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vestaldestroyer · 1 month ago

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wearing a corset today might have been a bad idea

#my ribs are creaking #which is weird ive only had it for like two hours #apparently new binder&corset combo is fatal #ouchies #but i have to go out in the evening for a social event. and i do NOT want to go to a public cafe binderless #id literally rather die #my ribs have an hour to recover hopefully ill live

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quillkiller · 1 year ago

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i literally only started this blog to spread the quillkiller agenda and now i barely talk about them anymore and…………. only talk about lilyrosekiller ?

#worlds worst dyke award goes to me #WHERE ARE MY TWO INSANE BOYFRIENDS i say as if ive ever slept with a man in my entire life #id literally rather die #WHO HAVE I BECOME #me pretending they’re just butch lesbians >

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imthere4yuu · 5 months ago

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@spacepsychologist please tell the psych ward adolescents hi!! And that I'm sorry everything sucks rn. I hope someone helps you feel heard *hugs/high fives/elbows/smiles/whatever consensual interaction here*

Super smol traumadump below, feel free to share this too :)

I was hospitalized/institutionalized as a minor for 6ish months, around age 15. I missed my entire senior year (including prom and graduation) trying to get through it all.

this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] put on the best talent show this towns ever seen

#psychward #adolescents #mental health #hospital #validation #sometimes “it gets better” doesnt cut it #it sucks to be hospitalized like that #(how do i write troubled teen industry and also hide that tag)#its my biggest fear tbh #id literally rather die #im good tho #CPTSD #depression/anxiety #AuDHD

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bedforddanes75 · 1 day ago

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i forget how fucking hard it is to draw mouths until Literally Every Time I Do It. how does one forget such a TORTURE im gonna end it all

#currently drawing an OPEN Mouth.#id literally rather die #im GONNA die.#like please why are they so fucking WEIRD #blah blah!#not 75 stuff

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cloudysfluffs · 7 months ago

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oh hey look i actually bothered to make the tickly version to this piece!! this is what was going on in my head when i drew the og

kink/nsfw/fetish blogs dni please!!!

#tickle art #my art #lee!blitz #ler!striker #i love that my striker 'redes' looks exactly like canon with almost no changes #and blitz is virtually unrecognizable. how it should be i think #im sorry you cant make me draw his fuckass forehead id rather die #helluva boss tickle #um. runs away and hides foresver #stri//ker is my biggest tkle crush.......ever #so this is shameful. im literally posting this and then immediately going to sleep LOL #sorry i havent drawn in a whilleeee ive been busy graduating college :)#also my birthday is tomorrwo so this is kind of a birthday present To Me

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caramellody · 5 months ago

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I could go on and on and spiral about a LOT of things relating to NSBU:

The NATURE of the nsbu movie and what THAT could entail and what THAT could mean for the characters in this movie

The way at how everyone in the main cast AND barsimmion follow the themes of the lack of change and stalemate in life

#nsbu spoilers #d20 nsbu #never stop blowing up #im so glad they finally ran into barsimmion bc it essentially means we can see what id like to call. the metaplot #which is essentially. okay so you have nsbu the movie plot. the shadow falcons the santo patron the kingskins group etc.#the metaplot is very simply: everything relating to the lake elsinore gang #anyway cal and i devolved into a half an hour talk about what IS nsbu the movie.#and the idea that potential of. almost self awareness to this fact. bc to these guys all of THIS? is resl to them and theyre living it #it changes in a dime #and they keep going. actions and consequences bay bee #so to have this ever flowing ebb and flow of a lifestyle juxtaposed with these 6 normies who REFUSE to do anything more with their life.#or rather might be too scared to consider what could happen if they take the first step or cant emotionally do it. whatever the reason.#putting these guys in situations where THEY DO have to act. where they do have to change bc if they dont they WILL LITERALLY DIE #its fun its really fun to think about

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its-alittleobsessed · 6 months ago

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Imagine saying yes and the very next day your favorite author, who hasn’t shown signs of life since 2018, uploads a 100k word work. Or your fav unfinished fic gets updated to completion.

And for you loophole seekers, you can no longer read books or fics you've already read either. Also, podfics and audiobooks count as reading. They're banned too.

#id literally rather die #there’s no amount of money in the world that could get me to say yes to this #fanfiction #ao3 #fanfic #books #litterature

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kisaraslover · 1 year ago

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at the risk of sounding like a Very Hurt Person ill be frank. Seto Kaiba being set up as a traumatized, mentally ill kid with PTSD, who had to cope alone and heal alone and bury his past and reinvent himself, proving to and deeply convincing himself that he can do anything in the process, resulting in this narcissistic double ended blade persona, which, narratively speaking, only gets stomped on, by the good guys, antagonized, by the good guys, and as the Merciful course of action the good guys: Force Him Back Into Accepting And Becoming His Past Self (literally cant imagine a worse fate for anyone who had to erase their past and remake themselves tbh) With Its Past Loves And Past Hurts:

this shit suck lol

#not art #seto kaiba #yugioh #ygo #i might hiss like a wounded animal when Atem is near Kaiba. but worry not. its only because im personally offended when he speaks to seto #i AM projecting before anyone accuses me of it. but the interpretation is solid sadly. this post is canon compliant!#do with that what you will #would literally rather die than to have a a gang of friends following me and forcing me to accept FURTHER BACK the past i escaped like #wdym??? ill kms?????? right now??#and the secret past is one where he was your SERVANT???? this man with THIS ego???????YOUR LOYAL SERVANT?#AND HE LOST THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE THERE????? and he spent the rest of his life MOURNING after both yall???????#no id rather kms than acknowledge im sorry #i get him #this is why im a kaiba kinnie and youre a kaiba shipper with atem or yugi or joey #LMAO came out swinging at the last sentence im unwell rn

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temporarilyunspokensneezes · 6 months ago

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I'm just curious because I feel like I've realized that all the stereotypical "shame around sex" that gets instilled into kids instead all got shoved into shame around people knowing about this kink and I've considered exploring that with a therapist but also....I hate talking about the fet out loud 🥲

#my post #poll #snz kink #snuestion for the crowd #literally i will happily give every minute detail about the sex ive had or the sex i want to have #but the moment it involves the snz id rather die than talk about it out loud

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brainrot-stitch · 5 months ago

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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax

#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason #i was failing allll my classes tho #except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs #idk how i passed.....#im just godly #but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet #ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow #SIGH #the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS #PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT #😭😭😭😭😭#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation #to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it #like i just stopped #honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general 😭💀and they literally pulled me away and were like “r u ok....”#i dont remember where i was going with this #im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back #i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh #vent post #I GUESS #mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLE😭😭😭😭😭#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......

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dismies-art · 1 year ago

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evolution of my oc from her first (known) design to now :-)

(no longer a ghs oc, but she originally was)

#my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #art #small artist #artists of tumblr #digital artist #artist on tumblr #artwork #art on tumblr #ghs #gregory horror show #gregory house #no i wont give away my 2018 ask blo i think id rather die. literally.

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dinkdonkjoolian · 4 days ago

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me (a very reasonable person/sar) genuinely contemplating suicide because of a minor inconvenience or having to actively restrain myself from lashing out at my closest and most beloved family and friends over insignificant and alltogether harmless mistakes/percieved slights against me. both of these things happen literally daily can somebody please just end it for me

#tw sui #tw sui ideation #tw #tw vent #tw bpd vent #bpd vent #yapfest #i should be kept high drunk and chained up at all times #and also isolated from the real world #i am a danger to myself and those around me and i am not a good person #i mean uhh haha sigma skibidi oneyplays lyle rath haha am i right guys (were so fucked shit out of luck hardwired to self destruct/lyr)#hahaha dont percieve me different or accomodate me ill be burdensome. no thanks id rather just genuinely always be upset and miserable than #cause you any inconvencinece you yes you reading this grabs you by the shoulders HELP HELP ME PLEASE GID #cant you tell! im doing well! slash sar #even the parasocial isnt good enough anymore nothing makes me happy #maybe its time for imogen to die #i literally have been raped before but for some reason i cant handle interruption and things that poke and prod at my ego #i was not born to be this old chat #tw r4p3

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featherymainffins · 20 days ago

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The Line is a genuinely amazing song but I feel like it was created for incredibly evil purposes and nothing but evil purposes. Song engineered in a lab specifically for causing harm.

#the line that goes like 'id rather you weren't here for what could be my final form' always fucking gets me #final form not because it's some kind of super coll character arc but because it will kill you #it's your final form because there's no change after. there's nothing after.#a final form is final in the sense that you die. there will never be any other form for you. there will never be another change for you #'did i disappoint you? will they still let me over?' fucked up and painful. why.#'i can't fight this fight now. pull the blanket tight now.' I'm going to be sick. horrible. twisted. why.#also it's so funny how some people are trying to pretend that they aren't canon as if The Line literally didn't repeat #'stay your pretty eyes on course'. yeah sure completely normal thing you say to your friend for whom you have purely platonic feelings

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twipsai · 3 months ago

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ufuhdggsggh whyy cant my stupid brain do anything its like im hard-wired to be a fucking failure

#delete later #IGNORE MEEEE HAHAH ^_^ anywayssssss #literally cant draw anything cuz i dont have any energy when i get home #im exhausted and im neglecting at least 3 responsibilities at a time to balance the other 3 #im gonna fucking teeter over and fall and thw years barely started #why cant i be a normal person. why cant my brain work like everyone elses #im not doing art im not doing work im doing fucking jack shit. id rather fucking die #I AM LUCKY I HAVE SHIT TO LIVE FORRRRRR 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU UP COMING GAMES #SAY THANK YOU WATCH ALONGS WITH FRIENDS #AND ONGOING COLLABORATIVE PROJECTS

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archersartcorner · 1 year ago

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