#i. will have to start rereading tomorrow bc i should go to bed but posting this now bc it took FOREVER to find the file!!!!

[whoslaurapalmer]

gonna reread one of my old middle school fics, oh it's gonna be a time

[iipaibai]

Erza, Julia, Mirajane hc (NSFW) with dom!male!reader.

a/n: worked 8 hours today, working 9 hours tomorrow, yet nothing compares to the amount of time i’ll spend rereading this and smiling at being able to have the courage to post this and simultaneously suck so hard at writing for a dom male pov. #notthebrightest #slaygirlboss

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ERZAA

-erza would def be an obedient sub. like.. have you SEEN the way she shrinks back when shes speaking to someone of a higher power???

-a big plus for that requip too btw

-she would go above and beyond to make you feel the best you can-not just for you, but for her as well. like she would suck you off till you dropped. Alternate ending for pleasure doms: she’d take about 7-8 orgasms before she fainted.

-out in the day, she seems like the dom in your guys relationship. everyone even makes jokes that she pegs you. but behind closed doors is when shit gets real.

-it’s almost sad to see how much she just wants to be on her knees all the time, pleasing you.

-even you mocking her doesn’t sway her. The nastiest things you could think of still wouldn’t be enough to wake her from her cockhungry trance.

-“Titania, queen of the fairies, sucking my dick. whining all pretty and breathy just for her (daddy/master/god/etc). does she like it? hm? awww those tears in your eyes say that you do~”

-def a deepthroating queen. she doesn’t have a gag reflex bc it’s easier to survive without one

-a widely respected sorceress among EVERYONE so knowing that so many people respect her makes it all the more pathetic when she whines for you to just stop teasing and finally put it in

-can deal with monstrous size but truly prefers a smaller cock.

-she does everything for you and you alone. whether it be sucking your cock until your eyes roll into the back of your head, or letting you do whatever you wanted to her-as long as it made you feel good, she’d sacrifice herself for you, let alone your pleasure. ❤️

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JUVIAA

-juvia is a brat. she CAN be obedient, if you really liked it, but she doesn’t want to be.

-once you start dating her, you get a glimpse of her playful side and see that past that relatively obedient exterior, she’s actually a little disobedient and lowk a brat

-she wants to be restricted, restrained, unable to move at all. she wants to be in pain so much and be put back in her place

-she purposefully upsets you so that you get angry and pin her against the wall, nearly crushing her wrists in the process

-“you think you’re fucking funny? lets see how long you’ll stay laughing when i shut your brain off by chaining you to the bed and leaving a vibrator in while I go take a fucking nap. should we time it”

-she can last very long. VERYY long.

-do i even need to clarify that she’s a squirter?

-she loves feeling helpless, alone, terrified, and she’s definitely into predator/prey.

-your guys’ favorite activity is when you let her loose in the forest right by the Fairy Tail guild with a blindfold on. she stumbles around, trying so hard to see through it and feel her way instead of running when she suddenly feels your hands on her, whispering lowly in her ear.

“gotcha.”💙

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MIRAAAA

-to me, mira would be a pleasure dom. but, for the sake of this, she’ll have a pretty similar personality in bed as she does out in the world

-she isn’t exactly as obedient as Erza is behind closed doors, but she’s also nowhere near as bratty as Juvia.

-she’s a good mix of housewife and back alley street whore but instead of money it’s oz of your cum

-she’s so genuinely embarrassed about the things that turns her on because she knows that if word ever got out, it would be the end of her career at Fairy Tail. she thinks that if she ever told anyone about anything she was into, she would instantly get fired and shunned. (She’s into light choking and praise-degradation)

-not too much degradation, because just as she’s very pretty, she’s the same amount to fragile, mentally.

-but also not too much praise otherwise she feels like she’s being lied to.

-her favorite line of yours? probably the time she spilled a glass of orange juice on your limited edition “how to dominate in bedwars” in the morning after she stayed up all night, flipped out about it, tried to clean it off. But then you stood up, grabbed her hand, and pulled her into your warm body while you wrapped your arms around her and whispered softly into her ear. “it’s okay, my love. someone as beautiful as you should never have to fret about something so trivial. you’re okay, it’s okay. it’s all going to be just fine.” 🤍

[satellitesunset]

ayeee i was the 666th note on the prompt post😎

if you’re taking requests i would love to read the fourth prompt with wevid bc i’ve been in a mood to trauma dump onto wes lately, tysm !! :)

4th prompt: X holding Y while they cry

It didn't include anyone crying, but it's hurt/comfort for sure.

you and i'll be safe and sound

Hurt/Comfort - T - 420 words

So I wrote two versions of this, because I wrote it first as wert, then I reread the prompt and I saw wevid, but it's mostly wes-centric.

In hindsight, Wes should have known this was going to happen sooner or later.

He had been hoping it wouldn't happen with David around.

Which was hard, since he and his boyfriend of three months were still in the phase of not wanting to waste any time without each other.

It had already been a rough day, the entire week if he's being honest.

From his dad warning him that his grades shouldn't drop now that he has a boyfriend, to the stress of midterm exams of this semester, and the way, the 'B-' seemed to stand out, red against the white paper of his history exam, the stress had already messed up his sleep schedule and he was functioning on caffeine.

Needless to say, he had been on edge for a while.

He wanted nothing more than to go to his single dorm (thank God for upperclassmen privileges) and sleep his sadness away.

But as soon as he changed out of his blazer and into some comfortable sweatpants and a hoodie with a graphic comic that is not his, he hears a knocking on the door.

Wes was almost holding together, he was, but something about the sight of his boyfriend wrapped up in a blue sweater holding a plate of cookies sort of made whatever thread he was holding on to for the past hour's tear.

No one can blame him for instantly crumbling into David's arms, who somehow managed to put the plate of biscuits aside before catching his boyfriend.

He wasn't sure what happened afterward, but his subconscious could make out that they have moved to the bed so he was laying on top of his boyfriend, one of the other boy's arms around him, his other hand running through Wes's hair, the motion calming his nerves.

"Do you want to talk about it?" David's voice was warm and laced with concern.

"It's been a rough week." He found himself mumbling, the lack of sleep finally catching up to him. 

"We'll talk about it tomorrow." Wes knew there was no point in avoiding it so he added "sing?".

As David started signing, the sound of his voice successfully relaxing any tension Wes had.

That's now Wes found himself falling asleep in his boyfriend's arms. He knew that his problems weren't solved, but tomorrow they'll talk about it, but the knowledge that David wasn't only going to accept Wes at his worst, but support him through it, made everything seem okay, if only for tonight.

[shirtsamongus]

i forgot about this account :O let me reread things !!

umm all the bad things abt life rn?

well first off i am very tired so i should be going to bed rn. instead imfueling my internet addiction lmaoo. anyways umm.

i can mostly just say im worried about the future . but as of rn? i feel decent about it. ive got a full time job and i’ll probably stay in this job for the next year or two. maybe three. in  the meantime i’ll work on things like my dating sim that i want to work on. my plan is to start touching up and finishing some refs tomorrow and then on friday i’ll make sure its all done so i can start writing

ok let me peep the most recent post! ive definitely for... ohh it was the cannibalism thing lmao. i just remembered. realizing youre wrong about something is definitely scary especially when you realize it via the internet pointing out things like an original opinion being a little careless and a little too open- ended. i do have a problem with most of my opinions being like that ... that or i have my opinions set too strictly (such as with pro lifers.... being shit... bc they are. honestly with that i think ppl need to re-evaluate if they consider themselves that. like if u arent pro-abortion ban then don’t call yourself pro-life. i personally think...................... to each their own with that... not my business. i think abortions should be easily affordable since childcare is expensive.)

thats just fantasizing about a better world tho . so. yeah

[severalbakuras]

GUESS WHO JUST FINISHED VOLTRONNNN season 2.

fun fact you can talk all about spoilers now so long as they aren’t spoilers for the next season.

wait that makes them not spoilers.

ehhghgh whatever.

episode 9: ‘oh hunk!’ intro Weak Start.

lance hun you’re trying way too hard.

“am i sensing a trip back to the space mall here?” YESSS

“i’m afraid not” fuck you

yay keith and hunk hang out!

that hug with shiro awwww

oh wait so i must’ve missed something in the last episodes where allura found out keith was half galra?? like i don’t recall her being told unless everything was being cast over the comlink or something. unless she was told off-screen. maybe i just forgot lol that sounds like me.

either way aaaaaaaaa that look. aaaaa keith’s face as he gets on the spaceship. my boy ;A;

that coran and allura hug.

wow that planet looks a lot like argus. zarkon i know you’re tough but i don’t think you’ll last too long against kil’jaeden you should probably get out of his airspace before he replaces every single one of your soldiers with disguised demons and recruits haggar because by god can she do better.

i mean kj doesn’t look like much but he does tell sargeras, his master and the guy who’s wiped out literally all of the life in the universe except for azeroth, to fuck off with that weak promises bullshit and take the invasion into his own hands.

what is your story harassed birdfaced druid. you don’t seem like you’re enjoying this.

i kinda like how hunk’s talking actually. like, he’s not being Weird about keith’s galra-ness. it’s a little blunt and awkward in its own way but he’s not acting like this is some mind-changing revelation that he has to wrestle with, it’s just a thing and he’s curious about it even if it’s in a rather insensitive manner. but it hasn’t rly changed how he sees keith.

coran could sell me anything.

so quintessence can be naturally consumed by these whale things and form new planets and solar systems. does this mean perhaps haggar had a whale farm back when she started working with the stuff. does this mean she perhaps had a ‘free willy’ moment with a space whale as a rebellious teen.

don’t take that mental image from me.

i like that there’s more than one type of giant space animal in this show. more giant space monsters plz.

FUCK ME THAT THING IS COOL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA GIANT SPACE WHALESHARK

if that’s a baby/adolescent thingie then i hope the adults have the same voice. i also hope it’s the same one and it recognizes coran’s voice on the video and that’s how they get their materials.

oh no thace D:

good job chilling him out keith.

aaa that moment when your random crack ship gets a little something, makes me wanna x3 like it’s 2006 and i’m roleplaying on neopets.

oh shit it’s a galra.

aaaaa bombs in enclosed spaces are a Bad idea don’t do that again keith!!

hunk no.

those are some good Principles you got there keith.

did they get a guest animator in to do the bacterial tentacle thing’s movements? looks very anime-esque in its fluidity.

i like that the galran person is like ‘... seriously?’ at hunk’s plan.

thace no there is nothing more suspicious than trying to evade your tail.

oh no mysterious galran :((( otoh they could’ve easily taken way more than just one bag, AND killed keith so i’d disagree with ‘just like the rest of them’. maybe next season we’ll see them again. considering how long it was in there like enough for organs to grow around it, i wonder if we’ll get a ‘oh god the galra have changed while i’ve been away’ moment like lapis had on returning to homeworld. the armor looks so different and all.

hunk you ass - but it’s kinda the same thing as before. he’s keeping it kinda light. like i don’t think lance for example would be able to pull off the same jabs without it sounding more accusatory.

episode 10: i’m nearly at the end of the second season and i’ve only just noticed that lance pulls a sorta y face in his opening intro clip.

Pidge Intensifies

damn good reflexes shiro i’m sure that loose plating on the outside won’t come into play later :)))))))) (late edit: i don’t think it did. huh. i don’t know storytelling).

zarkon this is not the time for your solo a cappella cover of gimme more.

“why have you stopped” “sir you are literally dying” -kills person- -doesn’t seem to realize that killing someone makes them stop forever and now it’s going to be an even slower process with one element missing-

zarkon you fuckwit.

ugh lance.

who is that being tortured. that’s not a typical galra voice it almost sounds human. is that pidge’s bro?? they’re not gonna yank her away from her brother when she’s this close again are they???????

OH NO I THINK IT IS

AAAAA DOES THIS TORTURER GUY HAVE A GIANT SECRET GALRA CAT THAT’S ADORABLE.

i cant decide if i like laika slav or slav slav better. must’ve been slav he was torturing.

i id with slav slav making and remaking his bed way too much only my thing is checking the time and setting my alarm and resetting my alarm and checking the back door is locked at least 5+ times haahaha. haa...

oh so they’re straight up condensing sokka’s whole character arc into lance now huh. is this the same studio as avatar/korra? i thought the art style was familiar.

oh no pidge don’t get distracted now D:

‘yupper’ aaaaaaaye

GOOD GIRL LAIKA (PLEASE DON’T END UP LIKE ANOTHER LAIKA...)

holy shit he just went all xavius on everyone.

NONONONO YOU FUCKERS BETTER NOT KILL LAIKA SLAV YOU WILL BE ON MY SHITLIST IF SHE GETS TRAPPED IN SPACE

he saved her....... interrogator of my heart........ this guy can be the Problematic one in my group of galra who should make their own club (this includes the chef dude, the mall cop and the mysterious whale galra).

haggar babe PLEASE shove him into space. do it. space is right there no one will think otherwise if you say he thought he saw the black lion and went running after it. DO IT HAGGAR.

episode 11: i just realized that allura has the same voice actress as jasper that is some fucking range ms brooks a+.

allura you’re adorable.

oh allura ;A; coran too ;A;

SHAY SHAY SHAY GIMME MY ROCK GIRL

awww shay hunk’ll come next time i promise.

THACE NO YOU IDIOT.

holy SHIT allura you lifted THAT

aww shay hugged her ♥ EAT THE STEW ALLURA

oh fuck no not that robot again

THACE NO THAT’S AN OBVIOUS TRAP

slav exists in so many quantum states i yearn for that level.

missed opportunity for the black lion to grab the yellow lion by the scruff but ok

black lion goes all sif on us with that mouth blade nice

red lion’s NOT THIS SHIT AGAIN powers activate! alternative name WHO HIT MY BOY

pidge bloodbends again. i have a concerne.

voltron just looks... so dumb...

oh damn. good try hunk but uh. ouch.

interesting that keith’s still standing behind her for the teledove scene tho. i guess he’s just kinda accepted that she’s Not Happy with him. that’s sad.

awww coran ;AAAAAAAA;

aww guys.....

“we can’t fail.” you’re gonna fail. just by saying that.

holy shit haggar!!!!!

episode 12: wow everyone’s being the comic relief today.

oh fuck keith no.

idk i’m not sure how i feel about that whole bit actually. kinda feels like they had a longer arc in mind for keith and allura but then remembered they only had one more episode after it. kinda felt smushed in.

hang in there thace. no NOT BY FALLING FOR THE SAME TRICK TWICE AAA

zarkon you dumb fuck. LISTEN TO HAGGAR.

hot damn thace and keith make a good team.

thace goes from 0-suicide bomb in like two seconds damn nevermind.

haggar why the FUCK haven’t you gone on the offensive personally before now??? that door was like paper!!!

THAAAAAACE NO

WHO HURT MY BOY MODE ACTIVATE again

this is going Too Well...

episode 13: LISTEN TO HAGGAR. YOU MORON. OH MYYY GOD.

zarkon stop killing the people who are trying to help you do the thing it makes the living people do the thing slower.

so his secret weapon is an eva?

have i mentioned that i love the explicit magi-tech in this series because i do i love it.

not an eva then. looks like a rejected final fantasy robot boss form.

TAKE UP ARMS ALLURA CRUSH HIM

OH FUCK

OH FUCK

AAAAAAAAAAAA

haggar love yourself dump his ass soon plz. we have NOTHING explaining your devotion to him or his cause despite how often he ignores you.

ALLURA VS HAGGAR OH YES BRING IT

she has a STICK OF VENGEANCE

and keith seamlessly steps into place when shiro’s out for the count noice

aaaa i don’t want any more of the blades to die, keith needs some galra role models who aren’t dead.

AHAHAHAHA FUCK YOU ZARKON

OH

OOOOOOH MY GOD

I

KINDA

DID I

CALL THAT I CAN’T

I THINK I CALLED THAT?

KINDA?? ??

????????????????????????

need to reread my own write-ups lol.

EITHER WAY

C

I

V

I

L

W

A

R

IT COULD’VE ACTUALLY HAPPENED MAYBE I CALLED THAT TOO

I CAN DREAM

cmon hagger you’re smarter than this you didn’t need to power her up again.

FUCK YEAH ALLURA SPIRIT BOMB THAT SHIT

honestly compared to that the voltron vs robo zarkon just looks like two plastic toys thwacking around in space. v. boring.

NEVERMIND NEVERMIND I TAKE IT BACK

is he dead i hope zarkon’s dead

oh no shiro

keith ;A;

um.

UM.

SHIRO.

SHIRO THIS IS NOT THE TIME TO Read At 12:30 6/15/17 YOUR SQUAD.

oh fuck no zarkon’s alive????? god i hope she has a good reason to keep saving his ass.

her facial expression while he was unconscious. please let that reason not be love. honey you can do better. colran for example. date him. date a man who respects you. date a man who can make you laugh.

prince lotor hmm. depending on how similar he looks to his father i bet any ships with him will be the Problematic ones. shit i do like villains tho maybe i shouldn’t judge.

i’ll probably post a retrospective/summing up of my feelings of what i’ve seen as a whole/theories for the future/ships etc tomorrow bc i left it way too late in the evening to marathon the last episodes lol.

[mydarlingdumbdiary]

March 24th, 2017 (I’m just doing dates now, no more post #s)

12:17am (3/25)

I figured I should start this back up again because I’ve been feeling a lot of feelings lately and I need somewhere to put them (express them?) or else I will actually go insane. Dad and Bobbie come back in like 3 weeks, so at this point I guess I’ve had the house to myself for what like 2 months? I guess around that. It’s been interesting. Honestly I really do like living alone and one of the reasons why I’ve been hesitant about telling people about how depressed I’ve been is because I don’t want them to think it’s because of me living alone because honestly I can feel this way anywhere. I have felt this way anywhere and it’s a hell of a lot worse to feel this way surrounded about super happy people because then I just wonder what the hell is wrong with me. Talking to Bobbie today and yesterday helped, it’s nice that now she (and I’m guessing Dad now too because she probably talked to him about it) now know that I like legit have depression and it’s not just me feeling down sometimes or whatever else I used to say. The worst part is that I’m in such a transitional stage right now (that feel pretentious to type but it’s true) where I’m letting go of things from my old life and trying to figure out things from my new life and everything feels kind of scattered and far away and I’m just here in this house by myself being like wait what is happening. And I miss people all the time. Everyone feels so far away from me. I can visit them, but that’s it, you know. It’s like oh cool wow I’ve missed you so much, we’re gonna get caught up on each other’s lives and then it’s just okay cool bye again I guess. I miss having really close people here. With me. People I can call up and see in ten minutes instead of planning out a trip or a phone call or something that doesn’t last very long and just leaves me unsatisfied? Not that exactly, but something like that. It leaves me feeling kinda empty so I guess unsatisfied works. It’s like what I told Bobbie on the phone, everything I’ve been doing lately has felt like a distraction from what I’m feeling so everything feels- oh my god I can’t think of any words right now, this is so annoying. Not superficial, it’s a word like that. It starts with an s also...unsustainable? That doesn’t start with an s, but I guess that’s the word I’m looking for? Well yeah, unsustainable. It’s all fleeting. Everything’s a distraction and then the distraction is over and I’m left with this empty feeling. Wow nice. Super up-lifting. This is like textbook depression right here. It’s been coming in waves, but now it’s gotten to the underlying stage where it feels like it doesn’t really go away. Or it does and my mood lifts, but then it comes back down to it again. That’s what it was like over summer and last semester. I honestly just really want to talk to Bonny. That’s why I was going to go to Humboldt and I’m really happy I didn’t because it was definitely a way better idea to stay here and take care of myself, but part of me just keeps thinking that I need to call her and talk to her about everything. Because the last couple times we’ve talked I haven’t really told her how shitty I’ve been feeling. I kind of did when I told her I wasn’t coming up to Humboldt, but I thought she had to go to class, so I kept the conversation short and she told me I should take a bath and watch some good movies and relax and I said sure, but I didn’t say that this isn’t the kind of thing that baths and movies and regular “self-care” help because it’s all much worse than that. Every time I call her though I feel like I’m taking time away from her doing better things or getting in the way and I hate that feeling so much. Because then I feel like a burden and I really can’t stand that feeling. It might be my least favorite feeling in the world. Right up there with rejection. I just miss having that go-to person to call whenever. I miss Jazlyn. I really don’t know if we’ll ever go back to being that close again, but I really want us to. It just keeps not working out though. I don’t know if we’re too similar or she’s too flaky or I’m too passive aggressive or what, but I hate it. I hate this feeling of constantly missing people and not knowing if they really do miss me. At least not as much as I miss them. A couple summers ago, I guess it was summer after junior year because it was right in the middle of when Jazlyn and I were really drifting apart, I remember she came over and we updated each other on everything that we’d been missing in each other’s lives and it felt like the scene in Gilmore Girls when Rory and Lorelei start talking again and I felt like part of me that was missing was there again. And it felt that way when we saw each other over Thanksgiving break again too and I was so happy because it felt like we were finally friends again, but then it kept not working for us to see each other over winter break and I then I left for Kauai without telling her which I do still feel shitty about bc it was a little passive aggressive I feel but I was also just overly overwhelmed by that whole trip, and now I’ve been trying just to be able to talk to her on the phone for at least a little to catch up and it just keeps not working at all. And I get that she’s busy, I totally get that, but I just miss my best friend, that’s all. I miss her and Bonny so much. And I miss Caitlin and Krissy and Maya. It was nice to see Nik and Reggie last night, but that also felt fleeting. We went out for some drinks and it was great, but then Reggie had to drive back to Sonoma and I crashed at Nik’s house and left at like 6 in the morning and then came back here and was right back to where I started again. Back to missing people and feeling so very far away from everyone. And I am trying. I went through my clothes tonight and I’m going to research places to donate them tomorrow and I’m going to go on a run and try to start being productive again. I’m not going to sit on the couch and watch netflix all the time even though that’s so much easier than trying to be a person. I guess I’ll call Bonny soon. I just feel like I need to tell her all of this. Whenever I do talk about things, I feel like I just talk around the issues though and I need to stop doing that. I need to learn how to ask people for help. Really ask them. Not drop hints and hope they’ll notice. Not lie and say I’m tired or just kind of out of it instead of telling them that I’m just really not okay. That’s what’s wrong, that’s it. It’s easier when you can text someone with a specific problem and say I’m freaking out over this and they reply and talk you through it and then you’re like cool done. But with this, it’s like we talk, catch up, then the conversation ends and I’m like why do I still feel like shit. And I was thinking that it wasn’t enough, that I was being bitter or jealous that she was doing all these cool things up there while I’m alone down here, but that’s not really it. I feel shitty because I haven’t been honest. I’m so blocked up with feelings that I don’t even know where to start and sometimes they just come tumbling out when I talk to people and sometimes they just get masked over until the conversation’s over and everything comes back to me again. I don’t really know how to end this one. I feel a little better I guess, but honestly I still just kind of feel the same. Blocked up, unsure of what to do, looking for another distraction. But it’s 1:10am now and I feel like I should try to go to bed. 

Side note: Rereading all my old posts has made me realize how important it is for me to write not only because it helps get everything out, but because I can look back on it later and now exactly how I was feeling then on that specific date. So much of my time nowadays is spent second-guessing what is going on inside of my head because I honestly don’t trust my brain anymore. When I look back on parts of my life, I don’t know what to really believe about them. Because the depression part of my brain tells me that my whole life is miserable and I don’t deserve to be happy, the nostalgia part of my brain romanticizes the past and tells me that everything was perfect back then, and the anxiety part of my brain just chooses random things to panic over to remind me that it’s still there in case I’ve forgotten about it. And especially with Mom and Misha, there’s been so many times where they act all reasonable and understanding and then I’m left wondering if I made everything up in my head about things that happened in the past and maybe I’m just being overly sensitive (which I’m pretty sure is a lowkey form of gaslighting by the way bc the whole point is that you manipulate the person and then actively deny it afterwards so that the person then questions their own memory of it and that’s definitely happened to me a fucking lot in my life). But with my own writing I can look back on a date and say no that’s exactly how I was feeling that day. Like there’s writings I’ve found from my darkest days of Freshman and Sophomore year of college that I’m like wow, I wrote that? I guess I did have good days. And then there’s stuff from some summer/winter breaks that I remember being wonderful, but when I read now I can see the signs of clinical depression starting to form. It’s just really interesting writing things and looking back on them and I really feel that writing is going to help me right now. I think it’s the most therapeutic and caring thing I can do for myself. Especially right now, but also in my whole life. 

So my two major 2017 & overall life goals: 

1. Honesty. 

2. Write something every day. Even if it’s small, just get it out of your head and onto the page. 

[severalbakuras]

ok so voltron/night in the woods au, heavy end-game spoilers for nitw and lost constellation and season 2 spoilers for voltron

it is v. late where i am and this is by no means complete. this is just for allura and the paladins. i’ll make a new post when i decide on coran and other characters.

i wrote this on impulse so if things don’t make sense and/or i’ve wildly misinterpreted the characters (and if you’ve read my recaps of the series holy shit you’re definitely familiar with that!!!) then you’re probably right and i’ll probably reread this tomorrow and think ‘what the fuck was i thinking’. sometimes i can be very arbitrary.

for reference this is a ‘voltron characters in nitw’ au, not the other way around.

some of these are a lot longer than others bc it’s been a while since i replayed nitw. and voltron’s nowhere near done yet so this could all be rendered invalid by season three and that prince guy who’ll probably ruin my life given my track record on liking the most assholish characters lmao.

so. keith is mae. now he absolutely doesn’t match her perfectly. in fact he only just about matches half of her, but this isn’t a 1-1 character replacement for anyone.

i don’t think he’d be the type to steal a convenience store robot display and call it his son. i don’t think he’d travel two hours away and dance on his own at a party for a college he doesn’t go to and do a secret handshake with a cute college boy. even though they’re both drop-outs, i don’t think they dropped out for the same reasons - but they were good ones.

i do think he’d go to the train tracks with someone even weirder than him, help them put metal people in place and sit between the tracks with them to see what they’d look like after being run over. i do think he’d climb around the rooftops no matter how many times he was told to get down. i think he’d wonder if his closest bonds were genuine, or just a product of proximity. i even think that if things got really, really bad, he’d disassociate to the point where even people are just shapes, things that only have meaning inside his head, that don’t matter unless he writes it down and makes them real. he’d also be kind of a dirtball lel change your shirt!!!!

shiro is bea. i’d wondered for a long time who shiro should be and who could take bea’s role and ultimately this is it. because i see a lot of ‘world’s best space dad’ shiro out there, and a lot of ‘perfect leader who always knows what’s right’ shiro.

i never see shiro who resents that he has no choice in his future anymore because of the actions of others, or one that would rather not have people think he’s badass just for being imprisoned and tortured and losing his arm. i never see shiro playing the old music records of his lost crewmates to remember them when he’s stressed out.

i want to let shiro be angry at the world, even if he knows it won’t change anything. let characters have fun with shiro but don’t act like a single night messing with fireflies or running wild in the mall can fix everything forever and ever.

hunk is angus. he’s kind but he’s not a pushover. he likes to cook when he’s stressed and scared, gotta take care of everyone right cooking helps people be taken care of right??? he gets irritated when dumb shit happens but that’s only because it could screw up their future. he’d look up at the sky and know god wasn’t in the stars, but he’d believe in the people who cared enough to put one there. maybe a long time ago he hoped he’d find god, or god would find him, but ultimately he’d put his faith in numbers and chemicals instead. and lance.

lance is gregg. he tries to be the lighthearted jokester of the group sometimes, though slightly less intentionally most of the time. he does stupid impulsive things that usually bite him on the ass in some way later. he’s a damn good shot and he’d absolutely steal keith’s journal to write ‘lance rulz ok’ on every page he’s relevant on. he’d wear a leather jacket at all times and put cups on his ears to hear the sea to remind him of where he’s working so hard to move to. he’d wonder if he was a shitty person deep down, one who doesn’t deserve someone like hunk. he’d think he was no good to anyone, despite hunk thinking otherwise.

pidge is lori m AND germ. smushing two side characters together basically gives you a main character right? right. anyway. she starts out as lori. kinda quiet, a little weird. would have totally hecked up the dudes in the mural to make everyone see that something was wrong, and wonder if the dinosaurs knew the meteorite was going to kill them. also i think lori m’s theme suits her the most for reasons i can’t explain.

as she hangs out with keith and the others she gets braver. she kicks lance’s ass at skate wolf on the reg. she finds a possum and makes it her pet and starts hanging around with the hobos and travelers who stop by the town every so often. when she finds those dumbasses at the bottom of a well on her property one night she gets a rope to help them and wonders why she hangs out with these weirdos, but still shows up to band practice.

allura is adina astra, who isn’t actually in nitw as a character like the others, but  the main character of the side game ‘lost constellation’ which ties into some of the folklore for nitw as well as a sort of mini prequel. she puts up with some pretty fucking weird people, but she doesn’t let that stop her from trying to help them even if they’re dead and trapped as snowmen and in her way from her goal of seeing the ghost star. she doesn’t let the witch in the woods intimidate her and tries desperately to help the child she stole, even if said child thinks knowing allura will never see her again is a blessing once the witch is defeated. she even mourns the witch’s poor sister. i was briefly tempted to have her be selmers but i can’t see her burning silicon cities to the ground anytime soon and there’s a world weariness that allura doesn’t have.

RIGHT DONE FOR NOW GOING TO BED LOL