it was something that his parents were both proud of and inherently hated because how were they suppose to make sure their son kept on track if he was so far away

that didn’t matter much to shep though and he moved without a second thought (truth be told he never felt like he belonged in texas anyway )

he’s currently in his third year at stanford working on getting his phd in neuroscience

his parents don’t help him at all with money ( and he doesn’t expect them to ) so, very early on, he realized that he would have to get a job

lucky for him, california was piled to the brim with opportunities that he could take advantage of that paid decently and wouldn’t take too much time away from his studies

that was originally how he got wrapped up in the acting world. he would mostly “audition” to be an extra in tv shows, movies, etc and get paid around three hundred for each … it was easy money for him

from there, his agent began getting contacted by people who wanted to cast shep in guest starring roles or small cameos and since they paid more he began agreeing

that opened up entirely new opportunities and he did it for a while before starting to get overwhelmed with the workload and his college work

that was when he decided to just go back to doing smaller gigs for a while which turned into him only essentially starring in music videos which didn’t pay nearly enough for him to be able to pay his half of the rent

( drug tw ) his roommate could see that he was pretty much drowning so he introduced him to the life of drugs and his drug of choice was cocaine. being a neuroscience major, shep knew right from the jump what kind of side effects came along with it and how dangerous it could be, but he was struggling so he forced every instinct telling him not to do it to the back of his mind

the high he got from doing it gave him a sense of euphoria, a burst of energy, self confidence, and he required less sleep which meant he could get more done … it was like a godsend

he promised himself that he wouldn’t let it get out of control, that he wouldn’t get addicted, but it slowly started becoming more and more of an essential

with the drug, he was not only able to fly through his coursework but he could even take on better acting jobs on the side

this was how he ended up auditioning for a popular show on netflix titled university. according to the casting call, it was only a guest starring role anyway so it wouldn’t be much different from other jobs ( however, he also doesn’t realize that these things are very flexible and some people who have started out as guest stars ended up being on a show for multiple seasons )

getting the role was incredibly exciting for him because the character was vastly different than him and he enjoyed playing those types of parts

the schedule for the show though is the most grueling he’s ever dealt with so having to juggle that on top of going to school is really starting to wear down on him which, in turn, has only upped his drug use

he refuses to quit though because he’s developed a love for acting and he genuinely enjoys doing it … if he wasn’t so afraid of what his parents might do then he would drop out of college and just act full time but, alas, he knows that getting his phd is top priority

˗ˏˋ TIDBITS ABOUT SHEPARD ˎˊ˗

he’s left handed

his favorite director is the late stanley kubrick

he’s only had one serious girlfriend

one of his major goals in life is to own a dog ( his roommate has one )

he wants to start his own charity organization

obsessed with 80′s synth pop … yeah idk either fam :))

he’s usually clean cut and sports a short hairstyle ( think present!harry ) but for the show they had him grow his hair out a little longer ( think 2013!harry and 2014!harry )

he absolutely despises having long hair because he can’t do shit with it … luckily for him they tend to hide his locks under snapbacks and beanies in the show

he only has one tattoo which is a cross on his hand in the area between his thumb and index finger

he made a promise to his mother that he would remain celibate until he got married so he’s a virgin

however, he struggles with temptation daily and is actually worried that he may not be strong enough to hold up his end of the deal ( or maybe he just doesn’t want to )

he’s generally a kind and caring person, but he can be an absolute little shit at times

he even teeters on being a pushover with some people and the complete opposite with others … he isn’t afraid to stand up for himself at all but he also won’t blatantly be an asshole

he’s awful at all sports except for golf ( if that’s even considered a sport?? idk ) like … is he twenty one or seventy one??? no one knows

he absolutely DESPISES peanut butter like even the thought alone makes him gag

he also curses like a sailor … seriously has the worst potty mouth ever

˗ˏˋ ABOUT CARTER ˎˊ˗

he was originally born in russia as aleksandr vitalyevich tchernev-volkov but was later adopted out of the country at the age of eight to a family of six in the states ( with him being the only one not biologically theirs )

deciding to give the child a fresh start, they legally changed his name to carter lee hayes and began homeschooling him while going through the process of teaching him how to speak english

when he was ten, he had made enough progress to begin going to school and officially started on his new path

he seemed to make friends easily because, perhaps, the kids were just fascinated with someone from a different country or maybe it was because he held a certain type of aura that drew others in

he wasn’t the smartest but he did excel in sports, playing everything from baseball to football and all that was in between. however, he truly shined the brightest in basketball and it was through that in which he got a scholarship to college

it was bittersweet though because while he was happy, he was also sad to be parting ways with his best friend jonas

he looked up to him in a lot of ways after all … the dude had everything that carter wanted for himself and he had welcomed him with open arms immediately

which made the fact that he had slept with jonas’ girlfriend on prom night about a million times worse because … how could someone do that to their best friend? someone that they considered a brother??

the answer was actually simple: abigail took too much valuable time away from carter and jonas’ friendship

finding out that they would be going to the same college together made carter roll his eyes so hard that he was surprised they didn’t just fall right out of his head

so, his solution? sleep with abigail and tear their relationship apart for good. that wasn’t exactly what happened though because jonas never found out and it quickly became apparent that his friend could very well blame carter and end their friendship without explanation

that fact alone was what kept him from telling the other and just moving on with his life

at the end of his senior year though, carter ended up tearing his rotator cuff and he immediately felt as though his life was falling apart

he fell down a rabbit hole during the summer of drugs, sex, and alcohol and developed an addiction to prescription pain meds

once college started up, he told himself that he would pull it together but he just couldn’t and his reliance on the prescription pills ended up costing him his basketball scholarship

he had nothing; no best friend, no sport to occupy himself with, and no scholarship

deciding that he truly had nothing left to lose, he dropped out of college and had his parents pull some strings with people over at usc believing fully that it would help set their son back on the right track with having jonas back in his life

however, that isn’t really the reason why he wanted to go. no, his reason was simple: if he couldn’t have what he wanted then no one else could either. no matter if that meant ruining jonas and abigail’s relationship and potentially his and jonas’ as well

˗ˏˋ TIDBITS ABOUT CARTER ˎˊ˗

he’s right handed

his favorite color is orange

he’s obsessed with bacon cheeseburgers from wendy’s

he used the money he was saving for a car on his sixteenth birthday to pay for front row tickets at a beyonce concert

he’s usually always seen sporting a snapback or beanie

he’s fluent in russian

he has no idea what happened to his birth parents or why he was put up for adoption in the first place

the only thing he really has from his biological family is a watch which he wears all the time even though it stopped working a long time ago

he loves when it rains while the sun is still shining … he finds that there’s just something calming about it

he won the spelling bee when he was in the fifth grade

he’s very competitive and tends to make even the simplest things into a game of winning or losing

he has a very selfish mindset where he tends to look out for himself above everyone else

used to have his nose pierced but he got rid of it after almost having it torn out during a playoff game

˗ˏˋ COMMON GROUND BETWEEN ACTOR AND CHARACTER ˎˊ˗

both felt more or less like the “black sheep” of their family

both are hiding a drug problem that they fully believe they have control over

both have an intense craving to be in love rather than constantly falling for every pretty little thing around them

& i think thats it??? i also have like muse posts for both on my blog plus teaser posters for carter & just ... all kinds of random shit if u wanted to check it out ig ... but anYWAY if u wanna plot then just give this a like & ill shoot u a mssg?? im srsly so excited to be here!!! & im more than 10000% sure ima be plottin w/ everybody anyway so expect a mssg regardless

[toast-connoisseur]

All the weird asks

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans? -I love coffee mugs, tea cups, and wine glasses even though I don’t drink any of those drinks lol

2. chocolate bars or lollipops? -Chocolate bars!

3. bubblegum or cotton candy? -Cotton candy

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you? -“a pleasure to have in class” of course!

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups? -Nothing beats bottled soda from Mexico!

6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear? -I guess I’m a bit of goth and tomboy mixed? I don’t think any of these really describe me, I’m more into the retro/rockabilly style.

7. earbuds or headphones? -Earbuds for the most part.

8. movies or tv shows? -Movies!

9. favorite smell in the summer? -Chlorine in pool water.

10. game you were best at in p.e.? -The “soy down and chit chat” we’d play on a rainy day indoors.

11. what you have for breakfast on an average day? -Egg and a slice of toast!

12. name of your favorite playlist? -I made my best friend a “From Hot Girl Summer to Thotumn” and it’s pretty lit.

13. lanyard or key ring? -Both? Lanyards are cool though.

14. favorite non-chocolate candy? -Anything with tamarindo!

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment? -Rosemary’s Baby although i technically got to pick it for my assignment.

16. most comfortable position to sit in? -I switch a lot because of my back pain but I usually like when my legs are raised.

17. most frequently worn pair of shoes? -My chucks!

18. ideal weather? -Sunny with a slight breeze so it’s not hot.

19. sleeping position? -Half on my side. I sleep odd because I want to sleep on my stomach but my boobs won’t let me.

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)? -Post it’s and laptop!

21. obsession from childhood? -Stickersss

22. role model? -Dita Von Teese

23. strange habits? -I tend to chew on the side of my tongue while I concentrate. I’ve been told it makes me look stupid.

24. favorite crystal? -Green Aventurine

25. first song you remember hearing? -Something by Shakira probably

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather? -Beach!

27. favorite activity to do in cold weather? -Cuddle up and watch movies!

28. five songs to describe you? -Dancing Queen (ABBA), Don’t Stop Me Now (Queen), Flawless Remix (Beyoncé ft. Nicki Minaj), Kiss My Sass (Cobra Starship), and Act Up (City Girls)

29. best way to bond with you? -Tell me a secret and I’ll tell you one of mine

30. places that you find sacred? -None now tbh

31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names? -Uhh a band shirt and leggings? Idk lmao

32. top five favorite vines? -How? I’d have to write all the lines down or hunt links on YouTube lmao

33. most used phrase in your phone? -TEAAA

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head? -1 800-588-2300 Empiiiiire TODAY

35. average time you fall asleep? -M-F around 10ish or earlier and weekends I try to sleep late!

36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing? -The “forever alone” ones lol

37. suitcase or duffel bag? -Depends on where I’m going and for how long.

38. lemonade or tea? -Lemonade

39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie? -Ohh this one is tough... umm pie?

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school? -We always had riots and brawls but one time the way it started in one corner of the school and made it all the way to the other end was funny because you could see how the riot spread.

41. last person you texted? -My sister!

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets? -Jacket!

43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket? -Jean jacket!

44. favorite scent for soap? -For body soap, I like a soft clean scent and for hand soap I like eucalyptus mint.

45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero? -Sci-Fi!

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in? -Pj pants/shorts and a tank top!

47. favorite type of cheese? -Provolone

48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be? -An Orange, you gotta peel off the layers before you get to the sweet stuff!

49. what saying or quote do you live by? “Life sucks and then you die” -My senior year government teacher

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have? -Literal nonsense my friends and I come up with.

51. current stresses? -Work, school, family, the virus... should I continue?

52. favorite font? -I’m honestly so used to Times New Roman that I forget others exist.

53. what is the current state of your hands? -Washed and clean!!

54. what did you learn from your first job? -Kids are fun, adults suck

55. favorite fairy tale? -Cinderella!

56. favorite tradition? -My family doesn’t have any so I’m hoping I’ll have some someday with someone.

57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome? -All of 2018. Finding a home within a week, keeping a full time job even though I’m exhausted, finishing college

58. four talents you’re proud of having? -I give really good hugs, I’m good at helping people, I’m a self-starter, and I’m very organized

59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be? -Yiiiikes

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be? -I know nothing about anime

61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.? -“The greatest thing you will ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return.” -Moulin Rouge (2001)

62. seven characters you relate to? -None, really. Which is a good thing considering I mostly read stories about murder mysteries and I am in fact, not a murderer.

63. five songs that would play in your club? -Act Up (City Girls), I Want it That Way (Backstreet Boys), Bye Bye Bye (NSYNC), Shake That Monkey (Too $hort), Oye Mi Amor (Maná)

64. favorite website from your childhood? -Neopets!

65. any permanent scars? -On my pinky from a cut with glass and on my eyebrow from stitches I got

66. favorite flower(s)? -Recently? Peonies

67. good luck charms? -Just the number 17 really

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried? -Sea urchin

69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned? -All leaves have symmetry!

70. left or right handed? -I’m right handed for writing, left for everything else really

71. least favorite pattern? -I love all patterns!

72. worst subject? -Math, but I like it?

73. favorite weird flavor combo? -Certain cereals with chocolate milk lol

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen? -10

75. when did you lose your first tooth? -I have no idea. All mine fell out early on.

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?’ -Potatoes are my favorite! I’d go with french fries though

77. best plant to grow on a windowsill? -The one you can grow out of a little bean lol

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store? -Always sushi

79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo? -School ID

80. earth tones or jewel tones? -Both but I like the pop of jewel tones!

81. fireflies or lightning bugs? -“You would not believe your eyes, if 10 million fireflies...”

82. pc or console? -Console

83. writing or drawing? -Writing. I love to draw, but I’m shit at it

84. podcasts or talk radio? -Podcasts

84. barbie or polly pocket? -Barbieee

85. fairy tales or mythology? -Mythology

86. cookies or cupcakes? -Por que no los dos? Umm cookies!

87. your greatest fear? -Being buried alive

88. your greatest wish? -To be happy

89. who would you put before everyone else? -My nephew

90. luckiest mistake? -Interviewing for an entry level position and getting hired for something higher up

91. boxes or bags? -Depends on what I’m transporting

92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights? -Sunlight in the morning, fairy lights at night

93. nicknames? -Barbie, Barbz, Dumb Bitch

94. favorite season? -Spring

95. favorite app on your phone? -IG

96. desktop background? -The moon

97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized? -All my family and I used to have my best friends numbers too but then they switched their numbers and I never re-learned them

98. favorite historical era? -The Modern Era? Minus the racism.

Thanks Anon💕