#i've never chased anyone but

[demigods-posts]

hearing annabeth express genuine confusion at the existence of disney world was incredibly heartbreaking. but it raised a good point about just how unprepared she was for a life outside of camp. it makes me wonder how she settled into a public school environment after training as a child soldier for five years straight. i question what her first active shooter drill was like and if the teachers noticed how prepared she seemed for life or death situations in comparison to her english homework. i wonder how she socialized with kids her age, or if she mostly kept to herself because the anxiety of making a misstep in social situation and risk being neglected was near crippling. i think of the quiet moments at home during bedtime ruined by the slightest movement outside and her father finding her keeping watch outside her brothers' bedroom at three in the morning. how heartbreaking is it that annabeth can't find true solace in any environment she's in?

[realtapiocafan]

justin jefferson/ja'marr chase - in another universe we're still best friends

the two best wide receivers, in college and in the nfl

💛💜

Carissa Potter // Cocaine Jesus, Rainbow Kitten Surprise // I thought id know you forever.., Olivia Ruby // Old Friends, Ben Rector // Breathe, Taylor Swift // The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire, Ritika Jyala // How to Lose a Friend, Wafia // I Still Forget We’re Not Even Friends, Trista Mateer // The Frost, Mitski // The Underrated Heartache, Rupi Kaur // Send My Love (To Your New Lover), Adele // Wrong Side of a Fistfight, Ashe Vernon // White Ferrari, Frank Ocean // Sue Zhao // Poem, Langston Hughes // Welcome to Castle Irwell, Crywank // The Light That Shines When Things End, Iain S Thomas // The Kids Aren’t Alright, Fall Out Boy 

Who will do ‘The Griddy’ first on Sunday?

Justin Jefferson hungry to overcome family’s LSU demons

LSU's dynamic wide receiver group key to newly potent attack

How The Griddy swept over the NFL, and beyond

[cementcornfield]

Ja'Marr's grandmother called him Marty 💜

[vynnyal]

Turns out Sunlit Trail isn't quite done just yet, so after all that they just send you to a dead end 😂

[timothyslucy]

you guys wanna hear a wild theory that just came to me?????

[bonkalore]

Tell ya what, it does suck to be in a fandom that doesn't really exist. OTL

And for those very few out there that like the same thing but for entirely different reasons. And then the version I've made up in AU is different from the canon material anyway. 😔

I just wish there were people to talk to about it sometimes....

[fa-i-ze]

Oh, I understand it now

[medicinemane]

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[haliaiii]

YOU AND LOTUS ARE TOGETHER IRL???? YOU ARE NOW MY 2ND (second) FAVORITE!

Ok I think I should clarify, me and lotus aren't dating 😭😭 I think we should've made that more clear-

The only thing lotus is to me is a pain in my side for the last 8 years we've known each other 😔

[tacitusauxilium]

ahh. a few quick statements before I head offline for tonight:

i usually let drafts build so i can have something to add on the blog on days i work since i might not be able to get stuff going on those nights. so if you don’t see an immediate response when i’m on, it’s either saved up in the drafts or in the queue. if you’d like me to get to it as soon as i can, then i’ll post it--or if i am interested in a thread, i’ll usually reply to it and not queue if i can.

forgot to also mention a few things:

     if you see fuuka mentioning any of these characters in RPs, the URLs next to them is who she is referring to 9.9 times out of 10 (granted these are all the muses she’s talked to recently):

Shinjiro Aragaki -- @iptosi​

Minako Arisato -- @foolisharcanum​

Minato Arisato -- @dxfiedfxte​​

another small note to self: need to talk to yukaris and junpeis because they need to playfully tease her about her crush and because it’ll add years onto my life. and definitely need mitsurus and akihikos to just be like ‘shinji SNORES�� and she’ll be like ‘...and?’ and they cannot change her mind.

[je-doute-donc-je-suis]

Last night i spent like, almost two hours only watching videos of dogs eating raw food.

I've always craved raw meat and those raw dog diet where it's like, livers kelp powder a chicken leg quail eggs minced meat and a cracked egg on top. Always wanted to try steak tartar because it's the only way i know for this body to get raw meat. Now i desperately need to be able to eat bones too. Duck and chicken necks, and chicken and deer ribs look and sound so so so good. Same with dried cow and deer ears

Just an entire hour and a half of watching dogs crunch on and slurp up raw meat and bones while i salivated like crazy and kept gulping down air

Then when i was done and settled for bed. My anxiety was suddenly very high. Any noise or creak made me freeze, and sudden paranoia made me convinced that it meant someone broke in without making any noise at the front door, which is impossible, and kept making me turn around to look, and made me convinced that I'd turn around to see an intruder in the dark staring at me before hurting me. The feeling of eyes prickling on my back

Obviously i know that was bullshit. But the fear and paranoia was still here, and i didn't understand why. Until it clicked

My predator shift (still don't know if domestic dog, african painted dog, or fox) switched to my wild rabbit/hare type, and the natural prey anxiety + all the meat eating by predators made me go fight or flight-fearing for my life mode

That really didn't feel good

[seafoam-taide]

I love love love my dear Entropy I think about her all the time I love her <33 I have to write about her she is always in my thoughts. Don't click these tags open unless you really want to read them there is . There's lots. THERE WERE TOO MANY IT KILLED SOME OF THEM. WHY DIDN'T IT TELL ME TAG LIMIT I KEPT TYPUNG !!! That's so sad and I can't even put the rest that I typed up here bc I forgot it already because my brain fucking sucks. Whatever whatever whatever rahggg beams Entropy thoughts directly into your brain you know exactly what I mean now

[novadreii]

Could be a soul tie. Worth repairing, especially if you feel an enegetic link.

i've made it abundantly clear to this person that the ball is in their court. if they choose not to make things right, then it wasn't meant to be.

[venacesaur]

tbh sometimes I can understand how some allos feel when they learn about asexuality/aromanticism. that's me when I find out people don't like dogs. I also recently found out a small percent of people don't like music. that's crazy to me how do you live like that....

[actual-corpse]

I FIGURED IT OUT I THINK FUCKEN AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

So sorry so ososos os So So!aaaaaaa!!!!! Duckienhdjdbdn!!!

When I say there's pretty boys, it's like I'm looking at some damn good character design!!!!

Like... I do not want to see them naked. I do not want them to be naked with me, no sex or anything like that, just

I want to draw them and spin them around in my head like a blorbo!

And when I was younger, I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WITH THOSE FEELINGS! I JUST ASSUMED IT WAS A "NORMAL" ALLO CRUSH YOU KNOW!!! Like... everyone was talking about sex and love and boyfriends, and so I misunderstood my INTENSE aesthetic attraction to Blake! I just wanted to admire him like a blorbo from my shows!

[consultingfujoshi]

inconsolable over irving in this episode. no nuance here, irving is straight up suicidal in this episode. essentially placing him in the same circumstances in which mark chose to become severed - suffering unimaginable heartbreak and seeing switching his brain off as the only viable option for coping with it - and giving him that same choice at surface level to be relieved of it - except it's NOT the same at all, because innies don't get to compartmentalise, they ARE the compartmentalisation, if they choose to switch themselves off, they DIE. the illusion of choice here. irving can either suffer mindless torture of monotony every day with the knowledge that the man he loves is dead and never coming back, or he can fucking DIE. and he genuinely sees that as a viable option. as his only way out of this pain. because even if he did make it out, if he somehow against all odds gained his freedom in the outside world, he'd still have nothing. burt would not be waiting for him.

"I should be happy he's happy" and the way he doesn't even feel entitled to his grief?? like he has no right to be feeling the pain he's feeling right now? innie indoctrination goes so hard he's incapable of seeing that the very fact he's grieving innie burt, a hypothetical life they could have had together, is proof that he's just as real as his outie counterpart! he has just as much right to that life as anyone! like, NO, irv! you have been wronged, you have been so deeply wronged, they made you capable of feeling these things and forming this relationship and falling in love and then systematically removed every tool you could have had to pursue it, and then effectively handed you a length of rope and made you feel like the only empowerment you can find is in the act of hanging yourself with it.

"if he's gone and I'm gone, then somehow, we'll be together" broke me because he really has been so beaten down by this point at the hopelessness of it all, realising that there is no scenario in which he can be with the man he loves, that his only hope at finding any triumph or meaning in this is to die along with burt. at least in chasing him into oblivion, he will have made the one choice he could have to follow his heart. and that as a queer-centric narrative specifically is actually devastating.

SUCH an insane and heavy thing to come straight out of the gate with in the season premier. immediately cementing irving as one of the most masterfully complex characters I've ever seen - i can only hope his arc this season is in finding strength in the act of defiance at last and making good on his promise to burn lumon to the ground for what they've put him through. to carry that grief and channel it into bringing the system that has wronged you down. I believe in the power of queer rage and vengeance!!!!