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wearing a corset today might have been a bad idea
#my ribs are creaking#which is weird ive only had it for like two hours#apparently new binder&corset combo is fatal#ouchies#but i have to go out in the evening for a social event. and i do NOT want to go to a public cafe binderless#id literally rather die#my ribs have an hour to recover hopefully ill live
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i literally only started this blog to spread the quillkiller agenda and now i barely talk about them anymore and…………. only talk about lilyrosekiller ?
#worlds worst dyke award goes to me#WHERE ARE MY TWO INSANE BOYFRIENDS i say as if ive ever slept with a man in my entire life#id literally rather die#WHO HAVE I BECOME#me pretending they’re just butch lesbians >
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@spacepsychologist please tell the psych ward adolescents hi!! And that I'm sorry everything sucks rn. I hope someone helps you feel heard *hugs/high fives/elbows/smiles/whatever consensual interaction here*
Super smol traumadump below, feel free to share this too :)
I was hospitalized/institutionalized as a minor for 6ish months, around age 15. I missed my entire senior year (including prom and graduation) trying to get through it all.
this sucks so bad i need to [remembers suicide jokes only worsen my mental health] put on the best talent show this towns ever seen
#psychward#adolescents#mental health#hospital#validation#sometimes “it gets better” doesnt cut it#it sucks to be hospitalized like that#(how do i write troubled teen industry and also hide that tag)#its my biggest fear tbh#id literally rather die#im good tho#CPTSD#depression/anxiety#AuDHD
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oh hey look i actually bothered to make the tickly version to this piece!! this is what was going on in my head when i drew the og
kink/nsfw/fetish blogs dni please!!!
#tickle art#my art#lee!blitz#ler!striker#i love that my striker 'redes' looks exactly like canon with almost no changes#and blitz is virtually unrecognizable. how it should be i think#im sorry you cant make me draw his fuckass forehead id rather die#helluva boss tickle#um. runs away and hides foresver#stri//ker is my biggest tkle crush.......ever#so this is shameful. im literally posting this and then immediately going to sleep LOL#sorry i havent drawn in a whilleeee ive been busy graduating college :)#also my birthday is tomorrwo so this is kind of a birthday present To Me
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I could go on and on and spiral about a LOT of things relating to NSBU:
The NATURE of the nsbu movie and what THAT could entail and what THAT could mean for the characters in this movie
The way at how everyone in the main cast AND barsimmion follow the themes of the lack of change and stalemate in life
#nsbu spoilers#d20 nsbu#never stop blowing up#im so glad they finally ran into barsimmion bc it essentially means we can see what id like to call. the metaplot#which is essentially. okay so you have nsbu the movie plot. the shadow falcons the santo patron the kingskins group etc.#the metaplot is very simply: everything relating to the lake elsinore gang#anyway cal and i devolved into a half an hour talk about what IS nsbu the movie.#and the idea that potential of. almost self awareness to this fact. bc to these guys all of THIS? is resl to them and theyre living it#it changes in a dime#and they keep going. actions and consequences bay bee#so to have this ever flowing ebb and flow of a lifestyle juxtaposed with these 6 normies who REFUSE to do anything more with their life.#or rather might be too scared to consider what could happen if they take the first step or cant emotionally do it. whatever the reason.#putting these guys in situations where THEY DO have to act. where they do have to change bc if they dont they WILL LITERALLY DIE#its fun its really fun to think about
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Imagine saying yes and the very next day your favorite author, who hasn’t shown signs of life since 2018, uploads a 100k word work. Or your fav unfinished fic gets updated to completion.
And for you loophole seekers, you can no longer read books or fics you've already read either. Also, podfics and audiobooks count as reading. They're banned too.
#id literally rather die#there’s no amount of money in the world that could get me to say yes to this#fanfiction#ao3#fanfic#books#litterature
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at the risk of sounding like a Very Hurt Person ill be frank. Seto Kaiba being set up as a traumatized, mentally ill kid with PTSD, who had to cope alone and heal alone and bury his past and reinvent himself, proving to and deeply convincing himself that he can do anything in the process, resulting in this narcissistic double ended blade persona, which, narratively speaking, only gets stomped on, by the good guys, antagonized, by the good guys, and as the Merciful course of action the good guys: Force Him Back Into Accepting And Becoming His Past Self (literally cant imagine a worse fate for anyone who had to erase their past and remake themselves tbh) With Its Past Loves And Past Hurts:
this shit suck lol
#not art#seto kaiba#yugioh#ygo#i might hiss like a wounded animal when Atem is near Kaiba. but worry not. its only because im personally offended when he speaks to seto#i AM projecting before anyone accuses me of it. but the interpretation is solid sadly. this post is canon compliant!#do with that what you will#would literally rather die than to have a a gang of friends following me and forcing me to accept FURTHER BACK the past i escaped like#wdym??? ill kms?????? right now??#and the secret past is one where he was your SERVANT???? this man with THIS ego???????YOUR LOYAL SERVANT?#AND HE LOST THE LOVE OF HIS LIFE THERE????? and he spent the rest of his life MOURNING after both yall???????#no id rather kms than acknowledge im sorry#i get him#this is why im a kaiba kinnie and youre a kaiba shipper with atem or yugi or joey#LMAO came out swinging at the last sentence im unwell rn
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I'm just curious because I feel like I've realized that all the stereotypical "shame around sex" that gets instilled into kids instead all got shoved into shame around people knowing about this kink and I've considered exploring that with a therapist but also....I hate talking about the fet out loud 🥲
#my post#poll#snz kink#snuestion for the crowd#literally i will happily give every minute detail about the sex ive had or the sex i want to have#but the moment it involves the snz id rather die than talk about it out loud
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How 2 do well in school, which is starting soon, no glue no borax
#i think im smart. maybe. cuz my finals last uear were aparently AWESOME for some fucking reason#i was failing allll my classes tho#except like. gym. but the rest were legit all Fs#idk how i passed.....#im just godly#but fr ive gyat no motivation to do anything ever and honestly id rather kms than be there BUT i have a gf now and also the convergence ->#-> reboot hasnt come out so i cant die yet#ive lost most motivation for my hobbies at this point and now i gotta go back to that freakshow#SIGH#the ppl there are MEAN and some of the things they tey to teach us with suck ASS#PLEASE. IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT USED TO BE MY BEST SUBJECT#😭😭😭😭😭#the thing we have to do stuff on tho SUCKS bc i can barely ever finish it in class cuz theres not enough time and i dont have the motivation#to do it at home so eventually i just stopped bothering with it#like i just stopped#honestly halfway through last year i just gave tf up in general 😭💀and they literally pulled me away and were like “r u ok....”#i dont remember where i was going with this#im eepy everything hurrts i dont wanna go back#i wanna be silly i wanna make straight As and Bs like when i was an little kid i want to make the ppl that care about me happy but.augh#vent post#I GUESS#mother get me tested + medicated challeng e level IMPOSSIBLE😭😭😭😭😭#ganvg im starting to think i may have smth besides the adhd.... hmmm.......
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evolution of my oc from her first (known) design to now :-)
(no longer a ghs oc, but she originally was)
#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#art#small artist#artists of tumblr#digital artist#artist on tumblr#artwork#art on tumblr#ghs#gregory horror show#gregory house#no i wont give away my 2018 ask blo i think id rather die. literally.
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ufuhdggsggh whyy cant my stupid brain do anything its like im hard-wired to be a fucking failure
#delete later#IGNORE MEEEE HAHAH ^_^ anywayssssss#literally cant draw anything cuz i dont have any energy when i get home#im exhausted and im neglecting at least 3 responsibilities at a time to balance the other 3#im gonna fucking teeter over and fall and thw years barely started#why cant i be a normal person. why cant my brain work like everyone elses#im not doing art im not doing work im doing fucking jack shit. id rather fucking die#I AM LUCKY I HAVE SHIT TO LIVE FORRRRRR 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU UP COMING GAMES#SAY THANK YOU WATCH ALONGS WITH FRIENDS#AND ONGOING COLLABORATIVE PROJECTS
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TES FEST WEEK!!! WOO
Day 1 - Arcane! Decided to just doodle my conjurer Nerevarine, Sven :)
And a lil bonus~
#tesfest23#my art#morrowind#oc: sven#nerevarine oc#described#ids in alt text#Sven in a position where flaunting his status would be beneficial: *internally cringing so hard* ‘yea I’m a MASTER WIZARD of HOUSE TELVANNI’#literally 5 seconds later: ‘I would rather die than ever say that ever again. c’mon v foul murder 2 you can do it’ AHDVDJSJ
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me: alright, brain lets go to sleep and not think at all
brain: ok
also brain: mikayuu is the same ship as sasunaru but different fonts
#when i tell you im serious#tiktok has opened my eyes#never thought id say that#but it did#like both naruto and yuichiro's most precious person is sasuke and mika????#both ships would literally sacrifice the world for each other???#naruto and yuichrio would rather die with sasuke and mika then live without them????#fucking insane#kagami is doing what kishimoto couldnt do#sasunaru#mikayuu
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i only ever get apple music when i can get the free month deals and i just found a 'get apple music free for three months!' option so i subscribed and finally got to see my top 2023 played playlist and it literally doesnt have kesha on it til like the last ten songs even though i KNOW she was my most played like. all i've listened to is kesha. also somehow a song i was listening to for a week made number three? also papa roaches last resort making top ten when, again, it was just like one week of playing it
hows this my top eleven songs i don't even know the words to dance dance
#i know playing songs on repeat can Make An Impact but you see. i was feelin those songs for like a week#i was feeling kesha since literally 2021 and gag order dropping this year rly pushed me over the edge#also mgk???? olivia sounds about right tho like i have been jamming to her a bit#but just. the way kesha is literally ALL ive listened to and she apparently didnt even crack like. the top 90#this is the ONLY time im likw dang i wish i was a spotify girl#thats a joke id rather die but like. spotify wrapped time rolls around and i do get fomo#m#text
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idk what it is but if a post contains any comment telling people to reblog it I just can't. even if it's said nicely I cannot do it. I simply won't vote in polls where people say to reblog it if you vote and I wont reblog art that says you have to reblog it and I wont reblog PSA posts that say you have to reblog them. I simply cannot and will not do what I'm told
#i do know what it is actually im just a child this is just imnature but thats ok#i just hate being told what to do by people who literally use tumblr#like i might have reblogged this post but im not gonna let some fuckin tumblr user dictate my actions#id rather die
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Love when a fic description sounds good and then you open it and it’s written in the FIRST PERSON 🤢🤮🤮😵💫😵😡🤬😖😖🤬😡🤬🤢🤮🤮😵😖🤬
#id literally rather die than read a fic in the first person#brother EWWWW#fanfic#but it did me dirty#screaming crying throwing up
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