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#having your comfort thing taken away like that is fucking brutal man#there's a big gap between me and ofmd rn#hopefully the gap will close once this gets better but fuck#i've not been having a good day#i had to leave class early this morning and i'm gonna skip my evening class#i've been crying off and on since class this morning and i wouldn't be able to handle going#it's not even izzy specifically#just the comfort and joy i found in ofmd being ripped apart suddenly and unexpectedly#i've never been this affected by any sort of media before it's def a new experience
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Learning to celebrate the little wins!
#fersona#While I don't have the capacity to do Hourly Comics Day#I did journal my day hour-by-hour and the sheer difference in my self-care and routines is *staggering*.#Honestly both Feb 1 2024 and 2025 were rough days...but this year I had a far better outlook on it all.#The funny part is that when I drew this a few days ago I actually *was* celebrating not crying.#Might have still cried on Feb 1st. A meagre 4 times. But I also had lot of good moments!#January is a very hard month for me and frankly I've been in a fugue state for most of it.#Drawing helped me pull through these last 2 years but this year I've been finding myself so upset at how I can't seem to focus anymore.#So updates and posts have been slow. I'm just slow. I'm tired and burnt out from work and grieving.#But you know what? The days I do manage to post; I'm never shamed for how long it took. You're all just as excited and kind.#I'm coming home and eating better and sleeping more and spending time with loved ones.#This is all to say; you can be a lot happier when you realize that life can be taken a little slower.#I'm more grateful that words can possibly convey.#If you related to the mindset of constantly feeling like you've 'failed' the day; please know you have done more than you realize.#I'm struggling with it everyday! I'm in the trenches with you!#Life is too short and painful to not celebrate what you *do* accomplish! It's hard work but it is worth it!#Bit by bit...we will learn to live. *Really* live. And enjoy it!
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yuri month day 28: please be mine ♡
(femslashfeb prompt list)
#minifemslashfeb2025#stardew valley#sdv haley#haley x farmer#surprise....!!! it's... ME!!!!!#how could this be... mini yuri...😳#YES BECAUSE I LOVE HALEY MWAH#another quick one today because I've had one hell of a month#IT'S MOKA @MOKADEV'S BDAY BY THE WAY!! GO LOOK AT THEIR FEMSLASHFEB STUFF#PLEASE!!! MY PRECIOUS FRIEND!! WE WERE HYPING EACH OTHER UP THE WHOLE TIME#WHEN YURI MONTH GOT HARD... WE HELPED EACH OTHER YURI OUT#also I promised I would do a yumeship/selfship for the last day if they did so#truly the biggest enablers we are#their pieces are all so goood. froths at the mouth#go gogo . my friend moka!!! it's their day!!!!!!#EVERYONE SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOKA!!!#doing my summary tomorrow I'm so sleepy#GO LOOK AT THE TAG THERE'S SO MUCH GOOD STUFF#I CAN'T WAIT TO GO THROUGH IT TOMORROW TOO YAAYYYY#I'M SO HAPPY WITH HOW WE DID!! DESPITE IT ALL!! HAPPY 2025!!!#I might cycle back and finish some of the art that didn't make it this month#I have a lot of doodles. quite happily#smiles serenely. yuri duty has been completed again
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I love talking to rabbis as a recent conversion student because the interaction goes something like, "you're converting? Now?! At this time, at this moment in history?!". And they always talk about this influx of jewish convert students they've seen recently, and it's like...
There's this level of respect I get from rabbis for converting at this point in time, but... Has there ever been a good time to be a jew in the last thousand years or so plus? I'm imagining that rabbis and jews in general back in 1492, back in 1290, back in 1349 would have said the exact same thing. So, really, there is only a time to be a jew. Maybe it's not a "good" time, yes, but it is a time. And to me, that's good enough
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#and to me i *know* that being a jew has historically Not Been a Good Time. i don't ask that of my conversion#i would convert if i had to run one day. in fact i count on that as a possibility#that's why i like simple judaica. if i have to run away with my people it'll be easier with simple bare-boned judaica#i would convert even in the middle of a desert. in the middle of exhile. on threat of pain and death#because to me being a jew isn't about it being a 'good time.' it's about being true and honest about what i need to be#if i were born this same way a thousand years ago i would make this decision again#where you rest; i will rest. where you pray; i will pray. when you weep; i shall weep. and where you die; i will die#i can only speak for myself but i've seen other students with a similar mindset#so in truth it's not the timing that motivated me. it's deeper. it can't be intellectualized. it is a primal feeling - something soul-deep
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2024 Brazilian GP | x
#franco colapinto#autumn posts#I'm so conflicted about all the rumors!!#I want him to have a spot for 2025!! but rbr is kinda falling apart!! and we've seen how especially callous they can be 😢#I miss Daniel so much 🥺 I've been on my usual insta dives and everytime I see vcarb I still pause out of habit#still I agree with so many folks that its good he got away from rbr who never were going to give him the respect and opportunities!!#so I worry for Franco!!!#and poor Max gosh this FiA balogna and the car just not performing 🥲#tbh I've been hiding in like 2017 posts just soaking up content I missed from bygone days!#I spam my sideblog verstappen100 if anyone wants like mostly Daniel throwback yearning hehe 🙂↕️#idk the vibes feel off this GP especially so like...idk how to explain it!!#but anyways I think I'm just new and I'm sick irl so just kinda stewing in the feels#nothing some gifs can't fix 🙂↕️#and I have to work tomorrow 🥲 but then!!! freedom!!!#anyways just rambling...#I like to hide in the tags and the side blog but I know that#hiding how I feel is blocking me from making true connections in fandom!!#I worry I'll say something silly or something#but maybe I should be more brave instead of hiding#oh anyways!!!#if you're reading all this!! thank you! hehe nothing huge just feeling dumping before slumber 😴#I hope all is well!!#sending good energy out to Franco on such a hard weekend#and to Daniel hopefully chilling and dreaming up something excellent 💞#and to y'all!! have a good night morning and afternoon!! 🌙☀️☁️#going to add a few more photos before I go!!
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How did your meeting go with the surgeons?
it was memorable
#sci speaks#the sci files#im glad i've done all the research. i feel okay. i feel safe and confident. and the doctors have all been really kind and helpful.#lots of good vibes. and they're moving me through the system so quickly. i'm glad it'll be dealt with so soon.#feels so crazy that this has been going on. right under my skin. and it's all explained now and i feel so much more in control.#i know whats going on!! with my funky body!! no more unanswered questions!!#i feel really good these days. optimistic. i feel like i understand myself a lot more and it means i'm better to myself.#but you'll all have to be patient with me. please be patient with me like i've learnt to be patient with myself.
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wife
#yeah i'm not dead woo let's celebrate#my art#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanart#black butler#black butler fanart#grelle sutcliff#grell sutcliff#anyway i didn't draw SHIT for a good while and when i got back to it i suddenly hated using the flat marker brush???#it's part of what makes my signature distinctive so i used it for that but yeah i switched brushes#oddly enough i'm not hating the more textured look? it gets very pixelated at times but it's not awful#back to the signature- it felt weirdly nice to sign things again#i haven't in a while#if you're one of the very few people who also follow me on instagram you'll know i don't use it on there#and the only art i've been doing these days has been original work so yeah nothing on tumblr#and thus the words 'brain exhaustion god stan' have not been written by this comically large hand in a hot minute#enough rambling this is just grelle art because i love her and i know y'all love her too so i thought it would be a nice comeback piece
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Well, I'm sure whoever you saved is just glad you were being Buck. I don't even know what that means. You never give up. That's what being Buck means to me. But whatever you do, don't stop.
911 gif meme: [1/8] Episodes: Buck Begins - S04E05
#911gifmeme#911edit#911#911 abc#911verse#tvedit#userbbelcher#cinematv#userthing#smallscreensource#dailyflicks#userstream#tvarchive#evanbuckleyedit#evan buckley#mine#the x begins episodes are all so good as a character study and thesis#also i would die for the buckley siblings#i had thought about doing a more complicated set like i've done for episodes of other shows but i've been having some stressful days
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A blow straight through the heart.
Fic so good it ended me my art slump
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#brienne of tarth#jaime lannister#jaime x brienne#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#fic: The Golden Knight by dreadwulf#(based on)#the green knight#IT'S SO GOOD PLEASE READ IT#had me bawling for days#and please click for details they took years off my lifespan#i think i overdid it but i haven't touched a pen in like two years so#i got so carried away by the moss i forgot that i have to color all of that in later#but i wanted to do the descriptions justice#that and having the sudden overwhelming desire to draw a bunch of greenery (i have not seen a tree in weeks)#also i am aware the height difference is a bit off maybe but she's literally described as impossibly tall!#anyway i really hate what happened to the image quality. idk where i can upload it in hd#as to where i've been: long story short i graduated. employment got me. had burnout and family issues. quit and changed jobs. normal stuff#somewhere in between all that i got myself a cat :)#i only just regained the will to draw again and i hope it lasts this time#i might be able to post my older wips soon#i want to join aa week this year i hope i have the time to do it#nbsart
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2024 art summary! it sure has been a year
#ever makes art#i bsky tweeted a bit but it feels weird talking there still so ill do my usual rambling into tags here :)c#i burned out super bad in the middle of this year for months where it felt like i couldnt draw anything good no matter how hard i tried#and the harder i tried the worst it felt - to the degree that i legitimately thought i wasnt going to be able to draw anything again#which sounds SO dramatic i know i know. but feelings arent always rational!!! and so many others things were going wrong at the same time#so it was strange putting together this year's art summary and realizing Huh. i did still have paintings to put in every space#that fear/anxiety spiral seems even sillier and more meaningless now that i have distance and proof of how irrational it was...#...but in reflection i'd like to think of it as proof that even when you feel at your worse it's worth it to keep trying...!!#after the Black Hole of Nothing i've been working every day on never ending doujin and xv anthology and orv sketchzine and merch#i can't say that i feel my artistic skills have like. improved or anything... but the passion i feel for the stories i read and#the stories i want to tell is still there!! and the happiness from getting to put form to those feelings large or small is worth it too#anyway......... lotta words to say tho i haven't posted much anymore and socmed is imploding and the world is dark#thank you very much for staying with me another year. i am - as ever - always grateful
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heart's desire
#mdzs#mdzs fanart#mo dao zu shi#lan zhan#lan wangji#wei wuxian#wei ying#wangxian#mxtx#YIPPIE#I MISSED THEM SO MUCH#i've been plagued by an mmorpg lately#but i missed wx SO MUCH#so i staged my own divine intervention#have this doodle#good day gamers
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If I was in a lucid dream with a ghost, I would simply impress them with my blunt rolling skills
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#mdzs au#MDZS disco elysium au#This is brought to you by my Scrambled Egg brain - slowly burning up as I try to finish a long comic for this AU.#I hoped it would be done several days ago but I've changed things so many times....It is now Very Close to being done!#I probably should have just posted each page daily but at this point I'm just being stubborn. I want it complete and together.#Ruining the surprise a bit to say 'yeah its a digital art comic'#But its been tricky figuring out the style I want to use for it!#hence the swaths of MSpain(t) doodles that boil down to 'how would this look if I did X?'#I wanted to do a fully Black & White Ink style. But I scrapped it. Then I did small bits of colour. And scrapped it. Sigh.#This comic started out as just the first panel and then my brain went 'hold on. Its time to make a dumb joke'#Any disco elysium fans who finished the game probably know the scene I'm doing for the *actual* comic after seeing this <3#Anyways I know in my heart LWJ would roll the worst blunts ever his first time. And then dedicate himself to the rolling craft-#-until he has finally mastered it. He would roll blunts so good that people would hire him and pay him a monthly salary for it.#But he declines. His master blunts are for his beloved and his beloved alone.#wwx would roll above average but after having lwj do it for him he can ever go back.
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girl who has suffered more than alll-mer
(ID in alt text)
#fear and hunger#fear and hunger termina#fear and hunger 2#samarie fear and hunger#fear and hunger samarie#samarie#doodles#mine#so hard to tag for a mononymic character. girl get a last name. domek is right there#these are the three samarie emotions: yearning radiating and Abject Misery#she also gets an emotional support mini-rina. it's what she would have wanted#took a 5-hour crash course in funger bc i saw marina's moonscorched. ended up feeling so strongly for samarie i had to exorcise it thru art#you can't put a pathetic sopping wet shaking unhinged little creature in front of me and expect me not to itch to treat her kindly for the#first time ever in her life#poor little unloved lamb let me keep you and coddle you and cover you in blood. let me give you one good day like a mouse soon to be fed to#a pet snake. let me feed you to the snake regardless.#anyway. the psychic attacks i've been fielding bc of samarina have been relentless. can unwell teen girls stop reflecting my life circa#junior high school. thanks
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You're in "the good place".
#I'VE HAD THIS IDEA IN MY HEAD FOR LITERAL MONTHS AND I COULD NOT REST UNTIL I GOT IT DOWN YOU GUYS DON'T UNDERSTAND#EVERY DAY FOR THE PAST WEEK I HAVE BEEN CRAFTING THIS#THE GOOD PLACE X PERSONA 5 ROYAL CROSSOVER......#i have a thing where i can make everything a persona reference and and i did it again i okay i need to tag ACCORDINGLY#persona 5#persona 5 crossover#(!!!)#persona 5 royal#p5r#p5#p5r spoilers#p5 spoilers#takuto maruki#dr takuto maruki#dr maruki#kasumi yoshizawa#sumire yoshizawa#third semester#the good place crossover#the good place#p5r fanart#artianwen#persona#persona 5 royal spoilers#god i hope someone gets this
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tchk.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg 3 fanart#lae'zel#shadowheart#stuff and things#userpharawee#I'm so sorry for the lack of art lately#I've been having a Time and it's straight up not a good one lol#so this is from my wip folder from weeks ago because I don't have anything even remotely finished to share hhh#there was also an issue with my drawing tablet the other day and I'm really hoping I won't have to get a new one#🙏
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I’d invite machete and vasco to my animal crossing village
They're a package deal, you have to take them both.
#own art#own characters#CanisAlbus#Vasco#Machete#answered#wowwforever#this is as good a time as any to admit that I've never played any of the Animal Crossing games#consoles are just so expensive and I have a bizarre personal vendetta against buying electronics unless I'm 110% sure I *need* them#so these days unless a game gets a pc release I'm unlikely to ever get my hands on it#but the art style is very appealing and the character designs are vibrant and clever so I've been admiring them from a distance for a while#I love it when I have a chance to draw Vasco with these specific bean eyes#they make him look benevolently mischievous#also just now noticing that I made Machete's tail machete shaped
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