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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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DPxDC Prompt where when Damian has grown comfortable with the Waynes, settling into the household more firmly, he finally tells them about his late brother, Danyal.
With his family's help, he makes a proper grave for his twin on the Wayne Manor grounds, on a little hill with the best view of the night sky.
Hundreds of miles away in Amity Park, Illinois, Danny's core resonates, recognizing something he's lacked.
#dpxdc#dpxdc prompts#prompts#demon twins#dogprompts#I have a LOT of prompts saved up I've been lazy about posting them lmao#been very distracted
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One of my first digital pieces (2010) versus one of my recent ones (2024)
We all start somewhere!
#picked these cause they're in a similar pose lol. i mean not at all. but sort of... more than my other art at least...#oh fuck im so tired im saving this to drafts and coming back later#my anxiety meds wipe me the fuck out so im trying not to take them in the day#and they're like legit borderline a sleeping med for me. i take one and in 30 mins im OUT.#so I'm. i mean i was already only taking 1-2 in the day and then 2-3 at night#anyways it makes me sad when people say they dont have an artistic bone in their body#and especially when they say they could never draw like me :(#dont put yourself down to lift me up! i don't want my art to be used for you to be mean to yourself!!!#lots of experiences of people comparing themselves to me and being mean to themself...#feels bad. it's okay if you're slow it's okay to be learning it's okay!!!#I'm me and you're you and we're here to learn from each other. i just wanna hang out..#y'know what I'm just gonna post without saying anything i WILL forget I made a draft#i have so many things i intend to post and then forget#it's a wonder I post anything#i only do it when i get bored. and run out of stuff to scroll through#like whelp. guess if i want a post I have to make one myself.#also the second one is really good idc that it's a study i still drew it#art growth#this was in 2010 btw#i started highschool in 2011#I've grown a lot and you can too.#also I've never really been one to dislike my old art. like idk I was trying... if it's bad I just won't look at it whatever#like i wouldn't be mean to someone else who made that so i don't get a free pass to be mean just cause it's to me#man my thoughts are bungled. okay sleep time#if my phone made typos you didn't see it
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sue me but I think Shen Yuan as an old man with crow's feet, laugh lines, and gray streaks in his hair could cure Bingge completely. It would just fix All of his problems.
#and by cure I really mean that all of his life problems would be solved#all of them#also don't forget the bad back#shen yuan complains that his back isn't what it used to be ONCE#and emperor bingge offers up his arms as shen-qianbei's personal step litter#skeletonmobile got nothing on him#svsss#the scum villain's self saving system#stilton speaks#shen yuan#binggeyuan#i was kind of iffy about binggeyuan at first#because bingge/early 20s sy as he would have been at the start of svsss#just wasn't doing it for me#but then. BUT THEN#i unlocked sy as an actual old man#and i've shipped binggeyuan ever since ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
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I heard someone talk about this one time, and now, I'm shocked to notice that I experience essentially NO sense of accomplishment/satisfaction after completing something. like. like. like.
#why don't I feel anything?#I just finished a commission that I've been agonizing over (now I have to send it btw which is my least favorite part)#I finished the commission. saved the final files. and felt absolutely nothing.#how can this be. I just ticked something off my list.#and yet. absolutely nothing.#I definitely feel kind of like a bad bitch when I START UP. for example. a new commission#but I don't feel anything when I finish them#except for a vague sense of relief Sometimes and then a vague pang of anxiety at the next thing on my list#the anxiety over the next unfinished task to be conquered is the main thing I feel
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former inquisitor telithal lavellan goth slay cyberpunk era concept
#dragon age#da#inquisitor lavellan#in all honesty in his incurable Depression era#but alas gotta get up do ur makeup and feel like it's your personal task to save the world forever. probably#looking forward to what the game says inky has been up to but i've tentatively hc'd he probably moved to minrathous at some point#also glasses at last..<3 man went thru inquisition & trespasser refusing to get any even though he's blind af without them#maybe he eventually gave in#they can also have a little tint. as a treat#also there's no way you can see stars there but i wanted some for the pic. lol
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hq doodle pages because I'm reminiscing ✌️
#vtuber#holostars#holotempus#regis altare#axel syrios#noir vesper#magni dezmond#I'm not gonna make it chief#these 3D debuts man#NAW I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR THEM#BUT YOU KNOW IT'S LIKE#SO MANY THINGS WE'LL NEVER HAVE...#I've been so fucked up on that HQ juice lately#see you next week at alt's 3D when I can finally be laid down to rest#just kidding there's a 3D collab THE WEEK AFTER#CHIEFFFFF SAVE ME#too many pancakes meme is just my life at this point
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they're having a girl's night! which means painting nails so she's painting the tips of his fingers with a paintbrush
I'm their biggest fans I wish them nothing but a life of whimsy and joy
#transformers animated#tfa#tfa bumblebee#tfa sari sumdac#sari sumdac#GRPUAOAGUOAGHROGHOHUHORAHURH HG RUHGIUGUSIHSGHUSODGJIOD#DO YOU THINK THEY"D MAKE FRIENDSHIP BRACELETS#BUT SINCE THEYRE TOO SMALL FOR BEE HE WEARS THEM AS RINGS#ALSO I SWEAR I'LL FINISH THAT COMIC I JUST NEED TO DRAW CUTE STUFF TO HYPE MYSELF UP#the friendship bracelet idea is one I've been meaning to draw for ages#they have a lot of girl nights. in her room too but sometimes at the base they'll try and rope the other bots in#GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IM CRAZY#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#they've been in my head for months. I've saved so much fanart of them#anyway end post tldr lots of love to bee and sari the siblings ever
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Last night, despite getting done with a week-long subbing stint at work and finally arriving at that sweet SWEET weekend... I lost my drawing drive. X3
So, I decided to play some Pokemon.
And I went on a Lati spree.
I brought up that Jamie knows a Latias and Latios on her blog. I've had the LatiAs in question for a few years now, but as far as the LatiOs... I had nothing to work with. XD
So, I started an Omega Ruby (accidentally started Alpha Sapphire first, thankfully realized my mistake early on) and binge played to the point that I could get the boi~
And now that I have him... I thought I'd dive into their characters and some small Lati lore!
And my current idea for how I'd draw them~
Playingaroundwiththeirnameshehe~
Mention of death and injury ahead, but nothing graphic.
Areth and Thusa are siblings--Older sister and younger brother. I'm leaning toward having Latis be laid in twin pairs. However, due to unfortunate circumstances, these two both lost their respective twins, and they come from separate clutches.
Their parents were also lost when Thusa was young, so Areth took up the role of raising her little brother.
One day, Areth was attacked and badly wounded by Sharpedos, so her devoted little brother went to find help. That help was in the form of Jamie's eventual sister-in-law, Rose, who was in the midst of her own trainer journey through Hoenn. Rose took Areth to the Pokemon Center and provided comfort for Thusa as she recovered. Although wary of her, Areth came to trust the human and became a loyal member of her team. Thusa himself never battled, but tagged along and had a jolly old time~
In Scarlet, Areth is a good sight larger than normal, while Thusa is a little bit smaller. I was kinda hoping he'd be smaller than that, but I adore the dynamic I have going with these two! ^w^
#art#I don't know if this'll start a Lati phase for me or not lol#I do love the Latis a lot and have for as long as I've know about them.#And in my world the do scream like in the movie~#Also I realized after getting and transferring Thusa up that I have one caught in a Dive ball in Shining Pearl that could've been him.#Oh well. XD#At least I have a save backup in case I ever decided to shiny hunt it.
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This isn't the Mirage Express kitchen...
Based on this post lol
#Luna Doodles#Barry Frontiers AU#Barry the Quokka#Sonic Frontiers#TMOSTH#Sonic#I've been laughing about this for too long I finally made it as a warm up LOL#Someone save them PLEASE
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some guy (affectionate)
#was mucking around with coloured pencils... not really used them on their own in a long long time#Ardbert#fanart#sketch#i draw sometimes#Final Fantasy XIV#augh caught some stomach bug and i've been throwing up all day ;_____;#-shakes ardbert- save me..........
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DPxDC Prompt where, in an attempt to get Damian to act more his age, Dick introduces him to the game Doomed.
The boy is skeptical of it at first, but quickly gets absorbed in the action-- and even makes some friends (though Damian won't exactly call them that).
It's a nice change of pace, and funny at times. Dick thinks that Damian might be taking his friends' roleplaying a little too seriously, though. Just because they have a revived-from-the-dead brother doesn't mean every kid joking online about being a ghost really is one.
#dpxdc#dpxdc prompts#dogprompts#dpxdc prompt#I've got quite a few prompts saved up I've been lazy about posting them lol
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#momonina#kindof. embarrassed to post this one bc its just pure fluff lmao… theyre so LAME in this pic (/j)#i can hear mmk going ったく…#nn’s outfits are always soooo cute though#waaaaaah i love the fashion….#miiiight color it though..#edit incoming#future pix here#mmnn#<- decided the drawings of the two of em can have momonina in them but if it leans more romo than plato it has mmnn#bc i rotate them in my head so fast#but as the days pass i get really crazy over them being Not Romantic but still More than That#im losing my Mind tbh#the only thing im certain of is that mmk is definitely a lesbian all things considered like look at her LMAO#everytime i rewatch i do consider how gay her actions are...???#(i've been rotating mmnn around in my mind since ep 1 tbh... the codependency was tempting...!)#but i keep thinking abt mmk herself saying “i saw my past self in you” in like. ep 2 already... and it would linger in my mind#i had written in my notes a While back#like when ep 4 was airing#that it just felt like mmk was trying to be kind to her past self ykno#because she believed that the her now... had failed in her dream#so yknow... by giving the guitar she was trying to have nn continue that dream for her (leading into mmk “guiding nn”)#ofc nn gives back her guitar though and i thank that person on twitter everyday for putting it so well#LIKE AGHHH THEIR MEETING WAS FATE BUT THE ACTIONS THEY TOOK TO PULL EACH OTHER UP... KILL ME!!!!#the choices they make regarding themselves... of staying true to themselves... hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgjhg#idk how many people will see this edit so im just treating it like the void (haha Void) here#(i've made that joke multiple times to myself now#i still think about. how mmnn were drawn to the honesty of each other#and yet. didnt exactly recognize each other as an actual person yet?#nn loved void and so loved mmk for creating it and saving her life. so mmk was a savior to her
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hi everyone!! you know the drill already, requests are open again!! i still have around 25 that i saved up but in case i didn't do yours you can resend it! (though there might be several reasons as to why i didn't ;;)
also make sure to check my pinned post for guidelines and whatnot ;w;
#request status#also my comms are open still!! info is in my pinned#a lot of the ones i saved up require more effort so that's why i've been so slow on getting to them#and in this heat it's getting harder to draw 😭😭 i promise i'll get there tho
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#textposts#shitposts#kazuichi soda#kazuichi souda#makoto naegi#gundham tanaka#korekiyo shinguji#mikan tsumiki#yasuhiro hagakure#gonta gokuhara#miu iruma#chihiro fujisaki#fujiruma#chihiro x miu#it's been a while since I've done these#I save them up so I can post them in a bunch#couldn't tell if the crystal ball one was better with Hiro or Gundham so I made both#Kazuichi making the bike joke is more fitting because she was raised in the bike shop
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Get Ribbon-ed , Heart boy
(slight) alt ver and a ver for funsies under here:
(if the ace gacha comes back, i may spend One more x10 pull to try and get his card... maybe...)
#twst#twisted wonderland#ace trappola#playful land event#art#ram's art#this is solely just to pick on ace for not coming home in the gacha...#I was saving for november 5th for the b-day but... The card artwork plus the elements it has........#i want it :[#I didn't pay much attention to the event when it came out on the jp server- so i only know a few plot-beats here and there#so this isn't like. spoilers - I genuinely dont know much past what I've played up to tbh------ this is just based on the vibes of the card#(and bullying ace - as mentioned before lol get puppeteer-ed Trappola >:] )#but i look forward to it continuing :] it's been a blast so far lol-#sure hope nothing bad happens! yay!#the hosts of the park are sooo nice and trustworthy seeming! not suspicious at all! yippee!#oh yea- sry for the basic doodle- im allllll backgrounded out because of other doodles i've done for my other tumblrs--- rip#i adore the clothes in this event though-- wish i could do them justice-#when will a twst event NOT give me clothing to yearn over............#if twst officially sold the clothes as merch i'd be first in line-
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