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↖️ *guy that is having such a normal one right now* *guy that totally isn't fucking losing it* *guy that surely isn't about to explode into a million pieces with no idea how to put itself back together this time*
#gamer txt.#i cant i can do this i xant its too hard its too hard#zo yous know that post i made a bit ago? how o said i was fuvking desperate and hanging on by a thread?#well unsurprisingly as it turns out the sevonf ppl extended help i closed mysf back off and started lying again. who couldve daw that coming#ive vroken down plenty of times over the years but ibe always got back up ive bever had a 'i cant do it this time' moment#well i mean. until now#i just cant i cant do it it all hurts so much i cant enjoy anything i dread everutbing theres nothing theres fucking nkthing#it hurts all the time and i xant do anything about oy because no one in this house gives a shit#and i ca t do anything becayse eberyone online is do easy to ignore so easy to lie to#ive never veen this bad before ibe never dreaded life like this#i really dony know if i can xome back fron this#ya know on the 24th i would've been 3 years clean. i relapsed about a 2 months ago i wanna say? im really close to doing ot again#but i dont know if i wkuld stop. nor when i isuallu do anyeay i think i would keep going past what i know i could take#it would be stupid#no one gere would nhtive anything wrong until ot was too late id hust be making the worst mistake of my life#but despiye that. despite everything its so tempting. just for the chance that someone might notice#that someone might actuallu acknowledge theres sometjing wrong with and gove a fuck about me#i know this fanily. i know how they work. i know how they treated my xousin the last 2 tjmes she tried to off herself#but one of them would care right sureky? even just kne#i need someone yo see me to actually fucking see me and not all the walls ibe set up#someone to recognise that im in no state to take care of myself and never has been#something that will fight me when i obviously lie#but theres no way for me to get that#im not stupid enough to risk myself and um too much of a coward to call out in any other way#what the duck an i meant to do?#im a wreck thats too scared to tell anyone#ive been theoen into the middle of the ocean and the water is the strongest ots ever been#and there is the vague imsge of a life boat off in the distance but its too far and ny arm hurt too much to swim#even if i did make my arms hurt too much to climb aboard and theres no one on it to help me up either#so i just have to float here because at least drowning is less shameful than yaving made it to safety and been too weak to grasp it
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#ive had such bad insomnia like cant sleep until 6 am for last few weeks#and have had intrusive thougbts so bad i csnt jusg lay here and try to sleep#and they get so awful and vivid i have to physically hurt myself to make fhem go away its so stupid#havent complained here in a while. sorry. ive hardly been onljne other than to post to my art blog#honestly ive been doing so awfully idk how to be online anymore. i come and look at pictures and then#im overhwlemed by guilt bc ibe been so distant from everyone. bc ive been mental lol#im so tired. all ive been doing is stitchinf to try and distract myself#tbh it helps because i focus on it and can just leave my brain emotionally#doesnt help because i technically have a commission deadline to meet in 2 days.#hope youre all doing well
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you ever get impostor symdrome over your mental condition/s or chronic illness/es like do i have ibs or did i just magically throw up for no reason on the first day of the new semester of college
#i haven't met anyone else with ibs so i have no clue how universal my experiences are and that makes me nervous that i'm just dramatic ✌️#randomly spilling my guts online ig for my like three or four mutuals who might read this#original post#help?
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idk how to word this without overthinking it but selfshippers w/ "taboo" chronic illnesses your f/os love you and don't think any less of you for what you live with, and they're always willing to offer support in any way they can
#self shipping community#self shipping#self ship positivity#mainly writing this out for myself but ik it might help someone else out there too#i have lived with combined ibs all my life and i have decided i don't see the point of tip-toeing around it online bc it's my reality#and it would feel out of place to say it doesn't affect how i selfship y'know#circus honks#circus jangling#personal
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so my ibs took me away from work for a while and while it was paid, my last paycheck didn't cover my rent so i have to pay late. the problem with paying late is that my paycheck is usually 1100 and the rent will be 1300 :") i haven't asked for help in long time but i will definitely need to this week so my child and i don't get evicted!
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💖PROTECTING YOURSELF FROM LIFES CURVE BALLS AS YOU GLOW UP - PRE-2025 RE-INVENTION SERIES [WEEK 14] - 💖
So you’re trying to glow-up, change your life? Life, being life naturally start’s throwing those damn curve balls and before you know it you’re back on the floor fighting for dear life to get it together and get back on your feet. During this time, weeks if not months have passed, and so you feel behind, you feel like every time you get it together life pulls the rug from under your feet and you’re right back in square one.… So what’s the solution? If you’re absolutely serious about changing your life before 2025 you need STRONG FOUNDATIONS. Where are your roots currently? What practises do you have in place to help you stay grounded when you get hit with one of life’s inevitable problems? What and who is your support system? In order to thrive you need need your STRONG FOUNDATIONS in place. The basics: Sleep, Eating, Diet, Exercise As obvious as these seem, you really have to dive deep into each area to make sure you are covered by each subject. Are you sleeping properly? Is your diet nourishing you and supporting you? Are you hydrated? Are you moving your body daily and doing exercise? I say these are the foundations because when life starts trying to take you down, if any of the above are not strong enough you will easily start falling. No daily exercise? The anxiety will build up in your body and have no where to go, depression will host itself within your body and slump you further. The lack of orientation from not having enough sleep will only amplify the moment problems start arising. IBS, gut issues, rashes, disease will prey on your body when you are already lacking a healthy gut and immune system. However, if your diet is on point your gut is thriving, you’re on those pre-and-pro-biotics, you’re hydrated, you’re energised you are not a weak target for disease. You have strong foundations.
Support system: God /Spirituality, Therapist / Mentor / Coach, Friends / Family/ Pets
First and foremost God. The moment this relationship starts to weaken, you start forgetting to pray, or spend time with God in meditation you become an easy target for mental and emotional suffering, things that were not in God’s plan can easily take hold of your life, and thats why following God and walking in faith and his purpose for your life will protect you in all seasons. Having a therapist, mentor, or coach in your corner is how you win. If you don’t have any of these, start seeking a mentor, invest in therapy, seek coaching. This is how you continue to grow and have empowering support as you do, the moment you are in difficulty you have reliable and insightful support on hand to guide you. Finally family and friends and pets offer that loving support needed to survive and thrive in the good and bad times. Toolbox: Meditation, Affirmations, Healing Books, Youtube / Podcasts, Journalling, Online courses
Your toolbox is your handy kit that you strengthen before the storm. You are already meditating daily, you are already in your affirmations, speaking life into yourself each day, so when you get triggered because the guy rejects you or dumbs you, you are not so wounded. You know if it's not him it will be someone else, you are in detached energy, you are on your healing journey, you are already reading the books that keep you grounded in self development and wisdom. You’re journaling daily and taking courses online to strengthen your inner wisdom. You are not an easy target for life's problems and stresses. You are rooted in God, in loving support, in your own self love and care practises...and if you aren't there yet. This is the blueprint. Let this week be one of resilience, of remembering who you are and standing firm on your practises and staying close to your toolbox so you are prepared for what's next. Remember it's not about avoiding the problems, they are part of live, it's learning how to ride the wave and not drown that is the key.
Beautiful sounds by Jhene Aiko to end the week...
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Tipps for little ones that are prone to accidents!!
(Obvious cw! for diaper mention)
mainly regarding No. 2 since that's what I deal with pretty much every day.
Which padding might be best?
Finding the right diaper for regular, or even everyday use can be difficult.
Since I regularly go potty normally, I often have to open and close my diapers. I find hook & loop tapes are the most durable option for this.
Pull ups are also easy for that, but they tend to get saggy and they fray really easily, so I'm not a big fan of them.
Cloth back diapers aren't crinkly, so they are more subtle than others.
The thickness of a diaper is not important when you only go number 2 in them, since they don't have to "absorb" liquid, just hold the other stuff, so you can go as thin - and therefore subtle - as you'd like.
Medical diapers are much more affordable than cute ones, but they are also boring.. Drawing on your diapers or putting stickers on them can be a great solution, aswell as a fun crafting project.
How to possibly prevent accidents?
Prevention is not always possible, but those tricks help me sometimes.
Be careful what you eat/ drink. Knowing what dietary constrictions you have and upholding them can be vital. Try avoiding possible triggers for IBS, food intolerances, etc. Especially when you'll be out and about, where having an accident could feel especially upsetting.
Try and figure out the "schedule" of your bowel movements, most people have to go at certain times and in certain intervals after eating. Figuring out your schedule if possible can help you prevent accidents by going to the toilet at the right time precautionary. Finding out your schedule can be done by writing down every time you use the restroom, especially after eating/ drinking, so also note the times of that! Do so for at least one moth to try and figure out a clear pattern.
What do when you had an accident in public?
Having an accident in public can feel upsetting and humiliating, I often get really self-conscious and sad if it happens.. But I have some Tipps that help me deal.
Firstly, here is a tiny tutorial for the cleanest way to "fold" a dirty diaper, to prevent any leaking.
I always carry little diaper bags with me, that I previously filled with a "smell killing powder". → these powders can be bought online or in stores, they are advertised as scent killers, odour eliminating Powder or garbage / diaper bin deodorizing powder. (I use "Geruchs Vernichter" by Dr. Becher) !! don't put the powder in a diaper while/ before wearing it, it's really harmful to the skin !!
The diaper bags are just little plastic bags, there are options to get ones that aren't see through, if you're super self-conscious. Another option is to wrap the bag (or diaper in it) in toilet paper to disguise it. The bags themselves are also available scented!
Carrying air freshener or deodorant may also help you, when you're in a public bathroom and feel self-conscious about the smell.
A fresh diaper, aswell as wet wipes and disposable gloves are also always in my travel bag.
Make a list of positive affirmations & take it with you everywhere.
It's not your fault, you're not broken, you're not icky, you are so valid & these accidents don't change anything about that!! <3
What to wear?
If your shy about wearing diapers, the right clothes may give you comfort.
Baggy clothes to hide them are a great option.
I found hoodies that are long enough to cover up the back areas especially comforting.
Baggy pants in general are great to hide your padding, just make sure to wear a belt so they don't slip of!
I always wear a tugged in shirt or a onesie, so there is no peeking of the diaper when I lean forward.
Wearing a short leggings/ underwear over your diaper might give you a feeling of safety aswell.
That's all I can think of right now, I might update this later though. Everyone is free to add their own tips, tricks or remarks aswell!!
I want you to know that there is nothing sameful or icky about having to wear diapers or simply choosing to wear them for comfort. There is nothing weird about it and you are not broken or less worthy of love for wearing/ needing padding.
You are strong, you got this and I'm so very proud of you for taking care of yourself!
Stay safe, kiddo!
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Short silly Buddie mpreg drabble because I could not get the thought of Buck being obsessed with Eddie's little baby bump out of my head. And I know Buck will yap non stop at the baby bump and Eddie will simply indulge him, the love struck fool 🥹
The scratch of Buck's stubble against him is slightly ticklish but he's so used to it by now that he doesn't even move. He however does muster enough energy to pull at his boyfriend's curls. "Buck that's enough, c'mon". Buck finally stops and looks at him forlornly.
"Absolutely not", Eddie tells him sternly. Buck, the man-child that he cannot believe he's in love with, sighs sadly, places one last kiss onto his stomach and finally moves up to lie next to him, placing a kiss on the corner of his mouth, "can't help myself Eddie, it's so cute".
A smile tugs at his own lips,equal parts exasperated and fond. Buck's hand migrates down to his stomach, under the soft shirt he's wearing that might be Buck's actually, and cradles the little baby bump that has started to show. His hand is big and gentle, slightly possessive. Warmth curls down Eddie's spine.
"It hasn't changed in the span of five days Buck. Still the same size. You've literally done nothing but spend time obsessing over it", he reprimands him but the effect is ruined by him nuzzling into Buck's neck. He reaches down, placing his own hand over Buck's on the bump.
He had noticed it while he was alone at home, after a nice warm shower. He'd passed the mirror and had done a double-take when he realized that from the side, he can visibly see the bump. He had stood there curling his hands around it for almost an hour before he had called Buck.
Ever since, his boyfriend has been obsessed with his baby belly. Talking to it constantly and singing lullabies and placing a thousand kisses on it and even falling asleep on it, ears pressed close as if he could hear the lump of cells.
Eddie is absolutely positive their child is going to come out being a yapper just like one of her fathers.
"She's growing so fast", Buck says softly. Eddie hums in agreement. They hadn't really had much hope; tests after tests coming back saying their chances were slim to none but Buck is, if anything, determined, his freaky super swimmers defying science to knock him up soon after the multiple disappointing medical appointments.
They don't really know the gender of the baby yet, and Eddie is comfortable in not knowing but Buck swears up and down that it's going to be a girl. Eddie would love any baby equally but he can admit there's something sweet in the excitement of having a baby girl; about Buck being a dad to a baby girl.
He knows Buck would be an amazing dad already. Christopher is the living proof; Buck is always doting on him despite his teenage grumblings and Chris loves him to the moon and back.
He could't wait to see Buck cradling a baby in his big arms; one that he doesn't have to give away.
Buck has already baby proofed their home and Eddie has stumbled upon his online shopping cart filled with baby furniture, toys and cute onesies. Their baby is about to be so spoiled. It's going to be fantastic, Eddie couldn't wait.
He turns to his side and pulls Buck down for a thorough kiss. Buck grins at him. "What's that for?". Eddie shrugs. "Just because. Now shut up and stop bothering my baby bump, I want to sleep". Buck laughs and puts his arm around Eddie, pulls him even closer.
"I'd say the hormones are making you grumpy but I know that's not the case, it's just your natural state", Buck ribs him. Eddie kicks him on the shin. Buck doesn't even flinch, laughs louder, tucks Eddie into his chest and kisses his forehead.
There's a flutter in Eddie's belly, maybe the baby, maybe indigestion or maybe it's the love radiating from Buck, either way Eddie let's it wash over him in waves. Buck is here. And Chris is in his room. And their baby is growing everyday. Eddie is finally home, sweet home.
ib me going feral over his flat tummy:
#buddie#eddie diaz#evan buckley#evan buck buckley#buddie drabble#buddie fic#buddie fanfic#dagger writes#mpreg#mpreg buddie#just eddie with his tiny baby bump#im just like buck fr#I'd also be obsessing over his baby bump
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kitty | ive liz - oneshot
pairing: gf!liz x gn!reader
genre/theme: fluff, non idol au
warnings: none
ib: nothing
notes: all of my stories, oneshots, drabbles, ect are all fiction (fake/made up) except for the idols!! my stories do not depict how these idols actually act or their sexual orientation (straight, lesbian, gay, bisexual, aromantic, ect). the only time you'll ever read semi-true things is if it's my headcanons then i do use some facts from kprofiles and sometimes youtube videos but that's it.
a/n: special ive oneshot series because i'm seeing them on the 16th <3 they won't be in order by age, just by whoever i want! link to all of the parts will be here!
cis men, homophobes, racists, 20+, smut accounts dni
liz gasped, "look at him! the cat is so cute!" she smiled, looking at a small, gray-ish cat named seok.
"he is cute," you smiled.
you, and your girlfriend liz were at a pet shelter, just looking around and playing with the animals there. liz always said she didn't want to adopt, but you could tell she did. she always liked helping the staff out with the animals, it made her happy.
you liked seeing her happy, and that was usually when you took her to an animal shelter. and today, that's exactly what you did. but what she didn't know was that you took her to the shelter today to see which animal she took the most interest in so you could adopt the animal tomorrow and surprise her.
obviously, she didn't suspect anything because you two go to the shelters so often together, she thought you were just taking her because she was really excited to go to the shelter again that weekend. the only hard part was that she took interest in every animal there. you had no idea which one she would like the most.
liz gasped again, breaking your train of thought, "babe! look at the cute pug! she's so tiny!" she cooed, petting the puppy and giving her a treat before leaving.
you laughed a little, "i can see that, love."
when you two left the shelter, she was pretty upset, but you took her to her favorite ice cream parlor before heading back home. by the time you got back, you were sure which animal you were gonna get her. that small, gray-ish cat. sol? sun? no- it was seok. that was the cat's name.
the next morning, you said you were going to go on your daily morning jog, but that was a lie. you went back to the shelter to get seok. you bought him online the night before, when liz was asleep. you felt bad for lying to her, but it was a surprise, you kind of had to.
"thank you for purchasing seok. he just got here not too long ago, so he is still a little feisty, but don't worry too much. we've trained him and helped him get used to humans the past couple months he's been here," the lady at the desk smiled.
you had seok in your arms, petting him and smiling, "thank you as well. see you soon," you set seok in his pet carrier, waved and left.
there was no traffic that day, so it only took you about 8 minutes to get back home. you opened the door and softly set the cage down. thankfully, liz was in your shared bedroom so she couldn't see.
"liz! come here, i have a surprise for you!" you called out and liz came out pretty quickly.
"close your eyes and hold out your arms for me, love."
she did as she was asked and felt something somewhat heavy and fluffy in her arms, "what is this?" she laughed.
"open your eyes."
when she opened her eyes, she was excited, happy, and shocked all at once, "you bought me a cat?! seok from the shelter yesterday! oh my gosh, thank you so much!" her eyes were tearing up and she gently set the cat down on the couch before hugging you tightly.
"this is the best gift ever, thank you y/n," she cried.
you hugged her back, "of course, my love. i love you," you whispered in her ear.
#kim jiwon#jiwon#liz#ive x reader#ive#ive icons#ive liz#fluff#kpop oneshots#oneshot#imagine#x reader#liz x reader#kpop#kpop gg#liz oneshot#liz imagine#kyuusberry
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IBS is a disability
TW for discussion/vent about how a disability affects me, and mention of having to hide pain
Disclaimer: I am new to Tumblr, and have yet to watch an etiquette video. If I have accidentally said or done anything I wasn't supposed to, it was entirely unintentional, and I deeply apologize. I will correct it as soon as I am made aware.
Warning: long post ahead (under the cut)
IBS should be considered a disability. I know a bunch of people in the disabled community online already consider it one, but legally it's not considered one.
Sure, im still able to have a job and do my school work, but that doesn't mean it doesn't make those things harder than it would be for someone who's digestive system isn't a mine field.
What happens when I have a flare-up at work? Which, by the way, has happened before. I can't just take a 2 hour bathroom break in the middle of my 8 hour shift! So I just stand there. in pain. ignoring the pain. keeping that customer-service smile on my face so the customers don't notice I'm in pain.
One time (before I had my meds, so the pain was a lot worse back then too) I was working a shift and my boss stationed me in the elevator. Literally the most useless job I could have been given, I was just there to press the buttons for customers. (I had a more important role at one specific spot in the shift, but that lasted like 5 minutes). I had a flareup towards the beginning of that shift. I could tell this was going to be a multi-hour bathroom visit, so I couldn't do anything about it until I got off work. I was in so much pain that I just wanted to curl up into a ball and cry. But of course, I couldn't do that. I had to stand there, and smile, and keep working. So not only was I having to smile through the judgemental stares and comments bc I was being paid to press elevator buttons, but I had to ignore being in agonizing physical pain as well.
Its not that my IBS stops me from having a job, but it probably effects my performance at my job. Who can focus in that much pain? Sure that day focus wasn't really an issue bc I was just pressing elevator buttons, but in any other position it would have been a major problem. And if I dealt with the problem to make the pain go away, I'd lose several hours of work, on a consistent basis, and probably be fired for it.
And as far as school, hygine, and social life goes, I lose several hours out of my day, every day, to being stuck in the bathroom trying desperately to make the pain go away. You think that doesn't effect my ability to find time for homework? You think that doesn't effect my ability to make it to class? You think that doesn't effect my ability to take care of my body in other ways?
I very often have to choose between going to class or taking a shower, because the time I was suppose to be in the shower, I was on the toilet. I often have to choose between getting my homework done, and spending time with friends, because the time I was supposed to be doing homework, I was stuck in the bathroom. I know homework vs social life is a common time balancing problem for students, but for most people it's "less time with friends to get the homework done", but for me it's very often "no time with friends to get the homework done". It's so isolating. If I didn't see these people at church, and at club meetings, I'd probably never get to see them. (and yes, I have missed or been late to those bc of my IBS as well)
My IBS has kept me up until the middle of the night before. It's made me miss class. It's made me late to things. It's made me miss exams! (Thank goodness my professors were understanding enough to let me take it another time).
The only ways I can manage my IBS is by taking meds, and/or severely restricting my diet. My pills help me be able to avoid some of the pain from eating food, but like any disability aid, it doesn't help 100%. Without my meds, most vegetables are completely out of the question. So is a long list of fruits, and so many other things. Even tea hurts me! Coffee too! Meds help, but I'm still in pain. Less pain, but still pain. And im still spending hours in the bathroom. 1-2 hours at a time, instead of 3-4, but it's still countable in terms of hours.
This is a lifelong condition that I was born with. If any other part of my body was effecting me this way, no one would doubt that I'm disabled. Heck, this effects me more than some of the recognized disabilities that I have! How is this not a disability?
#disability#physical disability#IBS#irritable bowel syndrome#actually disabled#disabled college student#invisible disability#chronic pain#chronic illness#long post#vent
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HII! was @/goodbomb, I deactivated my account a few weeks (?) ago. p: you can call me Mike. I'm Brazilian, so my English isnt that good n stuff,, I'm transgender and bisexual w male pref as well!
ANYWAY, MY INTERESTS!!! I rlly like emo/metalhead stuff(though I'm not into the 2000s+ emo stuff, and I'm not a metalhead either LMAO but im NOT a fanboy, I js like their taste in music and edgy stuff in general), HomeStuck, Tankmen (and newgrounds but idk many good games), writing/reading sometimes, drawing, alt music, drums n guitars, the Oklahoma city bombing, old RPGs like Ib, OFF and some more I plan on playing or watching gameplays AND MUCH MOREEEEE!
things I LOVE!!! my computer, my cat Patinete, chickens (and my rooster whos died a few years ago… sighs…), deep ocean stuff, my friend NATHAN and DARRYL!!! my other friends as well, helping people LMAO… and my dad as well, luv him… and my mom as well 🐈
things I DISLIKE!!! mean people and annoying cancel culture/chronically online mfs :p
Some music I'm into: Jawbreaker, Suicidal Tendencies, MSI, Sanguis Et Cinis, Dag Nasty, Embrace, NIN, Misfits, Weezer, Sense Field, Braid, Linkin Park, Jets To Brazil, Fugazi. i dont listen only to these bands, most of the music i listen to are from random bands (some random genres im interested into are crossover thrash, metalcore, old emo (melodic hardcore, post-hardcore, etc). Im NAWT emo because idk about the politics of the subculture yet, and i dont wanna b liek one of the 2000s+ posers :(
important (kinda 💔) ! I joke about dark/freaky stuff sometimes so… I'm sorry if it gets uncomfortable, I'm trying to be a good person so please tell me if you're not comfortable with it. I'll try to remember! I'm not in the tcc, but I will interact because it's one of the only communities I feel comfortable being in LMAO
me N MY FRIENDS!!!
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Just saw your post about Ghibli + elements of grotesque with the Nausicaa gifset and how you wrote an essay comparing it to Shinto philosophy and I had to ask - you didn't happen to write that for an IB film class did you?? Cause that would be a WILD coincidence if so, bc I'm doing IB film rn and one of our extended essay examples was literally exactly that; an analysis/comparison of Ghibli movies and Shinto philosophy/religion and it was really really good.
Even if not, that's so cool!! I adore Ghibli and totally agree with the points you left in the tags of that post. Ghibli is about confronting the uncomfortable and ugly and grotesque and scary and acknowledging it as a valid and necessary part of life. Everything in balance!! Sure there are some more cutesy kiddy films which I feel have become more mainstream but especially films like Nausicaa have very real and important messages that often get overlooked :( I was really scared of Nausicaa when I was a child and now it's one of my favourite films!!
Anyway, you're awesome, I agree with your takes and Ghibli rocks 💪
Hi anon!
So this is going to be a wild journey, strap in.
I don't know what IB Film is. I did my thesis in a final year university unit specifically where we all developed our own thesis subject, had a supervisor, and it was basically a test run to do first class Honours (which lets you bypass a Masters degree and go straight to the PhD, which I then intended to do). It was a limited class that only had about 10 people in it, I believe. My supervisor was the head of the film department.
Now, this was back in about 2004. Shit I'm old. Ghibli wasn't a household name. It wasn't streaming anywhere. You couldn't get DVDs easily, and if you wanted them you had to make sure you had a region unlocked DVD player to deal with the DRM and then buy them from overseas. Most people were only getting exposed to these films if they were regular cinema-goers, or if they were an aggressive pirate via downloading torrents (which I was). The only place you could get Ghibli merch pretty much was Japan. It absolutely did not have the kind of traction it has now, no one could do a class on it outside of Japan because the majority of students would have no idea what you were talking about.
I think Disney/Lasseter had picked up the option to do dubs, but for the most part, if we were seeing these at the cinema, they were subbed.
So that's the context! That was in an era where I was the one directly getting all of my friends on Livejournal and in person, into Studio Ghibli. I went to the Ghibli film festival back before Spirited Away came out, and that got me hooked years previous.
In 2004 I did my thesis. At the time I was the only person in the English speaking world to do a thesis specifically on my thesis subject. It had been covered briefly in sentences like 'Miyazaki practices Shinto' etc. and there was one other unpublished thesis I was able to find that talked about concepts of Shinto and some of Miyazaki's films which helped me a lot with my thesis.
I went on a deep dive into Shinto. Because it was a thesis, I had to research a lot into the difference between folk and shrine Shinto (Ghibli films lean very 'folk' but there are moments of shrine Shinto), and ended up with a pretty baller reference list. But many, many, many more resources online and off have come out since. I'd find the thesis very easy to do if I was doing it now.
Because I was the first to kind of present my findings in a thesis like this, the thesis ended up getting published in a book on animism and then journeyed further on because it was of interest to people who are interested in representations of animism in mass media, especially popular mass media.
The specific focus of my thesis statement was the difference between the black and white puritanical morality of Disney, the most popular animation studio for children and adults at the time, versus Miyazaki's mixed morality and more nuanced explorations of good and evil, villains, heroes and antiheroes in Ghibli animations, and how that was at least partly founded in the difference between a more Christianised versus Shinto mindset in relation to nature and intersections with humanity.
Idk, something like that.
The thesis did well! I got my high distinction, got my invitation into first class Honours, and then was too sick to go on and get the PhD and teach about these things, which was what I fully intended to do!
My thesis got some traction over the years, published in a few places both online and in at least two books (one that I own, the other I forget because it's been oh my god like 20 years), so the idea got around!
Anon, there is actually a chance - a small chance - that the only reason you're getting this essay subject in a more standardised curriculum is because my thesis made its way into the public eye 20 years ago and got quite popular. It was never peer reviewed or anything, it wasn't a PhD thesis and didn't need to be, it was mostly just a very well-researched (if I do say so myself) collation of thoughts on the subject as someone is also a practicing animist. In retrospect I really wish I'd incorporated more of Zipe's teachings but he was in a completely different field to media studies and my supervisor didn't know about him to suggest him.
Discussions of Ghibli, Miyazaki and Shinto became a lot more popularised as Ghibli got more popular and people in the western world discovered that there were already a published essay (at the time people could read it without paying for it as I'd put it up online for folks to access) that linked to other sources and the unpublished essay I'd found. So...
Um, yeah, that's wild, because I know that this wasn't a thing in universities 20 years ago, because I was so desperate for resources I was emailing around and asking universities so I didn't have to figure so much out myself. 😅
#asks and answers#time is wild#this was one of the things that helped me get into the golden key society#i'm sure#unfortunately the thesis is published under my legal name#which i'm not super comfortable revealing on this tumblr specifically#(it's not the name associated with my facebook account)#(and i'm the only one in the world with my legal name so yeah)#(like it's findable but i just don't like to volunteer it)#anyway good luck with your essay!!!#an essay would've been way nicer#my thesis was like 20k in words sadlkfjsa#mini thesis - i was so ready to make it a book though lol
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Sorry hard (ableist slur against autistic people) mention but not at anybody else I'm only using it in context to reference towards myself because I am not a smart person and God help anyone who believes in the contrary. I just want the freedom to just be an idiot online without having the pressure to pretend to be mature or having to act like the other people my age because I'm an adult who still finds piss jokes funny because of my health condition with my IBS and eating disorder has left me with a dumb immature sense of humor that has never mentally matured past the age of five to help me cope with this disgusting disease I have and the harsh reality that this body is slowly dying all around me. I don't want to have to apologize for my inner child who gets excited over the smallest things like somebody wanting to share the same interests and hobbies as me. I hate struggling to explain the way I think/feel towards people who will never understand what it's like to not have a normal brain and not think a certain way. I want to stay inside of my little fantasy world where the world functions around cartoon logic because being a kid is where I am mentally. I don't want to have to grow up and put these childish things away, I wish that I could just reprogram my brain to be normal.
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I have celiac and went vegan four years ago. A friend of mine needs to eat keto for her epilepsy and is still vegan. Sans meds/supplements, which you can usually find plant based alternatives for, I honestly can't think of a disability that would stop you from being vegan
I‘m glad that you and your friend are able to eat vegan! It’s so beautiful to see people from all different walks of life choose this lifestyle 🩷
but there are still things that can keep you from being able to adopt a fully plant based diet. People relying on a specific type of liquid nutrition, people with a range of severe allergies, some people with ibs, people with severe food aversions
and I think even more importantly than just the physical aspect is the mental load. a person with some severe food restrictions might be theoretically able to eat a plant based diet, but it would take so much more work and effort in our current system. For someone dealing with chronic illness, poverty and mental illness that extra effort might just be too much for now.
And let’s not forget the people living in situations where they cannot choose their own diet.
I understand the frustration with people using health issues as an „excuse“ to justify them not being vegan, since many online leftists misuse this argument tu justify animal exploitation, while not being in these specific situations themselves. And many people just don’t know enough about veganism to accurately judge if it would be possible for them.
But I don’t think that it is helpful or appropriate to question the lived experiences of people, and the struggles they face. Ultimately it’s a small subset of the population in the global north that cannot go vegan for health reasons, and the more veganism advances the smaller this group becomes.
I think veganism is better served right now by focusing on those who would have an easier time to go vegan, while also making significant harm reduction a valid choice for those who struggle to go all the way <3
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