#i've been trying to upload this on my new side blog but all the post on there aren't showing up in the tags
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
YUME/OC POST (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
I've actually given up making separate posts for my oc introductions and if I did upload it one after the other, I would feel like I'm spamming so as a solution....HERE!! One big post with most of my ocs in it!!!
-----------------
OC 1: Mari Callidora (technically they're my persona/s/i-🤓)
Literally the face of this entire blog. Mari Callidora is the granchild of Hamber. They are the Explorers' healer and their team is split in half with one half being a fighting/exploration team whilst the other being a healing team.
Short backstory: Their mother abandoned them whilst their father ran experiments on them in hopes of turning them into the perfect vessel for a pokemon to take as its own. After their fathers shady practises were investigated, Mari was handed over to their grandfather for him to raise.
Shipped with: Amethio
-----------------
OC 2: Rumi Sagespark
Fairly new oc. I say new even though she's supposed to be a rework of my very first HZ oc :3
Short backstory: Pokemon contestant coordinator. Rumi was forced to step down from the role of a Pokemon Pageant contestant after an incident regarding a "fan". Determined by her love for the contests, she decided to run the shows instead of being in center stage as a way of letting newer talents take the limelight whilst she watches from afar to make sure all's well.
Shipped with: Spinel
-----------------
OC 3: Kisma Hynelle
Again, not a new oc. Kisma's been with me for a while now. He was originally my "weirdcore" oc and was just a giant fucking eyeball. Silliest out of the bunch. Very gay too (if anyone has name suggestions I will gladly take them I've been wanting to change his name for so long /hj)
Short backstory: Mari's half older brother. Before getting married to Mari's father, their mother already had a boyfriend and a son and after their birth, she left Mari just so that she can live the life she previously had. After finding out about Mari's existence, Kisma set out to try and reconnect with them so he joins the RVT
(and his way of doing so is fucking pathetic, he literally threatened to tongue kiss Friede in front of the whole crew)
-----------------
OC 4: Kaname Himeko (hi3 war flashbacks)
Ignore how I changed his last name from Himeguma to Himeko :3. Also, side note but when I talk about Kaname, I wanna be clear that I'm talking about Kaname in this au. Kaname in the au where Mari gets impaled by Rayquaza stays as a child, the photo above is teenage Kaname.
Short backstory: PLEASE JUST READ THIS POST IM SO TIRED RN
-----------------
OC 5: Anai Hyorin!!!
Yet another old yume oc I decided to revive. I miss Anai, dunno why I stopped using them after my enstars era ended. ANYWAYS THE BUNNY IS BACK!!!!
Short backstory: After witnessing their friend commit Shoujo Rei (yk), Anai was given their friend's Mareep at their funeral. As a way to honour them, they decided to take a trip around the world with Mareep in hopes of having it Mega Evolve into Ampharos before their friends 2nd death anniversary rolls around.
Shipped with: Ilima
-----------------
a/n: GOOD LORD IM FINALLY FINISHED WITH THIS POST. I WAS HOPING TO POST IT LAST NIGHT BUT I FELL ASLEEP (totally wasnt because I was rewatching the eps w Amethio in it)
#mari shitposts#mari's oc post 🎉#DUDE I FELL ASLEEP TWICE TRYING TO POST THIS HOW DID THIS HAPPEN WAAAHHHH#Amari Callidora 💌#Rumi Sagespark 🎀#Kisma Hynelle ⭐#Kaname Himeko 🧋#Anai Hyorin 🐇#yume oc#oc post#oc list#pokemon oc#pkmn oc#my oc#yumeship oc#oc x canon#ocxcc#yumejoshi#yumejin#oc art#my art#pokemon hz oc#pokemon horizons oc#HOW DO YOU TAG THIS HELP
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
I've decided that I will no longer be making CC for Sims. Not for any mental health reason or anything like that, don't worry! - I'm nearing the end of my SimLit project and I've been obsessively playing this game for the past 8 years. (TL;DR: All of my CC will be staying on SimFileShare, Patreon, and MediaFire, and my Resources tab on my blog has links to my SFS archive.)
The likelihood is that I will eventually stop uploading here and being active here altogether, since I do just want to move on from this game and community to focus on other things! (Don't worry, I won't delete my account this time and it will remain here!)
As I said fairly recently, I've almost finished my story now, and once I've done that I am going to take a long break from this game and likely never come back to it again. I've been playing obsessively since 2017, writing Sims stories since 2019 and making Sims CC since about 2022, and there comes a time where you need to stop.
Perhaps with a finite game or series it's a bit different, but with a game like this one that apparently will never die, I really do need to know when to pack it in and play other stuff . : P It's okay if it's one of a few games you play, but I have other games and hobbies I'd like to get back to... I have been writing my story since 2022, and although it's been pretty niche and it's lost a lot of its original following, I've stuck with it and I have to admit that a small part of my reason to start making CC and play on PC is because I wanted to get into CC-making as well as being able to not be as limited in terms of SimLit. Of course, after years of constant play and a long time working on this project I won't have much reason to stick around because I have completely lost interest in the gameplay side of this game, and for a game I won't play or use for any reason there's no point in making CC for free if I can't have any fun with, or get any use out of, that CC.
Do not worry! I will not be deleting any CC. My Resources page has links to my SFS archive and I won't be deleting anything from anywhere my CC is uploaded. This also links to my tutorials both on and off Tumblr, and I have the Tumblr tutorials reblogged to my personal CC finds blog so I can be absolutely sure I won't lose access to them again.
@velkhanaa is my main acc, I have many years of videogame screenshots + new screenshots uploaded there and some little details on my BG3 playthroughs, but I don't use it for any purpose other than uploading screenshots.
Terms of Use for editing my CC is here, it's fairly open and I am one of very few pose makers who will let you upload edited poses (by following the terms of doing so written in the linked post). Do with that what you will!
Thank you for everyone who supported me, reblogged from me, used my CC, wrote nice comments or tags or tagged me when using my CC, it means the world to me that there are people out there who try to support free creators and smaller simblrs. I won't tag anyone because I don't want to force a response out of anyone but thank you to shanisims, crazy-lazy-elder-sims, xldkx, azeterna, hellodahliah, and sadraccoon061 for the reblogs and the support all the time I've been here < 3 You people have made it fun even when other people tried to ruin this community with paywalling, prejudice and toxic shitty attitudes!! Once I have finished my story I'll post something here.
#freezerbnuuy does not shut up#freezerbnuuy#alpine-lapine#freezerbnuuy loves the good and fun side of this community < 3
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I AM CURSING YOU FUCKBAGS TO 1000 YEARS OF OWOFIED NONSENSE. I HAVE TO SUFFER, NOW YOU HAVE TO SUFFER WITH ME.
Update:
All this effort and it doesn't even work. I'm not mad, just disappointed. Current theory is that I didn't include an important part of it in the while loop. The bot scans new posts, and I'm not gonna re-post this for the second time. It's only been actually tested two or three times including this try, and I'm keeping this as a sort of devlog. Update 2:
I restarted the OAuth apps that I made earlier today (an OAuth callback server to catch the keys, and another OAuth thing to generate the Authorization verifier). I worked almost all day to get these two to work together. The API ended up sending this error, and I don't know what it means, but it doesn't throw any errors client-side. Here's the error it throws. {'meta': {'status': 429, 'msg': 'Limit Exceeded'}, 'response': [], 'errors': [{'title': 'Limit Exceeded', 'code': 0, 'detail': 'Minor hiccup. Try again.'}]} Like, okay, great. Now I gotta actually look at the documentation and find out what this magic gibberish means, because this could relate to all those times I tried to authenticate, OR I hit the daily limit on posts seen by my bot, which I highly doubt. Update 2.5 after some research, I've learned absolutely nothing. That error code is a giant ball of nothing that basically says I exceeded a rate limit, but doesn't give any explanation as to which rate I exceeded. Thanks, Tumblr. At least Reddit threw client side errors that you didn't have to go to a broken API console to see. Fuck all of you, and I'll see you tomorrow.
Side note: I am surviving off one breakfast pizza from Casey's, one Pipeline Punch, one grape flavored 3D, 4mg Estradiol, 50mg Spironolactone, and I currently have 100mg Progesterone dissolving in my stomach, which at this point, might actually kill me. It's only 9:36 at the time of writing this, but it feels like I've been working on this for days. This is to say that I may have missed something super obvious, and if that's the case, well, I'll leave tomorrows problems to tomorrow's me.
Update 3
Just woke up and re-ran all the assorted programs just to get a fresh start. I'm still getting that error code, but more importantly, my access token and secret changed? I'm not expert when it comes to stuff like this, but I though tokens and secrets are constant and specific to apps. I can't actually test this thing until the API lets me through. Update 3.5
Found the error code. It wasn't way too hard, but it means my bot probably did something way too much yesterday and I have no idea what. It works on the server's clock and goes by callendar day. This means that if a bot hits the error code at 11:59 PM, it can hit it again at 12:00 AM. For an error 429 to happen, any one of the following has to trigger it.
300 API calls per minute, per IP address.
18,000 API calls per hour, per IP address.
432,000 API calls per day, per IP address.
1,000 API calls per hour, per consumer key.
5,000 API calls per day, per consumer key.
250 new published posts (including reblogs) per day, per user.
250 images uploaded per day, per user.
200 follows per day, per user.
1,000 likes per day, per user.
10 new blogs per day, per user.
20 videos uploaded per day, per user.
60 minutes of total video uploaded per day, per user.
So I can't test this until the server's calendar deems it a new day Update 4
It still doesn't work, but I am one step closer. Because of Tumblr's broken-ass console, I've had to find an alternate way to get an OAuth key. It turns out I was using a temporary access key, which is why it changed when I re-ran everything. I had to do this by using two other scripts. One of them is Tumblr's interactive console on Github , and the other one was a Yaml parser because boy do they like to encrypt. This has been my morning so far. Day two and 5 scripts later, just to finally have something that I should've had at the start.
Update 4.5
I FINALLY GOT AN API RESPONSE!!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Update 4.5.5
I have implemented a feature that makes the thing wait for a second then search for any comments with a timestamp older than the last time it waited and has the right keyword in the 196 tag. I have obviously accidentally wasted all my API tries today, but testing begins again tomorrow. You will fear my wrath soon enough. Update 5
Decided to check up on the bot, and ran straight into this wall of text. It looks like blog info? Some of those links take me to profile headers. This isn't a static thing either, it updates every 20 seconds like clockwork. Because I made it update every 20 seconds like clockwork. I think this means it's testing time. Wish me luck. Breaking News. Didn't work, but we're a lil bit closer. Again.
#I figured out how to get access to the API#and now you have to deal with my bullshit#This would have taken no time at all with Reddit's API#196#r/196#rule
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
just wrote a Very Salty feedback ticket and idk, i feel like posting the whole thing here too. enjoy, or something
I usually refrain from being this crass when writing feedback, but the direction tumblr seems to be heading is directly detrimental to theplatform. And the new mobile lightbox frankly ssuck, among other things.
I have been using tumblr for close to 10 years. For much of it, I did not use the mobile app — nowadays I've been using it a lot more, and while sometimes annoying and buggy, it was an okay experience. Some of the recent changes, and the much more open communication has been very nice, but some are honestly making me question whether I shouldn't just quit.
I'm on tumblr to use tumblr. If I wanted to use tiktok, I'd open the tiktok app.
The new lightbox, and the way it takes you to a random freaking post if you swipe wrong is atrocious. Sometimes it happens when I'm trying to zoom in. Sometimes when im swiping to the side and I guess it wasn't to the side enough. It's infuriating. It would be infuriating if it only took you to a random post once there is no more photos in the current one, but no — if you swipe wrong at any point bye bye whatever you were viewing, please look at this unrelated post you don't want to see! And don't tell me they are related. I don't care. They are by a random person I don't follow. I don't want an algorithm showing things in my face. Stop it.
In the light of the recent changes, if I was not already a user, I would not become one. And I don't mean it in a "oh changes bad" way, I mean that the way I discovered tumblr has been actively cut off. Back when I first discovered tumblr, sometime in 2012/13, one could view the http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/tag even without account — I scrolled on it for hours by accident. I didn't know what tumblr was, I barely spoke english. I ended up doing that a second time, just to find a specific post — it was an upload of Phoenix by Fall Out Boys, sped up by 10%. I don't know if was uploaded directly to tumblr, but I know it did not force me to go and open spotify, or soundcloud, or any third party website to actually listen to the song. It stayed on tumblr.
Then I found some blogs I liked. I stalked them for months without an account, had them bookmarked. Today tumblr automatically tries to take you to the tumblr.com/username instead of url.tumblr.com, and when it does, it obscures the page and tries to force you to sign up. I would have never gotten invested in tumblr, in the community, if that was the case. If I couldn't freely browse peoples blogs, see their pages — remember pages? Remember that functionality that is becoming obscure instead of you promoting it? People now have a single pinned post where they often have a link to something like linktree or other third party website that lets them to what *tumblr was originally for*. To have a separate about page, or a page with their ships, or interests, their fic they are hosting here, that's *not a post that you have to link* but a url.tumblr.com/about or url.tumblr.com/fic or anything they desire bc it was a BLOG they are hosting on tumblr, not just an account on a social media site.
Remember webcomics hosted on tumblr? People used to do that. As a teen I wanted to do that. But tumblr is silently moving away from that functionality. Is making it harder and harder to use it as I thought intended.
I made an account after months of using tumblr. I sent asks without an account — and after I made one, an irl friend sent me some too, before she got her account. I browsed and read and learned english *without an account*. And when I made one, I made silly pages on my blog, like "people you should follow", or info pages about my ocs, or one that still exists but cannot be accessed from mobile app at all — my about page.
I understand many of the changes. I understand the monetization, and frankly think most of it is very fun and well done. But overall? You're shooting yourself in the foot. You're alienating existing, often long time users, and making it impossible to get into tumblr for possible new ones.
I know one bitter feedback ticket probably won't to anything. But I feel like I need to say all this somewhere. I loved tumblr for so so long, I recommended it to other people — the only way right now for you to get new users other than forcing people — but I don't anymore. I'm considering getting rid of the app from my phone — going back to using tumblr once every couple weeks when I open it on desktop, because... I'm tired. I'm so so tired of seeing things I lovef about tumblr disintegrate in front of me.
Thanks to whoever has gotten this far reading this. Have a nice day.
#tumblr thoughts#i talk sometimes#idk i know that a lot of ppl have been talking about how tumblr is a collaborative social media and how thats its essence or whatever#but i miss when the essence of tumblr was. to have a BLOG#with added perks
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
since i've gotten a lot of new followers from the whole twitter debacle, i wanted to make a post to introduce myself and let y'all know how i run my blog. and it gave me an excuse to finally write some kind of faq, which i've been meaning to for a while. whether you're a new tumblr user or not and you have any questions about this post or anything else related to my blog, feel free to shoot me an ask! :3
below the cut since it's a long post
about me
hi, my name is melia! i've been listening to kpop since 2016 and a carat since 2017, i stanned right around clap era. i listen to a bunch of other groups but i don't stan anyone except svt. and as you might have been able to tell from my blog header, i am, in fact, a huihui :')
my main blog is @corvid-lesbian. you can follow me there if you want, but it's a mess of untagged reblogs, so it may not be that interesting. but i mainly wanted to bring it up since you may see the username in replies and i want y'all to know that's also me!
about this blog
this is a sideblog that was originally just for reblogs of svt/kpop stuff but i started running it as an update blog in late 2019. caratblr and kpop tumblr in general used to be really active when i first got into kpop, but over the years more and more people left for twitter or became inactive in general due to life stuff. when all the general svt update blogs became inactive i didn't want to see caratblr die, so i thought, fine, i'll do it myself >:3
unfortunately i can't speak korean so i'm not a translator, and i live on almost the exact opposite side of the world from korea so i'm not in an ideal timezone for updates. but i'm dedicated to what i do and i like to think i've gotten pretty good at scoping out information and resources about seventeen and conveying it to the tumblr sphere over the last few years :')
what i post
my rule of thumb is i try to post updates within 24 hours. on the rare occasion i can't meet that, i'll make a post notifying that updates will be late
if there's something you expected to see that i didn't post within 24 hours, you're welcome to send me an ask about it :3 occasionally i will just miss something or there may be a reason i didn't post it which i'll be happy to explain, but there are some kinds of content i just generally don't post (as specified below)
most of my posts are updates from twitter, instagram, and tiktok
i don't currently post instagram stories
i do post youtube links for certain things like teasers, mvs, and appearances on channels other than the official seventeen/hybe channels. i don't tend to post youtube links for regular content like gose or inside seventeen, etc. though i will occasionally
i do post links for article interviews (i don't post articles that are about seventeen but are not interview based/contain original content from svt)
i don't usually post anything related to merch
i also primarily stick to official seventeen channels (so for things like magazine shoots, i do post any promo shots uploaded to svt's twitter or instagrams, but i don't post any additional promo shots posted to the magazine's social media)
theoretically i also post weibo updates, but a lot of the stuff jun and minghao + pledis post these days are also cross posted on twitter or instagram so i haven't been as good at checking it recently
i don't post event information that is region specific (to korea, japan, etc.) i do post general event announcements (tours, online concerts, etc.)
i'll also post random information/updates that may be of particular interest or significance, even if it doesn't fit within the categories i normally post (there may also be other categories i could add to this list that i'm forgetting)
for all the things i say i don't post, there are always exceptions. but those categories are usually one's that i have posted in the past and have learned people don't have an interest in, or (like ig stories) are too intensive to always post even though i know people would appreciate seeing them
i am one person, and i've learned to limit myself so as to not experience burnout, and because i've been suffering from wrist pain since summer of 2021 or so TT so please be understanding that i can't post everything ;-;
as i said before though, if there's something you expected to see and haven't, or you're looking for information or have a question about something, you're welcome to send an ask about it. I love being helpful and i love answering questions about seventeen! i don't have the answer to everything 100% of the time, but i do know quite a lot :3
tags i use
common tags
all update posts are tagged with the date in YYMMDD format
p: p stands for platform! it indicates where the post/update originated from, be it twitter, instagram, tiktok, weibo, etc. i also use "p: article" for article interviews
t: t stands for translator! all translators are twitter handles unless otherwise specified. translators are also credited within the body of posts themselves after "trans cr."
melia.txt used for all non-update posts, though they can sometimes be unofficial updates if you want to call it that? sometimes it's info about svt, sometimes it's a rant or joke, sometimes it's about a different group or kpop in general, sometimes it's about my personal life. really just a catch all tag for my ramblings. if you're here only for updates, feel free to block it!
melia.ask ask tag, older asks previously tagged as ask. asks from anons will be tagged anon, otherwise tagged with the asker's username
less common tags
ad: for advertisement, it's a tag i started using in the latter half of 2022. i usually delete hashtags for aesthetic purposes since they don't translate well to tumblr. but sponsored posts are typically indicated in the hashtags, and it felt wrong to erase that information, so i tag sponsored posts as ad: [name of sponsored brand]
tw: hello this is pledis for any official announcement from pledis entertainment. i know the tag sounds a bit funny, but i do know some people who get genuinely stressed by these types of announcements as they can bear bad news. so it's available for people to block as needed
not svt used for reblogs related to other groups that are not svt. i don't use the not svt tag for melia.txt posts
gfx, gif, meme, fanart used for reblogs of graphics edits, gifs, memes, and fanart respectively
melia.spo general spoiler tag, i honestly don't use this too much but you may see it occasionally if i want to talk about a particularly plotty gose without spoiling it
s: stands for source. used to indicate information that came from an unofficial channel (ie. a fan's username) but that is not a translation. it's been a long time since i've used this since i mostly stick to official channels, but you may see it on an old post
mutuals for reblogs from mutuals
ok to rb and don't rb/d0n't rb stands for ok to reblog and don't reblog respectively. since tumblr introduced the feature of turning off reblogs you probably won't see these, but they show up on old posts
htr.cw content warnings for each episode of hit the road
melia.pd101 liveblog tag from me watching produce 101 season 1 (finished, though my liveblogs trailed off toward the end)
melia liveblogs ip2 liveblog tag from me watching idol producer season 2 (finished, liveblogs also trailed off toward the end of this one)
melia.eft liveblog tag for exclusive fairy tale
queue for queued posts, rarely used anymore
who i block/behavior expectations
i like to think i'm pretty lenient with people i block, but i do have some expectations
bots there are a lot of bots on tumblr, which is why i always check new follower's blogs. if your blog looks too much like a bot, you may end up getting blocked. i try to give some benefit of the doubt for this one, but i do advise new users to change their pfp and header image to avoid being mistaken for a bot :3
being shippy in the tags or reblogs of my posts i don't care what people get up to on their own blog, but shipping real people personally makes me uncomfortable. and if you're in the tags of my post making shippy comments or writing explicit self-insert fanfiction (yes this has happened) i'm going to block you. just make a separate post so i don't have to see it and we'll all be happy
being antagonistic in my inbox or on my posts the inevitability of posting on the internet is that sometimes people don't agree with you. i've had a lot of healthy discourse on this blog and i don't mind engaging with people who disagree with me on things. but if i feel like you're coming at the conversation in bad faith/being overly antagonistic or trying to argue with me over something i didn't even say, i won't entertain it. luckily this doesn't happen often, but it has happened
also want to put it out there that blocking isn't personal, i just want to curate my tumblr to be a pleasant experience so i can continue to enjoy running this blog for a long time :3
welcome!
finally, welcome to my blog, and, if it applies, welcome to tumblr! i'm always open to asks and questions and i love talking about seventeen!
you can also check out my carat-resources carrd (linked in my bio and pinned post) for links to various official and fanmade resources that i've come across in my years of being a carat! i continuously update it and am open to suggestions of resources to add :3
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hailuo Spaceship Art!
This blog is a continuation of yesterday's in a manner of speaking; a bit more on Hailuo (video creation tool), and what I've been able to do with it so far.
I've made 30 Hailuo videos (they're 5 seconds each), so I've learned a few things, yet there is so much more to explore! Here are a few points I've picked up so far:
Start with a good seed image. Don't upscale it too high, as then Hailuo won't accept it. Hailuo states: "Support uploading single images in JPG/JPEG/PNG format within 20M, with aspect ratio between 2:5 and 5:2, and the short side pixel no less than 300 pixels." A good Flux image is already pretty high quality, so you should be good. Hailuo will tell you if it can't accept an image. More on upscaling in a moment.
Try inputting images into Hailuo that already have some telltale signs of movement. If you have a subject that is walking or somehow showing a bit of movement, try that pose, and you can get a good result often. I've gone against this idea a few times, though, and made out okay.
Wasn't I supposed to discuss creating spaceships today? Yes! I figured I had to have a super crisply outlined spaceship to work well in Hailuo; not the case! I didn't input anything abstract, but I had some cubism on one, and it worked out just fine, with the multiple colors and lines/levels.
Camera insights: I'm having good luck with "pan left," "orbit left or right," "zoom out," directives in the prompts, then telling the tool to perform an action, such as "Make the man walk into the cave."
Here is a video I created. First, let's look at the seed image I made in Flux 1.1 on Nightcafe:
It's a fun image that I figured would make a rocking video. It did, and while Hailuo did a bang-up job animating it, I'll tell you about some additional steps I took once Hailuo produced the video:
Remember we were just discussing upscaling? TensorPix is very good and fast at that. It gives you several filters to use, and it upscales the video nicely. I tried upscaling in Neural Love, Fotor, and a few other tools. Each either did a poor job, or did a fair job and took forever, and ate a ton of credits. TensorPix is my new favorite video enhancement tool, and it's inexpensive to use. I'm not saying that Hailuo videos always need upscaling, but if you want to, TensorPix is a good and fast tool to use.
Key Takeaways: Yesterday I mentioned I'd talk about some caveats or points when creating spaceship videos. It happens with all the tools, even Runway: You'll often have to create several versions of the spaceship, as the tool gets confused and doesn't know which end of the ship is the front or the back. The resulting video can come out with the ship flying backwards. I'm happy to say that happens less often than it used to, and in your prompt you can usually get the tool to zero in on what you want, telling it to create movement in a certain direction (although this isn't foolproof). Hailuo is pretty good with this, overall.
Next: I have two more interesting spaceship videos I'll post here over the next few days. Then it's on to cartoons and cyborgs! I've also started stitching together these short videos in Flexclip and Videobolt, and it's pretty amazing. In a few days, I'll post one of those longer stitched together videos on here!
Hailuo and Flux are a match made in heaven! Stay tuned!
0 notes
Text
No Home for a Hero - Chapter 3
Man I'm really bad at posting to this, but no I haven't completely abandoned this blog; writing hard even if everyone says I'm good at it mannnn Anyways, I've got another nine-page chapter to share with you all. 3,408 words approximately. It's kinda funny that after a three-month hiatus I just. Did that in like three days. It wasn't three months for this blog, but it was three months between my YouTube readings, which are a little more accurate to when I wrote it. Speaking of YouTube, of course, here's the video for this chapter:
Annibelle shot up, woken by a sudden metallic clanging. It was as though the town’s Blacksmiths were right outside her bedroom window. She quickly glanced around the tent, trying to find the source of the noise. There wasn’t much natural light - it must have only barely been morning by now - but she could make out her surroundings inside the tent.
Not that those surroundings were reassuring - she couldn’t see a thing. Where had Phillip gone? What about his sleeping bag? His backpack? Why was the room so barren? Where even was her own bag? She spun around again, frantically grabbing at where she had left it close to the edge of the tent. Annibelle let out a sigh of relief when her hand hit the bag, the rough imprints of her tools pressed into its side.
She cautiously got up, making more noise than she wanted as she slipped out of her sleeping bag. On any normal day the slight rustle would’ve been forgotten and done with in an instant, but today, Annibelle was terrified of drawing the attention of whatever await her outside. It was a somewhat familiar noise in a horribly unfamiliar place.
To make matters worse, she could hear the crackle of the leaves as the beast skulked around. It was all she could hear aside from the wind and her own breath as she moderated every bit of air passing through her lips.
She peeked through the front flap of the tent and glanced around, expecting to see signs of a giant or some monster, or maybe even come face to face with the behemoth. Instead, she was greeted by a much warmer view, as a crackling campfire’s heat before her could be felt in just its vibrant shades of red-orange. The flames leaped upwards, reaching for a small piece of meat hoisted above the fire with a skewer. Phillip sat on a log, gnawing on something.
At least the campfire had given a source to the crackling noise. Considering Phillip’s relaxed state, the metal clanging had probably been from something he’d done. Annibelle relaxed, letting out a small sigh of relief, and stepped out of the tent.
“Oh look,” Phillip said between bites, “The child’s awake.” He glanced at her while continuing to scarf down his meal. Annibelle just sort of stood there in silence, taking in the scene. She was a bit exhausted after having such rough sleep that night.
Anni slowly stepped outside the tent, a waft of cool morning air greeting her with the smell of fresh dew, and a rugged, smokey hint of the campfire. A dim wave of sunlight leapt over the canopy’s edge, casting a glow on the campsite’s clearing. It felt… familiar. Welcoming. One of the few things Annibelle could even try to say she recognized in this weird new world.
She stepped forth, and Phillip broke the silence. “Not very talkative today, are we?” He chuckled to himself. “Well, that’s an improvement over yesterday’s stuttering, that’s for sure,” he jeered. Anni felt her hair stand up in shame. He was right. That’s not how a hero would act.
She sat herself on the log across from him. Phillip gestured towards the campfire, vaguely waving his hand in its general direction. “Breakfast,” he stated bluntly, and resumed gnawing on his own meal.
“Is it ready yet?” Annibelle Asked.
“Hmgh?” Phillip stopped eating for a second. “Uh, probably?”
She sat there for a moment, waiting for him to check the meal. He sat there, chewing on the last of his. It was an awkward minute for Annibelle as she slowly came to terms with the fact that she wasn’t getting any better of an answer unless she asked again.
“Um- Are you- Sure?” It was a shoddy question that didn’t actually get anywhere, but Annibelle was too afraid to try anything more. All she knew was this man’s name, and what little of his personality he’d shown her before was anything but promising.
“Look, kid,” he said with a mouthful before swallowing his bite. “You can play Chef all you want,” he said, glaring her down, his arm resting on his leg as he leaned forwards with a hint of frustration. The memo was clear as Anni’s heart dropped like a rock from anxiety.
She cautiously made her way towards the campfire as Phillip went back to the last of his meal. Though he wasn’t paying her any mind, she still felt as though her every move were being judged, like an actor who forgot their lines in the middle of a show.
After grabbing the Skewer, Annibelle made her way back to the stump she seated herself on. She’d had meals cooked over campfires before, but the skewer was weird. Those were usually used by festival vendors, not camping cookware, and they usually consisted of tiny pieces of exotic fruits, not one large hunk of meat.
Oh well. However strange this all was, it was still breakfast, and her morning hunger was starting to kick in. Maybe getting a little energy in her system would make her feel better.
She bit into the meat. It was… uncomfortably stringy. Like a dying worm was being puppeteered down her throat. It was undercooked. It was uncomfortable. Some water might have helped to chase it down, though she didn’t know where any was and was too afraid to ask just yet. Annibelle swallowed the bite, knowing it would be the only one she could muster.
So much for Breakfast today.
“Slow eater, eh?” Phillip noted. Anni had been trying to chew her way through her morning meal - if you could even call it that - but she had only gotten halfway through her food. She was getting used to the texture, but that didn’t make it magically easier to stomach. It was all the food Anni was going to get for now, though, so she pushed on.
She didn’t speak, as doing so while chewing was rude, but even if she didn’t have anything in her mouth, Annibelle wasn’t sure she would have responded. Not that it seemed Phillip wanted a response, anyways, as he reached into his backpack and started rummaging for something. His arms and head dove in deep, deeper than should have been possible, before suddenly popping back out to stare Annibelle down.
“Oh yeah, before you ask, Horokai’s just out to find you a Void Pack.” He patted his backpack. “Means more storage, and less need to swindle merchants or steal from a world on the brink.”
Annibelle had never heard of a “void pack”, but it became clear to her as Phillip dived back into his bag what he really meant. She’d heard of these portable alternate realities, and even used some in her classes - They were perfect for containing cursed or volatile items - but they were rare, often flaunted by the rich as a show of their status, and hardly used with their actual purpose. Anni, however, knew them by a different name -
“A Hemlay?” she asked.
Phillip groaned, his voice echoing from within the bag. “Oh great, Rathead’s already told you the weird way of saying it.”
“I’ve… Only ever heard them called hemlays…” Annibelle replied.
“Well, you’re weird,” he said, pulling out a book and quill from his bag. “Not that that’s news, considering the rest of your town.”
“Wh-When will Horokai be back?” Anni tried to brush the insult away.
Phillip flipped open the book. “Uhhh, I dunno. Two days if we’re lucky, next month if we’re not.”
“Um-” Annibelle was confused. Hemlays weren’t that rare, were they? Maybe the bigger ones were, since those were the real ways to flaunt implied wealth, but a small bag was common enough that almost every town had at least one for sale. “Would it really take that long to find a small hemlay?”
“Void bag,” Phillip muttered, tapping the page of the book with his quill, now inked. “Sure, a bag’s easy to come by, but Horokai wanted a pack.” He started scrawling on the page. “Yknow, like a uh, backpack or whatever. One of those. And that wasn’t enough.” He paused, turning the page. “She insisted on finding someone who could make you a custom fit.
His eyes, still focused on his writing, narrowed. “I, for one, suggested we not waste our time with that,” Phillip rolled his eyes, “but I guess she knows what the hell we’re doing, and she’s got the final say in this stupid thing.” He closed the book and tossed it back in his hemlay. “Whatever. Not MY void pack, and not my guy to hunt.”
The last statement struck Annibelle as odd. “Guy to hunt?” She took another bite of her breakfast, hoping for this one to be different, only to be met with disappointment.
“Eh, doesn’t really matter.” He stood up. “Considering this world-ending craze, I’d be surprised if the guy’s even alive at this point.”
“I- but why… Hunt him?”
Phillip sighed, slinging his backpack over his arm. “Look, kid. She knows, I don’t. You don’t. Doesn’t matter.” He started walking towards the tent. “We got camp to clean up and places to be.” He looked back at her over his shoulder, piercing into her soul with his stare. “So don’t waste my time.”
Annibelle shut up.
Beyond the campsite, the day was uneventful. Phillip led the way as they traversed the woods, trudging down the winding gravel paths, hoping to stumble across something more substantial than a lone signpost. With every step, Annibelle’s hopes of finding a town drained as the paths waltzed on through the forest, as though someone set them up specifically to spite her.
It didn’t help that breakfast was so unsubstantial, and she wasn’t used to so much walking. Her legs ached as much as her stomach, though at least she got much needed rests as Phillip occasionally stopped to take note of another thing in his book, even if only for a minute or two.
Unfortunately, the pauses didn’t do anything to help her growing appetite, nor her fear of the startling noises coming from the forest. Every falling rock, every rustled leaf, every gust of wind put Annibelle on-edge. Phillip didn’t seem to pay any mind, and considering his experience, there probably wasn’t anything to be afraid of. She tried her best to set aside her fears.
Annibelle had learned something that day. The words “uneventful” and “good” are not mutual.
As the sunset began to light the sky with its dreamy mango-like tones, Phillip ordered her to set up camp for the night, and disappeared into the woods. While it was some respite from his worryingly strict silence, and it would’ve been a great opportunity to rest, Annibelle didn’t dare to fail the job by giving in to her exhaustion. At least she knew how to do everything, having taken a survival 25s class before.
Phillip returned long before she had finished setting up camp. Good thing the 25s taught her to light the fire first, as he pulled a deer out of his Hemlay and strung it up over the fire without a single comment or complaint. In fact, he helped her finish setting up the tent, though it wasn’t clear if he was staving off boredom while the deer cooked or was frustrated with the fact she hadn’t finished already.
The deer was fine. Could have been better if she took the time to prepare it, but Annibelle was too exhausted to push past Phillip, and even if she could, she probably wouldn’t have cooked it much better in her tired state. At least it was a filling meal, and this time, Phillip had got some water for her. It wasn’t much water, but hey, it was something.
Once dinner was done, Annibelle headed straight for bed. Her sleeping bag was uncomfortable, but it didn’t matter. She was ready for some much-needed sleep after such a long, grueling day of nothing but walking. Her aching body was grateful, but her mind wasn’t so pleasant tonight. As she fell asleep, yesterday’s nightmares returned in full force with a punch-to-the-gut kind of question her subconscious would dwell on through her dreams.
“Is mom okay?”
Annibelle knew the answer. She didn’t want to.
Annibelle shot up, woken by a sudden crashing noise. She had just been dreaming of her mother cooking breakfast, and, well, that’s sure what the crashing sounded like - a certain someone screwing up the pots and pans. She glanced around, trying to find the source of the noise. There wasn’t much natural light - it must have only barely been morning by now, if you could even call it that - but she didn’t have the time to really make out her surroundings.
Phillip’s hand clasped over her mouth. This startled her, at first for why he would do such a thing, but then for the look on his face. He wasn’t paying attention to her. He wasn’t even looking at her. He pointed vaguely towards the tent flap, but Annibelle couldn’t spot what he was so concerned by. There was nothing but the campfire’s ash pit out there.
And then she saw it. A paw. It was hard to see in the darkness, but she slowly adjusted and could barely make out the silhouette of a bear as it lumbered around the campsite, clawing the ground for… something.
Phillip silently unsheathed his sword, getting ready to strike the bear, but before he could fully get up and ready, the noises stopped, and the shadow disappeared. He still got up, and with a silent swipe, struck out into the dim campsite. It was a tense few seconds, doused in silence and shadow.
It was soon broken by Phillip’s voice as he re-entered the tent. “It’s gone, kid.” Anni let out a sigh of relief as he reached for a small storm lantern. He held it up, flameless, and looked at Annibelle expectantly. “You know magic, right?”
“Um… Yeah?” she responded.
“You light it, then.”
She didn’t know all there was to magic, but even if her survival 25s training hadn’t taught her the basics on starting a fire, she was a sparkmage. All she needed to do was focus a little bit of her electrical powers to create some concentrated heat, and bam; within around fifteen seconds, the lamp lit up the whole room with a flickering, vibrant orange.
Phillip headed outside without a word, taking the lamp with him. His silhouette painted the tent flap in a crisp, clear outline. Annibelle got out of her sleeping bag, rubbed her eyes, grabbed her belongings and headed outside after Phillip.
The campsite was a wreck, with everything thrown around like an accountant had lost their papers right as the tax collector knocked on their door. The firepit was spread out, the logs they had used as benches were overturned, and the Hemlay was wide open, with clothes, papers, and tools scattered around it. Phillip slowly approached, leaned down, and peered in.
After a few seconds, he let out a sigh. “You know, I had a second deer lined up for today’s meals,” he said, gritting his teeth in frustration, “But it looks like that thing’s changed plans for breakfast today.” He stood up and started walking for the tent again. “I hope you know how to hunt, kid.”
“I can trap rabbits, sir.” It was a skill she barely remembered by now - and wasn’t sure if she knew the right order of every step - but it was what she did know, and was worth a shot nonetheless.
Phillip glared at her as he marched past her to get to the tent. “We’ve got two mouths to feed, kid. Rabbit ain’t gonna cut it.”
Anni had no further ideas. “Um… What do we do, then?”
Phillip stopped in the tent flap. “Well, there’s a bear with our breakfast out there. Why don’t we go… Persuade him to give it back?”
She should’ve protested. She really should’ve. But the time had come and gone, and they were far too deep into the trail to give up now. It had been, what, fifteen minutes since they started? Phillip was doing a good job of tracking down the bear; at least, based on what little Annibelle remembered on tracking animals, and what little she could see in the rising dawn.
But a bear? Really? Sure, it had stolen their food, but why not go after something… safer? Simpler? Another deer, perhaps? Hell, even trapping rabbits would have been easier, even if they needed to trap twenty for the day and even if she didn’t remember how to do it.
It was a long shot, but maybe he would still listen?
“You know, I think-”
Before she could finish her sentence, Phillip shushed her, peering through the bushes. “There it is,” he whispered, gesturing for Annibelle to approach and look for herself. Lo and behold, there it was, chewing away on the deer’s lifeless body.
“I’ll deal with him,” Phillip said, standing up. “You cause a distraction if things go south.”
“I could-” Annibelle started instinctively saying something, but stopped herself. She didn’t need to complicate the situation any further. Phillip had it under control.
But he took notice, crouching back down. “Could what, kid?”
“I-” there was no backing down now. “I could kill it, sir,” she said softly, trying not to alert the bear.
Phillip’s face said it all: unamused doubt. “Considering your last tussle with one of these, kid… You know what? I’d love to see your best go at it.” He sat back down, expectantly looking at her.
Annibelle wasn’t ready for this. She shouldn’t have said anything. It would have been done in a moment had she just let Phillip do his thing. It wasn’t raining, making her plan much harder, but there was at least a cloud in the sky so she wouldn’t completely exhaust herself. It definitely wouldn’t be a pleasant experience either way, but with Phillip breathing down her neck she had to do it.
The bear was hardly moving. The cloud was in position. It was time to act. Closing her eyes as to not blind herself, Anni cast herself into the earth and into the sky. She couldn’t see it, but she could sure hear it. The roaring thunder rolled over her like a dust storm on an open field, echoing off the distant hills as she channeled lightning through bear and into the heavens.
Or, well, the sounds echoed through her, as Annibelle’s body ached from top to bottom and a painful ringing took over her ears. Maybe that was from the lightning. Maybe the thunder. Maybe from overexerting herself. She had remembered to close her eyes, but her failure to cover her ears and stand back from the blast hurt far more than she first planned.
Her head was violently spinning as she opened her eyes. There was some good news; the bear was lying on its side. It was hard to tell if it was truly dead or not, as the movements could be some last pulses through its muscles, a hallucination, or a big problem, but Phillip’s sword being stuck through its head made its fate pretty clear. He stood there, one hand on his hilt, the other on his head as though to keep a migraine at bay.
Annibelle lay down, looking at the canopy, waiting for it to stop shifting about so much. “Water,” she said instinctively, not hearing her own voice. Lightning requires something to help it connect with the ground, and the best way is raindrops. On a bad day, though, the human body happens to have more than enough water to conduct such strong electricity, but any caster needs to stay well hydrated after exhausting themselves from a lightning strike, whether successful or not.
Phillip obliged, handing her his water bottle. She was able to mutter a quick “thank you” before chugging down as much as she could. Her lack of breakfast and any drink that would come with it compounded her thirst. Once the ringing subsided, the world finished spinning, and her thirst was quenched, Phillip addressed her.
“I got two things to tell ya, kid.” He pulled his sword out of the bear and turned towards her. “One, that was pretty damn impressive.” He kneeled down, getting face to face with Annibelle. “Two, don’t you dare do that again so close.”
#writing#storytelling#my writing#my story#original story#fun fact - my sister dared me to show off in nitrotype#this dare gave me motivation to write this chapter#some poor kids who do 10wpm got steamrolled as I did 120
1 note
·
View note
Note
this is the post i based my hermitcraft beginnings with, but i didn't actually use it much.
that said, i wanted to give advice about how i actually took it, but it is... long, sorry, um.. but i hope it helps! its just me detailing how i found out who i enjoy watching, and while i admit i've only been into hermitcraft for a few months, i know this exact feeling anon and its so recent that i know what my steps to get into it were :P
TLDR;
pick someone (i did grian), start a random season (i did 9), and if someone else in the video catches your attention, give their videos a visit!
you can seek out a relatively contained side series (3rdlife, streams), or fan content (fanart, clips), to see what projects, people, or characters intrigue you the most. check out the hermitcraft content from there.
don't forget about hermitcraft recap to help you learn about new people either, and the official hermitcraft website lets you see who all is involved and what they're uploading.
dont overwhelm yourself with people to watch, treat everything like a sample platter until you know what you like and want to experiment with what you're curious about
have fun and be yourself 👍
so! i consider myself new to hermitcraft personally, but its been a good few months with some experimentation, and what ive been doing is this;
i have OCD, and a really specific and severe issue where i cannot do ANYTHING that isn't in chronological order. so i didnt start where season 9 was when i got into it, i just picked up from the beginning and started binging it. i find this kind of nice, because then you aren't thrown into the middle of a project or an arc you don't really have the context for. also, at the beginning of the season, everyones kinda crammed together in starter bases, and theirs first session shenanigans that help introduce you to hermits other than the one you're watching.
depending on if you want to start now, or with the new season, this may or may not be something you even needed to hear advice for, but i figured it would be good to say anyway.
i started with grians videos, because i was told when i first started that he does events, and he socializes, and he builds, so he's pretty well rounded. as i watched grians videos, i got interested in his friends! i started watching their videos, and so the cycle repeats.
some hermits don't socialize near as much. that's fine, too, but then this method doesn't work as well. i enjoy scar and mumbo for different reasons than i enjoy grian, and the way i watch their videos is so different from the way that i watch bdubs.
if you do like grian and friends, the life series also contains a few hermits, which is how i properly got interested in scar's videos and now hes my the guy ever. the life series is nice because its 10 episodes a series tops (not even that) and because of the amount of scheming that goes on you kind of naturally want to see other perspectives, so you end up gravitating towards who interests you.
the other mod of this blog really likes geminitay, and im pretty sure they got into gem from the life series! ive personally also taken an interest in cleo from it too :P the only problem with this advice is that not all the participants are hermits, so it might not help with this hermitcraft quest.
if you arent into those folks, thats so real. thats just been my experience, but theres a lot of other ways to go about it that i feel like follow a similar method of experimentation and exploration. idk what you like, and idk how each of the hermits play, or their humor styles, but i figure a good way to figure it out is through watching clips.
a lot of the funny or weird guys get clipped and posted, so like, i can assume with a lot of faith that tibby here likes cubfan, lol. if you like the cub clips, or the cub fan content, 100% poke to see if cub would be your jam. try this method with others; i plan to with zed in the new season.
theres the hermitcraft recap channel and i saw it recommended to newbies? i would honestly take the idea of "this person seems interesting" from my grian watching and apply it to those too, tbh. i havent personally tested it, but im sure it would work.
a lot of my tips work mostly for social hermits, but that's also the type of content that i like watching. if you aren't into socializing and shenanigans, it probably wouldnt hurt to just open the hermitcraft website and click on whatever you see. if it doesn't interest you, then you can try something new. or, you can use what you know you don't like, to narrow down what you might.
don't try to push through a video style or some humor you aren't as interested in just because. i think in the beginning of getting into something like hermitcraft, which is so big and can be so overwhelming, giving yourself a solid footing in what you really like watching is more important than trying to have a diverse experience or a wide range of people to watch.
i dont really like pearls videos, but i enjoy her streams. i feel this same way about impulse. but i only explore that much because i know that if im not into it, i have other stuff that i am into to fall back on, and i dont feel left behind in the fan community just because someone doesn't fit my niche.
ill also say that i have listed a LOT of hermits that i watch. ... you can just watch one guy. i only watched grian i think for a solid two, two and a half months. i also consume a lot of video content, because that's just what i like to do, so i like having a large variety to pick from. you dont need that. you can subsist off your one little guy in your own little corner of the internet and be totally fine.
all that said, i hope this was of any sort of value, and totally see what everyone says about their favorite hermits in the replies, to see if that helps you find a starting place.
i hope you find someone you like and join the ride! :P
-mod mooshroom
where do I start if I want to get into hermitcraft? You post about it a lot and it's made me curious about what it is
oh gosh, that’s a tricky one because there’s a lot of seasons and a lot of different perspectives to watch with their own video styles. Honestly you asked at a good time, since the newest season is right around the corner! It depends on what kind of content you vibe with, though. There’s a lot of creators on hermitcraft with their own unique styles, some are builders, some are redstoners, some are very chill and laid back while others are very high energy and fast paced.
honestly if anyone would like to pitch their favorite hermit & why anon should watch them in the replies i’d greatly appreciate it (my carpal tunnel has been acting up these past few days and i dont think i can write my goodtimeswithscar and cubfan essays right now hahah but those are my reccomendations)
#mod mooshroom#hermitcraft#i hope this isnt out of line i just. really like writing and want everyone to get into hermitcraft. i had a lot to say. OTL#i cant stand being misunderstood and i dont know how to be concise
71 notes
·
View notes
Text
d1 - theme adventure
As previously mentioned in this post, I want to build my own tumblr theme! I have zero experience in building themes and a lot of experience in customizing them in html/css. (This is a new blog but I've been on tumblr since like 2012/2013) I have however built a few websites (from tutorial) and practiced building without them a little. I learn by doing.
The first step to doing this for me is finding inspiration. Inspiration plays a hefty role in my personal learning process. Especially for something like a tumblr theme.
I've chosen three different inspirations here: ↳ Theme [33] by YUKOKI ༉‧₊ ↳ Theme [16] by raiidens ༉‧₊ ↳ iii | retro arcade by undeadmagikarp ༉‧₊
You'll notice each of these are different designs but they're all centered around gaming! I'll be breaking them down into notes soon.
I made a side blog and decided to start with this tutorial and began looking through THIS tutorial on tumblr themes !
So around part 4 I decided to upload a photo (the original from the post said it wasn't available) and this is about how far I was... oof.
Progress! You can tell I keep a lot of comments in the code to refer to when I'm confused.
I continued going and ran into a big issue, my sidebar is MASSIVE and won't change size, but eventually I worked it out! Sort of.
I got aaaalll the way to the content before I inevitably tapped out. But! Here's what I did do:
I added the ENTIRE tutorial into the editor to look at the differences it had between mine and how to fix them. Mine is still saved in VS code to look back on when confused.
Take Aways: ↳ Keep everything VERY organized ༉‧₊ ↳ Using a boilerplate for the beginning is probably best ༉‧₊ ↳ Sidebars are confusing, blocks are not ༉‧₊
Onwards! Now it's time to break down other people's code to try and understand them :0 WOOO! Let's gooooo~! And I'm gonna attempt building one of these myself today so uh.. yay?
#filed under: theme adventure#filed under: personal#filed under: projects#KILL ME PLS MY BRAIN IS DYING#Boing boing#codeblr#coding#coding rambles
1 note
·
View note
Text
I posted 3,882 times in 2022
That's 3,882 more posts than 2021!
263 posts created (7%)
3,619 posts reblogged (93%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
gothitelle-goddess
daz4i
nebulaleaf
almightyrozenidiot
soft-shuake
I tagged 3,881 of my posts in 2022
#p5 - 3,456 posts
#goro akechi - 2,036 posts
#akira kurusu - 1,600 posts
#akeshu - 1,160 posts
#ryuji sakamoto - 259 posts
#ann takamaki - 227 posts
#sumire yoshizawa - 209 posts
#futaba sakura - 201 posts
#phantom thieves - 193 posts
#haru okumura - 148 posts
Longest Tag: 139 characters
#trying to figure out a way to upload the clip was too much effort for what it’s worth i’m probably never doing it again outside this one ep
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
The reason Akechi's death is thematically satisfying is because of his role as Akira's antithesis. Akira is actively fighting against a fate that will lead to his death throughout Persona 5, and he only defies that fate through forging his bonds with his friends and remaining true to his sense of justice.
Akechi dies because he and Akira share the same fate--death--as Yaldabaoth's pawns, and he is unable to escape that fate because he did not create bonds with others or remain true to his sense of justice, which has become utterly divided (as seen with his personas, which are diametrically opposed to one another).
Akechi represents what would have and could have happened to Akira had he been friendless and alone, abandoned by society and twisted to lose all sense of justice and truth. Akechi is the fate that Akira only barely escaped himself. The themes of the game are strengthened with Akechi's death, tragic it may be, because it shows us the antithesis to Akira's thesis, the other side of the coin. What could have happened to our hero if things had been different.
However--Akechi did forge one bond. One bond, with his antithesis, forged a little too late, yet still strong. And that bond is the reason Akechi can survive in Royal. That bond reminded Akechi of his true sense of justice. It showed him a different path, a better path, one that is not walked alone.
Akechi isn't ready to walk that path--yet. But maybe, someday, he will be.
250 notes - Posted October 16, 2022
#4
Persona 5 Strikers really said the Phantom Thieves empathize with morally gray villains because of shared experiences and want them to be redeemed and atone because no one is ever too far gone and then proceeded to never mention Akechi Goro once in its entire 50 hours of gameplay.
445 notes - Posted May 3, 2022
#3
497 notes - Posted May 5, 2022
#2
I've seen different takes on Akechi and his attitude toward his fame in fic I've read but I think a lot of them oversimplify things. Usually he's portrayed as being disillusioned or annoyed by his fans, and while I think that is true to an extent, it's also a lot more complicated than that.
Goro gets his self worth from other people. His success, his skills, his perception, are all how he values his worth as a human being. So when he first achieves fame, becomes Tokyo's new sweetheart, of course that's all going to go straight to his head. People love him. They're obsessed with him! He's going to revel in that, in the feeling of being liked and adored for the first time in his whole life.
And I think that there's always an underlying fear and bitterness, because that love is for a fake version of himself. People love the Detective Prince. They don't love Goro, and they never would, not if they knew the real him.
But all that doesn't really hit him until the public turns against him. The superficial and fickle nature of their love is abundantly clear once they all turn on him. I think it's then that Goro really starts to sour on the public and fame in general.
But of course, he still gets his self worth from what others think of him. No matter how much he wishes he didn't care what ignorant strangers think about him, on a deep level he can't quite control, he does. They hate him even as the Detective Prince. Even when he's the ideal person, even when he's erased every bit of his unlikable traits, he's still not good enough, and that hurts.
By the third semester, he's probably relieved to not have the public's eye on him any longer. He no longer has to perform the image of a perfect Detective Prince. But I think part of him probably misses it too. Misses being known and adored by strangers, misses being loved, even if it was by people who could never understand him. Which makes him hate his fame all the more, because he shouldn't miss any part of it. He shouldn't want the approval of others, he shouldn't care what anyone thinks. But of course he still does. He can't stop caring, not when he's cared for so long, when that's the only basis on which he's measured his self worth for as long as he can remember.
But he's done performing. He's done acting the perfect role of the lovable hero. Akechi is free to finally be himself. So Akechi stops trying to be liked, stops trying to be loved, and starts pushing everyone away instead. Because if he's not able to be loved, what's the point of even trying?
Goro thinks his true self is inherently unlovable. He's a failure and a murderer and there's no possible way anyone could overlook that. He thinks the only reason anyone ever liked him at all is because of his perfect fake public persona. And that's what makes Akira so incomprehensible to him. Because even when Goro drops that persona, even when he becomes the person he thinks he is--the asshole who no one could ever love--Akira still loves him. Akira sees the real Goro, and he likes him. Goro can't use his true self to push everyone away. It might work on the Phantom Thieves, but it just makes Akira love him even more.
676 notes - Posted May 7, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
3,430 notes - Posted July 15, 2022
Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →
#tumblr2022#sera rambles#ok but I really want to know what that one post I didn’t tag was#also very fun how over half of all my posts are tagged with akechi you can very much tell who I was most obsessed with :p
1 note
·
View note
Text
Chapter 15: “Rituals and Revenge" has been uploaded: They cannot be interrupted under any circumstance. Except that they are and Sapphire's rage is deadly. Will Frigga be free? Will Rosalind survive?
One other thing- I've created a new side blog for my writing! Please go follow me at @pinkchaosstories which is where I'll be posting more about this story (and its sequels) in the future!!
Chapter Preview:
Sapphire stood in front of the pair of younger witches, looking at the sigils on the ground. “I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised,” she said with a sigh. “I did tell you that you were welcome to try and break your promise, after all.” “Auntie, please,” Frigga’s voice shook with panic, she was still weakly trying to exit the circle to get to Razi and Rosalind kept their grip on her arm, tugging her back softly. “Please.” “Frigga, you need to stay,” they pleaded quietly. If she left, she might be attacked or incapacitated in some other way. As long as she was in the circle she was safe. For now. Sapphire looked from Frigga to Rosalind. Her air shifted from disappointed to hostile, “I heard the most curious thing from Theodore this evening, Rosalind. Seems as though his son has been keeping peculiar company lately.” The room started to chill and her hands began to glow a bright blue illuminating her facial features. She was usually reserved and graceful but she had become the very picture of wrath. It sent a chill through Rosalind, as if her rage had become the air in their body, attempting to freeze their organs. Frigga had stopped trying to leave the circle, though she was shaking in panic. She looked at her aunt and then back to the door. She knew why Rosalind was keeping her, but she couldn’t help the panic. What if Razi was dead? What if she was injured and bleeding out? But she couldn’t do anything about it, if she left the circle her aunt would likely assail her in some way and then she wouldn’t be able to help Razi at all. She stepped backwards to stand beside Rosalind, leaning on them slightly for support.
#Writeblr#young adult#lgbt reads#writblr#Witchcraft#blood and thorns#queer fiction#lesbian romance#sapphic#wlw#gay witch#marry your gays#lgbt fiction#butch#femme#nonbinary#gay#lesbian#transgender#bisexual
1 note
·
View note
Photo
Introducing the Miss-Fortunes (and Mister Fortune)! They are a top ranked competitive team, with a band under the same name. Consider them the League of Evil Exes, because all of them have dated Tea at some point.
#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatoon oc#splatoon art#inkling#octoling#salmonid#steelhead#tea (oc)#sweetpea (oc)#chy (oc)#kali (oc)#the miss-fortunes#i've been trying to upload this on my new side blog but all the post on there aren't showing up in the tags#so this is a week late#im sorry#banned from ubers
161 notes
·
View notes
Text
For those wondering where I have been....
Videogames are one hell of a drug, kids.
Fr tho, I know the uploads here have slowed down considerably. I apologize for that, and I wanted to let you know there is a reason behind it. No, the reason is not that I am stopping to draw, or even stopping the IZ art.
Truth is, for the past couple of months I've been branching out a bit with my art, doing a lot of stuff that I feel like wouldn't be of particular interest to my current Tumblr/Twitter audience (is videogame fanart of non-humans, basically) and I'm not looking to pivot away from IZ art just yet so I rather leave this blog barren of art for most of the month rather than posting the new/different stuff and attracting a whole new audience. I am still posting it all on my Patreon and Discord tho, and also recently started posting it online on a new(ish) account. You can check it here if you think you'd still be interested, but these pics are not coming over to my main T/T accounts. Here is a preview of what's in there, just this once.
About my IZ stuff, it will still be coming, altho I do have to divide my attention between commissions/patreon like the usual (and a good bunch of the new commissions I'm getting recently are of the new type that I can't post here) so it takes a backseat most of the time, but I do make sure to leave those as a Patreon option to vote on every month so we can at least have one IZ thing assured to be coming.
The PT AU is still not something I'm willing to drop, but it is very much still stuck for me. I would need a lot more free time (and willpower not to fill that free time with fekin videogames again) that I currently have to properly sit down and work on the problem, so I'd have to plan on doing it in a month where I'm not constantly panicking about if I made enough money to get thru the next month or not - which is what happens most months. If you're all still okay with getting non-canon offshoots of pics and comics from the AU please let me know and I'd be more than happy to provide, but my brain just screams at me that nothing but Official Story Continuation will be worth it for any of y'all so I've been kinda feeling bad about drawing any of it at all, tbh.
Other than that I'm p much always on Discord, I frequent the Patreon one and the side one daily and the Weekly Streams on Picarto are always still a thing (Friday and Saturday at 9 pm Central, always at that time even if I often forget to announce them here), plus the other events like the extra Patreon stream and the movie nights/series nights on the fan site. My Twitter is also still there, and I wanna try uploading more stuff to Insta once I figure out how to get the darn desktop uploader to work as it should.
Some projects coming down the pipeline:
-Irken Picrew Maker, with an absolute ton of options for customization! (well along the way done, just on hold for now while I figure out how in the hell Picrew works)
-More CZ content!
-Finish uploading all the PT AU parts to AO3
-Side IZ comics/pics
-Some new sticker designs for my Redbubble page!
-More open request streams!
-And of course, new PT writing (be patient w me pls :c)
Thank you so much for sticking around this long, if you have, and for bearing with my impossible to predict upload schedule. I really, trully appreciate you all <3
#invader zim#my art#important#update#my stuff#ponytail dib au#not gonna pin this so i wanna put it under all the popular tags on my blog#mostly cuz I don't yet trust the new audience of the other art#to b ok w what I do here#so i rather they not find the connection easily#even tho i refuse to change my name in between all the accs lmao#still#if uhave recently followed me just because i reblog a lot of funny memes#hi#ia m actually an artist lol#shocker#alright back to my cave
47 notes
·
View notes
Text
I've decided to make a post about all my active side blogs. Jack-is-Lost is my main blog. I'll always be posting here foremost, especially when it comes to my own art and The Lost Boys in general. However, here are some other blogs I manage on the side. Feel free to interact, follow, and enjoy the content there!
peroxidepoems (BTVS-themed side-blog - SFW mainly) I've been running this one for a couple of years now. It is mainly Spike-oriented when it comes to content, but I post basically any BTVS stuff I find. I've uploaded some BTVS fanart directly to that blog as well, in the past. lost-betweenthe-pages (NSFW writing blog) I mainly post/reblog horror stuff related to slashers there. I also use it as a place to write NSFW The Lost Boys content (since I prefer to keep my main blog safe). I have and still plan to post some slasher-related fanart there too. Nothing explicit when it comes to art, just tasteful stuff that tumblr allows. PLEASE read the pinned post before interacting or choosing to follow this blog.
steddie-interactions (Steddie-theme side-blog NSFW-ish) Once I noticed myself getting pretty invested in this particular Stranger Things fandom ship, I made a side blog to store all the goodies there. It is still semi-new, at best, but I reblog a lot of steddie content. I have posted a steddie imagine already, plus a headcanon or two, and reblog lots of Steddie art. This blog is meant to be interactable, reason for the name, so always feel welcome to chat with me there. Read the pinned post for more information!
morbidlycuriouscritter (Another horror-centric side-blog) This one focuses on art mainly. If I find something particularly macabre, dark, spooky, and hauntingly beautiful I reblog it to this side-blog. Please read the description of the blog, though! Just to make sure you would feel safe and comfortable following it.
cat-ghost (a personal little side blog about being transgender) I wanted a place to post my own experiences about being a transman. So I created this blog! Formerly so I could post little comics I wanted to do — and still plan to make when time permits. Besides that, I reblog a lot of transgender-related content there.
I have loads more but they have fallen inactive over there years. Most are TLB rp blogs I created in hopes of delving further into their characterization. I always found it easier to write a character after roleplaying as them, picking at their brains and mannerisms, etc. Dwayne was the most active, ironically, while some never picked up any attraction. They still exist, and I might try to revive them someday, but they are hibernating now.
Michael RP Blog | David RP Blog | Dwayne RP Blog | Marko RP Blog | Paul RP Blog | and a wholesomely cute little Laddie RP Blog
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
Mashiro Kanade Main Story — Chapter 20 Premium Story
I do not own any of the content being uploaded on this blog, everything belongs to CYBIRD. Please support them by downloading and playing their games.
read this before interacting with my posts
'Own The Night' appearing on the news meant that it had caught Rindou's attention, and everyone was wondering if they had to give up on the live show.
Kanade: If we can't use the live house, then we'll sing outdoors.
Everyone's eyes widened at the same time upon hearing Kanade's words.
Henri: There we have it. The Antoinette words from King Kanade.
MC: Outdoors...
I was just as bewildered as everyone else, and Kanade turned to me.
Kanade: I showed you a video the other day. That outdoor stage at Hibiya Park.
Kanade: In that open space, we can do the impossible.
MC: Ah...
(So that was it...)
I recalled the day Kyoichiro gave me a lift when I went to Kanade's apartment for the first time...——
== Flashback Start ==
It was after I drank the matcha latte Kanade made me.
Kanade and I were sitting side by side on the sofa in front of the TV to take a break from songwriting.
Kanade: While you're taking a break, I'll show you what a real live show is like.
MC: Huh? The real thing?
Kanade laughed and put an unlabelled disc into the player...
MC: T-this...
That show was the first of its kind to be shown on TV, 18 years ago, before the Music Control Act existed.
It was footage of a live show at an outdoor stage.
There was an incredibly large audience standing in front of the stage.
MC: Amazing... How many people were present?
Kanade: About a thousand.
MC: WHAT!?
I couldn't help but suddenly raise my voice and when I realised it, my face turned pale.
MC: Isn't this footage illegal, then?
Kanade: Of course.
Kanade: Because I obtained it by unjustified means.
(An illegal item!? But... I rarely ever get the chance to see such videos...)
I was more curious than guilty.
For a moment, the large room was filled with only the sound of the excited audience in the footage...
(Uhm...)
While I was absorbed in watching the footage, I realised that I was getting too close to Kanade, who was sitting right next to me.
(If I move even just a little... I'll bump into his arm.)
(But would it seem like I'm very conscious of him if I leave abruptly?)
I was so concerned about the distance between us that it was starting to make me nervous.
It was at that moment ——
As Kanade was trying to get the TV remote that had been placed between us, his hand happened to graze against my thigh...
MC: ...!
My shoulders jumped at the sudden contact.
(T-that surprised me.)
I casually fixed the hem of my knee-length dress and tried to act normal.
It was a new dress I just bought recently.
(I'm even conscious of such a small matter... maybe because it's just the two of us alone.)
Kanade, who didn't seem to have noticed my reaction, was happily watching the footage and talking about the various musical instruments used in the live show.
Kanade: I wish I could sing to my heart's content in front of such a large audience.
Kanade: It'll feel as if I've conquered the world.
Kanade's gaze shifted to look at my legs.
Kanade: Is there something wrong with your outfit?
Kanade: What are you so concerned about?
I noticed that I had been gripping the hem of my dress for a while...
MC: Uh... there's nothing wrong...
Kanade: I noticed you stopped paying attention halfway through.
MC: Um...
As I was getting fidgety, Kanade moved closer to my face.
Kanade: Could it be that you want me to attack you?
MC: What...!?
I was so surprised that my voice nearly cracked.
Kanade: I don't mind giving you what you're expecting.
His sweet voice made me feel dizzy all of sudden and I thought I was about to faint.
As I blinked repeatedly in a mixture of surprise and confusion, I felt Kanade's fingers gently touch my hand that was still gripping my dress.
Kanade: Why don't you close your eyes?
MC: You're just kidding, right!? W-wait a minute...!
I used both of my hands to push his body back as he slowly leaned forward, and Kanade smiled.
Kanade: How long do you mean by 'a minute'?
MC: W-what?
That wasn't the response I was expecting, and my face was burning.
Kanade's fingertips were strong as they stroked my hand.
Kanade: Do you want more?
(He is totally enjoying this...!)
I stared back at Kanade, who was still smiling at me.
MC: No! Even if you can handle such jokes, my heart can't!
Kanade's facial expression turned dull at my response.
Kanade: Hm... so you think I'm just joking?
MC: Huh?
(...You're not joking?)
A strange feeling of anticipation suddenly welled up inside me, making my heart tingle.
(There's no way he's being serious... right...?)
As I gazed into Kanade's eyes, we heard a loud cheer from the TV and both of us turned our attention to it.
Kanade seemed to have had a complete change in interest and moved his fingers away from my hand.
(I was surprised. For a moment, I thought you were serious.)
I felt relieved with a tinge of disappointment.
But I returned my focus to the live show footage playing on TV.
== Flashback End ==
(... I even remembered some unnecessary details.)
(So, what you're suggesting is that we hold the live show at an outdoor stage, just like the one in the footage?)
I looked at Kanade's face as if searching for an answer, and all I could see was a look of unwavering determination.
Koki: Certainly.
Koki, who had been deep in thought for quite some time, finally said something.
Koki: Hibiya Park Concert Hall... was the management for that concert.
Koki: After the Music Control Act was formed, the city's designated ruling government official was replaced by someone of the music liberation party.
I'm aware that a few years ago, a music liberation party fought to protect that outdoor stage. But I've never heard of any regulated music being performed there, despite the change in governing party.
Koki: If it's a guerrilla show at the outdoor field that you want, I just might be able to make it happen.
Koki: However...
1 note
·
View note
Text
Basic Training
This post has been sitting in my drafts for months now, during which I've come up with a few ways I wanted to write this post. This is what I've come up with.
Basic Training is the episode which made me hate Ben the most. The whole episode consisted him of being a stuck up brat only to be rewarded for it in the end.
This episode was the perfect opportunity to have Kevin in the spotlight and show how skilled and smart he is.
Gwen's presence in this episode was actually fine, there's no change needed for that.
Look, I know the shows named Ben 10 but we have seen Ben be the hero tons of times already.
And Ben being egoistic about his heroism is not something new in the franchise.
There have been episodes on the OS where Ben got a big head, yet I dont ever see anyone complaining about that.
Was is it because he was 10 that we excuse this behaviour? Nope.
15 - 16 is still pretty young and his attitude can be excused at this age as well.
My opinion? It was handled better in the OS.
There were times when Ben wasn't always the main focus.
In Lucky Girl, Ben has his ' who's your hero?' Moment.
They showed Gwen feeling jealous and hurt by the fact she wasn't noticed much.
It was realistic.
Then the epsiode proceeded to focus on Gwen , having Ben being kind of like a sub plot to the story.
Towards the end Ben compliments her.
So yeah Ben got big head, but at the same time they shifted focus so that the audience wouldn't find it annoying.
Gwen was in the spotlight for a bit, giving people a break from Ben.
Secondly , in Be Afraid Of The Dark, Ben again is shown to be slightly stuck up, but towards the end of that episode he learns and acknowledges Gwen and Grandpa for help and understands his crime fighting is more of a team effort.
In Galactic Enforcers, we are shown there are other heros besides Ben as well.
Ben wasn't the sole focus of that episode. Yes it was about him but also about the Galactic Enforcers.
I don't think he was shown to be over confident here , but it was nice to see some other heros in the scene.
The Ben 10,000 episode focuses on how Ben was too focused on his job and the lesson at that was Ben needed to relax and have them Galactic Enforcers take the lead instead.
Again , his attitude towards everything was brought in focus but towards the end he learnt something.
I recently started watching Generator Rex and I can't help but compare Rex's character to Ben's.
Rex is also proud , rushes into things and considers himself to be a hotshot. But they also show him being down ,having trouble with his nanites and actually voice out his insecurities.
He's still the hero, still has things go his way most times but it's not annoying like Ben.
( I've only seen like 7 episodes so far so I don't know if this going to go down hil or not but so far so good)
The issue with the sequels after the OS was that Ben was the focus a bit too much.
We as the audience were rarely ever given a break from him.
Other than a few conversations here and there about his attitude, nothing really was done about it.
Gwen should've been appreciated more for saving Kevin and Kevin should've been appreciated for stopping Aggregor.
But they weren't.
If it had been Ben , they would've made sure to show him getting some sort of recognition or trophy.
Back to the Basic Training episode.
We know he's the legendary Ben Tennyson, we know he's a hero. We didn't need another episode on it.
Instead the plot should've focused on Kevin. His skills, his abilities.
Ben would act the same but Magsiter Hulka should've put some sort of cover so Ben couldn't use the omnitrix.
Ben goes on breaking rules, and having a hard time being a hero without the watch.
Towards the end, it should've been Kevin who cracks the case and saves Hulka. Ben is mad he can't use the omnitrix but instead uses the guns and other weapons he's learnt to use at the academy
He's not amazing at them , but it makes him realise that he is hero , watch or not, something that has been emphasised in the show. Its not impossible for him to function without the watch.
Towards the end, Ben getting a 95 was a stretch. I'm sorry , but the guy wasn't great with using weapons and without the watch I dont think he would've been able to complete that hostage excercise.
I'm thinking more like 89%.
Gwen gets 98, that's fine and Kevin gets a 100.
Hulka comes in and awards the medal (?) to Kevin, suggesting he's becoming more like his father.
( im ignoring the ret con, plus the retcon I'm assuming wasnt thought off at this point by the writers)
Ben is shown to take one of the guns back to earth, because he thinks they're cool and he wants to practice and get better at them.
The whole hostage situation makes him want to get better at making strategies.
Yes he's good at improv, but he needs to learn to properly plan as well.
It doesn't matter if he's never shown to use the gun ever again, and he's back to relying on the omnitrix.
Or maybe some time down the line, he could use the weapon, even if it for a second, to show that he is improving and getting better.
Before you say 'he's already a hero, he doesn't need to learn anything ' sorry but no.
He's 16. He may have saved the world but he still has growing up to do. Different battles are going to arise all the time.
Saying he is perfect at 16 is dumb. Saying he's perfect when he's ben 10k , it'll make some sense. He's been around for a while and is pretty experienced.
The watch is a part of him, but seeing him try to explore other options would've been a fresher idea.
Another scene that made me mad was the court (?) scene in Vreedle, Vreedle.
Ben being a hero shouldn't make him above the law.
Domstol ruling in favor of Ben just because he's the legendry Ben Tennyson was stupid.
After Ben's little monologue , and destroying Domstols desk, the judge should've just informed him that being a hero does not excuse him from following the law.
Kevin could've had his little moment doing some negotiation ( would've been nice to see how he works as con artist) and Ben could've jumped in and helped while making some good points for the argument, showing us he's not stupid.
Then having Domstol rule in their favor would've made sense.
On the way back to earth there could've been a joke about how Ben watches Judge Judy too much which is where he learnt about trials and stuff. Or maybe Gwens dad taught him a thing or two at some point.
All this doesn't mess with Ben's character all that much, he's still the hero of the show, he still has his ego but it makes him more likeable, shifts focus from his attitude, and shows us he's pretty smart and is growing into a good hero.
Ben's not a bad guy. I mean he is the hero of the show. There are tons of scenes which show he's good , like the whole sacrificing thing so the ultimates could live and all.
But little scenes here and there tend to be enough for someone , especially for someone who isn't a super hard-core Ben lover to form negative opinions on him.
Although calling him a psychopath / narc is out of line because I don't find him to be like that. His attitude was magnified by him being in the spotlight too much and writers not having a good balance in writing situations.
Ben being the main character of the show is at risk of becoming hated or less appreciated just because he's the font runner of the show.
Admit it, side characters tend to get more love most times than the main agonist of shows.
I've been watching videos on YouTube on this topic as to why this happens , and what I've come up with is that writers of shows tend to focus too much on main character. Things seem to go their way most times and this tends to get on peoples nerves, consciously or subconsciously because it's not exactly realistic.
Having shows where everything focuses on one person most times tend to backfire.
I don't mind Ben having a big head, I dont mind him making jokes and being so casual.
It's his defense mechanism to protect himself from drowning into the struggles and pressures of being a hero. But always having him be that way isn't good.
The writers should've executed it properly.
( okay this post got really long, more than I thought it would. If you're read the whole things , congratulations on making it here lol.
I'm not going to stop anyone from replying to this because everyone has different opinions and we all have the freedom to express them.
Although I believe I've made my point and I've made sure to keep in mind all the arguments about why bashing Ben is wrong when he's not a bad guy while typing this out.
I don't think I've directed any major hate towards him , its mostly towards the writers for making the situations like that,but if you think I have you can reply to it.
I'm not gonna reply back though , because again I feel I've made my point.
Any agreements / disagreements you have with the post feel free to share because it is your right.
Any disagreements you have with other members, as long as its related to the post you can share it.
Any issues you have personally with other members, please keep them to your selves.
I will not tolerate bullying , harassing, name calling and petty arguments on my post and blog page.
If this happens I will simply delete this post and re-upload it.)
#ben 10 au#ben 10#kevin levin#ben 10 alien force#ben tennyson#ben 10 reboot#ben 10 omniverse#ben 10 analysis#ben 10 series#ben 10 critical#ben 10 classic#my take
61 notes
·
View notes